Another Negative Pregnancy Test, So Let's Go Book Shopping + Viewer Gifts
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- In today's vlog, I'm disappointed by yet another negative pregnancy test. It sucks dealing with infertility. Plus, I get some bad news from a family member. But I cheer myself up by buying new books and getting some really amazing gifts from viewers. Thank you for hanging out with me!
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It hurts seeing you cry and get so downtrodden, but at the same time I feel honored that you would be so raw, real, and vulnerable with us. Here's to better luck in 2023! I'll be along (parasocially) for the ride!!!
Thank you! 💜
It’s heartbreaking to see u so sad i an sending all my love.
I hope this isn't too forward or depressing, but if you did a gofundme or something for the fertility treatments I know I personally would contribute. You should be proud of all of the progress you have made, and it's so so hard for so many people to conceive. Sometimes it's literally like shooting a fish in a barrel, other times it's like finding a needle in a haystack. The light in the beginning of the video made me think you dyed part of your hair purple and I think that would look amazing on you!
Thank you! Believe it or not, I have had purple hair before - but don't know that I would do it again. I appreciate your kind words! 💜
@@LifePlusCindy Fair! I'm a non natural hair color lover, but it can be rough on hair!
I would definitely contribute to a go fund me as well. You should definitely consider it if you're reluctant to do fertility treatments for financial reasons.
I would contribute as much as I could too.
@@anthropomorphisis Only if you bleach. Purple is great for darker hair colors. Speaking from almost 20 years of purple hair experience.
Your feelings are honest and completely valid. Don’t give up, Cindy ❤️ My mom had me at 43! You will have your baby in 2023, I’m manifesting it. Sending hugs
Late baby squad! My mum was 41. I know it's risky at that age, but I don't have a mental disability or health problems!
Rooting for you, Cindy! You will have a beautiful baby soon 💖
Let’s all type in the chat boolProp testingcheatsenabled true and keep Cindy in our prayers that she get blessed!!!!
LOL! Man, I need some cheat codes over here!
When you spoke about how you felt about your sisters pregnancy it really spoke to me. It is exactly how I feel about everyone around me getting pregnant. And the guilt you feel for feeling this way. But please know that you are not alone and a lot of us completely understand exactly how you feel and it is totally valid. Just know that you will have a little baby one day and you can tell them just how wanted they were. Sending lots of love to you and Andrew!
Thank you so much, Amanda. 💜
I’m sorry to hear about the negative pregnancy test, Cindy. 💔
I know things will get get brighter soon, and I’m wishing you and Andrew the best 2023. ☺️
Thank you so much! 💜
HOT DRINKS!!!! Ahh that brought back a lot of memories!
I really appreciate how open you are about your feelings and emotions. Please know it's never required of you to share them, but it's always appreciated. I know that as a 20 year old college student, we don't have a lot in common with our lives right now. But I'll keep watching and commenting anyways. It's almost like I have an older sister that I keep up with. :)
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yayyyy I'm so glad the golden pothos survived 😂They are really resilient so I had hope, but didn't want to jinx anything! haha.
I know it's a little thing, but I hope you'll enjoy it :) also glad you got one with such beautiful variegation! Thank you for being a light when we viewers are having bad days. Happy to return the favor when I/we can :)
ps. HOT DRINKS WILL NEVER DIE
I was so happy too! It looks really great today. I think it's going to love living here with me and the other plants! Thank you so much again!
I had boy/girl twins via embryo adoption at age 44 after 7 years ttc and 13 consecutive miscarriages. Don't give up. People told me I was crazy to keep trying and it wasn't meant to be. If you want it, you will find a way to be parents, even if it's not by traditional means. Find a good reproductive endocrinologist and explore all the options. My twins are 5 now and perfect and the loves of my life.
I'm so sorry you're dealing with this, and you aren't selfish at all for having mixed feelings about other people getting pregnant. I have my fingers crossed for you for next month 🤞
Thank you! 💜
My aunt had two kids after 40, Cindy. Don’t give up, I’m sending all the good vibes in the universe to help you get pregnant!
Your talk about infertility and other women getting pregnant is 100% relatable to many of us unfortunately. We’ve had to deal with some pretty bad shit (I also lost my baby in july) so we don’t have to feel guilty for feeling this way. I don’t think anyone can understand unless you’ve been through this. Sending you love, may this next month be the one for us! 🤞🏽
I haven't been through this - hope I never will - but I can understand. I love my children and I wanted them really badly. I was just lucky and that's exactly the way that I think about it. I don't take anything for granted because I know a lot of women that had to struggle a lot before holding their first child in their arms. Love to you all, you are so strong and deserve to be happy with your own children as much as everyone else. ❤️❤️
In January of this year, a dear friend of mine told me she was pregnant while she was over at my fiance and I's apartment. I was overjoyed for her, but at the same time, I felt absolutely devastated for myself. There was an awful pit in my stomach. I also have PCOS, and also my friend and I are only a year apart, so it just felt like my womb was cursed or something.I felt so envious. It was so hard to be outwardly happy and supportive. Funnily enough, that same day we all went to Barnes & Noble, haha! I bought books on mushrooms, trees, and I got a tarot deck. When we got back and said our goodbyes to her, my fiance and I sat down and did a reading. I wrote down a long analysis of it, but basically, I STILL refer to that when I'm feeling hopeless about our baby. "The best path is the one I'm on. Continuing to do what I love and to create is going to be good for me and my betterment. In the end, my child will come to me. I am patient and put the work into myself. I only must be careful to stay confident and calm," that's the ending bit. I don't know if that's much help at all, because I understand words don't really do all that much. However, I just want to say that I see you and I understand.
Cindy, you will get your baby! My mom had many issues with her pregnancies and I was born when she was 40,after three miscarriages and a baby boy that died minutes after being born (not saying this will happen to you,god forbid!) And had given up when she founded out she was pregnant with me. So yeah,I don't know why for some people in this life things are harder but you're gonna make it. 🥰🥰🥰
I have been watching you for around two years now & you just seem so sweet and caring, and obviously, I am just some internet stranger but hearing you speak about this deeply pulls at my heart. You are right, it isn't fair. While I don't know what it's like to deal with infertility, I can empathize with feeling like you're being selfish for seeing others get joy from something you can't. My mom died from brain cancer 4 years ago & in this time my dad (too quickly, I feel) got married. So over the holidays I'm having to watch her kids/grands be happy to be around her in the house that my mom spent her last days in. Not to mention all the other mom centered stuff I see. It's a natural reaction to feel how you feel, no matter how much you try to push it down. I do think that the fact that you are even feeling selfish for this means that you're actually not. Selfish people never think of others. I am really sorry you and your husband are going through this and I send y'all love and every bit of good vibes from my heart that I can muster. ❤
I found you when you posted your video of you wearing your wig for the last time. I cried so hard for someone I didn't even know, but I felt such a lovely spirit that has SO MUCH to offer this world. I've been here ever since, and I'm crying with you this morning because I know the universe will bless you with a baby. It may not be on your time, but it will happen. Your baby will come to you, and what wonder parents both of you will be! We all love you so much, Cindy! (And Andrew, too!)
Oh, Cindy I’m sorry about the sad news💖.
I know that anything anyone says can’t take any kind of pain away, but I’d just like to say that you are such a special person with such a beautiful soul and I guarantee you everything will work out eventually.
There’s a reason so many people love watching your videos and all I can say is that you’re gonna be one hell of a momma.
Whether it takes fertility treatment (or however many more years) to get there, if you want something badly enough, you’ll find a way. 💖💖
Thank you! I appreciate that so much! 💜
What you are feeling is 100% normal and understandable. My angel was stillborn at 37 weeks. My cousin and his wife had their baby girl a week later, and friends of ours had their baby boy 3 weeks later. I was happy for them, but my heart broke for me. Sending you love and sticky baby dust. Xo
I feel for you Cindy. It took me 1 year after my miscarriage to finally get pregnant. Each month was soul crushing, but there was light at the end of the tunnel. We were just about to go through fertility treatment the month of falling pregnant. I hope this is some consolation. I’m sending all the baby dust to you xxx
I'm also ttc, one of the hardest things ever with pcos. Sending you good vibes and baby dust!
Thank you! And I wish you the best of luck too!
Sending Blessings your way, Cindy and Jasmine! 🙏
@@treefrog1018 thank you love!
Cindy, you did mention that you took all the supplements when you first got pregnant. Maybe retry that?!? You got this, dont give up! ❤️ Ty btw for continuing your vlogs
Thank you! I'm actually restarting some of them today, so we'll cross our fingers that it helps!
I might not have infertility issues, but I do watch people around me be happy. And I don't know if it sounds dumb, but my lifes horribly miserable, and I feel like after everything I tried there's no hope for me, and some people just... are happy. They never went through what I went through. They just have things I probably never will. And I just have to live with that.
And I don't wanna be upsetting, I hope you can get pregnant too at some point, I hope you don't end up like I did, I wish nobody did.
I understand fully how you’re feeling. After I lost my first baby, I had an older sister having a baby, and 4 work colleagues fall pregnant around the same time. Having to go through watching them have happy and healthy pregnancies whilst I struggled mentally with the pain of losing my baby, and the pain of not being able to fall pregnant as easily as I had the first time. Just made me so full of resentment and jealousy that I didn’t even ask them about their pregnancies and took no interest in anything related to their babies, I ignored them as much as possible. It sounds horrible, but you just do what you have to do to cope. I’m sorry it wasn’t your month Cindy, I have everything crossed that the next cycle is yours 🤞🏼❤️
I’ve felt the same way you’ve felt Cindy, I’ve had 2 losses with the last one being 2 weeks ago. You’re so strong and it’s not selfish to feel the way you’re feeling. 💓 Love for the both of you
i definitely understand where you’re coming from. my ex and i never had children and now that i’m single at almost 30 i feel like i’m watching everyone around me married and happy and it’s absolutely soul crushing. i had to delete facebook even though i was happy for them just because it was too depressing to see every day. i truly wish you both happiness and you’re not alone 💜
@@ashleysteele1354 its been a couple of months and definitely don’t miss it! i only have twitter and instagram to follow my favorite artists but i can feel myself losing interest in those sites too.
By no means do I want to make this about myself, but I was sat here on the sixth week of a heavy period crying about how I feel my dream of having a family will never happen, and I saw your video. You're always an inspiration for me. I don't give up because I see how much you've already succeeded. When we're in the thick of it, it tends to feel like nothing will go our way and it's easy to see how you can lose sight of the progress you already have made. You have come so far from where you were. You're ovulating every month!!! Wow, just wow. I know you feel time is your enemy right now but I hope you can see how its served you this year in helping you heal. I fully believe you'll get there. Sending you love this new year!!!
A coffee press is how I make coffee...basically you just put a couple scoops of coffee in it, add boiling water, stir and wait a bit... then just press down the grinds, it's great for bringing a small pot to your desk for editing
Also you can use any coffee, but its best to use "coarse grind" if youve ever seen that before, or if you grind your own it should be coarse enough anyway
Thank you! Just what I needed to know! I can't wait to try it out.
Aw Cindy, my heart dropped when I saw the title 💔As hard as things are now, and it's definitely easier said than done but keep thinking positive, always keep moving forward no matter how cruel life can be. You and Andrew got this!
On another note, I finally bought myself some steel straws thanks to you LOL, I've been living my whole life drinking my coffee from the cup so I'll need to get used to, but I love it! Also, I'm planning on buying a small grill for my patio, I just love how your steak looks and here we just used it on special occasions so it got rusted 😂 You really are an influencer Cindy!!❤
Thank you for sharing it with us.
I know how difficult and disappointing it can be. It took me 9 months total, with a miscarriage in the middle. I had my baby at 35. My advice would be first use ovulation tests, once your fertile days are over try to focus on something else, do things you like, try to forget about it. And never test before a missing period, it makes it even more stressing, also you can see a negative result just because its too soon. And never lose hope, there is always a way, like you said there are specialists and treatments. I know its hard but dont think about age or time, it only adds more pressure and anxiety is your worse enemy during this process.
I unfortunately just got my period again after trying for a baby. Hopefully 2023 is the lucky year for Cindy and her subscribers. 🤞
I am so sorry please don't give up
We won't. It sucks right now, but we will keep trying. 💜💜
Hugs to you and Andrew, this is incredibly painful. No words can help, so I'm just sending hugs.
On another note, Cindy!!! You are completely a natural at vlogging and keeping us engaged in your daily life. I cry with you, laugh with you, etc. It's amazing, really, not everyone has that.
So so sorry that the test was negative this month Cindy, here's to hoping for a positive one in January!! We're here to support and uplift you in any way we can
I think about you a lot, Cindy. Thank you for sharing your story with us. I'm incredibly amazed by your courage and your ability to get up again even when life tries to gets the worst of you. It means a lot to me. You're an inspiration.
Aww, thank you so much Hendrik. That is so kind of you to say, and I appreciate it. Glad I could share it with you. 💜💜
I’m sure someone’s already said this, but you were right to be skeptical of the toothbrush! a lot of the bamboo products, specially the ones on Amazon) are mostly plastic, or BPC (bamboo plastic composite) and they can get away with calling it bamboo as long as it has bamboo fibers (even if it is less then 2%) ! The one you bought seems great and promising though, plus it’s very cute!! It’s so hard to get around green washing companies but y’all are really doing great 🎉❤
I'm sorry Cindy! but don't give up hope. You could also consider adoption. Though you might not want to go that route (which is understandable) I'm 35...turning 36 in February and I have no children either. But I'm also single....so yeah lol but anyway my plan (when I can) is to adopt a child,regardless if I have my own flesh and blood child,I'd love to adopt. There's tons of kids out there that need a home. Anyway that's what I want to do for myself. But I don't know how you and Andrew would feel about adoption but it's always an option. But if you don't want to adopt,that's fine too :)
I'm so sorry for your news. I COMPLETELY understand how you feel. I've been through it too. You have every right to feel what you feel. It is crappy and unfair. Sending positive energy to you from Ottawa Canada
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Awrh Cindy I’m so sorry to here about the pregnancy test. I watch your videos everyday and hope nothing but happiness for you and Andrew❤️❤️ you’re so natural and down to earth when you record your vlogs and that’s why I always check the time and think it’s Cindy time🙌🏻 I am keeping my fingers crossed for the both of you🥰🥰
I know this is an older video but I have been binge watching your videos all morning and I just have to point something out. You are the absolute sweetest thing to this dude and he is a complete dick douche bag to you!!! Wow!!! I am SOOOOO glad that you are done with him….you deserve so much better than this Cindy!!!!
I have a good feeling this new year is going to be full of blessings for you. Hang in there. So much love to you.
hi cindy! i hate seeing you cry and i am so sorry you're going through this but keep your head up, good things come to those who wait and you really have been waiting. i feel for you and andrew and i will definitely keep you both in my thoughts and prayers. stay strong and I am wishing you both nothing but the best in the year of 2023!
Sending you lots of love Cindy! ❤ Hoping that you and Andrew can get that positive very soon. Infertility is so tough. We’re here for you always!
Thank you so much! 💜
Cindy I think it takes a strong person to come online and share the good times and the bad with us. I wanted children and all of my siblings have children but I don't. I am older now but couldn't get pregnant when I was younger. Then, because of cancer, I had to have a total hysterectomy. I know how it feels to have that hope. You still have time! I have a sister in law who had a child in her 40's and the baby was perfectly healthy and is a beautiful teen today. I'm sending you positive pregnancy vibes..if that makes sense. :)
I love the books! I'm a journal nut!!!
I’m so sorry about the negative test. and I while I know that no amount of kind words and well wishes can take the pain away, I will send good vibes and keep you in my thoughts.
Manifesting a 2023 baby! I hope you and Andrew have a good New Years Day ❤
the way you break out in song over the most random triggers makes me feel so seen 😂 I do that all the time too. I’m thinking of you and Andrew and hoping for your rainbow baby 🙏🏻
Lol! Thank you! The music is in me. 😄
It’s good you talk about it and get it out. I don’t know how it feels so I can’t truly sympathize. I will just be a stranger praying on your behalf. I hope this gives you some hope but my 45 year old sister just had a baby when she thought it would never happen. Keep the faith.. ❤❤❤
Cindy getting so excited about the coffee plunger while not knowing what it is is so hilarious to me lol i love this channel
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My aunt’s journey was very very similar to yours, she finally got her rainbow baby at 40 and both are doing great! Sure it’s later in life but what is meant to be always will be. I’ll be thinking about you 💛 sending good luck and all the baby dust!
Luckily you'll have loads of energy now with the new coffee machine to keep trying and finally bring this planet a beautiful new soul (or two?)
you are always in my thoughts and starting now everyday when I sit down to watch your vlog I will send positive hopes for your pregnancy to the universe. Positive manifestation starts now!
after some negative news seeing you so happy welcoming the new baby pothos into your plant family was adorable.
as much as it hurts, thank you for being open and honest. you don't HAVE to be open abt these things, but choosing to do so will help other people out there who are struggling with the same feelings that you are right now. i haven't been in your shoes and i never will as im a guy (who never ever wanna have children), but thank you for being real. also, feeling envy or selfish for other ppl being able to get pregnant isn't bad at all. your feelings are valid. you are SO allowed to be envious or sad or even angry. YOU ARE VALID!!!!!
Oh mama I feel for you. I'm personally going on month 8 of trying since we lost our son too. 😪 I know how you're feeling. But we got this! Hugs to you both 🩵
Thank you, and I wish the best for you too! 🤗🤗
you can do it cindy!!! so much love to you, you deserve to have what you want out of life. you deserve to live the life you want to live. it is so hard right now. i am so sorry for the grief that you have for it but you deserve to have such a sweet success to contrast the bitter losses. you deserve to win!! you can!! you can do it!
I’m am so sorry you’re going through so much Cindy. I wish you and Andrew a better year and a bright future with your future family. Never lose hope!
I'm so sorry. Unfortunately, I know exactly how you feel. It's crushing. I guess the only positive is this is one more month to get even healthier. Sending you baby dust and best wishes♥️
Also, as far as your sister, I understand. You're happy for them but so, so sad for yourself. The definition of bittersweet. My heart is with you.
Thank you! It sucks, but we just have to keep moving forward. 💜
When my former partner and I were trying to get greggnant they said that my partner should really cut down or go off of Marijuana because it lowers sperm count also caffeine the doctor mentioned has a similar issue for sperm Count over time.
Hang in there, Cindy! It doesn’t happen overnight. Keep trying before, during and after ovulation to increase the chances I hope it works out for you! And try to make things smoother for you and Andrew, important to keep things as romantic as possible!
I'll pray for you Cindy! It took me 6 months after my miscarriage to get pregnant. I hope things work out, I really do!
Hi Cindy, I think the trick to falling pregnant is to think - 'the last thing I want to be is pregnant right now, I have no money, no job and no prospects! You can almost guarantee that pregnancy will happen almost immediately!
|n other words. pregnancy is the embodiment of Sod's Law . I have a friend who was told she could not get pregnant after having had all the fertility tests that you can think of. So she thought, well that's that then. No more anxiety over getting pregnant. Within a couple of months she fell pregnant naturally with her first child and had another a couple of years later without any fertility treatments.
So do not give up hope or think it will never happen. Instead, if you can afford it, spoil yourself and go away on holiday with Andrew, relax, be happy and chances are you will return home pregnant! Because pregnancy happens when you either least want it or least expect it!
I really wish you all the best, and hope to hear you complaining in a couple of years about how your toddler is driving you crazy!😊
I’m sorry to hear about your negative pregnancy test, but hopefully your time will come soon! Wishing you a happy and successful 2023, hope it’ll be bigger and better for you and Andrew! Much love to guys and thank you for always being a highlight to my day, it has been amazing with you and your vlogs 😊💜
Thank you! I appreciate that! 💜💜
@@LifePlusCindy you’re always in my love and prayers so keep positive ❤️
Sending you two nothing but positive vibes. May 2023 be full of happiness for you and Andrew 💚💜💚💜
Thank you so much! 💜
Cindy!! I'm so sorry. One day soon the universe will be on your side and gift you with a beautiful baby! It's very difficult to be happy right now but things can only go up from here! We're here for you!!
sweet cindy you deserve to feel the sweetness of precious moments happiness and pure contentment. domestic bliss is your birthright
I feel you, I suffer from endometriosis and it took me a hundred negative tests to finally discover that my tubes are clogged and my only option is IVF ..
Thank you for sharing your experience with us.
I can tell how much your sister worried for your feelings. So sorry December wasn't your month. Fingers crossed for January💞💞
So sorry to hear the sad news Cindy, but I’m glad your spirits had lifted somewhat by the end! Don’t give up hope! Also, I hope to send you a little something soon!☺️
I know how hard it is to watchh the people around you have their kids when it isn't happening for you, it's absolutely soul crushhing. I'm so proud of you and Andrew for continuing to stay strong togethher and persevere. It's truly inspirational 💕 I hope you know how muchh these real and raw vlogs are appreciated
On a lighhter note I still don't hot drinks every time I go out and get a hot coffee😂
Thank you Chelsea! 💜
I really hope everything works out!
I know a couple that tried, and tried and tried for 13 years. She is currently pregnant with two! They are overjoyed and the babies are due next month. Don't give up, everything is possible, and you both deserve this.
Btw, happy new year and I hope all your wishes come true this upcoming year!
im so sorry you’re facing this 😔 yall are so strong to keep trying and to be so honest with us, im sending all of my hope and strength! 💜 im glad your community could turn your day around too 🌟 side note: i hope you’re able to find a zz plant or cutting! i was gifted one and that thing has sprung up and continues to grow like crazy despite my neglect 😅 they’re so beautiful 🌱
no matter how discouraging - don't give up! It happened once and can and will happen again! I have colleagues who had their first child over 40. I am rooting for you! Speaking of roots, the cuttings take a long time to root, you did well with them, mine sometimes take a few months to get any sort of root growth from the little nubbins.
Thinking of you. Sorry to hear your news but hold on - this WILL happen! Thank you for your videos ❤
We're here for you, Cindy. However you're feeling, it's ok to feel how you feel 💜 sending a massive hug. You seem like a wonderful person and I hope it turns around for you, soon.
Thank you so much, Victoria!
ALSO your pain is valid. So so so valid. I can’t tell you how many tears I’ve shed. Shed those tears. Let it out. Vent to your hearts content. You have an army of people rooting for you. You have many viewer who also have struggled. Don’t make yourself alone like I did. Share away. We care. ❤
Hi Cindy, I wanted to know that my thoughts are with you and I understand what you're going through. My husband and I have been trying for three years and had our first cycle of IVF in September. I fell pregnant but miscarried a few weeks later. It was absolutely devastating. I found out a few weeks later that my cousin's wife was pregnant and due two weeks before I was and I ugly cried. I was so happy for them but I couldn't let go of the fact that they had only got married a few months before so likely hadn't tried for long at all, it all seems so unfair. Infertility sucks and I'm so sorry we have to go through this.
I’m so sorry Cindy! Thank you for being brave enough to tell us your story. You are not selfish for feeling the way you feel about others being pregnant when you are wanting to also have that dream too. I am young so I can’t understand what you are going through but please keep the faith. I’m sending you and Andrew positive vibes for 2023 and I do believe that there will be a baby in your future!
It breaks my heart to see you hurting Cindy and I hope you know that your feelings are completely valid. Thank you for being so raw and honest about it. After I lost my daughter to IC at 21weeks there was 2 of my family members who got pregnant and had daughters and it really broke me. You’re going to be an amazing mother Cindy. Sending positive vibes and baby dust to you and Andrew.💖
Do not let this discourage you! There is a baby waiting for you in the future Cindy, keep the faith 💗
Thank you, I will! 💜
I’m sending good vibes your way with everything I’ve got. You and Andrew would make such good parents. I hope the psychic is right🐈⬛
Oh girl, I don’t want children ever and I wish I could just send you my late 20s fertility that I have no use for. I hope everything goes well for you and that you will get pregnant soon!
Watching this after the fact is heart wrenching Cindy. Omg.. 😢😢😢
I understand you so well. It is so hard to see others around get all theese children, and it doesnt happen to you. Sending you all the good energy I can!! Wishing 2023 is YOUR baby year Cindy 🙏🏼♥️
I’m with u honey me and my fiancé really want a baby to clomid didn’t even work either so don’t give up I’m with u we will get our baby 🤞🏼🙏🏼
I'm so sorry.
There's a CNY fertility center in Colorado Springs if it comes to that for you guys. It's affordable fertility care. Their wait-list for the consultation is about 4 months long so you should call soon if that's something you're interested in. They also offer a grant every month you can apply for
Thank you! That's the clinic we would definitely go to if it comes to it, but I hope it doesn't. We may have to get on the waitlist sooner rather than later, though.
@@LifePlusCindy I so hope it doesn't come to that for you. I'm rooting so hard for you to bring home a baby in 2023
Sorry to hear that 😞 😔 I hope u get a miracle 🙏 ❤
Thank you! 💜
@@LifePlusCindy i hope that u get it next month.
I know it’s so hard to be patient love. You just got your cycle back too. Try to remember to give yourself and your body some grace. It has done some amazing things in the last 4 months. It’s so hard when it’s something you want more than anything but I know this is going to happen for you. And part of that is remember to focus on each other and make it less about the outcome. Easier said than done but do try to make the “making” process more about each other. ❤ All my thoughts are with you sweetie. We are all routing for you. 💕
I'm so sorry ❤️ I know that feeling too. I miscarried earlier this year and I got so angry and upset just seeing random pregnant women for the longest time afterwards. It feels like the universe is mocking you somehow. Couldn't imagine it being someone close to me, that would hurt so bad. It's the ugliest feeling but it's like, you gotta feel it and just try to get out on the other side ❤️ I'm convinced you and Andrew will have a baby, it's not too late just because you're turning 40. A colleague of mine had her 2 children at 45+ after years of infertility. And yes, I agree 100% that actively trying to get pregnant is a real romance killer.
Also I love the stuff you got, that almanac looked so cool!
Thank you! It's nice to know other people understand what it's like. I still get upset when I see a random pregnant woman and I know it's irrational, but I can't help it. Really sucks!
Hello dear, I hope you and Andrew will have a great year ahead! 🌸
First of all, congratulations to your sister!
Secondly I would like to let you know that (as much as I can) I can feel your pain because it is a big tangled ball of feelings - happiness for your sister, envy, guilt of been envious, sadness, disappointment, trying to keep up your hope, etc. - that one way or another, we all have experienced in different situations. You are a strong and a determined woman who despite all the shitty things that have happened to you over the years (the ones you have shared with us and also the ones you rightfully want to keep private) you thrive everyday, you connected back with yourself, your spirituality and us. Keep in mind that you have accomplished so much Cindy and we are all so proud of you.
Greetings from Greece 🇬🇷 Continue being yourself, we are all so glad you are here and you are doing so so so so well 🌸
I was thinking because you’ve been working on your hair. Be careful about tension alopecia. I found out I had been unintentionally pulling out/breaking my hair at the part. So I try to be more gentle about how I’m styling it.
Hey Cindy🧡 keep your head up! Thanks for sharing your story
Vitamin D is wonderful if you get tested and fond out you are low, you should take the daily one, not the weekly one. There are videos on youtube, i think the keto doctor Berg or something like that does a great job at explaining it. I would suggest also going to a natural medicine doctor if you dont already
I had a very similar situation with my sister, she got pregnant after i miscarried and didn’t tell me.
It was actually my mum who told me when she was 5 months pregnant.
I got really upset, I’m happy for her just broken over my losses.
(This is my sisters 3rd baby in 4 years)
What your feeling is ‘normal’ for someone struggling to get pregnant / someone who has had a pregnancy loss. don’t feel bad. Your feelings matter and you matter.
I pray for you and Andrew often that’ll you get the baby you deserve. You will make the most amazing parents and any baby would be so lucky to call you mum x
Love your biggest Fan
Lauren x
I have all the faith in the world that in the near future a pregnancy will happen when its meant too. In the meantime. Keep focusing on what the two of you have already. Book shopping is a must for me.
Is that a hug a bunch doll? OMG I thought I was the only one that remembered them. Do you remember the movie? I must have watched it a 100 times. I am so sorry about what you are going through. I am also going through the same thing and have been for 15 years. You are heard and you are not selfish or alone in this battle. I just turned 35 this year and it was like doomsday for me. It feels like the whole world is having babies and you will forever have empty arms and an empty heart. I know that familiar hope but also hopeless feeling you get every month again and again. I know it sounds cliche but I am thinking of you and I really hope that we all can get our one little miracle. Much love to you and Andrew
Hi Cindy, I’ve been a long time viewer since you started posting sims related content and I’ve followed along ever since. I’m sending you so much love and good energy! 2023 will be your year 💜💜
I am very sorry you have to go through all of this. I know I have little to no experience in this but from a psychological point of you I think it's time for you to weigh the pros and cons of continuing on trying or stopping. It all comes down to two questions you gotta ask yourself.
1) If you stop will you be dreading the fact that you did because you had hope that it could've worked? Will you feel like you're missing out on this experience because you didn't try for as long as physically possible?
2) if you continue on trying, is the mental state that it's putting you in worth the try?
Edit: the french press is also pretty good at frothing milk
I’m sorry, Cindy. There’s nothing anyone can say, but we sure do care. ❤
Be sure to take K2 with vitamin D, it helps with absorption.
Sorry to hear that you did not catch this month, I remember feeling the same way I know it can be disheartening. I really wish you the best.
You have probably looked into it already and this may be TMI but I found that evening primrose oil really helped *ahem* increase my natural lubricant which made things more favourable for sperm 😅 I know everyone is different but that is something that really helped me! Sending love and baby dust from the UK xxx
Hi Cindy! I’ve been busy trying to catch up on your videos since I’ve been busy during the holidays. I’m currently trying for a baby as well and I think this month was a bust for me too. I know how disappointing a negative test is. Wishing you love and patience during this time! Can’t wait to watch this video later once I’m all caught up.
Thank you Katelyn. And I wish the same for you!
Im 39 this month and we are TTC after a MC this fall. I understand to an extent. Heres some baby dust for us both.
Sending positive prayers and thoughts your way. You have made so many positive changes. Your feelings are valid. You and your husband are survivors and strong. Your family will expand. We all need hope, so hang on to it