I want to K*ll my Father - Patreon Special | Ask Ganjiswag

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  • @nida1090
    @nida1090 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +199

    To the boy who wants to kill his father, firstly, I am very sorry to hear your story. My heart goes out to you, especially when you said you look at other families and hurt inside. I know this pain well. What I want to tell you is that, please unleash your inner rebel and channelise it in constructive things like work, self improvement, fitness, hobbies, art, music, dance etc. Do not let the darkness win by giving in to their demons. It's your job to rise from the ashes like a phoenix. You deserve to live fully and to outgrow your past. Do not deprive yourself now. Start fresh with what you have. You can do it :) I believe in you!!

    • @IbrahimShaikhh
      @IbrahimShaikhh 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      This was the most wholesome and heartful response to the question that I've ever seen under a Pakistani TH-camr's video.

    • @nida1090
      @nida1090 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @IbrahimShaikhh hahahaha I try! Thank you for saying this, you made my day :)

    • @IbrahimShaikhh
      @IbrahimShaikhh 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      @@nida1090 have a great day and take care.

    • @saadfaran
      @saadfaran 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      "You deserve to live fully and to outgrow your past. Do not deprive yourself now. Start fresh with what you have. You can do it. I believe in you!" - This was motivational even for me, and I'm saving it for myself. Thank you for saying this.

    • @nida1090
      @nida1090 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I'm so glad Saad! It's a reminder to myself too. Let's rise above 💪

  • @ajum89
    @ajum89 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    For the last question, please think of this as coming from a big sister. Think about how much joy you bring to your mother. And once you get older, you would know that having a family is a wonderful thing and you have a lot of time to start a family. You will find joy having a healthy partner & kids. And all of this will bring hapiness to your mother too. Your mom never killed herself because she wanted to be happy with you. And she probably is happy with you.
    As for your father, there are ways to take revenge that is not illegal. You could see how he is doing. Is he doing well, or is he a sad, lonely person now. Once you are older, you can always confront him, demand your property share etc. But then again, you don't know his kids and what they can do. Whatever you do, make sure you and your mom are safe.

  • @laibahjawad7608
    @laibahjawad7608 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    To the boy who wants to kill his father. Here's something I want to tell you. You're loved and you're taken care off. You're wanted and you're a miracle. Not everyone is wanted, loved or a miracle. Understand that out of all the people there could've been Allah decided your mom needed a you. You've probably been the biggest source of joy to her and you probably have never known. Give yourself and your life a chance. I promise you it will get better and keep on praying and keep on praying. If you ever need someone I'm here and you can always talk to me. You're not alone and you never will be. Lots of love bachay bohat khayal rakhna hai Tumne apna.

  • @HammadKhan-pm3qu
    @HammadKhan-pm3qu 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    For the last email I would like to say, that your story is quite similar to DAVID GOGGINS. I recommend you to read his book CANT HURT ME. He is literally the most influential motivational speaker today.
    You will surely get the courage to move forward.

  • @fahmaq
    @fahmaq 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thanks

  • @Asad_.
    @Asad_. 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love this series❤ THANK YOU FOR BRINGING BACK THE INTRO.

  • @isaimmalik
    @isaimmalik 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    Last Email brother I hope you get my comment, just want to say I totally feel the grief and rage as I share a bit of that situation but need to think that what actions will make our Maa happy now it’s in our hands and she looks forward to us.
    We her light of hope and if we just let go we’d be leaving our mothers in the dark alone for rest of this miserable life

  • @Sheikhazeemsh
    @Sheikhazeemsh 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Yeh episode Ask nahi TellGanjiswag hogaee 😂

  • @cherryhugsxx
    @cherryhugsxx 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    These series will forever me favourite 😊

  • @fariskhalil9648
    @fariskhalil9648 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

    USE THIS AS THE "THANK YOU FOR BRINGING BACK THE INTRO BUTTON" 😍

  • @akahamzayourboy1697
    @akahamzayourboy1697 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    mashAllah now video quality looking a lot better thanks.!!

  • @shabbirmohammedy4429
    @shabbirmohammedy4429 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Junaid bhai how are you?
    Please make some program on narcissistic people and their behaviour. Thank you

  • @mollyv4908
    @mollyv4908 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Hello Junaid Bhai, great to know you met Biswa. Just for context, Biswa is an engineer from IIT Kharagpur so top 1% student, and he has made a lot of serious and thoughtful content about the school system for Amazon Prime/Netflix(other than his specials). He is pretty cerebral and philosophical in his approach. And in his new avatar he is a really powerful producer for comedy shows/ specials / OTT programs . One of the stalwarts of the Indian comic scene who has contributed to professional organization of the sector

  • @MayurBedi-i9i
    @MayurBedi-i9i 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Another great video as always 🎉

  • @pakrad24
    @pakrad24 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    We love intros.
    Your explanation videos are nice.can you try that more?

  • @abdulhadi-ho1uj
    @abdulhadi-ho1uj 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ahh finally introoo sunne ko mila ❤❤

  • @ahadakram1164
    @ahadakram1164 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    To answer such sensitive questions with humor involved is an art which only junaid bhai posseses.

  • @hammadcheema1963
    @hammadcheema1963 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for you introooooo💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝

  • @HussamAbbasBukharie
    @HussamAbbasBukharie 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    IMPORTANT!
    Dear Junaid, you should have given some trigger warning or something before the last email about that extreme level of ruthless domestic violence.
    Man, you have no idea how much people in your fanlists would have been triggered. I myself feel sick to my stomach even though I JUST started listening that particular email... Had to hit emergency breaks to park my car to resuffle/move on to the next podcast in my list.
    Much disturbed and triggered because of SO MANY valid reasons to be triggered.
    Hope you got the point.
    Stay blessed man. Huge inspiration!

    • @LordAnonymous31
      @LordAnonymous31 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Itna khusra na ban, khusri

    • @human_hope
      @human_hope 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      😂 Grow some balls don't be such a snowflake

  • @ryamrene9050
    @ryamrene9050 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Like your cameraman affirmation ❤ good to have like minded people

  • @seemeesiddiqui6427
    @seemeesiddiqui6427 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    MashaAllah. Good program and your family life story. Good job Junaid Akram and you’re team work. MashaAllah and Alhumdulilah.

  • @zal1127
    @zal1127 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Salaam brother Junaid your advice to the boy was Really good and on point

  • @asadsiddiqui1999
    @asadsiddiqui1999 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I CAN HEAR JUNAID BHAI ALL DAY LONG IF I HAVE TIME....
    HIS VOICE IS SO MOTIVATING...❤

  • @jetbllackwings
    @jetbllackwings 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    30:16 very well said about both choices

  • @jetbllackwings
    @jetbllackwings 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    58:38 can you mention his tiktok link?

  • @MoazzamAli-q6u
    @MoazzamAli-q6u 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for this show.

  • @mtalhakhalid1679
    @mtalhakhalid1679 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    44:12 Psychopaths undeniably exist in our society, but those who resist therapy are numerous. Despite the evident need for intervention, mental health is often overlooked, with a lack of evaluation for such individuals. Reflecting on my childhood, I recall instances of severe mistreatment in school, where teachers, akin to psychopaths, inflicted physical harm on students. It's a distressing reality, emphasizing the urgent requirement for therapy in addressing these issues.

  • @xphaisalx
    @xphaisalx 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    When I went to US to Afghan restaurant. I was treated very well just because of I was Pakistani and the restaurant owner was an Afghan from Paktia province. Afghan and Pakistanis are like brothers. Laanut to those who spread hate between Pakistanis and afghans.

  • @mango3421
    @mango3421 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Junaid bhai ppl getting seats at the back of the plane also get to board the last. So maybe the technique doesn’t work that well.

  • @nidasabih4084
    @nidasabih4084 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    8:06 sara secret out kerdia bhai ne🤦‍♀️

  • @seemeesiddiqui6427
    @seemeesiddiqui6427 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    MashaAllah, you’re all shows are healers. Alhumdulilah.

  • @jawbrekaa
    @jawbrekaa 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Same experience I had in last April. One desi family with British passport. They were 6 in total, and we had connected flights from Thailand to Pakistan. The whole family parents and their teenagers were laud and rude.

    • @human_hope
      @human_hope 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Another landay ka angrez with inferiority complex

  • @bunnynocommentry1627
    @bunnynocommentry1627 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    In the last email he said that his mother accidentally told him about his father than how im the world he went to court his entire childhood and didn't knew about the reason going there

  • @muaazzakria287
    @muaazzakria287 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Regarding Emirates, I have always felt that their service quality downgrades a lot when flying from DXB to Pak. Has anyone else also felt this?

  • @funmania5026
    @funmania5026 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Damn the question what state of mind would he be to say such things...💔🥶

  • @adeelakhter4865
    @adeelakhter4865 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    2 saal se even i am an Uncle. Turning 40 this June bhai. Unable to avoid the being 40 feeling.

  • @batsy941
    @batsy941 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    10:25 Emirate have worst in cabin service and very rude staff offers some people food twice and tell others that food is finished. No other airline has food shortages than this stupid airline. Too over priced and overhyped.

  • @sanaahmed91
    @sanaahmed91 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great work

  • @inshrahandanamtashow6037
    @inshrahandanamtashow6037 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Junaid bhai quality better se better horhe hai

  • @Kwm-519
    @Kwm-519 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    One of the biggest mistakes one can do as a parent is think “I never had this or that (e.g. Sega / pS) but now I earn enough so my Son would not have this issue”
    While initially this thinking seem however, if a child gets everything he ever wanted on Day 1, he looses importance of things. He looses sense of hardwork to achieve something

  • @bilalahmed7390
    @bilalahmed7390 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love this sires ❤❤❤
    Specially ask ganji swag
    And Junaid Akram sense of humor 🎉

  • @bxshr22
    @bxshr22 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Big hands for junaid ganjinswag

  • @pakrad24
    @pakrad24 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I wish you and your family alot of health and happiness

  • @FiFi7984
    @FiFi7984 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    😂 Awesome way Junaid is describing cousin marriage 😂
    His thought process is inspiring

    • @muhammadhamzaasif2162
      @muhammadhamzaasif2162 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Pls add timestamp for that instance

    • @MohsinCJ
      @MohsinCJ 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Bro true h

  • @human_hope
    @human_hope 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    28:10 he's just following Prophet Mohammed example. Don't blame him, blame the religion.

  • @shabbirmohammedy4429
    @shabbirmohammedy4429 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Junaid bhai when you will you visit South Africa.

  • @TheBusiness-Cat
    @TheBusiness-Cat 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Always New topic With interesting and informative Knowledge While doing my work or having dinner or breakfast 😁😅

  • @seemeesiddiqui6427
    @seemeesiddiqui6427 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    MashaAllah, for you’re son. Alhumdulilah.

  • @abdulgaming7323
    @abdulgaming7323 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    From where we can ask you questions and from where I can get ganjiswag email

  • @shahzykhan7592
    @shahzykhan7592 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Spy Game is a cult classic but unfortunately very underrated.
    Operation dinner out

  • @ChaudhryAhsan-e1f
    @ChaudhryAhsan-e1f หลายเดือนก่อน

    I live in St Albans

  • @UmaisMehboob
    @UmaisMehboob 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    31:24 ye kon hai ??? Agar kisi ko pata hai to please batao mujhy b

  • @servantof1god
    @servantof1god 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Slaam!
    Thanks

  • @lubnasayyeda
    @lubnasayyeda 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    6:48 6:50 6:54 6:59 😅😅 7:03 7:07 😅😅 7:12 8:18 Junaid Bhai Kia Batain Sikha Rahain Hain😂😂😂😂😂

  • @noufalhallian4982
    @noufalhallian4982 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    last story was insane.

  • @ranahassan4931
    @ranahassan4931 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Best show on youtube for me

    • @human_hope
      @human_hope 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🤡

  • @ShehryarKhan-pn3fd
    @ShehryarKhan-pn3fd 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What’s the email address for asking Questions.?

  • @anirudharora3131
    @anirudharora3131 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Junaid Bhai tussi great ho ❤

  • @seemeesiddiqui6427
    @seemeesiddiqui6427 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Please show us you’re old neighborhood( Muhala). You are a super brave person. MashaAllah.

  • @sarahshahzad9071
    @sarahshahzad9071 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I think u should report the revenge guy he is definitely not in the right state of mind and needs help.This is like something bad is waiting to happen

    • @human_hope
      @human_hope 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Can't report because he's patreon

  • @subhanaly.
    @subhanaly. หลายเดือนก่อน

    Junaid sir please Apne 1st ghr ka zaror walk-around karwana we would love to watch ❤❤

  • @hussain9128
    @hussain9128 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Junaid sir explains very well bcos he talks with basic logic about how to do things or should be done i know life is giving everyone a different experience everyday there are many many challeneges to fight. and the stories discussed in this video i wish u all happiness success and please dont do anything stupid that will harm u and others around u. and the last thing i want to ask is if i want to send email to be shared and given some advice on it where can i email u sir. thanks

  • @SyedShahArifQadri
    @SyedShahArifQadri 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    19:58 shukar karen kah aap ka pher bi apna ghar tha 27 saal aap nay apnay ghar main guzaray
    main kai familes ko janta hon jin ka aaj tak apna ghar nahi hai aur salon say woh kirayeh kay ghar per rah rahai han
    aur her koch saal baad kisi sastay ilaqay main move hona parta hai onko kiyon kah os ilaqay ka rent baharjata hai her saal

  • @ATTIQOP
    @ATTIQOP 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    police muqabley paiada ho kay dekhe lol pareshan tha for some reason hansi nikal gayi sun kar

  • @Blue-Rain
    @Blue-Rain 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Junaid come and see Brampton in Ontario you will not recognize if this is Canada 😀😀 Brampton is naya puniab

  • @aqibsharif2268
    @aqibsharif2268 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    kahan meet up kia tha? 😅

  • @IbrahimShaikhh
    @IbrahimShaikhh 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is the first time in Junaid's ASK series that the intro is more interesting than the questions.

  • @ranahassan4931
    @ranahassan4931 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sir which camera are you using?

  • @YourAIhehe
    @YourAIhehe 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    To the boy who wants to kill his father, look I am 18 too and I completely understand these rebellious emotions. first of all please please please get your kidney operated as soon as possible. jaan hai to jahan hai, dont overthink about the future everything will eventually fall into place. And even if you didn't have a loving family you can create one remember that. As you are earning enough already I would suggest moveout of Pakistan to better countries with free education and more facilities. Just move away from all the negativity. You are created for a purpose don't let your intrusive thoughts win over . You are not a cause of your mothers suffering you were are and always be her choice. Your birth gave her the courage to leave that shitty man so you are the point from where her live got better look at it this way. and if you ever need anyone to talk too I am always here.
    warm regards,
    duaa.

  • @jtlone1469
    @jtlone1469 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    For those Pakistanis that feel strongly that only arranged marriages are the way to go… don’t forget how the Prophet (SAW) got married to Hadhrat Khadija. He worked for her and she asked for his hand in marriage and he accepted.

  • @notuzzi
    @notuzzi 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    last story was like im watching a documentary

  • @batsy941
    @batsy941 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I do paid tickets since 2 years and its crazy to be there. Too much crowd and pushing by being in lines in 5 hrs. Indians Middle Eastern people pushing people even pregnant people. Terrible rush outside tubes and 4 hrs in car even stuck in traffic with partial view of fireworks.

  • @Logicalsane
    @Logicalsane 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    51:42 that's unfair to men.....why not the other way around like women give money to men and also fulfill all other responsibilities meanwhile men just enjoy their lives with children at women's cost??

  • @rubyimran1877
    @rubyimran1877 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Don’t worry boys speak late same with my son, my daughter is way ahead of him already 🙏🏼

  • @batsy941
    @batsy941 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    59:24 kuch nahin hota sir. Sab nikal jaate FIR bhi ghayab ho jati. Yeh pakistan hai. Mere maarne wale abhi bhi azadi se ghum rahe Koi jail nahin jata. Lahore police is worst in the world

  • @babarhussainmark9295
    @babarhussainmark9295 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Agree with you Bhai your father every Monday he's coming to my father shop and your father always seaport you ❤

  • @Viralsocietytruth
    @Viralsocietytruth 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Junaid bhai i am just feeling ap mujhse bat krhe ho only itna relaxing feel hota ha iss yar you are an angel on earth love you stay blessed ❤apki wife bht lucky women ha jisko junaid mila ha❤

  • @sufyanfarooqui2790
    @sufyanfarooqui2790 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am 25 and feel like 40ish. also feel good when some random kids say me uncle.

  • @sharminashahid2460
    @sharminashahid2460 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Glass maar donga khench kay. 😂😂😂. @Junaid. You are awesome

  • @Wasifnoblepackages
    @Wasifnoblepackages 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    WHY IT IS NECESSARY TO SAY FUCK IN EVERY SENTENSE

  • @kamransyed3409
    @kamransyed3409 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m surprised after earning from so many channels you are still not flying business class !!

  • @azya5994
    @azya5994 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    O boy if you really love your mother please don't think about suicide, never ever again. If you want to take revenge from your father just forget about him and be successful in your life giving your mother a peaceful and quality of life. That will be your best revenge and let the KARMA do the rest to your father. Eventually he will get what he deserves. In the drama Zindagi gulzar hai, Samina Pirzada daughter takes the same revenge from her father by removing all the sorrows from her mother's life with such a confidence and dignity. Take a lesson from her role in that drama. You and your mom will always be in my prayers. Stay strong brother.

  • @stoicdiamond
    @stoicdiamond 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Watch 10:35 sec
    Mein ny meetup b kia LUND mein 😂

  • @jahanzebali589
    @jahanzebali589 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    JAZAKALLAH SIR JUNAID

  • @fahadkhalid3983
    @fahadkhalid3983 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    31:48 Aik hi mind may ati hay woh hay Actress Hina Altaf. I am 90% sure of it.

    • @sarahshahzad9071
      @sarahshahzad9071 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Or sana javed

    • @fahadkhalid3983
      @fahadkhalid3983 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@sarahshahzad9071 recently Hina Altaf was sick and she is kind of a bubbly girl.

    • @herspectgram
      @herspectgram 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Umair jaswal

  • @NikSan1983
    @NikSan1983 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Biswa Kalyan Rath is one of my favorite comics, he's one of the funniest guys in there, I'm so glad you got to meet him !!

  • @seemeesiddiqui6427
    @seemeesiddiqui6427 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Junaid Akram my prayers with you when I heard you’re son wants you to stay with him. Allah Kareem blessly settle you down in the happy place. Ameen Sum Ameen.

  • @usamaansari8732
    @usamaansari8732 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    the last story is disturbing. This is most likely a police issue. someone needs to contact authorities and the hospital ...

  • @BLUE-uy3fb
    @BLUE-uy3fb 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Got some hope

  • @ayushvikhe3796
    @ayushvikhe3796 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Akele bande ne poore family ki life set kar di........Obviously baap flex karega hi yaar

  • @ryamrene9050
    @ryamrene9050 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Yes this kind of family really annoying i hate that too

  • @saadmajid4236
    @saadmajid4236 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    28:46

  • @jetbllackwings
    @jetbllackwings 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    38:43 😂😂😂

  • @gauravipal9518
    @gauravipal9518 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    To the boy who wants to kill his father:
    So soery to hear your background. Please please do not commit suicide. You would not only be killing yourself but also killing your motger's hope. Make sonething of yourself, believe me you can. Then take your motger far away from her toxic marriage.

  • @movies7m
    @movies7m 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ye to kuch bhi nai hai hamare 8 log Qatar mai fasi ki sajaa hui unhe jayshankar bacha k laye hala ki vo abi bhi vahi hai lekin fasi ki sazaa sampat kar digai

  • @muhammadammadkhan4659
    @muhammadammadkhan4659 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    23:16 Bro if you did suicide you won't even meet Allah, Allah will won't like to see you then so if you want to see Allah happily with you then don't take such suicide attempts, give your mom a new happy lfie by supporting her in harsh time

  • @seemeesiddiqui6427
    @seemeesiddiqui6427 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Move to the America and open your own channel, same like NBC etc. InshaAllah tala.

  • @YashRoy
    @YashRoy 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    “zor zor se bolke sab logon ko scheme bata de…”

  • @rubyimran1877
    @rubyimran1877 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Usually cousins marriages end up in divorce 🫠🫠🤦🏻‍♀️

    • @human_hope
      @human_hope 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      1000% wrong. Show me statistics or don't spew misinformation.

    • @binhilabi
      @binhilabi 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@human_hopecorrect . Cousin marriage are better than outside marriage .

  • @aishajalilansari
    @aishajalilansari 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    To the guy who wants to kill his father:
    1. Don’t ever think of suicide. Allah chose to give you life, even with your mother’s health issues. You are here because Allah wanted to. He gave you life and he will take it away when it is time. Don’t meddle with gods affairs please.
    Second think from your mother’s perspective. She had such a bad life. And only good she have us you. Please don’t take that away.
    2. Your father was an evil man and there should be consequences for what he did. But who would take a better revenge? You or Allah? Let him complete his course of life aur Allah jo pakore banaye ga na un k. Do you think Allah unhe aise hi chhor dega? Do think allah aap ko insaf nahi de ga? He is al Adil, the most just. Let him do the best justice.
    3. Seek therapy man. Your mind is messed up. The life that you have lived has left deep scars on your mind. And you need to heal. You have a lot of trauma and you deserve a good life. Go to a psychiatrist. Talk to him. You will feel better