birdy- not about angels (slowed down)

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  • • Not About Angels
    birdy ♡
    • Playlist
    open.spotify.com/artist/2WX2u...
    itunes.apple.com/us/artist/bi...
    / birdy
    / birdyinstagram
    Lyrics:
    We know full well there's just time
    So is it wrong to toss this line?
    If your heart was full of love
    Could you give it up?
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    Don't give me up
    Don't give
    Me up
    How unfair, it's just our love
    Found something real that's out of touch
    But if you'd searched the whole wide world
    Would you dare to let it go?
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    Don't give me up
    Don't give
    Me up
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    It's not, about not about angels, angels
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  • @lunee2889
    @lunee2889 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3761

    this is the saddest song in existence
    fight me.

    • @camiellen
      @camiellen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      LuneE repeat until death is sadder

    • @nicolemwuah
      @nicolemwuah 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Lovely

    • @blesid866
      @blesid866 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      Night we met is sadder

    • @urlocalbug7578
      @urlocalbug7578 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Her last words, another empty bottle, dark enough..i have more but this is sad

    • @walkersjoin2625
      @walkersjoin2625 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Her last words... Very sadder

  • @ca4745
    @ca4745 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5875

    It’s hurts- when someone says they miss you but doesn’t even try to make an effort to see you.

    • @belbel6858
      @belbel6858 5 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      my dad

    • @Elizabeth-db9rr
      @Elizabeth-db9rr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      okay isabel 💗

    • @whathavewecreatedstudio6413
      @whathavewecreatedstudio6413 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      My grandmother- she left me and my family, and ruined our relationships with others in the family. I have no love for anyone anymore, it truly does ache.

    • @Elizabeth-db9rr
      @Elizabeth-db9rr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      WhatHaveWeCreated Studio I completely understand where your coming from but don't let her ruin your outlook on people collectively.

    • @whathavewecreatedstudio6413
      @whathavewecreatedstudio6413 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Elizabeth you don’t know how much I needed someone to tell me that...
      Ur a true saviour. Thankyou so much

  • @giliatar5138
    @giliatar5138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +411

    heartbroken 💔
    👇🏻

    • @Awjikis
      @Awjikis 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      he left me

    • @sandraquynh2007
      @sandraquynh2007 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      he rejected me on Valentine’s Day

    • @hannahrogers4927
      @hannahrogers4927 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He left me after three years without any explanation

  • @marissaa4196
    @marissaa4196 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2115

    i’m really tired, like so tired.
    i’m not suicidal, just tired.
    tired of waking up everyday to the same thing.
    tired of days repeating themselves.
    i am so tired of just my existence.
    i don’t want to be gone, i just want to feel alive.
    everyday i choose to stay, in hopes of one day being able to wake up and not have that dread of waking up.
    does this make sense?
    i want to one day wake up, and be okay with being awake.

    • @faithberthelette8886
      @faithberthelette8886 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      completely relate to this. It feels like life is meaningless :/

    • @irisgiles3612
      @irisgiles3612 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      This is exactly how I feel

    • @zoeyives5819
      @zoeyives5819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      this.

    • @seekwisdom7254
      @seekwisdom7254 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I’m sorry

    • @fifierinle1
      @fifierinle1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It gets better, it really does🥺

  • @ruubiez
    @ruubiez 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4824

    i’m missing someone who was never really there.

    • @justtryingtoescape
      @justtryingtoescape 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      i feel you haha

    • @ritagharbaoui3381
      @ritagharbaoui3381 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      i'm missing this person too

    • @chrysa906
      @chrysa906 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same😢

    • @rosavamva2020
      @rosavamva2020 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ya me too😒

    • @montesprank2761
      @montesprank2761 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Please never think that, you will always have so many people who care about you even if you don't realize it, one of my best friends thought like that, and about a year ago he committed suicide, so I just want you to know that even when it doesn't show itself easily love, life, and happiness will always be there

  • @maristeodoro
    @maristeodoro 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5619

    im no longer sad like before. i just feel empty, numb... I walk around and i feel so empty. it’s like im just walking around without a soul.

    • @mrfahrenheit1223
      @mrfahrenheit1223 4 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      I fully understand you.
      Believe me it does get better.
      Just breath and prioritize what makes you happy.
      Life is too short to be sad.

    • @brittanyr.k1731
      @brittanyr.k1731 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      I relate, it's honestly worse than being sad. At least being sad is like- a *true* feeling, ya know?

    • @blaxkbunni._
      @blaxkbunni._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      felt this in the pit of me🖤

    • @outtaspace1042
      @outtaspace1042 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I feel the same. It’s so sad. I told my parents that I wish I’m young,dumb and childish again. Life was soooo damn easy and full of peace :/

    • @asiaherrington6490
      @asiaherrington6490 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same dude....same

  • @rachelalyssa2421
    @rachelalyssa2421 4 ปีที่แล้ว +654

    dear mom
    your daughter is tired. she loves you so much and doesn’t wanna hurt you but she can’t go on.

    • @Speedy.2ss
      @Speedy.2ss 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Hey are you still here?
      Please reply

    • @jjarvo1245
      @jjarvo1245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Hey you there???

    • @jjarvo1245
      @jjarvo1245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Rachel?!

    • @lili.reinheart2832
      @lili.reinheart2832 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Love you❤

    • @lili.reinheart2832
      @lili.reinheart2832 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      If your gone I hope you rest in peace. And I hope your soul is much happier now then then.❤

  • @vibots6755
    @vibots6755 3 ปีที่แล้ว +813

    me: “are you okay”
    them: “yes”
    me: “no you’re not, let’s talk about it”
    ~~~~~~
    them: “are you good??”
    me: “yeah”
    them: “oh okay”

    • @oikawaswifey1533
      @oikawaswifey1533 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Ye it always be like that and I just can’t, like why can’t someone see that I’m not happy? I mean I see it when someone is sad and I always cheer them up or just be there for them and what do I get?! Yea, fu€king nothing

    • @chelsea-et9qe
      @chelsea-et9qe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@oikawaswifey1533 felt buh at the same time i don’t want to be anyone’s problem or want anyone to worry ab me bc i feel selfish and ik no one knows how to help me. i’m usually jus the one helping the other persons mental health.

    • @christina4012
      @christina4012 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Are you okay?

    • @oikawaswifey1533
      @oikawaswifey1533 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@chelsea-et9qe jo I feel the same but sometimes it’s just shit to know that no one sees you suffering

    • @shaniaaldo6260
      @shaniaaldo6260 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The irony is when they say no you’re not, let’s talk about it they always say “well just stop feeling that way, you’re overthinking, it’s not even that big of a deal or oh this again”

  • @h4ughh810
    @h4ughh810 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4488

    The people with a prettiest eye always cry the most
    The people with the kindest heart always get heart broken.....

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Aww that's nice but I cry when somebody yells at me listens to a song tells me I'm bad let thoughts in my mind fill up my good mood can be split up in one word

    • @katelynnmorton1564
      @katelynnmorton1564 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      this is so true 😭

    • @aubrievernon7078
      @aubrievernon7078 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      So true this is me😭

    • @addisondewitt2656
      @addisondewitt2656 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Both of those are me people say I have pretty eyes and i cry to much and i am always to nice to people that are mean to me

    • @sophs.things7390
      @sophs.things7390 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      vibes• that’s so true i try and be kind to eveyone but I just get hurt

  • @heyitsbubblesheyyy4433
    @heyitsbubblesheyyy4433 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3887

    "Give love to people who seem like they don't need it because they need it the most."

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Haha me

    • @emilee5953
      @emilee5953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@dejavu2171 hey I love you just know that

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@emilee5953 i love you too

    • @quinnith7218
      @quinnith7218 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@dejavu2171 i’m sorry i’m late but i love you sm >:)

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@quinnith7218 your not late love you too tho💞

  • @hazel6571
    @hazel6571 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    “Trust me it gets better”
    PLSS it’s been almost 3 years now.. I’m still hurting

    • @bypassings2745
      @bypassings2745 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Fr😭

    • @sienna6681
      @sienna6681 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I am going to tell you something, It took me 7 long and fucking excruciating years to half get over the shit I was put through. when they say 'trust me it gets better' it is because it does. you have to take their words and interpret it into your own struggle because other people are not going to fix you. yes, they can give you advice and guide you along the way but you have to actually fight to make that change within your life. they can't mentally help you with your problem because they can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped. you have to fight and do it for yourself. focus on yourself and start trying to make a difference. little by little. I support you, I believe in you, I am proud of you and I love you!

    • @emilybonito5240
      @emilybonito5240 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sienna6681 thank you sm

    • @sienna6681
      @sienna6681 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@emilybonito5240 I love you beautiful girl! I am here whenever you need. x

    • @emilybonito5240
      @emilybonito5240 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sienna6681 I love you too beauty ^^ you're words made my day, thank you!!

  • @evin6581
    @evin6581 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    Its weird, how almost nobody i know helps me or cares enough to even see something...
    But in the comment sections of youtube people do love you and care about you...

    • @sunsetspice4143
      @sunsetspice4143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It’s just a place full of caring people 🙂 all those people in pain, who are mean. They are silenced by our power. If you ever need help reply to this comment :)
      Tell me and I’ll try and understand and help. Have a nice day

  • @maggiejohnston6971
    @maggiejohnston6971 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3809

    why do i listen to this type of music knowing I’m gonna bawl my eyes out

    • @emmakaare6093
      @emmakaare6093 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      cause ur gonna need to get it all out. no matter how.

    • @alyssayeah8440
      @alyssayeah8440 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      cry baby it’s good to cry

    • @shaym4306
      @shaym4306 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Cuz it makes you feel 🌹

    • @veronicakuc7584
      @veronicakuc7584 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      why do I listen to this music knowing that I can’t even cry anymore because of all the fake smiles I have to put on so I don’t the burden the ones I love with how I really feel. sorry for burdening you now 😔

    • @betsyjennings2174
      @betsyjennings2174 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I felt that :( 😔🥺😭

  • @loganm9661
    @loganm9661 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8175

    does the pain really go away? or just do we go numb

    • @exoscalmfan191
      @exoscalmfan191 5 ปีที่แล้ว +170

      Not sure , but it doesn’t go away on itself. It might tho, pain is supposed to wake you up, and when it fails to do so, then it has lots its purpose.

    • @kirstenjansen7386
      @kirstenjansen7386 5 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      WISH I was numb.

    • @zipkiyahbroflovski3633
      @zipkiyahbroflovski3633 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      Kirsten Jansen oh honey dont wish

    • @kirstenjansen7386
      @kirstenjansen7386 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@zipkiyahbroflovski3633 well, i mean, do you rather want to feel the pain or do you rather want to feel nothing.

    • @zipkiyahbroflovski3633
      @zipkiyahbroflovski3633 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Kirsten Jansen when youre numb you cant even feel the positive feelings/ emotions.

  • @sammiebreal4690
    @sammiebreal4690 4 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    Me before the song: crying
    Me after the song: still crying

  • @jessa._5329
    @jessa._5329 3 ปีที่แล้ว +250

    I can't breathe anymore.
    It's like the sadness is physically pressing down on my lungs.
    I can't scream for help, because even if I made any noise, no one would come and help me.
    I just want someone to hold me. I'm so alone, I can't do this anymore.

    • @loulou4469
      @loulou4469 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      JESSA girl, im here for you

    • @sienna6681
      @sienna6681 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      you can breathe. you can scream for help. someone will hold you and you are not alone. if you are alone then why are there over millions of people who feel the exact same way? who feel as though they can't breath and as though no one is going to listen to them and actually help them. it is all an infinite struggle my girl. as much as you want someone to come over and fix your problems for you and to take the pain away, they can't. they can give you advice but they can't take it away, even though they might really want to. you have to fight for that change yourself. dm me @ Sienna.hemphill on ig if you want someone to listen. I love you, I believe I you, I support you and I am so god damn proud of you! x

    • @rebecabarbosadaluz7596
      @rebecabarbosadaluz7596 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      are you ok?

  • @lilahoen1199
    @lilahoen1199 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3338

    isn’t it amazing how much love for someone you have and they don’t even have an idea how much you do

    • @ckTwilight7777
      @ckTwilight7777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      preech

    • @rishanb1032
      @rishanb1032 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      True and it hurts

    • @noone5135
      @noone5135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I have a crush on this guy and hes never really talked to me unless he hears me whispers about him because once he was shouting out in class and it got really fuckin annoying so i whispered to my friend 'finlay shut up' and he heard me and just gave me a death stare, i felt nervous and thought 'he'll never love me now' and i just never looked at him for the whole day and i just felt someone staring at me, my best mate would tell me he was staring at me whilst i looked really upset. Why did he look at me?

    • @whathavewecreatedstudio6413
      @whathavewecreatedstudio6413 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      My crush... I adore him but he doesn’t like me😭💔it really hurts

    • @susieolson6315
      @susieolson6315 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lila Hoen same

  • @tsvlogs5940
    @tsvlogs5940 5 ปีที่แล้ว +843

    That one moment you are just emotionless

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I can't 😂 I have something personality disorder but I hear things like that

    • @fruitloop4073
      @fruitloop4073 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      UnholyLegend oop-

    • @quanxiss_
      @quanxiss_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      How do you know me so well-

    • @jenell3
      @jenell3 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      woosh

  • @sidneyruster810
    @sidneyruster810 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I feel like every sad song comment section is a whole new world of sad broken children.. but we have each other so we’re all open. I love it.

  • @lanalewiss7
    @lanalewiss7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    i don't know who needed to hear this today, but i'n proud of you for being here. if you're reading this, you're strong. keep fighting angels, there's always more reasons why not. i love you.

  • @dirtyfool3628
    @dirtyfool3628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2036

    I’m crying, not even kidding here. I legit am.

  • @darkgalore
    @darkgalore 5 ปีที่แล้ว +884

    ''It's nothing, you just take things too seriously.''

    • @navindudoranegama2016
      @navindudoranegama2016 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      You just brought back a dreaded memory of mine

    • @lilliella3978
      @lilliella3978 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Legit calls me a fat who’re “it’s a joke your so sensitive”

    • @funfettifurr
      @funfettifurr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this reminds me of what my grandma tells me

    • @juliaconstantine1494
      @juliaconstantine1494 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      There's these kids in school and they mess with this smaller one in our grade. They steal his stuff and chirp him and drag him around but he laughs and I can never tell if it actually hurts him or if I'm just being stupid. If I should stand up or just sit in silence

    • @aminapanansaran9097
      @aminapanansaran9097 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sad

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 ปีที่แล้ว +448

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

  • @raineuyengco109
    @raineuyengco109 4 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    "The world is not a wish granting factory" - Augustus Waters

    • @laurenamber4554
      @laurenamber4554 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      we miss him

    • @nika7362
      @nika7362 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      damn that hurts.
      gus was very smart.

  • @selbyhill4905
    @selbyhill4905 5 ปีที่แล้ว +720

    This just brings me back to those dark places I haven't quite figured out how to get rid of yet.

    • @alanastiles6659
      @alanastiles6659 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Dark places are escape-able but after you find your way out you go numb no emotions not even tears but your not happy nor sad it’s an on and off thing with happiness you just can’t let your mind free it’s hard but it’s control-able just figure out what make you happy it’s a long and a hard process but you’ll find out then try to get it it’s hard but you’ll get through it, stay strong

    • @AlexB-gc2cg
      @AlexB-gc2cg 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      you are strong enough to climb out and grow into your beautiful bright soul

    • @mrfahrenheit1223
      @mrfahrenheit1223 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Be grateful for what you have and imagine life is just a game.
      Don't take things to seriously.
      Everything happens for a reason.

  • @user-lb1ub9zo4r
    @user-lb1ub9zo4r 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4610

    That song reminds me my bestest friend. He committed suicide a year ago. It hurts so much not having him around anymore but he used to play this song every evening while we were watching the sunset. Now i get to see the sunset alone and listen to this song. It really calms me down because I can still feel him around singing and dancing.

    • @bridgethood6602
      @bridgethood6602 5 ปีที่แล้ว +246

      this breaks my heart, never let him go..

    • @tindrasalaris
      @tindrasalaris 5 ปีที่แล้ว +140

      I’m so sorry for your loss. Nobody should have to lose their best friend

    • @skinnylove4964
      @skinnylove4964 5 ปีที่แล้ว +125

      I had a lump in my throat reading this, I truly am sorry for your loss

    • @kaitlynvlogs9244
      @kaitlynvlogs9244 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      I am so sorry. Just try to forget the bad stuff and just thing about the happy memories with him (:

    • @irciis287
      @irciis287 5 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      I teared Up 🥺.

  • @mehnazhaider8573
    @mehnazhaider8573 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Who's going through comments while listening to this.. Cuz same🥀

  • @joziah4134
    @joziah4134 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    Why am I so sad? Nothing happened for me to feel like this but I wake up in the morning and just feel like giving up on everything

  • @bryannalandry5086
    @bryannalandry5086 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3022

    To all those people being bullied
    To all those people who have lost a loved one
    To all those people who have lost a pet
    To all those people being abused
    To all those people going through depression
    To all those people with anxiety
    To all those people in poverty
    To all those people going through a breakup
    To all those people having a bad day
    To all those people with insecurities
    To all those people just having a hard time,
    Don't forget
    Your weakness today
    Is your strength tomorrow
    It always gets better
    Your loved ones will remain in your hearts
    You always have the memories
    Love yourself
    Stand up for yourself
    Money can't buy happiness
    Those lovers
    Just weren't right
    Don't abuse yourself
    Don't abuse others
    Kill them with kindness
    Treat people with kindness
    We've all had these times
    There will always be a hole in our chests
    But
    Let's all be each others' strength
    weather you're
    Black
    White
    LGBTQ+
    Christian
    Atheist
    Etc
    Love yourself
    Love others
    Don't cut
    Don't kill
    Don't criticize
    Don't beg
    Don't do drugs
    Don't starve yourself
    Don't starve others
    We aren't supposed to do any of that
    Just keep your strength
    Keep your faith
    Don't change because you were told to
    Be yourself

    • @anze757
      @anze757 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      Thank you so much. I've been bullied in 2019, not gonna lie, it was kinda awful. The bullying has got better now, but I feel like in the future I could get bullied again

    • @geo.mcg87
      @geo.mcg87 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      okay how do you copy this because i want to put it in my notes as a reminder

    • @hot_edits361
      @hot_edits361 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Sir you made me cry just by reading "bullied"

    • @jelloello9592
      @jelloello9592 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I fucking love you, I wish I knew someone in RL that's like you- you have a great soul- and I hope you're well and same with you, love yourself and be yourself as well ❀
      Thank you, thank you so much ♡

    • @ornellazocco4461
      @ornellazocco4461 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I'm not myself anymore

  • @blahblah5063
    @blahblah5063 5 ปีที่แล้ว +810

    I can’t be happy anymore :( when ever I’m happy for a second everything crashes down.

    • @karimeperez1688
      @karimeperez1688 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Blah Blah Same, but u got to stay strong.

    • @blahblah5063
      @blahblah5063 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Karime Perez I’m not living anymore, I don’t see a point of “staying strong” cause I’m weak. I’m not living, I’m just surviving. And I wish I wasn’t even surviving, I wish I was 6 feet under ground.

    • @Elizabeth-db9rr
      @Elizabeth-db9rr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Blah Blah
      Please stay strong 💪🏻

    • @EE-xb9dc
      @EE-xb9dc 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @madisonmize7575
      @madisonmize7575 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I relate to this so hard.

  • @yoanax8838
    @yoanax8838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I love how everyone is writing something personal here and most of us relate to it...

  • @ashisokay3999
    @ashisokay3999 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    that picture is how i feel recently, everything feels sad and heavy, nothing is going too wrong in my life but i have absolutely so motivation, it wasn’t too bad to begin with but i feel like the grey gets darker and darker everyday

  • @lilly4693
    @lilly4693 5 ปีที่แล้ว +404

    Hello random person scrolling down the comments.
    You're problaby going through a lot recently, which is okay.I just wanted to let you know, that you're beautiful, amazing, kindhearted and that no matter what makes you sad will become better soon.Don't give up.Because out there is a rainbow waiting for you.I had a hard time recently, but now i'm happier because it got a lot better.Time will pass and so will do your bad thoughts and problems.
    Stay strong my little warrior out there!❤🕊

    • @haris_mhrmvc
      @haris_mhrmvc 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      LILS 😭😭😭 thank you

    • @loseraverage1040
      @loseraverage1040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I needed this honestly

    • @avamarie3284
      @avamarie3284 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im not even going through anything but somehow this made me fell happier and special

    • @lajoliemwasi
      @lajoliemwasi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I always go back to this comment.

    • @lilly4693
      @lilly4693 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lajoliemwasi i love you bub

  • @trifalex11
    @trifalex11 5 ปีที่แล้ว +703

    This helps me breathe

  • @masiekayy3770
    @masiekayy3770 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    to everyone struggling with depression... remember to love yourself...know your worth🥺 and it’ll get better bby🥺💘 I promise.. 🤍 I love you💫 don’t give up.😠✋🏼🥺💖

  • @liar8645
    @liar8645 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    whoever reading this: i give u a very big virtual hug..

  • @ellasmall6193
    @ellasmall6193 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1258

    I hate when my depression comes back and then I push away my friends that care :(

    • @Helena-kb4uk
      @Helena-kb4uk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      How are you today?

    • @Maria.3419
      @Maria.3419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Happens to me alot and it terrible hurts that it making me feel like it was then but in reality it was me pushing them away 😭😔🤕

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I know that feeling of selfishness

    • @iamyousowhat9844
      @iamyousowhat9844 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i relate omg

    • @iamyousowhat9844
      @iamyousowhat9844 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same :'(

  • @piepsipear
    @piepsipear 5 ปีที่แล้ว +309

    This is ripping me apart..

  • @apricotworm1318
    @apricotworm1318 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    if you’ve found this video, you’re upset and depressed, just remember there are people who care about you. And no matter if i don’t know you personally i care about your wellbeing :) keep your head up and don’t ever think that you’re not worth what you truly are💜

    • @keeleybaldwin4098
      @keeleybaldwin4098 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love you

    • @apricotworm1318
      @apricotworm1318 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@keeleybaldwin4098 i love you too

    • @keeleybaldwin4098
      @keeleybaldwin4098 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@apricotworm1318 I'll always remember this comment:) thank you.

  • @kyamaliapoy-wing8911
    @kyamaliapoy-wing8911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Missing someone who was never there, hurts more than missing someone who was there.
    Dad if your out there, why dont you want me? What did I do?

    • @liv4894
      @liv4894 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You did nothing wrong, this is not your fault at all.

  • @ari-oq6tt
    @ari-oq6tt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +596

    you know, i'd rather feel numb and empty rather than feeling pain every time i come "home".

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Exactly.

    • @quanxiss_
      @quanxiss_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      a m e n

    • @rachelherko1913
      @rachelherko1913 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      she is me i feel that on a spiritual level

    • @rachelherko1913
      @rachelherko1913 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ima_PotatoGilr you don’t know me . try again x

    • @ari-oq6tt
      @ari-oq6tt 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ima_PotatoGilr ?

  • @kaylaalana9087
    @kaylaalana9087 5 ปีที่แล้ว +951

    *i miss his voice, his laugh and smile, the sparkle in his eyes, everything, God damn I do, please give him back, he hurt me so much, but I can’t be fixed with out him, oh God please believe me*

    • @Smells11
      @Smells11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Its been a year how you feeling? Xx
      If you don’t feel good I’m here, alright?

    • @_gabimorin_57
      @_gabimorin_57 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I want him back too

    • @josierayne2918
      @josierayne2918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Gabii _ TH-cam me too. idk why he left

    • @alyesha_
      @alyesha_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      how are you now?

    • @hanaslapnik234
      @hanaslapnik234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      what if he is not real

  • @quirineschaafsma6824
    @quirineschaafsma6824 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I just appreciate the fact that people make music and let me feel things

  • @haleyhoward6612
    @haleyhoward6612 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i am looking through the comments...i usually never do this but this is so sad to see. i hate that all of you are going through these horrible things. my heart goes out to all of you. if you are hurting, do not hesitate to reach out. you can even reply to this if you need to talk. i have been in a position where i have felt like things never get better. over time, they have. not so many people are lucky and i have seen so many awful things in the comments. my heart hurts to see that so many things are happening in our world today involving heartbreak , bullying, etc. please keep your head up. you are all beautiful, fight through whatever pain you’re going through...❤️

  • @kpoploverziont7856
    @kpoploverziont7856 5 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    The pain is there ....wow i'm crying so bad

  • @Sam-zx4gm
    @Sam-zx4gm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +217

    It hurts when your forced to take someone's side just in the fear of being hated. So god dam much.

  • @digitalorzi
    @digitalorzi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +318

    its funny how people suddenly care when your at that point in life.

    • @JJ-ir2gq
      @JJ-ir2gq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stary Moon facts

    • @jodie.marie273
      @jodie.marie273 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jokes on you I never cared

    • @doodlebug0921
      @doodlebug0921 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      they never cared then

    • @roxxycameron8600
      @roxxycameron8600 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah like everyone in school hated me and the moment I started crying in class cause I couldn’t hold it in everyone was all over me hugging me and telling me it’s ok

    • @Kat-kk2dl
      @Kat-kk2dl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      They don't care if you try and hang yourself they only care if it works

  • @suuile9944
    @suuile9944 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    The truth is that online people care and understand you more than people around you.

  • @silentniight
    @silentniight 5 ปีที่แล้ว +214

    Man this is intense.

  • @shookkjin2480
    @shookkjin2480 5 ปีที่แล้ว +865

    You Are Beautiful.
    You Are Wanted.
    You Are Wonderful.
    Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better.
    We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary.
    You're better than that.
    All stars need to see darkness before the light.
    Flowers must fight through the dirt to grow.
    And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you.
    Your
    own
    unique
    Mindset
    always
    tries
    to
    engage in the
    right ways
    Now read the first letter of every word
    You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care. I want you to keep fighting. It may not seem like it will get better, but just hold on, it will.

    • @giovanaamaral6925
      @giovanaamaral6925 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      shookkjin thank you thank you. i have no words to describe how i feel after read this. just thank you.

    • @martynaknysak9203
      @martynaknysak9203 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      thank u

    • @holyrebix666
      @holyrebix666 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this is so sweet, you made my day better! thank you so much!! ♡

    • @janibelespinal2757
      @janibelespinal2757 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      shookkjin im reading this today while having an emotional break down while listening to this song and this just made my day or even better , made me realize something 🥺 thank you

    • @stelian1319
      @stelian1319 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'll go on, I'll fight, I'll wait for what i truly desire.. Thank you!

  • @vxi.x329
    @vxi.x329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    Im crying and I want to stop but my heart cant...
    My pain is growing even more...
    I can't stop it....
    I just can't handle this anymore...
    It hurts so damn much...
    But why...
    Just why...
    God please help me and help everyone here to get rid off their pain and saddness...

    • @raqueltorres8329
      @raqueltorres8329 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      things will get better soon have faith and keep going i love you(;

    • @idk-is2xh
      @idk-is2xh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Trust Jesus

  • @parkerrodden6326
    @parkerrodden6326 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    This is the real chart:
    The saddest people always try and make people smile
    The people who hurt the most seem so perfect
    And the loneliest people look the brightest
    And the happiest looking people might be shattered pieces of glass inside..
    It’s not about angels

  • @zyoucxntstxpme4119
    @zyoucxntstxpme4119 5 ปีที่แล้ว +346

    When you hear a depresing song, and get goosebumps, because someone broke your heart 💔🥀

    • @essencebauer4324
      @essencebauer4324 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That's how I feel sometimes if you need someone to talk to you can talk to me always

    • @aureski79
      @aureski79 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      My heart can't be broken, it already is.. and i'll NEVER feel love because i don't even love myself, i had trust... but people broke it.. i picked up the pieces just so i can be told "no one will Ever love you" so i left it broken 😣😟💔

    • @yasmeennatalia1026
      @yasmeennatalia1026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      it’s crazy how someone can break your heart without even knowing.

    • @davidwinn5733
      @davidwinn5733 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Relatable💔

    • @birbiewurbie4199
      @birbiewurbie4199 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sometimes it's better to be heartbroken 😁

  • @belleanne2590
    @belleanne2590 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6713

    Please stay alive... for me... for your family... for your friends... for your pets... for yourself... you have a future... I promise... please stay alive

    • @sammym.8069
      @sammym.8069 5 ปีที่แล้ว +274

      Belle Rose this comment made me cry. Thank you so much, I really needed to hear that

    • @Elena-kp6ml
      @Elena-kp6ml 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      🖤

    • @belleanne2590
      @belleanne2590 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Elena Novoselic 💛

    • @Roakayon
      @Roakayon 5 ปีที่แล้ว +89

      I’m trying very hard. I don’t really have a family left... I recently almost pushed away the one thing I had left. My best friend and the love of my life. She was always there for me and I was so depressed and I can’t go without her... I just am scared I’ll do something if she leaves and she won’t ever know what it did to me... or maybe she will until it’s too late... I’m trying so hard to hold on with all the blame and burden I put onto myself

    • @reyalareina8441
      @reyalareina8441 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Nah

  • @alara6337
    @alara6337 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    it feels like i dont have a soul anymore, but no one even noticed...

  • @annedavison419
    @annedavison419 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I listened to this while my internet best friend was going through something no one should. He was in and out of hospital about it and it hurt me mentally. Me and him no longer talk anymore, we lost contact 2 years ago, we went our own ways, lived our own lives. Sure we talked here and there but never really had full conversations. If I didn’t meet him god knows where I’d be now he made me happy, made me who I am now , thank you for that Alex.. ;-;

  • @malomalovids
    @malomalovids 5 ปีที่แล้ว +253

    This is fantastic because this puts the song within my vocal range.

    • @lyza8692
      @lyza8692 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sameee

  • @hllokytti
    @hllokytti 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1086

    when i had lost my grandma to cancer, i turned to music for comfort. it helped so much. this was one of the songs that i listened to on repeat. it has so much meaning to me, whenever i listen to it, my heart melts a little each time. remembering the days i spent, sulking in my room, tears slipping from my eyes, this song forever on repeat till the pain slowly lessened. hearing this, it brings back so many memories. how i made it through one of the darkest points in my life. remember to stay strong, always. it’s normal to have bad days, and feel as if you want to collapse to the ground and cry. it’s okay to not be okay. you’re strong, never forget. sometimes life may seem miles and miles ahead, but you’ll make it. the two most important days in your life is being born, and realizing why. you’ll find your purpose, your happiness, never give up. i love you.

    • @daabhub2163
      @daabhub2163 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hope you fell better :3

    • @belleo.7107
      @belleo.7107 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Your comment really inspired me to keep going and doing better. I also lost my grandma to cancer and this song reminded me of her and kinda understand . So I just wanted to say I’m very sorry for your loss, and I hope you have an amazing year and many more to come!

    • @hllokytti
      @hllokytti 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      TheLonely Wølf thank you

    • @hllokytti
      @hllokytti 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Belle O. thank you!

    • @ariadnapawowska3339
      @ariadnapawowska3339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i'm so sorry..

  • @erionakonjusha
    @erionakonjusha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    You can just feel the pain in the singer's voice...

  • @naomym7580
    @naomym7580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This is one of those songs that u can't stop listening them. Everytime when i hear it, i feel like my heart speaks, bleeding sadness

  • @bodoorsalim13
    @bodoorsalim13 5 ปีที่แล้ว +402

    Whenever I listen to this song I think of my ex best friend, the stupid stuff she used to laugh at, her warm hugs, her voice. I just miss her so much it’s unbelievable but what’s the point of telling her since it wouldn’t change a thing, she looks so happy now with her new friends and it’s obvious that she moved on, it’s been 2 years and I still miss her

    • @lisettereinhold741
      @lisettereinhold741 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      bodoor salim same
      It hurts so much 😔

    • @Samibekhti
      @Samibekhti 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same hes a boy its been 1y ago and its hurts asf 😔

    • @stupidandsensitive
      @stupidandsensitive 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i feel u

    • @AlexB-gc2cg
      @AlexB-gc2cg 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      you guys will find good friends soon don't worry

    • @blaxkbunni._
      @blaxkbunni._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Awww my love ❤️

  • @tara2745
    @tara2745 5 ปีที่แล้ว +233

    It is about angels, because what would happen to us in our graves if the rain watered them. Would roses bloom on our dead souls?

    • @zuzannazuzanna6932
      @zuzannazuzanna6932 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Yeetinga billie eilish who

    • @miinope
      @miinope 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@zuzannazuzanna6932 omg lol

    • @liamgibbs1333
      @liamgibbs1333 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      100th like

    • @YouAreStarDust
      @YouAreStarDust 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@zuzannazuzanna6932 omg is that actually a lyric of hers or are you just saying? Lol.

    • @zuzannazuzanna6932
      @zuzannazuzanna6932 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@YouAreStarDust one of billie eilish's lyrics on 'six feet under' is 'if our grave was watered by the rain, woud roses bloom'

  • @Patootieshane_
    @Patootieshane_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This song is giving me a nostalgic feeling that i couldn't even explain.

  • @hannahkilrain5431
    @hannahkilrain5431 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard

  • @leonorajeremiassen2112
    @leonorajeremiassen2112 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1377

    Lyric:
    We know full well there's just time
    So is it wrong to dance this line?
    If your heart was full of love
    Could you give it up?
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    Don't give me up
    Don't give... me up
    How unfair, it's just our luck
    Found something real that's out of touch
    But if you'd searched the whole wide world
    Would you dare to let it go?
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    Don't give me up
    Don't give... me up
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    It's not about, not about angels, angels

    • @tillyh1368
      @tillyh1368 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Leonora thx x

    • @Siriuss.
      @Siriuss. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you *

    • @bellew9896
      @bellew9896 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thx

    • @natalanatalagowa211
      @natalanatalagowa211 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I

    • @dejavu2171
      @dejavu2171 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Too much emotion she leads and has in these words 😭

  • @emmamarie5378
    @emmamarie5378 5 ปีที่แล้ว +636

    i’m in love w my bestfriend who passed exactly a year & a day ago today due to being murdered for protecting his mom , he was only 16 and his sister & mom were also murdered 💔

    • @graysonanthonyblack
      @graysonanthonyblack 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      emma marie stay strong!

    • @bryn.cecile4644
      @bryn.cecile4644 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      i’m so sorry. that’s such a tragedy :(

    • @lois9865
      @lois9865 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      here for you 🖤

    • @diora266
      @diora266 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      im so fucking sorry. i truly am. im so sorry. 🥺❤️

    • @oliviatutko8564
      @oliviatutko8564 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      stay strong bb. i hope that you’re doing better now.🥺

  • @bratina3618
    @bratina3618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Lyrics♡
    We know full well there's just time
    So is it wrong to toss this line?
    If your heart was full of love
    Could you give it up?
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    Don't give me up
    Don't give
    Me up
    How unfair, it's just our love
    Found something real that's out of touch
    But if you'd searched the whole wide world
    Would you dare to let it go?
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    Don't give me up
    Don't give
    Me up
    'Cause what about, what about angels?
    They will come, they will go, make us special
    It's not, about not about angels, angels

  • @okay4425
    @okay4425 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    everyone listening to this is probably crying right now, wipe those tears hun they aren’t worth the pain their giving you. you got this, if it’s day get out of bed and do something today, if it’s night time go to sleep get your rest and get ready for a brand new day tomorrow, you got this. 🤍✨

  • @avastevens1741
    @avastevens1741 5 ปีที่แล้ว +385

    imagine playing the piano on a empty stage while crying

    • @jamiesmith8330
      @jamiesmith8330 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Or dancing in a studio with this song all alone

    • @miafletcher9562
      @miafletcher9562 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I could feel this... there isn't even an emoji to express my feeling rn... 😭 it's so hard to not cry.. I just wish my mom would understand the pain.. she says "you'll never understand my pain" yet every night I sit in my room imon my bed curled in a ball trying not to give up.. its so hard, because I dont want to hurt her....she gave birth to me but I wish she didn't sometimes.. you feel me...?

    • @ayeshamoeen6432
      @ayeshamoeen6432 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can't play piano for shit but the thought of it sounds beautiful. Now I wanna learn to play it :(

    • @hannah_craft
      @hannah_craft หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@miafletcher9562please. Try. I’m with you. I want be your friend in dark. 🖤🕊

  • @ki9426
    @ki9426 5 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    This brings my depression back.

  • @nicaclaudio2495
    @nicaclaudio2495 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I think the pain never really leaves. We just get better at hiding it. Head up please. Our path will get better. Trust the process

  • @lummflower
    @lummflower 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    That feeling when you feel like you're slowly losing everyone and it's all your fault

    • @sunsetspice4143
      @sunsetspice4143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wanna talk about it? :)

    • @lummflower
      @lummflower 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sunsetspice4143 Thank you for asking, it's all okay now. I was the one that left in the end :)

  • @ne_yil824
    @ne_yil824 5 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    Feeling the pain even worser

  • @liwixss1012
    @liwixss1012 5 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    It’s so amazing that people talk about their feelings in the comments to strangers, but when it comes to real life, they don’t want to say how they fell to their family, friends and people they are close to...
    Yeah Even I do that...I fell so fuc*ing broken.

    • @liwixss1012
      @liwixss1012 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lillie1775 thank you :) i have been doing a lot better since that comment, but your reply still made my day ^^

    • @lillie1775
      @lillie1775 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@liwixss1012 honestly I am so happy I made your day! I am also happy you are doing better now. Have a wonderful day :) and remember your worth!

  • @emumurdo6289
    @emumurdo6289 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Sometimes I feel closer to the strangers online then to my own friends and family :(

  • @riverdaleedits9914
    @riverdaleedits9914 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I cry every time I hear this it makes me remember cameron Boyce I miss him so much

  • @jadedbeyond
    @jadedbeyond 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Can't get enough of these slowed down versions of the songs

  • @yana-fh6zh
    @yana-fh6zh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    this reminds me of my brother who passed away when he was 3.
    :(

  • @Muya841
    @Muya841 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    When i was young i didn't understand why people committed suicide but as i gradually started hurting i realized i became like them and i want to go wherever they went. I know they aren't hurting anymore and i want that. I'm not a bad kid i just don't like what i feel it hurts so bad 😔❤️

  • @orchidacacia6865
    @orchidacacia6865 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    Dear Sebastian,
    You broke me. Into one million pieces. That can never be put back together again. You stole my heart, used it, "loved" it, and threw it over a fucking cliff. I can't stop thinking about you. I still fucking love you. Still. After all of that. Why? Because you're special. You will never see this comment. And I don't care. Ema deserves you. She "loves" you. Ha. Thanks alot. Thanks. I can't stop staring at you with her. Laughing, walking, talking, and God knows tomorrow you'll probably kiss anyway. Thanks for damaging me. Thanks for "being" there for me. Thanks.

  • @yourmompp3643
    @yourmompp3643 5 ปีที่แล้ว +493

    The 4 people that disliked this was holding the phone upside down wondering why it got so many dis likes

    • @carleyjohnston2785
      @carleyjohnston2785 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      then now 150 people that disliked this were probably crying too much and confused the like button and the dislike button with each other

  • @libertylynn2944
    @libertylynn2944 5 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    Holy shit. This is great. My best friend would’ve loved this. She took her life and I don’t know what to do. I’m so sad. She listened to it everyday and now she’s gone. I really wish she was here I can’t even believe she’s gone. This hurts my heart. 😩

    • @iscermetgoingtogrow419
      @iscermetgoingtogrow419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      • L i b e r t y • stay strong ❤️

    • @libertylynn2944
      @libertylynn2944 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Is Cermet going to grow it’s hard

    • @iscermetgoingtogrow419
      @iscermetgoingtogrow419 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      • L i b e r t y • I totally get that and it’s okay to hurt. I wish you the best

    • @blaxkbunni._
      @blaxkbunni._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️

    • @jayda4297
      @jayda4297 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry. I know how you feel. my best friends two committed suicide and other died from cancer💔

  • @Leeno254
    @Leeno254 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Years later and I still love this song 🥺❤️

  • @neave5849
    @neave5849 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this song used to make me feel all the pain, the hurt, the sadness, the sorrow and the anger that I’d buried away. it now has no effect on me and I can’t feel anymore. I buried them too deep. I want to feel it all again. I want to be able to cry.

  • @mayj77
    @mayj77 5 ปีที่แล้ว +543

    This comment section makes me feel comfortable.... like we’re all friends comforting eachother. (Insta: @heyitsmayj) let’s actually get to know eachother

    • @navindudoranegama2016
      @navindudoranegama2016 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      We are all here for each other after all we all can actually help cuz we know hos it feels

    • @HavocJr-gb5kx
      @HavocJr-gb5kx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Your right

    • @kellymay5773
      @kellymay5773 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'll follow you after I listen to this song... I'm its.kelly08 :)

  • @lydiawilliams7961
    @lydiawilliams7961 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    i need him. but he doesn’t need me.

  • @erikaridleyy
    @erikaridleyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    “Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”
    dont do it ...
    i lots someone I love to suicide
    DONT DO IT ...
    people do care
    people do love you

    • @Awjikis
      @Awjikis 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❤️

    • @sophiewilby2229
      @sophiewilby2229 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Awjikis It's not worth it trust me I believe in you you have got this so please don't give up!

    • @Awjikis
      @Awjikis 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sophiewilby2229 don’t worry I’m not planning on dying or killing myself anytime soon but thanks for the positive words 💕🥺 I hope you have an amazing day !

    • @erikaridleyy
      @erikaridleyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @lilac Park letting go is hard!!! especially with a close friend like that, but she cant be using the excuse "ill kill myself if u leave" bc thats not right, if she rly cared she would never talk shit bout u.... but thats just my opinion....

    • @h.e.a.v.e.n.l.e.e
      @h.e.a.v.e.n.l.e.e 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      To late.

  • @its.breezydai8942
    @its.breezydai8942 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    my life feels like a loop that i cant escape...but slowly i stopped trying to find the exit and just went numb

  • @jayx3239
    @jayx3239 5 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    This hits me so hard..

  • @d-ro249
    @d-ro249 5 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    Watching both of my parents die slowly, my dad died a slow death when I was 10 mom died when I was 19 she committed suicide but died slowly 5 months before I graduated highschool, to top it off I had a daughter born and the mother keeps her from me, she is my life and my everything and I can't even be apart of her 🙁

    • @blaxkbunni._
      @blaxkbunni._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      GOD Bless❤️

    • @diora266
      @diora266 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i’m really sorry.. i hope things get better❤️

    • @oliviatutko8564
      @oliviatutko8564 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i’m so sorry for your losses. no child should have to go though this. 🥺😞

    • @alynavelasco
      @alynavelasco 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you will get through this, don’t worry.

    • @h.e.a.v.e.n.l.e.e
      @h.e.a.v.e.n.l.e.e 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same my mom died when i was 10 :(

  • @bhanujagupta5642
    @bhanujagupta5642 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    {flashback: 2 years ago}
    I felt his callused fingertips brush back my hair
    Felt a gentle pressure against my back
    Felt the insistent smile tugging at my lips
    I felt like a smitten wreck
    The weight slightly pulled away
    I looked around with a frown
    There he was, the man of my dreams
    Guitar in hand, lighting up my town
    He plucked the strings like he did my tears
    His soft voice sang photograph
    My heart skipped a beat
    Didn't I find a piece of beautiful craft
    _____________________________
    {Flashback: 1 year ago}
    My knees buckled
    The golden became grey
    The lights became blurred
    This was all a sick play
    It couldn't be true
    He'd come again, guitar in hand, smirk on face
    He'd sing to me again when tears would take over me
    This was a non-negotiable case
    He was MY piece of art
    He was MY love
    We were to die together arm in arm
    I'd be in his arms again, soft as a dove
    I'd be safe again
    I'd feel precious again
    His arms were home
    This was unreal pain
    Burning hot anger took over me
    I threw anything that came in sight
    The sharp shatter of glass took me aback
    A photograph of both of us on one of many amazing nights
    I sank in a puddle of water
    Roses strewn across the floor somehow
    I don't remember when my tears made a larger puddle than the tap water
    It's a lifetime's wait now
    ____________________________
    {Flashback: 11 months ago}
    I didn't shed a tear
    I stood there in my black dress
    Too beautiful for the occasion
    Without him I was a mess
    The hands that once strummed a guitar for me
    Now lay unmoving on his chest
    He looked at peace
    His hair no more a bird's nest
    His eyes were closed and so did mine
    The perfect eyes a photograph brown hidden
    That was good though
    To me, familiar, to others forbidden
    _______________________________
    {Currently}
    I stood on the balcony
    Looking out at the almost set sun
    The glass of wine in my hand still untouched
    My hair in a bun
    A faint melody reached my ears
    I dismissed it
    It's New York,
    There would be melodies even in a pit
    _We keep these love in a photograph_
    Wine sloshed out of the glass
    _We made these memories for ourselves_
    It felt like no time had passes
    _Where our eyes are never closing_
    His beautiful brown eyes closed
    _Hearts are never broken_
    On the blurry floor, petals of a rose
    _Time's forever frozen still_
    The feeling of never loving again
    _So you can keep me, inside the pocket of your ripped jeans_
    His beautiful smirk, a stain
    The song ended
    Another started playing
    _Cuz what about angels_
    My beautiful love, never staying
    _They will come, they will go, make us special_
    In his arms, I was safe
    In his arms, I was perfect
    In his arms, I was no more a shell
    Life goes on, everyday just like this
    Memories overwhelming
    I'll make it through though
    Just wishing he was with me in this

    • @gautamimelekote1937
      @gautamimelekote1937 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m here if you need to talk

  • @locallittle4141
    @locallittle4141 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I wonder how you got through today. Was quite a hard one, wasn't it?
    You're probably wondering, what? How do they know?
    Honey, we're all hurting here. Join the club♡

    • @sunsetspice4143
      @sunsetspice4143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I went to school today to have a flow test (Covid test) and I felt so anxious with all people my age there. I wouldn’t help but feel like a weirdo and an alien. Some parts were good, the part where I got to see my best friend but I felt like a freak and was happy to be home.

  • @lara-hv9zn
    @lara-hv9zn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    this just hit me so hard.

  • @TheKerrylou
    @TheKerrylou 5 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    Imagine :
    Your running through sunflower fields in the sun set with the love of your life and your 14 then as the night sets in you fall asleep next to each other in the fields.

    • @flis06
      @flis06 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      That's literally my dream... everything's aesthetic, sunny, covid19 didn't exist, laying on the ground and sings some random shit... and the absolutely important thing... feel again

    • @roxxycameron8600
      @roxxycameron8600 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s funny cause the love of my life is now gone

    • @zionbowden5019
      @zionbowden5019 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      key word, imagine.

  • @YoYo-ip9pw
    @YoYo-ip9pw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You know what makes me mad? No no, not mad, furious i should say! How older generations say that we are “too young” to experience sadness, loss, pain, emptiness. They may have bad experiences too, but they don’t care enough to notice until we’re gone. We feel so sad, so lonely and unwanted until we just feel empty, like no one else is here for us, like no one else wants us around. Most of us are only staying around for family or friends or other people, not ourselves.. that’s the sad part, we try everything from harming ourselves to starving ourselves, just to be able to feel something other than pain or emptiness or even insecurity. We purely rely on the existence of someone or something else, not ourselves, but them. And I know, many of us wouldn’t be around if it weren’t for that one person or thing.

  • @derrichelle9862
    @derrichelle9862 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel!!!! 🥺🥺

  • @lydiabunszel8564
    @lydiabunszel8564 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    1:36 is chilling

  • @oliviagarcia6241
    @oliviagarcia6241 5 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    please do skinny love please
    p.s love this slowed down matches my mood when im not feeling myself

  • @thierry4943
    @thierry4943 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Currently I’m learning English and watching theses comment makes me feel better and happy.that reminds me that I’m note alone and some peoples in this life love me and can understand my feelings , my pain , my sadnesses . Love you all even though I don’t know you . Just try to be happy in this life ❤

  • @lucask.2915
    @lucask.2915 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I lost my dog a month ago and this songs reminds me of her. You’re always in my heart little angel 😣💔