I'm so glad you made it out. i have watched about 10 of your videos now. Your creativity and intelligence are overflowing. Thank God. This poem. is spot on.
Yes he’s legendary. If not for his videos I would probably harm myself or would make a mistake of coming back to prozac. Such strong, bright people as Russell are "the good in this world" which Sam talked about in Lord of The Rings. Such people are very rare.
That was really good excellent I would say it describes my life too you’re an artist and artist can’t be numb or they die. I want to be able to paint again But yet I can’t sit still but I am glad to be free of those pills
Thanks, Filthycoffin! One of my friends is a painter who has become so much more prolific with her craft since coming off meds. (She mainly painted for a number of years, though now she does a lot of charcoal drawings.) I think we have to reach a point where our nervous systems feel a little less brutalized before we can start creating again. And we do reach that point. Just a question of when, not if. It’s hard as hell in the meantime - but we can make it through. Much love.
God is with you Pray and worship Him . He brought you out from the dark tunnel. Russell my words are always like this "NEVER GIVE UP FOR A GOOD REASON" Build your life Support us We need you Even you have 1.4 subscribes...think How much room you would have to get to fit us all. People who NEED YOU
HELPP!!!! PLEASE HELP!! GOD, PLEASE READ THIS I NEED HELP!!! I'm a 19 year old who had a temporary anxiety. My physician offered another anxiety medication like it was nothing, (i've previously been on chlonodine hcl which helps for both hypetension and anxiety). I found out it was a psychiatric(Buspar/Buspirone) :/ No talk about how to use it, side-effects, how it works. And never told me it mitigates the brain. Never said it was a psychiatric drug. The first time I took it, I definitely noticed a decline in cognitive-faculties. As I kept taking it however, I seemed to regain the ability to think, however, my memory and the way I read (I tend to be VERY high in IQ, and read chunks ultra fast instead of slowly linearly from left to right) were downgraded. I will admit I took them all over the place. I tried to stick with taking it at morning (4am when I wake up) and then another in the afternoon. But honestly sometimes I'd forget and only ingest one. I made a follow up with my doctor once after the prescription and he told me it's until my brain adjusts. He had some point in there because i did kind of start seeing to regain my ability to think creatively but my way of reading was still changed from fast to slow and my memory was still bad. I had a realization realizing wtf I was taking and realizing it alters my brain and noticing my memory not as good and reading linearly instead of how I normally read. I then decided to search this thing up. I found out it's a psychiatric drug that mitigates the brain and I just got so fucking scared. I started searching up "buspar lowers intelligence." I've read some posts on quora about people feeling as smart as they were before and on when going on even more powerful things such as SSRI's (but then everyone is different). And other people saying "well if we define intelligence as the neurochemistry which is impacted by these drugs..." you get the point. Generally I'm hyper-aware with my eyes always looking everywhere and ever since this medicine, it has gone away. Also, I stumbled upon these videos claiming that psychiatric medicatinos can be the devil for some people: th-cam.com/video/qTfuhKWWbGU/w-d-xo.html They say that it impedes cognitivie abilities, but what makes me think I can stay this sane is because my very High IQ (Stanford Binet 149) took the hit and I'm still able to cognitively function. I quit cold turkey. 10 days ago was the last time I took it, after taking it for 3weeks/month. However, I did not know that quitting cold turkey was a bad thing. No one ever had these conversations with me, and I really do feel like a victim :( I'm scared that quitting Cold Turkey will do brain damage, but I searched it just lists the withdrawal side effects as more severe. I just don't know what to do man. Please someone just tell me what to do to get out of this mess. I don't want to feel hopeless. Please don't put any blame on me, I admit that I was ignorant. In fact, I grew up in a bubble of my ethnic community (Mexican) and didn't really find out the difference between an entree and an appetizer til like a month ago or two. I've also seen other posts on reddit about brainfog on buspirone/buspar, and no one believing them. But I do. I'm just so scared.
I fully understand your feelings. I don't know where i can contact you, but just know you are not alone. i can maybe help you around and make your parents understand it more.
I'm so glad you made it out. i have watched about 10 of your videos now. Your creativity and intelligence are overflowing. Thank God. This poem. is spot on.
You're welcome. And thanks again. I needed to hear this again. Maybe I'll write iit down citing you as the author and hang it in my room. ✌
Yes he’s legendary. If not for his videos I would probably harm myself or would make a mistake of coming back to prozac. Such strong, bright people as Russell are "the good in this world" which Sam talked about in Lord of The Rings. Such people are very rare.
I feel you. Damn. Thank you for sharing. ❤
That was really good excellent I would say it describes my life too you’re an artist and artist can’t be numb or they die. I want to be able to paint again But yet I can’t sit still but I am glad to be free of those pills
Thanks, Filthycoffin! One of my friends is a painter who has become so much more prolific with her craft since coming off meds. (She mainly painted for a number of years, though now she does a lot of charcoal drawings.)
I think we have to reach a point where our nervous systems feel a little less brutalized before we can start creating again. And we do reach that point. Just a question of when, not if. It’s hard as hell in the meantime - but we can make it through. Much love.
Classic! This is art
@@russellbyt 'Tis perfection :)
Where are you Russell?
Wow!
True 👍
Great work bro
Yes
😥 that's exactly how my son feels. I'm helping him go off of risperidone without him even knowing because his doctor doesn't want to help him..
@@russellbyt no problem at all ,I think that asking and supporting each other is really the only way out.
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God is with you Pray and worship Him . He brought you out from the dark tunnel. Russell my words are always like this "NEVER GIVE UP FOR A GOOD REASON" Build your life Support us We need you Even you have 1.4 subscribes...think How much room you would have to get to fit us all. People who NEED YOU
HELPP!!!! PLEASE HELP!! GOD, PLEASE READ THIS I NEED HELP!!!
I'm a 19 year old who had a temporary anxiety. My physician offered another anxiety medication like it was nothing, (i've previously been on chlonodine hcl which helps for both hypetension and anxiety). I found out it was a psychiatric(Buspar/Buspirone) :/
No talk about how to use it, side-effects, how it works. And never told me it mitigates the brain. Never said it was a psychiatric drug.
The first time I took it, I definitely noticed a decline in cognitive-faculties. As I kept taking it however, I seemed to regain the ability to think, however, my memory
and the way I read (I tend to be VERY high in IQ, and read chunks ultra fast instead of slowly linearly from left to right) were downgraded.
I will admit I took them all over the place. I tried to stick with taking it at morning (4am when I wake up) and then another in the afternoon. But honestly sometimes I'd
forget and only ingest one. I made a follow up with my doctor once after the prescription and he told me it's until my brain adjusts. He had some point in there because i did kind of start seeing to regain my ability to think creatively but my way of reading was still changed from fast to slow and my memory was still bad.
I had a realization realizing wtf I was taking and realizing it alters my brain and noticing my memory not as good and reading linearly instead of how I normally read. I then decided to search this thing up. I found out it's a psychiatric drug that mitigates the brain and I just got
so fucking scared. I started searching up "buspar lowers intelligence." I've read some posts on quora about people feeling as smart as they were before and on when going on even more powerful
things such as SSRI's (but then everyone is different). And other people saying "well if we define intelligence as the neurochemistry which is impacted by these drugs..." you get the point.
Generally I'm hyper-aware with my eyes always looking everywhere and ever since this medicine, it has gone away. Also, I stumbled upon these videos claiming that psychiatric medicatinos can be the devil for some
people: th-cam.com/video/qTfuhKWWbGU/w-d-xo.html
They say that it impedes cognitivie abilities, but what makes me think I can stay this sane is because my very High IQ (Stanford Binet 149) took the hit and I'm still
able to cognitively function.
I quit cold turkey. 10 days ago was the last time I took it, after taking it for 3weeks/month. However, I did not know that quitting cold turkey was a bad thing. No one ever had these conversations
with me, and I really do feel like a victim :(
I'm scared that quitting Cold Turkey will do brain damage, but I searched it just lists the withdrawal side effects as more severe. I just don't know what to do man. Please someone just tell me what to do to get out of this mess.
I don't want to feel hopeless. Please don't put any blame on me, I admit that I was ignorant. In fact, I grew up in a bubble of my ethnic community (Mexican) and
didn't really find out the difference between an entree and an appetizer til like a month ago or two.
I've also seen other posts on reddit about brainfog on buspirone/buspar, and no one believing them. But I do.
I'm just so scared.
I fully understand your feelings. I don't know where i can contact you, but just know you are not alone. i can maybe help you around and make your parents understand it more.
have you recovered yet?
@@xristos596 psychomotor speed is still recovering. Emotions coming back to 97+%. Everything is looking good ::)