Hi sweet girl, I’m usually not one to comment on videos, but I’m a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner student and I felt called to let you know that I’m proud of you. Despite the circumstances, your outlook is so mature, so informed, so accepting. You are doing a great job finding a middle ground between pushing yourself too hard and not at all. I’m praying for your healing and that the Buspirone is successful for you. Sending you all the love, all the time. xo ❤
I don’t know if this takes any pressure off but I love watching casual videos of just mundane day-to-day life. You’re an incredible editor but you don’t need to do all that for me to enjoy watching your content. I just enjoy seeing what you’re up to ❤😊 Please take care of yourself and know that we’ll always be here whenever you feel up to sharing videos!
Please don't leave utube. Your one of the few I can relate to. I will have you in my prayers. I suffer from depression so I know how it is. God has your back and we do too❤
Macarons are one of the most difficult and technical desserts you could possibly make. Professional chefs have issues making them. You did well on your first try and never baked. Way to go Sam!
I’m struggling myself. Your videos bring me so much comfort. The more “normal” or what you would as “mundane” bring me the most comfort because I’m not alone and give me hope and motivation. Don’t feel bad for needing a break but also don’t feel bad about the content. Your content from the start has brought u to where u are today and that’s how we all fell in love with you. Love you SJ. Sending you the biggest hug ❤
Please don’t leave TH-cam, I don’t have any social media besides Snapchat (which I follow you there too!) but it’s nice having someone to listen to while I do my everyday chores/getting ready for work. Please know there’s many of us who appreciate the time you put into vlogging and sharing your life with us 🫶🏻
I’m so proud of you for manoeuvring your way through such a difficult time in such a raw and honest way. As a ray of sunshine, sometimes you may need to recharge the light and that’s okay. You got this lady❤
Depression doesn't care if you are rich or poor, what ethnicity you are or what your background is. It's kind of like a shadow pet that silently judges you. With that said, I love your froggy hair and your room looks so cozy. I also really really love these vlogs because me (who has very little female friends) kinda makes it feel like we're hanging out having a chat, and I don't feel so alone with my own depression. Talk about it too, always share because it is sometimes surprising how many people around are also struggling and one person speaking up can open the gates to communication. For the crochet, try a yarn ring so it's not sliding against your finger!
Last month I dipped into a depression and I’m still in it. I had also forgotten what it was like. So hearing you said that made me feel not alone. Thanks for sharing with us.
Samantha, you never need to apologize. Your mental health is definitely way more important to us than you feeling the need to supply us with videos and happiness. take care of yourself and know that we will not mind if a break is ever needed! we love you girly 🤍🤍
I cannot tell you how much I needed this video. Going through a major depressive episode getting off of a medication. I hate that you’re going through this too, but thank you for reminding me I’m not alone. You are just the best. Thank you for bringing me a little piece of joy today. ❤
I struggle with depression, before my brother passed in 2020, I would just ride the waves , and about the time I noticed I was deep in my depression and messy house was usually when I started pulling myself out of it.. Keep up the fight, you are amazing , give yourself more credit. I have watched you for years, sorry that sounds creepy😂 you are growing everyday even in your bad days. Thx for the video
I love you Samantha. I’m 42 and living my 20’s through you. You’re doing so well. You’re growing and learning along the way and I am really proud of you. (I binged your videos lol). Depression is really difficult and I am praying for you to come out of the hole you’re in. It WILL work out in the future. Just have faith in God and how he loves us. A breakthrough is on the way ❤
❤Sis! first, don't worry about us! We care about you and your well-being, and you shouldn't feel guilty for prioritizing that. Second, thank you for being so open with your health journey - mental, emotional, and physical. This vlog really hit me because I'm going through a similar experience. I realized that my main tool for emotional regulation was food. Once that tool/crutch was taken away, I was suddenly left with all these emotions that I didn't know how to cope with. It's strange to think about your relationship with food, but once it changes, it can feel like a loss. Yes, you still have to eat, but you're no longer using food to self-soothe. Ride the emotional wave, take care of yourself, know that "feelings aren't facts," and they're not permanent. Good luck on your journey, wherever that takes you.
YES! Perfect timing! Baking for my husband because he’s coming home from a work trip tomorrow!!!! Baking plus 47 min Samantha Jo Vlog YAY! God bless! ✝️🙏🏻
Sam! Macarons are HARD! When you said you tried them I was worried it would not go well and you’d be discouraged. I was happily SHOCKED how well they turned out first your first attempt- soooooo impressed!!!!! Nice job!!! Trying something new, that you know is challenging, While you are not in a good place mentally….. that is a HUGE HUGE accomplishment. Be proud! Ginormous Kudos to you for having the drive to push forward. I think you’re a role model and motivator for others in a similar place. Dang- you’re a motivator period for anyone who needs motivation to try something new. I know you’re struggling but don’t give up- You Are Amazing! You are doing great!!!!!! Big hugs. 🤗
You have absolutely been such a rock for me! I’ve been getting back into my crochet from watching your videos, I also have been baking, I’ve made macarons, bread, cookies, etc. and I feel like you’re my far away friend who’s doing these things with me! So glad to see you push through this funk. Keep on keeping on 💜
I too had had about a two-year break from my depression and then in May and June I have been struggling again. It helps to hear about your experiences and how you cope. I really wish you all the best and will say a prayer for your healing from depression too. Love your content Sam, even when you're feeling low. It makes me angry when people think depression just requires us to be more grateful and more positive. If someone had a broken leg would we tell them to just walk it off, get it moving more, just be thankful that we even have a leg? No. Well for those who have not experienced depression, it's hard for some to understand that it is a real illness that causes your brain not to be able to be as positive or grateful. It's not you or your fault it's an illness that takes away the brain's ability to be as grateful, positive and strong as when we are not depressed.
I know it's been extremely hard for you to get through day to day life lately and I appreciate so much that you continue to show up for us. I lost my cat last week to what the vet could only describe as kidney failure. She was only four years old and I wish we had been able to take her to a cat specialist. They said her labs didn't make sense for a cat so young and there wasn't anything they could do for her. You really are an amazing pet parent and the care that you have for your cats and Dunkin is so heartwarming. I've been rewatching your videos with Snickers and I just want to say you are helping us through this by sharing your experiences with pet loss. I really hope you don't give up making these videos because you do make a difference. Thank you 💜
I know that it can be hard sometimes. I never really never knew how to show that I was depressed, but I have been dealing with it a lot lately. I know that we have to work through it and move up and onward. It is really nice to see you be raw and real about what you have been dealing with, you should never be sorry so for not being able to put out something unless you feel the best about it. Any true fans are going to love you no matter what or how often that you post. You have been doing so well. The only thing that we need id for you to be you. We are your friends.
I was literally just scrolling through YT for something to watch, I have never been so early before lol. I've been struggling so badly with my anxiety for the last few days, like going to bed at 3 a.m. every night because I just can't relax. I'm so ready for an hour of chatting with Sam, thank you queen. 💛💛
Sam, thank you for always being so open and honest with us. It constantly shows us you’re human too and it’s okay to struggle. We love you! I’d also try bread maybe before croissants or another easier laminated dough pastry!
Samantha I just wanted to tell you I’ve started crocheting because of you! I found myself bed rotting and doing nothing and I thought, “hmm how about it try it out.” I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. It’s so calming and fun ❤
You are making me feel less alone, thanks for that❤ I’m struggling with my anxiety and depression and it’s been a hard time so thanks for letting us know how you feel and how you do it to stay positive✨ i love u ❤❤❤
We love you, Sam. You're an amazing human and you do what you need to 😊 so many of us struggle so much, right along with you, and we're all here for you as much as you are for us ❤
I just want to say, I am so thankful that we can all come on here and be supportive of each other. I am thankful that mental health issues are not hush-hush anymore and that the stigma around them has dissipated. Sending everyone here love and wishes for peace and joy.
I have been honestly dealing with the exact same thing. I finally got my anxiety under control and I forgot about my depression and now it's been full force. You honestly have helped me come out of it every time I get sucked back into it. You are so strong and I love how you share what you're going through.
I'm also on that medication but more for anxiety but it's definitely helped both! Sweet girl thank you for your videos. I commonly come back and watch all your videos when I need to relate and need motivation to get stuff done. You inspire me with how raw and real you are. We are with you in this.
PLEASE don't leave TH-cam!!! I ADORE you and your content. I watch all of your videos and enjoy every single one. You are one of the most real TH-camrs, and I appreciate it so much. Sending love❤️
You're my favourite youtuber. As someone with binge esting disorder and adhd this is where I come for peace and quiet. Thank you for everything you do 💛
always share how you feel if it feels authentic to you. anyone who judges you for it clearly has a problem within themselves. thinking of you and hoping you’ll feel like yourself soon. healing isn’t linear and takes lots of time!
If you need a break take it Sam! My favorite way to watch your videos is TH-cam because I love watching it while I clean or do whatever. I think TH-camrs get in their head that they have to have a video idea for everything, which isn’t true. Gonna be honest if I had to rank my favorite way to watch you it would be TH-cam, Tik tok, and then Snapchat. I don’t care really for the quick videos. I’m sure you get more views on those platforms but I love long form content.
Your honesty is very empowering and is helping others! The devil will always try and get you down,especially when you start making strides. Remember to pray for guidance. Also, I'm praying for you.
Silent watcher here- my depression has been the worst it's been since like 2010...and wow I have to re think everything and force myself to stay positive even tho it's hard!! I tell myself to not dwell on shit and just let go. Easier said than done. I hope your depression gets a little easier Sam. Love you so much!! Just remember it's temporary ❤
I'm watching from my grippy sock vacay for depression lol. Depression is completely overwhelming and takes over everything. And it creeps up on you. You wake up one day and realise that you've been this way for so long, not living life the way you should have. It's awful. Look after yourself first, it's comforting to see you acknowledging that you're struggling. If you need to take a long break or leave as the best thing for you- do it. You will be missed, but you come first.
Needed this video today, been in the struggle bus lately and to see you work through and along side your depression has made me feel not so alone and inspired to try new things!
Im struggling right now with my depression as well, debating getting back on meds but I think after seeing this I should at least bring it up with my dr. Life is hard, but finding hobbies and small things that bring you joy really do make a difference, even if in the moment you don’t really want to be doing it. Proud of you and your outlook, your videos bring me a lot of comfort.
Thank you for being open with us and know that you are appreciated. No judgement you do you and know that I will be here to watch when it works for you.
Thank you , Sam. These are my favourite videos of yours btw … nobody talks about tough times. So it makes me feel normal for having tough times as well , and reminds me that I’m not alone
Samantha, I just want to hug you. You are truly so sweet. You have such a genuine heart and you literally always think about others. Please know that you are awesome. Also I really really wanted to encourage you to read the book Battlefield of the Mind by Joyce Meyer. It really helped me!! Love you girl, you are doing great.
I've been dealing with depression for close to 17 years now and recently I felt I was 'over it'. I couldn't have been more wrong about that. It started to creep up one me a few months ago, without me noticing it and very recently a full blown depressive episode hit me with full force. That's when I realised why I was feeling a bit off for the last couple of months...My anxiety is spiking right now and I'm not even able to leave my house without having a panic attack and on top of that my freaking car broke down and I can't even go anywhere. I'm just taking one day at a time and trying to pull myself together to go to therapy. I know i need to be on antidepressants again. Sam, don't give up. I know it's not easy, but we will go through this. We can do this! xoxo
I’m loving this video. It is so comforting and honest. My depression has just came back around a month ago after it not being to bad for 3 years. I’m so proud of you for sharing.
Not only do I hear my own voice in my head, I also hear other people’s voices lol. Like when I read a text, I usually hear their voice in my head. Or when I’m reading a book, I’ll have different voices for the characters, especially if there’s a movie or TV show for the book.
You are such a light in this world Sam, and no matter what your title is, you're always worthy. Your videos have brought so many smiles into my life. Sending love💛 - a fellow grew up in WI but don't live there anymore girlie
this is the first video I ever saw of you… and DAMN I am already ago IN LOVE with you. I love your vibe and idk, just EVERYTHING. it feels like a real safe place. LOTS OF LOVE FOR YOU ❤
I don’t normally comment on stuff but just wanted to say that I love watching your videos and I get excited whenever I see you uploaded. Your energy radiates through the screen and brings many people joy. For me personally, you have inspired me to love myself at any size and to not give up on my health goals.
I love you Sam, I hope you find peace with your depression. I know how hard it can be. There are so many of us that love and care about you and will always support you whether you post 6 videos a month or just 1. Just remember you’re doing great and you are loved no matter what your bad thoughts tell you. You’re probably my favorite TH-camr because you’re just so authentic and relatable. You don’t try to be someone you’re not and I like that about you❤️
I am so proud of you. With the progress you've made and during the times you don't feel like yourself. Showing both sides of you is incredibly powerful and truly wonderful. Thank you for every video you post, it is always a breath of fresh air to watch and relate to. You are amazing and inspiring. I am praying for you to heal the same way you have done for me
I feel this. I've been dealing with intense depression due to some hormone therapy meds for precancerous cells in my uterus. It was great for a few months, but then depression and anxiety slapped me hard in the face. It helps slightly when you know there's nothing to be depressed about or when you know the depression is being caused by a substance you have to take, but it's still hard. My ADHD meds actually prevented my depression before, but they're not working against the all powerful hormone therapy meds. I'm also on buspirone and while it hasn't stopped the depression, it's a godsend for anxiety. It's a good med in my opinion. Works on dopamine and serotonin receptors, I believe. Depression has nothing to do with your "quality of life," Samantha. Yes, you have a quality of life most of us don't have, BUT THAT HAS NOTHING to do with whether or not your brain chemistry is going to go down. I know my brain chemistry is all from my hormone meds. It's literally the chemicals in my brain and not the quality of my life. Thank you for being honest, Samantha. Not sure if it helps, but you're not alone in depression. Thank you for being vulnerable. It matters to those of us who struggle and accept your content in the way it was given: good faith, true to the heart, and in love. ❤❤❤❤ May your brain chemistry shift out of depression for you and for all of us. I have ADHD and I'm autistic. I have a voice in my head, but I can't visualize anything in my head. ALSO, try Bernat Velvet yarn or Bernat Baby Velvet yarn. That's super soft on my hands. You'll never want to use acrylic yarn ever again, haha. TruBoo is a bamboo based yarn and it's also super soft to use.
I love your videos! I don't use Tiktok. Long form videos are what I use to get my chores done for real! We love you so much and we care about you! Please take care of yourself whatever that means for you but we really do love the long form content and having you on TH-cam!
the intro of this vlog hit me 🥺 someone who is a stay at home wife also struggling with depression, i feel seen. i relate so much to what you were saying. also a crocheter who is getting back into my groove 🫶🏻🫶🏻 love you
I will never be able to thank you enough for speaking so openly about your mental health. As long as it is healthy for you, please continue to. Talking about it so openly is the only way we can break the stigma.
Hi Samantha, your sharing is helping people. You're helping me. You can't live by what others think. I love you because you're unapologetically yourself. It's why i started and continue to follow you. I'm praying for you. You are smart, talented, creative, fun and a beautiful person inside and out. Take care of you. ❤ love you gurl.
Samantha, you are more than enough and are perfect in my eyes. I love you beyond words can describe because you have made me realize I matter no matter my looks/shape. Thank you for posting as much as you can and don’t think because you took a break doesn’t mean we are upset with you because all we want is what’s best for you. I love you Samantha💗
It was so good watching this over again! It was refreshing to listen to how life has been going with you, I feel it helps a lot of us, me included, just going through the motions of the day to day. I wish you, mama, bf and the animal babies good days 💓
I’m in a depression episode too. But this is the first time I’ve had an episode knowing it depression. So I really appreciate you speaking about it! I also crochet! So please do more crochet videos.
For me being On adhd meds and antidepresants My psych said being it made me sleepy to take it at night and then take my vyvanse as normal. You got this we are here for support.
Thank you for being honest and open💕 thank you for being you. I wanna say i love and appreciate everything that you do💕 thank you for making me feel not alone in these struggles 💕
Depression & anxiety isn’t fun I understand where you’re coming from and I love that you’re doing something that you enjoy and that’s crochet! You looked absolutely stunning in these clips of videos. Your skin looks amazing. I loved your green romper, so cute. Keep pushing on honey, you’ve got this! ❤
I believe that your viewers (at least on youtube) love the natural, no filter videos. Especially because a lot of viewers go through the same type of situation (me included). Your videos are so calming and recomforting to me❤Take good care of yourself and take your time! You can have all the thing you want in life and still be depressed, it's not just a button you can turn off 💕
I just wanted to tell you that watching you and knowing you’re struggling with the same things I do has helped me. I was terrified to start taking my meds because they make me soooo sick. But you show me that it’s okay, and I just wanted to say thank you
Ive been taking Lexapro for years, it really helps but also made me sleepy for the first couple months that I took it. After the first couple months, I haven’t felt that tiredness anymore. I really suggest taking SSRIs at nighttime if they make you drowsy though, that’s what worked best for me.
Thank you for trusting us enough to open up to us ❤ you’ve truly become such a comfort content creator to me, especially on TH-cam. Love you, girly ❤️❤️
You are so strong and so powerful 🩵 rest. Relax. Do what you NEED to make yourself happy and healthy for the time being! Take a break from content on TH-cam if you need. It doesn’t have to be forever (or if you feel it does.. then so be it) your people will follow you to any platform. ✨
Love you beautiful girl! Just do what you can each day. One step at a time, this isn’t the stage in your life to ramp shit up like crazy. Keep doing what you’re doing and sprinkle in as many little day trips, crochet sessions, beach days, drive-in date nights, etc. ❤❤
So glad to see a video from. Just know its okay to take breaks. Depression seems so hard. Glad to see you pull yourself out of it. Baking content I'm loving it.
Hey girl, I’ve dealt with anxiety and depression since Covid and what helped me and my family/friends ALOT is going to a functional(hormone)doctor. I was on anti depressants and many other medications that was prescribed to me. Not knowing it made me way worse. Going to a functional doctor has helped me SO much! I highly recommend going to one cause it has made a tremendous impact on my life and for many others I’ve known. Nothing is worth your mental health! I love ur videos so so much! I truly wish you best.💕
I am so sorry that you are having a tough time right now, but I hope you know that everyone deserves time to find their own groove and feel happy. While I really enjoy your videos, I and everyone else here wants the best for you, and you have to do what’s best for you to heal. Please do not feel guilty for taking breaks that are best for your personal health. We are all here supporting you!
We love Samantha 💕 anything u do is perfect and we love 💕 please keep sharing your journey there are so many of us struggling w depression also thank u 🙏
Forever love you girl. You are loved you are cherished, and you’re worthy of all the good things in your life and many more blessings. Do what you can to find your peace again ❤️
Please don’t leave TH-cam!! ❤ I do want what’s best for you but it’d be so hard to deal with that break up! Girl you don’t need to make a perfect video. We literally just love you! You could sit there in silence and we are here for it! ❤
Thank you for sharing. Had my first panic attack in months today and it's literally so shocking. You don't always realize your not OK until it's really bad. I hope your sunny day is around the corner. But if it still a ways out that's OK too. Hope you have a wonderful day and the cookies look delicious ❤
I found you on here not long ago and you have given me so much motivation in such a short time. You have to do what’s best for you mentally and physically but I would love if you kept posting to TH-cam it’s one of my favorite times of the week ❤
Don't apologize, you're a real human experiencing real things and it's that real, raw experience that your subscribers love 💖 no need to pretend, no need to overthink, I think the majority of us enjoy you and your videos for your values and genuine personality. I am so happy to see your video today and hope you know you're enough as you are and you are SO loved! Maybe you've already heard it, I think you might like Jelly Roll's new song "I am not OK"💖
I love you Sam! I appreciate you always sharing your struggles! I have been struggling a lot lately at myself. And it's been really helpful to be able to watch. Not only this video, but some of your previous ones. And realize i'm not alone
Please don’t leave TH-cam. I hate that everyone is leaving TH-cam for TikTok. TikTok is so toxic and I don’t want it. 😕
I agree so so much!
I will never watch a tiktok tbh. I only enjoy long form content
I deleted tik tok a month and a half ago and the stability of my mental health has improved 10 fold
Agreed!
I've never had tik tok.
Hi sweet girl, I’m usually not one to comment on videos, but I’m a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner student and I felt called to let you know that I’m proud of you. Despite the circumstances, your outlook is so mature, so informed, so accepting. You are doing a great job finding a middle ground between pushing yourself too hard and not at all. I’m praying for your healing and that the Buspirone is successful for you. Sending you all the love, all the time. xo ❤
Best comment ever! 🥲🙏🏼💕
I don’t know if this takes any pressure off but I love watching casual videos of just mundane day-to-day life. You’re an incredible editor but you don’t need to do all that for me to enjoy watching your content. I just enjoy seeing what you’re up to ❤😊 Please take care of yourself and know that we’ll always be here whenever you feel up to sharing videos!
This! I would love a casual day in the life/vlog! :)
same
Please don't leave utube. Your one of the few I can relate to. I will have you in my prayers. I suffer from depression so I know how it is. God has your back and we do too❤
Macarons are one of the most difficult and technical desserts you could possibly make. Professional chefs have issues making them. You did well on your first try and never baked. Way to go Sam!
Seriously ❤ they looked super cute too
I’m struggling myself. Your videos bring me so much comfort. The more “normal” or what you would as “mundane” bring me the most comfort because I’m not alone and give me hope and motivation. Don’t feel bad for needing a break but also don’t feel bad about the content. Your content from the start has brought u to where u are today and that’s how we all fell in love with you. Love you SJ. Sending you the biggest hug ❤
Yes! So many people struggle, and feel alone, but this is way more common than people think. ❤
me too
The Queen has returned and blessed us with a 47 minute video 🙌✨️
Please don’t leave TH-cam, I don’t have any social media besides Snapchat (which I follow you there too!) but it’s nice having someone to listen to while I do my everyday chores/getting ready for work. Please know there’s many of us who appreciate the time you put into vlogging and sharing your life with us 🫶🏻
I’m so proud of you for manoeuvring your way through such a difficult time in such a raw and honest way. As a ray of sunshine, sometimes you may need to recharge the light and that’s okay. You got this lady❤
Depression doesn't care if you are rich or poor, what ethnicity you are or what your background is. It's kind of like a shadow pet that silently judges you. With that said, I love your froggy hair and your room looks so cozy. I also really really love these vlogs because me (who has very little female friends) kinda makes it feel like we're hanging out having a chat, and I don't feel so alone with my own depression. Talk about it too, always share because it is sometimes surprising how many people around are also struggling and one person speaking up can open the gates to communication. For the crochet, try a yarn ring so it's not sliding against your finger!
Last month I dipped into a depression and I’m still in it. I had also forgotten what it was like. So hearing you said that made me feel not alone. Thanks for sharing with us.
Samantha, you never need to apologize. Your mental health is definitely way more important to us than you feeling the need to supply us with videos and happiness. take care of yourself and know that we will not mind if a break is ever needed! we love you girly 🤍🤍
I cannot tell you how much I needed this video. Going through a major depressive episode getting off of a medication. I hate that you’re going through this too, but thank you for reminding me I’m not alone. You are just the best. Thank you for bringing me a little piece of joy today. ❤
I struggle with depression, before my brother passed in 2020, I would just ride the waves , and about the time I noticed I was deep in my depression and messy house was usually when I started pulling myself out of it.. Keep up the fight, you are amazing , give yourself more credit. I have watched you for years, sorry that sounds creepy😂 you are growing everyday even in your bad days. Thx for the video
I love you Samantha. I’m 42 and living my 20’s through you.
You’re doing so well. You’re growing and learning along the way and I am really proud of you. (I binged your videos lol).
Depression is really difficult and I am praying for you to come out of the hole you’re in. It WILL work out in the future. Just have faith in God and how he loves us. A breakthrough is on the way ❤
❤Sis! first, don't worry about us! We care about you and your well-being, and you shouldn't feel guilty for prioritizing that. Second, thank you for being so open with your health journey - mental, emotional, and physical. This vlog really hit me because I'm going through a similar experience. I realized that my main tool for emotional regulation was food. Once that tool/crutch was taken away, I was suddenly left with all these emotions that I didn't know how to cope with. It's strange to think about your relationship with food, but once it changes, it can feel like a loss. Yes, you still have to eat, but you're no longer using food to self-soothe. Ride the emotional wave, take care of yourself, know that "feelings aren't facts," and they're not permanent. Good luck on your journey, wherever that takes you.
YES! Perfect timing! Baking for my husband because he’s coming home from a work trip tomorrow!!!! Baking plus 47 min Samantha Jo Vlog YAY! God bless! ✝️🙏🏻
Sam! Macarons are HARD! When you said you tried them I was worried it would not go well and you’d be discouraged. I was happily SHOCKED how well they turned out first your first attempt- soooooo impressed!!!!! Nice job!!! Trying something new, that you know is challenging, While you are not in a good place mentally….. that is a HUGE HUGE accomplishment. Be proud! Ginormous Kudos to you for having the drive to push forward. I think you’re a role model and motivator for others in a similar place. Dang- you’re a motivator period for anyone who needs motivation to try something new. I know you’re struggling but don’t give up- You Are Amazing! You are doing great!!!!!! Big hugs. 🤗
Pleaseeeeeee don’t quit TH-cam you’re one of my favorite TH-camr and you’re so relatable and kind and I would be so sad if you quit TH-cam
You have absolutely been such a rock for me! I’ve been getting back into my crochet from watching your videos, I also have been baking, I’ve made macarons, bread, cookies, etc. and I feel like you’re my far away friend who’s doing these things with me! So glad to see you push through this funk. Keep on keeping on 💜
I too had had about a two-year break from my depression and then in May and June I have been struggling again. It helps to hear about your experiences and how you cope. I really wish you all the best and will say a prayer for your healing from depression too. Love your content Sam, even when you're feeling low. It makes me angry when people think depression just requires us to be more grateful and more positive. If someone had a broken leg would we tell them to just walk it off, get it moving more, just be thankful that we even have a leg? No. Well for those who have not experienced depression, it's hard for some to understand that it is a real illness that causes your brain not to be able to be as positive or grateful. It's not you or your fault it's an illness that takes away the brain's ability to be as grateful, positive and strong as when we are not depressed.
I know it's been extremely hard for you to get through day to day life lately and I appreciate so much that you continue to show up for us. I lost my cat last week to what the vet could only describe as kidney failure. She was only four years old and I wish we had been able to take her to a cat specialist. They said her labs didn't make sense for a cat so young and there wasn't anything they could do for her. You really are an amazing pet parent and the care that you have for your cats and Dunkin is so heartwarming. I've been rewatching your videos with Snickers and I just want to say you are helping us through this by sharing your experiences with pet loss. I really hope you don't give up making these videos because you do make a difference. Thank you 💜
I know that it can be hard sometimes. I never really never knew how to show that I was depressed, but I have been dealing with it a lot lately. I know that we have to work through it and move up and onward. It is really nice to see you be raw and real about what you have been dealing with, you should never be sorry so for not being able to put out something unless you feel the best about it. Any true fans are going to love you no matter what or how often that you post. You have been doing so well. The only thing that we need id for you to be you. We are your friends.
I love you sam!!!! Praying for you and your journey!
I was literally just scrolling through YT for something to watch, I have never been so early before lol. I've been struggling so badly with my anxiety for the last few days, like going to bed at 3 a.m. every night because I just can't relax. I'm so ready for an hour of chatting with Sam, thank you queen. 💛💛
And please don’t stop TH-cam I’m inspired by each and every video you post ❤
Sam, thank you for always being so open and honest with us. It constantly shows us you’re human too and it’s okay to struggle. We love you! I’d also try bread maybe before croissants or another easier laminated dough pastry!
I'm so glad to see your video, Sam. I love you and no matter how bad you feel, just know that you are loved and supported.
Sam, I’ve seen multiple people on TT talking about how their depression got so bad on Ozempic and other forms of this drug. It may be worth examining.
Samantha I just wanted to tell you I’ve started crocheting because of you! I found myself bed rotting and doing nothing and I thought, “hmm how about it try it out.” I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. It’s so calming and fun ❤
I love this “bed rotting”…what an accurate phrase!! Iykyk!! ❤
You are making me feel less alone, thanks for that❤ I’m struggling with my anxiety and depression and it’s been a hard time so thanks for letting us know how you feel and how you do it to stay positive✨ i love u ❤❤❤
We love you, Sam. You're an amazing human and you do what you need to 😊 so many of us struggle so much, right along with you, and we're all here for you as much as you are for us ❤
I just want to say, I am so thankful that we can all come on here and be supportive of each other. I am thankful that mental health issues are not hush-hush anymore and that the stigma around them has dissipated. Sending everyone here love and wishes for peace and joy.
I have been honestly dealing with the exact same thing. I finally got my anxiety under control and I forgot about my depression and now it's been full force. You honestly have helped me come out of it every time I get sucked back into it. You are so strong and I love how you share what you're going through.
I'm also on that medication but more for anxiety but it's definitely helped both! Sweet girl thank you for your videos. I commonly come back and watch all your videos when I need to relate and need motivation to get stuff done. You inspire me with how raw and real you are. We are with you in this.
PLEASE don't leave TH-cam!!! I ADORE you and your content. I watch all of your videos and enjoy every single one. You are one of the most real TH-camrs, and I appreciate it so much. Sending love❤️
You're my favourite youtuber. As someone with binge esting disorder and adhd this is where I come for peace and quiet. Thank you for everything you do 💛
always share how you feel if it feels authentic to you. anyone who judges you for it clearly has a problem within themselves. thinking of you and hoping you’ll feel like yourself soon. healing isn’t linear and takes lots of time!
I needed this video! Thank you for sharing your difficult times with us too. Helps me feel like I’m not alone.
If you need a break take it Sam! My favorite way to watch your videos is TH-cam because I love watching it while I clean or do whatever. I think TH-camrs get in their head that they have to have a video idea for everything, which isn’t true. Gonna be honest if I had to rank my favorite way to watch you it would be TH-cam, Tik tok, and then Snapchat. I don’t care really for the quick videos. I’m sure you get more views on those platforms but I love long form content.
Your honesty is very empowering and is helping others!
The devil will always try and get you down,especially when you start making strides.
Remember to pray for guidance. Also, I'm praying for you.
Silent watcher here- my depression has been the worst it's been since like 2010...and wow I have to re think everything and force myself to stay positive even tho it's hard!! I tell myself to not dwell on shit and just let go. Easier said than done. I hope your depression gets a little easier Sam. Love you so much!! Just remember it's temporary ❤
I'm watching from my grippy sock vacay for depression lol. Depression is completely overwhelming and takes over everything. And it creeps up on you. You wake up one day and realise that you've been this way for so long, not living life the way you should have. It's awful. Look after yourself first, it's comforting to see you acknowledging that you're struggling. If you need to take a long break or leave as the best thing for you- do it. You will be missed, but you come first.
Needed this video today, been in the struggle bus lately and to see you work through and along side your depression has made me feel not so alone and inspired to try new things!
Im struggling right now with my depression as well, debating getting back on meds but I think after seeing this I should at least bring it up with my dr. Life is hard, but finding hobbies and small things that bring you joy really do make a difference, even if in the moment you don’t really want to be doing it. Proud of you and your outlook, your videos bring me a lot of comfort.
I needed this ❤️ I’m just now starting Zoloft and giving SSRI’s another try after horrendous experiences. I appreciate your transparency ❤️.
Thank you for being open with us and know that you are appreciated. No judgement you do you and know that I will be here to watch when it works for you.
Thank you , Sam. These are my favourite videos of yours btw … nobody talks about tough times. So it makes me feel normal for having tough times as well , and reminds me that I’m not alone
Even if Samantha put in a 40th of the effort and quality she puts into her amazing videos they would still make my day❤️
Samantha, I just want to hug you. You are truly so sweet. You have such a genuine heart and you literally always think about others. Please know that you are awesome. Also I really really wanted to encourage you to read the book Battlefield of the Mind by Joyce Meyer. It really helped me!! Love you girl, you are doing great.
I've been dealing with depression for close to 17 years now and recently I felt I was 'over it'. I couldn't have been more wrong about that. It started to creep up one me a few months ago, without me noticing it and very recently a full blown depressive episode hit me with full force. That's when I realised why I was feeling a bit off for the last couple of months...My anxiety is spiking right now and I'm not even able to leave my house without having a panic attack and on top of that my freaking car broke down and I can't even go anywhere. I'm just taking one day at a time and trying to pull myself together to go to therapy. I know i need to be on antidepressants again. Sam, don't give up. I know it's not easy, but we will go through this. We can do this! xoxo
So lovely hanging out with you today ❤ Apprechiate you posting, doesn't have to be anything special. It's just so nice to hang out with a friend
I’m loving this video. It is so comforting and honest. My depression has just came back around a month ago after it not being to bad for 3 years. I’m so proud of you for sharing.
Not only do I hear my own voice in my head, I also hear other people’s voices lol. Like when I read a text, I usually hear their voice in my head. Or when I’m reading a book, I’ll have different voices for the characters, especially if there’s a movie or TV show for the book.
Ditto
I think its a sign of being evolved and super intelligent! I really do! ❤
i thought everyone was like this. as someone who likes to write, i can’t imagine not hearing them lol
Please don’t leave! I genuinely love watching your videos, you make life look so much fun
You are such a light in this world Sam, and no matter what your title is, you're always worthy. Your videos have brought so many smiles into my life. Sending love💛 - a fellow grew up in WI but don't live there anymore girlie
this is the first video I ever saw of you… and DAMN I am already ago IN LOVE with you. I love your vibe and idk, just EVERYTHING. it feels like a real safe place.
LOTS OF LOVE FOR YOU ❤
Sam you're not alone in this let's just keep swimming ❤ luv u
The first minute is ME right now. Thank you for always being so open about mental health! We are not alone 🩵🩵
Missed you Sam ❤️ do what is best for you but just remember your presence is enough to heal alot of people ❤
I don’t normally comment on stuff but just wanted to say that I love watching your videos and I get excited whenever I see you uploaded. Your energy radiates through the screen and brings many people joy. For me personally, you have inspired me to love myself at any size and to not give up on my health goals.
I love you Sam, I hope you find peace with your depression. I know how hard it can be. There are so many of us that love and care about you and will always support you whether you post 6 videos a month or just 1. Just remember you’re doing great and you are loved no matter what your bad thoughts tell you. You’re probably my favorite TH-camr because you’re just so authentic and relatable. You don’t try to be someone you’re not and I like that about you❤️
I am so proud of you. With the progress you've made and during the times you don't feel like yourself. Showing both sides of you is incredibly powerful and truly wonderful. Thank you for every video you post, it is always a breath of fresh air to watch and relate to. You are amazing and inspiring. I am praying for you to heal the same way you have done for me
I'm struggling too at the moment - thank you for being so honest. I love you❤
I feel this. I've been dealing with intense depression due to some hormone therapy meds for precancerous cells in my uterus. It was great for a few months, but then depression and anxiety slapped me hard in the face. It helps slightly when you know there's nothing to be depressed about or when you know the depression is being caused by a substance you have to take, but it's still hard. My ADHD meds actually prevented my depression before, but they're not working against the all powerful hormone therapy meds. I'm also on buspirone and while it hasn't stopped the depression, it's a godsend for anxiety. It's a good med in my opinion. Works on dopamine and serotonin receptors, I believe.
Depression has nothing to do with your "quality of life," Samantha. Yes, you have a quality of life most of us don't have, BUT THAT HAS NOTHING to do with whether or not your brain chemistry is going to go down. I know my brain chemistry is all from my hormone meds. It's literally the chemicals in my brain and not the quality of my life.
Thank you for being honest, Samantha. Not sure if it helps, but you're not alone in depression. Thank you for being vulnerable. It matters to those of us who struggle and accept your content in the way it was given: good faith, true to the heart, and in love. ❤❤❤❤ May your brain chemistry shift out of depression for you and for all of us.
I have ADHD and I'm autistic. I have a voice in my head, but I can't visualize anything in my head.
ALSO, try Bernat Velvet yarn or Bernat Baby Velvet yarn. That's super soft on my hands. You'll never want to use acrylic yarn ever again, haha. TruBoo is a bamboo based yarn and it's also super soft to use.
I love your videos! I don't use Tiktok. Long form videos are what I use to get my chores done for real! We love you so much and we care about you! Please take care of yourself whatever that means for you but we really do love the long form content and having you on TH-cam!
the intro of this vlog hit me 🥺 someone who is a stay at home wife also struggling with depression, i feel seen. i relate so much to what you were saying. also a crocheter who is getting back into my groove 🫶🏻🫶🏻 love you
I will never be able to thank you enough for speaking so openly about your mental health. As long as it is healthy for you, please continue to. Talking about it so openly is the only way we can break the stigma.
Hi Samantha, your sharing is helping people. You're helping me. You can't live by what others think. I love you because you're unapologetically yourself. It's why i started and continue to follow you. I'm praying for you. You are smart, talented, creative, fun and a beautiful person inside and out. Take care of you. ❤ love you gurl.
I literally love watching whatever content you put out❤
Samantha, you are more than enough and are perfect in my eyes. I love you beyond words can describe because you have made me realize I matter no matter my looks/shape. Thank you for posting as much as you can and don’t think because you took a break doesn’t mean we are upset with you because all we want is what’s best for you. I love you Samantha💗
Omg I’ve been checking everyday for this🫶🏼 love you sam
It was so good watching this over again! It was refreshing to listen to how life has been going with you, I feel it helps a lot of us, me included, just going through the motions of the day to day. I wish you, mama, bf and the animal babies good days 💓
I’ve actually been feeling the same way recently and I’m happy that you spoke out about how your feeling 😓 it truly made me feel less alone ❤️
Real, raw and honest is what most of us want and you Sam are that. Thank you for sharing with us. I appreciate you so much ❤❤❤
Everyone has a comfort movie or show. Your TH-cam videos are always my comfort. Love you Sam! Btw the bag for Annica will be beautiful 🤩🤍⚡️🥺
I’m in a depression episode too. But this is the first time I’ve had an episode knowing it depression. So I really appreciate you speaking about it! I also crochet! So please do more crochet videos.
For me being On adhd meds and antidepresants My psych said being it made me sleepy to take it at night and then take my vyvanse as normal. You got this we are here for support.
Thank you for being honest and open💕 thank you for being you. I wanna say i love and appreciate everything that you do💕 thank you for making me feel not alone in these struggles 💕
Depression & anxiety isn’t fun I understand where you’re coming from and I love that you’re doing something that you enjoy and that’s crochet! You looked absolutely stunning in these clips of videos. Your skin looks amazing. I loved your green romper, so cute. Keep pushing on honey, you’ve got this! ❤
I believe that your viewers (at least on youtube) love the natural, no filter videos. Especially because a lot of viewers go through the same type of situation (me included). Your videos are so calming and recomforting to me❤Take good care of yourself and take your time! You can have all the thing you want in life and still be depressed, it's not just a button you can turn off 💕
I love this video. Brene Brown says that the greatest mark of courage is vulnerability.❤️❤️
We don’t deserve you, you are such a beautiful soul and we’re all rooting for you girly pop 🩷
I just wanted to tell you that watching you and knowing you’re struggling with the same things I do has helped me. I was terrified to start taking my meds because they make me soooo sick. But you show me that it’s okay, and I just wanted to say thank you
I really hope you are able to get through this struggle, you got this and I love watching your videos. We all care about you 🫶
Ive been taking Lexapro for years, it really helps but also made me sleepy for the first couple months that I took it. After the first couple months, I haven’t felt that tiredness anymore. I really suggest taking SSRIs at nighttime if they make you drowsy though, that’s what worked best for me.
Thank you for trusting us enough to open up to us ❤ you’ve truly become such a comfort content creator to me, especially on TH-cam. Love you, girly ❤️❤️
You are so strong and so powerful 🩵 rest. Relax. Do what you NEED to make yourself happy and healthy for the time being! Take a break from content on TH-cam if you need. It doesn’t have to be forever (or if you feel it does.. then so be it) your people will follow you to any platform. ✨
Love you beautiful girl! Just do what you can each day. One step at a time, this isn’t the stage in your life to ramp shit up like crazy. Keep doing what you’re doing and sprinkle in as many little day trips, crochet sessions, beach days, drive-in date nights, etc. ❤❤
So glad to see a video from. Just know its okay to take breaks. Depression seems so hard. Glad to see you pull yourself out of it. Baking content I'm loving it.
Hey girl, I’ve dealt with anxiety and depression since Covid and what helped me and my family/friends ALOT is going to a functional(hormone)doctor. I was on anti depressants and many other medications that was prescribed to me. Not knowing it made me way worse. Going to a functional doctor has helped me SO much! I highly recommend going to one cause it has made a tremendous impact on my life and for many others I’ve known. Nothing is worth your mental health! I love ur videos so so much! I truly wish you best.💕
Same changed my life!!
I am so sorry that you are having a tough time right now, but I hope you know that everyone deserves time to find their own groove and feel happy. While I really enjoy your videos, I and everyone else here wants the best for you, and you have to do what’s best for you to heal. Please do not feel guilty for taking breaks that are best for your personal health. We are all here supporting you!
We love Samantha 💕 anything u do is perfect and we love 💕 please keep sharing your journey there are so many of us struggling w depression also thank u 🙏
Forever love you girl. You are loved you are cherished, and you’re worthy of all the good things in your life and many more blessings. Do what you can to find your peace again ❤️
Please don’t leave TH-cam!! ❤ I do want what’s best for you but it’d be so hard to deal with that break up!
Girl you don’t need to make a perfect video. We literally just love you! You could sit there in silence and we are here for it! ❤
Thank you for sharing. Had my first panic attack in months today and it's literally so shocking. You don't always realize your not OK until it's really bad. I hope your sunny day is around the corner. But if it still a ways out that's OK too. Hope you have a wonderful day and the cookies look delicious ❤
I found you on here not long ago and you have given me so much motivation in such a short time. You have to do what’s best for you mentally and physically but I would love if you kept posting to TH-cam it’s one of my favorite times of the week ❤
Don't apologize, you're a real human experiencing real things and it's that real, raw experience that your subscribers love 💖 no need to pretend, no need to overthink, I think the majority of us enjoy you and your videos for your values and genuine personality. I am so happy to see your video today and hope you know you're enough as you are and you are SO loved! Maybe you've already heard it, I think you might like Jelly Roll's new song "I am not OK"💖
sam i love you so much and im so proud of you🫶
I love you Sam! I appreciate you always sharing your struggles! I have been struggling a lot lately at myself. And it's been really helpful to be able to watch. Not only this video, but some of your previous ones. And realize i'm not alone