"You were always the sensitive one" verbatim my mom. She didnt know how to reach me on top of not be available. Its been very uncomfortable building a foundation that was ripped out and neglected. Adulthood for me is so different than the rest of my peers.
I can so relate to this, had so much bitterness from my mother's neglecting and dishonouring my sensitiveness and constanct curiousity. She thinks I was mad and failure not working as the rest of the people around her. I broke out in tears while listening to this part of the video. Thank you for opening my eyes...
Related! My mom literally won’t even acknowledge my sensitivity lol if I say I’m sensitive she takes that moment to gaslight and call me every other negative descriptor than sensitive😅
Thank you Sara and Charlie. I used to feel bad about being unique especially since I’ve always been aware that I see things others don’t. Since I discovered HD I’ve learned to be more comfortable as a projector and now I’m very selective about who I’m around. It’s almost like I need to shower after being around certain people to get rid of their energy off me since I’m so open.
lol i used to have fights with my daughter about the mean, judgmental people she brought into our home. She has learned to trust my judgment more, as I've been right every time about their pretensions and destructive energy.
"you were always the wise one in your family" "you were unvalidated so you had to be perfect in everything" what a funny thing to be incarnated with these "problems of childhood" because these are the beginnings of the strengthening of my true being. Whenever id fight with my dad and that it would calm down a few days after because we talked it out, he would get emotional and tell me to this day that he doesnt understand where all this love and gentleness and wisdom came from "how could you move on so easily from these things" he would say, because they never really mattered in the big picture pops, id say, he would reply with a smile. 😊
The chameleon is so right on point. With every partner I become a different version of myself. Knowing Brad Pitt is also a 4/6projector as myself, it becomes easier to understand it. Oh, the taking care, I work as a carer, even as a child I took care of everyone, but never got the feeling of being seen or validated. I think the bitterness is so real, as you feel disappointed with yourself for being so sensitive. I used to go out and disappear for hours picking flowers, touching things, smelling things. This made me listen this all twice.
4/1 projector and it is my souls desire to share my life with a significant other who believes in me and does not see me as some fixer upper project or pressures me into doing and thinking like they do.
wishing you will find a projector who understands. my partner is also a projector. He is slightly older and I think he has deconditioned more than me and is more able to know what he doesn't want to use energy for. I am perhaps still swayed by conditioning and doing things I think i should.
I'm such a sponge that I can barely touch my cell phone. The energy of it is too much going through my hands and arms. I've tried emf stickers, but they haven't worked. I'm married 26 years to a Generator. We communicate a lot. I especially enjoy sharing information with my husband and my children about our designs. Regardless of being a mother and wife, I'm aware of my individuality and my uniqueness. I've been aware since a young age. I appreciate this channel for the community, the validation, and the empathy. Thank you
As a 4/6 splenic projector (age 47) with a 16 yrs old 6/2 self projected projector son, I got so much clarity from this video. Thank you guys, so grateful for your work.
Im so looking forward to watching this rn. I have always felt that I face expectations I couldn't meet, in any form relationships. Friendships, relationships and the relation with my family. Thank You for creating this channel.
I’m a projector 3/6 and just discovered HD and already shared so much light on my internal struggles and path, thank you all so much, specially the projectors sharing your own experience! 🙏🏼 gratitude and love to you all❤
My mom was sick when I starting at age 5 and I was the one who was left taking care of her or just being home with her because she couldn’t be left alone. I was the youngest. I was told from a young age that I felt too much and was too deep. As I look into this and other birth charts I am considered a spiritual seeker, wanderer, free thinker. I have a love/hate for these traits mostly because I don’t fit in the social culture. I am knowing what I am as my clients have expressed to me how I have influenced and have been a gift to them.. This is validating to hear but still hard at the end of the day because it would be nice to go to a party and just be but i ususally end up in a spot with just me and another person as the group itself isn"t necessarrily a comfortable inviting safe place to be. So I’d rather not go.
Spot on!! Projector 4/6 triple split this is so accurate, especially in my romantic relationship I was always relieved we broke up because I would be literally exhausted. HEAVY on the “omg you’re so sensitive “
at 502 mark wheb she said we wasnt meant for 9 5 and family life I strongly agree with that only difference is now I have a family so now it's struggle
quad right 3/5 emotional: thank you so much for this, I thought I was so weird and something was wrong with me but I stuck with my gut anyway and to hear this feels so good to hear validation about what I have felt and lived by. However I am sensitive in a way I can see nuance and subtly but I don't come across feminine being open but quite assertive. Thank you for creating this movement. I took your 3/5 course awesome. Please make more
I love and am so grateful for being a 3/5. Disregard what you have heard that is negative. It is such a powerful gift to make things happen as a leader in this time.
you are too sensitive here too, I started to feel ashamed and tried to shut down and actually did it for years, now I exploded like a freakin volcano and at first berate myself, now I am more understandig with myself
yes i could be master iv everythin even if i dont like because there was a goal and feed back from life important is to be guided in different aeras at beginnin
Oh my god. Sitting here as a Quad right, 3/6, Splenic Projector... I was f*ed from the beginning😂!!! The universe brought me here after a very confusing first 35 years and it's both horrifying and also validating for all the chaos that I went through. I only very VERY recently (like in the last 6 months) realised that I might've always absorbed the energy around me (I used to cringe at the word "empath"). Before realising this, I always thought it was my childhood trauma being triggered left and right.... oh my gooooddd.......I'm mind blown and also a bit pissed tbh😂
I'm a weird projector bc my greatest fulfillment is music, i don't have any interest in guiding people and being in a relationship is fulfilling for me too. ((Mars in the7th house, single def, venus in 5th/6th house; sagittarius sun!))
@@moondust128 i don't think every projector is meant to guide humanity tbh, My venus just want to have fun, I'm a sagittarius ao I need to expand my horizons... my venus in scorpio one degree away from sagittarius, I like intensity too but I canalize that into deep music, my taste is kinda dark too but beautiful
hey, I am the same, and also my partner who is a projector. We love making music. maybe music is a form of guidance. When I found out I was a projector I took it to mean that I couldn't 'create' my own work as I was here to guide. But I think guidance comes in many forms. Also projectors have inbuilt ability to repeat, music and sound being our way of repeating some frequency or message that is perhaps soothing or beneficial.
@@geraldinesnell wow this makes a lot of sense, I have my north node is Leo too, so sharing my talents with the world it's part of my life purpose. If I may share, my crush whom I believe it's my soulmate is also a deejay and he makes music, it seems we have a mission on earth.I can imagine it's amazing to have a partner with whom you can make music together. Thanks for sharing this perspective, I appreciate it!
Very, very powerful video... thank you for the insights and knowledge and for further aligning with my current state of reality.... This was spot on ! as a side note... I dont know what to make of it... but.... lately ive been feeling these entities / uploads coming into me .... Do any of you other projectors experience these specific moments throughout the day/month/year where it almost feels like you are taken into a trance aligned with time and space and some holy presence is uploading information for the future into you? Usually when im taking a shower it happens... i know thats when your body goes into a different trance mode... but still im wondering if being a porjector amplifies that?
I get downloads of things that never have existed. Having adhd makes it very hard for me to make them real. Now I know more about human design and adhd - I’m going to honour both and then the good things will come. ❤
I notice every time I get the energy to project myself out to the world via social media I end up feeling drained .. almost energetically attacked. But per my natal north node I’m meant to put myself in the forefront as a teacher or master communicator.. I have to find a way to do this without causing this cyphering of my energy
My parents made me feel bad for needing their appreciation and validation as a child, telling me I'm too sensitive.. it all makes sense.. I'm so happy I have finally discovered hd .. changing my life
How did you find your purpose on this world? I am finally at a point that I feel unfulfilled and willing to step to the meaning of life but I don't know what I should advise. I felt I was the natural wisdom growing up but more and more I feel lost.
I’m confused when you say “projector parents”… if I had projector parents wouldn’t they know better how to raise me their projector child?? My Mom was a man gen.. life was bananas and I was exhausted a lot!
There's 4 arrows in your body graphs which represent digestion, environment, awareness and perception (watch videos on that) but basically you are more structured or more passive in all these areas
“We are not wired for relationships the same way as other human design types are.” I literally cried. Thank you.
Isn't this a bit too dogmatic? Where is this notion coming from exactly?
"You were always the sensitive one" verbatim my mom. She didnt know how to reach me on top of not be available. Its been very uncomfortable building a foundation that was ripped out and neglected. Adulthood for me is so different than the rest of my peers.
I can so relate to this, thank you for sharing.
Ahhhh - I always hear “you blend in” at the say time “you are an odd one”. LOL! Embracing the odd.
Amen. Ditto.
I can so relate to this, had so much bitterness from my mother's neglecting and dishonouring my sensitiveness and constanct curiousity. She thinks I was mad and failure not working as the rest of the people around her. I broke out in tears while listening to this part of the video. Thank you for opening my eyes...
Related! My mom literally won’t even acknowledge my sensitivity lol if I say I’m sensitive she takes that moment to gaslight and call me every other negative descriptor than sensitive😅
Thank you Sara and Charlie. I used to feel bad about being unique especially since I’ve always been aware that I see things others don’t. Since I discovered HD I’ve learned to be more comfortable as a projector and now I’m very selective about who I’m around. It’s almost like I need to shower after being around certain people to get rid of their energy off me since I’m so open.
lol i used to have fights with my daughter about the mean, judgmental people she brought into our home. She has learned to trust my judgment more, as I've been right every time about their pretensions and destructive energy.
I'm 3/5 Emotional and literally take a shower in morning and evening daily. Weekends add a mid day "hot water rinse off". 🤯
"you were always the wise one in your family" "you were unvalidated so you had to be perfect in everything" what a funny thing to be incarnated with these "problems of childhood" because these are the beginnings of the strengthening of my true being. Whenever id fight with my dad and that it would calm down a few days after because we talked it out, he would get emotional and tell me to this day that he doesnt understand where all this love and gentleness and wisdom came from "how could you move on so easily from these things" he would say, because they never really mattered in the big picture pops, id say, he would reply with a smile. 😊
The chameleon is so right on point. With every partner I become a different version of myself. Knowing Brad Pitt is also a 4/6projector as myself, it becomes easier to understand it.
Oh, the taking care, I work as a carer, even as a child I took care of everyone, but never got the feeling of being seen or validated. I think the bitterness is so real, as you feel disappointed with yourself for being so sensitive. I used to go out and disappear for hours picking flowers, touching things, smelling things. This made me listen this all twice.
I've actually been called a chameleon by my friends
4/1 projector and it is my souls desire to share my life with a significant other who believes in me and does not see me as some fixer upper project or pressures me into doing and thinking like they do.
wishing you will find a projector who understands. my partner is also a projector. He is slightly older and I think he has deconditioned more than me and is more able to know what he doesn't want to use energy for. I am perhaps still swayed by conditioning and doing things I think i should.
I'm such a sponge that I can barely touch my cell phone. The energy of it is too much going through my hands and arms. I've tried emf stickers, but they haven't worked.
I'm married 26 years to a Generator. We communicate a lot. I especially enjoy sharing information with my husband and my children about our designs.
Regardless of being a mother and wife, I'm aware of my individuality and my uniqueness. I've been aware since a young age.
I appreciate this channel for the community, the validation, and the empathy.
Thank you
I w been experiencing the same thing recently with my cellphone .. it hurts to hold more than 10 minutes .. like a burning sensation
@NotAnotherTalkingStage I have a video on TikTok about this. A great deL of people are experiencing this.
As a 4/6 splenic projector (age 47) with a 16 yrs old 6/2 self projected projector son, I got so much clarity from this video. Thank you guys, so grateful for your work.
Im so looking forward to watching this rn. I have always felt that I face expectations I couldn't meet, in any form relationships. Friendships, relationships and the relation with my family.
Thank You for creating this channel.
I’m a projector 3/6 and just discovered HD and already shared so much light on my internal struggles and path, thank you all so much, specially the projectors sharing your own experience! 🙏🏼 gratitude and love to you all❤
HD?
Validation! Yes. I just discovered this, i required validation. I validate my kids now and what power that is.
loved this! How you said my authority is so so quiet and its ALWAYS right! It is an intuition and I have to tell EVERYONE to f off
My mom was sick when I starting at age 5 and I was the one who was left taking care of her or just being home with her because she couldn’t be left alone. I was the youngest. I was told from a young age that I felt too much and was too deep. As I look into this and other birth charts I am considered a spiritual seeker, wanderer, free thinker. I have a love/hate for these traits mostly because I don’t fit in the social culture. I am knowing what I am as my clients have expressed to me how I have influenced and have been a gift to them.. This is validating to hear but still hard at the end of the day because it would be nice to go to a party and just be but i ususally end up in a spot with just me and another person as the group itself isn"t necessarrily a comfortable inviting safe place to be. So I’d rather not go.
Spot on!! Projector 4/6 triple split this is so accurate, especially in my romantic relationship I was always relieved we broke up because I would be literally exhausted. HEAVY on the “omg you’re so sensitive “
This all makes sooo much sense !!! I just found out I am a projector and I have sooo much to study and learn!! Thank you for this video.😊
at 502 mark wheb she said we wasnt meant for 9 5 and family life I strongly agree with that only difference is now I have a family so now it's struggle
we are meant to be entrepreneurs
quad right 3/5 emotional: thank you so much for this, I thought I was so weird and something was wrong with me but I stuck with my gut anyway and to hear this feels so good to hear validation about what I have felt and lived by. However I am sensitive in a way I can see nuance and subtly but I don't come across feminine being open but quite assertive. Thank you for creating this movement. I took your 3/5 course awesome. Please make more
As a 3/5 Projector, I have my work cutout for me!
I love and am so grateful for being a 3/5. Disregard what you have heard that is negative. It is such a powerful gift to make things happen as a leader in this time.
I needed to hear this so badly today! I’ve been stuck up here 🧠 & I need to get out. This message is going to help me do so 🙏🏾
you are too sensitive here too, I started to feel ashamed and tried to shut down and actually did it for years, now I exploded like a freakin volcano and at first berate myself, now I am more understandig with myself
Thank you so much ! all your videos are full of light for us like projector ❣🙏
Quad right, self projected - thank you!
5/2 Projector here! Ooof! 🔥 This is so on point!
Thank you!! 🙏 my mom ALL ways told me I was too sensitive and it really hurt my feelings.
Wow! This is wild to have so much information about my life resonate.
yes i could be master iv everythin even if i dont like because there was a goal and feed back from life important is to be guided in different aeras at beginnin
The goosebumps yes ❤🎉
Oh my god. Sitting here as a Quad right, 3/6, Splenic Projector... I was f*ed from the beginning😂!!! The universe brought me here after a very confusing first 35 years and it's both horrifying and also validating for all the chaos that I went through. I only very VERY recently (like in the last 6 months) realised that I might've always absorbed the energy around me (I used to cringe at the word "empath"). Before realising this, I always thought it was my childhood trauma being triggered left and right.... oh my gooooddd.......I'm mind blown and also a bit pissed tbh😂
I'm a weird projector bc my greatest fulfillment is music, i don't have any interest in guiding people and being in a relationship is fulfilling for me too. ((Mars in the7th house, single def, venus in 5th/6th house; sagittarius sun!))
@@moondust128 i don't think every projector is meant to guide humanity tbh, My venus just want to have fun, I'm a sagittarius ao I need to expand my horizons... my venus in scorpio one degree away from sagittarius, I like intensity too but I canalize that into deep music, my taste is kinda dark too but beautiful
@@moondust128 I'm also very sensitive to energies, I" don't like being near a lot of people for a very long time, I prefer solitude
hey, I am the same, and also my partner who is a projector. We love making music. maybe music is a form of guidance. When I found out I was a projector I took it to mean that I couldn't 'create' my own work as I was here to guide. But I think guidance comes in many forms. Also projectors have inbuilt ability to repeat, music and sound being our way of repeating some frequency or message that is perhaps soothing or beneficial.
@@geraldinesnell wow this makes a lot of sense, I have my north node is Leo too, so sharing my talents with the world it's part of my life purpose. If I may share, my crush whom I believe it's my soulmate is also a deejay and he makes music, it seems we have a mission on earth.I can imagine it's amazing to have a partner with whom you can make music together. Thanks for sharing this perspective, I appreciate it!
Thank you. I feel seen and validated and that’s an amazing.
Very, very powerful video... thank you for the insights and knowledge and for further aligning with my current state of reality.... This was spot on !
as a side note... I dont know what to make of it... but.... lately ive been feeling these entities / uploads coming into me .... Do any of you other projectors experience these specific moments throughout the day/month/year where it almost feels like you are taken into a trance aligned with time and space and some holy presence is uploading information for the future into you? Usually when im taking a shower it happens... i know thats when your body goes into a different trance mode... but still im wondering if being a porjector amplifies that?
I get downloads of things that never have existed. Having adhd makes it very hard for me to make them real. Now I know more about human design and adhd - I’m going to honour both and then the good things will come. ❤
Yes, and the shower seems to be one of the major ‘portals’ for these downloads. ☺️
You guys are awesome! Thank you ❤
I notice every time I get the energy to project myself out to the world via social media I end up feeling drained .. almost energetically attacked. But per my natal north node I’m meant to put myself in the forefront as a teacher or master communicator.. I have to find a way to do this without causing this cyphering of my energy
What if you want to be in a relationship though 🤷🏾♀️ I’m not called to stay single
I'm a projector with 5 Open centers, i'm so tired... I just... Dry off
same here
7 open here. I nap almost every day and don't feel guilty about it
I've got just the throat and ajna...so glad I chilled on the guilt of rest before I burned out too badly!
I've got just the throat and ajna...so glad I chilled on the guilt of rest before I burned out too badly!
My parents made me feel bad for needing their appreciation and validation as a child, telling me I'm too sensitive.. it all makes sense.. I'm so happy I have finally discovered hd .. changing my life
How did you find your purpose on this world? I am finally at a point that I feel unfulfilled and willing to step to the meaning of life but I don't know what I should advise. I felt I was the natural wisdom growing up but more and more I feel lost.
@moondust128 I feel the same. Can you help me?
oh... this description "too sensitive" was placed on me too...
I’m confused when you say “projector parents”… if I had projector parents wouldn’t they know better how to raise me their projector child?? My Mom was a man gen.. life was bananas and I was exhausted a lot!
What's the woman's name? Shit im so gratefull to her❤😭 i coul feel her
I’m a sacral generator and I’m here to learn more about my son, but it’s odd that this sounds a lot like me too. What I’m earth is going on 😵💫
Romance and sexuality are for all living beings. We have to honor ourselves and, from there, share with our true partner.
I dont get him at the end when he was talking about the arows? What is that?
There's 4 arrows in your body graphs which represent digestion, environment, awareness and perception (watch videos on that) but basically you are more structured or more passive in all these areas
Im not even sure what to do with being so sensitive…..
Ok, so that makes a tonne of sense. I am in a 10 yr partnership with a man gen 😅
I Am The 7th Child Of 8, And Nobody Knew Or Know Me, My Mom Always Sad: I Was There With Your Birth But Ask Myself For Real Who Are You?
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2/4 MP QR, call me SpongeBob.
Hmm role modeled didn’t have much they weren’t around 😂