This was an riveting conversation. Thank you Angelo for so openly and intuitively bringing individuals to your channel that can illuminate This that is never not available and at times slippery to allow to overtake. Deepest gratitude to you and Holly💜✨💜
My "doorway" has been music, as a musician I've been experiencing an awakening of sorts- realizing that music is a gift and so not about me- that has been teaching me and giving me a path towards a bigger awakening. It's amazing how anything can point you to bigger possibility.
Hearing you both was a really delightful experience. So much was being transmitted by Holly beyond her words and stories. Her energy and presence is so vibrant. Thank you Angelo, as always. Love
It’s fascinating when kids first become aware of thoughts! My twins are almost 5. My son noticed thoughts when he was 4ish. He said that he could “dream while awake” and that a voice was singing the paw patrol song in his head. My daughter has yet to be aware of thoughts when we talk about it. I’m very grateful for how awakening has equipped me to have these conversations with my children!
This is mind blowing with how I was conditioned and brought up. I went to a Christmas Musical and as it was closing I had a group of people encircle me and start praying and one man looked me dead in the eyes and said, “If today was your last day, can you say youngster going to hell?” I was young and remember saying, “Your actions make me feel like I’m already there.” I got up and walked out. To be honest, several things from that tradition sparked a burning desire for truth. One was seeing sermons be “the same but delivered differently among denominations. It made me question like a Koan, what what Jesus actually say and do without all the baggage. Why can I remember my first memory but cannot recall non-existence? It’s an ancient feeling. And my last prayers to another was gratitude for the opportunity for existence. Something was pulling me towards this. Then the weight that dropped and broke the earth, any truth I hold is actually someone else’s belief or opinion and what was I without all that?
It's already always in our experience right now. Totes. Reminded me of that Rumi quote: I was knocking... from the inside the whole time. Love. This conversation WAS a portal too!
Thanks for sharing your journeys with us. To be able to witness the beauty of truth through our senses, mind, body and soul is so beautiful. Blessing to you both for your work that transmits a timeless messages. Pointing towards that, that which is our birth right.❤☮🙏 Forever grateful. P/S Thank God for the Hippies Ram Dass and all beings known and unknown lighting the way home.🙃🙂
Thank you both for such a brilliant, profound and authentic exchange between the two of you. I found this conversation extremely meaningful. Thank you kindly.
Simply marvelous! I really appreciate the depth of exploration here including the exploration of the identity through development...in adolescence I distinctly recall a huge feeling of "something's not right" which propelled me into deep self inquiry. Thank you both for your clarity and curiosity.
I have aphantasia. So if I think about an apple, although I can’t ‘see’ an apple, I definitely have a sense of an apple, I’m definitely thinking about an apple and not something else. I think it might be the same with thoughts for some people. I have ‘thoughts’ they are pretty auditory in my head, but I wonder if some people have ‘thoughts’ that are less auditory, and more like a sense of the thought. So they don’t explicitly ‘hear’ the thought but they are definitely ‘thinking’ a particular thought. I took part in some research being done on aphantasia and it was looking at the other senses too, like imagining a smell, sound or texture. So I wonder if some brains just have more of a sense of something rather than something more concrete.
I’ve got to say I’ve finished listening to this now and I loved this. At first I wondered where this conversation was going then at the end it was wonderful. As an aside I nearly got trampled on by two wild horses running at me a few weeks ago. They were having fun, going full pelt and didn’t know I was there until I whispered ‘hey’. At which point they slowed down and went to one side of me. I thought I was going to die, but was also so in the moment and it was beautiful!
I got saved when I was 14 I didn't actually get the experience of the indwelling of the Holy Spirit and it's a totally different than one and done it's real I'm wide awake I had to get rid of my pride my eagle myself reliance and we can hear God He speaks to us actually the other day says you're going to hit a family of deers and all of a sudden I slammed on my brakes and out came a family of deers That's our sources God seek you first the kingdom of God
I don't want to sound crazy but I feel like I've been searching for this video. I "broke" a few months ago and panicked at the no-self realization? I'm confusing a lot of memories that I don't know if they were real or not. I'm fairly certain I started affecting the people around me. It didn't even have to be physically near me. I had a friend who I was talking to over the phone during my panic and I was able to get it to "click" for her if only for just that moment, but we didn't know how or what it meant, but she wanted me to go to sleep. I think I left a sign/reminder for myself to "live" because going down the rabbit hole could take a scary path. I think I chose to forget to calm down, yet I'm obsessed to find out more and obtain confirmation that it was real and relive that feeling and figure out what to do next. This video makes me feel like it was real. Where do I go from here?
I'm 35 and only discovered I had aphantasia last year. I thought people were being metaphorical when they said things like "imagine XYZ". Much like how you can know that 2 + 2 = 4 without literally seeing it, that is how concepts appear to me: as ideas and information, rather than visual. I also don't seem to have a narrator in my head much like other people do. I have a theory this has made awakening more easy for me, but this is a very low confidence claim.
22:00 What was really funny about aphantasia for me was that I thought... That can't be real, you would be quite impaired in your ability to navigate, or manipulate objects in space (like in organic chemistry, for example) in a way that would surely be testable. Then I started talking about it with other people... And what do you know, I have basically complete aphantasia, I can kinda sometimes get a flash of a place as memory, or something I've seen or read before, but all my mental images are basically narrative. I wasn't quite ranting about it, but it was pretty hilarious to me to be the blind man in the room arguing that colors are bullsh!t. Interestingly, I was exceptionally good at manipulating three dimensional objects in my mind. No idea how that works tho. Perhaps my subconscious is "seeing" the image and somehow passing off the correct answer into my discursive thought.
Such a blessing when you finally find spirituality for adults (or at least as close as humans have ever come, as far as I can gather -- until some other rug might well be yanked, but whatev, man)
The test to see if you have awakened or not is to be able to give up any fixed position about awakening experiences. If you hold onto past experiences and try to amplify them or reproduce them, then what you are doing is creating a fixed version of self - a fixed identity that is disconnected from other possibilities. In the end, by amplifying experiences, you are investing in identity creation where non-duality or overcoming 'lack' becomes a singular form that you try to inhabit.
This was an riveting conversation. Thank you Angelo for so openly and intuitively bringing individuals to your channel that can illuminate This that is never not available and at times slippery to allow to overtake. Deepest gratitude to you and Holly💜✨💜
Angelo always acknowledges, asks and builds on what his guests are saying. It's an actual conversation and great interview
My "doorway" has been music, as a musician I've been experiencing an awakening of sorts- realizing that music is a gift and so not about me- that has been teaching me and giving me a path towards a bigger awakening. It's amazing how anything can point you to bigger possibility.
Wow, isn't she amazing? Infectious enthusiasm, laughter… Love it, thank you!
Hearing you both was a really delightful experience.
So much was being transmitted by Holly beyond her words and stories. Her energy and presence is so vibrant. Thank you Angelo, as always.
Love
It’s fascinating when kids first become aware of thoughts! My twins are almost 5. My son noticed thoughts when he was 4ish. He said that he could “dream while awake” and that a voice was singing the paw patrol song in his head. My daughter has yet to be aware of thoughts when we talk about it. I’m very grateful for how awakening has equipped me to have these conversations with my children!
This is mind blowing with how I was conditioned and brought up. I went to a Christmas Musical and as it was closing I had a group of people encircle me and start praying and one man looked me dead in the eyes and said, “If today was your last day, can you say youngster going to hell?” I was young and remember saying, “Your actions make me feel like I’m already there.” I got up and walked out. To be honest, several things from that tradition sparked a burning desire for truth. One was seeing sermons be “the same but delivered differently among denominations. It made me question like a Koan, what what Jesus actually say and do without all the baggage. Why can I remember my first memory but cannot recall non-existence? It’s an ancient feeling. And my last prayers to another was gratitude for the opportunity for existence. Something was pulling me towards this. Then the weight that dropped and broke the earth, any truth I hold is actually someone else’s belief or opinion and what was I without all that?
Thanks for this. How uplifting this conversation was. Bring Holly back please! Talk about no-self realization, more of shadow work, etc.
It's already always in our experience right now. Totes. Reminded me of that Rumi quote: I was knocking... from the inside the whole time. Love. This conversation WAS a portal too!
Thanks for sharing your journeys with us. To be able to witness the beauty of truth through our senses, mind, body and soul is so beautiful. Blessing to you both for your work that transmits a timeless messages. Pointing towards that, that which is our birth right.❤☮🙏 Forever grateful.
P/S Thank God for the Hippies Ram Dass and all beings known and unknown lighting the way home.🙃🙂
This was amazing! Thank you both! So beautiful 💥❤️
I spent some time with Holly at the Amplify conference. She's quite amazing!
Thanks for hosting her!
LOVE your inclusion of the intersection of your childhood perspective memories and your awakening processes in adulthood! Fascinating convo.
Thank you both for such a brilliant, profound and authentic exchange between the two of you. I found this conversation extremely meaningful.
Thank you kindly.
This is such a beautiful conversation ❤
Simply marvelous!
I really appreciate the depth of exploration here including the exploration of the identity through development...in adolescence I distinctly recall a huge feeling of "something's not right" which propelled me into deep self inquiry.
Thank you both for your clarity and curiosity.
I would like Holly to be my new best friend! 😁🤞🙏🏼
I have aphantasia. So if I think about an apple, although I can’t ‘see’ an apple, I definitely have a sense of an apple, I’m definitely thinking about an apple and not something else.
I think it might be the same with thoughts for some people. I have ‘thoughts’ they are pretty auditory in my head, but I wonder if some people have ‘thoughts’ that are less auditory, and more like a sense of the thought. So they don’t explicitly ‘hear’ the thought but they are definitely ‘thinking’ a particular thought.
I took part in some research being done on aphantasia and it was looking at the other senses too, like imagining a smell, sound or texture. So I wonder if some brains just have more of a sense of something rather than something more concrete.
I’ve got to say I’ve finished listening to this now and I loved this.
At first I wondered where this conversation was going then at the end it was wonderful.
As an aside I nearly got trampled on by two wild horses running at me a few weeks ago. They were having fun, going full pelt and didn’t know I was there until I whispered ‘hey’. At which point they slowed down and went to one side of me. I thought I was going to die, but was also so in the moment and it was beautiful!
Favorite line: “I know, I know, I know. I crochet!” So many layers to this.
Beautiful! During the part about the ever present nature, my face started to melt. LOL
24:10 Just started and this is awesome. Ignites so much in me.
She's adorable. 🩵
I got saved when I was 14 I didn't actually get the experience of the indwelling of the Holy Spirit and it's a totally different than one and done it's real I'm wide awake I had to get rid of my pride my eagle myself reliance and we can hear God He speaks to us actually the other day says you're going to hit a family of deers and all of a sudden I slammed on my brakes and out came a family of deers That's our sources God seek you first the kingdom of God
Is there any video where you go more in depth into intuition and discernment?
I don't want to sound crazy but I feel like I've been searching for this video. I "broke" a few months ago and panicked at the no-self realization? I'm confusing a lot of memories that I don't know if they were real or not. I'm fairly certain I started affecting the people around me. It didn't even have to be physically near me. I had a friend who I was talking to over the phone during my panic and I was able to get it to "click" for her if only for just that moment, but we didn't know how or what it meant, but she wanted me to go to sleep. I think I left a sign/reminder for myself to "live" because going down the rabbit hole could take a scary path. I think I chose to forget to calm down, yet I'm obsessed to find out more and obtain confirmation that it was real and relive that feeling and figure out what to do next. This video makes me feel like it was real. Where do I go from here?
I'm 35 and only discovered I had aphantasia last year. I thought people were being metaphorical when they said things like "imagine XYZ". Much like how you can know that 2 + 2 = 4 without literally seeing it, that is how concepts appear to me: as ideas and information, rather than visual. I also don't seem to have a narrator in my head much like other people do. I have a theory this has made awakening more easy for me, but this is a very low confidence claim.
Great interview! Thank you 🦋
lovely, thanks !!
22:00 What was really funny about aphantasia for me was that I thought... That can't be real, you would be quite impaired in your ability to navigate, or manipulate objects in space (like in organic chemistry, for example) in a way that would surely be testable. Then I started talking about it with other people... And what do you know, I have basically complete aphantasia, I can kinda sometimes get a flash of a place as memory, or something I've seen or read before, but all my mental images are basically narrative. I wasn't quite ranting about it, but it was pretty hilarious to me to be the blind man in the room arguing that colors are bullsh!t.
Interestingly, I was exceptionally good at manipulating three dimensional objects in my mind. No idea how that works tho. Perhaps my subconscious is "seeing" the image and somehow passing off the correct answer into my discursive thought.
Such a blessing when you finally find spirituality for adults (or at least as close as humans have ever come, as far as I can gather -- until some other rug might well be yanked, but whatev, man)
The test to see if you have awakened or not is to be able to give up any fixed position about awakening experiences. If you hold onto past experiences and try to amplify them or reproduce them, then what you are doing is creating a fixed version of self - a fixed identity that is disconnected from other possibilities. In the end, by amplifying experiences, you are investing in identity creation where non-duality or overcoming 'lack' becomes a singular form that you try to inhabit.
Bloody hell yeah
Did you buy a new camera? For some reason your camera looks cinematic
Yeah it's a really beautiful image
Wow….
Saved? Like a program that can be permanently deleted? 😂