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In the hollow void of *_its_* heart, *_it_* felt nothing, for *_it_* had no soul.

So like there’s this girl and like we both had a huge crush on each other for awhile and we went on this date at a carnival a few months ago. We had so many memories there together and that day was really special to me because I felt loved and wanted from her. We held hands the whole time and I was holding onto her and she was also holding onto me the whole time. I also kissed her head while we went on a ride together. We texted each other everyday (Yes, Everyday.) and I would send her messages like “ILYSMM” “HRUU?!? I MISS UU SM PRINCESS” or “GOODNIGHT/GOODMORNING ML” Then she would send me stuff like “ILYY MOREE” “URR CUTERR” “YOUR SO FRICKIN CUTE I WOULD DEEP FRY YOU” that’s how we use to text but idk atp when we started talking at the beginning she told me she couldn’t date girls bc she’s muslim and i knew and understood that but I still like tried to get with her anyways bc I didn’t want to give up on us since i loved her very much yk? And we were talking for the whole summer then one day I told her that i loved her when she sent me this tiktok and she goes “In what way?” And i was confused cause she already knew she i was like “isn’t it obvious?” then um we had to talk abt it and she told me she can’t allow herself to love me back and i understood that but she told me to she’d be happy to stop be friends but idk if i could stay just “friends” with her but we’re currently not talking bc she told me to just forget abt her for a bit and that she would wait years for me to come back if she had to I have not gotten any better honestly I still cry myself to sleep missing her and every time i see a cute couple or whatever i feel like im gonna break down or something Im slowly forgetting her voice and i hate it sm it’s been 2 months and I still can’t get over her I have to lose feelings bc ik this isn’t good for me but why is it so hard? I feel like i’m the one waiting for her to come back idk why im so fucking stupid I still have this hope that we could actually be together still and it’s actually driving me insane bc ik damn well we can’t be together is this a “right person wrong time” thing? Idk atp but it’s actually killing me i still haven’t give up on us yet though ill wait for her if she changes her mind im still gonna be here waiting i feel rlly pathetic for saying this I just rlly want her back i love her sm maybe if i was a boy we’d have a better chance together? Why is it a sin to love me.

I fucking hate my boyfriend

im commiting

im gonna commit tonight

i’m not even a teen yet, and i have depression, ocd, anxiety. future kids, be careful, once you reach 10-15. this generation can absolutely ruin your entire childhood, especially when you start puberty

complicado.

Life waits for no one

I'm not person anymore, I'm just a problem....

I don't share my feelings to anyone because if I do I feel like an attention seeker I have never cried in school for That reason..I just feel like I am being dramatic

Mandei uma msg arriscada e agr to aq

It hurts to know that he will forget me

I listen to poison tree instrumental 1 hour at night it's really calming

Idk why but…do my friends even like me…or…is it just me

my gf broke up with me :33

6:02 i remember watching this scene from evangelion. I cried.

It’s like my mom doesn’t care she ripped my art…

I’m just the annoying little sister that’s is a bitch and annoying

maybe i deserve It..

Crying ever night stress because of school because of exams everything they think that we don’t have feelings that we need to rest that u need to be okay😢

I don’t wanna be here anymore but don’t want to leave my friends

My friends don’t invite me to nothing now.. My friends A and E went bowling without me and they go places without inviting me and they invited me on Monday but then I saw they went out today.. And in my clubs no one wants to be my friend, I sit at a table with people and they move away like wtf And my other friend M she left me at the park on a hot sunny day and I was so warm and I waited for her to get back with her other mates but nah she didn’t and She didn’t say sorry or nothing when I was texting her and she just didn’t answer (she saw the text but went back offline) I’m staying up every night overthinking and crying bc I feel like I don’t have no one to care Even random people I go by..they just hit me with their bag and don’t bother to move (they move for my friends and family but not me) I look in the mirror thinking I’m ugly, I really am, my online friends before..they showed it, they edited my pictures and called me ugly and other stuff I fking hate life

yk it’s gonna be good when it starts with limerence

if your reading this I just want you to know that you will be okay

27 August 12:57 pm تعبانه حيل وسنتي الاولى في الثانوي البنات الي معي قبل سنتين رجعو صارو معي ونظراتهم وتهجماتهم علي تخليني افقد شغفي بالحياه اتمنى ما اداوم ماعندي صحبات يمر يومي كله لحالي الصداع الصداع فجر راسي ادوخ وامر باشياء اكبر مني عمري لكني صابره يمكن ادخل الجنه لاكن كلي ذنوب كيف بدخل الجنه؟ غير هذا تفكير الانتحار يفجر راسي اتمنى ما انتحر عشان يمكن فيه امل اعيش حياه سعيده

mom, dad, I'm tired.

To one who can't change the fate of themselves, should only try to change the state of mind

DO ROACH BARKS OR MEOWS! LET'S GOOOOOOOO

i love ur playlists

When love is not exist

I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..I tried to be useful I tried to fit in I tried to be fine I tried to be pretty I tried to be normal I tried to be happy I tried to get good grades I tried to make people proud I tried to be successful But I always fail…..

theyre perfect but why theyre so short 😭

1:34 what song?

I love drawing to this

I just wish I was smart enough.

im tired of feeling the same things every single day. i'm sick, i probably have anemia... my hands shake, my head's heavy all the time, i feel like i died. i lost the will to do anything. it's so tiring to have to deal with me everydays, why am i this way, why cant i at least try? why cant i be different? it's so simple. but im stupid, im an idiot, i cant even shower daily, i cant even eat, i cant even do homework, i cant even speak, i lost all my abilities i had. i lost. what if depression wins against me? i cant leave those i love. im not even afraid of death, im just afraid of leaving them... 24th, august, 2024

I don’t want to feel bad because my dad’s fight, I don’t wanna feel guilty… i don’t wanna feel like this… mi head is hurting and my feelings doesn’t feel good in this moments… I can’t relapse again 💔

This gives me comfort for some reason

Maybe I'm the problem, he doesn't pay attention to me anymore, he hates me, I'm sure I did something and.. Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

Maybe if I wasn't here everything would be better.

I feel useless i let him use me like a doll controlling my everymove .....he kissed me to much i wont be clean its my fault i deserved that pain i said yes so .....its ok .......the scars stay as a reminder of him.....i hate him.. Tho deep down i know i still love him i shouldent i cant but i cant help it whats wrong with me?..(just a vent)😅

I dont want lose him pls dont go i need you💔

i gained weight. for no reason.

I find this as comfort today was the worst

I wanna die

can someone explain to me why this is happening: there’s this boy and i’ve liked him since february this year, i find him so attractive and i love talking to him and i love laughing at his jokes. we’ve never talked in person before because we’re on different swim teams but we live close enough. i’m 1st on his bsf list on snapchat but yet he will text and snap other people back while im still on delivered. he has literally told me that he was snapping lots of girls. he also knows i like him. that’s the biggest thing. someone please help me

I hate myself if this gets lots of likes I'll explain why I hate myself

Im really trying to do good in school and i work my ass off im sorry for having an attitude I'm just tired..

ur playlists always calms me down!!(〃´ω`〃)♡

Tw⚠️: Ed, SH I feel like no matter what I do is never enough. No matter how hard i try nothing ever works out. I know I'm a disappointment to my whole family. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've lost myself trying to be someone I'm really not. I feel like all my life I've tried to prove i was good enough but i keep getting the same result. I'm mentally & physically drained. School is starting soon and everything is getting so serious. I feel like i ruin everybody's lives and that it would be better if i never existed. I feel like just my presence bothers people. I hate my body, everything about me. I'm so tired of feeling dizzy and faint and having constant thoughts about food. I hate myself. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I cut myself sometimes to the point that i draw blood. I hate that i do this to my body but i can't stop. I'm now eating and no longer cutting myself. But sometimes i have thoughts about going back to it that never stop.