00:08:14 What if I am waiting for everything to collapse, hiding myself, fearing that day when everybody will see me. The fact is I know a lot of people see my failures, and have enough knowledge of how some happened, to know that I was mostly responsible for them. I fear the shame, mostly because I have a cultural background that value traditional courage for men. I spoiled my intelligence, I spoiled time, money, opportunities, ie my life. To this very moment, still stuck on my chair on the balcony, hoping I will take courage tonight to start very urgent things. I discovered your channel 2 or 3 weeks ago. It made me think a lot but still I am stuck.
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00:08:14 What if I am waiting for everything to collapse, hiding myself, fearing that day when everybody will see me. The fact is I know a lot of people see my failures, and have enough knowledge of how some happened, to know that I was mostly responsible for them.
I fear the shame, mostly because I have a cultural background that value traditional courage for men.
I spoiled my intelligence, I spoiled time, money, opportunities, ie my life.
To this very moment, still stuck on my chair on the balcony, hoping I will take courage tonight to start very urgent things.
I discovered your channel 2 or 3 weeks ago. It made me think a lot but still I am stuck.