"I contemplated killing myself, I contemplated running away because I thought nodody would care, because I didn't care." That's something that has gone through my head on more than one occasion. I love when musicians talk about this stuff because it's refreshing to see someone who's went through the same hell I'm going through and despite all that, they end up achieving their dream and being successful. Much respect to Taylor.
This is me exactly. Always changing schools growing up, was in like 8 different schools before even 2nd grade. I felt it was pointless to make friends just to lose them. Forced myself to be alone, because I've just had bad relationships with people in general, made me hate people. Just eats away at you over time though. But also with epilepsy and other medical issues, makes it all that much worse. Struggle to stay strong, but I manage. "I contemplated killing myself, I contemplated running away because I thought nobody would care, because I didn't care."I feel that almost everyday.
I don't think I could relate to this video anymore. I've moved at least 4 times in the past 9 years and don't feel like there's a real safe place for me to fall back on anymore.
I've been in the same situation moving cross country 3 times, I know the struggle of being introverted and not knowing if it's worth it to open yourself up again but trust me, I've taken the choice to try again and it's all worth it, you weren't meant to go through life alone, get out there and find joy amongst companions, hang on because it does get better.
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"I contemplated killing myself, I contemplated running away because I thought nodody would care, because I didn't care."
That's something that has gone through my head on more than one occasion. I love when musicians talk about this stuff because it's refreshing to see someone who's went through the same hell I'm going through and despite all that, they end up achieving their dream and being successful. Much respect to Taylor.
Very relate-able, thats why i love music so much because it can bring people together
This is me exactly. Always changing schools growing up, was in like 8 different schools before even 2nd grade. I felt it was pointless to make friends just to lose them. Forced myself to be alone, because I've just had bad relationships with people in general, made me hate people. Just eats away at you over time though. But also with epilepsy and other medical issues, makes it all that much worse. Struggle to stay strong, but I manage. "I contemplated killing myself, I contemplated running away because I thought nobody would care, because I didn't care."I feel that almost everyday.
i can relate because i still struggle with that loneliness feeling because i don't know nobody that can understand relate to me.
Couldn't have agreed with what he said any better
I don't think I could relate to this video anymore. I've moved at least 4 times in the past 9 years and don't feel like there's a real safe place for me to fall back on anymore.
I've been in the same situation moving cross country 3 times, I know the struggle of being introverted and not knowing if it's worth it to open yourself up again but trust me, I've taken the choice to try again and it's all worth it, you weren't meant to go through life alone, get out there and find joy amongst companions, hang on because it does get better.
+Gabriel Milner it's so hard and I'm just done opening up to people. it's tiring when when you know you're gonna have to leave people behind again.
+Hailey Scriven That's a really tough reality, found myself in a similar situation. But you're strong and you've got this far. Keep it up :)
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