One of the scariest and most intense feelings is the illusion drop you experience. All the fake walls fall and it leaves you staring at nothing but the truth. Your ego hates it but it’s one of the best things that can happen to you.
I’m experiencing this, I sometimes find myself looking into the mirror and not recognizing myself, it feels like I’m going through an identity crisis where I am losing my sense of who I thought I was and things I used to do one way i do it the other way.
@@Pearlroyce it can be very scary but, the part of yourself that you are losing isn’t actually who you are on a soul level and it has to go. Grieve who you are losing and let go. The instability will not last so just try to relax your body and your nervous system as best as you can while you go through this.
It’s weird how we all fight for identity...race, sex, nationality, gender, gang member, company man, occupation, religion....and yet all of it blocks us from seeing truth. I have no problem with individualism while living in this realm but we need to understand it’s not real. Identity keeps you connected to the matrix
@@SteveMe21685 when it comes to 3D identity, you cannot ignore how important your worldly identity is when many groups of people are punished or killed for existing. As a black woman, I cannot ignore how my identity is viewed in this world despite knowing I’m so much moreeee than this tangible body. Many people are not comfortable with the way I exist and it’s a very small mindset to be stuck in.
I get ransoms bursts to become positive and change my outlook on life and actions and then one little thing will happen and I’ll feel so lost and confused and will cry at anything. I don’t know what’s happening it’s so bad
This relates to me, i feel like finally im building somethis positive sbout me, then 1 small trigger and everything goes back to being insane and negative, it makes me freak out like im not making any progress, thats how i feel.
When Spiritually Awakening you dont really "lose" your Identity, You Regain your True Identity, which is for many people scary, as it is usually so different to the "false" Identity we were so use to. My Personal experience was that I was So glad to be finally Rid of the Old "false" Identity, After my Awakening, I thought to myself "that was just not the real Me".
@Shane Link Exactly, thats what frightens most people to "let their guard down" as you mentioned, their "false self" is a form of Protection against the harsh reality we have been a part of for so long.
Just driving down the street, crying, asking for guidance because I kept saying I don't know who I am or what is going on...when i got home, I opened up youtube and this video was there...I appreciate all of your guidance and you're helping a lot of us out here! WE LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!!
OMG I was crying in my meditation saying I just don't know who I am anymore and then ur video just popped up I was in complete shock to read the title.u helped me so much ,bless ur amazing soul and beautiful heart ,thank you so much for this ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I Love You ! Keep pushing thru you got this ! And dont forget to ask the universe god whatever u believe in for help in this. Ask and you will receive. Over a year ago I was in a bad depression I didnt know who I was anymore I was loosing it all. Until I started asking God for help and then I came across all this and realized it was normal n then I slowly found myself again and since then I have not felt depressed like I have no purpose.
@@deisyaguilera4091 love u 2, thank you so much, I do I do, but sometimes it gets really overwhelming and confusing, roller-coaster emotional journey, tho everytime I ask I receive, the universe is always listening to pure hearts and intentions, thank u again, sending you love and light❤️🙏
I asked for guidance to help me understand what’s happening to me, and this video popped up. It all makes sense now. I’m still terrified, but I feel better equipped. (And also not as alone) Thank you! 🙏🏻
Breathing exercises can help this. Esse just stop and breathe when you start feeling it..just breath e u will be surprised ..at how it helps bring u back to yourself
I had a massive anxiety attack the past few days because of this, and yes it's really scary. But we are all in this together and with time I'm sure it passed. How are you doing a year after the fact?
I'm always feeling down. Even know I have everything I want. People around me love me, admired me but most of the time I just don't feel it/see it. One morning I just start running in the morning, now I go run every morning at 6:30am. I have notice... I try to not think a lot and be neutral. Like if someone is taking too long in a line. If someone is just being a ass. I think in my head, just smile this is not you, don't get mad, there life problems are not mine. Be in peace, listing, be neutral. I'm only 23, most of my friends are 30-50 they all tell me I have grow to fast (talking about my persona, financial and artistic life) the hardest part for me is that I don't find interest in people my age cause I just feel they just want to go out drink and party (most of them) I just love to be home, take walks to the beach, have just 1 beer and play pool... I feel like what you're talking all the time but I know 2, 3, 4, 5 years from now I may not think the same.
Your not alone... I was like that at your age... And till today... Am always the misfit... And some of my friends used to call me an old soul... To me I look at life in a different way... I find happiness in simple things and true beauty where it doesn't exist at all... Just stay true to yourself and cherish your inner beauty and peace. 💕
I'm a boomer and I have less than a handful of people who are even on the same path that I'm on. I have a younger cousin who is awake, but that's it in the family. I know your struggle, a lot you have to keep to yourself but you can also be a healer/teacher online to help others. I woke up and have gone through the dark night and all of it and now I feel calm, at peace, centered, kind of looking on it all but not emotionally participating. I still get a short burst of anger or emotion around people and say to myself, "you know you shouldn't pull out in front of people," "why don't you think about others instead of yourself" kind of responses to others, most of my issues are while driving. Sometimes I feel like they hear me because they speed up when I say something or back off if tailgating. I'm also more comfortable being on my own and out in nature and the best thing that has saved me are my pets.
I totally agree with you all my friends are always older then me I dont understand peoplevmy age or I just dont fit in perhaps its truma from childhood needing a oldee finger to look up to but never got it
Casually crying 5 mins in. I was trying to find a video because I feel a bit low today and was feeling like maybe this all is fake and I’m actually just losing it. But five minutes in, I’m crying because I’m sure and I know what’s happening. I’m not losing it. And thank you for grounding me back to that and thank you to source for the rush to my brain to remind me that I’m definitely still on and surging. 😭💚
I’ve just recently came across you and so many things that’s happened to me that didn’t make any sense, now makes sense. From kundalini awakening (I had some of the exact same “crazy” symptoms) to Dark night of the soul . Thank you for what you do. You’re making a huge difference. Thank you 🙏🏾
What I've come to understand It's that nothing that we live on Earth is really important. Not for me anymore. I take the experiences as a game, sometimes a stupid game, a hypocrite game. I see the outer world absolutely in contradiction with my inner world and this gets me very upset because everything has become so weird. I feel I live as an ET. But I am one. Sometimes I just want to stay at bed and close my eyes without thinking of anything. I'm often exhausted to play this game on Earth but I have no choice but doing it. I don't feel pain, I don't feel joy. I feel nothing. We humans live a big big illusion and we do as well as possible not to end with mental disorders. I'd like to meet someone, a beautiful soul to make my life with but I even don't know for the moment if I am able to love a man and trust him. I don't speak to my mum anymore. I realize that she is assaulted by dark invisible beings but I can't say anything about that because she raves. It's a hard time for me. Perhaps will I get better in spring. I love spring. Butterflies are around. Kiss 😚 from France 🇫🇷 beautiful soul
I da don’t know who I am anymore and I don’t even like posting on social media or anything like everything is totally crazy rn and I’m just losing it right now.
A friend of mine recommended to get off social media while I was deep in the awakening. I deactivated facebook and deleted my Instagram app. Realised how much energy we pour into those things...nothing I was posting was worth while anyway and the world is in more conflict than ever so those platforms just felt like everyone was just yelling their opinions and was not a space I needed to be exposed to while I was in such a time of deep healing. It’s better for mental health in general to be away from those spaces- comparison is so toxic, better to actually be IN my reality and present. I almost never feel better after spending time on those sites like instagram... However TH-cam has been an AMAZING resource to figure out what the f*ck was happening and how to ease the process and that I’m not alone in this experience. All the best x
When I was 11 I asked my self when I saw myself in the mirror who am I? then I didn’t recognize my reflection just like you said.. this experience happened to me another time and then I stopped asking myself that question.. I’m 47 now and I think I was in an awakening journey for decades .. I love you 💕❤️😘
This is so where I’m at right now. It’s so comforting knowing it’s a normal part of the process. I also want to say thank you for the work you do. I’ve been going through this process for the last 9 months & no one in my life understands this process. I’m literally the first in my family to wake up & my parents are a little shook with me 😂 I sometimes just send them these videos when I don’t know how else to explain this beautiful transformation I’m experiencing
I do the Ho'o Pono Pono prayer, it's very easy. I've been saying it at home to my coworkers and have noticed a change in relationships....because all of your changes affect those around you. Don't be afraid to ask for help from people like Christina or your guides and teachers. I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I love you.
Over the past few months I've had this sense that I am shedding layers, as if I've been cocooning myself off from others, feeling quite isolated, lonely, depressed, perhaps in a dark night of the soul. Lately I feel as if that whole time I have been reconnecting with a new version of myself. I AM her, but I've had these other aspects of my past identity tethered to me. Lately I feel more aware of it, it's as if before I was wearing a weighted vest, but now I am just connected at the ankle, floating above it, feeling the weight of it, but seeing it as separate from myself. This is freaking me out. Very surreal experience. I feel like I'm going a little nuts and wonder what a therapist would say about this. Yet it feels sacred and deeply true for me, so I am keeping this experience private (except for youtube comments lol)
Mental chatering... Memories... Everything.. Shaking in sleeping, like body vibrates.. Fear... I look at people around and thinking, are we brawe really to just allow this to go on. And that keeps me going and going.. Dont know where, but no going back for sure
I am forever grateful for you! My anxiety and mental chatter were at an all-time high and then all of a sudden I lost my identity. I thought I had to be checked into the hospital, it was very scary at first. This is spot on, thank you Christina!
Your better off not knowing who you are or having an identity, that way you can be truly whole and be yourself. Trying to find an identity causes suffering. Identify is just a label. As humans beings we have a need to label things, when we should just allow things and situations to just be.
Im still standing my beautiful sis inspite of so many problems around im not losing hope that all be well soon actually no body wants whats happening around this is not im wishing for this is GODS will and i believe that GOD has a big plan for us whatever it is i am still standing in prayers and manifestations not only for myself but for the sake of all
Thank you for this video! Definitely going through this! I've been losing interest in a lot of things I used to like, & feeling pressured to stick to my old dreams and interests. Just that whole loop of "If I'm not this anymore then what am I? Or if I don't like this anymore then what am I supposed to do?" I used to be so sure of my life path and where to go, but not so much now & I'm learning to allow myself to explore new things and not be fixed on who I used to be or what I used to dream of and just take it one day at a time. I really appreciate how clear these signs & tips are. Thank you again!!
Now that I've surrendered to the process, I'm actually enjoying the identity collapse. It feels like a controlled burn -- clearing out everything that doesn't serve so that there's room for something new to grow :-) Sometimes it also feels overwhelming: Like I'm spiraling inward and falling upward at the same time. And other times it feels a bit like coming home, or remembering. . Thank you so much for this content, Christina. Once someone told me I wasn't going insane, it was easier to let go and say jeebus take teh wheel. . The hardest part now is trying to manage my day job + explaining to loved ones that I'm going through a "minor identity crisis" and need a lot of time and space to be alone. Seeing that a lot of people are experiencing awakenings (and having a vague idea of what might come next) just reinforces that all I have to do is allow it to happen. . Edit: One more thing...love #3 (follow the signs/don't make rash decisions) @20:00 I started using Oracle decks which are supposed to work through the Law of Synchronicity. Since I'm really struggling to focus at work and wanted to quit, I consulted the decks. EVERY TIME, I get cards about waiting, patience, and stillness. If anyone else hasn't figured out how to connect to their guides through meditation yet, tarot/oracle decks have been super helpful for me :-)
I have been so angry and frustrated at everyone and everything. I had hormones checked to rule out or consider that's my problem. No. It seems this is what is going on. Doctors want me to go back on meds for depression. I DONT want meds! Bow I have found this video I believ this is where I am in this journey. Christina, I believe you have saved me from this med journey just by this video. But I have to wonder is this anger and frustration at life normal? I have listened 2x and will again, but I seem to be in the extreme anger group. Btw this behavior is totally not me. But the emotional coaster I have been on since my awakening has me tightening my seat belt. Ty for your time heart and wisdom for all of us♡
You are going to feeling a lot of emotions. You have to Pray about those Bad Emotions. That is nothing but (Negative -Self Talk)that you can control you have to control it this is your Life. Fight For It✊🏽
Yes going thru a spiritual awakening and dark night of the soul💀These videos are very good to hear. Hearing your tip on energy clearing is so helpful for me thank you so so much 🥰
My ego was mortally wounded in the beginning then pulled a Phoenix and sneakily became a spiritual seeker 😂. What a ride - the frustration and confusion keeps percolating, my memory is horrible, I really don’t know who I am but that luminous emptiness that was so strong in the beginning is still there. It’s veiled more, but it’s here. And I know everything is ok. Christina you have been such a guide and quirky, lovable, and wise presence over the past 1.5 years for me. So thankful - I hope to get a session with you sometime! Love you 💚
I’m currently experiencing an identity collapse. I always thought I knew exactly what I wanted to be in life and now I’m realizing that’s what my ego wanted. Thank you Christina ❤️
Great video Christina. Standing in your soverenty is so important. While going through my awakening and the dark night of the soul ,this striping of identity began to happen . I had loved ones tell me I don't know who you (and they didn't mean it in a nice way either, my marriage almost dissolved ) the truth was I didn't know who I was either. But what was happening to me was real and stood in my sovereignty even though I didn't really understand what was going on. This would later get me to surrendering to the universe. The truth is this identaty change is the dieing of old beliefs that your ego had of you. You being a sovereign being,your true light will emerge. Its not easy but the more you fight it the harder it will be. Surrendereing is key. I send you love beautiful souls.
I had burst into tears a few time asking, “Who am I?” Sometimes I feel frustrated like something is emerging, but my ego wants to remain in control. It’s actually quite exhausting going through this. Although I’m not a mother yet, but it kind of feels like I’m giving spiritual birth. I don’t know if that makes sense, but that’s the beat way I can put it.
House of Empaths It’s nice to know someone understands the process. It hurts now, but we’ll get through this. Just as others have sent me healing through their energy, I’m extending that to you, and everyone else who is going through this exhausting process now. Sending you so much love, and healing. It is going to be so much better sooner than we realize. 💕
House of Empaths Hey! 👋🏽☺️ Yep, I’m definitely getting better. My new energy feels different. Lately I’ve just been quiet about my progress, but I’m definitely feeling better. I’m not quiet where I thought I’d be. But I do notice some new things about myself. Where are you currently on your journey?
House of Empaths No, it’s perfectly fine. I can be just as expressive, so I do get it and it doesn’t bother me at all. Besides, I was smiling while reading your experience especially after a long week of working, and I understand exactly what you mean. I never knew how to explain that feeling besides feeling high where energy feels as if it’s buzzing around. Oftentimes I feel light, and everything just feels really good even on a molecular level. In fact, it feels fantastic- almost weirdly orgasmic in a spiritual sense. I wish you a lot of love, healing, and full awareness as you continue on your path. It was a pleasure to learn about your experience. All is going to be better the more we trust ourselves, and step into our power. 😉
Spiritual awakening has an enormous number of challenges, but for me it is also challenging with Spiritual Plateaus along the way. 😊 I want to gain more insight, use my Spiritual gifts more, and get new gifts, intensify efforts to become more effective in helping other people on their path in life, and so on. But the Universe / Source knows what's best for me, and the Universe so I put it in the Universe hands so it all fits into the big Matrix. The school of life has its challenges 😁
I listened to this a few months ago and it made no sense. It popped up today after I journaled and made perfect sense of what I’m going through. I am seeing signs and experiencing synchronicities. Trying to find my way to a new me. So grateful for the information and tips.
I am feeling lost, abandoned by my extended family, and moved away a year and a half from my family. They did not invite me to Christmas, Thanksgiving, or now this weekend Labor Day for my sister's barbecue. I do not belong anywhere. I have a new boyfriend who is from India. A plan for a new life in the Himalayas is in action. A marriage. I must let go of the Illusions of Self. This will help the New Beginning God/Spirit started before the foundations of the world in a contract. My birthday is on September 15 1971. I am age 51. I am believing my karmic debt is finally paid off. God has a plan to finally bring love, career, and abundance my way. It could be just allergies. LOL! Why is their so many questions and few answers. I care less and less about the family I was born into. I am caring less about myself, but only for the sake of serving the Father. I still struggle with value. I still feel unseen, unheard, and unloved on Earth. Now I am knowing, feeling, observing deep in my soul God Loves me. This world is becoming the Illusion. The next is becoming clearer, closer, and more ideal. Thoughts are rushing in from all sides. I need to rest. Weird energies. I can neither hold them or let them go. They are coming and going like clouds passing me by. Weird feeling. I do not do drugs, alcohol, or paote. I am stone cold sober except for mild allergy medicine, mountain dew, and lipton tea. I pray this process of Spiritual Awakening happens quickly.
Christina, so thankful for all you are, and all you do. This video spoke to my heart. I ABSOLUTELY went through this, but so grateful in the end! Offering much support to anyone going through this! So worth it! ♥️♥️♥️🙏
"Don't accept projections" resonated so strongly I could cry. I have been feeling like a weirdo, like I am an ill willed person among many such other things. I felt like I was some sort of a cult leader when I literally just explained my truth to people. Cult? Dude, I don't even like to be around people, how the hell am I supposed to even start a cult...
Signs for me (I was really really unsure at first, but now I feel, it's the spiritual awakening, also do correct me if I am wrong) - being sensitive to others energy -loads of frustration, and anxiety - feeling lost and unpurposeful in life - loss of motivation. -wanting to be a hermit and just spend time in the nature - getting angry very easily and having massive, mood swings and energy swings. - wanting to eat different food. - feeling absolutely lonely - not knowing who I have become - self doubts
I’ve watched tons of spiritual coaches on here after starting my journey after being awakened via twin flame soul recognition. You’re one of the only coaches on here who incorporates the human element in order to BE more in soul. I’d say the more general spiritual coaches are better at this than twin flame coaches. Most twin flame coaches go straight to spiritual bypassing. Having been a coach for 20 years it makes me cringe because that’s not how people work. We are soul and human. It’s like they skip critical steps people need to go through mentally in order to BE in soul. Thank you for doing this!🎉
This video was in e collent timing, thank you 😊 Life continues to peel the onion that is my identity. I am embracing the change faster mentally and emotionally that my reality can keep up. It’s not as painful as resisting (The first layer was brutal af and I’ve since made peace with my inner child; thank the almighty God) but I a feel frustrated like I’m in a holding pattern waiting to break free to fly to new heights and experience life on a higher plane in this 3D world.
Yes, totally changing my mind every day for the past few months on what it is I am meant to be "doing". And then had a big insight on my heart chakra block today. Healing ahead (and FUN) for the next couple of days. I'm a Light being. No wonder I don't enjoy the density! Thanks for the tips! Bless you for this! (and for all the other commenters too - so good to know I am not alone) xx
I have gone through everything mentioned in this video. This has been one of the most difficult processes to go through...Thank you so much for your posts 💕
A few months ago I was totally lost and had no idea what was all the madness going on in my life was. It was a miracle that I stumbled upon your videos by accident. Finally someone could explain all the complete changes that were taking place. You have helped me more than my words could ever tell you. Thank you for the work you do. You have touched my life and the lives of so many people. This video is exactly where I am in my process and it helped very much.
I've been dealing with crazy anxiety relatable to derealization/ disassociation lately while on the path of learning spirituality. Anyone else have this going on their journey? Any advise?
YES! I'm going through that right now and it was so scary it hit me randomly while I was at Walmart and I had a panic attack lol as scary as it is, just keep yourself busy and keep yourself around people that you love. Ive been going through it for about 2 months now and the beginning was really scary, but now its getting better. Stay positive and set goals for yourself. Focus on your goals and go for them! If you're scared to go to certain places,( I was when I was dealing with it because it felt weird) just face them fears and I promise you it will get better. Don't let this feeling stop you from doing anything or going places, Love. It will get better💞
Hello, I hope your doing well. I just wanted to reply and let u know I too am dealing with some pretty severe anxiety also relatable to derealization/ disassociation. It gives me at least some comfort if not relief that I'm not alone when it comes to this specifically. I don't have much advice to give unfortunately but hope seeing this gives u some ease as u work ur way through ur spiritual journey. 💛😊 With Love & Light, Dora
Oh yeah! I jumped into it all head first a couple yrs ago, and it's been so unreal I really question if I'm not just Schizophrenic. I was convinced at one point that I had died.
I have been going through my latest spiritual awakening. My husband said resently , you've changed so much, I miss the old you! He says he's worried about me. He thinks I've just lost it. My husband's family are all Baptist minister, missionary or heavily in the church. My husband is considered a black sheep of the family. He afraid of what his family will think of my awakening. This awakening has been very rocky , but I sure have learned a lot about myself.
@@betsyfamilyb9371 Yes, I am! It started with my left thumb now my right thumb is shaking. When I try to show someone it seems to stop. It's driving me crazy 🤓.
@@evierooable well I've had it since last year, I'm experiencing the same as you.. don't worry you will be fine trust me,but you need to do alot of work. I have,that's if you want???
Wow I’ve been holding on to my identity when it collapsed a year ago and did not know what to do. Since I’ve been trying to hold onto the old because i need to feel grounded and a sense of familiarity that I have things under control, an uneasiness in me knows it wants to move on. After hearing this, I can feel this energetic rush around the crown of my head, it’s time to let go and time for transformation!! 🦋 I’m glad I’m hearing this now because if I heard this a year ago, I wouldn’t have been able to let go of things that didn’t serve me, learn more about myself, forgive people and forgive myself, expand my awareness and be in control of my reactions when it comes to thinking. This is a very special sign, I can feel it!!!
This was so helpful, I was wondering why I felt so lost when such a positive thing as a spiritual awakening is happening with me. Now I know, thank you so much!
Instead of doing the inner work, i got addicted to your videos. They are like a drug for me. I feel so lost and scared that my only solace and relief are these videos. Im on the bottom of hell and i feel everything and everyone hates me and wants me to suffer. But when i watch you, i start feeling the tiniest piece of hope. Its tiny but it is there. Thank you. You are a ray of light in my life
I've experienced a few spiritual awakenings. Each one is unique in lessons. Each time I've been at a different age and stage of life. This time I'll be 58 on March 24, relocated from W. Coast to the South (new culture) N Carolina. Seems like something triggers it. This time i was in 2 dysfunctional relationships that brought a lot of pain, negativity, and i began questioning my innermost self. (toxic rshp w sister and a new guy rshp that was doomed from day 1) Seems like that confusion, collapsing, kind of chaotic period of time, emotionally exhausting, and finally surrender to the universe, God, the process thats in action in which Im not aware yet that something big is about to happen. I'm so glad that I'm still open to change and changing me for a better me. Not to say that when "I'm in the midst" I really am resisting for some reason and remain in the "collapse" probably longer than i needed to. Suffer some more! This video is so helpful. Hopefully I'll be capable of grabbing your tips in that moment. Im pretty sure that my current spiritual awakening and transformation is not over. Im only now coming out of the confused period. I feel like I'm coming out of a fog that felt dark and negative. Getting your message today was a godsend, perfect timing! Now i see it doesn't have to be like that. A really cool thing is in motion. Life changing stuff. Just the last 2 days Im awakening and now with your desperately needed coaching, Im defining where I've been emotionally for about a month or so. Oh boy, I sure was IN IT! Good to be on the other side today. Im excited to see whats next. What i do know is that its always good. This current Spiritual experience has brought some different thinking and new concepts about my personal "mutt" religion that I continually add to. I've remained basically Christian but I'll be introduced to a new sage or add a new ritual, incorporate new information to my spiritual practice. 🧘♀️ New ideas, new energy, new people = in the past couple days! Amazing! Thank you, thank you! You are one of my new people lol I think you are going to help me have a smoother transition. You cover such a nice variety of human "transitions" It looks like I'll be able to grab one of your videos for just about any of my crazy changes. *ding ding* Life is fluid! 🙏
Thank-you so much for your video, it only helped confirm what I've been experiencing for over a decade now. I'm an individual who has epilepsy and Oct. 2007 something said during a seizure had the doctors convinced I was delusional. Thankfully I took a really bad reaction to the meds they wanted me on. Since 2007 I've watched an amazing journey unfold in front of my eyes. A journey that has spirit written all over it. Again, thank-you.
Very good content. Tis' the season it would seem in July 2022 for ID collapsing.. Eckhart Tolle says: "Becoming formless". The ego is desperate to hang onto the existing identity, that was built up.
Omg Christina thank you so much for this video. Everything you talked about is exactly what I am going through, I just love you so much! I keep telling people how much I love them and they get weirded out because I’m in such a deeply compassionate loving state and I guess I forget that they are not? I don’t know I’m very confused, yesterday spent the entire day freaking out about who I am and what’s my purpose. I lay on my floor just begging for answers because I don’t want to do my job anymore but now I see it’s because I’m losing my identity and just like you said my brain is searching for answers endlessly as to who I am. Thank you, thank you, thank you 🙏 my anxiety is also crippling right now so it’s good to know that I’m not alone and that this is a normal part of the process. Bless your heart ❤️
I'm in a place where I'm no longer worrying about money, and I have everything I want (or at least everything I thought I wanted) but I don't feel like myself anymore. I don't find joy in the things that used to make me happy. For example, I used to love drawing and now I feel guilty that I don't draw anymore. I tried to do it earlier and I just feel like I forgot how to draw. I went through a lot this past year and I've been very hurt by my family and everything changed in that department. I slowly but surely started to distance myself from them because of all the messed up things that my father did, but I feel guilty for not trying harder to fix my parents. I don't know if it's an identity collapse, but I truly don't feel like myself anymore. I feel as if I'm floating around until my batteries will run out. I used to know what I wanted to do with my life. I had a whooole plan for my future, and now I just want to be somewhere in the woods and live the rest of my life in peace. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy heh. Anyway. Sorry for the rant, thanks for the video. :D
Oh my world, I’m not going crazy. This intense emotions are nuts but I’m so happy that you are giving us guidance Christina!!! Thank you, Thank You! ❤️ Honoring the inner child right before you mentioned my heart beats in away as if it needed to be reminded about something so I put my 2 hands and said “I Love You”! Powerful message that you are giving us!! I’m very grateful!!
I went to my Gurudev's retreat in august, got activated by my DM there and after that the Black night of the ego started. Everything was purging, all mental believes were being desintegrated. I am glad it slowed down later and I am in the void now.
Thank you dear Christine Lopes. I did not know what was happening until I saw some of your videos. I am understanding more and resting and drinking water.
I keep going back and forth is this true and I'm going nuts..maybe I should just go back to the old me that didn't think about any of this but I physically and mentally CANT!! but I almost feel like I'm resisting and I'm so confused on how not to anymore!! My mind has definitely been a pit of endless chatter.
It was so unreal for me, I was pushed away from my Job after 16 years. Im lossed it's all I really know. For now I'll continue helping the others Awaken with what I understand of it.
I went through this not too long ago. I kept asking myself who am I. I know I’m a mum of 3 and a wife but is that really it. Surely there’s more to me than that. So glad to have this video pop up.
My spiritual awakening was like, If i compare it with nature it's like a river that flows very mildly. It was chaotic at first but that was just like a month. And after that it was all about learning new things everyday it's simple as it is and the only thing that make it complicated is about someone i love because i feel stuck with the same toxicity. Fighting and missing each other every day. It was simple for me because i don't really take the pain a big much of a deal because i know all these shall pass and i was more concerned on my partners behalf because he seems to be more depressed and i learn to just accept the insults he gave me because i felt like my life is perfect and he is lonely while i am happy how can i ever complain about how he treated me when it so obvious he is the one who is suffering not me? And it even comes to a point when i started questioning myself too and believing him to a point that i was already starting to think i am a bad person and that's where panic strikes me. I got scared and to add to that he seems to be getting worse instead of getting better although all i want is for him to improve and to see him happy to a point of having to deal with the pain if i see him finding someone else that will make him happy! But yeah i was wrong, I was fooling myself and before i lose a lil bit of self respect i had of myself i finally had the courage to stopped not loving him but stop him from getting the best of what's left of me.KNOW YOUR WORTH❤❤❤
Oh thank you so much for this! First I was thinking "yes I'm finding myself" and that's when I was in a bliss. And now I'm thinking "NO I'm loosing myself again, what is happening?" This video made it clear to me, thank you so much Christina! Bless 🌟🌈🙌🏽💜💚🤍
I’ve just gotta say, “WOW!” I knew something was going on, but I now I know I need to work on overcoming my collapse. You’ve have given me the tools to use to do this. THANK YOU!
I just started a month ago and it got more severe the past 2 weeks. But as I think more about it I start understanding that it is not that I am losing myself but that I am gaining my true self. My true self was locked away due to my abuse as a child, but now that I have been on my own for years, my true self has come to the surface. So it is not that I have lost who I am, it is that I am regaining who I truly am and it is this that I need to understand. Rather than trying to force it, I simply need to let it flow. What a new and intriguing step in my life.
This video came right on time for me! Just going through a big 14 year long relationship break up. Needed to hear this for sure today! Thanks for all your guidance! I absolutely love you and your guided videos!!!
Thanks Christina! Mind chatter really was hard for me to control but what your advice on calming it down really worked for me! Energy cleaning really helps for me, almost the same way as you do it! Thanks Christina again your a sweet soul and a beautiful woman!❤️😇🙏
My spiritual awakening has been going on for quite awhile I think. I started really going inward and doing a lot of healing. But after a very profound meditation experience in January, I have been at a place of total and utter peace. I have shed my old identity (mostly) and I feel like I'm finally home. There has been LESS of all these things you are talking about. Like I was searching my whole life for who I am. It's this normal to not be rattled?? I'm devouring all the information I can on spiritual journeys, doing meditations, keeping a gratitude journal. Are you saying I may have an identity crisis still pending? Aaack. Truly I was riddled with depression and anxiety before this but not since. There have been lots of synchronicities going on so I feel like I'm doing something right. Everyone had commented about how happy I seem now. Some have said I am almost glowing! Love you and your videos Beautiful Soul. Just let me know if this is a normal experience if you could.
Oh man, so me!!! I didn't know who I was for Months I'm still not the same person Ive always been. I don't recognize myself. This all hits me right in the face. I've been told I'm a Walk in Soul. Thanks for the info.
Thank you Christina ❤️❤️❤️ Last night I feel like I am floating away from my body. Could you please make a video on lucid dreaming/astral projections/out of body experience or any such thing. All this is very much new and frankly a bit scary, so thought may be you could help us with your knowledge and guidance 🙏 I believe in you and trust you. Thank you again for all your help ❤️ Love you ❤️ God bless you 😇
Every single time I think there can't possibly be any more layers to shed, more layers shed, haha! It has been an absolute cleanse since December 2016. Every single sense of my identity has been wiped away. So yes, it has been layer after friggin layer these past years. And likely more to come because I think again that no more can be shed, I'm sure there's more, so my full fucking soul truth can emerge. Thank you, Christina!
OMG perfect timing as always! I've been feeling unusually bonkers lately.... mostly because idk who I am anymore or what I'm doing here!!! 😵 Thank you SINCERELY for your guidance! I don't feel so alone on my journey and have an entire notebook full of notes to refer back to from your videos 🧐👁️ You're just GREAT Christina! 💖 Tysm! 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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#askchristina how to ensure that our change or growth is in the right direction and we are not getting into a spiritual ego trap. 🙏🏻
Christina, thank you for all the light you bring in the world! Have you already done a video about how you get all the spiritual information ?
great, thank you. looking forward
One of the scariest and most intense feelings is the illusion drop you experience. All the fake walls fall and it leaves you staring at nothing but the truth. Your ego hates it but it’s one of the best things that can happen to you.
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I’m experiencing this, I sometimes find myself looking into the mirror and not recognizing myself, it feels like I’m going through an identity crisis where I am losing my sense of who I thought I was and things I used to do one way i do it the other way.
@@Pearlroyce it can be very scary but, the part of yourself that you are losing isn’t actually who you are on a soul level and it has to go. Grieve who you are losing and let go. The instability will not last so just try to relax your body and your nervous system as best as you can while you go through this.
It’s weird how we all fight for identity...race, sex, nationality, gender, gang member, company man, occupation, religion....and yet all of it blocks us from seeing truth. I have no problem with individualism while living in this realm but we need to understand it’s not real. Identity keeps you connected to the matrix
@@SteveMe21685 when it comes to 3D identity, you cannot ignore how important your worldly identity is when many groups of people are punished or killed for existing. As a black woman, I cannot ignore how my identity is viewed in this world despite knowing I’m so much moreeee than this tangible body. Many people are not comfortable with the way I exist and it’s a very small mindset to be stuck in.
When nothing makes sense, the answers can be found within.
Anything else will serve as a distraction.
Man why i find you everywhere??
@@rahulgogoispyder9471 A sign from Gods
@@osse1n hey sometimes i feel like im going insane is it part of the process??
@@rahulgogoispyder9471 we all feel like that.
read Dr. Joe Dispenza. work with the brain. it'll help.
@@osse1n I'd like to find you 😁 tee hee.
good-looking man with a mind. that's rare. kudos
I get ransoms bursts to become positive and change my outlook on life and actions and then one little thing will happen and I’ll feel so lost and confused and will cry at anything. I don’t know what’s happening it’s so bad
Same exactly same. I don’t know anything anymore.
We are all in this together ❤️
This relates to me, i feel like finally im building somethis positive sbout me, then 1 small trigger and everything goes back to being insane and negative, it makes me freak out like im not making any progress, thats how i feel.
When Spiritually Awakening you dont really "lose" your Identity, You Regain your True Identity, which is for many people scary, as it is usually so different to the "false" Identity we were so use to.
My Personal experience was that I was So glad to be finally Rid of the Old "false" Identity, After my Awakening, I thought to myself "that was just not the real Me".
If you watch the video fully, you'll notice that this is exactly what I talked about. 😉
Listen to the part where Christina talks about the mental construct.
@Shane Link Exactly, thats what frightens most people to "let their guard down" as you mentioned, their "false self" is a form of Protection against the harsh reality we have been a part of for so long.
@@ChristinaLopes Yea I know, I commented "before" I watch the video, sorry :-) Force of Habbit
Well said Martin 👏
I have been saying to myself “I am living someone else’s life, this not mine” I thought I was losing it, thank you for your help.
Just driving down the street, crying, asking for guidance because I kept saying I don't know who I am or what is going on...when i got home, I opened up youtube and this video was there...I appreciate all of your guidance and you're helping a lot of us out here! WE LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!!
I go through this some days. How are you these days friend?
On the other side of massive pain is greatness
I agree , I’m living it right now
I hope so.
OMG I was crying in my meditation saying I just don't know who I am anymore and then ur video just popped up I was in complete shock to read the title.u helped me so much ,bless ur amazing soul and beautiful heart ,thank you so much for this ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Ohh enlightened soul... Very good... All the best...
@@yogastakurukarmani thank you so much
❤️🙏 Sending u love and light
I Love You ! Keep pushing thru you got this ! And dont forget to ask the universe god whatever u believe in for help in this. Ask and you will receive. Over a year ago I was in a bad depression I didnt know who I was anymore I was loosing it all. Until I started asking God for help and then I came across all this and realized it was normal n then I slowly found myself again and since then I have not felt depressed like I have no purpose.
@@deisyaguilera4091 love u 2, thank you so much, I do I do, but sometimes it gets really overwhelming and confusing, roller-coaster emotional journey, tho everytime I ask I receive, the universe is always listening to pure hearts and intentions, thank u again, sending you love and light❤️🙏
I asked for guidance to help me understand what’s happening to me, and this video popped up. It all makes sense now. I’m still terrified, but I feel better equipped. (And also not as alone) Thank you! 🙏🏻
How are you feeling now?
I think this is happening to me. It’s causing panic attacks. Scary.
Breathing exercises can help this. Esse just stop and breathe when you start feeling it..just breath e u will be surprised ..at how it helps bring u back to yourself
I had a massive anxiety attack the past few days because of this, and yes it's really scary. But we are all in this together and with time I'm sure it passed. How are you doing a year after the fact?
Im having those too
I think this just saved my sanity 🤣🤣🤣
Your little laugh is sooo cute. You're awesome.
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I'm always feeling down. Even know I have everything I want. People around me love me, admired me but most of the time I just don't feel it/see it. One morning I just start running in the morning, now I go run every morning at 6:30am. I have notice... I try to not think a lot and be neutral. Like if someone is taking too long in a line. If someone is just being a ass. I think in my head, just smile this is not you, don't get mad, there life problems are not mine. Be in peace, listing, be neutral. I'm only 23, most of my friends are 30-50 they all tell me I have grow to fast (talking about my persona, financial and artistic life) the hardest part for me is that I don't find interest in people my age cause I just feel they just want to go out drink and party (most of them) I just love to be home, take walks to the beach, have just 1 beer and play pool... I feel like what you're talking all the time but I know 2, 3, 4, 5 years from now I may not think the same.
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Your not alone... I was like that at your age... And till today... Am always the misfit... And some of my friends used to call me an old soul... To me I look at life in a different way... I find happiness in simple things and true beauty where it doesn't exist at all... Just stay true to yourself and cherish your inner beauty and peace. 💕
I'm a boomer and I have less than a handful of people who are even on the same path that I'm on. I have a younger cousin who is awake, but that's it in the family. I know your struggle, a lot you have to keep to yourself but you can also be a healer/teacher online to help others. I woke up and have gone through the dark night and all of it and now I feel calm, at peace, centered, kind of looking on it all but not emotionally participating. I still get a short burst of anger or emotion around people and say to myself, "you know you shouldn't pull out in front of people," "why don't you think about others instead of yourself" kind of responses to others, most of my issues are while driving. Sometimes I feel like they hear me because they speed up when I say something or back off if tailgating. I'm also more comfortable being on my own and out in nature and the best thing that has saved me are my pets.
I totally agree with you all my friends are always older then me I dont understand peoplevmy age or I just dont fit in perhaps its truma from childhood needing a oldee finger to look up to but never got it
Stand your ground.
Stand your sovereignty.
Thank you ❤️
Casually crying 5 mins in. I was trying to find a video because I feel a bit low today and was feeling like maybe this all is fake and I’m actually just losing it. But five minutes in, I’m crying because I’m sure and I know what’s happening. I’m not losing it. And thank you for grounding me back to that and thank you to source for the rush to my brain to remind me that I’m definitely still on and surging. 😭💚
You’re doing God’s work🙏 Thanks so much 💙
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Most definitely is overwhelming at first, and im just now getting comfortable with it, and i did find myself communicating a lot more today
"don't give your identity CPR"..girl, I just love you. you're talking, aware and awesome.
I’ve just recently came across you and so many things that’s happened to me that didn’t make any sense, now makes sense. From kundalini awakening (I had some of the exact same “crazy” symptoms) to Dark night of the soul . Thank you for what you do. You’re making a huge difference. Thank you 🙏🏾
What I've come to understand It's that nothing that we live on Earth is really important. Not for me anymore.
I take the experiences as a game, sometimes a stupid game, a hypocrite game.
I see the outer world absolutely in contradiction with my inner world and this gets me very upset because everything has become so weird. I feel I live as an ET. But I am one.
Sometimes I just want to stay at bed and close my eyes without thinking of anything. I'm often exhausted to play this game on Earth but I have no choice but doing it. I don't feel pain, I don't feel joy. I feel nothing.
We humans live a big big illusion and we do as well as possible not to end with mental disorders.
I'd like to meet someone, a beautiful soul to make my life with but I even don't know for the moment if I am able to love a man and trust him.
I don't speak to my mum anymore. I realize that she is assaulted by dark invisible beings but I can't say anything about that because she raves.
It's a hard time for me. Perhaps will I get better in spring. I love spring. Butterflies are around.
Kiss 😚 from France 🇫🇷 beautiful soul
Yes, my identity is colapsing, and i feel crazy.
I da don’t know who I am anymore and I don’t even like posting on social media or anything like everything is totally crazy rn and I’m just losing it right now.
Don't forget to meditate
Same bro ive been feeling this way for a long time i suggest doing Semen Retention and staying on it to become your higher self and find your purpose
A friend of mine recommended to get off social media while I was deep in the awakening. I deactivated facebook and deleted my Instagram app. Realised how much energy we pour into those things...nothing I was posting was worth while anyway and the world is in more conflict than ever so those platforms just felt like everyone was just yelling their opinions and was not a space I needed to be exposed to while I was in such a time of deep healing.
It’s better for mental health in general to be away from those spaces- comparison is so toxic, better to actually be IN my reality and present. I almost never feel better after spending time on those sites like instagram...
However TH-cam has been an AMAZING resource to figure out what the f*ck was happening and how to ease the process and that I’m not alone in this experience.
All the best x
When I was 11 I asked my self when I saw myself in the mirror who am I? then I didn’t recognize my reflection just like you said.. this experience happened to me another time and then I stopped asking myself that question.. I’m 47 now and I think I was in an awakening journey for decades .. I love you 💕❤️😘
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This is so where I’m at right now. It’s so comforting knowing it’s a normal part of the process. I also want to say thank you for the work you do. I’ve been going through this process for the last 9 months & no one in my life understands this process. I’m literally the first in my family to wake up & my parents are a little shook with me 😂 I sometimes just send them these videos when I don’t know how else to explain this beautiful transformation I’m experiencing
I do the Ho'o Pono Pono prayer, it's very easy. I've been saying it at home to my coworkers and have noticed a change in relationships....because all of your changes affect those around you. Don't be afraid to ask for help from people like Christina or your guides and teachers.
I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I love you.
Over the past few months I've had this sense that I am shedding layers, as if I've been cocooning myself off from others, feeling quite isolated, lonely, depressed, perhaps in a dark night of the soul. Lately I feel as if that whole time I have been reconnecting with a new version of myself. I AM her, but I've had these other aspects of my past identity tethered to me. Lately I feel more aware of it, it's as if before I was wearing a weighted vest, but now I am just connected at the ankle, floating above it, feeling the weight of it, but seeing it as separate from myself. This is freaking me out. Very surreal experience. I feel like I'm going a little nuts and wonder what a therapist would say about this. Yet it feels sacred and deeply true for me, so I am keeping this experience private (except for youtube comments lol)
Mental chatering... Memories... Everything.. Shaking in sleeping, like body vibrates.. Fear... I look at people around and thinking, are we brawe really to just allow this to go on. And that keeps me going and going.. Dont know where, but no going back for sure
I am scared.... really scared,I think I am loosing myself and that feeling freaking me out 😨
Hi, how are you right now?
I am forever grateful for you! My anxiety and mental chatter were at an all-time high and then all of a sudden I lost my identity. I thought I had to be checked into the hospital, it was very scary at first. This is spot on, thank you Christina!
How are you these days friend? I'm going through this some days.
@@ashleyriosrizo how are you now?
@@Godddd144 I'm great. Some days are a little more challenging than others but I always overcome.
Your better off not knowing who you are or having an identity, that way you can be truly whole and be yourself. Trying to find an identity causes suffering. Identify is just a label. As humans beings we have a need to label things, when we should just allow things and situations to just be.
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Yeah, that makes sense. No one cares about your identity but you. Just don’t become schizophrenic :P
Im still standing my beautiful sis inspite of so many problems around im not losing hope that all be well soon actually no body wants whats happening around this is not im wishing for this is GODS will and i believe that GOD has a big plan for us whatever it is i am still standing in prayers and manifestations not only for myself but for the sake of all
This is exactly what I’m going through right now, it’s like you knew what was going on inside of my head haha ..thank you ❤️💘 love your videos and you
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Thank you for this video! Definitely going through this! I've been losing interest in a lot of things I used to like, & feeling pressured to stick to my old dreams and interests. Just that whole loop of "If I'm not this anymore then what am I? Or if I don't like this anymore then what am I supposed to do?" I used to be so sure of my life path and where to go, but not so much now & I'm learning to allow myself to explore new things and not be fixed on who I used to be or what I used to dream of and just take it one day at a time. I really appreciate how clear these signs & tips are. Thank you again!!
Now that I've surrendered to the process, I'm actually enjoying the identity collapse. It feels like a controlled burn -- clearing out everything that doesn't serve so that there's room for something new to grow :-) Sometimes it also feels overwhelming: Like I'm spiraling inward and falling upward at the same time. And other times it feels a bit like coming home, or remembering.
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Thank you so much for this content, Christina. Once someone told me I wasn't going insane, it was easier to let go and say jeebus take teh wheel.
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The hardest part now is trying to manage my day job + explaining to loved ones that I'm going through a "minor identity crisis" and need a lot of time and space to be alone. Seeing that a lot of people are experiencing awakenings (and having a vague idea of what might come next) just reinforces that all I have to do is allow it to happen.
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Edit: One more thing...love #3 (follow the signs/don't make rash decisions) @20:00 I started using Oracle decks which are supposed to work through the Law of Synchronicity. Since I'm really struggling to focus at work and wanted to quit, I consulted the decks. EVERY TIME, I get cards about waiting, patience, and stillness. If anyone else hasn't figured out how to connect to their guides through meditation yet, tarot/oracle decks have been super helpful for me :-)
My ego is finally allowing my spiritual connection to happen. I am in love! 🥳 thank u for your help.
I have been so angry and frustrated at everyone and everything. I had hormones checked to rule out or consider that's my problem. No. It seems this is what is going on. Doctors want me to go back on meds for depression. I DONT want meds! Bow I have found this video I believ this is where I am in this journey. Christina, I believe you have saved me from this med journey just by this video. But I have to wonder is this anger and frustration at life normal? I have listened 2x and will again, but I seem to be in the extreme anger group. Btw this behavior is totally not me. But the emotional coaster I have been on since my awakening has me tightening my seat belt. Ty for your time heart and wisdom for all of us♡
You are going to feeling a lot of emotions. You have to Pray about those Bad Emotions. That is nothing but (Negative -Self Talk)that you can control you have to control it this is your Life. Fight For It✊🏽
Yes going thru a spiritual awakening and dark night of the soul💀These videos are very good to hear. Hearing your tip on energy clearing is so helpful for me thank you so so much 🥰
My ego was mortally wounded in the beginning then pulled a Phoenix and sneakily became a spiritual seeker 😂. What a ride - the frustration and confusion keeps percolating, my memory is horrible, I really don’t know who I am but that luminous emptiness that was so strong in the beginning is still there. It’s veiled more, but it’s here. And I know everything is ok. Christina you have been such a guide and quirky, lovable, and wise presence over the past 1.5 years for me. So thankful - I hope to get a session with you sometime! Love you 💚
Lol @ pulled a Phoenix and became a spiritual seeker!😂 You're a spiritual badass!👊💥
I’m currently experiencing an identity collapse. I always thought I knew exactly what I wanted to be in life and now I’m realizing that’s what my ego wanted. Thank you Christina ❤️
When I woke up to my whole life being a story, that’s when things got really weird.
Can’t wait to come out on the other side 💕💕💕
Great video Christina. Standing in your soverenty is so important. While going through my awakening and the dark night of the soul ,this striping of identity began to happen . I had loved ones tell me I don't know who you (and they didn't mean it in a nice way either, my marriage almost dissolved ) the truth was I didn't know who I was either. But what was happening to me was real and stood in my sovereignty even though I didn't really understand what was going on. This would later get me to surrendering to the universe. The truth is this identaty change is the dieing of old beliefs that your ego had of you. You being a sovereign being,your true light will emerge. Its not easy but the more you fight it the harder it will be. Surrendereing is key. I send you love beautiful souls.
I had burst into tears a few time asking, “Who am I?” Sometimes I feel frustrated like something is emerging, but my ego wants to remain in control.
It’s actually quite exhausting going through this. Although I’m not a mother yet, but it kind of feels like I’m giving spiritual birth. I don’t know if that makes sense, but that’s the beat way I can put it.
Sending you healing energy. Hang in there
House of Empaths It’s nice to know someone understands the process. It hurts now, but we’ll get through this. Just as others have sent me healing through their energy, I’m extending that to you, and everyone else who is going through this exhausting process now. Sending you so much love, and healing. It is going to be so much better sooner than we realize. 💕
House of Empaths Hey! 👋🏽☺️ Yep, I’m definitely getting better. My new energy feels different. Lately I’ve just been quiet about my progress, but I’m definitely feeling better. I’m not quiet where I thought I’d be. But I do notice some new things about myself.
Where are you currently on your journey?
House of Empaths No, it’s perfectly fine. I can be just as expressive, so I do get it and it doesn’t bother me at all. Besides, I was smiling while reading your experience especially after a long week of working, and I understand exactly what you mean. I never knew how to explain that feeling besides feeling high where energy feels as if it’s buzzing around.
Oftentimes I feel light, and everything just feels really good even on a molecular level. In fact, it feels fantastic- almost weirdly orgasmic in a spiritual sense.
I wish you a lot of love, healing, and full awareness as you continue on your path. It was a pleasure to learn about your experience. All is going to be better the more we trust ourselves, and step into our power. 😉
Spiritual awakening has an enormous number of challenges, but for me it is also challenging with Spiritual Plateaus along the way.
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I want to gain more insight, use my Spiritual gifts more, and get new gifts, intensify efforts to become more effective in helping other people on their path in life, and so on.
But the Universe / Source knows what's best for me, and the Universe so I put it in the Universe hands so it all fits into the big Matrix.
The school of life has its challenges
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The dark night of the Soul is dark indeed. May Light shine through all beings all through Creation. Peace & Love Brothers and Sisters
Oh my gosh, the "Don't make rash decisions" part! And being clear about the signs. I needed that one.
I listened to this a few months ago and it made no sense. It popped up today after I journaled and made perfect sense of what I’m going through. I am seeing signs and experiencing synchronicities. Trying to find my way to a new me. So grateful for the information and tips.
I am feeling lost, abandoned by my extended family, and moved away a year and a half from my family. They did not invite me to Christmas, Thanksgiving, or now this weekend Labor Day for my sister's barbecue. I do not belong anywhere. I have a new boyfriend who is from India. A plan for a new life in the Himalayas is in action. A marriage. I must let go of the Illusions of Self. This will help the New Beginning God/Spirit started before the foundations of the world in a contract. My birthday is on September 15 1971. I am age 51. I am believing my karmic debt is finally paid off. God has a plan to finally bring love, career, and abundance my way. It could be just allergies. LOL! Why is their so many questions and few answers. I care less and less about the family I was born into. I am caring less about myself, but only for the sake of serving the Father. I still struggle with value. I still feel unseen, unheard, and unloved on Earth. Now I am knowing, feeling, observing deep in my soul God Loves me. This world is becoming the Illusion. The next is becoming clearer, closer, and more ideal. Thoughts are rushing in from all sides. I need to rest. Weird energies. I can neither hold them or let them go. They are coming and going like clouds passing me by. Weird feeling. I do not do drugs, alcohol, or paote. I am stone cold sober except for mild allergy medicine, mountain dew, and lipton tea. I pray this process of Spiritual Awakening happens quickly.
Christina, so thankful for all you are, and all you do. This video spoke to my heart. I ABSOLUTELY went through this, but so grateful in the end! Offering much support to anyone going through this! So worth it! ♥️♥️♥️🙏
"Don't accept projections" resonated so strongly I could cry. I have been feeling like a weirdo, like I am an ill willed person among many such other things. I felt like I was some sort of a cult leader when I literally just explained my truth to people. Cult? Dude, I don't even like to be around people, how the hell am I supposed to even start a cult...
Signs for me
(I was really really unsure at first, but now I feel, it's the spiritual awakening, also do correct me if I am wrong)
- being sensitive to others energy
-loads of frustration, and anxiety
- feeling lost and unpurposeful in life
- loss of motivation.
-wanting to be a hermit and just spend time in the nature
- getting angry very easily and having massive, mood swings and energy swings.
- wanting to eat different food.
- feeling absolutely lonely
- not knowing who I have become
- self doubts
I’ve watched tons of spiritual coaches on here after starting my journey after being awakened via twin flame soul recognition. You’re one of the only coaches on here who incorporates the human element in order to BE more in soul. I’d say the more general spiritual coaches are better at this than twin flame coaches. Most twin flame coaches go straight to spiritual bypassing. Having been a coach for 20 years it makes me cringe because that’s not how people work. We are soul and human. It’s like they skip critical steps people need to go through mentally in order to BE in soul. Thank you for doing this!🎉
This video was in e collent timing, thank you 😊 Life continues to peel the onion that is my identity. I am embracing the change faster mentally and emotionally that my reality can keep up. It’s not as painful as resisting (The first layer was brutal af and I’ve since made peace with my inner child; thank the almighty God) but I a feel frustrated like I’m in a holding pattern waiting to break free to fly to new heights and experience life on a higher plane in this 3D world.
Yes, totally changing my mind every day for the past few months on what it is I am meant to be "doing". And then had a big insight on my heart chakra block today. Healing ahead (and FUN) for the next couple of days. I'm a Light being. No wonder I don't enjoy the density! Thanks for the tips! Bless you for this! (and for all the other commenters too - so good to know I am not alone) xx
I have gone through everything mentioned in this video. This has been one of the most difficult processes to go through...Thank you so much for your posts 💕
A few months ago I was totally lost and had no idea what was all the madness going on in my life was. It was a miracle that I stumbled upon your videos by accident. Finally someone could explain all the complete changes that were taking place. You have helped me more than my words could ever tell you. Thank you for the work you do. You have touched my life and the lives of so many people. This video is exactly where I am in my process and it helped very much.
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I've been dealing with crazy anxiety relatable to derealization/ disassociation lately while on the path of learning spirituality. Anyone else have this going on their journey? Any advise?
YES! I'm going through that right now and it was so scary it hit me randomly while I was at Walmart and I had a panic attack lol as scary as it is, just keep yourself busy and keep yourself around people that you love. Ive been going through it for about 2 months now and the beginning was really scary, but now its getting better. Stay positive and set goals for yourself. Focus on your goals and go for them! If you're scared to go to certain places,( I was when I was dealing with it because it felt weird) just face them fears and I promise you it will get better. Don't let this feeling stop you from doing anything or going places, Love. It will get better💞
@@divinellght thank you for your advice! It's comforting knowing I'm not the only one 💜🙏
@@Awniithezombiie Of course!💛
Hello, I hope your doing well. I just wanted to reply and let u know I too am dealing with some pretty severe anxiety also relatable to derealization/ disassociation. It gives me at least some comfort if not relief that I'm not alone when it comes to this specifically. I don't have much advice to give unfortunately but hope seeing this gives u some ease as u work ur way through ur spiritual journey. 💛😊
With Love & Light, Dora
Oh yeah! I jumped into it all head first a couple yrs ago, and it's been so unreal I really question if I'm not just Schizophrenic. I was convinced at one point that I had died.
I have been going through my latest spiritual awakening. My husband said resently , you've changed so much, I miss the old you! He says he's worried about me. He thinks I've just lost it. My husband's family are all Baptist minister, missionary or heavily in the church. My husband is considered a black sheep of the family. He afraid of what his family will think of my awakening. This awakening has been very rocky , but I sure have learned a lot about myself.
Hi eva are you having tremors with your awaking
@@betsyfamilyb9371 Yes, I am! It started with my left thumb now my right thumb is shaking. When I try to show someone it seems to stop. It's driving me crazy 🤓.
@@evierooable well I've had it since last year, I'm experiencing the same as you.. don't worry you will be fine trust me,but you need to do alot of work. I have,that's if you want???
Wow I’ve been holding on to my identity when it collapsed a year ago and did not know what to do. Since I’ve been trying to hold onto the old because i need to feel grounded and a sense of familiarity that I have things under control, an uneasiness in me knows it wants to move on. After hearing this, I can feel this energetic rush around the crown of my head, it’s time to let go and time for transformation!! 🦋 I’m glad I’m hearing this now because if I heard this a year ago, I wouldn’t have been able to let go of things that didn’t serve me, learn more about myself, forgive people and forgive myself, expand my awareness and be in control of my reactions when it comes to thinking. This is a very special sign, I can feel it!!!
This was so helpful, I was wondering why I felt so lost when such a positive thing as a spiritual awakening is happening with me. Now I know, thank you so much!
Thank you so much.
You are truly a beautiful soul.
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yes, who am i, ive realised im not my thoughts and ego, thanks for the help.
I not only lost my identity. I didn’t recognize myself !!
Instead of doing the inner work, i got addicted to your videos. They are like a drug for me. I feel so lost and scared that my only solace and relief are these videos. Im on the bottom of hell and i feel everything and everyone hates me and wants me to suffer. But when i watch you, i start feeling the tiniest piece of hope. Its tiny but it is there. Thank you. You are a ray of light in my life
I've experienced a few spiritual awakenings. Each one is unique in lessons. Each time I've been at a different age and stage of life. This time I'll be 58 on
March 24, relocated from W. Coast to the South (new culture) N Carolina. Seems like something triggers it. This time i was in 2 dysfunctional relationships that brought a lot of pain, negativity, and i began questioning my innermost self. (toxic rshp w sister and a new guy rshp that was doomed from day 1) Seems like that confusion, collapsing, kind of chaotic period of time, emotionally exhausting, and finally surrender to the universe, God, the process thats in action in which Im not aware yet that something big is about to happen. I'm so glad that I'm still open to change and changing me for a better me. Not to say that when "I'm in the midst" I really am resisting for some reason and remain in the "collapse" probably longer than i needed to. Suffer some more! This video is so helpful. Hopefully I'll be capable of grabbing your tips in that moment. Im pretty sure that my current spiritual awakening and transformation is not over. Im only now coming out of the confused period. I feel like I'm coming out of a fog that felt dark and negative. Getting your message today was a godsend, perfect timing! Now i see it doesn't have to be like that. A really cool thing is in motion. Life changing stuff. Just the last 2 days Im awakening and now with your desperately needed coaching, Im defining where I've been emotionally for about a month or so. Oh boy, I sure was IN IT! Good to be on the other side today. Im excited to see whats next. What i do know is that its always good. This current Spiritual experience has brought some different thinking and new concepts about my personal "mutt" religion that I continually add to. I've remained basically Christian but I'll be introduced to a new sage or add a new ritual, incorporate new information to my spiritual practice. 🧘♀️ New ideas, new energy, new people = in the past couple days! Amazing! Thank you, thank you! You are one of my new people lol I think you are going to help me have a smoother transition. You cover such a nice variety of human "transitions" It looks like I'll be able to grab one of your videos for just about any of my crazy changes. *ding ding* Life is fluid! 🙏
Thank-you so much for your video, it only helped confirm what I've been experiencing for over a decade now. I'm an individual who has epilepsy and Oct. 2007 something said during a seizure had the doctors convinced I was delusional. Thankfully I took a really bad reaction to the meds they wanted me on. Since 2007 I've watched an amazing journey unfold in front of my eyes. A journey that has spirit written all over it. Again, thank-you.
Very good content. Tis' the season it would seem in July 2022 for ID collapsing.. Eckhart Tolle says: "Becoming formless". The ego is desperate to hang onto the existing identity, that was built up.
I like the freedom and the newness and expansion but do have trouble with people who try to keep me boxed.
Omg Christina thank you so much for this video. Everything you talked about is exactly what I am going through, I just love you so much! I keep telling people how much I love them and they get weirded out because I’m in such a deeply compassionate loving state and I guess I forget that they are not? I don’t know I’m very confused, yesterday spent the entire day freaking out about who I am and what’s my purpose. I lay on my floor just begging for answers because I don’t want to do my job anymore but now I see it’s because I’m losing my identity and just like you said my brain is searching for answers endlessly as to who I am. Thank you, thank you, thank you 🙏 my anxiety is also crippling right now so it’s good to know that I’m not alone and that this is a normal part of the process. Bless your heart ❤️
Thank God for this video I was losing it hahaha thank you @Christina Lopes, DPT, MPH
Tragedy is a blessing in my awakening....
I'm in a place where I'm no longer worrying about money, and I have everything I want (or at least everything I thought I wanted) but I don't feel like myself anymore. I don't find joy in the things that used to make me happy. For example, I used to love drawing and now I feel guilty that I don't draw anymore. I tried to do it earlier and I just feel like I forgot how to draw.
I went through a lot this past year and I've been very hurt by my family and everything changed in that department. I slowly but surely started to distance myself from them because of all the messed up things that my father did, but I feel guilty for not trying harder to fix my parents.
I don't know if it's an identity collapse, but I truly don't feel like myself anymore. I feel as if I'm floating around until my batteries will run out. I used to know what I wanted to do with my life. I had a whooole plan for my future, and now I just want to be somewhere in the woods and live the rest of my life in peace.
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy heh.
Anyway. Sorry for the rant, thanks for the video. :D
Oh my world, I’m not going crazy. This intense emotions are nuts but I’m so happy that you are giving us guidance Christina!!! Thank you, Thank You! ❤️ Honoring the inner child right before you mentioned my heart beats in away as if it needed to be reminded about something so I put my 2 hands and said “I Love You”! Powerful message that you are giving us!! I’m very grateful!!
I went to my Gurudev's retreat in august, got activated by my DM there and after that the Black night of the ego started. Everything was purging, all mental believes were being desintegrated. I am glad it slowed down later and I am in the void now.
Thank you dear Christine Lopes. I did not know what was happening until I saw some of your videos. I am understanding more and resting and drinking water.
I keep going back and forth is this true and I'm going nuts..maybe I should just go back to the old me that didn't think about any of this but I physically and mentally CANT!! but I almost feel like I'm resisting and I'm so confused on how not to anymore!! My mind has definitely been a pit of endless chatter.
It was so unreal for me, I was pushed away from my Job after 16 years. Im lossed it's all I really know. For now I'll continue helping the others Awaken with what I understand of it.
Bro please when this feeling of unreality will vanished? I have it for five months no How long it take you
I went through this not too long ago. I kept asking myself who am I. I know I’m a mum of 3 and a wife but is that really it. Surely there’s more to me than that. So glad to have this video pop up.
My spiritual awakening was like, If i compare it with nature it's like a river that flows very mildly. It was chaotic at first but that was just like a month. And after that it was all about learning new things everyday it's simple as it is and the only thing that make it complicated is about someone i love because i feel stuck with the same toxicity. Fighting and missing each other every day. It was simple for me because i don't really take the pain a big much of a deal because i know all these shall pass and i was more concerned on my partners behalf because he seems to be more depressed and i learn to just accept the insults he gave me because i felt like my life is perfect and he is lonely while i am happy how can i ever complain about how he treated me when it so obvious he is the one who is suffering not me? And it even comes to a point when i started questioning myself too and believing him to a point that i was already starting to think i am a bad person and that's where panic strikes me. I got scared and to add to that he seems to be getting worse instead of getting better although all i want is for him to improve and to see him happy to a point of having to deal with the pain if i see him finding someone else that will make him happy! But yeah i was wrong, I was fooling myself and before i lose a lil bit of self respect i had of myself i finally had the courage to stopped not loving him but stop him from getting the best of what's left of me.KNOW YOUR WORTH❤❤❤
Oh thank you so much for this! First I was thinking "yes I'm finding myself" and that's when I was in a bliss. And now I'm thinking "NO I'm loosing myself again, what is happening?" This video made it clear to me, thank you so much Christina! Bless 🌟🌈🙌🏽💜💚🤍
Watching your videos time goes so fast, 28 mins feels like 2 mins. and I learn so much. Thank you Christina Lopes.
I’ve just gotta say, “WOW!” I knew something was going on, but I now I know I need to work on overcoming my collapse. You’ve have given me the tools to use to do this. THANK YOU!
I just started a month ago and it got more severe the past 2 weeks. But as I think more about it I start understanding that it is not that I am losing myself but that I am gaining my true self. My true self was locked away due to my abuse as a child, but now that I have been on my own for years, my true self has come to the surface. So it is not that I have lost who I am, it is that I am regaining who I truly am and it is this that I need to understand. Rather than trying to force it, I simply need to let it flow. What a new and intriguing step in my life.
This video came right on time for me! Just going through a big 14 year long relationship break up. Needed to hear this for sure today! Thanks for all your guidance! I absolutely love you and your guided videos!!!
Thanks Christina! Mind chatter really was hard for me to control but what your advice on calming it down really worked for me! Energy cleaning really helps for me, almost the same way as you do it! Thanks Christina again your a sweet soul and a beautiful woman!❤️😇🙏
My spiritual awakening has been going on for quite awhile I think. I started really going inward and doing a lot of healing. But after a very profound meditation experience in January, I have been at a place of total and utter peace. I have shed my old identity (mostly) and I feel like I'm finally home. There has been LESS of all these things you are talking about. Like I was searching my whole life for who I am. It's this normal to not be rattled?? I'm devouring all the information I can on spiritual journeys, doing meditations, keeping a gratitude journal. Are you saying I may have an identity crisis still pending? Aaack. Truly I was riddled with depression and anxiety before this but not since. There have been lots of synchronicities going on so I feel like I'm doing something right. Everyone had commented about how happy I seem now. Some have said I am almost glowing! Love you and your videos Beautiful Soul. Just let me know if this is a normal experience if you could.
I'm grateful for this right now
Your videos have been so important for me.
I am still very unsure what is happening but your videos help me so much
I have anxiousness way too much these days. I feel so new
Oh man, so me!!! I didn't know who I was for Months I'm still not the same person Ive always been. I don't recognize myself. This all hits me right in the face. I've been told I'm a Walk in Soul. Thanks for the info.
Thank you Christina ❤️❤️❤️
Last night I feel like I am floating away from my body. Could you please make a video on lucid dreaming/astral projections/out of body experience or any such thing. All this is very much new and frankly a bit scary, so thought may be you could help us with your knowledge and guidance 🙏 I believe in you and trust you. Thank you again for all your help ❤️ Love you ❤️ God bless you 😇
Every single time I think there can't possibly be any more layers to shed, more layers shed, haha! It has been an absolute cleanse since December 2016. Every single sense of my identity has been wiped away. So yes, it has been layer after friggin layer these past years. And likely more to come because I think again that no more can be shed, I'm sure there's more, so my full fucking soul truth can emerge. Thank you, Christina!
Definitely going through this, once again. Thank you, beautiful soul for being you!
Qi gong and meditation helps me a lot while on this crazy amazing journey
Yes, so timely. I feel i don't connect to my old self anymore but i don't know who to be. I wish my spirit guides to show me.
I like what you said in mark 20:43. God is Great!
Epic VIDEO!!!! You are sharing some spot-on stuff, girl!
Before watching this I was falling apart. I feel so relief that I bumped to this video. Thank You For Your Beautiful Soul 🌟
OMG perfect timing as always! I've been feeling unusually bonkers lately.... mostly because idk who I am anymore or what I'm doing here!!! 😵
Thank you SINCERELY for your guidance! I don't feel so alone on my journey and have an entire notebook full of notes to refer back to from your videos 🧐👁️
You're just GREAT Christina! 💖 Tysm! 🙏🙏🙏🙏