She is alone, really alone, just with her computer making whatever, bringing life with her right arm. Sometimes I wish to find her and sometimes want to be her
i listened to this song religiously after i lost someone very close to me. i was extremely sad then and had this song playing on loop. the practice went like this: after a long day, i'd search this song up, close the lights in my room, lay in bed, and look up at the ceiling, thinking of them. i'd remember them; every little bit of humanity they left me with, and i'd stay monotonous and silent, nearly expressionless. after a few weeks of that, i stopped my ritual of playing this song while rotting on my bed, thinking of that person. i let them go, and i accepted that they were gone. i still see them in my dreams sometimes, and i think of it as paying them a visit in heaven. every time i visit them they're always so happy; they radiate the indescribable warmth and comfort i always felt from them. no words were ever exchanged between the two of us when i came to visit. i just knew they were happy, and that i missed them. after a while the topic of them became less sad and i stopped having to cry at the mere thought of them. i never forgot them but i never thought of them that much anymore. i just let time heal it. i just let myself smile whenever i remembered them. today i went through a yume nikki playlist and set it on shuffle. this is what played, and, although i didn't recognize it immediately, i knew of its familiarity. suddenly i remembered everything so vividly again. _them_ them. i miss them again. suddenly all the attempts of bringing them back to health--all the trips to the hospital, back and to--were futile. i remember the feeling of hopelessness that i felt after i found out they were gone. i remember how worried i was weeks before their death because they were self isolating. _i miss them_ and as i write, i'm crying; something i was physically unable to do when i spent those last few hours of my day rotting in bed before blacking out. they're no longer with me anymore, but i'm glad they're always happy whenever i visit them. even if it's just in my dream world.
man. that hits a nerve for me. i had a song that I listened to all the time (not this one) that would put me in a sense of emotional emptiness. I would listen whenever something inconvenienced me, and eventually I couldn’t stop it. It became an addiction. After a while, there were to emotions to make empty, so I stopped. Now i listen to it when I want to feel emotion. This song might be one I come to to be happy. Thank you for your comment and I just want to let you know I’m here for ya.
@@The00CJ hey buddy. thanks for your comment. i also wanna let you know that, even if it doesn't get any easier, we subconsciously find ways to make life easier for us. i'm here for you.
... Despite the bitterness, I kind of wish I had something that sweet to relate to... ... I don't know if I have anyone to connect to or have connected to me... I feel hated or ignored by people no matter what I say or do, good or bad... (I mean, I'm kind of a real hikikomori too. :p ... I'm really lonely...). ... S-sorry for being selfish in thinking about myself here... Sigh... but I mean, I don't know how to comment on something like... death... :( I mean... maybe one day, you'll see them again and you won't have to grieve for them anymore, but that's just wishful thinking on my end... (I'm kind of Atheist. :p I wouldn't know about whether or not we have souls or anything... But with all the suffering or even separation and loss some people have, it would be kind of nice if there was something better out there... :?).
Cyborg Operator is one of my favourite characters because of how hard she is to find and the amount of worlds you have to travel through to meet her. The fact that she’s all alone in this tower, slowly decaying alongside it as she continues her work is so eerily depressing. The music for this area definitely sets the mood.
This track... this operator... her emotions, state, everything. ... She's so lonely here. But she plugs away at her responsibilities, anyway. Either her determination is insanely strong, or she's doing this to cope with her reality. It's weird. How many of us humans are stuck in a position like her, be it physically, virtually, mentally, emotionally, or a sucker-punch combo of everything...? It scares me to think that this is part of our reality. I feel for her. I wish we could give her a hug in game... she deserves it.
what i would do to be somewhere else right now. this piece really gives me the space to think and reflect on that, what a somber reflection that is though. thank you!
I have known about this game for over 10 years now and sometimes i come back to watch gameplays. I didn't realize they have made new dream areas. I like some of the soundtracks in this game but this one has been on repeat all day for me. Its gloomy, but comforting for some reason.
I guess this girl is still doing her best despite her condition. :p I hope she still hangs in there for as long as she can. :? (Honestly, this hauntingly beautiful song is giving me Abandoned Apartment vibes. :p Damn do these two songs really stick with you... :O).
It's good, to die with machines. Machines are the manifestation of thoughts and dreams, something meant to bring a little peace to this damaged world. Most of the time.
Gosh, I miss Yume 2kki... I remember this place.. For me it was a sad part.. and now that I see her looking at us player, I feel bad.. bad for being here.. she seems to ask why we're here. And yet, i don't have the answer... Maybe she want us to be free, to not be here, wandering into thoses worlds and finally understand ourselves... To not be like her.. to let her alone.. I don't want to let her alone.. It has been almost a year since I didn't played it.. I heard a lot have been added.. I want to return.. but I can't.. i'm scared to believe that those dreams are what we wanted what we loved... It is true in a way, it's a dream.. Dream can't be here forever.. and yet, it is here, in our heart.. I miss thoses moments and thoses songs... I think I'm not returning to the beautifulness of desire... 😢
I keep wondering if Urotsuki's dreams are real, taking place in parallel universes? Or at least some of them? The cyborg operator looks like a real person, the rust urban complex also looks like it exists somewhere in a parallel universe. In the universe of "rusty" cyberpunk and post-apocalypse.
Artist is Moriwo in the Yume 2kki community. Their Twitter used to be morisan081 but I think it got banned or they deleted their Twitter account. But they still have their Pixiv account up. www.pixiv.net/en/users/3570696 (Small warning: They like to draw suggestive content) Sorry for replying late btw.
this game feels AI generated. this was just like instated in my mind when i saw the weird effect on the arm. it felt like the ai was trying to fix something really fast but gave up. it feels so weird to look at. possibly the cyborg is a representation as ai? will come back to it later
Really, these lonely NPC's that are very hard to reach are what really make this game feel alive.
This game is literally the only thing keeping me in a string. Without it, I wouldn't know what to do.
She is alone, really alone, just with her computer making whatever, bringing life with her right arm. Sometimes I wish to find her and sometimes want to be her
You know you are cooked when this has been your favorite song lately.
i listened to this song religiously after i lost someone very close to me. i was extremely sad then and had this song playing on loop. the practice went like this: after a long day, i'd search this song up, close the lights in my room, lay in bed, and look up at the ceiling, thinking of them. i'd remember them; every little bit of humanity they left me with, and i'd stay monotonous and silent, nearly expressionless. after a few weeks of that, i stopped my ritual of playing this song while rotting on my bed, thinking of that person. i let them go, and i accepted that they were gone.
i still see them in my dreams sometimes, and i think of it as paying them a visit in heaven. every time i visit them they're always so happy; they radiate the indescribable warmth and comfort i always felt from them. no words were ever exchanged between the two of us when i came to visit. i just knew they were happy, and that i missed them.
after a while the topic of them became less sad and i stopped having to cry at the mere thought of them. i never forgot them but i never thought of them that much anymore. i just let time heal it. i just let myself smile whenever i remembered them.
today i went through a yume nikki playlist and set it on shuffle. this is what played, and, although i didn't recognize it immediately, i knew of its familiarity. suddenly i remembered everything so vividly again. _them_
them. i miss them again. suddenly all the attempts of bringing them back to health--all the trips to the hospital, back and to--were futile. i remember the feeling of hopelessness that i felt after i found out they were gone. i remember how worried i was weeks before their death because they were self isolating. _i miss them_
and as i write, i'm crying; something i was physically unable to do when i spent those last few hours of my day rotting in bed before blacking out.
they're no longer with me anymore, but i'm glad they're always happy whenever i visit them. even if it's just in my dream world.
man. that hits a nerve for me. i had a song that I listened to all the time (not this one) that would put me in a sense of emotional emptiness. I would listen whenever something inconvenienced me, and eventually I couldn’t stop it. It became an addiction. After a while, there were to emotions to make empty, so I stopped. Now i listen to it when I want to feel emotion. This song might be one I come to to be happy. Thank you for your comment and I just want to let you know I’m here for ya.
@@The00CJ hey buddy. thanks for your comment.
i also wanna let you know that, even if it doesn't get any easier, we subconsciously find ways to make life easier for us.
i'm here for you.
@@riazkielthank you so much. I needed to hear that. I’m here for you too.
... Despite the bitterness, I kind of wish I had something that sweet to relate to...
... I don't know if I have anyone to connect to or have connected to me... I feel hated or ignored by people no matter what I say or do, good or bad... (I mean, I'm kind of a real hikikomori too. :p ... I'm really lonely...).
... S-sorry for being selfish in thinking about myself here... Sigh... but I mean, I don't know how to comment on something like... death... :( I mean... maybe one day, you'll see them again and you won't have to grieve for them anymore, but that's just wishful thinking on my end... (I'm kind of Atheist. :p I wouldn't know about whether or not we have souls or anything... But with all the suffering or even separation and loss some people have, it would be kind of nice if there was something better out there... :?).
what you believe in is what you experience after death.
i'm a Catholic. i prefer to believe that somewhere out there, i'll see them again.
Cyborg Operator is one of my favourite characters because of how hard she is to find and the amount of worlds you have to travel through to meet her. The fact that she’s all alone in this tower, slowly decaying alongside it as she continues her work is so eerily depressing. The music for this area definitely sets the mood.
This track... this operator... her emotions, state, everything. ...
She's so lonely here. But she plugs away at her responsibilities, anyway.
Either her determination is insanely strong, or she's doing this to cope with her reality.
It's weird. How many of us humans are stuck in a position like her, be it physically, virtually, mentally, emotionally, or a sucker-punch combo of everything...? It scares me to think that this is part of our reality.
I feel for her. I wish we could give her a hug in game... she deserves it.
I feel a weird kinship with her. Being alone, with nothing but a computer, waiting to die...
in love with this area, i go back to it whenever it comes to mind.
which game is this from wtf i never saw tis in yume nikki
@@akyura00 It's in a fan game called yume 2kki.
I wish I could explore my dreams like that
what i would do to be somewhere else right now. this piece really gives me the space to think and reflect on that, what a somber reflection that is though. thank you!
This sounds like Aphex Twins Asiatsana. So beautiful.
i love you
immediately thought of it
I have known about this game for over 10 years now and sometimes i come back to watch gameplays. I didn't realize they have made new dream areas.
I like some of the soundtracks in this game but this one has been on repeat all day for me. Its gloomy, but comforting for some reason.
operator cyborg is mine forever
Jokes on you, i AM the operator cyborg
Whatever's going on with her arm, I don't like it...
gamer reflex
I guess this girl is still doing her best despite her condition. :p I hope she still hangs in there for as long as she can. :?
(Honestly, this hauntingly beautiful song is giving me Abandoned Apartment vibes. :p Damn do these two songs really stick with you... :O).
It's good, to die with machines. Machines are the manifestation of thoughts and dreams, something meant to bring a little peace to this damaged world. Most of the time.
you're telling me Antiquated Resthouse's music is just a SLOWED VERSION OF *THIS ???*
Gosh, I miss Yume 2kki... I remember this place.. For me it was a sad part.. and now that I see her looking at us player, I feel bad..
bad for being here.. she seems to ask why we're here. And yet, i don't have the answer...
Maybe she want us to be free, to not be here, wandering into thoses worlds and finally understand ourselves... To not be like her..
to let her alone..
I don't want to let her alone..
It has been almost a year since I didn't played it.. I heard a lot have been added.. I want to return.. but I can't.. i'm scared to believe that those dreams are what we wanted what we loved... It is true in a way, it's a dream..
Dream can't be here forever.. and yet, it is here, in our heart..
I miss thoses moments and thoses songs...
I think I'm not returning to the beautifulness of desire... 😢
aphex twin
I love her
I keep wondering if Urotsuki's dreams are real, taking place in parallel universes? Or at least some of them? The cyborg operator looks like a real person, the rust urban complex also looks like it exists somewhere in a parallel universe. In the universe of "rusty" cyberpunk and post-apocalypse.
According to string theory it is completely possible
Skrunkly.:(
cyborg operator is so pretty, she's everything i wanna be :3
This reminds me of that one time
ayoooooo
thumbnail artist??? the picture
Artist is Moriwo in the Yume 2kki community. Their Twitter used to be morisan081 but I think it got banned or they deleted their Twitter account. But they still have their Pixiv account up.
www.pixiv.net/en/users/3570696 (Small warning: They like to draw suggestive content)
Sorry for replying late btw.
@@Borbpy They moved accounts but I forgot what the new account is named.
@@pumpkinsoda9017 it’s morita_4on
@@PrincePoo thanks!
this game feels AI generated. this was just like instated in my mind when i saw the weird effect on the arm. it felt like the ai was trying to fix something really fast but gave up. it feels so weird to look at. possibly the cyborg is a representation as ai? will come back to it later
Bro what ?
Real
Hey 8yo me look at my mom after she said its bed time when i just completed my tycoon in roblox: