"I Was So Sure" - Former Vandal (AUDIO)

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 28 ก.ค. 2014
  • This song was inspired by MTV's Teen Wolf.
    I actually wasn’t even planning on releasing this before the EP/album came out, but after last night’s events in the episode, I felt as if this song just needed to be released now. I wrote this probably a week ago, and had NO idea of what was going to occur in the coming episode. This song was actually kinda rough for me to write, because halfway through it started getting kind of personal and I felt myself relating to the lyrics I was writing, and in turn, some aspects of Lydia’s character. I really hope you guys love this, because I’m super proud of the outcome, and just couldn’t wait to release it!
    Lyrics:
    “Breathe.”
    That’s what they’re telling me.
    But I just can’t calm down.
    Grieve.
    I know know it’s what I need.
    But I just don’t know how.
    All these voices get so loud.
    But they still can’t drown the sound,
    of me knowing this is all my fault.
    We’re still too young, this is too much.
    But I still know that there must
    have been something that I could have done.
    I was so sure.
    But I fell short.
    I thought I’d stand tall, and shake the ashes off,
    I told myself that I could be strong.
    I was so sure.
    Scream.
    my words are failing me.
    When did we become so numb?
    Please,
    don’t tell me anything.
    the past can’t be undone.
    All these voices get so loud.
    But they still can’t drown the sound,
    of the fact that everything has changed,
    We’re still too young, this is too much.
    I was naive and out of touch
    I was so sick of always needing saved
    “Breathe.”
    That’s what they’re telling me,
    but I just don’t know how.
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  • @BRAVOHN1
    @BRAVOHN1 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Coming back to this song after so many years hits different 😔

  • @emilia753
    @emilia753 8 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    So I actually heard this song before I started to watch Teen Wolf, and now, when I am obsessed with the show I can really see how this song fit Lydia. this is awesome

  • @eas.3125
    @eas.3125 7 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    Why isn't this on Spotify anymore?! This is srsly my favourite song...

    • @alexlynn2726
      @alexlynn2726 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ea S Østergaard I'm in the same boat.

    • @sele011110
      @sele011110 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know i just noticed it wasn't on there :(

    • @oldaccountdontuse2625
      @oldaccountdontuse2625 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It’s back aha

  • @FormerVandal
    @FormerVandal  7 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Hi everyone! I love that you're still enjoying this song after 3 years.
    I wanted to let you know about my new EP "HONEYMOON HAZE"
    I've always strived to make the most honest, vulnerable, and genuine music.
    This EP is the proudest I've ever been of a body of work.
    I put my whole heart and soul into it, and I'm so excited to share that world with you.
    Here is my new single, "GOOD KID", from the EP.
    th-cam.com/video/Ote6pL6SBIA/w-d-xo.html

    • @brennaraye5199
      @brennaraye5199 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Former Vandal will this song or war part one and two ever be available on Apple Music?

    • @bentem9495
      @bentem9495 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why isn’t it on Spotify?

    • @lilmisshappyscott
      @lilmisshappyscott 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I still love this song today. I love songs like this

  • @justmine4hope100
    @justmine4hope100 8 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Cried for hours.

  • @karisw.4658
    @karisw.4658 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The amount of artistry that goes into each and every one of theses songs is a testament to your talent. These not only tell stories, they make these moments livable for years to come. This music gives us something to hold onto for long after these characters cease to be. Plan on gaining a following on passionate fans just like you soon! You deserve it!! THANK YOU FOR DOING WHAT YOU DO.

  • @pbHTM
    @pbHTM 10 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Please, never stop singing.

  • @ponysrule4life
    @ponysrule4life 8 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I can relate to this song on so many levels

  • @brookeklose3220
    @brookeklose3220 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is my favourite song at the moment. I'm so in love. 😍

  • @lindseyok7325
    @lindseyok7325 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Two years ago and nothing but growth has happened to Former Vandal and my heart is still locked with you.

    • @FormerVandal
      @FormerVandal  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ashen Wolf this means everything to me. thank you.

    • @lindseyok7325
      @lindseyok7325 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Former Vandal I should thank you, thank you for all you have done for me and so many other people. I can't wait to see more. we all love you

  • @SatiricalFey
    @SatiricalFey 10 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Another breath taking song. Love it!

    • @TriellaStar
      @TriellaStar 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i'm in agreement on such a high level

    • @kari.fae.
      @kari.fae. 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree with u

  • @kabomg123
    @kabomg123 9 ปีที่แล้ว +157

    pretty sure 75 percent of these views are me.

  • @Nena.C0
    @Nena.C0 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song is my favourite sad song. I listen it to let my emotions out after a rough day and it calms me when I'm having an axiety attack. I also absolutely love the lyrics because they describe some feelings I can't put into words. Thank you so much for this amazing song!!

  • @BrokenSmileyFace13
    @BrokenSmileyFace13 10 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song felt so personal. It was personal to me too and you're talent exceeds most people on the radio. Keep on writing!

  • @MrRedwolf2014
    @MrRedwolf2014 9 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I'm not sure if this is gonna make a lot of sense, but I'm going to try my best. I love this song. It has really helped me articulate my emotional state as of late. I am in the middle of my first year of college, and two weeks ago I found out a friend had committed suicide. Being that I am in a small college town, four hours away from my home, I was unable to return in order to support my friends who were also hurting. Another point that has hurt my emotional state is that I refuse to allow myself to form a relationship with the college and the people around me because I'm jut so scared of losing more people. I've been incredibly lonely, and homesick, mostly because I have felt useless and unsure of what to do with myself. I'm the only own from my high school attending this particular college, so I've been trying to pick myself up because no one around me now really understands what I have been going through. I haven't really understood until I came to the conclusion that I was jut feeling useless to my friends am to myself. The odd thing is that this song was able to put to words and music something I've been feeling for a while, and it's so comforting. To be able to know what is wrong is better than not knowing at all. Now I know I can't be their for all my friends as I have only one body, but I know I can still make a difference when I do go back home.
    So long story short, (too late) thank you for a great song. Thank you for making the dark, painful world a little more beautiful. Keep it up!

    • @SkiggsMoDiggs
      @SkiggsMoDiggs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Are you there after 6 years? How are you?

    • @MrRedwolf2014
      @MrRedwolf2014 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@SkiggsMoDiggs I’m here. Life’s still a struggle but at least it’s a struggle in a better, safer place. Thank you for asking. 😊

    • @SkiggsMoDiggs
      @SkiggsMoDiggs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@MrRedwolf2014 I'm so glad!! I got scared that maybe you had given up. Glad you're doing better and still going. I'll be supporting you always

    • @rahrah_.
      @rahrah_. 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey, how you doing?

  • @violentdelightz_
    @violentdelightz_ 9 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    This is going to be on repeat all night, I can relate to this so much right now..thanks Quinn:)

  • @emilya.9842
    @emilya.9842 10 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    This is amazing. I've been a fan of your music, and I am continuously amazed by your ability to connect with all of the characters on the show. Not only are you an inspiration to my friends and I, you're an inspiration to everyone who aspires to be singer/songwriters. Another amazing song that really hits home; I'm excited for the EP!

    • @FormerVandal
      @FormerVandal  10 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This makes me have ALL THE FEELS. Thanks so much Emily!

    • @emilya.9842
      @emilya.9842 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Quinn Wentz You're welcome! Keep writing!

  • @demivlogs4258
    @demivlogs4258 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This connects to me on.. a super emotional level. I have cried for hours to this. You are what inspires me to sing. Thank you 😭❤️

  • @isaacvargas4833
    @isaacvargas4833 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I don't really have favorite artists but this guy just became one of my top three. This is just more than music, it's stories told with passion and heartache. Love it!

  • @yoonseo6769
    @yoonseo6769 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this song its been so long, and its still my favorite... i wish it was on iTunes, or something, i dunno. i love this song, it keeps the panic at bay.

  • @larissafleming5401
    @larissafleming5401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    2021 and I am still here. Since the release, this is my fave song and Lydia is my fave character 💕

  • @DellsMusic
    @DellsMusic 8 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I know you probably didn't intend it like this, but the first strofe for me is Stiles and the second one is Lydia. "Breathe" for Stiles and his panic attacks, where he can't calm down. "Scream" for Lydia being a banshee. I just love this song, wow.

    • @MerenFire
      @MerenFire 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      it's a song about how Lydia feels about Allison's death

  • @KitsuneRokaku
    @KitsuneRokaku 10 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thanks to this song, I may end up breaking the replay button. Wonderful job, as always! :)

  • @suxkal
    @suxkal 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg put this on spotify please! I'm so in love with it !

  • @ozziefire9576
    @ozziefire9576 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Another song to add to the list of “things that didn’t make me cry until after my dog died”

  • @noran9210
    @noran9210 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    There is not one song I've heard of yours that I did not like. I'm going through a very hard time rn and I feel like Teen Wolf is one of the only things that helps and these songs are helping me so much. Thank you so much xx

  • @MayThisBe
    @MayThisBe 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song is just breathtaking and as I said on Twitter, I can so relate (even if I do not pretend to know how you personally felt while writing it, of course, I think we both have our own reasons).
    So, thank you. Thank you for being that amazing composer, singer, and writer, that you are.
    - M.

  • @yassie1001
    @yassie1001 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i can't breathe because this song is now in my life :)

    • @yassie1001
      @yassie1001 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +yassie1001 i want to learn this on a piano but i can't find the sheet of music or i have to pay

  • @ashleybush3223
    @ashleybush3223 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is amazing and actually made me cry at some point because you just described Lydia's situation perfectly. Keep doing these!

  • @mandywible5956
    @mandywible5956 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for the amount of feels I just got.
    Your music is so amazing!

  • @Kikaroi
    @Kikaroi 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh, you have so much talent! I'm in awe. You always manage to cut straight to my heart with your lyrics.

  • @EmilyJewel
    @EmilyJewel 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Jeez, I have goose bumps! The lyrics, the vibe and your voice just flow so nicely! I love it, amazing job as usual

  • @nicoleburke6969
    @nicoleburke6969 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    in awe of your music, it's actually amazing how these songs relate to the characters on Teen Wolf. I love that show!

  • @skeela6831
    @skeela6831 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    You have an amazing connection with every character on the show and its amazing. I try writing songs of my own but non have ever worked out, you are truly an inspiration to writers/song writers like me. Love you xox

  • @niamhdelaney1327
    @niamhdelaney1327 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I literally have been listening to this song non stop on repeat. it represents lydia so well but its so beautiful, i am in love with this song and channel :)

  • @Hawkeyes31196
    @Hawkeyes31196 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your music is so full of emotions that I can connect with. It means so much to hear it for it makes me feel like Im not the only out here.

  • @hollymacnamara8484
    @hollymacnamara8484 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is honestly my favourite song,I relate to it in so many ways. Thankyou for being such amazing human beings:3 I love you guys xox

  • @ParkMinYeonx
    @ParkMinYeonx 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    You're absolutely what I think a real artist is. Thank you so much for sharing your talent. This is... breath taking

  • @wattpadtrailers1984
    @wattpadtrailers1984 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song is so amazing, just like you. You have inspired me to start writing songs and hopefully I will be lucky enough to make beautiful songs such as this one someday and have it touch everyone(: Thank you for inspiring me!

  • @Rorapia1
    @Rorapia1 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don't have words.. this is absolutely amazing and beautiful!

  • @purpledottgiraffepurple6101
    @purpledottgiraffepurple6101 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I could see the whole season going by in this one song. Amazing!

  • @leesigalaxy
    @leesigalaxy 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Still gold. 💛 Never watched Teen Wolf, but the music you wrote for it is what introduced me to you. Still loving you all these years later! Your new songs, especially. 💛💛💛💛

  • @AriaDupree
    @AriaDupree 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song gets to me! Your songs are so incrediably emotional and the type of songs that you can totally feel in your heart and soul! I found your music through a Teen Wolf fan video (go figure) and since then have bought all your songs on itunes.....really hope you continue with this because you are amazing! Hopefully you're enjoying Teen Wolf (to become inspired lol and just because it's an awesome show!).

  • @serentamayo9242
    @serentamayo9242 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing! Can't wait for your ep Keep it up! I love you!

  • @trobinson705
    @trobinson705 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my gosh. Quinn this song just broke me down. I still blame myself for my best friends death even though people say it wasn't my fault.I want to cry and stand strong at the same time thank you for this song.

  • @-jessica6431
    @-jessica6431 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This hit me so hard. - I adore this and your voice!

  • @Taylormade4u2c
    @Taylormade4u2c 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You're so amazing. This is so unbelieveable I am literally so speechless.

  • @RaeOfDarkness
    @RaeOfDarkness 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Absolutely beautiful song, it brought me to tears the first time I heard it. Thank you for another great song!

  • @SincerelyKarleigh
    @SincerelyKarleigh 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    IM LITERALLY CRYING YOUR TEEN WOLF SONGS ARE MY LIFE THANK YOU FOR MAKINH THEM YOU ARE SUCH A TALENTED WRITER AND SINGER ILY

    • @Mr01010110
      @Mr01010110 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULD USE ALL CAPS LOCK BUT IT'S OKAY FOR BLONDES, I SUPPOSE.

    • @SincerelyKarleigh
      @SincerelyKarleigh 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      OMG WHO ARE YOU AND HOW ARE YOU FINDING EVERYTHING IVE EVER WRITTEN LOL

  • @kyliewatts2982
    @kyliewatts2982 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so amazing. And beautiful. Can't wait for the EP

  • @catherinefox98
    @catherinefox98 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yet another flawless release, cannot wait for the EP!

  • @kobatoshion4671
    @kobatoshion4671 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    i'm cried, so beautiful

  • @miazhu7511
    @miazhu7511 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don't even know how I get to know this one but this is so good! Haven't watched Teen Wolf but can feel the hurt in the song. Great work.

  • @pashincegarth5231
    @pashincegarth5231 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I keep playing it over and over again.

  • @dafnebeniz
    @dafnebeniz 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    You made me cry..this is amazing!!

  • @mereeellll
    @mereeellll 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this song makes me cry and I don't know what to do about it, I love you holy shit

  • @BreechBodyy
    @BreechBodyy 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't even express how much I love this.

  • @kleopatrakay9109
    @kleopatrakay9109 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Literally beautiful

  • @AshleyLovesBTR
    @AshleyLovesBTR 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Every song you write is so beautiful.

  • @TheJileyProduction
    @TheJileyProduction 10 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Absolutely beautiful. You've encompassed Lydia's character beautifully and I could listen to this all day. When is your album coming out cause I would be the first person to buy it?

  • @karisdietrich1964
    @karisdietrich1964 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    this song is so beautiful

  • @midsommarvvitch7182
    @midsommarvvitch7182 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song is literately so amazing and it kinda made me cry a little

  • @maneetaulakh8349
    @maneetaulakh8349 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is so good omg

  • @alexemenard3332
    @alexemenard3332 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your music *-*
    I mean ALL your music you do, I love it ! *-*

  • @SarahSmiles2896
    @SarahSmiles2896 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    So ridiculously beautiful....

  • @stella9caro7
    @stella9caro7 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    I swear, I'm crying! Keep up the good work. Xx

  • @dadisimonenorth
    @dadisimonenorth 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cannot wait until your e! Your songs are amazing! You're amazing. Just... ugh, I fangirl about your songs. That's something. Keep it up!!!

  • @traceys2216
    @traceys2216 9 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is so perfect! I love it

  • @emenemsish
    @emenemsish 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg! I literally just came across this song on Spotify and thought it was perfect for Teen Wolf!! This is so cool!!!

  • @2006nila
    @2006nila 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow this is so beautiful

  • @emmaflorentine
    @emmaflorentine 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Hi there! This song just makes me feel at ease and I was wondering if I could maybe use it in a video about Teen Wolf on my channel? :)

  • @olakowalska1225
    @olakowalska1225 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God, this song is great! I watched Teen Wolf 2 times and it fits soo good! Well done, I wish one day I could write that nice song 😘

  • @justvanessa6568
    @justvanessa6568 9 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    HEYY i just wanted to let you know how much i'm obsessed with this song!!! i have an art project coming up and it's be fantastic if i could have permission to use this in my movie?? if you don't mind??!! ily

    • @FormerVandal
      @FormerVandal  9 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      JustVanessa Of course! We love you too!

  • @denisabacuvcikova5447
    @denisabacuvcikova5447 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    i just love it..

  • @tazdown
    @tazdown 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Once again another amazing song :)

  • @chelsi6870
    @chelsi6870 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    All your songs make me cry😭
    Their so beautiful and your voice is so wonderful!
    I really love your content.
    I really do hope Teen wolf uses your music one day on the show or at least have you on Wolf Watch as a guest singer or something because you really truly deserve it!😊
    Keep up the Awesome work😄
    Bye✌

  • @kiko4043
    @kiko4043 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i miss all these feelings on teen wolf !! now they focus on the horror part and they left out the emotions that made the show popular !!

  • @Shydowyn
    @Shydowyn 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've bought some of your TW inspired songs on Itunes and they make me cry nearly every time. You really capture the raw emotion that the characters go through. It's really powerful. Sometimes a song comes on randomly and I'm like "NOPE, No tears. Not now. next song, next song. Goddamit, too late. Where are my tissues." Ha ha. My one wish/dream/hope is that you are on MTV's radar and that they feature one of your songs in the series. Love your work.

  • @SagittariusNr1
    @SagittariusNr1 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are an amazing artist. My greatest respect.

  • @pauletteolvera9411
    @pauletteolvera9411 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just discovered this song, but I am totally in love with it ❤

  • @LujyGomez
    @LujyGomez 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    OMG I love this song

  • @lacysuby585
    @lacysuby585 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    this song its good it macks me cry i love all your songs

  • @gabsb1102
    @gabsb1102 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I don't watch Teen Wolf (Although I have been planning to.) but either way, this song is so so gorgeous and it's beautifully written and you're so good at writing and etc.
    it's so heartbreakingly amazing

  • @lqui7004
    @lqui7004 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Just found your song "I was so sure" and oh my god...I fell in love! It´s incredible, breathtaking and passionate at the same time. Where can I find this song? You have such a talent!

  • @amandineb1999
    @amandineb1999 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your Song is so beautiful. I love it :)

  • @mikayla9023
    @mikayla9023 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is amazing oh my gosh

  • @apple77613
    @apple77613 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this

  • @miaw1450
    @miaw1450 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song needs to be noticed more 🔥

  • @maddyv6252
    @maddyv6252 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Is love to hear a song about Lydia's pain due to Allison's death? Or lydia realising she's lost stiles to Malia? Obsessed with your music!

  • @alexdunstan3252
    @alexdunstan3252 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    beautiful.

  • @tyhz8137
    @tyhz8137 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this song❤️

  • @boscat
    @boscat 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey :) Just wanted to say that it's a shame that I haven't heard of you before... You're so talented, not only your voice but the lyrics of your songs are amazing ! There's so much feelings and all... It's driving me crazy... I love it ! =D

  • @ex0ticr1can74
    @ex0ticr1can74 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    3 yrs later i finally find this amazing song oml

  • @oliviahinson2931
    @oliviahinson2931 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Okay so I'm in love with you and slightly obsessed

  • @louisemorel8690
    @louisemorel8690 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    magical !

  • @naomisue1610
    @naomisue1610 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is my #1 song for me

  • @ChainsOfALemon
    @ChainsOfALemon 10 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    So... I'm in love with you.

    • @FormerVandal
      @FormerVandal  10 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      That's so weird.... because I'm in love with you too. :)

    • @ChainsOfALemon
      @ChainsOfALemon 10 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Quinn Wentz I literally just screamed right now...

    • @Tanzles
      @Tanzles 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Lindsey Jones ooooooo

  • @melbindsfics
    @melbindsfics 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Damn man!! really your songs are amazing. I can't wait for this EP. Just Damn. Amazing.
    How many songs will you have in the EP? Will you have physical copies of the EP?

  • @juliustheslayer6582
    @juliustheslayer6582 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    So this is only my second time listening to this song. My sister just passed away in October of 2017 and this song explains how I feel like this is hitting me so deep. I am in so much pain the night she passed it tore me apart she was my best friend. But this song explains exactly what I was feeling at the moment I walked in and saw her. So much emotion and pain damn this song is great

  • @Sahlyax3
    @Sahlyax3 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Soooo good (: