Lyrics: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passes by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
As a 17 y/o who's been clinically diagnosed with depression from the age of 12 (runs deep in the fam) NF, I really appreciate you and your music, you've worked so hard to come this far and so have the people who your music has helped. To everyone struggling right now ... Know You Are Loved. 2024
if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!
@nffan1000 Thankyou so very much for your kind words. I had been in therapy for four years and am now discharged ! I am much better, although I have my hard times like everyone else does I get through it. Once again, thankyou so dearly for your kind hearted words and care.
I cry alot even out of frusteration its okay to feel these emotions sometimes its just how we chose do deal with these emotions They are tough but at the end of the day being you is the best thing that could happen
Most people loos themselves looking for the world for entertainment,satisfaction,purpose,contentment, and overall joy. The problem with our attempts to please self is. It will always be temporary. Never being left fulfilled. That's why we must try and do the things pleasing to the Lord. The greatest commandment is to love thy Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength. 1st John ch5:3-5 says. Loving God means keeping His commandments and His commandments are not burdensome. For every child of God defeats this world and we achieve this victory through our faith. Personally I am fasting for a really long time with the hopes of being blessed with joy in the Lord. If we have true joy in our Father. What else is there? Good luck sister. I will pray for you.
My pet tortoise died a week ago. It cut me like blade. But now all i got is me and my vlog its my new lifestyle. Leave a comment under my video even sub it would mean a lot to me.. thank you
This song is amazing. NF, I hope you are feeling great. Don’t let anything get you down or get in the way of you. Always push ahead. I believe in you. 😢❤
LYRICS: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is I'm in a box But I’m the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
@awesomelegomovies123 Hey I know this was posted 6 years ago but in case you happen to still be going through a tough time, I'd like you to remember that there's mental health services out there that can help you if you are feeling depressed. There are also people out there who care deeply about you. I hope you are doing well though.
It's truly hard to find someone who genuinely is able to encapsulate the dark feelings of depression quite like NF does. Everyday, his vulnerability through his music is an inspiration and reminds us that, yes, we're in deep pain, but we're not alone.
Knowing that people actually feel what he‘s singing just hurts. no one deserves to feel like that Ik no one is gonna read my comment but if you did you should know you‘re the most special person to someone and you‘re beautiful and no one deserves your tears
LOVE BTS its not that there are necessarily people hurting us it’s ourselves and other objects are stuff we hear around us but I love what you said it made me feel better
Thank you. You wrote a beautiful comment! The only ones that deserve my tears are the angels that have tried to lift me out of hell tearing their wings to set me onto the earths crust, the roof of hell, inside is the soft bread of imprisonment The people I've hurt while sinking into my spiritual grave, I apologize I had to die to be revitalised. Broken hearts also need tears to cleanse them so I guess I'll cry some for those I didn't mention. Everyone I've known and presently know if I did not give you the address to heaven let me right it down now. It's Jesus of Nazareth divided in three take a right on righteousness Ave. and you'll see the God, the flesh containing the spirit controlling it's destination to die, defy death then rise and resurrect for everyone that's ever self destructed unhinged the door leading to their spirits and let demons in, I have a solution try listening to him. Fix the door to your heart by unblocking it's entrance. Clean the sin into the trash and let my friend in. He's been outside patiently waiting since you born with anticipation to appreciate you and post pone your funeral. He paid for free will like insurance when he was killed. Your body might crash like a car killing the engine that runs your heart but your internal and now eternal interior will always be savable because someone loved you enough to insure that the kingdom could be attainable. After the car crash of life is through with you the blood to atone spilled 2000 years ago. The solution that saves is Jesus Christ, He died for the truth to kill the lie that no one can live after they die!
NF inspires me to write poems! I wasn't planning on writhing that but while listening to the song and reading your comments I was inspired to write! God bless.😁
Then only you can smile at your accomplishments. You can make yourself happy if you let the rest of the bullshit others put onto you away into a part of your mind that can handle pain, while the rest of your mind focuses on what matters... Your happiness.
@@NarratorII I get...they only see your flaws, and when your drowning in a sea pain they won't come save you...they'll leave you to drown...they'll only notice when it's to late...when your dead....even then they may not know nor care..
Never understood math and never really tried to cuz I thought I would lose my time which I’d better spend on what I’m good at and what inspires me and motivates despite I was under high pressure for not understanding one of my parent’s specialty as they ashamed of having this kinda kid. It was tough. But I could get through it. I really do feel you and I’m sending you big hug 🙌🏼
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is I'm in a box But I’m the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me inside I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
This song. This single song has brought out years of emotional bottling, silencing, and stagnation. I was diagnosed with autism at eight, and have been relentlessly bullied my entire life, and was routinely beaten by my father when ever I cried or had a melt down. As a result I learned to hide my emotions, and anything I viewed as showing "weakness". I quickly developed full on depression by the 5th grade. Adding onto the fact that I was self aware enough to know that, because I had autism, I would *never* be able to fit into society. That I would always be different from my peers on a neurological level. In 6th grade I started having suicidal ideation, and my self esteem rapidly began to decline, throughout 7th and 8th grade my mental health only got worse. Between 8th and 9th grade I met my girl friend at summer camp, and she quickly became one of the very rare sources of light in my life, and she still remains that way. By 9th grade, only at 14, I had reached possibly the worst state of my mental health in my entire life. I viewed myself as a burden to my parents and my girlfriend. Almost every week I had thoughts of suicide and self harm, and had vivid imaginations of how to end my life, which I thankfully never went through with. Then I developed anxiety at 15, after my girl friend was sexually assaulted by someone she thought was a friend. I have had anxiety since. After that as I got older my mental health improved slightly. And by senior year, I had started a turn around. I now write this as a 21 year old, who has suffered unimaginable pain and self-inflicted mental torture. I still struggle, and often times have anxiety attacks about my girl friends loyalty due to what happened years ago, which I question heavily due to never knowing what truly happened. To anyone who is struggling in some capacity, and who is hurting inside, there will be light, even if it isn't a bright one. But it will come. I'm living proof.
you know what's more depressing? it is when you don't know what you feel anymore. you cant even identify whether you're feeling sad or broke. it is just felt so empty inside. you don't know what your purpose or do you even have a purpose in this life. I feel so lost right now. I don't know if I can find the happiness that I want
I promise you, one day you’ll find that happiness you want. Trust me, I know how it feels to feel empty inside. It may take some time but I know it will happen. You will make it happen. Don’t give up, never give up. I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you. But I recognize the pain you’re going through and I’m not sure if I’m going to help at all with my words but I just wanted to let you know that you’ll make it.
where is the person i know they must have left is what got me but not with faith but hope always had hope shit gets better just wait it out but hope left
I'm sorry that *I let you down,* I'm just *Paralyzed* and I *Hate myself* too much to see that *You're special,* so *If you want love,* *can you hold me?* Because *I miss the days* when I told myslef, *"When I grow up,* I want to *change* and own a *mansion* because *my stress* tells me that when you *Lie,* I think it's *Real."* Who knows? I'm just an *outcast,* *lost in the moment,* writing this at *3:AM,* so could you please *Leave me alone?* I think I need a *Therapy session..* Edit: Aw you guys 🥺💕 I know we're all going through some tough times right now whether its our family, friends, ex's, covid, or anything, I hope this "poem" I guess you could call it made anything better!
Paralyzed Lyrics: When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passes by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
i felt that. lately i don’t feel anything and i don’t even know why, i don’t understand myself. i mean where’s the old me? i don’t even feel affection or love for anyone, while before i always was the one loving so much without even being loved back. idk wtf happened to me. i hate it all. i come here every time i’m scared of my feelings..i hope this won’t last forever
Some people say he's depressing. That he just inflicts violence, anger, depression, etc. But they don't look past the lyrics. This is truly beautiful. A looking glass into humanity. He is so gifted by the Lord, and uses his talents in a unique and wonderful way.
So true man. God has blessed him. He delivers things to the lost in such a unique way. No doubt imo that God is using his music. Many are blind to get the depth of his lyrics. Pray that their eyes are open. I listened to NF for years and couldnt get the depth until God woke me up.
I love his honesty and realness. And of course it's kinda depressing but he makes it more comfortable to talk about suicide, depression.. And I appreciate this a lot because his music helped me🙏🏼
I rather have a raper that is there spilling the truth, showing the real world, not one that rapes around sex, drugs, cheating and bullshit. I want one that feels like we do.
i love NF bc when i listen to his music it gives me the courage to move on it- its like he is the one pulling me out of the car so i dont drive it off the cliff
The older I get and the more healing I do just makes me appreciate NF all that much more. He takes my feelings and turns it into the most relatable lyrics. Makes me feel less alone ❤ thank you NF
When the first time he said *Im paralyzed...” I cried.. wanna know why? Because it’s the truth. People can’t see through you. They only see the mistakes you make. They don’t see your tears, nor pain. Only mistakes.. nobody’s perfect.. this song reveals how people just see right through you.. and not take time to process what is hurting you. To the person reading this, have an amazing day 💛 somebody is out there for you, just be patient ❤️❤️❤️ |Sorry If I kinda didn’t make sense|
U made me cry of happines thank u for your comment it meant a lot to me im 9 years old but i feel like no one loves me and my step mom made me feel depressed cause i have problems that i probbably only have YES im 9 i just spell real good but dont compliment me i dont want any
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying -suicidal thoughts, Josh A & Jake Hill
Paralyzed" [Intro:] When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else [Hook:] I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me - inside I'm paralyzed [Verse 1:] When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith [Hook] [Verse 2:] I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me - where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen [Hook] [Bridge:] I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
I'm a teen who had to grow up without a mom and dad , because they both were addicted to drugs .. I've lost my parents so many times to drugs .. I got taken in at 9 months by my grandparents and have been with them ever since .. My mom is not in my life , my dad is in and out of it , and I suffer from schizophrenia , depression , and major anger issues , I of course am stressed because of high school and relationships and NF has gave me feelings I didn't think I had anymore .. Without music my insanity comes out . I wish I could meet him and tell him my story and let him know how big of an impact he has on my life .. If you've read this thank you for taking the time to care and if no one has told you today .. You're amazing and never let people keep you knocked down .. Head up loves .!
Serena Singleton, you need to stay strong and pray! God will bring you through you just have to pray that he will take all of it from you. give it to him. it's not worth being in pain!
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else [Hook] I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me - inside I'm paralyzed [Verse 1] When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith [Hook] [Verse 2] I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me - where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is I'm in a box But I’m the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen [Hook] [Bridge] I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh. How come I’m not moving? Why aren’t I moving? Ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
Find what makes you happy and what truly fills you with excitement and Joy. Do things you haven't done before, speak with people you haven't spoken with. Or relearn how to love people or Things. Hope this is a help for you.
The ending for me is the most relatable. It’s the medication the doctors put us on to “heal” us. But all it does is keep us numb and you can’t feel anything anymore and you don’t move you just stay stuck. You might feel better emotionally and mentally but you are no longer really you.
Me Legit been listening to him for 8 years he got me to handle depression he is the reason im alive today everyone sees me as a smiling happy dude but im dead inside
I genuinely cannot express how much your songs help me. I have severe anxiety, depression, OCD, ADHD, PTSD and more. It’s always so hard to express how I feel and what I think and these songs really do help for me process my emotions. I love you Nate ❤
Music is great for that. There's nothing better than listening to music that you relate to. I hope you that you can begin to feel better soon. You're super strong for being able to push forward through all of that. Just know that if anything ever gets worse for you that there are services out there that can offer support!
Parents: Youre so irresponsible Friends: youre so annoying Family: why do you always look so sad? Music: Its okay honey, just listen to me and youll feel better soon. i promise.
This comment is edited : I said something controversial most people disagreed whit me but still gave their opinion in a respectable manner (and help me get a better opinion on the subject) My point of view really changed since I originally wrote this comment. the reason I edited my comment is to not transform this comment section in an endless argument hope your cool whit that and thanks again for sharing your opinion I got a better idea of the subject now
@@mohamedbelbaali659 Ohh you're one of those people, getting being sad confused with mental health issues, it's not as easy as just "don't act depressed" depression is a constant battle in your head and trying to survive, not being able to do the simplest tasks like putting your clothes in the wash etc, only give advice when you're educated on the subject otherwise you just make the person feel like no one understands them
To the 1% who reads this Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it Your body isn't a book, dont judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it You're beautiful💓 Be you... Now please spread this message to the other 99%
Dear teenagers who are listening to this song, Your feeling are valid. You matter. Please get some help ❤ Me now 26, after years and years of therapy, I'm finally getting there... And it's probably going take me the rest of my life. But in the meanwhile there is more and more beauty to experience. Please don't give up.
I’m with you I’m going into my 20s now and honestly with therapy, it really helped a lot back in my high school years. It takes time to heal and once it happens everything will change. The way you see the world won’t be so dark anymore. I’m sure you are going find your happiness, your home.
Im a teenager, and everyone acts like my feelings don't matter, like if I fall in love it doesn't mean anything. But really, we teenagers feel the same pain, and a lot of people don't understand that. I used to think whats the point of living, but now I realize there is SO MUCH to live for. Finding true love, friendship, joy, thrill. Theres always going to be low points in life, but don't let them affect you.
To the few that read this A flower can't blossom without the rain. a rainbow can't shine without a storm ... So stay strong bc the pain will end and when it does you will be stronger . And remember that God loves u
A flower can't blossom if it's always rain... and there's no rainbow if there's a storm that can't be stopped. There is no end for pain, we just get used to it and it'll forever be with you
@@grgclary3277 i've tried and there's nothing can really stop it... actually there is 1 way that can really stop it and i've been thinking abt it... i think u know what i mean
“When my mom asks what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired because I don’t have the heart to tell the woman who gave me life that I don’t want it no more” Why bother trying if it feels like everything you do is just a let down? Edit: thanks for all the likes and comments
🦄 you'll get through this it'll be okay if you ever get to the point where you wanna hurt yourself or someone else you HAVE to tell someone or else something bad may eventually happen and in life there are no "second chances" once you're gone you're gone forever
My friend died 2 weeks ago from motor neuron disease ( Steven Hawkins' disease) after fighting for 3 years. This was her favourite song since it described her life, like she was paralysed every day. And you know the worst thing about this disease is that the brain still works so she can understand everything, as a result she feels trapped in her own body and she also feels useless. Anyways just wanted to say that if you're going through a rough time you can talk to someone, even hotlines, and it ALWAYS gets better so don't give up and don't do something that you'll eventually regret. You are AMAZING and SPECIAL and don't you ever let anyone say the opposite, cause they're soooo wrong. YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU WILL BE LOVED ! Thanks for reading my comment, hope i helped
P - Pressure A - Alone/Anxiety R - Rough Times A - All are together, but you aren't L - Left alone to die Y - You want to end it, just end it. Z - Zzz Insomnia/Sleepless E - Edgy, but still sad. D - Dead Inside/Depression one more. Your skin isn't paper, don cut it. Your body isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a movie, don't end it. You're not dirt, don't make people treat you like that. Your heart isn't a door don't lock it. Your face isn't no mask, don't hide it. If you read all of this, stay strong friend. If you enjoyed it.... No, i ain't asking for likes.
@@ternyberny3436 I see what you mean, but not all people think a like. I have my own share of favourite songs and funilly enough, if i heard those songs 5 years ago i would have disliked them. Most of the dislikes are probably here bcs of the same reason. They are just not ready for it. I hate the rap genre, but even I can ditinguish a masterpiece, that this song is. :)
My family asks me why I listen to NF. "He's depressing, he has no emotion, he's boring..." The list goes on and on. But what they don't know it that NF's music saved my life. This music is constantly stuck in my head, it's become a part of me. If it was taken away from me I'd die. When I'm happy, I listen to NF cuz he pumps me up. When I'm depressed, I listen to NF, cuz then I know that I'm not alone. I hate my life, and this is my only escape. But my family will never know that so...
Sometimes it’s better talking to strangers then you’re own family about these things because they don’t always know anything and talking to other people outside of family seems to help me a lot try it
I kno what you mean about him having "depressing music" I was listening to some music and my mom said well maybe if you wouldn't listen to this type of music you wouldn't be so sad. They don't get it, it hurts so bad cuz we feel like no one really knows what it's like.
"I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die.." those words.. all of those words from this whole lyrics.. It all makes me cry even more than I do without it.. There's no more tears left.. ..'cause sometimes it's just hard to fight.. I just want to let you know.. this song helps me a lot.. Thank you! ❤
Don't you dare.. I know there's something you can still live for.. Just don't be like that.. please.. Don't do anything stupid, I'm sure there's someone who really likes you and don't want to lose you..
i feel the same sometimes I feel numb and when I'm sad nobody sees that my parents fight a lot and I feel sad they fight everyday I'm only ten and my mom and dad doesn't live with each other anymore I hope you guys don't go through my pain stay happy and warm
This song is so fitting for someone like me who goes through depression for no reason.. You feel like you've done something wrong, but can't figure it out.. It numbs you to the core.. You're paralyzed... But by God, you get out of it❤️
I feel like this right now. Just came home from work and upset for no reason. I hate going through these phases of being upset for no reason. Songs like this help
Everyone keeps saying "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger". That strength only comes after unimaginable pain, leaving behind the broken pieces of your soul. Wounds heal, a soul fades and the broken people of this world push on, and no matter how painful, miserable and downright hellish life becomes. We still put on a smile and tell the world "i will be alright". Stay strong Everyone, you're all loved, missed, wanted and needed.
thank you, i struggled with depression and still do, this really ment alot to me. im so tired of fighting again and again for nothing to come from it, thank you.
40 years of fighting are too many. I did not win. I did not die, and I did not live either. There is nothing but failure and sadness inside me. It will all end. When I die, because I will go to God. My Lord, the world is too cruel to me.
"Nobody thinks what you think, no one Empathy might be on the brink of extinction They will play a game and say They know what you're going through And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say They don't know you, and neither do I" -Tyler Joseph, Twenty Øne Piløts Just saying no one should say they feel you or they understand what you're going through if they don't really know, I will not say I understand exactly what your feeling because nobody do, I know I hate it when ppl say it to me. So I'm just gonna give you a virtual pat on the shoulder, a hug if you like hugs, have a nice day.
if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!
You mean the reason hes not that popular is because he talks about real things. lil pump who talks about whores money and drugs is more popular unfortunately
Parents: *”fighting”* Teacher: *”you need to focus”* Friends: *” why do you keep ignoring us and keep listening to music?! “* Me inside : *” Im trying, i promise ... “*
Hey the longer you fighter the easier it gets and...these past 2 months I have been listening to music whenever i can. Music is a coping mechanism and it helps, a lot and if people don't see that, then they're not supposed to be saying anything. I have been struggling too. You are not alone. Email me, any of you. I'm here to help
kermmm onnn he said that because his Dad had abused him badly for no other reason..... And he wants him.. Him to be more nicer... And if u dont belive.. Dont have too.... But this is true....
You ever have the moment where you want to cry? I mean just cry, that feeling where you desperately need to cry, ball your eyes out, gush a river till there's nothing left but...you... can't...you just...can't...you get a couple tears to come out and your jaw hurts? I feel like that's just me lately....
I wish I couldn't relate to this but I'm going to admit it I'm in pain I'm in a lot of pain I just wish I wasn't for once though like I want to know what it's like to not constantly overthink and have happy parents and good mental health you know? But if I tried to talk to someone they would just say I'm being dramatic it fucking HURTS
You dont laugh, this is real shit he's going through. I prey everynight for Nate, thats how big of a fan of him i am. Remember...... This is real, sadly. :(
@@kylanchandler9461 stay strong my man , hope you are doing better now cause your father would have like you to be happy and live life in laughter again
Im on the NF journey, now. He speaks to me, like he does to many. His music is different, there's a quality within his art that is unlike any artist ive heard. This art/music takes on a silent character that grips onto me, i want to hear more & more. I cant explain, i know whoever is reading my words, you get it too.
*”There is no person in this whole world who is a mistake, no matter how different that person may seem.” - Fred Rogers* *”I am bent, but not broken. I am scarred, but not disfigured. I am not sad, but not hopeless. I am afraid, but not powerless. I am angry, but not bitter. I am depressed, but not giving up.” - Anonymous* *” You are so much more than what has been done to you.” - Karen Salmansohn* *”Don’t let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace.” - Dalai Lama* Your beautiful just the way you are, don’t let your younger peers go through what others have been through. Don’t give up and know that your not the only person suffering from the same problem. *I love you and I want to let you know that. Stay safe.* ❤️
Just a short message to everyone.. Your wrist isn't paper, *don't* cut it. Your life isn't a film, *don't* end it. Your neck isn't a shirt, *don't* hang it. Your face isn't a mask, *don't* cover it.. Your body isn't a book, *don't* judge it. Everyone's beautiful in their own way...
6 years ago I used to listen to this song and wish to end it all . I tried it on June 2018 . I survived fortunately . Today i say thank you for being there for me when i needed you . Thank you for letting me listen to this song again today and telling myself look where you are right now ? Everything gets better . Just keep fighting
@Carl Williams You are the best! You write that paragraph just to tell me everything is ok! Sadly I don’t really have the time to write a paragraph but you are the best ! 🥺❤️
I am so sorry you feel this way! I experienced depression in the past. Earth is tough! It is a very challenging school we chose to attend to evolve our souls. We must experience some low points, but we have to pull ourselves out. We also must love ourselves first. God put each of us here for a reason. Talk to your angels, they want your permission to step in more. You can do it! We're in this together! God bless and I pray for you. Try these other inspiring songs: Learning by Jason Gray Priceless by for King and Country Becoming by Jason Gray
Thank you!I felt a huge call from God and my angels to post this today. We really are in this together to navigate, learn and grow on this journey in life! 💜
I’m A.L.R.I.G.H.T. A-Always alone L-Left out R-Running out of happiness I-In depression G-Getting sick H-Here and thinking that I’m numb and cold T-Telling myself I’m tired
When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else [Hook:] I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me - inside I'm paralyzed [Verse 1:] When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Ooh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith [Hook] [Verse 2:] I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's taking over me - where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why And on the race of life time passes by Look I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box But I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen [Hook] [Bridge:] I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah) I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
"Where is the person I know? They must've left with all my faith..." This line utterly hurts. It truly embodies, in words, what it feels like to finally give up,.
NF just keeps hitting me where it strikes hard. I have those days. It"s not every day, no. It comes and goes. Those moments of sheer emptiness. Of being so indifferent, so emotionless, so exhausted that you don't even feel exhausted, just a void. And I feel like not living, but I don't feel like dying. Just not existing at that moment and maybe coming back when I feel human again. When I feel...things. As cliché as this may sound, NF just helps me cope with myself, with my mental instability. I don't know if I have a clinical imperfection, I don't care either. I know I have a God caring for me. And he's sent me people like NF, people who know without knowing me, to give me the words I need. Those to not only express myself, but feel appreciated, and loved, and understood, and like someone can share my status at some point and can have the right words for me, even if those words don't ever reach me. I don't know if NF could ever stumble upon this message, but THANK YOU for being you. Thank you for your music, your message, your story, your passion for what you do and your realism. Thank you for being this relatable and perfectly imperfect man. Thank you for touching my life and giving me new hope through my passion of music. I only hope someday somehow I could go to one of your concerts or meet you or something. But for now, that's just a distant dream
Javi_blinkuniverse your not alone his music does wonders all over the world he touches my emotions as a male I was raised not to show emotions so I relate to this song a lot it brings me back to a time when I was 12 me and my father the way he use to beat on my mom, sis,and me I listen to him to release a lot of emotions nf doesn't get enough credit as a person his music is healing for me and my lil sis
Like who since 2020 and still listens to this song. Let's see how many of us.
Omg your face!!!
Me
@@braydenkeeney4736 i do to
:/
@GABRIELLA PISCOYA Helo
Thanks for likes :D
the saddest feeling is when you try to cry, but no tears come
Yesss 💔
you cry so hard and forget to even breathe and wanting to scream so bad but just can't
No for me it's so funy honestly .. cause you try and cant like the tears disagree😅
I feel that so many times...
@꧁mr james cabra꧂ you are so nice:(
Lyrics:
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain, then I buried mine
A long time ago, but it's still alive
And it's taking over me, where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passes by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me, inside
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving)
(Why are you not moving?)
I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah)
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
You tried
Thank you so much
I hope I can paralyzed
@@knappbristol6968 wdym
@@vy_ivn got some mixed up and wrong, but thanks for the lyrics!
As a 17 y/o who's been clinically diagnosed with depression from the age of 12 (runs deep in the fam) NF, I really appreciate you and your music, you've worked so hard to come this far and so have the people who your music has helped. To everyone struggling right now ... Know You Are Loved. 2024
if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!
@nffan1000 Thankyou so very much for your kind words. I had been in therapy for four years and am now discharged ! I am much better, although I have my hard times like everyone else does I get through it. Once again, thankyou so dearly for your kind hearted words and care.
@@chloe_ecclas Of course! I'm glad that you're doing well!
Thank you❤
I relate I've been diagnosed with depression since like 8 maybe and I going on 19
People who cries all the time aren’t weak, they’re just tired of fighting....
I cry alot even out of frusteration its okay to feel these emotions sometimes its just how we chose do deal with these emotions
They are tough but at the end of the day being you is the best thing that could happen
Hi Potter
Hope you get through that feeling
i cant even cry
@@satyamsonakia7798 I’m sorry
" When did I lose myself ? "
This line just describe it all..
I love this comment because I feel it to some time to thank you
666 that's my lucky number😈😈
Most people loos themselves looking for the world for entertainment,satisfaction,purpose,contentment, and overall joy. The problem with our attempts to please self is. It will always be temporary. Never being left fulfilled. That's why we must try and do the things pleasing to the Lord. The greatest commandment is to love thy Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength.
1st John ch5:3-5 says. Loving God means keeping His commandments and His commandments are not burdensome. For every child of God defeats this world and we achieve this victory through our faith. Personally I am fasting for a really long time with the hopes of being blessed with joy in the Lord. If we have true joy in our Father. What else is there? Good luck sister. I will pray for you.
I Frickin LOVE This Comment
My pet tortoise died a week ago. It cut me like blade. But now all i got is me and my vlog its my new lifestyle. Leave a comment under my video even sub it would mean a lot to me.. thank you
First rapper I've met who can actually sing and rap and actually have great vocals
MGK : Hold My Beer
27 , Kiss The Sky , Rehab
Any they rap shit that actually matters.
@@DiegoMLucho lmao dude I love you ahahahahahah #laceup
I love both NF and Kells 😍
@@DiegoMLucho even tho there are MANY more songs where MgK sings but you're right. These 3 are similar to Paralyzed
Tom Mc Donald is amazing too! Look him up!
This song is amazing. NF, I hope you are feeling great. Don’t let anything get you down or get in the way of you. Always push ahead. I believe in you. 😢❤
LYRICS:
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I’m the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
NCS Lyrics You need to make and mash up gasoline with this song would make a huge difference N would get people's attention
NCS Lyrics amazing 😭😭😭😢😢😢❤️❤️❤️
Thank u!!
Thanks doyou want marry with me?
thanks ~xoxo
"I'm scared to live but scared to die." So real man. God bless you NF.
Declan Smith
I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY
he doesn’t touch Kids
I JUST HAD AN ANOTHER EPIPHANY
u do
@awesomelegomovies123 Hey I know this was posted 6 years ago but in case you happen to still be going through a tough time, I'd like you to remember that there's mental health services out there that can help you if you are feeling depressed. There are also people out there who care deeply about you. I hope you are doing well though.
@@nffan4000 Same to you as well.
7 year old comment 😢
Are you still there
It's truly hard to find someone who genuinely is able to encapsulate the dark feelings of depression quite like NF does. Everyday, his vulnerability through his music is an inspiration and reminds us that, yes, we're in deep pain, but we're not alone.
This song sounds like depression/PTSD/ anxiety sub-type. Trauma response
My first NF song and still my favorite
same here.
Same
Mansion was mine but this one means the most.
Same 🤗
Same
"I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in"
That hit me hard.
Agreed
So true I agree 😞 ps feeling trapped to me is the worst feeling 😔
Same here and when he says when did I become so cold. I wonder if he writes his own music.
The rap part did
😭😭😭
Knowing that people actually feel what he‘s singing just hurts. no one deserves to feel like that
Ik no one is gonna read my comment but if you did you should know you‘re the most special person to someone and you‘re beautiful and no one deserves your tears
I purple you
I love you thanks
LOVE BTS its not that there are necessarily people hurting us it’s ourselves and other objects are stuff we hear around us but I love what you said it made me feel better
Thank you. You wrote a beautiful comment! The only ones that deserve my tears are the angels that have tried to lift me out of hell tearing their wings to set me onto the earths crust, the roof of hell, inside is the soft bread of imprisonment The people I've hurt while sinking into my spiritual grave, I apologize I had to die to be revitalised. Broken hearts also need tears to cleanse them so I guess I'll cry some for those I didn't mention. Everyone I've known and presently know if I did not give you the address to heaven let me right it down now. It's Jesus of Nazareth divided in three take a right on righteousness Ave. and you'll see the God, the flesh containing the spirit controlling it's destination to die, defy death then rise and resurrect for everyone that's ever self destructed unhinged the door leading to their spirits and let demons in, I have a solution try listening to him. Fix the door to your heart by unblocking it's entrance. Clean the sin into the trash and let my friend in. He's been outside patiently waiting since you born with anticipation to appreciate you and post pone your funeral. He paid for free will like insurance when he was killed. Your body might crash like a car killing the engine that runs your heart but your internal and now eternal interior will always be savable because someone loved you enough to insure that the kingdom could be attainable. After the car crash of life is through with you the blood to atone spilled 2000 years ago. The solution that saves is Jesus Christ, He died for the truth to kill the lie that no one can live after they die!
NF inspires me to write poems! I wasn't planning on writhing that but while listening to the song and reading your comments I was inspired to write! God bless.😁
Who 2024? 😢
Here 🖐🏼
Here 💔
Here 🌱 but better now 🌍
@@nicolesa797 That's great! ;D
I'm here
Nobody notices your pain, nobody notices your sadness, but everyone notices your mistakes.
Then only you can smile at your accomplishments. You can make yourself happy if you let the rest of the bullshit others put onto you away into a part of your mind that can handle pain, while the rest of your mind focuses on what matters... Your happiness.
Or only notice your failures
@@NarratorII ur in my prayers. Stay strong. Things will get better for u in Jesus holy name 🙏 amen
@@NarratorII I get...they only see your flaws, and when your drowning in a sea pain they won't come save you...they'll leave you to drown...they'll only notice when it's to late...when your dead....even then they may not know nor care..
Never understood math and never really tried to cuz I thought I would lose my time which I’d better spend on what I’m good at and what inspires me and motivates despite I was under high pressure for not understanding one of my parent’s specialty as they ashamed of having this kinda kid. It was tough. But I could get through it. I really do feel you and I’m sending you big hug 🙌🏼
“I’m in a box, but I’m the one who locked me in, suffocated and I’m running out of oxygen” underrated line
Agree.
😔.
💯
good job!!!!!!!9
ikr, this one is one of the best ones
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I’m the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
It’s Justme thanks
kittylovesminecraft ik
It's real man
Thanks dud
It’s Justme thanks
This song. This single song has brought out years of emotional bottling, silencing, and stagnation. I was diagnosed with autism at eight, and have been relentlessly bullied my entire life, and was routinely beaten by my father when ever I cried or had a melt down. As a result I learned to hide my emotions, and anything I viewed as showing "weakness". I quickly developed full on depression by the 5th grade. Adding onto the fact that I was self aware enough to know that, because I had autism, I would *never* be able to fit into society. That I would always be different from my peers on a neurological level.
In 6th grade I started having suicidal ideation, and my self esteem rapidly began to decline, throughout 7th and 8th grade my mental health only got worse. Between 8th and 9th grade I met my girl friend at summer camp, and she quickly became one of the very rare sources of light in my life, and she still remains that way. By 9th grade, only at 14, I had reached possibly the worst state of my mental health in my entire life. I viewed myself as a burden to my parents and my girlfriend. Almost every week I had thoughts of suicide and self harm, and had vivid imaginations of how to end my life, which I thankfully never went through with. Then I developed anxiety at 15, after my girl friend was sexually assaulted by someone she thought was a friend. I have had anxiety since. After that as I got older my mental health improved slightly. And by senior year, I had started a turn around. I now write this as a 21 year old, who has suffered unimaginable pain and self-inflicted mental torture. I still struggle, and often times have anxiety attacks about my girl friends loyalty due to what happened years ago, which I question heavily due to never knowing what truly happened.
To anyone who is struggling in some capacity, and who is hurting inside, there will be light, even if it isn't a bright one. But it will come. I'm living proof.
Sorry to hear that but thank u
I feel you, life really not fair isn't it
you know what's more depressing? it is when you don't know what you feel anymore. you cant even identify whether you're feeling sad or broke. it is just felt so empty inside. you don't know what your purpose or do you even have a purpose in this life. I feel so lost right now. I don't know if I can find the happiness that I want
I promise you, one day you’ll find that happiness you want. Trust me, I know how it feels to feel empty inside. It may take some time but I know it will happen. You will make it happen. Don’t give up, never give up. I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you. But I recognize the pain you’re going through and I’m not sure if I’m going to help at all with my words but I just wanted to let you know that you’ll make it.
May god help.u
Hope that this will end soon
I'm just like u and i have been there too...
I once felt like that
I can only say what I've experienced, Jesus gives purpose. When you get to know him, he changes your whole life.
Same here buddy 🙂
"Where is the real me?"
"I'm lost and it kills me inside."
"I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die"
Those lines relate to me
Grammar clearly doesn't relate to you too
Me too.
Me too
Those are relating my whole life
*e d g y*
“When did I become so cold, when did I become ashamed?”
...That hit hard
Deep in there man
😪😢
where is the person i know they must have left is what got me but not with faith but hope always had hope shit gets better just wait it out but hope left
Same
I’m paralyzed.. where are my feelings..?!
진짜 노래는 질리기 마련인데, 이 노래는 몇년 간 들어도 질린적 한 번 없음
와 한국인 댓을 nf 에서 보네요.. 진짜 이런 가수 몇 없죠... 가사 하나하나가 진짜 진국 이에요 ㅠㅠ
i miss the days 도 진짜 좋습니다 꼭 들어보세요
@@giftedyeeunkim오.. 저랑 취향이 비슷하네요
바로 좋아요 누르고 왔습니다🥹
I'm sorry that *I let you down,* I'm just *Paralyzed* and I *Hate myself* too much to see that *You're special,* so *If you want love,* *can you hold me?* Because *I miss the days* when I told myslef, *"When I grow up,* I want to *change* and own a *mansion* because *my stress* tells me that when you *Lie,* I think it's *Real."* Who knows? I'm just an *outcast,* *lost in the moment,* writing this at *3:AM,* so could you please *Leave me alone?* I think I need a *Therapy session..*
Edit: Aw you guys 🥺💕
I know we're all going through some tough times right now whether its our family, friends, ex's, covid, or anything, I hope this "poem" I guess you could call it made anything better!
omg dude....just perfect
I see you have some talent
Does anyone else read this and certain words are bold? Or glow more than the rest idk maybe I’m crazy ...😅
You broke me...this got me crying...
You are special my friend.. thank you...I needed that...
@@kermiside Its Nate's (nf) song names, I think
Paralyzed Lyrics:
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain, then I buried mine
A long time ago, but it's still alive
And it's taking over me, where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passes by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me, inside
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving)
(Why are you not moving?)
I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah)
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
same when did i?
@@monkeyking272 idk when u did. why r u asking me like i know
En France c'est les commentaires les plus liké 😂
@@pierrejouffrais510 Oh, c'est bien, je suppose lol😭
Mantap
Who's here on 2021? This song still hits deeply in the feels😌
I'm glad I'm not the only one.
yup 😭
I'm here
Yes...
Yea boi
リプレイの多い場所でみんなが好きなフレーズがどこなのかわかるの良いね
"生きるのが怖い。でも死ぬのも怖い。"
No one notice your tears,
no one notice your sadness,
no one notice your pain,
but they all notice your mistake!🙃💔
Jovana Lipić facts tho.. 💔
Most people think im a mistake.. And they're right
They’re not right at all.
I'm 9 and I am depressed
Jovana Lipić my parents doesn’t care about my feelings but my studies and comparing me to my cousin
"I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die." That line goes deep. NF is the only singer I know to hit the spot with his lines. Respect.
"I have no feelings.."
*Exactly. You can only get broken so much to where you can't feel a thing at all..*
Sunshine 77 it broke your feelings thats why you feel nothing (i fake my emotions and pretend to be happy....)
True True
An that's the most (REALIST) ×LEDGIT× comment I've seen. =]
@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 . Not alone bud. I am the same😟
@@wolfgalaxygacha8293 same...I put up an image so nobody sees what is left of my shattered heart.
It hurts when you try to explain your pain and you get called "disrespectful"
I don’t get called disrespectful I get called faking it
I can relate...
Yeah I mean I put on a smile bc I hat people that said I know you pain but that don't
I feel you.
i felt that. lately i don’t feel anything and i don’t even know why, i don’t understand myself. i mean where’s the old me? i don’t even feel affection or love for anyone, while before i always was the one loving so much without even being loved back. idk wtf happened to me. i hate it all. i come here every time i’m scared of my feelings..i hope this won’t last forever
Every single day I still listen to nf. Throughout all of his music I enjoy every feeling coming out of his words
let's all respect our pillows cuz there the only one who wiped our tears when nobody did 😃💔
Hankerchief too..
lmao I never thinked about this
Right😞
Yuh
Feel you there
Some people say he's depressing. That he just inflicts violence, anger, depression, etc. But they don't look past the lyrics. This is truly beautiful. A looking glass into humanity. He is so gifted by the Lord, and uses his talents in a unique and wonderful way.
True. He is a talented man.
So true man. God has blessed him. He delivers things to the lost in such a unique way. No doubt imo that God is using his music.
Many are blind to get the depth of his lyrics. Pray that their eyes are open. I listened to NF for years and couldnt get the depth until God woke me up.
I love his honesty and realness. And of course it's kinda depressing but he makes it more comfortable to talk about suicide, depression..
And I appreciate this a lot because his music helped me🙏🏼
@@aurora_1x its much more emotional and intense and sad then depressing. There is a big difference between sad and depressed
I rather have a raper that is there spilling the truth, showing the real world, not one that rapes around sex, drugs, cheating and bullshit. I want one that feels like we do.
I asked my friend why he loves NF, he told me: “I feel like I’m drowning and his music is like a rope that’s slowly reaching me” I get it now
i love NF bc when i listen to his music it gives me the courage to move on it- its like he is the one pulling me out of the car so i dont drive it off the cliff
That’s deepAF. That was cudi to me in my teenage years
@@Soupmaster7290 I just love him & His true music
And we are the ones that have to grab that rope to get back to the surface and to feel alive again
cap
The older I get and the more healing I do just makes me appreciate NF all that much more. He takes my feelings and turns it into the most relatable lyrics. Makes me feel less alone ❤ thank you NF
This song saved my life today. I was gonna end it all in 2 days on my 27th bday. I'm not going to anymore. Thank you NF.
Yes, his songs have real power. I had the same problem about an half year ago and this saved me.
Blake Michon stay strong love 💙
thank you :)
I am glad your here still I love you and may light shine apon you
Thank you desi. You know things have really been looking up since I posted that. I'm starting to be happy again. Thank you for the Love.
When the first time he said *Im paralyzed...” I cried.. wanna know why? Because it’s the truth. People can’t see through you. They only see the mistakes you make. They don’t see your tears, nor pain. Only mistakes.. nobody’s perfect.. this song reveals how people just see right through you.. and not take time to process what is hurting you. To the person reading this, have an amazing day 💛 somebody is out there for you, just be patient ❤️❤️❤️
|Sorry If I kinda didn’t make sense|
You make perfect sense
U made me cry of happines thank u for your comment it meant
a lot to me im 9 years old but i feel like no one loves me and my step
mom made me feel depressed cause i have problems that i probbably
only have YES im 9 i just spell real good but dont compliment me
i dont want any
I cried just reading ur coment. I can relate. At the same part I just....balled my eyes out. I think u make alot of since
You made my day!🙏
everybody is not perfect your right but they are perfect just the way they are the way they look the way they act dont changhe how you look everybody
Depressed people they don't want to die, they just want to the end the pain.
deppression is pain taking over someone and not wanting to live
Yep been there, but it gets better. Everything is possible through God
Plz remember this phrase;
“Through the pain, there is purpose “
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
-suicidal thoughts, Josh A & Jake Hill
And people who have never been there don't understand
It’s hard to find yourself when you’ve been lost for so long. It’s hard to go back to “normal” when the pain and numbness is all you’ve ever known 🖤
Still listening in 2019🙏♥️
With u 💓
Amazing song!!
This song is so many people
❤️
rebecca marie sameee❤️
The biggest mistake we ever did as kids was thinking growing up would be fun.
Not me, I never wanted to grow up.
I never thought growing up would be fun. I was depressed at 6
Yeh....
I did thought about that… thought I was the only person thinking this
this hits so hard bruuh
Paralyzed"
[Intro:]
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
[Hook:]
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed
[Verse 1:]
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
[Hook]
[Verse 2:]
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
[Hook]
[Bridge:]
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
jordan davidson. Thank you very much for the lyrics.
jordan davidson How long did that take?
jordan davidson thanks man.
jordan davidson thank you
Thank you !
"I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in"
Real shit, i know I'm sounding like a "depressed teen" but that hits
“Hey you ok?”
“Ya I’m ok, just tired”
Tired of hiding how I feel...
I feel this hard I'm the class clown who is secretly depressed no one knows not even my family just cant open up
NF FAN that’s exactly me bro
Man dude why cant we open up
NF FAN people have such high expectations for us bc we seem “happy” every day all day
Ikr I can't take it anymore
I'm a teen who had to grow up without a mom and dad , because they both were addicted to drugs .. I've lost my parents so many times to drugs .. I got taken in at 9 months by my grandparents and have been with them ever since .. My mom is not in my life , my dad is in and out of it , and I suffer from schizophrenia , depression , and major anger issues , I of course am stressed because of high school and relationships and NF has gave me feelings I didn't think I had anymore .. Without music my insanity comes out . I wish I could meet him and tell him my story and let him know how big of an impact he has on my life .. If you've read this thank you for taking the time to care and if no one has told you today .. You're amazing and never let people keep you knocked down .. Head up loves .!
Serena Singleton I'm so sorry, love 💞 stay strong.
Serena Singleton, you need to stay strong and pray! God will bring you through you just have to pray that he will take all of it from you. give it to him. it's not worth being in pain!
Serena Singleton God has you in his arms
Stay strong I hope someday you can meet them and tell them what you had to go through
Stay Strong m8 ^^
This song hit me hard! I know the feeling. The feeling of just being numb!
Same, I just went to the dentist and they had to give me 3 numbness shots.
Graysage Damn dude thats rough. I hope you get better ❤️
I have the felling of being numb
Keylan Bankston TM same im feeling numb rn
hi
You're not alone, you're not the only one who feels this way. Better days are coming soon
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
[Hook]
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed
[Verse 1]
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I’m the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
[Hook]
[Bridge]
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh. How come I’m not moving? Why aren’t I moving? Ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
Arigato
Thx
Magia props to u for typing all that lol
I was debating between these two songs lmaoo
,,I'm paralyzed, Where are my feelings"
This is how i feel everyday, I'm just scared and sad
Find what makes you happy and what truly fills you with excitement and Joy. Do things you haven't done before, speak with people you haven't spoken with. Or relearn how to love people or Things. Hope this is a help for you.
Sad is a feeling bub
Me to I feel dark inside
"Im scared to live but im scared to die."
Thats me.
Same my mom is that person that turned me into somthing im not
“Where is the real me”. That line hits deep
Especially when you don’t know who that even is
@@brenna.r.d exactly
He left i thinks
that line is r/meirl, i used to be happy and enthusiastic, thats all turned upside down for me now.
And i forgot who i am again
The ending for me is the most relatable. It’s the medication the doctors put us on to “heal” us. But all it does is keep us numb and you can’t feel anything anymore and you don’t move you just stay stuck. You might feel better emotionally and mentally but you are no longer really you.
god that hit home.. ive never realized that thats the reason i feel so meh. thank you for the realization!
*I’m scared to live but I’m scared to die*
this describes me
Same ;-;
Same
Same
Same ...
Same
Songs be hitting harder in Quarantine.
Its hitting harder than everythings dude
i really feel paralyezd
whys life hard in the pandemice
why are you always upset
i dont know just please stop asking me questions
Its hitting the stage down😂🎤
Arushi Gangwani yes I was like this before quarantine it just got worse
It was Released 5 year's back, Who else listens till now? Let see how many are there..
Me Legit been listening to him for 8 years he got me to handle depression he is the reason im alive today everyone sees me as a smiling happy dude but im dead inside
me..
Its been 5 years- i've been listening to this almost daily for 5 years-
I came here from a Emma Choata and patty baddell anorexia edit I use them as motivation to not eat
Akihiko Kayaba me
I genuinely cannot express how much your songs help me. I have severe anxiety, depression, OCD, ADHD, PTSD and more. It’s always so hard to express how I feel and what I think and these songs really do help for me process my emotions. I love you Nate ❤
Music is great for that. There's nothing better than listening to music that you relate to. I hope you that you can begin to feel better soon. You're super strong for being able to push forward through all of that. Just know that if anything ever gets worse for you that there are services out there that can offer support!
Parents: Youre so irresponsible
Friends: youre so annoying
Family: why do you always look so sad?
Music: Its okay honey, just listen to me and youll feel better soon. i promise.
This comment is edited :
I said something controversial
most people disagreed whit me but still gave their opinion in a respectable manner (and help me get a better opinion on the subject)
My point of view really changed since I originally wrote this comment.
the reason I edited my comment is to not transform this comment section in an endless argument
hope your cool whit that and thanks again for sharing your opinion I got a better idea of the subject now
@@mohamedbelbaali659 Ohh you're one of those people, getting being sad confused with mental health issues, it's not as easy as just "don't act depressed" depression is a constant battle in your head and trying to survive, not being able to do the simplest tasks like putting your clothes in the wash etc, only give advice when you're educated on the subject otherwise you just make the person feel like no one understands them
Yep
@@madameliszt955 true.thats how i feel depression is like a part of my life
Thank u this helps its true
To the 1% who reads this
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it
Your body isn't a book, dont judge it
Your life isn't a movie, don't end it
Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it
You're beautiful💓
Be you...
Now please spread this message to the other 99%
😣😖😞
It's so true😭😟
Best comment to date 😭😭👍
Thank you so much I will speed it out
Love this.
Dear teenagers who are listening to this song,
Your feeling are valid. You matter. Please get some help ❤
Me now 26, after years and years of therapy, I'm finally getting there...
And it's probably going take me the rest of my life. But in the meanwhile there is more and more beauty to experience.
Please don't give up.
I’m with you I’m going into my 20s now and honestly with therapy, it really helped a lot back in my high school years. It takes time to heal and once it happens everything will change. The way you see the world won’t be so dark anymore. I’m sure you are going find your happiness, your home.
@@guillermoserrano9838 I'm so glad you're doing better now!
44, and there is no end. More bad days than good.
Im a teenager, and everyone acts like my feelings don't matter, like if I fall in love it doesn't mean anything. But really, we teenagers feel the same pain, and a lot of people don't understand that. I used to think whats the point of living, but now I realize there is SO MUCH to live for. Finding true love, friendship, joy, thrill. Theres always going to be low points in life, but don't let them affect you.
Help is expensive..
This one hits more then it did back then.
Alright, it’s 2022 and I’m still here listening to this masterpiece, this really never gets old.
True
Same here
Me✋🏿😭
It truly is
Yo same it's barely mid January and you got 160 likes lmao
To the few that read this
A flower can't blossom without the rain. a rainbow can't shine without a storm ...
So stay strong bc the pain will end and when it does you will be stronger . And remember that God loves u
A flower can't blossom if it's always rain... and there's no rainbow if there's a storm that can't be stopped. There is no end for pain, we just get used to it and it'll forever be with you
@@umarrahmanzidan Unless you do something to stop it. And don't come up with a negative ending for that...
@@grgclary3277 i've tried and there's nothing can really stop it... actually there is 1 way that can really stop it and i've been thinking abt it... i think u know what i mean
@@umarrahmanzidan hold up... u gon make me cry. Fr dude?
Plsss dont end ur life have faith in god and ur self pls!
How many of us are still listening?
Still here
it's depressing how many people can relate this, It shouldn't be like this.
It shouldn't be like that but it is sadly.
@@marcusmccarty7044 hugs!
@@randomgamers9128 🙏✌
@@marcusmccarty7044 no1 should, but also a lot of us didn’t ask for a life like this, GOD gives his strongest battles to his weakest soldiers.
I agree!
“When my mom asks what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired because I don’t have the heart to tell the woman who gave me life that I don’t want it no more” Why bother trying if it feels like everything you do is just a let down?
Edit: thanks for all the likes and comments
you’ll make it through trust me, we will make it through
🦄 you'll get through this it'll be okay if you ever get to the point where you wanna hurt yourself or someone else you HAVE to tell someone or else something bad may eventually happen and in life there are no "second chances" once you're gone you're gone forever
Night_Kitty 665 Thanks, I’ve learned to talk more but I still keep a lot inside
Brooklyn Toala try to talk more about it, trust me it helps, see a therapist. try something
I feel you me and myself hate each other 🙂
My friend died 2 weeks ago from motor neuron disease ( Steven Hawkins' disease) after fighting for 3 years. This was her favourite song since it described her life, like she was paralysed every day. And you know the worst thing about this disease is that the brain still works so she can understand everything, as a result she feels trapped in her own body and she also feels useless. Anyways just wanted to say that if you're going through a rough time you can talk to someone, even hotlines, and it ALWAYS gets better so don't give up and don't do something that you'll eventually regret. You are AMAZING and SPECIAL and don't you ever let anyone say the opposite, cause they're soooo wrong. YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU WILL BE LOVED !
Thanks for reading my comment, hope i helped
Thanks for your comment and sorry to hear about your friend.
Man I want to like this comment just here your 70th like
„I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in“ 2024 hitting different
P - Pressure
A - Alone/Anxiety
R - Rough Times
A - All are together, but you aren't
L - Left alone to die
Y - You want to end it, just end it.
Z - Zzz Insomnia/Sleepless
E - Edgy, but still sad.
D - Dead Inside/Depression
one more.
Your skin isn't paper, don cut it.
Your body isn't a book, don't judge it.
Your life isn't a movie, don't end it.
You're not dirt, don't make people treat you like that.
Your heart isn't a door don't lock it.
Your face isn't no mask, don't hide it.
If you read all of this, stay strong friend.
If you enjoyed it....
No, i ain't asking for likes.
Rachelle San Luis thank you my friend ♥️ I’m glad someone understands how I feel too
Respect!!❤🥺❤
I relate to the paralyzed part of ur comment. All of it
Thank you for understanding ...
E - emptiness
The dislikes are ppl that have never felt what it feels like to want to cry but you physically can't.
Or maybe they just don't like this style of music :/
@@ternyberny3436 I see what you mean, but not all people think a like. I have my own share of favourite songs and funilly enough, if i heard those songs 5 years ago i would have disliked them. Most of the dislikes are probably here bcs of the same reason. They are just not ready for it. I hate the rap genre, but even I can ditinguish a masterpiece, that this song is. :)
Or when you keep crying and physically cannot stop. Your face is scrunched up and your breathing is erratic. But you feel fine.
or they just don't like the song...?
Haters gonna hate! 🤷🏻♀️
You feel like you have lost yourself but you find yourself hidden in the layers you have created to protect yourself from society.
Yes
BRUH....How did you manage to explain that... O_O
Bro, thast me
@Matthew Robinson I mean once you feel trapped mentally, your inner poet flows through your soul.
This song hites hard
My family asks me why I listen to NF. "He's depressing, he has no emotion, he's boring..." The list goes on and on. But what they don't know it that NF's music saved my life. This music is constantly stuck in my head, it's become a part of me. If it was taken away from me I'd die. When I'm happy, I listen to NF cuz he pumps me up. When I'm depressed, I listen to NF, cuz then I know that I'm not alone. I hate my life, and this is my only escape. But my family will never know that so...
I may not know you, but please feel free to talk to me if you need someone :) My Instagram DM is always open if you need a friend💙
Sometimes it’s better talking to strangers then you’re own family about these things because they don’t always know anything and talking to other people outside of family seems to help me a lot try it
if u need someone to talk just sent me ur instagram iam here bro
i have problems too :(
I kno what you mean about him having "depressing music" I was listening to some music and my mom said well maybe if you wouldn't listen to this type of music you wouldn't be so sad. They don't get it, it hurts so bad cuz we feel like no one really knows what it's like.
Try talking to a friend or therapist it helps to talk
About things than bottle it up inside
"I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die.." those words.. all of those words from this whole lyrics.. It all makes me cry even more than I do without it..
There's no more tears left..
..'cause sometimes it's just hard to fight..
I just want to let you know.. this song helps me a lot..
Thank you! ❤
Zolixar awww same bro.
I'm ready to die
Don't you dare..
I know there's something you can still live for..
Just don't be like that.. please..
Don't do anything stupid, I'm sure there's someone who really likes you and don't want to lose you..
@@Zolixar well for me there are people that care for me, but I still want to die, I'm even cutting myself
Tell me, why??
We can talk about it..
do you ever just stare at yourself whilst shaking and crying and wonder, "when did it get like this?". Because, same...
Yup I wonder why and how it got so bad and I’m so scared that I’m just gonna snap one day so yea I’m pretty messed up 😔
Same bro
I can just cry thinking about how happy I was before and how it’s crazy that anyone can get sad Andy how sadness took over my life completely
@@faithflem2281 ikr :/ i constantly think, "why couldn't my happiness from my younger self be more spread out throughout my life?"
Everyday
i feel the same sometimes I feel numb and when I'm sad nobody sees that my parents fight a lot and I feel sad they fight everyday I'm only ten and my mom and dad doesn't live with each other anymore I hope you guys don't go through my pain stay happy and warm
This song is so fitting for someone like me who goes through depression for no reason.. You feel like you've done something wrong, but can't figure it out.. It numbs you to the core.. You're paralyzed... But by God, you get out of it❤️
I feel like this right now. Just came home from work and upset for no reason. I hate going through these phases of being upset for no reason. Songs like this help
that's how I feel right now
Amen! Know exactly what you mean! Like our worth is dictated by some person and then you realize you're a child of the living King!
+Sarah Causley And me
+Sarah Causley dang thats crazy, my prayers go out to you
Everyone keeps saying "what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger". That strength only comes after unimaginable pain, leaving behind the broken pieces of your soul. Wounds heal, a soul fades and the broken people of this world push on, and no matter how painful, miserable and downright hellish life becomes. We still put on a smile and tell the world "i will be alright". Stay strong Everyone, you're all loved, missed, wanted and needed.
thank you, i struggled with depression and still do, this really ment alot to me. im so tired of fighting again and again for nothing to come from it, thank you.
Yip yap
40 years of fighting are too many. I did not win. I did not die, and I did not live either. There is nothing but failure and sadness inside me. It will all end. When I die, because I will go to God. My Lord, the world is too cruel to me.
Thank you i need this 😔😔😔
Thank you
Mother, Father
Didn’t you know?
You lost your daughter...
Years ago...
Don't be sad. Everything will gonna be fine. I can feel you and don't worry I'm with you.
Take care dear, you're so important to someone. : )
"Nobody thinks what you think, no one
Empathy might be on the brink of extinction
They will play a game and say
They know what you're going through
And I tried to come up with an artistic way to say
They don't know you, and neither do I" -Tyler Joseph, Twenty Øne Piløts
Just saying no one should say they feel you or they understand what you're going through if they don't really know, I will not say I understand exactly what your feeling because nobody do, I know I hate it when ppl say it to me. So I'm just gonna give you a virtual pat on the shoulder, a hug if you like hugs, have a nice day.
Wow
Can't even say that.. Dad isn't alive, Mum isn't their for mah
@@peachy_gacha4784 never forget...you are not alone :)
NF has saved my life multiple times
Keep fighting
if by any chance you see this and are going through a difficult time, know that there are people out there who care about you, even if it doesn't seem that way. There are also services you can go to if you need support!
the reason why he's popular is,cause he talks about real things not the materialistic shits........
You mean the reason hes not that popular is because he talks about real things.
lil pump who talks about whores money and drugs is more popular unfortunately
@@eiknuj8487 yeah unfortunately. But in the circle that we all are in, he is more famous and popular than Lil Pump
So true
luckily he barely has fans hes just popular because hes a good meme
mr pancakes what meme is he?
Parents: *”fighting”*
Teacher: *”you need to focus”*
Friends: *” why do you keep ignoring us and keep listening to music?! “*
Me inside : *” Im trying, i promise ... “*
VeuIla leave him/her alone it’s not a meme it’s a truth
I relate lots of other people relate
Hey the longer you fighter the easier it gets and...these past 2 months
I have been listening to music whenever i can. Music is a coping mechanism and it helps, a lot and if people don't see that, then they're not supposed to be saying anything. I have been struggling too. You are not alone. Email me, any of you. I'm here to help
That’s 100% me... plus wanting to die, hating myself, etc
I'm sorry. I'm there too.
@@nataliethomas8665 You probably heard this one before, but you don't know how much this means to me
"Where is the person that I know?, They must have left, they must have left with all my faith."
Deep man
kermmm onnn he said that because his Dad had abused him badly for no other reason..... And he wants him.. Him to be more nicer... And if u dont belive.. Dont have too.... But this is true....
Way deep!
Way deep man
kermmm onnn every time
i hear him sing that part my eyes start to tear up. it really gets to me.
Dam your looking good in this picture
I'm here 2024 and as long as God wants me to be here... once He calls my name I'll be free and happy for eternity ❤
You ever have the moment where you want to cry? I mean just cry, that feeling where you desperately need to cry, ball your eyes out, gush a river till there's nothing left but...you... can't...you just...can't...you get a couple tears to come out and your jaw hurts? I feel like that's just me lately....
Right now? Yes .
@@ssssssnnnnn1235 Yeah it sucks sometimes, but I still have that little bit of hope that it'll get better but it's just difficult
I wish I couldn't relate to this but I'm going to admit it I'm in pain I'm in a lot of pain I just wish I wasn't for once though like I want to know what it's like to not constantly overthink and have happy parents and good mental health you know? But if I tried to talk to someone they would just say I'm being dramatic it fucking HURTS
@@assp0under Yeah I know what you mean
One of the reasons I listen to this
His Songs are real
You can feel everything.
You Cry
You Laugh
You're Angry
I love this Emotions. His Voice is great❤
Same tho :(
you're happy?
You dont laugh, this is real shit he's going through. I prey everynight for Nate, thats how big of a fan of him i am. Remember...... This is real, sadly. :(
T~T.....Ur totally right
riyana tasya same
It's heartbreaking that a stranger can tell that you're clearly not okay, but your own family who are supposed to know you the best don't.
You have no idea. I'm currently going through it.
And I can't cope with my dad's death of cancer😢
@@kylanchandler9461 my older brother died from cancer a month ago, and I was away on a trip when it happened. Its tough shit and I still miss him
You expect everyone to read your mind? lol
@@kylanchandler9461 stay strong my man , hope you are doing better now cause your father would have like you to be happy and live life in laughter again
Im on the NF journey, now. He speaks to me, like he does to many. His music is different, there's a quality within his art that is unlike any artist ive heard. This art/music takes on a silent character that grips onto me, i want to hear more & more. I cant explain, i know whoever is reading my words, you get it too.
*”There is no person in this whole world who is a mistake, no matter how different that person may seem.” - Fred Rogers*
*”I am bent, but not broken. I am scarred, but not disfigured. I am not sad, but not hopeless. I am afraid, but not powerless. I am angry, but not bitter. I am depressed, but not giving up.” - Anonymous*
*” You are so much more than what has been done to you.” - Karen Salmansohn*
*”Don’t let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace.” - Dalai Lama*
Your beautiful just the way you are, don’t let your younger peers go through what others have been through. Don’t give up and know that your not the only person suffering from the same problem.
*I love you and I want to let you know that. Stay safe.* ❤️
Thanks so much. I'm sure this took you along time to write. At least you know you helped one person.
Theresa Soraire I’m glad to hear that.
@@t.s3994 2 people😊
@@tesslangford8880 Even better. I'm glad that whoever wrote this helped you
I really hope he doesnt die young, love his music man. We cant lose another great singer. Love you man
Just a short message to everyone..
Your wrist isn't paper, *don't* cut it.
Your life isn't a film, *don't* end it.
Your neck isn't a shirt, *don't* hang it.
Your face isn't a mask, *don't* cover it..
Your body isn't a book, *don't* judge it.
Everyone's beautiful in their own way...
❤❤
I lobe this comment but we all have to cover our face because of stupid Corona
❤️
Keira Bagnall aww
6 years ago I used to listen to this song and wish to end it all . I tried it on June 2018 . I survived fortunately . Today i say thank you for being there for me when i needed you . Thank you for letting me listen to this song again today and telling myself look where you are right now ? Everything gets better . Just keep fighting
*“I’m scared to die but I don’t want to live”* anxiety and depression right there..
@Carl Williams You are the best! You write that paragraph just to tell me everything is ok! Sadly I don’t really have the time to write a paragraph but you are the best ! 🥺❤️
BPD too
I am so sorry you feel this way! I experienced depression in the past. Earth is tough! It is a very challenging school we chose to attend to evolve our souls. We must experience some low points, but we have to pull ourselves out. We also must love ourselves first. God put each of us here for a reason. Talk to your angels, they want your permission to step in more. You can do it! We're in this together! God bless and I pray for you.
Try these other inspiring songs:
Learning by Jason Gray
Priceless by for King and Country
Becoming by Jason Gray
@@elevateradiate you. Are a life saver to some that message you wrote is just so helpful it’s unbelievable Thanks ❤️
Thank you!I felt a huge call from God and my angels to post this today. We really are in this together to navigate, learn and grow on this journey in life! 💜
I’m A.L.R.I.G.H.T.
A-Always alone
L-Left out
R-Running out of happiness
I-In depression
G-Getting sick
H-Here and thinking that I’m numb and cold
T-Telling myself I’m tired
This comment is tru for me 😞
Damn bro if you ever need to talk hmu
same
so edgy
100% my life
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
[Hook:]
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed
[Verse 1:]
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
[Hook]
[Verse 2:]
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
[Hook]
[Bridge:]
I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
bubblegumgirl220 Gaming Roblox And More omg that id so good
Crazy Limper please don't use that word
such a bagit you dont care do you its just you need to stop that is rude and dont do it cuz you do it will come back to you dead or alive
Crazy Limper beat* and don't cuss because when you get married they look through your internet so when you get married good luck.
Razor Shark1 thanks for the lyrich
"Where is the person I know? They must've left with all my faith..."
This line utterly hurts. It truly embodies, in words, what it feels like to finally give up,.
”How are you?”
”I’m fine, just tired”
Tired of crying
Hey, another me!
Omg I'm so sad and I'm also tired of crying and I'm 9
If you need to talk to some one tell me
someone stole your comment.
My best friend says that a lot now it finally makes sense
NF just keeps hitting me where it strikes hard. I have those days. It"s not every day, no. It comes and goes. Those moments of sheer emptiness. Of being so indifferent, so emotionless, so exhausted that you don't even feel exhausted, just a void.
And I feel like not living, but I don't feel like dying. Just not existing at that moment and maybe coming back when I feel human again. When I feel...things.
As cliché as this may sound, NF just helps me cope with myself, with my mental instability. I don't know if I have a clinical imperfection, I don't care either. I know I have a God caring for me. And he's sent me people like NF, people who know without knowing me, to give me the words I need. Those to not only express myself, but feel appreciated, and loved, and understood, and like someone can share my status at some point and can have the right words for me, even if those words don't ever reach me.
I don't know if NF could ever stumble upon this message, but THANK YOU for being you. Thank you for your music, your message, your story, your passion for what you do and your realism. Thank you for being this relatable and perfectly imperfect man. Thank you for touching my life and giving me new hope through my passion of music.
I only hope someday somehow I could go to one of your concerts or meet you or something. But for now, that's just a distant dream
Javi_blinkuniverse your not alone his music does wonders all over the world he touches my emotions as a male I was raised not to show emotions so I relate to this song a lot it brings me back to a time when I was 12 me and my father the way he use to beat on my mom, sis,and me I listen to him to release a lot of emotions nf doesn't get enough credit as a person his music is healing for me and my lil sis
This is the best thing I’ve ever read❤️ I feel the same way
verry tru
I relate to you so much! And even i have that as a dream!
NF's Music had helped me as well. Depression, no emotion or care for anything. But you couldn't have said it better.
No matter what’s happening in my life I’m always struggling with my mental health and always come back here for some comfort
We‘ll always be here for you! ❤️
@@nilskalni3175 thank you I appreciate it 🙏
I feel like NF is so underrated :(( I love his music.
ME TOO!!!!
One of the few rappers/singers i like. I'm listening to his music since he had 40K Subscribers.
he is very underrated. He should be 5x more famous than he actually is
My top 3 songs from him Is paralyzed no name and let you down
@@johnwick3435 same
Anyone else feel like NF's music understands you so much?
Me
Yes
yea.
A little too much
Oh yes.