Anna Clendening - bad again [Official Lyric Video]

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  • @jhk.a.281
    @jhk.a.281 ปีที่แล้ว +405

    i remember listening to "to my parents" in high school before I ever got my anxiety/depression diagnosis. i felt worthless and unlovable yet thought it was just me being lazy and unproductive. Getting a diagnosis and starting therapy and medication was a life saving decision, but it wasn't a magical cure. i wish I didn't relate to this song, I wish mental illness didn't exist, but it's so healing to know I'm not alone and to be able hear my experience put into words.

    • @crystalfuchs395
      @crystalfuchs395 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Feel this so much ❤❤❤❤ it is a life long battle I've noticed and I found accepting myself and depression helps ❤

    • @you_adore.
      @you_adore. 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      😭

    • @ebonyfrench1993
      @ebonyfrench1993 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Never feel alone, we are all in this together ❤

    • @eliaslewis8972
      @eliaslewis8972 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same here, same song, but we do make it❤

    • @notok3157
      @notok3157 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Got this diagnosis two weeks ago... Thinking that my life can change feels too unreal, already got so used to the way I'm dead inside and fact that I'm lazy and bad at everything to the point I can't even get up from bed sometimes that I can't really believe this isn't just the way I am...

  • @stacyrodgers1372
    @stacyrodgers1372 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +96

    Hits different when you suffer from depression 😢

  • @Steffie_
    @Steffie_ ปีที่แล้ว +69

    "I'm watching my life from the passenger side of a train wreck. Someone cut the brakes and I don't even brace for the impact" Fuck.. that's so damn accurate 😭😭

  • @angelicacrose
    @angelicacrose ปีที่แล้ว +179

    I don't know whether to dance because it's so catchy, or cry because it hits so close to home.

  • @abbyattleson8300
    @abbyattleson8300 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    I’ve literally never heard anything more relatable 😢

    • @jackieschafer8264
      @jackieschafer8264 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Seriously literally every thing

  • @MichaelJarrae
    @MichaelJarrae ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Half of My BPD self is crying right now.❤

    • @haliecomo
      @haliecomo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Relatable af!!!

  • @kristinroben6627
    @kristinroben6627 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +51

    Lyrics:
    I'm sleeping too much and somehow not enough at the same time
    The shower's my enemy, I've been avoiding the front lines, yeah
    I justify self-medicating by saying it's just this time
    But one turned to two, and then three, now I see that they're warning signs
    Slowly slipping, start to spiral
    Caught myself in self-denial
    Guess I can't keep lying to my brain
    It's getting bad again (fuck)
    I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
    It's getting bad again
    I'm watching my life from the passenger side of the train-wreck
    Someone cut the brakes, but I don't even brace for the impact, yeah
    I've been hit too many times to count
    Wasting my energy, emptied my bank account
    All for the sake of trying to change something that won't go away
    Slowly slipping, start to spiral
    Caught myself in self-denial
    Guess I can't keep lying to my brain
    It's getting bad again (fuck)
    I hate this feeling, God, how I wish it would end
    I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
    It's not too much feel like giving up on this (like giving up)
    It's getting bad
    Hold my breath, I'm going under
    Try to fight this, I don't wanna
    Feel like sinking any longer
    It's getting bad (it's getting bad again)
    Hold my breath, I'm going under
    Try to fight this, I don't wanna
    Feel like sinking any longer
    It's getting bad again
    I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
    I hate this feeling, God, how I wish it would end
    I know myself and, no, I can't pretend
    It's getting bad again

  • @Book-nerd_gurl
    @Book-nerd_gurl 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This is so relatable to my anxiety. “It’s getting bad again, fuck.” It likes realizing ur anxiety is here again. Realizing ur picking at the skin around ur nails and picking the chapped skin on ur lips hits so hard in these lyrics. 🥲

  • @StonerTheLionKing94
    @StonerTheLionKing94 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    This hits me 💯! Cause this is how i feel right now. Thank you for this song 🙏. I’ll definitely will be listening to it a lot 💙💚🩷💜🩵.

    • @eugenia-divinecasey2755
      @eugenia-divinecasey2755 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ me too…

    • @serenaayala749
      @serenaayala749 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me three❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @emmahenry8466
    @emmahenry8466 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    I listened to your music so much when I was younger expecially in middle school and early high school and after seeing you on my fyp this is a great song to be reintroduced with. Your song are always so relatable and come at just the right time.❤

    • @annaclendening
      @annaclendening  ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Thank you for the kind words!💕

    • @LeisureTime-kb4tr
      @LeisureTime-kb4tr 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

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  • @ashleyporter406
    @ashleyporter406 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Thank you. ❤ as someone diagnosed with bipolar 1, this is so close to home. Your song made me get up and finally get help. Medication after medication and I let myself go.. thank you so much for this, have me strength..I know I'm not alone.

  • @NellaJade
    @NellaJade 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    21 seconds in, already added to my playlists, liked and subscribed. This is too relatable and beautiful at the same thing...

  • @user-gz4vq6jv1f
    @user-gz4vq6jv1f 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    You are my voice… it makes me less lonely for a second..

  • @chaoticconjuring
    @chaoticconjuring ปีที่แล้ว +3

    There is something truly captivating and almost haunting about listening to a beautiful voice singing a song with lyrics that sound like they were taken right from my own mind.

  • @Marie-kd5qw
    @Marie-kd5qw ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song hits hard

  • @Steffie_
    @Steffie_ ปีที่แล้ว +7

    So beautiful and perfect 😭 This is everything!!

  • @nickie2736
    @nickie2736 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Your songs always make me feel less alone. 💕

  • @honestyfortier
    @honestyfortier ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m glad you’re here, such a beautiful soul 💖 stay strong beautiful you’ve got this!!! 🥺🫶🏼

  • @martina-dd6vb
    @martina-dd6vb ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for your music, my anxiety is extra bad today, this song describes my feelings perfectly 😔💔❤️

  • @mariakn9681
    @mariakn9681 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Amazing performance!!!!

  • @whitneyvanburen1122
    @whitneyvanburen1122 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This hits home right now. I love how when I'm in a mood i just blasts your songs and i just feel not alone❤

  • @donut3935
    @donut3935 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I definitely relate to the wasting what you have to change. And I love the bridge too. The lyrics and the vocals just pack so much emotion. It's amazing what you've done for us who are watching Anna. You are and will always be an all time favorite of mine

  • @sabocikotic7632
    @sabocikotic7632 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Anna stay strong!

  • @Atlas-Rosemary
    @Atlas-Rosemary ปีที่แล้ว +5

    100% can relate this just described everything. You are so flipin talented and have an angles voice,

  • @miukumauku14
    @miukumauku14 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Wow...that one hits me very hard😭😭❤

  • @Virlix_
    @Virlix_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

    your voice throws me into the voids of space you have a great voice you deserve grammy 💙

  • @martynarados4543
    @martynarados4543 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This hits really hard, I love it❤️

  • @prettybabe5794
    @prettybabe5794 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Every song you release to the public gets downloaded. I have EVERY SONG. even your covers. I just love your voice so much. Your writing skills are so beautiful. I love the way you write. Thank you Anna. ❤

  • @bananacornpuff3434
    @bananacornpuff3434 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Such a good song as always! It came at the perfect time cause I’ve been feeling myself getting stuck again in life..❤

  • @heydontjudge
    @heydontjudge 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Absolutely awesome, can't believe I missed the notifications for so long

  • @charliezangel77
    @charliezangel77 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I needed this today

  • @ghostcreeper7626
    @ghostcreeper7626 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I cleaned my whole room while listening to this on repeat and then took a shower. It takes steps. Sometimes they’re bigger sometimes they’re smaller. Just keep going because if it can get bad again then it can get better again too❤️‍🩹

  • @kayciedunlap9512
    @kayciedunlap9512 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song hurts in a good way. It reminds me that I’m not alone.

  • @biren_biroo
    @biren_biroo 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The world has been so 'light-biased' that darkness of any kind is not allowed, it has become anathema. everyone thinks that the default state is of laughter, love and smiles... and so everyone just wants that. not realising how much of a pressure that creates on darkness of any kind, and on people who are either holding the dark, or are held in darkness.
    when you are in darkness, compassion is the worst thing, for example...
    what we need is people willing to dive, delve, dip into the darkness with us, WITHOUT bringing any light. not even a matchstick. instead to bring in... come with... their dark soul-pieces.
    you, your songs... are such authentic darkness... like the fullness of a new moon night sky.
    thank you for being you. and 'bringing' you.
    💔❤️💔

    • @perfessermicbo8556
      @perfessermicbo8556 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I'm sorry that I didn't understand this before I experienced it for myself. I was such a Pollyanna, thinking positivity would fix everything. Now I know what you are talking about, and you are so right.

    • @biren_biroo
      @biren_biroo 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@perfessermicbo8556 ❤️💔❤️

  • @rachellemilner491
    @rachellemilner491 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Get it girl.

  • @vamprella83
    @vamprella83 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    YAYYYY IVE BEEN CHECKING EVEYDAY FOR IT TO BE OUT

  • @staceybutlin9330
    @staceybutlin9330 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Love it ❤❤

  • @nennejoh
    @nennejoh ปีที่แล้ว +6

    As a person with bipolar disorder, this hit differently…

  • @JamieRonzoni
    @JamieRonzoni 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    As someone who is waiting to see doctors for multiple sclerosis symptoms, this song hits hard 😪 its like this is written about flares in autoimmune disorders

    • @JamieRonzoni
      @JamieRonzoni 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I also suffer from depression and cptsd so it hits on sooo many levels

  • @MuhReeNah
    @MuhReeNah ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Always find a way to speak to my soul in the ways i need 💙

  • @ashleymetheney8151
    @ashleymetheney8151 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Another amazing song ❤ I really like the end with that chorus pick up. Beautiful work and the lyrics hit close to home as well. Gives me the feels ❤

  • @brittanyluker5695
    @brittanyluker5695 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You have always been the most inspiring person for me !! Your songs have always hit hard for me !! I messaged you on TikTok. And I just wanna say how blessed I am to be able to hear your music !! ❤️🥺 but I have noticed, it has been getting bad again.. But I’ve been able to pull myself out of it, and I’m getting better every single day !! 🥺

  • @seleniamoseley5577
    @seleniamoseley5577 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    😭😭😭😭 All of this! 🫂❤️

  • @disneyselin
    @disneyselin ปีที่แล้ว +5

    thank u!♥️ i needed this rn. love u. keep making music. hope to see ya someday!❤ from 🇩🇪

  • @Sadiex234
    @Sadiex234 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love this song hits me hard this is on repeat xx

  • @sarahhilton3336
    @sarahhilton3336 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This really hits! Love it❤❤❤

  • @sarahwise1208
    @sarahwise1208 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow. This song is exactly my life right now 😢

  • @kassidyyates1976
    @kassidyyates1976 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You have helped me for years. I've struggled to put things into words, and my thoughts spin so fast. I'm 25 no and you have helped me for at least 10 years

  • @KayKay-vw1wz
    @KayKay-vw1wz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love this song because a lot of times I can feel it coming and I say to myself “it’s getting bad again” and then I start getting sad and depressed the next day and this song explains that exact feeling

  • @meimartins436
    @meimartins436 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Amazing song ❤️👏🏻

  • @Iamirxclej
    @Iamirxclej ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow this is really good milady ❤❤

  • @alexkennea2959
    @alexkennea2959 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Legit so fitting right now 😭

  • @ogxbatman_gaming9832
    @ogxbatman_gaming9832 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’ve been waiting for this to release ♥️ this is where I’m at but gotta push thru

  • @user-cp2kc4ty3j
    @user-cp2kc4ty3j ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg!! I'm in love with this song! Even better than I expected!! You're amazing!!!

  • @Oshawattmom
    @Oshawattmom ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It’s beautiful thank you so much for healing me through tough times❤❤❤❤

  • @davidanthonymanibo6854
    @davidanthonymanibo6854 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I wish this was longer 😢

  • @mcqpsy6611
    @mcqpsy6611 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The song I listen to when o try to get out of my depression slump
    Thank you
    Some times it held 😍

  • @JC-jn2ch
    @JC-jn2ch ปีที่แล้ว +6

    *song on repeat for the rest of my life* i feel so seen & heard !! thank u🥺🥺♥️

  • @ellahise727
    @ellahise727 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this. Tysm💜💜

  • @Reviewer-lk1uw
    @Reviewer-lk1uw ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is incredible. It's so beautiful and relatable. ❤

  • @victoriamcbride826
    @victoriamcbride826 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you so much for this. I feel heard and understood 😊❤

  • @kirakyouji1021
    @kirakyouji1021 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love all your songs omgg

  • @arrizonafletcher9132
    @arrizonafletcher9132 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have listened to you since my last year of middle school it really saved my life

  • @nancyrivers2012
    @nancyrivers2012 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm going through a break up right now and this really hits home for me

  • @serdar6763
    @serdar6763 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this song sounds quick recap of my life // last 2 months… head up heart open…

  • @KkLo0
    @KkLo0 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Makes my soul wanna scream😅🥰💓

  • @Samantha-99
    @Samantha-99 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So real

  • @idcinammon
    @idcinammon ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ive been waiting for this and am so happy its finally here! literally my song

  • @ambernichole6199
    @ambernichole6199 ปีที่แล้ว

    been listening to you since the start and have always connected with your music now finding out about my bpd I understand why I was so connected and related to you and your music. Thank you for being here through the rough times in my brain.😭😭💕💕

  • @d3ndr0ph1l3
    @d3ndr0ph1l3 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    0:04 literally the first lines listening to this for the first time at 5am without having slept. I’m so tempted to stay up the whole day to fix it because that’s what I would do when it would get bad again but I would end up giving up & going to sleep in the afternoon.
    It hasn’t even been a week that the feeling of it getting bad again has started. Maybe putting too much on myself a couple days ago I was being really productive, and I felt good and I was proud of myself then when I wake up, and my entire body is aching from my productivity so I gave myself a rest day because I feel like I was allowed to that one ray quickly became two, I need to do something today to stop this before I get back to a place I haven’t been in a really long freaking time. I know it’s barely started but I know if I don’t do something now it’s gonna go down hill very quickly & I’m gonna hit the ground so hard & I haven’t been there in so long I don’t know how well I’ll be able to handle it.

    • @perfessermicbo8556
      @perfessermicbo8556 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I've had a couple of good weeks, but it's coming back today. At least I recognize it for what it is now. It comes in waves, and I've been able to surf on top of them and ride them out so far. Hoping I don't go under the waves this time, or the next, or the next, or...

  • @nishiacardenas23
    @nishiacardenas23 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ❤this beautiful 😢

  • @jaynepayne1130
    @jaynepayne1130 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Very relatable

  • @keshangvillgan
    @keshangvillgan ปีที่แล้ว +1

    why this is so relatable

  • @IsadoraSantos-uk2le
    @IsadoraSantos-uk2le 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    one of the best songs i've heard in a long time. Your voice it's just aaaaaaaAAAA smooth and agressive

  • @lorenreandeau4962
    @lorenreandeau4962 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yes queen!!!!!!

  • @graceamorvalencia5863
    @graceamorvalencia5863 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for the new song❤❤

  • @Kamiii798
    @Kamiii798 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song is my fav for the year✋🏽🥲

  • @lilheartling7264
    @lilheartling7264 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this song ❤

  • @tohrurose8329
    @tohrurose8329 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Anna, thankyou ❤
    This is so relatable, it hits so hard, it’s hard not to cry .. I wish I could cry .. the best we can is maybe 10-20 seconds of intense tears and then numbness
    We try to reach out but they can’t see it .. it seems like they like even when we literally say I .. ‘certain … ***** things’, the dr just copy and pastes ( literally today… I watched her copy and paste (from yr ago) after I told her these terrible things I’m feeling recently)..
    We don’t have anyone with BPT around who can relate 😕

  • @dramalover644
    @dramalover644 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    when you get the hope everything's gonna be okay finally but your inner feelings betrays you 🥲

  • @haliecomo
    @haliecomo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is a song I needed to hear, but didn't want to. The first hook and I knew it was going to be too relatable. Subscribed to go find more songs you wrote about me. We are not alone!!

  • @gnomishdelights6851
    @gnomishdelights6851 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

    With the man verses bear arguement this sobg cab kind of hit differently.

  • @Farouq2005
    @Farouq2005 ปีที่แล้ว

    Tooooop!!

  • @andressuarez3079
    @andressuarez3079 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Keep fighting, dear. It gets better.

  • @californiakienitz4827
    @californiakienitz4827 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This resonates with my soul 😢❤

  • @jwright6059
    @jwright6059 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sober that song. I remember that one you wrote about losing yourself to alcohol and missing college. We deal with the same. I'm just the younger version of you trying her best to keep strong and not loose herself to it again.

  • @lizzierodgers1544
    @lizzierodgers1544 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Relatable

  • @tinacrossey6756
    @tinacrossey6756 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How i feel 😢 again

  •  ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My heart

  • @user-fx1mq7wn4r
    @user-fx1mq7wn4r ปีที่แล้ว +1

    YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!❤❤

  • @jackieschafer8264
    @jackieschafer8264 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow totally true

  • @SaraRose710
    @SaraRose710 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    amazing

  • @AmyChaos
    @AmyChaos ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is f’ing beautiful 😍🔥

  • @melindadunbar5398
    @melindadunbar5398 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Man you just spoke all thats in my brain girl damn. This is a banger

  • @MapleRoxWolf
    @MapleRoxWolf ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Its funny how ive been havin a horrible past 2 weeks and then Anna uploads this song. And the song just describes how its been for me perfectly.
    Love the song Anna. Probably gonna be listening to this on loop for a while now heh. 🖤

  • @magicalbook6307
    @magicalbook6307 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Im getting my 3 breakdown of a week I don't know why life is so hard and the worst part is that I can't even blame anyone because everyone around me are so good
    I always tell my self it's just this time everything will be okay but something it's not work I can't lie to my brain anymore actually my brain become so smart and said no it's not going to work.
    I never ever tell anyone about what I feel what I'm facing.

  • @kristihickman6626
    @kristihickman6626 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ❤️❤️❤️🔥

  • @dreamwalkerleah
    @dreamwalkerleah 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is good

  • @destineyhart5034
    @destineyhart5034 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    When I think of this song I think about my depression getting. Bad again I been fight my depression. For a while nobody like me nobody care about me I just wonder why I am even on this earth 😩

  • @lisa.83
    @lisa.83 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Nice...