When You Don't Know Who You Are Anymore...[WATCH THIS!]

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  • Learn the 6 mind-blowing things that happen when you lose your ego during a spiritual awakening and what to do about it.
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    💥 A spiritual understanding of what the loss of your old self looks like.
    💥 Why a loss of identity happens.
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    💥 6 mind-blowing things that happen when you lose your identity.
    💥 2 powerful tips to help you keep your faith and feel more at peace during these profound transitions in your life.
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  • @ChristinaLopes
    @ChristinaLopes  หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    NEXT UP: The Spiritual Reason You Procrastinate (How To Break Free) th-cam.com/video/9ElNDPhlgww/w-d-xo.htmlfeature=shared

    • @DBLuvPack
      @DBLuvPack 19 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Christina, I appreciate your commitment dedication and energy! Thank you for helping others on a path to more freedom love and positivity. Sometimes I find it hard to follow your videos because of how fast you speak. Is there a way to slow down the audio? Thanks!

    • @theoriginal7727
      @theoriginal7727 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I would LOVE to hermit it up!! unfortunately I share a child with a borderline woman. Would love to just have some help for once in my life and go live somewhere in the Caribbean.

  • @meetandinspire
    @meetandinspire หลายเดือนก่อน +56

    "The loss of identity is temporary. It means your soul, mind, and body are preparing you for a more expanded version of yourself."

  • @irene2081
    @irene2081 หลายเดือนก่อน +40

    Losing your old and traumatised self is the only way to align to your true and authentic self.

  • @_ayannaxo
    @_ayannaxo หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    It is so comforting/validating that others who have gone through a spiritual awakening had similar symptoms. Not being surrounded by other spiritually inclined people makes me feel very lonely and honestly crazy at times. There have been many times within the past year that I did not recognize myself in the mirror. My therapist diagnosed me with existential OCD, Derealization & Depersonalization (dissociative disorder).

  • @spicypisces.777
    @spicypisces.777 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    Omg this is what's happening to me. Yesterday I looked up at the sky and just repeated over and over "just kill me or help me, I don't care which one" I feel alone, I feel crazy, I feel like I don't deserve to be happy, and I definitely feel like hurting myself. I'm so glad I know why. Thank you 🙏🙏🙏

    • @user-xz5oi8si9x
      @user-xz5oi8si9x 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      Stay strong, we are all experiencing the same thing ❤

    • @PaulaWilson444
      @PaulaWilson444 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      Your not alone, i have said this to Creator so many times, either help me or let me die now, Since saying this im not joking so much has healed in my life, i dont Prayer to nobody outside of myself, i Prayer to the God within my Heart. Hope you feel better soon, Stay strong.

    • @justmadeit2
      @justmadeit2 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      How you doing now?

    • @spicypisces.777
      @spicypisces.777 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@user-xz5oi8si9x thank you ❤️ sending love

    • @spicypisces.777
      @spicypisces.777 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@PaulaWilson444 I'm glad you've been making progress. It really is important to put your energy into yourself and not outside of yourself ❤️

  • @ivaniglesias2108
    @ivaniglesias2108 16 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Hey everyone, I just wanna share how I’m feeling and just feel heard .
    My hole life I was so insecure, I felt ugly and I’ve never felt good enough. I was always afraid to shine and show myself to the world.
    I felt like this because in my house there was a violent energy at my house. My parents used to beat my big brother, and I was always really quiet. I was scared of them kindof.
    Last year I moved from my house to the other part of the world (I’m from Argentina) and there were no boundaries, I felt like I was able to be whoever I wanted to be.
    I think I’ve never felt so happy and free in my life.
    6 months ago I came back to my house in Argentina due to a difficult situation, and for some reason I feel like a mixture of those two personalities. And for some reason I can’t let go off the past. It’s been a really hard time here, leaving with my mum again and I just don’t know what to do. I just wanna feel happy again. :( .
    Thanks for listening

  • @LaLeoRonroneo
    @LaLeoRonroneo หลายเดือนก่อน +44

    The solar plexus empties??? 😮 I 100% confirm these 6 symptoms. Lately, I was feeling sad about not feeling confident and cool in my old style of clothes anymore. Looking forward to finding a new one after 4 years of being a hermit 😅 grateful for this content 🙏🏽

    • @aumdeva963
      @aumdeva963 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I get it. I have been isolating badly, going thru a real identity crisis. Am “older midlife crisis”. What i am finding is a whole new version on me. The real me

  • @jenniferkesler4766
    @jenniferkesler4766 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    I’m in year 2 of my hermit phase and I can say from that this is a pivotal time in my life.
    It’s difficult not knowing what is next, but it’s freeing to open myself to the possibilities.

    • @Success2023.
      @Success2023. หลายเดือนก่อน

      ❤️❤️

    • @barbaracevasco
      @barbaracevasco หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Same here...

    • @visionvixxen
      @visionvixxen 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I’ve been in this four years…. Discovering maybe I wasn’t bipolar andADD but autistic. I feel like I’m not alive and will never comeback even though the Mr that was here wasn’t me

  • @alittlebitnat
    @alittlebitnat หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    I’ve been in hermit mode for a couple of years and it’s done tough, painful work. Still in it. Still rebuilding. It’s a journey!

    • @kellialexander7903
      @kellialexander7903 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Same!!! Lost everything, ego death, kundalini awakening, twin flame, definitely rollercoaster! But I’m finally realizing if I’m patient and I believe god is preparing me for something bigger! I’m excited 💕💕but yes, lots of pain, confusion, exhaustion, feeling lost, hermit mode for almost 2 yrs now. I reassure u all it gets better and peace comes in. Protect it with your life😌🔥

    • @lisachinn3309
      @lisachinn3309 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Oh same 😴💩😔🤯🤪🥴😍

  • @ImaginarySusan
    @ImaginarySusan หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Whoa! "Observe"
    Whoa! "Hermit"
    ....
    This has been a 3 year process...
    Ive observed it happening exactly as you have described.
    Fortunately, my patience and faith in future existence endured... as i also turned 60 (surprise!) January 25th, (how'd i ever get this age!!!???)
    Even tho i experienced sooooo sooooo many losses, material (home, posessions, income) relationship w my 3 young adult children testing autonomy..(a mothers pain, even tho it means you did well raising them!)
    inauthentic friendships, (funny how they disappear when you are in need instead of being a resource for theirs) emotional and even my memory suffered. For 6 months i honestly felt like my life-force was waning!
    Hermitting in one form or another for over a year now, i see the faint hues of rose and amber diluting the periwinkle sky of the dawn of my mystery future days!
    Oh where will i go?
    COSTA RICA?
    Puravida!
    Namaste!
    Much Gratitude Christina!
    Bliss and Blessings,
    'til we meet, or meld, someday!
    Susie

  • @catherinegreen5656
    @catherinegreen5656 หลายเดือนก่อน +41

    7:44
    1️⃣Insecurity
    2️⃣Fear
    3️⃣Feeling insane
    4️⃣Confronting death
    5️⃣Easily influenced
    6️⃣Nostalgia
    13:13 2 powerful trips
    1️⃣No resistance
    2️⃣To hermit then act 14:26

    • @spiritzweispirit1st638
      @spiritzweispirit1st638 หลายเดือนก่อน

      When an innocents essence - no matter what age - is intentionally stolen - from an External synthetic source, and now leaving only empty stares from a seemingly now purposeless state_ Creates transparent masks of adaptive unknowns_ of cold separations _ 'Cept to kind animals 'They are Pure _ ntbg.

    • @visionvixxen
      @visionvixxen 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Yep. Been in all the ese

  • @deviedorillo3689
    @deviedorillo3689 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    Sometimes I feel you can see me... like we have an invisible connection. Every time I have a major question, you post something that gives me the clarity I neex! You are a blessing on this earth, Christina❤

    • @towardstheinfiniteself
      @towardstheinfiniteself หลายเดือนก่อน

      So true, I feel the same .

    • @Gyat368
      @Gyat368 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same! I was searching this exact thing last night, then lo and behold 😮

    • @nitishakaushik
      @nitishakaushik หลายเดือนก่อน

      Exactlyyy!!!

    • @okachkivski6304
      @okachkivski6304 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Synchronicity

    • @piyaligangulymali3467
      @piyaligangulymali3467 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Me too... I m going through this exactly at this moment

  • @susanparry8179
    @susanparry8179 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    Has anyone else been super hungry with the change in their energy?

    • @parisaforoutan
      @parisaforoutan หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      As hungry as a bear the whole time. 😅I'm starving and it seems no amount of food is ever enough. I had it checked with my doctor too and everything is normal he said. Hungry, exhausted and dumbfounded most of the time. I can't see my future anymore. It's as if I'm walking in the void these days. I hope it's all over soon.

    • @Eyez2melt
      @Eyez2melt 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I do. My appetite has changed big time. I crave for those that I had avoided for many years.

    • @98slp
      @98slp 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@parisaforoutan I am feeling the same way, but I think it's Long Covid. That's what I have and I feel exactly like that.

    • @cindychurch335
      @cindychurch335 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Yes, me too! I also have a large presence of Jupiter in my astrological chart. Jupiter can mean overindulgence but it is a lucky planet and watches over me.

    • @lollylula6399
      @lollylula6399 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I seem to cycle through times of feeling ravenous and then times of less appetite & feeling nauseous.

  • @Chantol22
    @Chantol22 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Yes during my first dark night of the soul I was sooo anxious but now I actually enjoy when it happens because I’m so excited to see what’s gonna happen next

  • @15639a
    @15639a หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Been in this phase for 4 going on 5 years 😅 it’s not pleasant. Thoughts about “just go back to your old ways- it was easier” periodically run through my mind. But, I quickly get disgusted and shut it down. Not sure where I’m supposed to go from here. I’m just being. And trying to stay patient with the process. ❤

  • @justcallmeryan
    @justcallmeryan หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    You know what's the scary thing?! Every time one of Christina's videos appears on my TH-cam, it seems to be exactly what I'm going through. It scares the sh@t out of me!

    • @thebyrdspot4719
      @thebyrdspot4719 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I know!!!

    • @user-bl3te2zt1v
      @user-bl3te2zt1v หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Beautiful synchronization ❤

    • @saglife7440
      @saglife7440 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Perfect alignment. ✨

    • @user-sp2zu4qv6y
      @user-sp2zu4qv6y หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Me too! But it makes me feel SAFE & totally guided by God! Hare Krishna everyone ❤❤

  • @LarryWyatt-tp4ec
    @LarryWyatt-tp4ec หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I have evolved from my hermit life that lasted over two years. I have started to fully enjoy my new life and it is so wonderful. You have been of great use to me in my understanding of my life and spiritual awakening. GOD is my guide and you are my comfort. Thank You! Larry

  • @ONE_in_6_million_shhh
    @ONE_in_6_million_shhh 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I had to forget who I was to become who I am

  • @visionvixxen
    @visionvixxen 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Yeah this loss feels harmful.God has kept me alive

  • @karen27649
    @karen27649 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    I feel like a new person after i hit my mid 50's. I saw the change at the same time my mother passed. I was devastated . Now i feel refreshed

  • @timdavis601
    @timdavis601 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    This began happening when I was 6. I’m 38 now and never knew why this happens/would happen to me. It held me back my entire life. I’ve lived in fear afraid to look at myself because I didn’t know what was happening. When I was younger it terrified me. Literally thought I would float away. Everyone brushed me off so I struggled, internally trying to dodge this for nearly 30 years. I’ve recently began adjusting, but this information would have change the world around me in a positive way 😢

    • @timdavis601
      @timdavis601 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I might add I’ve felt alone my entire life, never lonely, but all alone. ‘Something’ is certainly starting to make sense, but still have no idea.. about anything really! Thank you for these videos though. Guidance is a gift, thank you again

  • @jjesseeliza0527
    @jjesseeliza0527 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I am in this phase. I feel like I don't know anything anymore. I feel very lost. I'm a teacher and wanted to be a teacher since I was a kid. Lately, I feel very unmotivated and I feel like I'm meant to do something else but I don't know what. I reunited with my high school sweet heart. He swept me off my feel, we married, blended our family...and then I got to meet his abusive side. I didn't even realize I was in an emotionally abusive relationship until I was out. I just felt so depleted. All of me. My soul, mind, body, spirit...was all so extremely depleted and exhausted. Instead of getting angry, I cried out all the stress and anxiety and sadness. I cried almost daily for about a year. It was a release and it helped me feel more regulated. I leaned on God more than ever before too. It has all changed me. In my opinion, for the better. I'm a better mom to my daughter. More loving and more patient. But I find more peace spending time with my daughter and my parents...and that's about it. I find myself wanting to hibernate a lot and just be in my own peaceful space. This hibernating or hermitting phase has been my most favorite part. It's not always easy so I treasure it. I feel like I don't recognize myself in the mirror these days too...

  • @heatherlentz5872
    @heatherlentz5872 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This sounds like “dark night of the soul” stuff. Your descriptions and suggestions are truly appreciated♥️

  • @mariaornelas4939
    @mariaornelas4939 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Im on that stage
    Now ,i don't know myself at all
    ,i have changed so much in a short time..
    ,,being a scapegoat of the family.
    ,,it thrown me to spiritual Awkenning
    But i didn't know it's not honey & sugar,,
    ,I've been a truth teller & worrier
    A scapegoat & a surviver.
    ,,& dealing with so much toxicity
    ,,& still on my Intigrity
    & Authenticity
    ,but abit lost with so much i have changed,,
    ,I've been isolating,,it's not me at all .im a Saggitarius out doors expanding exploring,,
    ,,but in a different way now .
    ,,I'm shocked with myself,
    ,from Australia
    Love & light ❤❤❤

    • @alycewhitworth1259
      @alycewhitworth1259 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I feel the same exact thing. Scares the crap outta me I want to break the chains and free myself from this pain. I'm desperately trying to to stop this, let go of all the past, pain, forgive, make amends with myself even... Does anyone have any tips on HOW to "let go" of everything so I can move on?! I'm having a problem with this bc I say, think and I'm almost sure I "let go" of everything and then poof one hr later I am on my knees crying again and throwing a big fit in my room and talking to myself like wtf is wrong with me forreal I NEED to let it ALL go NOW I'm so ready!

    • @SilverPhoenix47
      @SilverPhoenix47 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@alycewhitworth1259your purging all the past pain it’s part of the process not pleasant at all just allow yourself to feel your feelings don’t feel guilty for being angry sad crying etc

  • @TysonMichael77
    @TysonMichael77 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I feel like this at 26 years old. I’ve been having to take a lot of comfort for myself, feeling like idk where I’m going next because I desire different than what my parents, family and friends have or want for me. I tried the regular way after college and it didn’t work. I am just so optimistic to keep posting my content on here n sharing my story. This gave me hope I will flourish out of my situation and be freed physically, emotionally and spiritually

  • @leticia3164
    @leticia3164 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You are describing the last 3 years of my life. But recently, maybe a couple of months ago, I started feeling at peace with the ideia of not knowing who I am. I am being more acceptant of parts of myself I always felt should not come to surface (speacialy the ones that said no, established limits). I was raised to be quiet and accept all injustices around me. Now I am being more vocal, more honest with myself and everyone.

  • @sebastianornowski333
    @sebastianornowski333 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I lost my sense of self after a car accident, I never looked at life the same way again, then I exoerienced an ego death in 2012, and after that I still am very much confused and detached from thus world, but I keep meditating and surrendering to Source and it's getting better. Thank you 💜🦋☀️✨

    • @melisentiapheiffer3034
      @melisentiapheiffer3034 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Ego death is caused by having abusive parents while growing up. When the ego dies, narcissism takes its place.

    • @RemoTschopp
      @RemoTschopp หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@melisentiapheiffer3034BS!

    • @lcvmaddox3357
      @lcvmaddox3357 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@melisentiapheiffer3034🙄

  • @olgakononova6972
    @olgakononova6972 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Don't know if I am losing my identity but I definitely felt die-offs of my ego many times - those terrible moments with ego causing you immense suffering and after which you feel relieved and fresh but sth has died inside. And I used to control a lot and now I am releasing the grip and surrendering.
    So I can't say what stage it is.

  • @CarynConnolly
    @CarynConnolly หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    When I was in law school, I couldn’t afford to color my hair, and it went gray for three years. I remember looking at myself in the mirror and not recognizing myself. I decided that I am not a gray haired person (was only 39-41 at the time). Now I am blonde so that it blends better with the gray and doesn’t give me that jarring sense. But now that I’m 50 and having peri/menopause symptoms, I notice changes in my skin, etc. I am in the process of accepting that my identity is changing.

  • @katrinwheeler4130
    @katrinwheeler4130 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I think and observed that spirituality is like a luxary without time, space , money first. normally we are changing us constantly, life is panta rhei . Aging and dying will give us the most challenging times with mirror or mediation or without. .then we will understand fully what we are or wanting or going forward.

  • @hegesperling1112
    @hegesperling1112 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    THANKS 💖
    Now I have a clue to what my solar plexus is showing me!
    For some time now I have worked on my energy senters and I have to admit that I have been sad and confused when my sola plexus has been empty and silent....
    I haven't found any clues...... Until I heard your video last night. Now I can meet my "empty" solar plexus with excitement and look forward to what my soul wishes to fill it up with 💖💖💖

  • @jordangarth5605
    @jordangarth5605 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m not normally spiritual but recently I’ve fallen into a deep depression where I’m questioning everything.
    The point of existence, what I value now e.g drinking with my friends, I don’t have the energy for that at the moment.
    It’s almost like what I used to value, doesn’t fulfil me anymore.
    My friend said they were growing pains but they’re hard to differentiate from general mental health issues as I have been battling depression.
    Had a lot of dark thoughts about not wanting to be here anymore so very scary.
    Basically a very confusing time. 😢

    • @DesertMinistry
      @DesertMinistry 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      I feel like this too, not being fulfilled by things that used to be fun. Even music, movies, food, etc. life is getting much simpler and sometimes I literally do nothing and it feels great. Really there is nowhere to go and the promise of those things to actually satisfy us was a lie we were told by culture and then internalized. Society and friends "see" this as depression, but I feel like I am just enjoying the moment now, there's nothing wrong. Purposefully distracting myself now with alcohol or weed or tv, podcasts, food feels so violent

    • @jordangarth5605
      @jordangarth5605 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@DesertMinistry sounds like you’ve come a long way on journey. I’m glad to hear you’ve found some level of comfort and I hope that continues.
      I’m still working through my feelings of challenging experiences over the last year and although I’m not always in the mood to do things I enjoy like listening to music which I used to do all the time.
      I feel like some progress is being made but it’s slow.

  • @mariaornelas4939
    @mariaornelas4939 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    It's me again Saggitarius Sydney Australia.
    & going true my spiritual Awkenning.
    Was shocking to me how much i have change.
    ,,i went from a very confident person.
    To a not confident person
    At all ,
    ,,with a change in short time,,
    , my face features
    Changed,,
    I saw it & looks like it's to stay.
    ,,people noticed it,,& instead of saying you have changed .they ask me if i lost weight,,
    ,,i haven't lost any weight,,
    ,,out the sudden i age,,
    ,,it made me fell
    Sad,,
    ,,one of you videos that i have listened,,
    Made me understand this changed,
    But it not pleasant
    But working on it & accepting wathever it's coming along
    ,,it's death of the Ego..
    Very emotional
    ,,i was isolating
    Abit embarrassed of this change,,
    , love & light ❤❤❤

  • @KingDoryArmstrong
    @KingDoryArmstrong หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I literally NEVER comment on videos, but for THIS video I HAD TO because this video is perfect for me and popped up on my TH-cam feed at literally the perfect time

  • @DS-pw7ue
    @DS-pw7ue หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Thank you this is exactly what I needed I am going through everything you mentioned and it’s been really challenging all I can do to keep me going is to keep my faith and trusting in God. Thank you Christina sending you so much love 💕 😘

  • @asumptuous1810
    @asumptuous1810 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I just found your channel after my meditation. I am so grateful and happy to have found your channel! It’s amazing and informative. My spiritual awakening began in January 2023 and wow, what a journey it’s been!I’m happy to have buried my ego, but even happier to be seeing this video. Thank you so much for sharing and educating us. Continued success to you.🙏🏾💐✨

  • @sandrasaba8229
    @sandrasaba8229 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Observe without judgement

  • @jeremyvanb821
    @jeremyvanb821 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Oh yeah when I turned 38 myself was gone. And it happens so slowly and gradually you don’t even notice it until you do and when you do it’s the weirdest feeling ever. I feel like a stranger. Memories of some other person

  • @SurvivingBenzos
    @SurvivingBenzos หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Wow totally sounds like what i went through due to severe suffering from coming off of a benzo ,which damaged my brain and nervous system. I lost all ego and sense of self. I also had to close myself into my room in order to survive the severe suffering because the slightest sounds/sights made the symptoms million times worse for me. I'm almost out of it 8 years later but still not fully back to normal yet. I had a very protracted long horrific withdrawal from them and couldn't even read/talk/watch tv or anything for many years. I am def a totally different person now

    • @melaniemuller-schroder4555
      @melaniemuller-schroder4555 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you for sharing your story, this is helpful for others. Sending you love ❤

  • @ZenMindUniverse
    @ZenMindUniverse หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Awesome breakdown of the spiritual journey through identity loss! Your insights really shed light on navigating those deep transitions. 😁

  • @imagbaby5
    @imagbaby5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    It’s like I’m feeling the synchronicities the past few days. Hope they keep coming and I don’t forget about them. I feel like before I would realize then totally forget, which happened a few times to me now. So hopefully I can continue to understand and be open

  • @arshaddurrani3885
    @arshaddurrani3885 หลายเดือนก่อน

    From Eckhart to you,i find it increasingly possible to change,to find my self,to overcome the ego.I have still to overcome but,i have a feeling i will, in not too distance a future.Thankyou.

  • @royschmidt675
    @royschmidt675 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Sincere heartfelt appreciation for this enlightening message. ❤️🌸🙏

  • @robobobo5976
    @robobobo5976 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Yes hermit mode is needed to relearn a new self!!

  • @ImaginarySusan
    @ImaginarySusan หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    There's NO going back!

  • @englishwith6921
    @englishwith6921 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I have been experiencing all of these symptoms since the total eclipse on 8th of April. Thank you so much for making this video. Much information clearly resonated with me. 🙏❤️

  • @katswan2569
    @katswan2569 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I do not know who I am or where I am going, and that is making me free.

  • @marija.r9554
    @marija.r9554 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'm reading a book about controlling the ego, and finding/following your truth right now, and at the exact moment this comes up? Confused as always with the timing, but greatful for the synchronicities that come to confirm the right path is around the corner. 😊 Thanks Christina

  • @user-zf2zj8xn6l
    @user-zf2zj8xn6l 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    THANK YOU FOR YOUR BEINGNESS 🌹❤🙏😇🙏 Keep up with the enlightenment of others 🌎 WORLDWIDE 🌍

  • @melaniebisher3623
    @melaniebisher3623 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I think I say this every time but whenever I am having trouble with something you post a video about it ❤

  • @Patricia-uz2xx
    @Patricia-uz2xx 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Ok, I'm not crazy, I feel much better.... Thank you ❤

  • @TheAssadseenharo
    @TheAssadseenharo หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thanks for this video, specially point number 5. Finally I got the clarity because I have been saying NO and obviously the rage was obvious from such people. 👏🙏🏼

  • @jessicamosley4431
    @jessicamosley4431 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Feeling this so much. In and out of 3rd 4th and 5th. I just want to stay in the higher state. Every single time I think I’ve got it… boom… pattern shows up again. Process process process. I have no clue what I’m doing. Absolutely NO clue. Going to live with one of my older daughters and her wife. I was guided to quit my job in order to become my authentic self. I am purging constantly. Crying all the time, depressed, I’ve even thought of suicide. I wouldn’t do it, just hurt so bad I thought it would be better to end the suffering. I’ve literally thought I WAS dying. This is insanity!!!! I was activated by my twin flame. That is even more insane. I am a hermit and don’t want to really be around anyone. It’s very isolating.

  • @tracycurtis416
    @tracycurtis416 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is exactly what I am going through!!! It does make me feel like I’m losing my mind!! I don’t know what I want I don’t know who I am anymore facing dark shadow is heavy & more!! Thank you so much for sharing❤❤❤❤

  • @nid2598
    @nid2598 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You have saved my life a number of times.

  • @williamgisch8108
    @williamgisch8108 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I went through that while sleeping. Waking up in that state.

  • @heartofthunder1440
    @heartofthunder1440 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I had a dream where I forgot who I was, but it was a night terror, I was a US soldier, maybe Vietnam. I was captured and tortured. I had this dream when I was young.

  • @user-tk2wl6id3r
    @user-tk2wl6id3r 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Feel like I’m dying!!😢 don’t care either. Feel like I’m heading towards peace ☮️

  • @i_jamz9092
    @i_jamz9092 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Really useful video, thank you

  • @heathermorton1450
    @heathermorton1450 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ooohhh this hit home. I felt like this for a good year. Just now coming out of it. I am feeling more renewed. The emotions and greif of self is sooo real.

  • @sulviagania5665
    @sulviagania5665 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is extremely hard ! I’m going through exactly what you say 😢 it is so hard 😢

  • @yisraeladyisrael7662
    @yisraeladyisrael7662 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I truly appreciate you Christina, seriously this video could not have come to me at a better time! Grateful for you & thank you for self sacrificing to the obedience of your call. 🙏🏾

  • @jomk5731
    @jomk5731 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love this video..... I needed this 8 years ago 😅
    If I may just share.......IMO people watching this who can relate, especially those who are in the thick of it, may be feeling very fragile, alone and vulnerable. Could we not use such morbid terms like ego death, the old self dying etc etc.....
    I'm just concerned if it may exacerbate the pain they may already be dealing with....
    From personal experience, I think a healthier way of describing the journey would be to call it an evolution, a transformation, a recalibration, a reinvention of the self, softening of the ego, dissolution of the identity....... And also lets emphasize the crucial aspects such as grace, gratitude, acceptance, compassion, not just for the self, but also for others who do not understand and simply cannot provide the support one needs on this journey.....
    And lastly, the only way out is through, and the only way through is surrender and acceptance to allow this process to completely take over and run its course to the ideal outcome, through divine grace, in a natural, organic way. Don't rush it, because you can't. When you get there, you get there.

  • @mozhgan.s
    @mozhgan.s หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Lovely Christina, words can't express my gratitude & appreciation to you for this video 💖💖💖 All resonates with me specially the last stages for the past 2 months, I was like stucking in a cocoon, dark, void, death. Not easy, this spiritual awakening journey ✨✨✨ thank you sooooooooo much again 💎💎💎✨✨✨💜💜💜

  • @AchemySoul
    @AchemySoul หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I am sooooo happy to be newly renewed and filling my solar plexus back up. I cant lie i definitely had my face to face interactions with death.
    This is such beautiful confirmations. I was a hermit for almost a year. It was wild.
    Thank you for posting this.

  • @user-yf1ep3ok2c
    @user-yf1ep3ok2c หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I really appreciate and value how clear and genuine your guidance is. Blessings beautiful soul ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @arzumardalieva3874
    @arzumardalieva3874 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m grateful for your service and support!
    I have been in this “state” for a long time and it recently ended (2 weeks ago)!
    I am now in a such a creative mode 😂
    Is it supposed to be happening? I’m writing, drawing, learning to read tarot and oracle cards (never in my life thought that I would do it).
    And here is my little thank you to You (channeled in meditation after watching one of your videos):
    “The journey of Spirit to finally awaken seems uneasy from the start.
    If you're feeling lost in darkness, ask the Alchemist of the heart.
    She stands up for what is right, supporting bringers of the light.
    Christina shares her knowledge and insight to make sure we are alright.
    The worker of the Cosmic light, who wins over shadow in any fight.
    Going through the “Dark night” might be challenging; it’s hard, beautiful Soul, so hard…
    Feel as if fear will rip you apart?
    No worries!
    Ask the alchemist of the heart.
    All videos are clear, fun, and messages are always wise.
    She gives you practical advice!”
    Blessings ❤🙏🏻

  • @prettyrene1263
    @prettyrene1263 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Going through this now, am grateful, you always meet me where I am. Thank you for this teaching. I feel relieved the moment I watch.

  • @thinkerbelly462
    @thinkerbelly462 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Omg always on time . Gorever thankful to Christina, guiding me through my spiritual awakening ❤

  • @veronikavachalkova1770
    @veronikavachalkova1770 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Oh my god it exactly what is happening to me😮 I felt crazy because I had feeling I dont have energy in my solar plexus
    Thank you very much for this!

  • @user-eo3xg7tx9s
    @user-eo3xg7tx9s หลายเดือนก่อน

    Im crying.. i was praying and asking for help from god and I found this video spontaneously.. it speaks to me

  • @debraragsdale3199
    @debraragsdale3199 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    YES! I've thought many times recently, maybe I should just stop this path. It would be so much easier to just turn back.

  • @AM-fg2uk
    @AM-fg2uk หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Definitely gone through this… maybe over years but most in the past year. So much of the old earth templates feel wrong. I’m excited as my soul purpose and expansion have started to come through! ❤

  • @starrperez7457
    @starrperez7457 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am so grateful for these videos, I couldn’t understand what was going on with me, but I am excited for these changes that are happening in me ❤

  • @sandykahraman8637
    @sandykahraman8637 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Love the amount of awareness. Thank you ❤️🙏🏼🤲🏽

  • @malakissami8199
    @malakissami8199 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    thank you so much for this video it's exactly what I needed , i was so confused and couldn't understand what was happening to me

  • @janetteconwell2458
    @janetteconwell2458 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    this so explains my body's process in my spiritual awakening, thank you so much xx

  • @celticfairyofeiru
    @celticfairyofeiru 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you Christina. Needed this today. Been going through a tough time, lots of changes & not really understanding what was happening, then I get guided to this video & it all makes sense. The insecurity part resonated so deeply, I am struggling with food at the moment, don’t know what I want to eat for dinner anymore as I don’t like the previous food I was eating, so trying to navigate what my body now wants, it’s a pain as I feel so overwhelmed & need to nourish my body, lots of anxiety surrounding this, I’ve asked for guidance around it so please god all changes soon for the better ❤❤❤ your videos are like a warm hug

    • @2blackcatz426
      @2blackcatz426 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Same here and i want to exercise and work out but dont know what i want to eat

  • @jenniferkesler4766
    @jenniferkesler4766 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I had to pause this at 16:29. Thank you! This video found me right then I was losing hope. ❤

  • @quinnphelps5497
    @quinnphelps5497 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Very informative and helpful. Thanks Christina. I love how you explain things and give examples!

  • @ahmetyasarozer
    @ahmetyasarozer 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Can't thank you enough.

  • @Julieber1
    @Julieber1 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I already have died and got canceled and replaced because the universe said I was too boring and depressing. They replaced me with the soul of an Anime magical teen girl goddess.

  • @cathrinek9248
    @cathrinek9248 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I have felt this way the last couple of weeks. Thank you for informing me of whats happening to me. i have seen the snake in my meditation lately, telling me i have a death and rebirth. My question is, can you have many death and rebirths trough out your life? Just in different forms and phases? I recognize the snake now, and it shows itself everytime im transformning.

  • @kristinak1972
    @kristinak1972 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have been in this awakening journey for 7 years now. Major identity crisis people pleasing, sabior seeking, adaptive and survival tactics from dysfunctional childhood spilling over into adulthood. I suppose we have to lose ourself to find our self. But as the layers are peeled back so liberating!!

  • @christinahrdlicka5474
    @christinahrdlicka5474 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is so timely for me. Thank you. 🙏🏻

  • @rayleenjoebotleng9244
    @rayleenjoebotleng9244 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Good to know what is happening .Thank you

  • @gojiberry7201
    @gojiberry7201 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you, Christina, as always. Going through it, too. People I know say that I'm totally different from what I was even 8 months ago ... calmer, more grounded, more powerful! And during my reiki sessions I feel a LOT of activity in my solar plexus area.

  • @calayajwilliams6567
    @calayajwilliams6567 หลายเดือนก่อน

    EVERYTHING sHE SAYS!!!!

  • @enockarddey87
    @enockarddey87 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you Christine. I appreciate you

  • @ziadmohammad2829
    @ziadmohammad2829 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Christine love you...all the best❤

  • @trashtalker-oz8vo
    @trashtalker-oz8vo 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This gave me lots of clarity thank you

  • @backtosoulbybrown5979
    @backtosoulbybrown5979 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Trigger**The temporary really does feel like a death. !! Extremely scary time for me having no support and feeling completely insane not knowing these processes at the time they were all happened !! I think it needs to be highlighted that feelings of actually wanting to die can be very real because of the overwhelm that comes with that and seeking therapeutic support if necessary can be essential to be able to handle these big feelings & shifts that come up. I had not learnt to be able to hold space within myself to move through the painful emotions that came up with having a identity crisis and letting the old self go who I were extremely attached too in all the unhealthy ways. It can be a massive shock to the system Out the other side now ❤ life is feeling wonderful, very simple, attuned, aligned, freeeeeee

  • @elsrozemond9912
    @elsrozemond9912 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    thank you thank you thank you🙏 Of course exactly what I needed to hear

  • @user-tk2wl6id3r
    @user-tk2wl6id3r 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Needed to hear this ❤❤❤😢😢😢❤😢❤😢

  • @zuzikahoare7574
    @zuzikahoare7574 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you. This arrived at the right time.

  • @kristenhaushahn5522
    @kristenhaushahn5522 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    That makes soooo much sense about the solar plexus chakra!! Mine was feeling extremely weird and it's never done that before. Thank you for helping me to solve the riddle ❤ I knew these things were coming but I didn't know this is what went with it. Very interesting but cool

  • @mskaruhluheevon
    @mskaruhluheevon หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Wow! This message is coming to me at the most appropriate time. Thank you, Christina! ❤

  • @sharynbrown4528
    @sharynbrown4528 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thankyou, thankyou, thankyou. Did I thankyou?😁❤.

  • @monikmgp
    @monikmgp หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love you Christina!! Thanks for this, I needed it. It will be helpful to send it to my partner... Also love the format changes to your videos.

  • @linsman29
    @linsman29 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This video was incredibly helpful!