NF - Paralyzed (Audio)

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  • Official video for “Paralyzed” from the Mansion album by NF.
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    Video by NF performing Paralyzed. (P) (C) 2015 Capitol CMG Label Group.
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  • @user-bh6ne7vi2d
    @user-bh6ne7vi2d 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31325

    Like who since 2020 and still listens to this song. Let's see how many of us.

  • @MrthatNAVYguy
    @MrthatNAVYguy 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7469

    I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die..
    facts..

    • @aimingforgod6302
      @aimingforgod6302 8 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      +TheOfficialLegacy That's deep. What's making you scared of living? Do you believe in there being anything after death?

    • @MrthatNAVYguy
      @MrthatNAVYguy 8 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      I'm scared of life because of the unknown. Anything could kill me at any point or hurt me or break me down. And there's a lot of things that people go through that can torment them forever, making life a scary thing. Yes, I do strongly believe in a life after death, like there's a heaven, or even at least some sort of purgatory where human souls go after they pass on, but the scary thing to me about death is all the people I'd be leaving behind and all of the things I could do.

    • @aimingforgod6302
      @aimingforgod6302 8 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      TheOfficialLegacy I know what you mean. That resonates with me too. I walk out of my house in the morning sometimes seriously thinking: this could be my last day.
      The only way I'm able to get through it is by living ever day like I really believe it's my last. By loving those people who hate me & appreciating those who love me. Trusting in the peace that God gives you that He can take care of the people that we leave behind.
      Your comment was powerful.

    • @MrthatNAVYguy
      @MrthatNAVYguy 8 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yeah, I know exactly what you're saying. I just heard that line in the song and said, geez that was exactly how I feel in a nutshell lol. And loving the people who hate you can be hard, especially when they give you a hard time when you will try to be as nice as possible. Not a lot of people can do that, so it takes a lot of mental strength to maintain a level head.

    • @jonahray9164
      @jonahray9164 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      +TheOfficialLegacy yea especially when people think ur killing them when your trying to give them life.

  • @kielniakielini6347
    @kielniakielini6347 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1432

    Who 2024? 😢

    • @saragoncalves2098
      @saragoncalves2098 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Here 🖐🏼

    • @DavidMartinez-lc5dr
      @DavidMartinez-lc5dr 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Here 💔

    • @nicolesa797
      @nicolesa797 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      Here 🌱 but better now 🌍

    • @kielniakielini6347
      @kielniakielini6347 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@nicolesa797 That's great! ;D

    • @Tkline0854
      @Tkline0854 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I'm here

  • @barkhajaiswal1823
    @barkhajaiswal1823 ปีที่แล้ว +1504

    It’s 2023 and this song still works as therapy!! 😭

    • @mdnaimislam2717
      @mdnaimislam2717 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      🙃

    • @sad6368
      @sad6368 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I know right!!!😩

    • @Luckystars_the1nonly
      @Luckystars_the1nonly ปีที่แล้ว +21

      YES I FOUND A RECENT COMMENT! This song is gonna be a great memory of my life forever. Use to cry to it everyday in 2020 during summer when my grandpa died. He died 6 years ago and I still wanna cry every time people talk about their grandpas and stuff.. it really hurts that I cried so much to it I can’t cry anymore- it’s been 6 years,I wanted to see him watch me grow up after I knew he died and it’s never gonna happen.. I wish he was here because I feel like my family has been a wreck ever since he died. Sometimes I feel like I’d be different if he was here,he was that one person who always comforted me and taught me how to do things. 6 years ago on Christmas the last thing he did when I saw him was hug me and he couldn’t even see me.. he asked where I was and said my name. It’s the last memory of him I ever had. 3 years ago I cried to this song everyday for three months and never told anyone,just sat in tears under my blanket with my parents at work. 6 years,it’s been so long but I miss him more and more everyday. Every time I hear this song now,I can’t cry. I just freeze and try to cry but I can’t. It just makes me feel a numb,sad feeling like my heart got lost 3 years ago. I wanna cry but I can’t. 3 years ago I didn’t but I did. I miss you. ❤
      This was a me venting btw but I’m glad to see people still here.

    • @pherocious2595
      @pherocious2595 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@Luckystars_the1nonly oh dude bummer mine died when I was two and I miss him so much. all I have of him are the stories my mom tells me.

    • @monytontana5184
      @monytontana5184 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Amen!

  • @punkz2743
    @punkz2743 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2546

    Depressed people they don't want to die, they just want to the end the pain.

    • @sivanfusion2302
      @sivanfusion2302 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      deppression is pain taking over someone and not wanting to live

    • @biri_o
      @biri_o 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Yep been there, but it gets better. Everything is possible through God

    • @ethanoles1645
      @ethanoles1645 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Plz remember this phrase;
      “Through the pain, there is purpose “

    • @kip1272
      @kip1272 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
      I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
      But every day I feel like dying
      -suicidal thoughts, Josh A & Jake Hill

    • @iboz66
      @iboz66 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      And people who have never been there don't understand

  • @Nat-qp9oc
    @Nat-qp9oc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5408

    “Im scared to live but im scared to die”
    This is straight up relatable

    • @kylie3666
      @kylie3666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      @@stockdoc9384 bro shut up he came here to let tell at least someone how the feel , and your here too you wanna act all mf strong bro it's ok to not fuckin be a hard as all the time leg it out bro but don't be rude asf to someone who here too , obviously we need each other bc we don't have anyone

    • @luigicastellano1207
      @luigicastellano1207 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I fell this

    • @The_Official_Masky
      @The_Official_Masky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same 😞✋

    • @blazezanezass2022
      @blazezanezass2022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same 😞😔😔😔

    • @blkpiktrsue9740
      @blkpiktrsue9740 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Tru

  • @princess_puddi999
    @princess_puddi999 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +226

    As a 17 y/o who's been clinically diagnosed with depression from the age of 12 (runs deep in the fam) NF, I really appreciate you and your music, you've worked so hard to come this far and so have the people who your music has helped. To everyone struggling right now ... Know You Are Loved. 2024

    • @nffan1000
      @nffan1000 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!

    • @princess_puddi999
      @princess_puddi999 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      @nffan1000 Thankyou so very much for your kind words. I had been in therapy for four years and am now discharged ! I am much better, although I have my hard times like everyone else does I get through it. Once again, thankyou so dearly for your kind hearted words and care.

    • @nffan1000
      @nffan1000 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@princess_puddi999 Of course! I'm glad that you're doing well!

    • @PaigeGarza-wq7mt
      @PaigeGarza-wq7mt 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank you❤

    • @GabbyMars-pf7ni
      @GabbyMars-pf7ni 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I relate I've been diagnosed with depression since like 8 maybe and I going on 19

  • @goat_nardz4216
    @goat_nardz4216 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    Everyone keeps saying "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger". That strength only comes after unimaginable pain, leaving behind the broken pieces of your soul. Wounds heal, a soul fades and the broken people of this world push on, and no matter how painful, miserable and downright hellish life becomes. We still put on a smile and tell the world "i will be alright". Stay strong Everyone, you're all loved, missed, wanted and needed.

    • @lincolnszanto6639
      @lincolnszanto6639 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      thank you, i struggled with depression and still do, this really ment alot to me. im so tired of fighting again and again for nothing to come from it, thank you.

    • @Ju-tb4jq
      @Ju-tb4jq 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Yip yap

    • @user-Mohamed_El_mohammadawy
      @user-Mohamed_El_mohammadawy 11 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      40 years of fighting are too many. I did not win. I did not die, and I did not live either. There is nothing but failure and sadness inside me. It will all end. When I die, because I will go to God. My Lord, the world is too cruel to me.

    • @kaycharlie352
      @kaycharlie352 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you i need this 😔😔😔

  • @gxbrielle5388
    @gxbrielle5388 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5695

    *I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die*
    this describes me

  • @sarahj8179
    @sarahj8179 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1861

    " When did I lose myself ? "
    This line just describe it all..

    • @deacozby116
      @deacozby116 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I love this comment because I feel it to some time to thank you

    • @jordanturner
      @jordanturner 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      666 that's my lucky number😈😈

    • @1love8680
      @1love8680 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Most people loos themselves looking for the world for entertainment,satisfaction,purpose,contentment, and overall joy. The problem with our attempts to please self is. It will always be temporary. Never being left fulfilled. That's why we must try and do the things pleasing to the Lord. The greatest commandment is to love thy Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength.
      1st John ch5:3-5 says. Loving God means keeping His commandments and His commandments are not burdensome. For every child of God defeats this world and we achieve this victory through our faith. Personally I am fasting for a really long time with the hopes of being blessed with joy in the Lord. If we have true joy in our Father. What else is there? Good luck sister. I will pray for you.

    • @uhh9030
      @uhh9030 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I Frickin LOVE This Comment

    • @slaymhars2023
      @slaymhars2023 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My pet tortoise died a week ago. It cut me like blade. But now all i got is me and my vlog its my new lifestyle. Leave a comment under my video even sub it would mean a lot to me.. thank you

  • @tanusamuelpammi7376
    @tanusamuelpammi7376 ปีที่แล้ว +466

    When did I become so numb?
    When did I lose myself?
    All the words that leave my tongue
    Feel like they came from someone else
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I'm lost and it kills me
    Inside
    I'm paralyzed
    When did I become so cold?
    When did I become ashamed? (Oh)
    Where's the person that I know?
    They must have left
    They must have left
    With all my faith
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I'm lost and it kills me
    Inside
    I'm paralyzed
    I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die
    And if life is pain, then I buried mine
    A long time ago, but it's still alive
    And it's taking over me, where am I?
    I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
    But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
    I'm in the race of life and time passed by
    Look, I sit back and I watch it
    Hands in my pockets
    Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
    I just watch 'em
    I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
    I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
    I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in
    Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I'm lost and it kills me, inside
    I'm paralyzed (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
    Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
    I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
    I know I should (oh, how come I'm not moving)
    (Why are you not moving?)
    I'm paralyzed (hey, yeah)
    Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
    I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
    I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

    • @Suraj_11.11
      @Suraj_11.11 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Thank you

    • @lifestyleworld2687
      @lifestyleworld2687 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Thanks even tho i already knew the lyrics but still appreciate it for those who didn't know the whole lyrics really nice from you greetings from germany👍

    • @BritsMAN4LifE
      @BritsMAN4LifE 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      It’s not “I’m in a box”,
      It’s “I ain’t unlocked”
      Simple lyrics

    • @mernakk
      @mernakk 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@BritsMAN4LifEit’s “I’m in a box”
      Simple lyrics

    • @BritsMAN4LifE
      @BritsMAN4LifE 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@mernakk nah… “I ain’t unlocked”
      Simple lyrics
      I got it from a website

  • @prettiestmills2.0
    @prettiestmills2.0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2308

    People who cries all the time aren’t weak, they’re just tired of fighting....

    • @trinitylawrence3143
      @trinitylawrence3143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      I cry alot even out of frusteration its okay to feel these emotions sometimes its just how we chose do deal with these emotions
      They are tough but at the end of the day being you is the best thing that could happen

    • @dino-eg1gg
      @dino-eg1gg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hi Potter

    • @lightanddarkness9387
      @lightanddarkness9387 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hope you get through that feeling

    • @satyamsonakia7798
      @satyamsonakia7798 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      i cant even cry

    • @allycat5138
      @allycat5138 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@satyamsonakia7798 I’m sorry

  • @nightmonkey8742
    @nightmonkey8742 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3441

    No one notice your tears,
    no one notice your sadness,
    no one notice your pain,
    but they all notice your mistake!🙃💔

    • @jayda4297
      @jayda4297 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Jovana Lipić facts tho.. 💔

    • @rhysedwards415
      @rhysedwards415 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Most people think im a mistake.. And they're right

    • @jennikifm2
      @jennikifm2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      They’re not right at all.

    • @jasminemcdowell8339
      @jasminemcdowell8339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I'm 9 and I am depressed

    • @crqztall
      @crqztall 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Jovana Lipić my parents doesn’t care about my feelings but my studies and comparing me to my cousin

  • @PeopleCallMeLiv
    @PeopleCallMeLiv 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    "I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in"

  • @jeremysmall9513
    @jeremysmall9513 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +47

    It's truly hard to find someone who genuinely is able to encapsulate the dark feelings of depression quite like NF does. Everyday, his vulnerability through his music is an inspiration and reminds us that, yes, we're in deep pain, but we're not alone.

  • @rogueplayz41
    @rogueplayz41 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10535

    the saddest feeling is when you try to cry, but no tears come

    • @dnation3316
      @dnation3316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      Yesss 💔

    • @kay-yd4zm
      @kay-yd4zm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +292

      you cry so hard and forget to even breathe and wanting to scream so bad but just can't

    • @mohamedkordi853
      @mohamedkordi853 3 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      No for me it's so funy honestly .. cause you try and cant like the tears disagree😅

    • @riru4000
      @riru4000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      I feel that so many times...

    • @Mark-je9lg
      @Mark-je9lg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @꧁mr james cabra꧂ you are so nice:(

  • @jemmadaniels2622
    @jemmadaniels2622 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2466

    It hurts when you try to explain your pain and you get called "disrespectful"

    • @morningstar7896
      @morningstar7896 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      I don’t get called disrespectful I get called faking it

    • @landonharmon1758
      @landonharmon1758 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I can relate...

    • @celiaownspipe5343
      @celiaownspipe5343 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yeah I mean I put on a smile bc I hat people that said I know you pain but that don't

    • @destinywolfie2478
      @destinywolfie2478 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel you.

    • @m1rii4m
      @m1rii4m 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      i felt that. lately i don’t feel anything and i don’t even know why, i don’t understand myself. i mean where’s the old me? i don’t even feel affection or love for anyone, while before i always was the one loving so much without even being loved back. idk wtf happened to me. i hate it all. i come here every time i’m scared of my feelings..i hope this won’t last forever

  • @ac1cognitive921
    @ac1cognitive921 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +56

    This song. This single song has brought out years of emotional bottling, silencing, and stagnation. I was diagnosed with autism at eight, and have been relentlessly bullied my entire life, and was routinely beaten by my father when ever I cried or had a melt down. As a result I learned to hide my emotions, and anything I viewed as showing "weakness". I quickly developed full on depression by the 5th grade. Adding onto the fact that I was self aware enough to know that, because I had autism, I would *never* be able to fit into society. That I would always be different from my peers on a neurological level.
    In 6th grade I started having suicidal ideation, and my self esteem rapidly began to decline, throughout 7th and 8th grade my mental health only got worse. Between 8th and 9th grade I met my girl friend at summer camp, and she quickly became one of the very rare sources of light in my life, and she still remains that way. By 9th grade, only at 14, I had reached possibly the worst state of my mental health in my entire life. I viewed myself as a burden to my parents and my girlfriend. Almost every week I had thoughts of suicide and self harm, and had vivid imaginations of how to end my life, which I thankfully never went through with. Then I developed anxiety at 15, after my girl friend was sexually assaulted by someone she thought was a friend. I have had anxiety since. After that as I got older my mental health improved slightly. And by senior year, I had started a turn around. I now write this as a 21 year old, who has suffered unimaginable pain and self-inflicted mental torture. I still struggle, and often times have anxiety attacks about my girl friends loyalty due to what happened years ago, which I question heavily due to never knowing what truly happened.
    To anyone who is struggling in some capacity, and who is hurting inside, there will be light, even if it isn't a bright one. But it will come. I'm living proof.

    • @user-tl4jz6ew3s
      @user-tl4jz6ew3s 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Sorry to hear that but thank u

    • @hazohappy7060
      @hazohappy7060 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I feel you, life really not fair isn't it

  • @Skullzzfn
    @Skullzzfn 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    This song is amazing. NF, I hope you are feeling great. Don’t let anything get you down or get in the way of you. Always push ahead. I believe in you. 😢❤

  • @looks-like-rain4923
    @looks-like-rain4923 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2890

    I asked my friend why he loves NF, he told me: “I feel like I’m drowning and his music is like a rope that’s slowly reaching me” I get it now

    • @Soupmaster7290
      @Soupmaster7290 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      i love NF bc when i listen to his music it gives me the courage to move on it- its like he is the one pulling me out of the car so i dont drive it off the cliff

    • @BHeiProductions
      @BHeiProductions 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      That’s deepAF. That was cudi to me in my teenage years

    • @commentifyuloveurmom4581
      @commentifyuloveurmom4581 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@Soupmaster7290 I just love him & His true music

    • @Manni4
      @Manni4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      And we are the ones that have to grab that rope to get back to the surface and to feel alive again

    • @DonaldPalacios
      @DonaldPalacios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      cap

  • @ironwolfthefirstandonly1224
    @ironwolfthefirstandonly1224 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    As a kid I was extremely sensitive and would often cry both for myself and others because I was such a sensitive child. Now I keep all of that emotion inside because I’m scared of hurting.

  • @loganroberts5988
    @loganroberts5988 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    I am here and where is my people at in 2024?😭🥺🙏👋🥰

  • @reinhartgregory
    @reinhartgregory 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1664

    First rapper I've met who can actually sing and rap and actually have great vocals

    • @DiegoMLucho
      @DiegoMLucho 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      MGK : Hold My Beer
      27 , Kiss The Sky , Rehab

    • @robinofhsr
      @robinofhsr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Any they rap shit that actually matters.

    • @andreguitarist4517
      @andreguitarist4517 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@DiegoMLucho lmao dude I love you ahahahahahah #laceup
      I love both NF and Kells 😍

    • @andreguitarist4517
      @andreguitarist4517 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@DiegoMLucho even tho there are MANY more songs where MgK sings but you're right. These 3 are similar to Paralyzed

    • @daraseevers
      @daraseevers 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tom Mc Donald is amazing too! Look him up!

  • @simonestanford6899
    @simonestanford6899 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8124

    Parents: Youre so irresponsible
    Friends: youre so annoying
    Family: why do you always look so sad?
    Music: Its okay honey, just listen to me and youll feel better soon. i promise.

    • @mohamedbelbaali659
      @mohamedbelbaali659 3 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      This comment is edited :
      I said something controversial
      most people disagreed whit me but still gave their opinion in a respectable manner (and help me get a better opinion on the subject)
      My point of view really changed since I originally wrote this comment.
      the reason I edited my comment is to not transform this comment section in an endless argument
      hope your cool whit that and thanks again for sharing your opinion I got a better idea of the subject now

    • @madameliszt955
      @madameliszt955 3 ปีที่แล้ว +147

      @@mohamedbelbaali659 Ohh you're one of those people, getting being sad confused with mental health issues, it's not as easy as just "don't act depressed" depression is a constant battle in your head and trying to survive, not being able to do the simplest tasks like putting your clothes in the wash etc, only give advice when you're educated on the subject otherwise you just make the person feel like no one understands them

    • @_schizo.lollxdd
      @_schizo.lollxdd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Yep

    • @kaminari9133
      @kaminari9133 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@madameliszt955 true.thats how i feel depression is like a part of my life

    • @Harleyrider69
      @Harleyrider69 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Thank u this helps its true

  • @TengenHasAFavoriteWife
    @TengenHasAFavoriteWife ปีที่แล้ว +44

    When I was 13, I didn't understand the depth of NF's music.
    Now I'm mid 20's. And his energy speaks volumes for many people including me

    • @andreamatos7340
      @andreamatos7340 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      7 years
      nice
      ive been and nf fan for about a year now(my playlist is only song from him,i have 72 sing from him)

  • @jacquelinmccray4367
    @jacquelinmccray4367 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    NF has saved my life multiple times

    • @antidelusionalpeeps
      @antidelusionalpeeps 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Keep fighting

    • @nffan1000
      @nffan1000 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!

  • @samuelchaddy18
    @samuelchaddy18 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4710

    The biggest mistake we ever did as kids was thinking growing up would be fun.

    • @thefurycommander1843
      @thefurycommander1843 2 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      Not me, I never wanted to grow up.

    • @Jax-AK
      @Jax-AK 2 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      I never thought growing up would be fun. I was depressed at 6

    • @MohssenAiden
      @MohssenAiden 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yeh....

    • @bryanhernandez9233
      @bryanhernandez9233 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I did thought about that… thought I was the only person thinking this

    • @charlesdelosangeles2186
      @charlesdelosangeles2186 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      this hits so hard bruuh

  • @mikawazowski9024
    @mikawazowski9024 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2811

    Mother, Father
    Didn’t you know?
    You lost your daughter...
    Years ago...

    • @farhalali8001
      @farhalali8001 5 ปีที่แล้ว +109

      Don't be sad. Everything will gonna be fine. I can feel you and don't worry I'm with you.
      Take care dear, you're so important to someone. : )

    • @jamison6463
      @jamison6463 5 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      "Nobody thinks what you think, no one
      Empathy might be on the brink of extinction
      They will play a game and say
      They know what you're going through
      And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say
      They don't know you, and neither do I" -Tyler Joseph, Twenty Øne Piløts
      Just saying no one should say they feel you or they understand what you're going through if they don't really know, I will not say I understand exactly what your feeling because nobody do, I know I hate it when ppl say it to me. So I'm just gonna give you a virtual pat on the shoulder, a hug if you like hugs, have a nice day.

    • @hannahwyatt4830
      @hannahwyatt4830 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Wow

    • @peachy_gacha4784
      @peachy_gacha4784 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Can't even say that.. Dad isn't alive, Mum isn't their for mah

    • @frozenx1337
      @frozenx1337 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@peachy_gacha4784 never forget...you are not alone :)

  • @hblack4340
    @hblack4340 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    You're not alone, you're not the only one who feels this way. Better days are coming soon

  • @madelinewhitter6799
    @madelinewhitter6799 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    It’s hard to find yourself when you’ve been lost for so long. It’s hard to go back to “normal” when the pain and numbness is all you’ve ever known 🖤

  • @nxintendo8224
    @nxintendo8224 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2978

    "I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in"
    That hit me hard.

    • @asherkat5853
      @asherkat5853 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Agreed

    • @briannaheath6923
      @briannaheath6923 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      So true I agree 😞 ps feeling trapped to me is the worst feeling 😔

    • @samanthatalsky5157
      @samanthatalsky5157 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same here and when he says when did I become so cold. I wonder if he writes his own music.

    • @LastOfUs123
      @LastOfUs123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      The rap part did

    • @deeznutzzzzzzzz
      @deeznutzzzzzzzz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😭😭😭

  • @DiscoveringMusic
    @DiscoveringMusic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5676

    My first NF song and still my favorite

  • @TheCyberdan
    @TheCyberdan ปีที่แล้ว +102

    LYRICS:
    When did I become so numb?
    When did I lose myself?
    All the words that leave my tongue
    Feel like they came from someone else
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I'm lost and it kills me
    Inside
    I'm paralyzed
    When did I become so cold?
    When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
    Where's the person that I know?
    They must have left
    They must have left
    With all my faith
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I'm lost and it kills me
    Inside
    I'm paralyzed
    I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die
    And if life is pain, then I buried mine
    A long time ago, but it's still alive
    And it's taking over me, where am I?
    I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
    But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
    I'm in the race of life and time passes by
    Look, I sit back and I watch it
    Hands in my pockets
    Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
    I just watch 'em
    I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
    I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
    I'm in a box
    But I'm the one who locked me in
    Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
    I'm paralyzed
    Where are my feelings?
    I no longer feel things
    I know I should
    I'm paralyzed
    Where is the real me?
    I'm lost and it kills me, inside
    I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
    Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
    I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
    I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving)
    (Why are you not moving?)
    I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah)
    Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
    I'm lost and it kills me, inside
    I'm paralyzed.

  • @DarkShikigami
    @DarkShikigami ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Nobody knows your pain... your friends... your teachers they say that they’re sorry for your loss but they don’t know what it’s like to be so cold that your paralysed that your so close to death and having no real connection to this world anymore and then it clicks that person was your last breath in this infinite ocean with an unbreakable ceiling

  • @freciouzanhiemhaelabiang5650
    @freciouzanhiemhaelabiang5650 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7166

    let's all respect our pillows cuz there the only one who wiped our tears when nobody did 😃💔

  • @staybin1941
    @staybin1941 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2315

    "Where is the real me?"
    "I'm lost and it kills me inside."
    "I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die"
    Those lines relate to me

    • @ZeloWR
      @ZeloWR 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Grammar clearly doesn't relate to you too

    • @Ghost-oz7mc
      @Ghost-oz7mc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Me too.

    • @Renaelind
      @Renaelind 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Me too

    • @aslan.mrs_
      @aslan.mrs_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Those are relating my whole life

    • @atomicjoseph9295
      @atomicjoseph9295 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      *e d g y*

  • @Nobodyjustaclue
    @Nobodyjustaclue ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Here I am a mother of four and still aching for my mother to tell me she loves me or is proud of me or to even face time me when she calls😞 broken parents create broken parents…..thanks NF for a way out of this suffocation ❤

  • @xGAMER32101
    @xGAMER32101 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    It’s hard when u try to explain the pain ur going through and people pretend to care …..

  • @blake.alexander
    @blake.alexander 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2874

    This song saved my life today. I was gonna end it all in 2 days on my 27th bday. I'm not going to anymore. Thank you NF.

    • @dxrxngedold9746
      @dxrxngedold9746 7 ปีที่แล้ว +128

      Yes, his songs have real power. I had the same problem about an half year ago and this saved me.

    • @sarahknight5663
      @sarahknight5663 7 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      Blake Michon stay strong love 💙

    • @blake.alexander
      @blake.alexander 7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      thank you :)

    • @Desi1992
      @Desi1992 7 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      I am glad your here still I love you and may light shine apon you

    • @blake.alexander
      @blake.alexander 7 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      Thank you desi. You know things have really been looking up since I posted that. I'm starting to be happy again. Thank you for the Love.

  • @connorbeuy3691
    @connorbeuy3691 3 ปีที่แล้ว +841

    “I’m in a box, but I’m the one who locked me in, suffocated and I’m running out of oxygen” underrated line

    • @lmao6919
      @lmao6919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Agree.

    • @karl3988
      @karl3988 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😔.

    • @drgamerstat66
      @drgamerstat66 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      💯

    • @tsitogaming1969
      @tsitogaming1969 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      good job!!!!!!!9

    • @emmyemmye
      @emmyemmye 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ikr, this one is one of the best ones

  • @NoGrayArea18
    @NoGrayArea18 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    This whole song speaks so much to me. I went through intense bullying at school - not simply pushing in the hallways. They would attempt to convince me to commit suicide - and also going through abuse by the hands of my grandparents. Pretty soon after, I found out that my biological father abandoned me because he was unwilling to care for someone other than himself. There was a good portion of time when I was completely numb to life because I shut down. This song speaks to me. Thank you NF for your talent and ability to connect with strangers.

    • @rsrlrs
      @rsrlrs ปีที่แล้ว

      i would bully u too hahaha

    • @christophercox9836
      @christophercox9836 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fuck that dude bro, people can be shit you do you. Just remember there are people that care even when it seems like there isnt.

    • @onlyhack5360
      @onlyhack5360 ปีที่แล้ว

      are you muslem 🤩🤩

    • @NoGrayArea18
      @NoGrayArea18 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@onlyhack5360 nah. Christian.

    • @user-xz8cu7nc5l
      @user-xz8cu7nc5l 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I know you'll be fine. Good luck!

  • @muradresulov6964
    @muradresulov6964 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +46

    Anyone in 2024?

  • @pumpkingacha1998
    @pumpkingacha1998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3122

    “Hey you ok?”
    “Ya I’m ok, just tired”
    Tired of hiding how I feel...

    • @RelaxGaming45
      @RelaxGaming45 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      I feel this hard I'm the class clown who is secretly depressed no one knows not even my family just cant open up

    • @pumpkingacha1998
      @pumpkingacha1998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      NF FAN that’s exactly me bro

    • @RelaxGaming45
      @RelaxGaming45 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Man dude why cant we open up

    • @pumpkingacha1998
      @pumpkingacha1998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      NF FAN people have such high expectations for us bc we seem “happy” every day all day

    • @RelaxGaming45
      @RelaxGaming45 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Ikr I can't take it anymore

  • @rebeccamarie1999
    @rebeccamarie1999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2056

    Still listening in 2019🙏♥️

    • @cryptic6897
      @cryptic6897 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      With u 💓

    • @BrotherM81
      @BrotherM81 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Amazing song!!

    • @angelmurray3245
      @angelmurray3245 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This song is so many people

    • @crow.8.
      @crow.8. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️

    • @Htx_brenden
      @Htx_brenden 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      rebecca marie sameee❤️

  • @tundraboyblue
    @tundraboyblue หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The words of this song are so real to me, hits soo deep but soooo true at the same time

  • @kiralaway
    @kiralaway ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I only found NF this year, and he's amazing, today heard this song for the first time, and had to stop my car and cry. Haven't had a song touch me like this one ever. Because I know its true.😢

    • @angelafaith5605
      @angelafaith5605 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @awesomelegomovies123
    @awesomelegomovies123 7 ปีที่แล้ว +636

    "I'm scared to live but scared to die." So real man. God bless you NF.

    • @mgr4459
      @mgr4459 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Declan Smith
      I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY
      he doesn’t touch Kids
      I JUST HAD AN ANOTHER EPIPHANY
      u do

    • @nffan4000
      @nffan4000 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @awesomelegomovies123 Hey I know this was posted 6 years ago but in case you happen to still be going through a tough time, I'd like you to remember that there's mental health services out there that can help you if you are feeling depressed. There are also people out there who care deeply about you. I hope you are doing well though.

  • @loraine3199
    @loraine3199 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3617

    Parents: *”fighting”*
    Teacher: *”you need to focus”*
    Friends: *” why do you keep ignoring us and keep listening to music?! “*
    Me inside : *” Im trying, i promise ... “*

    • @Aptezo
      @Aptezo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Hey, dumb meme police. Yeah, I think i found another one. Yeah its just up here.

    • @cameroncritch
      @cameroncritch 4 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      VeuIla leave him/her alone it’s not a meme it’s a truth
      I relate lots of other people relate

    • @nataliethomas8665
      @nataliethomas8665 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Hey the longer you fighter the easier it gets and...these past 2 months
      I have been listening to music whenever i can. Music is a coping mechanism and it helps, a lot and if people don't see that, then they're not supposed to be saying anything. I have been struggling too. You are not alone. Email me, any of you. I'm here to help

    • @_.bunniiguttz._
      @_.bunniiguttz._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      That’s 100% me... plus wanting to die, hating myself, etc

    • @Andrewguy-fy1rx
      @Andrewguy-fy1rx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm sorry. I'm there too.

  • @kiwalabyederick2222
    @kiwalabyederick2222 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    NF music should be out in drugstore with prescription ❤
    It has helped me go through my traumas knowing am not alone, teaching me almost half of the emotional part of me ❤️❤️

  • @WildWanders
    @WildWanders ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I listened to this song over and over after losing my mom. I appreciate you expressing everything the way I felt, NF

  • @jackneal8660
    @jackneal8660 3 ปีที่แล้ว +623

    “Where is the real me”. That line hits deep

    • @n_c_bulletjournal4190
      @n_c_bulletjournal4190 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Especially when you don’t know who that even is

    • @jackneal8660
      @jackneal8660 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@n_c_bulletjournal4190 exactly

    • @luigicastellano1207
      @luigicastellano1207 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He left i thinks

    • @memesistolefromdiscord7984
      @memesistolefromdiscord7984 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      that line is r/meirl, i used to be happy and enthusiastic, thats all turned upside down for me now.

    • @ihatemylife7055
      @ihatemylife7055 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      And i forgot who i am again

  • @alynna3878
    @alynna3878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +795

    Songs be hitting harder in Quarantine.

    • @shrimpberryshoujo
      @shrimpberryshoujo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Its hitting harder than everythings dude

    • @terribrown836
      @terribrown836 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      i really feel paralyezd
      whys life hard in the pandemice
      why are you always upset
      i dont know just please stop asking me questions

    • @itsmezach5700
      @itsmezach5700 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Its hitting the stage down😂🎤

    • @morningstar7896
      @morningstar7896 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Arushi Gangwani yes I was like this before quarantine it just got worse

  • @autumnsnedden2341
    @autumnsnedden2341 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I can totally relate to this situation. Sometimes things just spill over and out and leaves you without any emotion. To those who do not like NF's music, I want you to know that it doesn't matter if you like it or not there is some people who look to this type of music to help them through their darkest times or to help them. So I really appreciate NF for making this type of music. So keep doing you. Just know that I will always listen to hat you sing.

  • @SDFirearmsCentral
    @SDFirearmsCentral 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I listened to his songs when i was in my lowest and as i start to get lower again i cant help but re listen to them some more

  • @honeybee8124
    @honeybee8124 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2351

    When the first time he said *Im paralyzed...” I cried.. wanna know why? Because it’s the truth. People can’t see through you. They only see the mistakes you make. They don’t see your tears, nor pain. Only mistakes.. nobody’s perfect.. this song reveals how people just see right through you.. and not take time to process what is hurting you. To the person reading this, have an amazing day 💛 somebody is out there for you, just be patient ❤️❤️❤️
    |Sorry If I kinda didn’t make sense|

    • @fu1edbyrage237
      @fu1edbyrage237 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      You make perfect sense

    • @gamerguys-ll7mi
      @gamerguys-ll7mi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      U made me cry of happines thank u for your comment it meant
      a lot to me im 9 years old but i feel like no one loves me and my step
      mom made me feel depressed cause i have problems that i probbably
      only have YES im 9 i just spell real good but dont compliment me
      i dont want any

    • @aikotheegod
      @aikotheegod 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I cried just reading ur coment. I can relate. At the same part I just....balled my eyes out. I think u make alot of since

    • @thijs_7434
      @thijs_7434 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You made my day!🙏

    • @LuvJenni
      @LuvJenni 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      everybody is not perfect your right but they are perfect just the way they are the way they look the way they act dont changhe how you look everybody

  • @DecarionXGaming
    @DecarionXGaming 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Im depressed but I'm good at not showing it and this always made me show it

  • @suliperenise195
    @suliperenise195 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    When you listen to this song you can feel all your pain at once even if it doesn't hurt
    😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • @riz5013
    @riz5013 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1000

    you know what's more depressing? it is when you don't know what you feel anymore. you cant even identify whether you're feeling sad or broke. it is just felt so empty inside. you don't know what your purpose or do you even have a purpose in this life. I feel so lost right now. I don't know if I can find the happiness that I want

    • @guillermoserrano9838
      @guillermoserrano9838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I promise you, one day you’ll find that happiness you want. Trust me, I know how it feels to feel empty inside. It may take some time but I know it will happen. You will make it happen. Don’t give up, never give up. I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you. But I recognize the pain you’re going through and I’m not sure if I’m going to help at all with my words but I just wanted to let you know that you’ll make it.

    • @annakarennina4095
      @annakarennina4095 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      May god help.u
      Hope that this will end soon
      I'm just like u and i have been there too...

    • @Sm1le4Me1
      @Sm1le4Me1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I once felt like that

    • @marilyn_warrior
      @marilyn_warrior 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can only say what I've experienced, Jesus gives purpose. When you get to know him, he changes your whole life.

    • @sachihewawasam6982
      @sachihewawasam6982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here buddy 🙂

  • @marcusmccarty7044
    @marcusmccarty7044 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2638

    it's depressing how many people can relate this, It shouldn't be like this.

    • @grmin-cr7xi
      @grmin-cr7xi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      It shouldn't be like that but it is sadly.

    • @randomgamers9128
      @randomgamers9128 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@marcusmccarty7044 hugs!

    • @marcusmccarty7044
      @marcusmccarty7044 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@randomgamers9128 🙏✌

    • @robertesposito6355
      @robertesposito6355 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@marcusmccarty7044 no1 should, but also a lot of us didn’t ask for a life like this, GOD gives his strongest battles to his weakest soldiers.

    • @stickman_animationz
      @stickman_animationz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree!

  • @amandalevesque1431
    @amandalevesque1431 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The older I get and the more healing I do just makes me appreciate NF all that much more. He takes my feelings and turns it into the most relatable lyrics. Makes me feel less alone ❤ thank you NF

  • @leonelrodriguez4474
    @leonelrodriguez4474 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm so tired of putting on a smile and worrying about everyone else's happiness. Where's my happiness, my love. Only pain and loneliness were left.😥

  • @bipashapretkaur1927
    @bipashapretkaur1927 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3879

    Who's here on 2021? This song still hits deeply in the feels😌

  • @marysui5783
    @marysui5783 4 ปีที่แล้ว +960

    Stop saying who’s here in 2020 because we never left

    • @joybowerman6516
      @joybowerman6516 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Carl Williams amen!🤧💖

    • @coyntryboy2003
      @coyntryboy2003 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      right, i been here for 6 years and this song is me too a T .. still to this day

    • @traem.5868
      @traem.5868 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Or because it's unoriginal and dumb

    • @lydiatheblondie6554
      @lydiatheblondie6554 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow.

    • @havocwreaker226
      @havocwreaker226 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ya true

  • @yagirlh5710
    @yagirlh5710 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I used to have the brightest eyes, a mischievous smile, a good spirit, happy with myself. With friends, with peace, with God, taking care of myself and others, felt like I was more than enough, like everything was fine. I felt.
    What happened? :(
    Now I can’t even hug someone without cringing 😞 I miss me

  • @dodirtful
    @dodirtful หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song hit the core of my soul and is so related to some of the deep dark experiences I encounter in life that literally left me feeling paralyzed

  • @Sunshine-pl7gi
    @Sunshine-pl7gi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +865

    "I have no feelings.."
    *Exactly. You can only get broken so much to where you can't feel a thing at all..*

    • @wolfgalaxygacha8293
      @wolfgalaxygacha8293 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Sunshine 77 it broke your feelings thats why you feel nothing (i fake my emotions and pretend to be happy....)

    • @dreamingdayfly8011
      @dreamingdayfly8011 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True True

    • @darianlippis1678
      @darianlippis1678 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      An that's the most (REALIST) ×LEDGIT× comment I've seen. =]

    • @codywinter4206
      @codywinter4206 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@wolfgalaxygacha8293 . Not alone bud. I am the same😟

    • @cheyennemathews2555
      @cheyennemathews2555 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@wolfgalaxygacha8293 same...I put up an image so nobody sees what is left of my shattered heart.

  • @Lifesdamngood
    @Lifesdamngood 4 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    the reason why he's popular is,cause he talks about real things not the materialistic shits........

    • @eiknuj8487
      @eiknuj8487 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      You mean the reason hes not that popular is because he talks about real things.
      lil pump who talks about whores money and drugs is more popular unfortunately

    • @dylancurran9272
      @dylancurran9272 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@eiknuj8487 yeah unfortunately. But in the circle that we all are in, he is more famous and popular than Lil Pump

    • @crowclaw0228
      @crowclaw0228 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So true

    • @aloof2859
      @aloof2859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      luckily he barely has fans hes just popular because hes a good meme

    • @aidancole8889
      @aidancole8889 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      mr pancakes what meme is he?

  • @Scottydye
    @Scottydye ปีที่แล้ว +8

    NF, I don't know if you will ever see this, but I look at all of your work and connect with it on a very deep level. Don't ever question what it is you do. My heart literally moves when your music is in my life. Keep up the good work bud 👍.

  • @user-ss8qf9nm1i
    @user-ss8qf9nm1i 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    진짜 노래는 질리기 마련인데, 이 노래는 몇년 간 들어도 질린적 한 번 없음

  • @lovebts9033
    @lovebts9033 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8754

    Knowing that people actually feel what he‘s singing just hurts. no one deserves to feel like that
    Ik no one is gonna read my comment but if you did you should know you‘re the most special person to someone and you‘re beautiful and no one deserves your tears

    • @aishachaudhry4728
      @aishachaudhry4728 5 ปีที่แล้ว +149

      I purple you

    • @ghulamafou1098
      @ghulamafou1098 5 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      I love you thanks

    • @lexymotsingerracing79
      @lexymotsingerracing79 5 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      LOVE BTS its not that there are necessarily people hurting us it’s ourselves and other objects are stuff we hear around us but I love what you said it made me feel better

    • @kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916
      @kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916 5 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      Thank you. You wrote a beautiful comment! The only ones that deserve my tears are the angels that have tried to lift me out of hell tearing their wings to set me onto the earths crust, the roof of hell, inside is the soft bread of imprisonment The people I've hurt while sinking into my spiritual grave, I apologize I had to die to be revitalised. Broken hearts also need tears to cleanse them so I guess I'll cry some for those I didn't mention. Everyone I've known and presently know if I did not give you the address to heaven let me right it down now. It's Jesus of Nazareth divided in three take a right on righteousness Ave. and you'll see the God, the flesh containing the spirit controlling it's destination to die, defy death then rise and resurrect for everyone that's ever self destructed unhinged the door leading to their spirits and let demons in, I have a solution try listening to him. Fix the door to your heart by unblocking it's entrance. Clean the sin into the trash and let my friend in. He's been outside patiently waiting since you born with anticipation to appreciate you and post pone your funeral. He paid for free will like insurance when he was killed. Your body might crash like a car killing the engine that runs your heart but your internal and now eternal interior will always be savable because someone loved you enough to insure that the kingdom could be attainable. After the car crash of life is through with you the blood to atone spilled 2000 years ago. The solution that saves is Jesus Christ, He died for the truth to kill the lie that no one can live after they die!

    • @kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916
      @kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      NF inspires me to write poems! I wasn't planning on writhing that but while listening to the song and reading your comments I was inspired to write! God bless.😁

  • @darcielippett1537
    @darcielippett1537 4 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    *“I’m scared to die but I don’t want to live”* anxiety and depression right there..

    • @darcielippett1537
      @darcielippett1537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Carl Williams You are the best! You write that paragraph just to tell me everything is ok! Sadly I don’t really have the time to write a paragraph but you are the best ! 🥺❤️

    • @AmicusAdastra
      @AmicusAdastra 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      BPD too

    • @elevateradiate
      @elevateradiate 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am so sorry you feel this way! I experienced depression in the past. Earth is tough! It is a very challenging school we chose to attend to evolve our souls. We must experience some low points, but we have to pull ourselves out. We also must love ourselves first. God put each of us here for a reason. Talk to your angels, they want your permission to step in more. You can do it! We're in this together! God bless and I pray for you.
      Try these other inspiring songs:
      Learning by Jason Gray
      Priceless by for King and Country
      Becoming by Jason Gray

    • @darcielippett1537
      @darcielippett1537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@elevateradiate you. Are a life saver to some that message you wrote is just so helpful it’s unbelievable Thanks ❤️

    • @elevateradiate
      @elevateradiate 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you!I felt a huge call from God and my angels to post this today. We really are in this together to navigate, learn and grow on this journey in life! 💜

  • @maria-pp5qm
    @maria-pp5qm 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    2024 still works

  • @MysticalGalaxy23
    @MysticalGalaxy23 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in" yes. Felt that.

  • @Torii2tymes
    @Torii2tymes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +494

    and all of these comments hit me.

    • @sunr3ii
      @sunr3ii 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hannah Randall yeah

    • @hmnotimportant-976
      @hmnotimportant-976 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ikrr

    • @nightmare1mcreates
      @nightmare1mcreates 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      This song hits me in the feels tbh, my character fluff has this as her theme because she's based off of me *and my friend*

  • @nicechill5662
    @nicechill5662 5 ปีที่แล้ว +662

    ,,I'm paralyzed, Where are my feelings"
    This is how i feel everyday, I'm just scared and sad

    • @ahmxtsxnjuu2373
      @ahmxtsxnjuu2373 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Find what makes you happy and what truly fills you with excitement and Joy. Do things you haven't done before, speak with people you haven't spoken with. Or relearn how to love people or Things. Hope this is a help for you.

    • @maysgunderson6513
      @maysgunderson6513 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Sad is a feeling bub

    • @kaylabryant6532
      @kaylabryant6532 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me to I feel dark inside

    • @h0bbylessperson59
      @h0bbylessperson59 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      "Im scared to live but im scared to die."
      Thats me.

    • @sisterxsushi4145
      @sisterxsushi4145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same my mom is that person that turned me into somthing im not

  • @The__SHOW
    @The__SHOW 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Im on the NF journey, now. He speaks to me, like he does to many. His music is different, there's a quality within his art that is unlike any artist ive heard. This art/music takes on a silent character that grips onto me, i want to hear more & more. I cant explain, i know whoever is reading my words, you get it too.

  • @darrenparkes9805
    @darrenparkes9805 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    So glad I’ve come across you’re music, you are simply incredible , I’m 60 from Australia, keep going ,reach the top

  • @zoha_5610
    @zoha_5610 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4853

    “I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die”

    • @jes1993
      @jes1993 6 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      Park Jimin Is ILLEGAL me everyday.

    • @zoha_5610
      @zoha_5610 6 ปีที่แล้ว +153

      Jesika Battles same and it honestly hurts because no one knows and no one cares

    • @aarondavis3683
      @aarondavis3683 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Jesika Battles Same

    • @jespinoza4912
      @jespinoza4912 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      So true thats how i feel i

    • @jokevekemans5819
      @jokevekemans5819 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Park Jimin Is ILLEGAL same here

  • @LM-bn8tm
    @LM-bn8tm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1339

    I think I just have two personalities...
    With my friends and in public; happy , cute and funny... I have big projects...
    Alone in my bedroom: everything he said

    • @pareosfav4909
      @pareosfav4909 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Lena Jade Mbomboué are you sure we’re not the same person? Literally me. No joke. It’s me

    • @hazepaul7498
      @hazepaul7498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@pareosfav4909 me too

    • @LM-bn8tm
      @LM-bn8tm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      LeonaDoesTH-cam Ah... a friend! We are the same !

    • @LM-bn8tm
      @LM-bn8tm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Haze Paul Whoa I’m sorry ... hope you’re not dark like me

    • @hazepaul7498
      @hazepaul7498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@LM-bn8tm It happens sometimes. It is pretty dark. :D

  • @JackSphesihle
    @JackSphesihle ปีที่แล้ว +7

    To everyone going through pain or tough times just know you are not alone ❤😢

  • @CLINTTAURUS
    @CLINTTAURUS ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Please know no matter what you dealing with someone loves you and needs you here please don’t go please don’t be scared to get help you are loved and you need to stay for tomorrow I promise

  • @almasundstrom8296
    @almasundstrom8296 4 ปีที่แล้ว +982

    ”How are you?”
    ”I’m fine, just tired”
    Tired of crying

    • @patka9280
      @patka9280 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hey, another me!

    • @juliannal158
      @juliannal158 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Omg I'm so sad and I'm also tired of crying and I'm 9

    • @recker1130
      @recker1130 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      If you need to talk to some one tell me

    • @deadaccbye.8036
      @deadaccbye.8036 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      someone stole your comment.

    • @bonniebunbuns630
      @bonniebunbuns630 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My best friend says that a lot now it finally makes sense

  • @d3ft0n3zz
    @d3ft0n3zz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3166

    I'm sorry that *I let you down,* I'm just *Paralyzed* and I *Hate myself* too much to see that *You're special,* so *If you want love,* *can you hold me?* Because *I miss the days* when I told myslef, *"When I grow up,* I want to *change* and own a *mansion* because *my stress* tells me that when you *Lie,* I think it's *Real."* Who knows? I'm just an *outcast,* *lost in the moment,* writing this at *3:AM,* so could you please *Leave me alone?* I think I need a *Therapy session..*
    Edit: Aw you guys 🥺💕
    I know we're all going through some tough times right now whether its our family, friends, ex's, covid, or anything, I hope this "poem" I guess you could call it made anything better!

    • @christomaras3378
      @christomaras3378 4 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      omg dude....just perfect

    • @DREAMZERO
      @DREAMZERO 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      I see you have some talent

    • @kermiside
      @kermiside 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Does anyone else read this and certain words are bold? Or glow more than the rest idk maybe I’m crazy ...😅

    • @bastianbarak2238
      @bastianbarak2238 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      You broke me...this got me crying...
      You are special my friend.. thank you...I needed that...

    • @astrology.spac3
      @astrology.spac3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @@kermiside Its Nate's (nf) song names, I think

  • @ellyheffner9608
    @ellyheffner9608 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I can't remember when I lost myself I have nothing left anymore I wish my head would just go quiet

  • @chillbirb
    @chillbirb 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I brought myself out of this and I know YOU CAN DO IT TOO. I really don't hv much to say to whoever reading this cuz i don't know what you went thru or what you're going thru rn but I know you'll do this. Just don't give up. please. i believe in you, precious being ❤
    GO AND DEFEAT IT! I'll be cheering for you :)

  • @maheshpmandel8470
    @maheshpmandel8470 4 ปีที่แล้ว +468

    It was Released 5 year's back, Who else listens till now? Let see how many are there..

    • @DemonBig5
      @DemonBig5 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me Legit been listening to him for 8 years he got me to handle depression he is the reason im alive today everyone sees me as a smiling happy dude but im dead inside

    • @isabell3787
      @isabell3787 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      me..

    • @mohammedanas6892
      @mohammedanas6892 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Its been 5 years- i've been listening to this almost daily for 5 years-

    • @tsnamc975
      @tsnamc975 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I came here from a Emma Choata and patty baddell anorexia edit I use them as motivation to not eat

    • @lukamrie2789
      @lukamrie2789 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Akihiko Kayaba me

  • @melaniemarceaux9580
    @melaniemarceaux9580 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    When did I become so cold?
    When did I become ashamed?
    Where's the person that I know??
    They must have left with all my FAITH...

    • @MeganCurtis-eo6gv
      @MeganCurtis-eo6gv 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      We all are struggling but I want y'all to know that there's somebody that cares about you you might not have found them yet but just know your worth everything 💗 stay strong don't give up it's okay to cry crying does not make you weak it makes you know that you have feelings I love y'all keep y'all head up you can do this I believe in you 😢😅

  • @musiconmars1595
    @musiconmars1595 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I genuinely cannot express how much your songs help me. I have severe anxiety, depression, OCD, ADHD, PTSD and more. It’s always so hard to express how I feel and what I think and these songs really do help for me process my emotions. I love you Nate ❤

    • @nffan4000
      @nffan4000 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Music is great for that. There's nothing better than listening to music that you relate to. I hope you that you can begin to feel better soon. You're super strong for being able to push forward through all of that. Just know that if anything ever gets worse for you that there are services out there that can offer support!

  • @calebsampsell4320
    @calebsampsell4320 3 ปีที่แล้ว +845

    “When did I become so cold, when did I become ashamed?”
    ...That hit hard

    • @thembakamanga5729
      @thembakamanga5729 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Deep in there man

    • @r_thekingslayerx4352
      @r_thekingslayerx4352 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😪😢

    • @daskoski218
      @daskoski218 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      where is the person i know they must have left is what got me but not with faith but hope always had hope shit gets better just wait it out but hope left

    • @Commander-sh5xw
      @Commander-sh5xw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @wheezy400
      @wheezy400 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m paralyzed.. where are my feelings..?!

  • @paulapostolache4985
    @paulapostolache4985 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Here's my advice for everyone that is depressed, in a bad mental state or even needs a little bit of help.
    All of you deserve to have a healthy mind, even to the point where you smile when you aren't doing anything. I'm sure that each and one of you can get to that point, even if you don't believe in it.
    All I want to say now, is that each and one of you should begin by having walks in your local area (Preferably natural places).
    Stay safe you all!

  • @VinylFoxx23
    @VinylFoxx23 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Well, I'm doing it. After 13 years of emotional neglect, gaslighting, threats and homophobic remarks from my parents. At age 20 I'm leaving my country for Germany to live with my boyfriend. I'm not sure what I did as a child to deserve what I've gone through but it's nearly over.
    Please take it from me, as someone who's attempted suicide 7 times in the past 3 years alone (I counted) you WILL make it, you WILL prove the people who put you down wrong. YOU are amazing for even putting one foot in front of the other. The fact you continue to walk forward is amazing, and if they aren't proud of you, or you don't see why you should continue, or whatever you are going through, me a random stranger on the internet, I'm proud of you. Keep your chin up all you monarchs. You will make it!

    • @KaliyahTheCreator.
      @KaliyahTheCreator. 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ♥😔

    • @Otomazeman
      @Otomazeman 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      We all hope that you're living the best with your BF though!!

  • @brooklyntoala4190
    @brooklyntoala4190 3 ปีที่แล้ว +926

    “When my mom asks what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired because I don’t have the heart to tell the woman who gave me life that I don’t want it no more” Why bother trying if it feels like everything you do is just a let down?
    Edit: thanks for all the likes and comments

    • @mypenisisonlyaninchbut9719
      @mypenisisonlyaninchbut9719 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      you’ll make it through trust me, we will make it through

    • @rainbownuggie1615
      @rainbownuggie1615 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      🦄 you'll get through this it'll be okay if you ever get to the point where you wanna hurt yourself or someone else you HAVE to tell someone or else something bad may eventually happen and in life there are no "second chances" once you're gone you're gone forever

    • @brooklyntoala4190
      @brooklyntoala4190 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Night_Kitty 665 Thanks, I’ve learned to talk more but I still keep a lot inside

    • @mypenisisonlyaninchbut9719
      @mypenisisonlyaninchbut9719 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Brooklyn Toala try to talk more about it, trust me it helps, see a therapist. try something

    • @marzellfausto8454
      @marzellfausto8454 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel you me and myself hate each other 🙂

  • @victorparedes6044
    @victorparedes6044 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5112

    To the 1% who reads this
    Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it
    Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it
    Your body isn't a book, dont judge it
    Your life isn't a movie, don't end it
    Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it
    You're beautiful💓
    Be you...
    Now please spread this message to the other 99%

  • @agiosPatrick
    @agiosPatrick ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It's so amazing how nf is speaking to the souls of so many people with pure lyrics without swearing,women or showing violence..thank you brother,blessings from Greece ❤

  • @jasecooper4998
    @jasecooper4998 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’ve slowly realized that my emotions are numb… like I don’t feel sadness anymore. Like it’s coming from a person who I am not. For those of you who are followers of God, pray for me. I’ve become someone that I am not….

  • @itech301
    @itech301 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2316

    Can someone explain why my eyes are sweating?

  • @angii0478
    @angii0478 3 ปีที่แล้ว +571

    Mom/dad: youre music is bad and emo, turn it off
    Inside: listen to the lyrics for once.

    • @mohamedzindani1458
      @mohamedzindani1458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      You are not alone

    • @sammimarie1039
      @sammimarie1039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      but your afraid to tell your parents that in person 😭

    • @tiagilbert3819
      @tiagilbert3819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I feel for you. I'm 32 my son is almost 16. He loves nf now I do cuz I gave my son a chance to show me. Music unites us. He listened because it reminded him of his broken mom. If I was your mom I would never turn a song away. Hugs

    • @abbyy7425
      @abbyy7425 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg fr they say i listen to music that sounds like i'm dying or i'm always sad.

    • @PotatoPcGuy
      @PotatoPcGuy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      My parents love nf music :)
      It took time for them to understand but they try and they like the energy and message of song

  • @aFFeCTioN_4U
    @aFFeCTioN_4U 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    リプレイの多い場所でみんなが好きなフレーズがどこなのかわかるの良いね
    "生きるのが怖い。でも死ぬのも怖い。"

  • @jefftremper7329
    @jefftremper7329 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Let's take a moment to appreciate our pillows because they catch tears no one else see's

  • @brirosario4860
    @brirosario4860 5 ปีที่แล้ว +595

    I Relized that, Some People are Out Here Fighting to stay alive and Some Other People are wishing to Die...

    • @RudyCallOfDuty
      @RudyCallOfDuty 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      The way people Feel is like that, Like me I feel like Commiting sooner or later.

    • @wordIIy
      @wordIIy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I'm wishing to die

    • @RudyCallOfDuty
      @RudyCallOfDuty 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@wordIIy I can totally Relate on that one bud, Wanna talk about it?

    • @BabyKittyUwU
      @BabyKittyUwU 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sometimes I wish I would just die (most times)

    • @brirosario4860
      @brirosario4860 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BabyKittyUwU same here :/