I'm going to tell you something real quick. The reason you feel like crying is because you always did. The reason you can't cry isn't because your numb, it's because you've felt worse. When a baby gets poked with a needle or spanked on the hand they cry. When the baby grows up, it doesn't cry when getting spanked or pricked by a needle, it crys out of fear for the pain they've felt once before. And once they've felt worse they know it's not that bad and it'll be alright. So your not numb, your tough. And nothing within this caliber can hurt you anymore. You've made it to the next level. You've grown.
You will meet your love of life Don't feel blue just smile and wait for good time Your time will come someday someone will bring you all the happiness of these worlds.❤️
I feel pain I just want to punch and kick but how can I everyday when because of my skin guesss what everyone in my family expecting me to be some but what if because of my skin the KK win I hate the system that Im in and the world drugs took my loved ones away from here so fucked up that I’ll never see those ones I ♥️😪💔😭again
i think we all understand each other here and in reality its just that we all have this expectation already that no one understands us that we have stopped searching and looking for those who do
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" I think if you live your life like that you will never be sad or never regret anything which is magical but sadly it seems impossible because this thought is not always stuck in our heads ... sometimes we forget how we wanna be because life make us like that , we got so busy that we forget .
This is my favorite line too. We get so busy, we get distracted by the things we're "supposed to" feel, or like or love or desire, we try to be someone/something that we're not. It EXAUSTING, trying to keep up with everything we think or are told is what's "really important" and when you can't keep up, the gigantic wave of it all just rushes over you and you're left behind. But, I think we all really know, somewhere deep down, that life is a gift and we're all the same person somehow, if that's wrong, why are we all here reading and saying the same things? All y'all who have left comments or just read 'em and keep quiet, y'all are my peoples, I wish you all long lives full of joy and wonder and love.
This reminds me of what I used to tell my best friend "Life sucks D. And it's going to suck a lot until you die. But until we die, we need to live through it all. I know you think your scars are ugly but it shows you lived. It shows your strong, powerful, a fighter, beautiful, your body is always going to be fighting. That makes you a fighter." Then...after I had called her to tell her that, she never has responded for a week now...
@Alexander JundzilI swear me too! I've wanted to kill myself many months now but I know there's a greener grass on the other side. And in these times everyone is extra sad and depressed, marriages breaking up, suicides, friends fighting, war etc. And believe me this is because of the damned government that wants people to be more depressed so that more can die and that equals more money to the government. But we won't let them win, we can't let them win. You know music is tuned to a frequency to make the listeners sad and depressed? And they have built and are building 5G towers to send out more dangerous radiation on the people to make us weaker. But if you are woke and know and learn to see these things, life is a piece of cake my man. 👊🏼
It's the worst feel when you want to cry to maybe feel better, but you can't able to do that anymore. I think it's the next level of emotionless and depression.
I needed this...... I've been through alot lately.....a break up...... losing someone......and.... being heartbroken.... again.... again....and... AGAIN
Hey hey. Hang in there. Okay? Life is hard. But no matter what, you have to go through it. Let the past go... Heart broken is sucks. I know. But there will be some that will always there for you.
It’s sad because we all came here expecting to cry. Only you feel worse when you watch, almost as if you are opening up that sad part of your brain and the memories you put behind you, the people you have lost and maybe never get to see again, it’s sad that we can’t be accepted into society if your depressed or upset, everyone sees it as attention seeking yet when you are really gone that’s when people realise okay something was actually wrong, the only reason I commented is to say that if you are upset it does get better and every life is worth living, if you do see this know your strong and to keep fighting, hope everyone has a happy healthy life ❤️
Im so depressed i cant even cry anymore. Nothing will effect me anymore. Im to the point where im just numb. And i dont think there is any point in life anymore
There’s always a point, I’m sorry it took so long to get a response. But you can make it through anything, I don’t even know you and I can tell you’re a ducking soldier. I love you, you’re amazing and don’t let anyone tell you different.
Please talk to someone or go to the doctor your mental health is important and it matters! My only child, my only son took his own life Feb 12, 2021 due to depression and amongst other things. Please don't be afraid to do something about the way you feel.
I see all the people here talking about crying and having no more tears left to cry, that hurts my heart more than you will ever know. You see you all are beautiful souls, it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to shut down. What’s not okay is to stay there. I once read a quote about a dad and a daughter, she fell to the ground crying and her dad picked her up and said “it’s okay to cry, but cry standing up”. You guys are strong and loved, you’re never alone in this world. Although sometimes it feels like it, you are not alone. You have so much to live for. LIVE FOR YOU. Be happy. Cherish life and live it to the fullest. As long as you are happy who cares what anyone else thinks. Live for yourself. Be happy. Cherish life. And more importantly love yourself. Don’t take life for granted, it’s to short to worry about small things. Go live your life ❤️ keep your head up and show them your strength 💋
Spicy ChipEE not sure at this point. I can be happy sometimes but whenever I get time to myself or time to think, I get sad and every night is the same. Restless nights where I want to cry and I want to feel better but I can’t.
I’ll never know why Im living, everything is a blur, I cant speak enough to tell people how I feel. Im under pressure non stop. Theres a limit in life and it’s the shortest limit I’ve ever known.
Dude, i wanna cry but i can’t, like the tears show up but they go back inside, i know i’m late to this but, i watched part 1 and the same happened that’s why i’m watching this as well so i can finally cry a little, feel sadness once more, the weight on my shoulders are just WAY TOO much that i can’t even feel my emotions anymore, i feel so numb and i can’t keep it in anymore, i just exist at this point.
I think that may be because we are tought, that someone will be there for us. We have to remember that we are and can be that someone for someone else. I turned 34 today, they said the same thing about teens when i was one. Show them ❤️
Don't say that before you really know what it means. I wish I could take any/all of them who feel this way and show them what I did and where it got me and how thirty years later I'd give ANYTHING to go back there and do something else...
Parents : what r u worried about you have everything you need Us : no we don't have have a shoulder to cry when we need it we don't have a person to tell everything we don't have a person that understand us what we are going through We suffer together and get over it together
"Dont cry because it's over smile because it happened" a great line with a flaw you should cry because that means your not taking the pain rather keeping with every day and every second of your life you'll live with it crying is the best way to cope with loss it allows you to be a person and show how much it meant to you not crying is simply going to hurt more than it is to cry you'll only know what I mean when you show your burdens to keep them is to lock the real you in a cage in never let it out take my advice because I'm a person who held it all inside and never got to release my pain its okay to cry just know that
Not if you dont have anybody, if so you will be forgoten the same day as you die. This is the hardest paart when you feel alone and you know you are alone not like many others that have Friends and familie and just feel down. No when you really are alone take it by the Word and then you just think to your self maybe i am just not Good at this Thing, at this thing called living.
That’s the one thing that stops me every time I think about who ever finds me what that will do to them and the people that will be fucked up for the rest of their life and that’s not fair so I never actually do it🥺🥺
I need a part 3-29 of these exactly like these. With the voicemail voice in the beginning and then the beat continues. I keep listening to part 1 and 2 over and over again. I need more
There are moments when I wish I didn't wake up from certain dreams.Its not like my family doesn't love me but they simply don't understand me or know how to help and my friends tried to be there for me but I just pushed everyone away. Everything is stressful and somehow the thought of the future frightens me and makes me start shaking and panicking cause I don't even know if I can be of any use anymore But in those dreams I just feel happy...I can see people who have long been gone for good,I can hear their voices and hug them again. l feel safe from reality in those dreams,like people can't hurt me and I don't have to be someone I don't wanna be just to please people...
hey if someone reads this its already 2023 and yes if u came here to cry and feel up the hole that is deep inside its ok it really is... becuase we all here for the same thing.
This came out my birthday last year, although it's already a year, I can't imagine a better gift than this for the worst year of all time. Thank you so much, Raspo.
Many may not tell you Dreams come true And nightmares are dreams to So don't expect only goodness trust me it's better for you To expect nothing from something then something from nothing Life's always gonna be tough rough and hard but that shouldn't shatter your dreams of who you choose to be Some day you'll wake up and realise that the nightmares over It's a brand new beginning Work to achieve your goals your dreams coz if you don't do it ....no one is willing to do it for you!!!
I can't sleep... Like every night. So I just sit in my room, without any lights, listening to this music and dancing a little bit. Just trying to feel something. Trying to let my emotions out of my body, so it won't hurt anymore...
you know it's hard to say, But I think I've lost hope I'm standing at the end of my cross roads Wait for better days, I've already lost those Now I am chilling in the forest where the moss grows I've been waging a war aginst my darkest thoughts I mean my darkest thoughts It's what I'm asking for What if I said that I can't no more? Will I really expect to see them at my door? I'm in my head like my inner voice Saying what's the point? And they said that I can't avoid it I gotta make the choice If I bled would it bring the boys would they all see red, if I'm dead would they even have regrets? Nevertheless I'm wrecked And in retrospect I wish I wasn't effected but the things they've said I've been trying to convince my head to forget the stress but then I get depressed Felling less than blessed it ain't about the sex it ain't about pain this ain't about my heart this ain't about my brain It's more than I can say It's more than you could claim And when the clouds come out I'm walking in the rain I wanna forget name and lose control rolling up some dro I gotta heal my broken soul You know how that story go I'm so done nah like done done This is not fun son what a fucking dumb dumb I fell for it another wayward soul walking out of my fcking life I'm reaching out to friends and they all tell me I should try forget the bullshit and just focus on my own fcking life but fcking why? I don't see no real point, I'm just living for the next joint and I don't mean to disappoint. But I hate my life I bleed more than I cry I need more so I try achieve more than a lie I end up all fcked up and I ask myself why Like really, look at it yea why am I surprised? I'm pass the point of fcking caring but I keep fcking caring even when I saw you last why the fck am I still caring ? but I can't drown it out, even with my music my music blaring I only looked at you I couldn't let me start staring You have no clue what that did to me like at all Why are you okay with me being in this place ? I'm taking a dose til I can't feel my face I want to disappear and leave them without a trace I just need escape, I'm well over the human race There's nobody who can help me out this hole I feel no worth but I'm burning in my soul I have ditched the thought of achieving all my goals What's the point of fkcing winning when I'm still left feeling cold? I'm a bad mess with a list of bad habits I gotta have it but I don't have the access I don't need anybody sending fact checks comparing sadness all while I'm being laughed at Man fuck what you think of me this is my melody I don't have harmony why are they harming me? I am more than you see I am more than you think Why am I by myself? No opportunities Just people screwing me I've learned pain way more fluently I haven't been able to forget what they do to me I've been stuck inside my head and I'm losing sleep I'm losing sleep And when I sleep I see you in my dreams I'm bursting at the seams Coz you never really leave You're everywhere to me..............
"You live once, but if you do it right, once is enough" 😭that really hits ... the spot that it has to hit... and not just that phrase... To everyone, please keep in mind that you matter, you are here for a reason, it's true, life may be hard, may look bad, but it's also true that things will change, and you will live a happy life in future, I promise. To you all, I am with you, because I will pray for you all to later have a nice and happy life forever.
Im not crying because of this video I'm not crying because of a love lost I'm not crying because of you I'm not crying because of all my problems I'm not crying because of all my "friends" I'm crying because I can't explain why I'm crying and that's literally destroy me
Hey, if you're reading this that means you're sad and maybe alone just like me :) and i just wanted to say that I love you so much and I hope that all the sadness goes away stay alive and be strong please because life is too hard
[intro] [0:40]-Snow on the track- Remember, Everything u are now Because one day u might wish u were now So Ur lost, fix that now People ask you, how are u doing You always say, ‘’i'm fine’’. I can see that ur not on a strait line Because of all these signs Just remember all the old times When you were alive Be grateful Of the time you have now So what's bothering let that blow because, tomorrow may never come [pause] yesterday is gone So what do u say let's draw? should i keep going?
I know we all came here for a similar reason & maybe destined to the same fate, but for some reason the strength seems to give way to the struggle a little more each & every day. Why is living with yourself the hardest thing to do
Lost inside of the pain Lost inside of my brain feelings come but they dont last capturing the demons inside but then they just pass by wonderin if i will fly, yeah these thoughts enter in my head they stay for awhile decide to move on but still affect me. im hostile im a lost child i walk to the park passing by these strangers they dont know how bad i feel, sad i feel they dont know how trapped i feel trapped in this mindset tryna find a place to heal someone to help to set me free to unlock me out of this cage to come and save me to make me last please come fast everybody walks past well fuck is there a spell to cast? to make me feel like i matter? im shattered my heart is shattered i feel heavy and drained "hey what's the matter?" im fine i just dont wana feel right now i just dont wana talk about how i feel right now
If death is the solution for all problems then no humans will be thier on earth. Loving life is as important as living life. Never ever feel yourself down 🙏🏼
Whats sad is this brings memories of people places and the experiences we’ve had in our lives and how its changed some of us permanently some for the better and some for the worst for me i became a stoner because im tired of having my heart broken
Instead of making cry it inspired me to keep moving on I just wanna know if these verses were written by raspo and I don't mean voice speech Could you answer me? I'm really interested
I Actually Cried Listening To This , So Much On My Mind, I’ve Been Doing Everything To Make My Mom Proud, I Just Want To get To My Goals And Be The Biggest Figure For My Family, But Things Isn’t Going As Planned Yet, But I Believe
Put one foot in front of the o0ther until u can get out of the obviously FUC*ED UP sitch ur in now. Then you go do YOUR thing, where YOU rule. In that space, your space, you owe only the rent etc. You owe NO ONE ANYTHING. Including forgiveness, if you don't WANT to give it. Now, come on Nikita, I feel u, but, doesn't that sound pretty sweet?? YOU'RE gonna WIN. You just have to keep turning the pages in the book until u get to that part. And if the book sucks (like so many do) skim/speed read. You'll still end up where you're supposed to be. And if you know abuse like I KNEW/know abuse, let me tell u, I'm so dead serious, there IS, RIGHT NOW, and FOREVER into the future, a special, EXTRA shit*y, HOT, COLD, UNCOMFORTABLE, painful, awful, PERFECTLY MISERABLE place in HELL for ALL child, wife/domestic abusers, rapists, molesters, etc etc. It can be like a clubhouse, where they ALL end up, where they RECIEVE ALL the things they "gave" over their entire lives FOREVER AND EVER. Trust and believe. I have just experienced the WORST day in my 44 years on this planet. I was cut off all my psyche meds (were talking some seriously strong drugs I've been prescribed for probably as many years as the average viewer of these comments for a condition bad enough to where the gov't sends me a check each month not to go somewhere and work) and told when the nightmares and hallucinations get bad enough, to utilize FUCKING 9 1 1 as a "resource". BUT, despite all these EXTREMELY EMBARASSING and very very bad occurences, YOU are worth helping. SO, get to ur space, you can do it. Someday EVERYBODY gets what they deserve. Trust WILL come. It will come with love. Good Luck Kid....
@@alexmajors8321 thx so much, I've never herd anything like that before, like ever in my ten years of living, I've lernt so much just from hearing that just thx you for that💯
The happiest people are the most damaged, the ones who make others laugh can’t, the ones who would take a bullet for someone are being shot by the one they are saving, the ones who put a smile on to make it look ok are the ones who are hurt the most, and tbh I’m just tired so so tired and I only have a handful of people out there that are looking out for me and tbh the light is getting dimmer and dimmer I tried everything but I think it’s time to just let go to put out the embers of life left in me and just rest once and for all. As I am the one who has fallen from grace and now trying hard to build back up but life keeps knocking my blocks down and I can’t keep going on.... thank you and goodbye world maybe the next lifetime I’ll actually stay in grace.
2..🥰🥰😍😍...god...i started eating my nails when i first listen to this... love uhh ... U deserve much better than this... And u will acheive. Inshallah...
God can teach you everything, you need to know, it's always hard to earn the definition of dedication sometime due to surroundings or competitors, don't be discouraged, ask him to take the time to make your competitors and surroundings your dedication to his love, and you've pretty well looked at him the whole time. Yes your prayers are heard, yes you've failed in love, yes, your going to fall, but truly, his love will never fail. It doesn't mean drive yourself insane, the saying plainly says that you aren't to be afraid of getting hurt, can you actually say that you lived a life without it? It doesn't mean go search for a fight. It means you are the fight. I love you. Always.
Breaking up even when both of you love each other and want to be together, but know it would only cause you both more pain and sadness. Not sure how to deal with that one...
Im currently 13 in my first half of 9th grade I have 3 “best friends” we play MW all day and talk all night, I currently don’t have a girlfriend I do like a girl and Im doing decent in school. I’ll come back to this comment in 2 years and update you all on my life. Like this so I don’t forget ✌️
If I could go back to 13.... buddy you got your whole life ahead of you. I’m 21. I’ve made so many mistakes. The best advice I can tell you is stay in school, enjoy your friends, cherish yourself family and don’t ever give up. Don’t focus on girls but focus on your task at hand and that’s becoming a man and the father one day everyone hopes you become. You got this little buddy.
Ya you do, you're doing better then you think! Life sucks while you're learning how to live it, but, at it's worst, there is nothing better out there, I'm sayin', what else do you have to do? So, keep at it, you're going to be famous someday, trust me.
Idk sometimes it’s hard to feel joy without someone who means life to u, u just so afraid of losing that person, while that person love someone else but keep pretending loving u, I can’t move on because my life is dark without him. Been through depression, family problems, sadness and ignored by the person i love. I had suicidal thoughts, but thanks god I didn’t do anything. I’m not strong anymore and so weak. Love sucks. I wanted to say this bc nobody is there to hear me and I’m lonely af. Just pray for me .
I just had to say this.....you not weak having made it this far, it's not for the weak at heart but the strong ones willing to keep living. Even when everything falls apart and it hurts ten times worse than a prick of a needle or a shard of glass through skin. You are not alone because you still have you. You are the only one who can make it better or worse for you, just choose one. Oh and also, everything will fall into place with time.❤️ Believe it.
*You! Yes you!* Please dont be sad You are an awesome person flaws and all Everyone deserves happiness no matter how much mistakes we made and will make we all deserve a chance So dont let anyone tell you what you are because you get to decide who you are we all do *We all can make a change thats if we decide to*
Okay guys listen up! You're more valuable than the words that can break you. Don't let those words break you because they're just words. Of course they have meaning but just don't pay attention to them You're one of the strongest people I know to make it to this point. I've gone through this and I've healed so so can you.God will always be there for you and your darkest times are painful this moments of your life. God would always love you for even if you did the worst sin in the world. All you have to do is repent and he forgives you. God Will always Love you and he will always be there for you ❤️💕
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Sell me this
"you never know you have something until it's gone..."
Very true.... And to make things worst. Knowing you will never get it back....
Magine
They say "you don't know what you have until it's gone away" ........
That hit me
I had a friend and now she is gone😭💔
It's strange there's so many comments but we don't know each other but still we feel the pain and can understand.
Woah. Deep
Agree
Im with you ❤️
So true.. 🖤
👸👸🙏🖤
" You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough " That one hit hard...
Never had so many likes, thank y'all so much 🙏
Wrong but we live everyday and only die once
btw I,m not a hater but u only die once U live every day?
I can’t cry without tear
But don’t forget we reborn
That was one hell of a quote.
Who else has no tears left to cry but still feels like crying
I'm going to tell you something real quick. The reason you feel like crying is because you always did. The reason you can't cry isn't because your numb, it's because you've felt worse. When a baby gets poked with a needle or spanked on the hand they cry. When the baby grows up, it doesn't cry when getting spanked or pricked by a needle, it crys out of fear for the pain they've felt once before. And once they've felt worse they know it's not that bad and it'll be alright. So your not numb, your tough. And nothing within this caliber can hurt you anymore. You've made it to the next level. You've grown.
Me, it's been 5 year's and just can't bring myself to cry. Afraid I'll never stop!!!
@@seriouscrown2923 you've made my mind change 360⁰ thank you so much
@@seriouscrown2923 ok not even gonna lie that Is inspirational
I have a lot of more tears but im just to exhausted to keep on crying, if that makes sence
Everyone else: I’m afraid of heights
Me: I’m afraid of dying alone. I’m afraid that no one will ever truly love me for me
You will meet your love of life
Don't feel blue just smile and wait for good time
Your time will come someday someone will bring you all the happiness of these worlds.❤️
They will . You will be loved I swear it .
I feel pain I just want to punch and kick but how can I everyday when because of my skin guesss what everyone in my family expecting me to be some but what if because of my skin the KK win I hate the system that Im in and the world drugs took my loved ones away from here so fucked up that I’ll never see those ones I ♥️😪💔😭again
Gay
@@josephmbugua7267 uh oh . Here comes your karma. Hope your ready
It’s strange how we all understand each other here....but in real life no one seams to understand you...
and that’s the sad , twisted, fucked up truth😕
i think we all understand each other here and in reality its just that we all have this expectation already that no one understands us that we have stopped searching and looking for those who do
Because ''here'' there are no emotions (internet), in real life people are masked by their emotions and don't want to be judged and hear the truth.
Realest thing I've heard
No Simps Pls my ass is over here overthinking shit, if there was a button to turn off emotions trust me I would turn them off.
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" I think if you live your life like that you will never be sad or never regret anything which is magical but sadly it seems impossible because this thought is not always stuck in our heads ... sometimes we forget how we wanna be because life make us like that , we got so busy that we forget .
What if one can't even cry anymore? Nor smile properly? What then?
This is my favorite line too. We get so busy, we get distracted by the things we're "supposed to" feel, or like or love or desire, we try to be someone/something that we're not. It EXAUSTING, trying to keep up with everything we think or are told is what's "really important" and when you can't keep up, the gigantic wave of it all just rushes over you and you're left behind. But, I think we all really know, somewhere deep down, that life is a gift and we're all the same person somehow, if that's wrong, why are we all here reading and saying the same things? All y'all who have left comments or just read 'em and keep quiet, y'all are my peoples, I wish you all long lives full of joy and wonder and love.
This reminds me of what I used to tell my best friend "Life sucks D. And it's going to suck a lot until you die. But until we die, we need to live through it all. I know you think your scars are ugly but it shows you lived. It shows your strong, powerful, a fighter, beautiful, your body is always going to be fighting. That makes you a fighter." Then...after I had called her to tell her that, she never has responded for a week now...
“No one is born ugly, we're just born in a judgemental society.”
― Kim Namjoon
Are you an Army 🥺
@@hosnaqhazagil6804 ofc
Moona ok cool
do you wanna chat on discord :D
It sucks it's like that
WE'RE ALL SUICIDAL KIDS TELLING EACH OTHER EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE
But we are a community who sticks together and that's what matters
sometimes it might not be fine.
I'm glad that you were told "it's going to be fine"
@@Jim9 it gonna be fine i told you too now...🙂
Facts
"I've felt so much pain that I can't feel anything anymore."
God loves you
You have to feel love every once in awhile and love is a powerful feeling. Don't let sadness take over letting some light
@@Catlikeursmile no u
I'm not feeling so good... my heart dropped hearing this.
@Moammal Saad you're a wonderful person
You are enough, in covid we all feel like shit, but you are enough, and you are loved. ❤️
The fact I don’t know if I will die
@@ARennyyy Me neither but were all in this together.
@Alexander Jundzil Never give up man! You'll get where you wanna get and make yourself proud one day if you keep pushing through it! Believe me!
@Alexander JundzilI swear me too! I've wanted to kill myself many months now but I know there's a greener grass on the other side. And in these times everyone is extra sad and depressed, marriages breaking up, suicides, friends fighting, war etc. And believe me this is because of the damned government that wants people to be more depressed so that more can die and that equals more money to the government. But we won't let them win, we can't let them win. You know music is tuned to a frequency to make the listeners sad and depressed? And they have built and are building 5G towers to send out more dangerous radiation on the people to make us weaker. But if you are woke and know and learn to see these things, life is a piece of cake my man. 👊🏼
I wish my parents could tell me that but I’m just a disappointment to them 🙂
Who else come here to cry and feel better . But he realised he couldn't cry becasue he spent all of his tears . 😭😭
Thanks guys❤❤
honestly it’s gets to the point we’re you just feel numb and empty...
Yep
Same here
It's the worst feel when you want to cry to maybe feel better, but you can't able to do that anymore. I think it's the next level of emotionless and depression.
Me
I needed this...... I've been through alot lately.....a break up...... losing someone......and.... being heartbroken.... again.... again....and... AGAIN
Hang in there💛💛.
You’re going to get through this.
@@allanfiesta thx
Hey hey. Hang in there. Okay? Life is hard. But no matter what, you have to go through it. Let the past go... Heart broken is sucks. I know. But there will be some that will always there for you.
Hey, hang in there... ive been that too but instead
Depression,Anxiety,Fight,Deeper Depression,Cant sleep,wanting to die and trying to suicide once
It’s sad because we all came here expecting to cry. Only you feel worse when you watch, almost as if you are opening up that sad part of your brain and the memories you put behind you, the people you have lost and maybe never get to see again, it’s sad that we can’t be accepted into society if your depressed or upset, everyone sees it as attention seeking yet when you are really gone that’s when people realise okay something was actually wrong, the only reason I commented is to say that if you are upset it does get better and every life is worth living, if you do see this know your strong and to keep fighting, hope everyone has a happy healthy life ❤️
thank you soooo much for 200k subscribers, this really means a lot to me🌹
~ i think that, this beat is my best beat so far👀
Agree man, I just discovered your channel, I listened to every song in the span of 4 days, this is fire shit ty
Is it free?
I mean can i used it?
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Make a beat like that for free use...or let's make an official collab for you to distribute.
Im so depressed i cant even cry anymore. Nothing will effect me anymore. Im to the point where im just numb. And i dont think there is any point in life anymore
There’s always a point, I’m sorry it took so long to get a response. But you can make it through anything, I don’t even know you and I can tell you’re a ducking soldier. I love you, you’re amazing and don’t let anyone tell you different.
@@aaronelbert2511 thank you
Please talk to someone or go to the doctor your mental health is important and it matters! My only child, my only son took his own life Feb 12, 2021 due to depression and amongst other things. Please don't be afraid to do something about the way you feel.
@@ginazane333 im better now. I have good friends and I realized life does have a point. But thank you
The saddest part of life is when a person who give u the best memories becomes a memory😔
That hurts
AM I THE ONLY ONE FEELING THIS. THE FEELING THAT YOU COULD’NT ANYMORE CRY BEACAUSE YOUR THINKING OF HOW IS IT GONNA END
No me to....
I see all the people here talking about crying and having no more tears left to cry, that hurts my heart more than you will ever know.
You see you all are beautiful souls, it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to shut down. What’s not okay is to stay there. I once read a quote about a dad and a daughter, she fell to the ground crying and her dad picked her up and said “it’s okay to cry, but cry standing up”.
You guys are strong and loved, you’re never alone in this world. Although sometimes it feels like it, you are not alone. You have so much to live for. LIVE FOR YOU. Be happy. Cherish life and live it to the fullest. As long as you are happy who cares what anyone else thinks.
Live for yourself. Be happy. Cherish life. And more importantly love yourself. Don’t take life for granted, it’s to short to worry about small things. Go live your life ❤️ keep your head up and show them your strength 💋
Thank you Allie😘😘 I could see how much of a good human you are
“Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.”
- Dr. Seuss
Strange how no one in the world understands us except the people we don’t know, the ones we can’t meet, and the ones who lost their battles
Don't EVER loose the battle 🥺
The man Same goes for you. There’s a reason you listened to this song so if you’re sad like the rest of us just know it’ll all be okay someday
@@simpleton207 :) thanks for the gentle words
I want to feel okay and I know it’s my own fault I feel so lost. I just want to be found, I want someone to help me. Please.
What's wrong? I know we're just strangers but if you'd like I'm always here to talk
Spicy ChipEE not sure at this point. I can be happy sometimes but whenever I get time to myself or time to think, I get sad and every night is the same. Restless nights where I want to cry and I want to feel better but I can’t.
I feel you 😫
I know we are strangers but I will always be here to listen. Sometimes all we need is just someone to listen u know.
Just look at the sky and smile
Hope these will over soon...
You will be happy again
Oh yeah I can cry to this one at night when I am alone this one hit me hard man I love the piano good beat ❤️❤️
Take care of yourself
🙏🙏
I’ll never know why Im living, everything is a blur, I cant speak enough to tell people how I feel. Im under pressure non stop. Theres a limit in life and it’s the shortest limit I’ve ever known.
Hey
"Don't cry cause its over, smile because it happened" -that really hit hard 🥺
This is beautiful. So powerful, and I feel like the music is saying so much more without even needing to look at the text
I appreciate it
Dude, i wanna cry but i can’t, like the tears show up but they go back inside, i know i’m late to this but, i watched part 1 and the same happened that’s why i’m watching this as well so i can finally cry a little, feel sadness once more, the weight on my shoulders are just WAY TOO much that i can’t even feel my emotions anymore, i feel so numb and i can’t keep it in anymore, i just exist at this point.
"Live your life to the fullest like tomorrow's your last day" Teens now: What if I WANT tomorrow to be my last day?
Why is this so true.
I think that may be because we are tought, that someone will be there for us. We have to remember that we are and can be that someone for someone else. I turned 34 today, they said the same thing about teens when i was one. Show them ❤️
Don't say that before you really know what it means. I wish I could take any/all of them who feel this way and show them what I did and where it got me and how thirty years later I'd give ANYTHING to go back there and do something else...
Brooooo
Fuck no
I just love how someone else can put how you're feeling into words. But you only realize you relate to it when you hear it put into word.
The feeling that you caught yourself crying but you really don’t know the exact reason. It’s just that I wanna cry.
Parents : what r u worried about you have everything you need
Us : no we don't have have a shoulder to cry when we need it we don't have a person to tell everything we don't have a person that understand us what we are going through
We suffer together and get over it together
I dont know why ,
But this music just hits me in my soul.
No teenager can lie that they dont go through a stage in life listening to these and crying themselves to sleep
yeah its called the emo phase
it's like the hardships never end.
This beat was actually a sad emotional piano instrumental 🔥🔥
Yep
@@raspobeats thanks bro for reply 😍🙏❤️
"Dont cry because it's over smile because it happened" a great line with a flaw you should cry because that means your not taking the pain rather keeping with every day and every second of your life you'll live with it crying is the best way to cope with loss it allows you to be a person and show how much it meant to you not crying is simply going to hurt more than it is to cry you'll only know what I mean when you show your burdens to keep them is to lock the real you in a cage in never let it out take my advice because I'm a person who held it all inside and never got to release my pain its okay to cry just know that
“you only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.“
*I honestly think you're the GOAT of Producers on TH-cam 🖤*
I just wanna cry again
The feeling of warm tears Rolling down my face.
I miss it.
i was waiting for this❤️. congrats on the milestone. love you raspo🥺❤️. keep up the good work🥰.
Thank you🙏
Raspo anytime man💯❤️.
Raspo your really talented bro💯.
إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلۡعُسۡرِ يُسۡرٗا
Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
صدق الله العظيم❤️
Indeed💖
This maid me cry thank you for telling me what really matters
Someone asked, what happen when you die?
And somebody replied,
The loved one will miss much..
Not if you dont have anybody, if so you will be forgoten the same day as you die. This is the hardest paart when you feel alone and you know you are alone not like many others that have Friends and familie and just feel down. No when you really are alone take it by the Word and then you just think to your self maybe i am just not Good at this Thing, at this thing called living.
It's said by Keanu Reeves in a show
That’s the one thing that stops me every time I think about who ever finds me what that will do to them and the people that will be fucked up for the rest of their life and that’s not fair so I never actually do it🥺🥺
I need a part 3-29 of these exactly like these. With the voicemail voice in the beginning and then the beat continues. I keep listening to part 1 and 2 over and over again. I need more
"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were."
-Khalil Jibran
I started to tear up on the part it said "live today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come
Raspo: this beat will make you cry 😢
Me: is this a challenge 👀
Hmm maybe
Raspo love your beats man
That' so beautiful ! Thank you Raspo, we love you !❤
There are moments when I wish I didn't wake up from certain dreams.Its not like my family doesn't love me but they simply don't understand me or know how to help and my friends tried to be there for me but I just pushed everyone away. Everything is stressful and somehow the thought of the future frightens me and makes me start shaking and panicking cause I don't even know if I can be of any use anymore
But in those dreams I just feel happy...I can see people who have long been gone for good,I can hear their voices and hug them again. l feel safe from reality in those dreams,like people can't hurt me and I don't have to be someone I don't wanna be just to please people...
If you want to talk I am there...we will help you :)
@@timy7363 🥺
me friends were never for me dear(:
@@xhuljamarra7923 :)
hey if someone reads this its already 2023 and yes if u came here to cry and feel up the hole that is deep inside its ok it really is... becuase we all here for the same thing.
Amazing beat once again! Congrats on the milestone, it’s truly spectacular!
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This came out my birthday last year, although it's already a year, I can't imagine a better gift than this for the worst year of all time. Thank you so much, Raspo.
"Remember, live today, because yesterday is gone and tommorrow you may never come."
I'm already tearing up it's been 45 seconds
Many may not tell you
Dreams come true
And nightmares are dreams to
So don't expect only goodness trust me it's better for you
To expect nothing from something then something from nothing
Life's always gonna be tough rough and hard but that shouldn't shatter your dreams of who you choose to be
Some day you'll wake up and realise that the nightmares over
It's a brand new beginning
Work to achieve your goals your dreams coz if you don't do it ....no one is willing to do it for you!!!
I can't sleep... Like every night. So I just sit in my room, without any lights, listening to this music and dancing a little bit. Just trying to feel something. Trying to let my emotions out of my body, so it won't hurt anymore...
you know it's hard to say, But I think I've lost hope
I'm standing at the end of my cross roads
Wait for better days, I've already lost those
Now I am chilling in the forest where the moss grows
I've been waging a war aginst my darkest thoughts
I mean my darkest thoughts
It's what I'm asking for
What if I said that I can't no more?
Will I really expect to see them at my door?
I'm in my head like my inner voice
Saying what's the point? And they said that I can't avoid it
I gotta make the choice
If I bled would it bring the boys
would they all see red, if I'm dead would they even have regrets?
Nevertheless I'm wrecked
And in retrospect
I wish I wasn't effected but the things they've said
I've been trying to convince my head to forget the stress
but then I get depressed Felling less than blessed
it ain't about the sex
it ain't about pain
this ain't about my heart
this ain't about my brain
It's more than I can say
It's more than you could claim
And when the clouds come out
I'm walking in the rain
I wanna forget name and lose control
rolling up some dro
I gotta heal my broken soul
You know how that story go
I'm so done
nah like done done
This is not fun son
what a fucking dumb dumb
I fell for it
another wayward soul walking out of my fcking life
I'm reaching out to friends and they all tell me I should try
forget the bullshit and just focus on my own fcking life
but fcking why?
I don't see no real point, I'm just living for the next joint
and I don't mean to disappoint.
But I hate my life
I bleed more than I cry
I need more so I try
achieve more than a lie
I end up all fcked up
and I ask myself why
Like really, look at it
yea why am I surprised?
I'm pass the point of fcking caring
but I keep fcking caring
even when I saw you last
why the fck am I still caring
?
but I can't drown it out, even with my music my music blaring
I only looked at you
I couldn't let me start staring
You have no clue what that did to me
like at all
Why are you okay with me being in this place
?
I'm taking a dose til I can't feel my face
I want to disappear and leave them without a trace
I just need escape, I'm well over the human race
There's nobody who can help me out this hole
I feel no worth but I'm burning in my soul
I have ditched the thought of achieving all my goals
What's the point of fkcing winning when I'm still left feeling cold?
I'm a bad mess
with a list of bad habits
I gotta have it but I don't have the access
I don't need
anybody sending fact checks
comparing sadness
all while I'm being laughed at
Man fuck what you think of me
this is my melody
I don't have harmony
why are they harming me?
I am more than you see
I am more than you think
Why am I by myself?
No opportunities
Just people screwing me
I've learned pain way more fluently
I haven't been able to forget what they do to me
I've been stuck inside my head and I'm losing sleep
I'm losing sleep
And when I sleep I see you in my dreams
I'm bursting at the seams
Coz you never really leave
You're everywhere to me..............
Could I have this?
@@lll-hxte_me-lllvivz6212 yeah no worries bruv
This is so hard
Please can I use it I’ll send it to u when I’m done
@@Tma_2311 that would be awesome man. No problem :)
Parts 1 and 2...MAGICAL!!
Incredible, this is a new world
🙏🙏
"You live once, but if you do it right, once is enough" 😭that really hits ... the spot that it has to hit... and not just that phrase...
To everyone, please keep in mind that you matter, you are here for a reason, it's true, life may be hard, may look bad, but it's also true that things will change, and you will live a happy life in future, I promise.
To you all, I am with you, because I will pray for you all to later have a nice and happy life forever.
People says: "life is to short to..."
*when its the longest thing ever*
I swear, this beat has a Jurrivh feeling to it. Love it! And him. And you.
Im not crying because of this video
I'm not crying because of a love lost
I'm not crying because of you
I'm not crying because of all my problems
I'm not crying because of all my "friends"
I'm crying because I can't explain why I'm crying and that's literally destroy me
crying is when my lips can’t explain how much pain my heart is feeling.
Hey, if you're reading this that means you're sad and maybe alone just like me :) and i just wanted to say that I love you so much and I hope that all the sadness goes away stay alive and be strong please because life is too hard
[intro]
[0:40]-Snow on the track-
Remember, Everything u are now
Because one day u might wish u were now
So Ur lost, fix that now
People ask you, how are u doing
You always say, ‘’i'm fine’’.
I can see that ur not on a strait line
Because of all these signs
Just remember all the old times
When you were alive
Be grateful
Of the time you have now
So what's bothering let that blow
because, tomorrow may never come
[pause]
yesterday is gone
So what do u say let's draw?
should i keep
going?
May God bless you all.
I know we all came here for a similar reason & maybe destined to the same fate, but for some reason the strength seems to give way to the struggle a little more each & every day. Why is living with yourself the hardest thing to do
I love you raspo beats, mostly i used your music.💜
Yes
We can never explain each other our pain
Lost inside of the pain
Lost inside of my brain
feelings come but they dont last
capturing the demons inside but then they just pass by
wonderin if i will fly, yeah
these thoughts enter in my head they stay for awhile
decide to move on but still affect me.
im hostile
im a lost child
i walk to the park passing by these strangers
they dont know how bad i feel,
sad i feel
they dont know how trapped i feel
trapped in this mindset
tryna find a place to heal
someone to help
to set me free
to unlock me out of this cage
to come and save me
to make me last
please come fast
everybody walks past
well fuck is there a spell to cast?
to make me feel like i matter?
im shattered
my heart is shattered
i feel heavy and drained
"hey what's the matter?"
im fine i just dont wana feel right now
i just dont wana talk about how i feel right now
If death is the solution for all problems then no humans will be thier on earth. Loving life is as important as living life. Never ever feel yourself down 🙏🏼
Raspo you really changed my life for the better. EVERYONE give raspo the sub he deserves. HE IS A LIFE SAVER 👍👍🙌💕💕💕 Much Love raspo
🙏🙏
@@raspobeats 🙏🙏
I feel like im floating nothing arround me forgot everything just me my pillow and this song so beautiful but only for four minutes
The dislikes are from people with - " no tears left to cry"
Whats sad is this brings memories of people places and the experiences we’ve had in our lives and how its changed some of us permanently some for the better and some for the worst for me i became a stoner because im tired of having my heart broken
Instead of making cry it inspired me to keep moving on
I just wanna know if these verses were written by raspo and I don't mean voice speech
Could you answer me? I'm really interested
It's Alan Watts lecture
I Actually Cried Listening To This , So Much On My Mind, I’ve Been Doing Everything To Make My Mom Proud, I Just Want To get To My Goals And Be The Biggest Figure For My Family, But Things Isn’t Going As Planned Yet, But I Believe
"Live for each second without hesitation" how do I do that if I have trust issues and grew up with abuse?
Put one foot in front of the o0ther until u can get out of the obviously FUC*ED UP sitch ur in now. Then you go do YOUR thing, where YOU rule. In that space, your space, you owe only the rent etc. You owe NO ONE ANYTHING. Including forgiveness, if you don't WANT to give it. Now, come on Nikita, I feel u, but, doesn't that sound pretty sweet?? YOU'RE gonna WIN. You just have to keep turning the pages in the book until u get to that part. And if the book sucks (like so many do) skim/speed read. You'll still end up where you're supposed to be. And if you know abuse like I KNEW/know abuse, let me tell u, I'm so dead serious, there IS, RIGHT NOW, and FOREVER into the future, a special, EXTRA shit*y, HOT, COLD, UNCOMFORTABLE, painful, awful, PERFECTLY MISERABLE place in HELL for ALL child, wife/domestic abusers, rapists, molesters, etc etc. It can be like a clubhouse, where they ALL end up, where they RECIEVE ALL the things they "gave" over their entire lives FOREVER AND EVER. Trust and believe. I have just experienced the WORST day in my 44 years on this planet. I was cut off all my psyche meds (were talking some seriously strong drugs I've been prescribed for probably as many years as the average viewer of these comments for a condition bad enough to where the gov't sends me a check each month not to go somewhere and work) and told when the nightmares and hallucinations get bad enough, to utilize FUCKING 9 1 1 as a "resource". BUT, despite all these EXTREMELY EMBARASSING and very very bad occurences, YOU are worth helping. SO, get to ur space, you can do it. Someday EVERYBODY gets what they deserve. Trust WILL come. It will come with love. Good Luck Kid....
@@alexmajors8321 thx so much, I've never herd anything like that before, like ever in my ten years of living, I've lernt so much just from hearing that just thx you for that💯
The happiest people are the most damaged, the ones who make others laugh can’t, the ones who would take a bullet for someone are being shot by the one they are saving, the ones who put a smile on to make it look ok are the ones who are hurt the most, and tbh I’m just tired so so tired and I only have a handful of people out there that are looking out for me and tbh the light is getting dimmer and dimmer I tried everything but I think it’s time to just let go to put out the embers of life left in me and just rest once and for all. As I am the one who has fallen from grace and now trying hard to build back up but life keeps knocking my blocks down and I can’t keep going on.... thank you and goodbye world maybe the next lifetime I’ll actually stay in grace.
2..🥰🥰😍😍...god...i started eating my nails when i first listen to this... love uhh ... U deserve much better than this... And u will acheive. Inshallah...
😩i pray for it 🙏🙏🏻🙏🏼🙏🏽🙏🏾🙏🏿
God can teach you everything, you need to know, it's always hard to earn the definition of dedication sometime due to surroundings or competitors, don't be discouraged, ask him to take the time to make your competitors and surroundings your dedication to his love, and you've pretty well looked at him the whole time. Yes your prayers are heard, yes you've failed in love, yes, your going to fall, but truly, his love will never fail. It doesn't mean drive yourself insane, the saying plainly says that you aren't to be afraid of getting hurt, can you actually say that you lived a life without it? It doesn't mean go search for a fight. It means you are the fight. I love you. Always.
Breaking up even when both of you love each other and want to be together, but know it would only cause you both more pain and sadness. Not sure how to deal with that one...
Im currently 13 in my first half of 9th grade I have 3 “best friends” we play MW all day and talk all night, I currently don’t have a girlfriend I do like a girl and Im doing decent in school. I’ll come back to this comment in 2 years and update you all on my life. Like this so I don’t forget ✌️
If I could go back to 13.... buddy you got your whole life ahead of you. I’m 21. I’ve made so many mistakes. The best advice I can tell you is stay in school, enjoy your friends, cherish yourself family and don’t ever give up. Don’t focus on girls but focus on your task at hand and that’s becoming a man and the father one day everyone hopes you become. You got this little buddy.
@@infactnoone4720 🙏🙏 thanks . that really helped
Literally 99% of you won’t see this but God loves you so much. Hope you guys have an fantastic day! (Please read my name 🥺💓)
God is not existing
Leon Liebt Eileen amen!
@@fives2710 you just ruined this comment for me
It would've been grand still without adding religion. To tell someone you're loved and or have a fantastic day is enough to make one feel better.
God loves us more than we know,sw'y He sent Jesus to die for us
all hail God!
It gave me the "Cornfield Chase by Hans Zimmer" vibes. Loved it!❤
Similar to interstellar theme wow
Searched for this comment
always remember, don't ever feel alone, there's people that love you so much❤️
Imagine having only 1 life, only to have this kind of face.
More than 1 lakh people with different stories,but one reason.It is LOVE
Bts said "yolo, yolo, yolo, yolo",that meaning "you only live once",and yeah, idk how
Ya you do, you're doing better then you think! Life sucks while you're learning how to live it, but, at it's worst, there is nothing better out there, I'm sayin', what else do you have to do? So, keep at it, you're going to be famous someday, trust me.
I had lost my wonderful aunt she passed a couple years ago and this song bring back memories of how awesome she was 😭😭😭😭
My aunt died a almost a year ago but I’m so numb I can’t cry anymore
Idk sometimes it’s hard to feel joy without someone who means life to u, u just so afraid of losing that person, while that person love someone else but keep pretending loving u, I can’t move on because my life is dark without him. Been through depression, family problems, sadness and ignored by the person i love. I had suicidal thoughts, but thanks god I didn’t do anything. I’m not strong anymore and so weak. Love sucks. I wanted to say this bc nobody is there to hear me and I’m lonely af. Just pray for me .
I just had to say this.....you not weak having made it this far, it's not for the weak at heart but the strong ones willing to keep living. Even when everything falls apart and it hurts ten times worse than a prick of a needle or a shard of glass through skin. You are not alone because you still have you. You are the only one who can make it better or worse for you, just choose one.
Oh and also, everything will fall into place with time.❤️ Believe it.
*You! Yes you!*
Please dont be sad
You are an awesome person flaws and all
Everyone deserves happiness no matter how much mistakes we made and will make we all deserve a chance
So dont let anyone tell you what you are because you get to decide who you are we all do
*We all can make a change thats if we decide to*
Goat of sad beats
“Love is a trap, once you’re in you can’t come out”
Okay guys listen up! You're more valuable than the words that can break you. Don't let those words break you because they're just words. Of course they have meaning but just don't pay attention to them
You're one of the strongest people I know to make it to this point. I've gone through this and I've healed so so can you.God will always be there for you and your darkest times are painful this moments of your life. God would always love you for even if you did the worst sin in the world. All you have to do is repent and he forgives you. God Will always Love you and he will always be there for you ❤️💕
"Rain is better than friends cause .. *it cries with you* "
very melodic and smooth, nice track as always!!