I love this boy. And I thought he did. I asked him why he wouldn’t date me and he said “I’d be the 10th this year” and I completely shut down. This past year I was shown so much love and tried dating these guys. But they left me after I told them I didn’t want to do anything. “We except the love we think we deserve” I said to him. Till this day I still love him.
im so sorry… I really wish that didn’t happen to you. I liked a boy since middle school and once I told him in highschool I liked him, he said “wait 3 months, I’ll break up with the girl im with now soon.” I never felt that pain ever, now we go to college together, it’s awful. You’re not alone, just know we are stronger when we love ourselves and remember, they only hurt your feelings because you cared about their opinion. stop caring.
I feel bad for you guys..please recover ❤. Today i told this crush i have to my friend and ahe wnated to do a plan where she texted him and asked if he likes me and he said: ew never i always ignore her texts" 🔪 hit trough me..
I’m sorry but I won’t be okay. Genuinely wanting to take a blade to my arm right now and I will tonight. But stay safe dear I hope your days are full of luv ❤
Short poem about me! Title the moon: I come in different shapes No one knows why I think I’m perfect just the way I am But I often have to change every day or month for people to look at me I often get shoved by the sun Oh dear, everybody thinks the sun is a hun It shines it’s glory, but sadly I have to reflect it It’s rays glow in the mist of mine I circle the people I love They sometimes push me away, like the sun does the moon I don’t know why people won’t believe me when I say I’m the moon I am the moon. Not because of its glory But because sometimes it hides away, away from people, so they don’t judge it. I am the moon.
I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..
TW : VENT I just felt like I needed to vent about what’s been going on today. I just broke up with my bf a few hours ago. I broke up with him because he really mistreated me.. Often at times he would just say things that hurt without realizing it, he would also talk to his female friends always asking how they’ve been and is always honest to them. While for me, he never asks me about how my day was and he would always lie to me. I take the bus to school in the mornings and he shoved me off the seat which ended up in my side hitting the metal from across our seat. He was also laughing about it. I have a small bruise on my side but that was my breaking point. I wanted to cry so bad when we got to school but I held it in until my friends said that my relationship was toxic and it would be best to break up with him. I knew it was up to me to break up with him or not and I really loved him. But my friends also pressured me into breaking up with him, I don’t blame them because they only want the best for me. I confronted him that same morning after he shoved me, about breaking up. Of course, he was shocked. But soon, he started gaslighting me. I knew he didn’t want me to break up with him because I was the only person who stayed with them since the day we met. But I was just done, I ran away from him and just started bursting out in tears while ignoring everyone except my friend who knew and witnessed everything. Throughout today, I kept hearing things like he didn’t even care about the situation and didn’t care about our relationship and that he was just using me. I just cried the whole day. After I got home from school, I received a dm from my other best friend who confronted me about saying that I broke up with my bf because of her. Of course I reassured her that it wasn’t true and that what she was saying were rumors. She understood that but she said she had to drop me. I feel like crying so much to the point where I can’t anymore.
I'm tired of being told what to do. I'm tired of being called a "brat". I'm tired of being a shitty friend, sister,daughter. I'm tired of being the last choice. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of life. Im just tired man..
I really like this boy, but I dont think he'd ever like me back, we used to talk and laugh tg but then he just completely stopped talking to me and got a girlfriend. I just love him, its stupid but i do, everytime i see him i wanna just run into his arms. I somewhat got over him but i still think abt him.
there was this boy Jaxon I love him so much we started to date on a Monday a couple days later we wanted to kiss and one day we walked home with each other from school and we kissed for the first time ever it felt like I was dreaming and then he told his friends abt it and one time me and my cousin and one of his friends we went in a abandoned neighborhood and he told his friend and asked us to do it in front of him so we kissed and his friend was shocked and he took me home and then i went to school and I was in 8th period and his friend said “did you and Jaxon brake up?” I said no then we went home and I was on the bus and all of his friends came up to me and said “did you and Jaxon brake up?” I said no and then I got home and I call my friend to call Jaxon and ask does he want to brake up and he said yea I broke down I was crying so much I was crying for the whole week…..
Do i deserve this was it my fault i didn't even do anything and you do this bully me you don't know how much i suffer where is the real me this is not me th real me is happy 7 people bullying me what if that happened to you please stop stop if you're kidding this isnt a joke be serious why did you said your gonna kill me i didn't even told you that you were so nice until i found the real you was stupid its been 1 week stop now...
it feels like my own friends don’t like me. and all the popular girls like B and M are just kinda rude to me but is nice to everyone else. am i the problem? is it my vibe? my personality? my looks? i don’t understand. why am i different?🫤
people always pick one person to hate, even if it's unreasonable. you're different, everyone is. being the same and perfect would be boring, wouldn't it? your personality will match someone's, there will be someone who loves you for it. it makes you, YOU. even if it takes time, you'll find the one, a soulmate, lover, friend. someone. don't even try to change for others, do it for yourself. your friends don't like you? cut them off. if someone makes you sad, don't keep them around. it's the reason you feel worse everyday, they cover up every important fact and make you think you're dumb. you're stupid. that you're so ugly. but nobody is ugly, we just have high standards that don't make sense, they shouldn't. people are judgemental, and we just gotta deal with it and move on, if u can't change someone, don't try to. keep looking forward, it's gonna be okay. take a sip of water, open your window and sleep, take a rest, you deserve it. don't let others take the time out of your day just to make you feel bad. if someone stoops that low to just say you're ugly or anything, you need to realize they're insecure. no confidently pretty person cares for someones looks, only insecure people do. lots of love, take care, you're gonna be fine. i promise. you're not the problem. you never were, never will be.
I love this boy. And I thought he did. I asked him why he wouldn’t date me and he said “I’d be the 10th this year” and I completely shut down. This past year I was shown so much love and tried dating these guys. But they left me after I told them I didn’t want to do anything. “We except the love we think we deserve” I said to him. Till this day I still love him.
im so sorry… I really wish that didn’t happen to you. I liked a boy since middle school and once I told him in highschool I liked him, he said “wait 3 months, I’ll break up with the girl im with now soon.” I never felt that pain ever, now we go to college together, it’s awful. You’re not alone, just know we are stronger when we love ourselves and remember, they only hurt your feelings because you cared about their opinion. stop caring.
Hey things happen it’s happened to me before ik it’s bad
I feel bad for you guys..please recover ❤. Today i told this crush i have to my friend and ahe wnated to do a plan where she texted him and asked if he likes me and he said: ew never i always ignore her texts" 🔪 hit trough me..
@@Hiitsyagirl wow, im sorry sorry girl. He lucky you even gave him the time of day, your way over someone as childish as that
Omg im so early
I’m sorry but I won’t be okay. Genuinely wanting to take a blade to my arm right now and I will tonight. But stay safe dear I hope your days are full of luv ❤
I can’t anymore but I’m still trying❤️
I listen to poison tree instrumental 1 hour at night it's really calming
I wish people could just listen to the music instead of venting in the comments
6:02 i remember watching this scene from evangelion. I cried.
nge is so good
Short poem about me!
Title the moon:
I come in different shapes
No one knows why
I think I’m perfect just the way I am
But I often have to change every day or month for people to look at me
I often get shoved by the sun
Oh dear, everybody thinks the sun is a hun
It shines it’s glory, but sadly I have to reflect it
It’s rays glow in the mist of mine
I circle the people I love
They sometimes push me away, like the sun does the moon
I don’t know why people won’t believe me when I say I’m the moon
I am the moon.
Not because of its glory
But because sometimes it hides away, away from people, so they don’t judge it.
I am the moon.
i love this
I love poison tree☹️
Same :(
I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..
its okay dont give up everyone fails and try again I'm proud of you
it's gonna be okay. you tried, that's all that matters. if you try, someone will notice you do. i promise you.
lots of love.
Thanks for this playlist😚
TW : VENT
I just felt like I needed to vent about what’s been going on today.
I just broke up with my bf a few hours ago. I broke up with him because he really mistreated me.. Often at times he would just say things that hurt without realizing it, he would also talk to his female friends always asking how they’ve been and is always honest to them. While for me, he never asks me about how my day was and he would always lie to me. I take the bus to school in the mornings and he shoved me off the seat which ended up in my side hitting the metal from across our seat. He was also laughing about it. I have a small bruise on my side but that was my breaking point. I wanted to cry so bad when we got to school but I held it in until my friends said that my relationship was toxic and it would be best to break up with him. I knew it was up to me to break up with him or not and I really loved him. But my friends also pressured me into breaking up with him, I don’t blame them because they only want the best for me. I confronted him that same morning after he shoved me, about breaking up. Of course, he was shocked. But soon, he started gaslighting me. I knew he didn’t want me to break up with him because I was the only person who stayed with them since the day we met. But I was just done, I ran away from him and just started bursting out in tears while ignoring everyone except my friend who knew and witnessed everything. Throughout today, I kept hearing things like he didn’t even care about the situation and didn’t care about our relationship and that he was just using me. I just cried the whole day. After I got home from school, I received a dm from my other best friend who confronted me about saying that I broke up with my bf because of her. Of course I reassured her that it wasn’t true and that what she was saying were rumors. She understood that but she said she had to drop me. I feel like crying so much to the point where I can’t anymore.
Hey, I love you.
“It gets better” it’s been a year and everyone still hates me
Thank you for that playlist i needed it♥♥
I dont want lose him pls dont go i need you💔
I’m feeling the same thing right now and it sucks I hope it gets better for you
I'm tired of being told what to do.
I'm tired of being called a "brat".
I'm tired of being a shitty friend, sister,daughter.
I'm tired of being the last choice.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of life.
Im just tired man..
chat I’m always happy but now my happiness is like distorted and it doesn’t feel right
I really like this boy, but I dont think he'd ever like me back, we used to talk and laugh tg but then he just completely stopped talking to me and got a girlfriend. I just love him, its stupid but i do, everytime i see him i wanna just run into his arms. I somewhat got over him but i still think abt him.
AND THE CROWD...starts crying?
7:28 what's the songs name?
Call me - Gigi Masin (but it's the instrumental and slowed version)
2:22 do you guys know the name of this song?
It’s called stellar!
thanks so much!! i've been trying to find it 😭
1:34 what song?
sorry for late reply but it’s called comfort chain!
@@cut1estboweverything is fine, thanks for the answer❤️
I'm scared to tell my family my problems
there was this boy Jaxon I love him so much we started to date on a Monday a couple days later we wanted to kiss and one day we walked home with each other from school and we kissed for the first time ever it felt like I was dreaming and then he told his friends abt it and one time me and my cousin and one of his friends we went in a abandoned neighborhood and he told his friend and asked us to do it in front of him so we kissed and his friend was shocked and he took me home and then i went to school and I was in 8th period and his friend said “did you and Jaxon brake up?” I said no then we went home and I was on the bus and all of his friends came up to me and said “did you and Jaxon brake up?” I said no and then I got home and I call my friend to call Jaxon and ask does he want to brake up and he said yea I broke down I was crying so much I was crying for the whole week…..
Do i deserve this was it my fault i didn't even do anything and you do this bully me you don't know how much i suffer where is the real me this is not me th real me is happy 7 people bullying me what if that happened to you please stop stop if you're kidding this isnt a joke be serious why did you said your gonna kill me i didn't even told you that you were so nice until i found the real you was stupid its been 1 week stop now...
it feels like my own friends don’t like me. and all the popular girls like B and M are just kinda rude to me but is nice to everyone else. am i the problem? is it my vibe? my personality? my looks? i don’t understand. why am i different?🫤
people always pick one person to hate, even if it's unreasonable. you're different, everyone is. being the same and perfect would be boring, wouldn't it?
your personality will match someone's, there will be someone who loves you for it. it makes you, YOU. even if it takes time, you'll find the one, a soulmate, lover, friend. someone.
don't even try to change for others, do it for yourself.
your friends don't like you? cut them off. if someone makes you sad, don't keep them around. it's the reason you feel worse everyday, they cover up every important fact and make you think you're dumb. you're stupid. that you're so ugly. but nobody is ugly, we just have high standards that don't make sense, they shouldn't.
people are judgemental, and we just gotta deal with it and move on, if u can't change someone, don't try to.
keep looking forward, it's gonna be okay. take a sip of water, open your window and sleep, take a rest, you deserve it.
don't let others take the time out of your day just to make you feel bad. if someone stoops that low to just say you're ugly or anything, you need to realize they're insecure. no confidently pretty person cares for someones looks, only insecure people do.
lots of love, take care, you're gonna be fine. i promise.
you're not the problem. you never were, never will be.
Ai never woke agent and iam transgander ⚧️♿🏳️⚧️😭