ok but i find their relationship strangely wholesome?? like shidou cares about es, he clearly does. and another commenter theorized that he may have been trying to save a younger sibling. so the idea of shidou caring for es because he had a younger sibling, AND maybe, just maybe his sibling reminds him of es makes me feel all warm inside. plus es being weirded out by shidous behavior is the cherry on top haha.
He sees an objectively pure person as a fitting person to punish him an that makes sense an adult doing cruel things do to such messy thought processes who better to slap their wrist then a child with those simple an precious things
The part about Amane not liking Shidou I think is more about her Jeovah/Cultish ways of thinking. We can see her, good natured child that she (apparently) is, trying to heal one of of the hurt followers in her video clip and then proceeding to get punished for it. Shidou is a doctor, so it's probably natural that she feels resentment towards him, going against all the doctrines of her "family" and all.
I just found out about Milgram recently and I am very happy that Es is not a mindless self-insert! His paranoia regarding his authority's integrity is very nice to see.
Sounded like Es was about to cry before they kicked Shidou. I think their anger came from frustration with his lack of self-preservation. Can get pretty emotional being on the other side of a conversation with a suicidal person.
It's interesting to hear that because of shidou's overly composed attitude or the fact that he is significantly taller and older than them (or hell maybe even both) there is a consistent air of hesitance and discomfort in the way Es conducted the interrogation. Well, until he decided to pat them that is (big mistake there good sir). As a new fan coming into the fold it's interesting to me that people voted shidou as innocent based on these _peculiar_ impressions. Though now it's likely that he will be overwhelmingly voted innocent in the second trial since now it's been stated that without his medical knowledge the rest of the prisoners are screwed.
Very true. I’m hoping to see Kotoko be voted guilty this time around. I feel like with these new impressions we’re gonna see a lot of people changing their minds, and I feel like kotoko had good intentions but ended up doing the things she does out of self righteousness and she shouldn’t be allowed to hurt the other prisoners
People vote him innocent cause he’s hot. He is a serial killer based off his first MV but was still voted innocent because of good looks and he clearly regrets what he did
Just googled the title of the voice drama, molech is a biblical diety who sacrificed children. So based off that, and his first MV it is easy to infer that his victims were children, as well as the child he was attempting to save, who was most likely a sibling.
The first time I read over a translation of this drama, I noted how Shidou actually acknowledged Es as a child, and pitied that Es wasn't in a position that they wanted to accept it. But listening to this again now, I wonder if the reason why is because them being treated as a child while Shidou is an adult would put Shidou in a position of power over them, while they heavily fixate on their role as warden, which would dictate that they should be the one in power over him. His composure might irritate them for the same reason, maintaining control over the situation. For someone else to have the power when they think they should, perhaps that makes them feel like they're failing as a "proper warden".
Still... I'd say I'm glad Shidou recognizes Es as a child, as it's true this kind of role shouldn't be put on one. ...But really that makes his insistence on them executing them seem all the more sketchy. Though he does seem less insistent during this trial so far...
I also like to think that Es's fixation on their role as the prison guard is also partly due to the fact that as an amnesiac whom the moment they awoken have known nothing, Jackalope assigning them the warden role pretty much gave them a sense of purpose. If even that was taken away from Es or became subsequently useless because the prisoners themselves don't treat Es as the warden then Es would have nothing to cling on. Might be wrong, but I like to think there's a reasonable explanation to Es's complex about their role.
@@MsDj03 I'd agree with you there. It's all they've known, and as you said, one of the first things they've been told about themselves and had to define themselves by. So especially in lieu of anything else that would make it all too easy for it to consume the entire way they define themselves and the way they see the world around them.
Just watched this, and to add to the the theory of the murders being against children, I noticed the lines towards the end where he says that Es, being a child, is the perfect person to pass judgement onto him. He WANTS them to. And now that with the recent update video, Amane clearly hates Shidou. If she attacks him, I have a bad feeling that he's not going to fight her back at all... This is all so messed up, I've never heard the theory of him being a pediatrician until now but I'm fully convinced tbh. Perhaps Shidou had a younger sibling or child of his own he wanted to save, not a partner? It really makes me think. Thanks for making this and sharing your thoughts!
I'm very sure that he worked with patients that were close to death. I'm thinking that it could be mostly child patients. Also I very much agree with theories that he was desperately trying to keep them alive bc of selfishness. To be honest I hope there was nothing pedophilic going on bc I'm starting to like him
@@lunar_proxy??? he's taking his job seriously and im taking him seriously. Im pretty sure he would want that rather than treating them like a baby. I would give them a break if they want to. But i dont think they want that as of the moment? Like?? If theres anyone who wants to give a break then give me a break on these stupid ass comments 😭
I’m not the only one who’s noticed how similar Es and Shidou look, right? The eyes, the hair, even the general face shape are very similar (although Es’s face is a bit more rounded, them being younger and all.) They could very well pass as being related.
"I haven't necessarily sided with your Victims and I'm not a family member of theirs either." Es lost their memory, so they can't exactly verify if that statement is true or not.
@@whizkeysh0t XD am saying I want more the Audios to dig into Es thoughts an emotions I love when his VA shows vulnerability I need wholesome artwork of Es being babysat by Shidou darn it
Thank you sm for your work !! It’s so so so nice to watch, the quality of the translation is really remarkable ! I look forward watching the remaining ones !
I feel like he is actually low key evil as hell and knows it. He gives me Hannibal lector vibes. I don’t know dude he’s probably the hardest character for me to read so far. In all honesty I would vote guilty based on the bad feeling he gives me. I would NOT want to be alone in a room with him in an every day situation
OMG I LOVE THESE THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! these translations are so amazing and it makes the voice drama so nice to follow along!! you deserve sm more likes :DDD keep up the good work!
I love the concept of him being this adult with adult thoughts with seemingly no self preservation who idolizes sweet precious children to this extent he wants to die by their hands
uhg, I want to like the men of Milgram more, but all of them are weenies. Haruka and Futa's got their own complex going on, the old men are cowards who are borderline suicidal, and Mikoto's just a boring trope. I swear, any of the women have more conviction than all of the guys put together. Not to say I don't like any of them; I adore Kazui and Futa (and Shidou has been growing on me, admittedly) but would it kill Milgram if one of them didn't show remorse? Cmon. Gimme one bastard. But thats enough rambling; this is supposed to be about Shidou. Interesting how he said he singles Es out as a child, and wants to hear from them specifically that he's unforgivable. It reminds me of a theory that he wasn't just any doctor, but a pediatrician. It would make his murders a lot more insidious, but also he was still killing for *someone*. Did he have a kid who was dying? or was he just shoving baby organs into a whole ass adult? Bah, I just want to see him squirm a little. I agree with Es, he's way too calm and put together. Hope he gets fucked up sooner rather than later
I agree with you guessing that he might have also dissected a kid's organ for that person whom he wanted to live longer, so no wonder he wanted (a kid like) Es to be the one who will personally say that he's 'unforgivable' who deserves 'punishment'. He might have done something to 'kids' before.
the point of the project is to learn about them an and their also a moral question of if someone wants to die is it a crime to kill them then if I did something wrong is it wrong to let me kill myself
would you kill a man just because he asks? I will not do it and points to "kill" him for something are not enough he believes that he deserved punishment, but gives this right to Es? his phrase "don' forgive me" misleads me what if we forgive? (well, what if he blames himself for nothing? my heart hurts)
@@senritsujumpsuit6021 yeah... do I still want to choose whether they are guilty or not? I don't care anymore just give them meds and a psychotherapist ....please?
@pi i have seen smut of haruka and futa and the author justifies him bc he deserves pussy as well and we shouldn't infantalize him while aging him up so he's legal 😭 most popular ship in this fandom is a guy with himself, stop expecting milgrammers to have braincells
![MILGRAM / Mahiru - Love is mine [The First Trial Voice Drama | English Subs]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/MdB7_L_jT4g/mqdefault.jpg)
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![MILGRAM / Shidou - Throw Down [The First Trial Music Video]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/YR4sGpMqQJQ/mqdefault.jpg)
![MILGRAM / Futa - Braze you!! [The First Trial Voice Drama | English Subs]](/img/n.gif)
*Everything goes vell*
Es: That's suspishous
When anything does anything
Es: Somethings making me uncomfortable or too comfortable
@@senritsujumpsuit6021 omg that's so true xDDDDDD
@@jungiz2676 Es is a mix of that smug Poo Bear an the angry insert name here noises memes
@@senritsujumpsuit6021 xDDDDDDDD why is it so accureate???
* anything does anything*
Es in his head: THIS BITCH
@@jungiz2676 he is our feisty shota boy with a major complex
now wants to the risk ruffle his hair
ok but i find their relationship strangely wholesome?? like shidou cares about es, he clearly does. and another commenter theorized that he may have been trying to save a younger sibling. so the idea of shidou caring for es because he had a younger sibling, AND maybe, just maybe his sibling reminds him of es makes me feel all warm inside. plus es being weirded out by shidous behavior is the cherry on top haha.
He sees an objectively pure person as a fitting person to punish him an that makes sense an adult doing cruel things do to such messy thought processes
who better to slap their wrist then a child with those simple an precious things
turns out shidou had sons who passed away, so that's probably why he treats es like this 😓
i was thinking that shidou was intentionally neutralizing the power dynamic
this guy is not normal. anyway [votes innocent]
incredibly funny to clear this guy without question considering how much es hates his ass. sorry es
I mean he saved many people.
Just sum therapy and everything is okay
The part about Amane not liking Shidou I think is more about her Jeovah/Cultish ways of thinking. We can see her, good natured child that she (apparently) is, trying to heal one of of the hurt followers in her video clip and then proceeding to get punished for it. Shidou is a doctor, so it's probably natural that she feels resentment towards him, going against all the doctrines of her "family" and all.
ohhh you’re actually so right?? That makes so much sense!
Looking forward to the rest of the uploads o/
It's nice to see them compiled in a single piece of media
its bittersweet that the reason she dislikes it is becuz in her envireoment its wrong
I don't get what Jeovah has to do with cults
@@mican7833 Their teachings are against any form of medicine or medical help.
I just found out about Milgram recently and I am very happy that Es is not a mindless self-insert! His paranoia regarding his authority's integrity is very nice to see.
Es uses they/them pronouns
@@lifesaverjacket5151🤓
HE USES THEY/THEM PRONOUNS ‼️‼️‼️
@@kugiekizuchi. close!! :)
@@kugiekizuchi.”he” uses “they/them” LMAO THE CONTRADICTION
Sounded like Es was about to cry before they kicked Shidou. I think their anger came from frustration with his lack of self-preservation. Can get pretty emotional being on the other side of a conversation with a suicidal person.
It's interesting to hear that because of shidou's overly composed attitude or the fact that he is significantly taller and older than them (or hell maybe even both) there is a consistent air of hesitance and discomfort in the way Es conducted the interrogation. Well, until he decided to pat them that is (big mistake there good sir).
As a new fan coming into the fold it's interesting to me that people voted shidou as innocent based on these _peculiar_ impressions. Though now it's likely that he will be overwhelmingly voted innocent in the second trial since now it's been stated that without his medical knowledge the rest of the prisoners are screwed.
Very true. I’m hoping to see Kotoko be voted guilty this time around. I feel like with these new impressions we’re gonna see a lot of people changing their minds, and I feel like kotoko had good intentions but ended up doing the things she does out of self righteousness and she shouldn’t be allowed to hurt the other prisoners
People vote him innocent cause he’s hot. He is a serial killer based off his first MV but was still voted innocent because of good looks and he clearly regrets what he did
@@FakeVenatus damn it's true he's super hot
@@FakeVenatus well also cause he seems to have done it all trying to save someone he loves think that's the main point
He's too old for half of the fandom lol.
Just googled the title of the voice drama, molech is a biblical diety who sacrificed children. So based off that, and his first MV it is easy to infer that his victims were children, as well as the child he was attempting to save, who was most likely a sibling.
The first time I read over a translation of this drama, I noted how Shidou actually acknowledged Es as a child, and pitied that Es wasn't in a position that they wanted to accept it.
But listening to this again now, I wonder if the reason why is because them being treated as a child while Shidou is an adult would put Shidou in a position of power over them, while they heavily fixate on their role as warden, which would dictate that they should be the one in power over him. His composure might irritate them for the same reason, maintaining control over the situation. For someone else to have the power when they think they should, perhaps that makes them feel like they're failing as a "proper warden".
Still... I'd say I'm glad Shidou recognizes Es as a child, as it's true this kind of role shouldn't be put on one. ...But really that makes his insistence on them executing them seem all the more sketchy.
Though he does seem less insistent during this trial so far...
@@Starlight-Tale while its not even confirmed what would happen to them at the end of all three trials soo
I also like to think that Es's fixation on their role as the prison guard is also partly due to the fact that as an amnesiac whom the moment they awoken have known nothing, Jackalope assigning them the warden role pretty much gave them a sense of purpose. If even that was taken away from Es or became subsequently useless because the prisoners themselves don't treat Es as the warden then Es would have nothing to cling on. Might be wrong, but I like to think there's a reasonable explanation to Es's complex about their role.
@@MsDj03 I'd agree with you there. It's all they've known, and as you said, one of the first things they've been told about themselves and had to define themselves by. So especially in lieu of anything else that would make it all too easy for it to consume the entire way they define themselves and the way they see the world around them.
Es won’t appreciate the head pat but I WILL Shidou… pat me. Pat me.
Just watched this, and to add to the the theory of the murders being against children, I noticed the lines towards the end where he says that Es, being a child, is the perfect person to pass judgement onto him. He WANTS them to.
And now that with the recent update video, Amane clearly hates Shidou. If she attacks him, I have a bad feeling that he's not going to fight her back at all...
This is all so messed up, I've never heard the theory of him being a pediatrician until now but I'm fully convinced tbh. Perhaps Shidou had a younger sibling or child of his own he wanted to save, not a partner? It really makes me think. Thanks for making this and sharing your thoughts!
I'm very sure that he worked with patients that were close to death. I'm thinking that it could be mostly child patients. Also I very much agree with theories that he was desperately trying to keep them alive bc of selfishness. To be honest I hope there was nothing pedophilic going on bc I'm starting to like him
for a prison guard he sure is so emotional
He's 15 and has no memories. Of course he's emotional.
@@gun3881 and i dont give a fuck. I said what i said
not really 😭 it’s not common that he is
bro is literally 15 give them a break 😭
@@lunar_proxy??? he's taking his job seriously and im taking him seriously. Im pretty sure he would want that rather than treating them like a baby.
I would give them a break if they want to. But i dont think they want that as of the moment? Like?? If theres anyone who wants to give a break then give me a break on these stupid ass comments 😭
I’m not the only one who’s noticed how similar Es and Shidou look, right? The eyes, the hair, even the general face shape are very similar (although Es’s face is a bit more rounded, them being younger and all.) They could very well pass as being related.
"I haven't necessarily sided with your Victims and I'm not a family member of theirs either."
Es lost their memory, so they can't exactly verify if that statement is true or not.
Wait holy shit what if Es was related in some way to all the victims so that's why they were choosen as the prison guard?
I just noticed that es looks a bit like one of shidou’s kids…
7:55 My dude took it personally
agh that went so hard into Es am very down for more audios being like this
now am wondering what unsettling fanart we can get out of it
what is you talking about 💀💀💀
@@whizkeysh0t XD
am saying I want more the Audios to dig into Es thoughts an emotions
I love when his VA shows vulnerability
I need wholesome artwork of Es being babysat by Shidou darn it
I'm taking a wild guess and saying Shidou's probably a doctor
How does it feel to be right
I AM WATCHING A PLAYLIST AND SO FAR ITS BEEN AMAZING
Thank you sm for your work !! It’s so so so nice to watch, the quality of the translation is really remarkable ! I look forward watching the remaining ones !
thank u so muchh!!
I feel like he is actually low key evil as hell and knows it. He gives me Hannibal lector vibes. I don’t know dude he’s probably the hardest character for me to read so far. In all honesty I would vote guilty based on the bad feeling he gives me. I would NOT want to be alone in a room with him in an every day situation
I NEE D HIM TO PAT ME LIKE THIS
am still waiting for the fanart where ES is the spoiled little bro to the inmates in a world where they never did their crimes
8:36 blud took it so personally they had to take matters into their own tiny hands
OMG I LOVE THESE THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! these translations are so amazing and it makes the voice drama so nice to follow along!! you deserve sm more likes :DDD keep up the good work!
Very great editing! Can't wait to see more! c:
Putting together a trial 1 playlist with your subtitled audio dramas. Tysm for that!
hes such a polite fellow awh
I LOVE SHIDOU KIRISAKI!!
I love the concept of him being this adult with adult thoughts with seemingly no self preservation who idolizes sweet precious children to this extent he wants to die by their hands
Lol this doesn't really makes sense but I'm really pissed seeing Shidou's moles on the right (lmao it's originally on the left-
10:53 ☝🤓
i wont him
you get it
He so find
I can't stop LAUGHING at this voice drama.
poor Es bro doesn't want to be seen as a child but their emotional outburst in situations like that don't help them 😭
Just subscribed, good content
thes video dramaas open new more info for this series
shidou bas asl im ngl like he fine
bro is using reverse psychology
WHY DID ES TAKE IT SO PERSONALLY
Pat my head too please
PLS i’m LAUGHIGNSO HARD
damn es the craziest person in this whole prison 😭
WHYS ES SCRATCHING THEIR LICE.
LMFAOOOO
found you
uhg, I want to like the men of Milgram more, but all of them are weenies. Haruka and Futa's got their own complex going on, the old men are cowards who are borderline suicidal, and Mikoto's just a boring trope. I swear, any of the women have more conviction than all of the guys put together. Not to say I don't like any of them; I adore Kazui and Futa (and Shidou has been growing on me, admittedly) but would it kill Milgram if one of them didn't show remorse? Cmon. Gimme one bastard.
But thats enough rambling; this is supposed to be about Shidou. Interesting how he said he singles Es out as a child, and wants to hear from them specifically that he's unforgivable. It reminds me of a theory that he wasn't just any doctor, but a pediatrician. It would make his murders a lot more insidious, but also he was still killing for *someone*. Did he have a kid who was dying? or was he just shoving baby organs into a whole ass adult?
Bah, I just want to see him squirm a little. I agree with Es, he's way too calm and put together. Hope he gets fucked up sooner rather than later
are you saying their not interesting or you hating on it a bit for not having some number 11 the ugly bustard who pegged my grandma
I agree with you guessing that he might have also dissected a kid's organ for that person whom he wanted to live longer, so no wonder he wanted (a kid like) Es to be the one who will personally say that he's 'unforgivable' who deserves 'punishment'. He might have done something to 'kids' before.
@@lishasubs6726 I like this organ theory. Makes a lot of sence
Haruka and Muu is only sorry because we coerced them into it.
Yuno is not sorry and will do it again
can you upload Mahiru's trial, please I want to hear it, thank you very much in advance for uploading content! ❤️🩹
I will never forgive this fanbase for voting to forgive him either
the point of the project is to learn about them an and their also a moral question of if someone wants to die is it a crime to kill them then
if I did something wrong is it wrong to let me kill myself
would you kill a man just because he asks?
I will not do it
and points to "kill" him for something are not enough
he believes that he deserved punishment, but gives this right to Es?
his phrase "don' forgive me" misleads me
what if we forgive?
(well, what if he blames himself for nothing? my heart hurts)
@@shugarik8691 oh MILGRAM an your depression
@@senritsujumpsuit6021 yeah...
do I still want to choose whether they are guilty or not?
I don't care anymore
just give them meds and a psychotherapist
....please?
@@shugarik8691 hope your gonna make it
Dunno what came over me but Es X Shidou anyone?
es is a minor..?
8:07 shidou is almost twice es' age what
nu uh nu uh nu uh.
wtf
@pi i have seen smut of haruka and futa and the author justifies him bc he deserves pussy as well and we shouldn't infantalize him while aging him up so he's legal 😭
most popular ship in this fandom is a guy with himself, stop expecting milgrammers to have braincells
Fuzakeru na???
he got a lil weird at the end. dont know how to feel abt that tbh 😭😭