@@matthewpiggott3468 Unfortunately, Allsafe ran out of money after the CEO’s death, so I continued working as an engineer at a cybersecurity company that used to be a competitor.
This show is what helped me get through the summer, I was working while all of my friends were on vacation partying together and I was waking up to their messages going back home from the club, I liked the job but hated the idea of living in an office for the rest of my life, so I found a safe place in teaching myself how to code apps in the evenings to one day be able to do something fulfilling and the last thing I would do everyday was watch an episode of Mr Robot
Keep your head up and continue pushing. You will achieve great things for the sacrifices you've made. One day, your friends will comeback to you asking for help.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU, i am not exaggerating when i say that my life hasn’t felt complete since this was taken down. and im sorry, in this economy, i can’t afford a monthly subscription to the original maker’s patreon or whatever to listen to it again. THANK YOU, please never take this down.
@@Aminbathat Thanks a lot for clarifications! Also could you please tell if Elliot were through all of this or it's just an imagination or something? I mean after he woke up at he hospital. Can't figure that out for some time, even talked to GPT, still nothing=(
@@elijahhadasevich7907 No, elliot really did go through all of this, rewatch last eps, the MM"Mastermind" personality took over not too long but a year or so ago, and he shoved his real personality into a fake world he constructed, the real elliot finally wakes up at the end of the last episode.
You are the best! I love you man! I was one of those who asked to return this track. I am very glad and very grateful to you. Thank you very much, brother. I'm thinking of downloading this track, just in case.
An ex of mine introduced me to this one back in 2015. I knew of its existence because people in Reddit and 4chan were mocking the edgyness of it (I know, big words for reddittors and degens at 4chan). I was an edgy 20 something myself so yeah I was "above" pandering. Cue to the first week I moved into my ex apartment (she just rented that apartment like a week before, I was testing the waters at the beginning because I'm such a pushover). And there's this Mr. Robot marathon on the TV, in I-Sat I think which is a cool channel from South America. Sadly the the first episode I see is the one where the whole Elliot's second persona is revelaed, so yeah. Big plotwist for my first dive into this amazing universe! I was already studying informatics on my own since I was 13 yo more or less. I made my first shitty html+css+shitt js s back in '04. And around the same time delved into gamedev using gamemaker but nothing fancy. I knew how to format, maintain a PC. My mom got a degree in IT. In 2013 I enrolled in the same shitty college but I drop out like a year later. I was already learning python and many computer fundamental by myself, though college was a waste of time (i know, stupid). So when I started watching the TV show I became obsessed lol. Miss those times. I was this autistic mid20 guy loser, living with his quirky needy five year younger gf, being just awkward but happy, feeling free for the first time, learning storytelling, screenwriting, illustration, programming and hacking on my ample free tim*n*---e. Those were some good years. She was my everything for close to 9 years! and were each other best friends for a decade! We remained in that apartment, smoking joints and rarely LSD for more than 2 years. I had a stoner phase for the first year. Watching media (films, TV shows, animations, trippy videos, music videos, arthouse shorts, whole musical albums; criticizing, deconstructing those works, dreaming of becoming creators ourselves), eating tex-mex, talking pseudo philosphy with our friends... it wasn't perfect, but it was so fucking awesome. I lived the dream and I didn't knew it. I wish I would've realized I had adult ADHD and not life five to six years later. and OCD. And get professional help, god dammit! I think this cost my the relationship. I was so self-absorbed, couldn't regulate well my emotions, was/am so insecure. She had her issues too. But fuck we could've remained friends at the very least. We broke up at the end of 2022 and split to live separaredly in march of 2022. I fucked up big time. Maybe she did too, idk. Everytime I see media that we cherished a lot, my emotions just overwhelm me. Sadness, melancholy, regret... with a pinch of happyness because at least we endure for a decade, and it happened, it was real. Something good happened to me, because before I met her I was going nowhere, shut in, depressed. Sorry if you made it this far. I'm just ranting and dumping my bs because I isolate myself from everybody. This is my only way to remember, confess, process my emotions, and leave a mark that she existed, we existed, we laughed like dorks in the darkness of a bedroom, watching cool shit, made love, we hugged a lot, we had quirky inside dork jokes, our own made-up jargon, we danced to each other like dumb fucks because who cared? we raised three feral cats, we mourned one, we moved from our crumbling shithole almost totalitarian country, we learned to mourn our old life in a foreign country, we lived together there for four years until we separated... We met in a mall, buying the ticked for a movie (The Hunger Games 2012, or Wrath of Titans 2012, can-t remember). We made a tradition to go to the same theater almost twice a week for a long time. We watched like a hundred films there! She was Lis, my only love. I hope she is fine and happy. I hope I can feel like that again. I fear that kind of love, your first one, doesn't repeat that way again though... Which is fine because that means it was unique?
damn. i read it to the end and i wish you all the best. i have had my own problems in the past, and even though i still think of those times what i can say is with time everything will heal. i realised that you cant change the past and just have to accept. and with time i am evolving and learning from my mistakes, with a different mindset. i hope it all works out for you my guy.
To live in the past is depression, to worry about the future is anxiety. Live in the moment and get yo shit together. I didn't get mine together until 33.
Thank you for this story. Randomly picked video in recommendations and read your comment. My story resonates with yours. First love will never be repeated, like the feeling of the first car, the first trip abroad, the first party. This is neither bad nor good, it's just the way our memory works. These memories are with us forever, but don't let yourself get bogged down in them with discouragement. The recovery process can be a long one, it's different for everyone. Some can get themselves together in a year, some need more time. The guy above had it worked out by the age of 33, in my case it's been 5 years, but I'm not completely free yet. Don't stop, remember that the process is actually the result.
Does anyone have a tracklist for the songs in this video or know where I could find the songs? 11:55 is really nice, but I can't figure out what song it is, I would appreciate it if anyone could help me out.
I think… dissapearing from family, my fake friends, is what I can do. Disappear, be alone from people. If anything, this is my best outcome because I would’ve ended it at 16 trying to please people and make people proud- my family, proud. I’m a disappointment as a person. I’m sorry dad, mom, and my brothers who wanted me to become better than them, but I had problems and insecurities that nobody wanted to talk about with me. I can’t speak to people naturally anymore. Everyone looks better than me. I hate that i have dreams of being friends and being happy with kind people I used to have small conversations with. I couldn’t have that though, too awkward. Too unattractive, too scared. My insecurities always stopped me from making them proud to be my friend as I can never succeed in having fun with them. I suck at being a friend. Because I’m awkward.
I had this feelings before, but don't stop fighting. Would you accept to live on this feeling all your life? Or blow the dust off your shoulders and strive in life because NO ONE will help to get out of it until you help yourself. This is poetry in Arabic that talks about your situation(translate it): لا تبتئس! فالعمرُ مرة وكؤوس المجد مُرة، وستنطوي أيام يأسِك وسترتوي عذب المسرة، إن المُنى تحتاج بذلًا لتكون للساعين قرّة
I'm brazilian. I feel like this as you, a lot. I kind feel more relax right now after reading Steppenwolf, by herman hesse. It's a really interesting book.
I used to think like this too, but once i changed my mindset to literally not giving a crap it got a little better. Granted, i don't think my insecurities were as bad as yours, but i still think that sometimes you just need to let go and say "fuck it". And who cares if a situation is akward? just laugh it off and keep going. They're probably not going to remember the interaction the next day. As for the friends thing, i don't know them, but if they really don't want to be friends with you just because you're insecure, then i suggest searching for new friends. I know that sounds stupid to say to just "go and search for new friends" but being around a toxic environment can really hurt you mentally. I really feel you man, i hope things get better for you!
u will be alright brother, I had the same feeling back when I was 16, Im way better now, use that as a fuel man, even that u don't feel like it to better ur self, there is a possibility that one day u will be just fine. trust me all problems all solvable nowadays, even depression (ma gic mushromlook it up)
@@Kartoffelbauer1000 the thing is those friends are good people, im the problem. I’m not much of a friend to them. I still try to be social though and it’d be easier if I could overcome the things that im insecure about. I don’t know maybe I’ve been isolated too long that even then after getting over insecurities I’d be unable to bond with people. I have to find out though if I can have real friendship so I’m not giving up.
Сам сериал это произведение искусства и заслуживает почитания в вечности! И фотография в видео очень сильно дополняет и раскрывает музыку, делая её более атмосферной и релаксирующей. Как будто ты вместе с Эллиотом и Дарлин сидишь в этом метро и мысленно погружаешься в свои проблемы. P.S было бы еще лучше, если бы зациклили видео в движении вагона, пускай хоть на несколько секунд, на такое я мог бы смотреть очень долго
yeah guys i am coding now wish me luck BTW my main goal is to become hacker someday like him the most powerful most intelligent most influential for world I want to become a person who can change the world for good
@@ret-j6w If you do, I'll be the only one to have seen it. Eventually, I'll have forgotten it and eventually you will have too. Does this mean your comment will have never existed?
I like listening to this while working.
at allsafe?
@@matthewpiggott3468 at ecorp
@@matthewpiggott3468fsociety
@@matthewpiggott3468 Unfortunately, Allsafe ran out of money after the CEO’s death, so I continued working as an engineer at a cybersecurity company that used to be a competitor.
@@matthewpiggott3468 ?
This show is what helped me get through the summer, I was working while all of my friends were on vacation partying together and I was waking up to their messages going back home from the club, I liked the job but hated the idea of living in an office for the rest of my life, so I found a safe place in teaching myself how to code apps in the evenings to one day be able to do something fulfilling and the last thing I would do everyday was watch an episode of Mr Robot
insane dude
Keep your head up and continue pushing. You will achieve great things for the sacrifices you've made. One day, your friends will comeback to you asking for help.
Did you ever find a job coding apps?
same 100%
Thank you. Please don't ever take this down
Volví de casualidad a buscar esta pieza luego de mucho tiempo, y solo encontrar el mismo video me ha dado una sensación de paz inmensa
Gracias
capo
GIGACHAD reupload. Thank you!
sounds so good. such an air of mystery.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU, i am not exaggerating when i say that my life hasn’t felt complete since this was taken down. and im sorry, in this economy, i can’t afford a monthly subscription to the original maker’s patreon or whatever to listen to it again. THANK YOU, please never take this down.
i suggest you save this video on another medium
@@tunn3l_personal trust, first thing i did when i saw it’s back!
This vid singlehandedly put you on the map as a man of culture. Thank you for taking the time to upload this masterpiece.
putted ?
@@paulv7744 he means f all of this world and its people and put it and putted it and f it all
@@Aminbathat Thanks a lot for clarifications! Also could you please tell if Elliot were through all of this or it's just an imagination or something? I mean after he woke up at he hospital. Can't figure that out for some time, even talked to GPT, still nothing=(
@@paulv7744 corrected. My english can be lazy sometimes.
@@elijahhadasevich7907 No, elliot really did go through all of this, rewatch last eps, the MM"Mastermind" personality took over not too long but a year or so ago, and he shoved his real personality into a fake world he constructed, the real elliot finally wakes up at the end of the last episode.
thx for uploading. my ADHD would not stop triggering. this helps me a lot to concentrate. thank you.
You are the best! I love you man! I was one of those who asked to return this track. I am very glad and very grateful to you. Thank you very much, brother. I'm thinking of downloading this track, just in case.
i hope this never gets taken down because i really enjoy it
An ex of mine introduced me to this one back in 2015. I knew of its existence because people in Reddit and 4chan were mocking the edgyness of it (I know, big words for reddittors and degens at 4chan). I was an edgy 20 something myself so yeah I was "above" pandering.
Cue to the first week I moved into my ex apartment (she just rented that apartment like a week before, I was testing the waters at the beginning because I'm such a pushover). And there's this Mr. Robot marathon on the TV, in I-Sat I think which is a cool channel from South America.
Sadly the the first episode I see is the one where the whole Elliot's second persona is revelaed, so yeah. Big plotwist for my first dive into this amazing universe! I was already studying informatics on my own since I was 13 yo more or less. I made my first shitty html+css+shitt js s back in '04. And around the same time delved into gamedev using gamemaker but nothing fancy. I knew how to format, maintain a PC. My mom got a degree in IT. In 2013 I enrolled in the same shitty college but I drop out like a year later. I was already learning python and many computer fundamental by myself, though college was a waste of time (i know, stupid). So when I started watching the TV show I became obsessed lol.
Miss those times. I was this autistic mid20 guy loser, living with his quirky needy five year younger gf, being just awkward but happy, feeling free for the first time, learning storytelling, screenwriting, illustration, programming and hacking on my ample free tim*n*---e. Those were some good years. She was my everything for close to 9 years! and were each other best friends for a decade! We remained in that apartment, smoking joints and rarely LSD for more than 2 years. I had a stoner phase for the first year. Watching media (films, TV shows, animations, trippy videos, music videos, arthouse shorts, whole musical albums; criticizing, deconstructing those works, dreaming of becoming creators ourselves), eating tex-mex, talking pseudo philosphy with our friends... it wasn't perfect, but it was so fucking awesome.
I lived the dream and I didn't knew it. I wish I would've realized I had adult ADHD and not life five to six years later. and OCD. And get professional help, god dammit! I think this cost my the relationship. I was so self-absorbed, couldn't regulate well my emotions, was/am so insecure.
She had her issues too. But fuck we could've remained friends at the very least. We broke up at the end of 2022 and split to live separaredly in march of 2022. I fucked up big time. Maybe she did too, idk.
Everytime I see media that we cherished a lot, my emotions just overwhelm me. Sadness, melancholy, regret... with a pinch of happyness because at least we endure for a decade, and it happened, it was real. Something good happened to me, because before I met her I was going nowhere, shut in, depressed.
Sorry if you made it this far. I'm just ranting and dumping my bs because I isolate myself from everybody. This is my only way to remember, confess, process my emotions, and leave a mark that she existed, we existed, we laughed like dorks in the darkness of a bedroom, watching cool shit, made love, we hugged a lot, we had quirky inside dork jokes, our own made-up jargon, we danced to each other like dumb fucks because who cared? we raised three feral cats, we mourned one, we moved from our crumbling shithole almost totalitarian country, we learned to mourn our old life in a foreign country, we lived together there for four years until we separated... We met in a mall, buying the ticked for a movie (The Hunger Games 2012, or Wrath of Titans 2012, can-t remember). We made a tradition to go to the same theater almost twice a week for a long time. We watched like a hundred films there!
She was Lis, my only love. I hope she is fine and happy. I hope I can feel like that again. I fear that kind of love, your first one, doesn't repeat that way again though... Which is fine because that means it was unique?
damn. i read it to the end and i wish you all the best. i have had my own problems in the past, and even though i still think of those times what i can say is with time everything will heal. i realised that you cant change the past and just have to accept. and with time i am evolving and learning from my mistakes, with a different mindset. i hope it all works out for you my guy.
To live in the past is depression, to worry about the future is anxiety. Live in the moment and get yo shit together. I didn't get mine together until 33.
thanks for you paste dude
Thank you for this story. Randomly picked video in recommendations and read your comment. My story resonates with yours.
First love will never be repeated, like the feeling of the first car, the first trip abroad, the first party. This is neither bad nor good, it's just the way our memory works. These memories are with us forever, but don't let yourself get bogged down in them with discouragement. The recovery process can be a long one, it's different for everyone. Some can get themselves together in a year, some need more time. The guy above had it worked out by the age of 33, in my case it's been 5 years, but I'm not completely free yet. Don't stop, remember that the process is actually the result.
👍
Stay listening this while i work in cybersec is wild.
Love this. Mr. Robot was a huge inspiration for my new film Manic Man.
i just wached man . Awesome work!
I wish I had Alzheimer just to repeat the experience of watching this serie again for the 1st time
bro be careful what u wish for, go ham on xans and u got it
Listen the song "daydream" u gonna likes
@ I listen to it all the time ;)
Listening while writing a screenplay.
One on the greatest shows out 👌🏼
at 50:00 i hear "Alaskan Tapes - Another Song to Stop the Spinning" , but kinda remixed
Блин... давно я его не слушал... сколько лет прошло...
Ok i’ll watch the show…
have a nice viewing
enjoy the moment
looks like someone chose the right pill. your life will never be the same
Season 1 and 4 are worth everything
Season 4, specially the last 3 episode....
thank you for this
Does anyone know the name of the song at 53:15?
Such a great video
Tanks you bro (soy español, pero muchas gracias de verdad)
I feel like i am not here, rather somewhere far far away
Does anyone have a tracklist for the songs in this video or know where I could find the songs? 11:55 is really nice, but I can't figure out what song it is, I would appreciate it if anyone could help me out.
may be Mr. Robot - 1.1_5 illusionofchoice.mp3 just slowed and edited
Thank u so much, friend
39:00 song name pls
have you found the song yet?
@@farhansstuff8486 may be Mr. Robot - 1.1_5 illusionofchoice.mp3 just slowed and edited
does anyone have the tracklist to this? its so beautiful
song of my existence
wisely said 🤌🏻
I think… dissapearing from family, my fake friends, is what I can do. Disappear, be alone from people. If anything, this is my best outcome because I would’ve ended it at 16 trying to please people and make people proud- my family, proud. I’m a disappointment as a person. I’m sorry dad, mom, and my brothers who wanted me to become better than them, but I had problems and insecurities that nobody wanted to talk about with me. I can’t speak to people naturally anymore. Everyone looks better than me. I hate that i have dreams of being friends and being happy with kind people I used to have small conversations with. I couldn’t have that though, too awkward. Too unattractive, too scared. My insecurities always stopped me from making them proud to be my friend as I can never succeed in having fun with them. I suck at being a friend. Because I’m awkward.
I had this feelings before, but don't stop fighting. Would you accept to live on this feeling all your life? Or blow the dust off your shoulders and strive in life because NO ONE will help to get out of it until you help yourself.
This is poetry in Arabic that talks about your situation(translate it):
لا تبتئس!
فالعمرُ مرة وكؤوس المجد مُرة،
وستنطوي أيام يأسِك وسترتوي عذب المسرة،
إن المُنى تحتاج بذلًا لتكون للساعين قرّة
I'm brazilian. I feel like this as you, a lot. I kind feel more relax right now after reading Steppenwolf, by herman hesse. It's a really interesting book.
I used to think like this too, but once i changed my mindset to literally not giving a crap it got a little better. Granted, i don't think my insecurities were as bad as yours, but i still think that sometimes you just need to let go and say "fuck it". And who cares if a situation is akward? just laugh it off and keep going. They're probably not going to remember the interaction the next day. As for the friends thing, i don't know them, but if they really don't want to be friends with you just because you're insecure, then i suggest searching for new friends. I know that sounds stupid to say to just "go and search for new friends" but being around a toxic environment can really hurt you mentally.
I really feel you man, i hope things get better for you!
u will be alright brother, I had the same feeling back when I was 16, Im way better now, use that as a fuel man, even that u don't feel like it to better ur self, there is a possibility that one day u will be just fine. trust me all problems all solvable nowadays, even depression (ma gic mushromlook it up)
@@Kartoffelbauer1000 the thing is those friends are good people, im the problem. I’m not much of a friend to them. I still try to be social though and it’d be easier if I could overcome the things that im insecure about. I don’t know maybe I’ve been isolated too long that even then after getting over insecurities I’d be unable to bond with people. I have to find out though if I can have real friendship so I’m not giving up.
u wont believe what ive been doing listening to this
snorting rails ?
Keep on the good work!😁
I LOVE YOU MAN
Thanks for sharing!
One day I’ll listen to this on my New York emergency escalator
heavy and bizarre show. very good!
Это то самоё удаленное видео которое я ждала очень долго 🥺❤️✨✨✨✨
Они вызывают депрессию.
Полностью с тобой согласен, сам долго искал и ждал. Огромное спасибо человеку (автору данного канала), что он сохранил и выложил данный трек.
Сам сериал это произведение искусства и заслуживает почитания в вечности! И фотография в видео очень сильно дополняет и раскрывает музыку, делая её более атмосферной и релаксирующей. Как будто ты вместе с Эллиотом и Дарлин сидишь в этом метро и мысленно погружаешься в свои проблемы. P.S было бы еще лучше, если бы зациклили видео в движении вагона, пускай хоть на несколько секунд, на такое я мог бы смотреть очень долго
thanks for reup
goodbye world
Thanks! It's awesome!
MASTERPIECE
thanks, this slaps
i like to listen while im studying.
hello friend
why the image is moving
~ 35:23 - song name, please!
W upload
what songs are in it? if i can find them not only on youtube?
Thank you
какая романтичное и трагичное фото
hello dear mujhe ye batao apko music copyright nhi ayega kya
Melhor serie 🤟🙏💪
i need more
22:19 is when it gets really good also 33:02
18:56 413.4 mastermind my best one ever
hello friend!!!!!!!
This could easily be used as ambient music in Minecraft
(...) Mundo distante.
yeah guys i am coding now
wish me luck
BTW my main goal is to become hacker someday like him the most powerful most intelligent most influential for world I want to become a person who can change the world for good
What do normal people do when they're depressed?
26:00 leaving a comment so i can use it
leaivng a comment so i can delete it
@@ret-j6w If you do, I'll be the only one to have seen it. Eventually, I'll have forgotten it and eventually you will have too. Does this mean your comment will have never existed?
15:00
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Hello friend, hello friend ? Thats lame.
Mr Robot was excellent before it turned to shit.
f society
Hello, friend...
thank you
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