i was taking care of my sick grandmother, she asked me to stay with her...but i didnt. the next morning i woke up and she had passed. ill never get over the feeling that i made her feel so alone before she left...
I don’t know how u feel bc I have never met my grandparents but here’s something I just wanna say: My uncle was diagnosed with cancer which later spread to his lungs. (Mind u my dad and his brothers are so close). My family was there sitting and reading to him and talking to him when suddenly…. silence. Everyone knew he was gone. Fast forward a week we went to his funeral. To my dear uncle if ur reading this, i love u and will never forget u ♥️
btw sorry if I made that comment sound all about me and my uncles death but I just needed to let that out but I had no one to tell that to so I’m so sorry
0:33 my grandma always told me she'd watch me grow up and go to college. Every time she said that I'd cry because deep down I knew it was a long way away. She passed when I was 11, I'm going to be 16 next month and I still miss her every day. There are many things I regret and can't apologize for; she was my best friend. Edit: im 16 and a half now, and i finally found some pictures of her so i printed those :)
Somewhat similiar to my granny. However, she didn't say that, she simply was a parental figure to me when all the arguements between my single guardian and my siblings happened. She died when i was around 9-10, i miss her. But hey, i'm sure she's watching over you. I don't believe in gods, but i'd rather have the closure of knowing that there's a possibility like that. :) I'm sorry for your loss aswell. And, happy early birthday buddy.
I find myself sobbing so hard some nights knowing that one day my grandma might pass and it’s break me if she passes without me there by her side, I’ll miss her too much. She’s been enduring breast cancer for I think 4 years now and I could only pray for more time for her. Let’s all spend time with our loved ones while we still have them and let’s all stay safe and live on a happy life for them
1:42 if your wondering how her mom found out it’s probably because if you tell the school counselor about suicidal thoughts or hurting yourself they usually warn the parents.
It's a trust violation and I understand why they would think that they should tell the parents but it can feel really bad for the person who was going to the counselor believing it was a safe space
@@pinkittens it's only a breach of trust if you counselor said they wouldn't tell anyone anything. Aside from that, it's common sense that if you're endangering yourself or others, they need to do something about it. Like if a kid went to the counselor and started talking about how people weren't buying drvgs from him as much anymore and he gets reported, that wasnt a breach of trust. It's something they had to do.
Ya that’s why I did but sometimes, like in my case, where my parents half the reason for self harm and suicidal thoughts, only making it worse when they yelled and screamed at me when I got home. It was not pleasant.
My father died 4 years back and I didn’t even get to see him in the hospital at his last moments. He was my whole world. And I was his’. When he was leaving for the hospital I couldn’t even hug him because he was scared I might get sick too. He had to be permitted to a ventilator and I remember my mom told me he was begging them not to. This was the biggest regret of all time, not hugging my father one last time. I was sleeping and was awoken to my mothers screaming.
This audio perfectly describes how it felt when I lost all my pet parrots all in two weeks due to a strange illness because those birds ment the world to me and I really felt my heart break when I came back from work and heard I had lost them I still miss them like hell💔
@@prince_rishav71 I had a cockatiel named Louie or Louis we call him both and my sister had him outside in our front yard and he flew away so we looked for him for so long and I had one of my friends with me and I was not that close with Louie but he was hiding in a bush and I looked at that bush and saw something moving but I did not realize anything about it then my mom looked in the bush and found him and I’m so glad she did because I would have missed him so much and I love him and he is an angel and we have two more birds Dee Dee a parrotlet who is really friendly and penny a cockatoo but I’m so glad we found him
3:00 Reminder virginity is a social construct. You define it how you like and SA most certainly doesn’t count. Think of it like this, if someone takes something of yours, it still belongs to you. It only becomes theirs if you give it to them.
*me after having a panic attack being happy* Friend: hey r u better now Me: *remembers why I had a panic attack in the first place* No no no no no no no
I love my family so much, I am very grateful I haven’t had any of them pass yet, but I know the day will eventually come and until then, I want to make the most of it and never miss a moment to say I love you.
its so weird seeing both ajr and jon bellion blow up suddenly. but in all seriousness my heart goes out to everyone whos using this audio for genuine pain, its hard to get to that point youre willing to post about it.
The sixth grade me one hit me hard bc 6th grade is when my heart got broken I know I was young but I still had feelings right? But now my whole life is revolves around him and I still cry myself to sleep over him to this day ;-;
8:38 is currently my situation right now. My father abused me my entire childhood, abandoned me, and then came back asking for visitation just so he could abuse me more. It has been hell but he is never punished. Please bring awareness to this issue
0:47 proves that men have feelings too. Men's feelings are valid and they do not deserve to be treated disrespectfully. I can see why the majority of society feels that men's feelings shouldn't matter because of the way only SOME men treat women. But still. Not all men are like that.
idk whether I have missed something but I don't think that people invalidating mens feelings and telling them they shouldn't cry has anything to do with the mistreatment of women... it's about toxic masculinity. I don't think I have ever come across someone saying that men can't have feelings because some men treat women badly. the reason is routed in gender roles. People think men should not cry and hide their emotions because otherwise they're weak. but anyways it is really sad to see men suffer and feel like they can't express themselves, hope things get better for toxic masculinity because it so damaging
TW/ This person at least show that he/they are good at showing their emotions even though society has taught men that it’s wrong to express sadness. Also I would like to address the “not all men” comment, again women know it’s not every single man on the earth, but it’s enough men to make every woman scared of the outcome of meeting a man. No one said that mens don’t deserve feelings, but they don’t deserve to feel proud of themselves after making a woman/child uncomfortable, etc. Also if 97%(actually now it’s 99%) of women have been in serious situations with men then it’s not fair for you to say “some men” because it’s clear to people that it’s a lot of men now. I understand that every persons feelings are valid, but there are a lot of men in this world who don’t care about women/children’s feelings. Men don’t need to prove that they have feelings because they obviously do, but because society doesn’t tell women to hide their feelings like they tell men to then there might be less male suicidal rates. I’m so sorry if this is a sensitive topic to anyone reading this.
I had a grandpa but I didn’t really liked staying near him, even tho he was really nice and would always say it was his fault instead of mine. One day, my grandma told me he has cancer and we came to visit him. I thought I might have gotten cancer too so I didn’t visit him, but after he passed away I’ve had and I’m still having the biggest regret of my life. I love you so much grandpa 😭💞
it makes me sad to see everyone struggling in their life with trauma or sa/sh/abuse and all different other forms of struggles. but i promise to anyone out here struggling everything will be fine, trust me, and this might be difficult as it probably doesnt seem like things will get better. but give it time, give yourself time. you will be alright, you will be fine, you are loved, you are perfect, you are pretty, you are handsome. heres another message to anyone with... dead peple that they love: They are looking down at you, they miss you, they love you, they are always. there for you, if you were to look up and wave they would wave back, if you were to cry they are there to comfort you, if you are sad, they hug you, THEY ARE THERE FOR YOU!
my personal pov: First part: Him saying "Why would I ever leave you?" * 3 weeks later * Second part: "I'm leaving you" and to add to that, I found out I'm pregnant. I'm 8 weeks in rn
I'm so sorry for that. I hope you are ok. I respect your décission and I hope you have someone to help you through this. Stay strong. He also most likely was just scared and didn't think he will have such a big responsability so soon. I hope you find someone else, someone good and caring for both you and your future child. Have hope and faith in youreself and your loved ones and în whichever god you believe in if you are religious. Everything will be allright. Don't worry, and stay away from stressful situation. If you cried, wipe those tears and go talk to somebody and get the saddness off off your chest and free your soul from it. Don't be afraid. You are never alone, even if it seems that you are. You will always be loved by somebody. (damn I should tell this to myself to, cause I'm depressed and traumatised by lots of bad events throughout my life. Anyway this is not about me, it's about you. ) stay strong. Be happy. I wish you a good life and future. ❤️
My grandma had cancer and was getting sicker everyday. My whole family knew she would pass within the next few weeks so my mom told me and my brother we could go visit her at the end of the day. My dad comes and shows up at our school around 12 - 1 ish (Mind you he's the manager at his job and doesnt EVER leave until 4:30 - 5:30 and our school ends at 3:30) and we both ask excitedly if we are going to visit our grandma. He says yes and we get into his truck. As were almost there he tells us the bad news... She had passed.
Something almost the same happened to me except she passed at 10:40 am and when I got out of my club at 3 and my mom was already there (I go to an aftercare so she is never there right after) when she doesn't get out from work until 3:30 I knew immediately what happened
i had just lost my great aunt to cancer she had been fighting for years, and i was devastated. two weeks later my cat, Lightning, who had seemed perfectly healthy, had stopped eating and she died. i’d had her since i was 7. she was just 9 and her brother from the same litter was perfectly healthy. this was just two days before christmas, and i had never lost a family member or pet yet, and it all happened at once within a month. on the day of my great aunts funeral, my dad told me that Lightning was probably really sick, and that broke me. it was the worst month of my life.
i texted him saying i didn’t want friends with benefits anymore. i sent a second message that said “so…do you want to be my boyfriend?” it didn’t send… until an hour later… he replied with: “oh i thought you meant you didn’t like me anymore. so i moved on. no no no no no no no no no no no no no the fact that he couldn’t even wait a day made it worse. he asked out another girl. i was at a theater rehearsal and broke down sobbing in the middle of practicing, because i opened my messages.
A few months ago (March) my parents had some very devastating news for me and my younger siblings. I had taken my medicine and after I did, my parents told us that my Uncle passed away. My siblings and I looked at each other and started crying. Me and my younger sister, (we're two years apart. She's 13 and I'll be 15 August 10th) were crying the most. We had made a plan with him a few months before he passed. We planned to go out for lunch with him the next time we saw him but, it's not gonna happen since he's gone. I miss him a lot and I can't stop thinking about him every day/night. Fly high Uncle Matt😔🕊️
2:48 actually it's so relatable cause my friend lost her v-card and we are only 14 she is not understanding that her boyfriend is using her but can't do anything 😔😔😔
My Grannie passed away last month on the 18th after being sick for two years (just under a month after my 12th birthday) I always wish I could re-live all the moments I took for granted with her, I miss her everyday and this song just brings back all the memories. 😢
me seven years ago, being brought into another room alone with my older cousin my future self at 14 (current time) wishing i didn’t go in: no no no no no no no no..
@@whatslyssy I’m glad you’re doing better, take good care of yourself and try to get over bad the bad things that happened, it will feel better moving on. I hope you have a great day and life in the future ^^
It's a terrible thing to do to hurt someone and gain their trust just to ruin it, And act as your friend but we're fake. I've went through this way to many times and kept my feelings bottled up. And told nobody what was happening, It's better to tell someone and ask for help/advice of what to do not bottle it up. It only makes your life worse and your hurting your self, All I can say tell a parent or someone you trust the most and never broke your trust and tell them your situation, again keeping it bottled up only hurts you more, If you went through these type of things please get help from someone... •Rape •Abuse •Taken advantaged of •Mistreated(as in bullied violently) •Called slurs •Attacked violently •Used for your body A lots more I can't think of.. But again please tell someone your trust, it only hurts you more please listen to this comment and tell someone!! Keeping it bottled up won't make it go away.. It's only hurts you more... I hope whoever witnessed or had it happened to them like me....please do what i did and tell someone your situation....please.
@@SandwichMan900 I’m really sorry. I understand, and I love you. Your cat died knowing it was loved. it’s interesting because when I saw this reply, it hit me again, because i remembered how it felt. I only have my dogs with me now and it hurts me every day to know one of thems getting a little old. Just know your best friend is so proud of you right now
My toxic friend: Let's be friends again! Past me:Sure! Current me:No! No No No.. Update:Hey everybody, I appreciate the apologies you have sent me, I've tried to escape them many times..they always tried to guilt trip me back, Saying that they miss me and their life was incomplete without me, And that they couldn't invite me to their birthday when they had room for Riley and Jack.? The max for 10 Riley and Jack added 12..? And then they said they would invite me but I wasn't allowed to talk to Riley..? Only allowed to talk to Jack which I had a crush on for maybe 2 days..? What I felt like is they tried to pull me into situations That I regretted deeply, and then they pulled me into their own discord group chats with random strangers who would tell me to go to hell..? I BLOCKED them all on social media and they never talked to me again.
I hope the best for you, and I hope that you call someone to separate this person forever from your life. Please, thank you for being here, and I love you as always, even if I don’t know you.
A lot of these are father related, which makes me sad because all my life I've loved my father more than everything and I still do. I would absolutely hate everything/one if he ever died. Each time we'd go somewhere together, I'm incredibly happy whenever he asks me that. But cautious about the people around *him.* I'm 13, but I'm like an escape artist, I'm extremely stubborn and can lose my temper a lot, and will do everything to watch over him. I am very protective of his cars and his person. If we were going somewhere and I lose him, I'd be angry all my life. I've spent all my life with him.
I remember a day before my grandma went into a coma she was talking to my mom about Me she said "I hope I can make it to your birthday" She tried but died 4 days before before my birthday while in a coma I was not allowed to hug her when she died till this day I feel soooo guilty because I left her alone on her last days. I still remember the day I was at the hospital looking through her window. I was only 10
My nana passed away two weeks after my 11th birthday. That was when my friends started to not care for me. Then I committed, was sent to the hospital and it is now August and I’m still healing from my wounds. Let’s just say I had a rough month and will never forget my nana’s funeral that I went too and cried because I didn’t want to leave her.
I’m so sorry lovelies for the ones that need help, I just want you to know that you only love once, so enjoy it and you only have one self, so take care of it. There’s only one of you in the history of the existence. Realize how special and precious you are. What a blessing and a gift you are to the world. Stay safe everyone, feel free to vent/rant by replying💐💐
This sound just reminds me of the way I felt after every diagnosis. . . Especially when my family tried to get me to tell them why I was staying up so late. I would get better, and then get another one, and wham. The only time it was put off is because I was distracted by vacation literally that day. When I got back, it went right back into the depression, or whatever it is. It's just a bit of a depressing life when there's no cure for any of it, and the sister disease of one is called the suicide disease.
My grandfather was going for a regular checkup in mid-august. For some reason I never said bye to him. He passed away 4 days later due to COVID. Also on the day he passed my dad and uncle were taking care of him and staying in the hospital. My dad took a break and came to our house to rest for a while. I remember my parents went upstairs to get something and my dad's phone was their. An unknown number called but I ignored. They called again, my gut feeling told me it must be something important so I ran upstairs and gave him his phone. It was the hospital telling us that my grandfather was taking his last breaths. I'll never forgive myself for not picking up the call His funeral was on 29th August also his birthday
I can still hear my mom's voice in my mind sometimes when she got that call I knew something was wrong when I heard say what? she said it in this voice I'd never heard then she kept on saying I don't understand when I looked at her she was crushed she was almost gone~ RIP Auntie
My bestie: hey are you okay Me: yeah why My bestie: did you hear what ur friend did? Me: no My bestie: she got into a fight and will no longer go to this school. Me: *remembers how that friend used to protect me from the bullies* No no no no no no no no no
1:35 reminded me about why I don't go to the school counselor and that's because she called my sister over dramatic on a dhs report and yea even tho my sister has been in tears in her office telling her about what happened
this makes me think of the shit I have been through. Messaging a guy in america when i was 13, my school and parents finding out, as well as my peers.... i stayed in the school but I never went outside again..
my grandpa passed away november 25th, the day before i was telling my siblings we should all call him and talk to him, but we got busy and then we heard the news that he passed away in his sleep. he was 82 (about to turn 83 in february) i have so many regrets about not spending enough time with him and it sucks knowing that he’ll never see me graduate college. he was such a gentle soul, may he rest in peace
Dude, i really felt the "deciding to tell my mom that I woke up to dad touching me" but for me it was a teacher touching me and i was wide awake and i didn't tell my mom but i told two very trusted teachers and i think that was the best decision i have made
Whenever I was younger (8 or 7 years old), my great aunt fell extremely ill and was rushed into the hospital. She was my everything and I grew up with her. Because I was young and couldn’t fully comprehend that something was wrong with my aunt, I thought that everything would turn out okay. It didn’t. My parents refused take me to the hospital to visit her. I kept asking why and they said that it would probably scare me (I’m guessing they thought I’d be freaked out if I saw my relative hooked up with all of these wires), so I never got to see her when she was in the hospital. It wasn’t until my parents told me that my aunt kept seeing little girls and thinking that it was me coming to visit her, when I realized that everything wasn’t okay. It’s been a few years since my great aunt passed. I think about her everyday and how I should’ve been there, but my parents refused. What hurts me the most is that my aunt was probably heartbroken that I wasn’t going to the hospital to visit her. I wish she knew that I wanted to so badly but I just couldn’t. Ever since my aunt passed, I’ve been extremely terrified of losing my friends or family without having a proper goodbye, as I never got to say goodbye to my aunt the way I wanted to. Sorry for venting, I just thought this would be a good place to do so considering that others are doing it as well.
I grew up with severe gaslighting from my dad. I did not even know what that was until this last year, and people don't understand that I have PTSD from his abuse because they only associate it with war. They think I am being overdramatic. That does not mean I dont still have attacks, dreams, or sudden moments I am struck with memories fears and sobs. It was really bad in elementary school when I would go over to his place, he would sometimes lock us in our bedroom basement room without dinner so I would have to not eat during school just to hope I could sneak a bag of small chips into my room just in case. I told my counolor who was a family friend who promised me to use hippa and when I gkt home my mom who knew but I told otherwise because the world was on her shoulders asked me about it. It got worse because she also told my dad what I said. It was the law I went over there with him, me and my siblings. The worst part is I never let myself break through it because I had to play mom at night when they would cry themselves to sleep together. I could not afford that most of the time, and for a while my heart was cold and we were full of fear. If we made even a floorboard crack in his office when he was in their he would snap whatever toy or whatever we had as revenge. He was horrible. The hard thing is he is still somewhat in my life and though I never thought he got us because he loved us it does still hurt because in the rare moments he is not horrible or abusive in one of the three ways, he is what a dad should be. For a long time even now he made me believe no guy could ever respect me, have a crush on me or care about my existence at most. It was not possible. For a long time through that, bullies I called friends who warped my reflection because I was older, my abusive teachers who aend me in a disability center without a disability, and taking care of my grandmother full time, it was a lot to take with other little big things in between. All of that was before covid. I suppose I just wanted to get some things off my chest like speaking to a friend on a bench who is really a stranger on a bench you may never see again, but for that moment you share a breathe where the other knows they are not alone. I hope you feel a little less alone with this, and let me leave with this one thought. The difference between being a hero or a villain in life is the villain wants others to know what the pain was like to they don't suffer alone or loose respect and fight for love they did not receive in the moment they needed it. The hero fights so no one feels that way again as far as it depends on them to stop it. I know kindness because I know what it is to be without it. I know sorrow because I know nights when there was not even the moon. I can forgive because I know the value of being forgiven.
Wow. A lot of these though.....I felt so many of these....I hope everyone can get past each of their bad moments and move on somehow. I'm at a good point now where I can look back and just remember, but even the past and pain remaining from it all....I'm so sorry to anyone who's ever had to know pain in any form. Idc if someone says "that's nothing compared to...m" NO! It may seem small to you, but may be the most major moment in anothers life. Just please be kind
I have these breakdowns where I just cry and think I about my will to live and school and I can't control when I have them I had one in class and I almost couldn't breathe cause I was so overwhelmed but I had a pen and I just drew some little creatures and drank some water I felt better until I had another at the break before lunch (we have a break then we go to lunch then go to class) so I hoped I was just hungry what was happening was that I didn't get good sleep and I was very hungry and dehydrated I went home and screamed in my pillow. I hope you guys are ok or atleast getting better if you aren't recovering I'm so sorry for your and i wish you the best
I will never forget about that one time when I was at my first dance in 6th grade (the year I am in right now) and a boy walked up to me and asked if we could meet in the bathroom when the dance was over. Of course, me being the dumb kid I was that day, agreed and we met there after the dance. He told me to walk in the boys bathroom with him so I did. As soon as we walked in, he ducked down to peek under the stalls to make sure no one was in one. No one was in the bathroom at that time. We walked into a tiny stall and let's just say that thats wher I had my first kiss-
due to lockdown i hadn't seen my grandfather for 2 years and it was 6 in the morning when we got the call saying he was in the hospital i was getting ready for school thinking it was a small thing went and when I came back he was already gone my parents were going to get my grandma and i shud have gone with them maybe I could have seen him just one last time even if i couldn't hug him or tell him i missed him so bad that feeling of regret has been there with me since then
My dad called me and my sister to my parents room one night, and it was while my mom had went to go see her family because my grandpa had mouth cancer I think, and first he asked if me and my sister were done with all of our tests because we had state testing at the time, and we both said yes. And then he told us that our grandpa died the day before and he just wanted to make sure that we were done with all our important school work so that it wouldn’t or academic work and so that we wouldn’t have so much weight on our shoulders. My older sister was sobbing and I was quiet and only let out a single tear. I was heartbroken, my world just came crashing down. My dad hugged us and after a couple minutes, I left. I cried myself to sleep that night, but acted normal at school, like nothing had happened, because that same week, my classmate/ bff’s boyfriend’s dog went missing and he was really sad and my teacher’s mom died. So I said nothing. And the thing was, I don’t know why I was shocked. My mom had left a few days before because my aunt (mom’s brother’s wife) called to tell us that my grandpa went into cardiac arrest, but the doctors were able to get him stable. It was awful.
This decrees when I came home from school and went to drop my back pack off in my room and came out and say my mum on the floor holding my crying cat. I just stood there looking at the cat I grew up with die. It was the reason that I now have an Eating Disorder. I tried to Kms by starving myself. I will never forget it and I will never forgive my dad for staying at work knowing damn well that his cat was sitting there in pain while passing.
9:40 Please help. Idk how to respond to this either because nothing I can think of would help me so can someone please give advice on how to actually answer when someone vents to you?
they say you can die two time one when you stop breathing and when someone says your name for the last time but for someone people its not always in that order.
I had a friend last year that over dosed on Tylenol one weekend and we didn't know until he didn't show up to school that Monday and another friend of ours told us that someone told her he over dosed so we broke down crying in the middle of class and the principal came and took us to the counselor were they called his parents and he had made it and was ok, ive never cried harder in my life it was like I was dying I'm so glad he is ok now tho
i told one person, ONLY one, about my physical abuse and sexual assault trauma and that i did SH. And half my grade at school found out. I lost a bunch of friends this past week and people called me a bitch, and selfish.
I don't care what my relationship is or was with anyone bad, distant whatever. If they said they are fine and they are obviously now, I am getting up abruptly and hugging them. Forget the world and how not normal that is.
I usually talk to my friends when It’s feeling bad again but I’m always scared it will be one of those times where no one seems to care..and when I’m near my old man in the back of my mind I’m screaming at myself to get away as fast as I can’t without making it obvious I’m trying to get away from him
i was taking care of my sick grandmother, she asked me to stay with her...but i didnt. the next morning i woke up and she had passed. ill never get over the feeling that i made her feel so alone before she left...
oh.. I’m so sorry for ur loss. just remember she’s watching over u in a better place where she is safe.
I don’t know how u feel bc I have never met my grandparents but here’s something I just wanna say:
My uncle was diagnosed with cancer which later spread to his lungs. (Mind u my dad and his brothers are so close). My family was there sitting and reading to him and talking to him when suddenly…. silence. Everyone knew he was gone.
Fast forward a week we went to his funeral.
To my dear uncle if ur reading this, i love u and will never forget u ♥️
btw sorry if I made that comment sound all about me and my uncles death but I just needed to let that out but I had no one to tell that to so I’m so sorry
Why didn't you?
No hate
0:33 my grandma always told me she'd watch me grow up and go to college. Every time she said that I'd cry because deep down I knew it was a long way away. She passed when I was 11, I'm going to be 16 next month and I still miss her every day. There are many things I regret and can't apologize for; she was my best friend.
Edit: im 16 and a half now, and i finally found some pictures of her so i printed those :)
Aww-1:Sorry for your loss,2:Happy early birthday
Somewhat similiar to my granny. However, she didn't say that, she simply was a parental figure to me when all the arguements between my single guardian and my siblings happened.
She died when i was around 9-10, i miss her.
But hey, i'm sure she's watching over you. I don't believe in gods, but i'd rather have the closure of knowing that there's a possibility like that. :)
I'm sorry for your loss aswell. And, happy early birthday buddy.
My nan was like “I will be sad to see you grow up” once I think, didn’t even know she had lung cancer…
I find myself sobbing so hard some nights knowing that one day my grandma might pass and it’s break me if she passes without me there by her side, I’ll miss her too much. She’s been enduring breast cancer for I think 4 years now and I could only pray for more time for her. Let’s all spend time with our loved ones while we still have them and let’s all stay safe and live on a happy life for them
@@ivy_velle Your grandma is a champion girl!
1:42 if your wondering how her mom found out it’s probably because if you tell the school counselor about suicidal thoughts or hurting yourself they usually warn the parents.
It's a trust violation and I understand why they would think that they should tell the parents but it can feel really bad for the person who was going to the counselor believing it was a safe space
My experience wasn't suicidal tho
@@pinkittens it's only a breach of trust if you counselor said they wouldn't tell anyone anything. Aside from that, it's common sense that if you're endangering yourself or others, they need to do something about it. Like if a kid went to the counselor and started talking about how people weren't buying drvgs from him as much anymore and he gets reported, that wasnt a breach of trust. It's something they had to do.
@@pinkittens they’re required by law to. But they need to make that more clear.
Ya that’s why I did but sometimes, like in my case, where my parents half the reason for self harm and suicidal thoughts, only making it worse when they yelled and screamed at me when I got home. It was not pleasant.
My father died 4 years back and I didn’t even get to see him in the hospital at his last moments. He was my whole world. And I was his’. When he was leaving for the hospital I couldn’t even hug him because he was scared I might get sick too. He had to be permitted to a ventilator and I remember my mom told me he was begging them not to. This was the biggest regret of all time, not hugging my father one last time.
I was sleeping and was awoken to my mothers screaming.
Holy shit man, I hope your okay, the last moments don’t make it, the journey does, you both had an incredible life together and he will remember that
@@cirmented Thanku sm 🤍
OMG seriously omg im sooo sorry for your loss but you know he’s in a way better place now so don’t worry 😉 ❤️
@@iievelyxnii thanku and yes 🤍
Oh my god I'm so sorry. Was it an infectious disease?
This audio perfectly describes how it felt when I lost all my pet parrots all in two weeks due to a strange illness because those birds ment the world to me and I really felt my heart break when I came back from work and heard I had lost them I still miss them like hell💔
Aww.. bless those birds i hope they are flying around happily in heaven ❤
as a bird owner, I understand you. It's so hella painful tbh. My parrot flew away few months back. I miss her so so much. Fly high lil birdies. 🤍
@@prince_rishav71 aww I'm so sorry to hear about your bird I pray you be able to find her/him again
@@army_birdy11 thankyou so so much
@@prince_rishav71 I had a cockatiel named Louie or Louis we call him both and my sister had him outside in our front yard and he flew away so we looked for him for so long and I had one of my friends with me and I was not that close with Louie but he was hiding in a bush and I looked at that bush and saw something moving but I did not realize anything about it then my mom looked in the bush and found him and I’m so glad she did because I would have missed him so much and I love him and he is an angel and we have two more birds Dee Dee a parrotlet who is really friendly and penny a cockatoo but I’m so glad we found him
The fact its actually low not no makes this so much more better xD but sorry to those who were thinged
This is copied. Delete this.
@@leah8900 relax, the comment is trademarked LMAO
@@lysol5894 😭😭
@@leah8900 what's the magic word?
@几ㄖ乃ㄖᗪㄚ 特に ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)𓆉 Woof woof
3:00 Reminder virginity is a social construct. You define it how you like and SA most certainly doesn’t count.
Think of it like this, if someone takes something of yours, it still belongs to you. It only becomes theirs if you give it to them.
or if they steal it
I mean, I think the main issue is the trauma, not the loss of virginity... Also what's up with the teeth? I didn't get it
*me after having a panic attack being happy*
Friend: hey r u better now
Me: *remembers why I had a panic attack in the first place*
No no no no no no no
This is me. I hope you’re ok
Let’s make one thing clear: if somebody says “I’m just tired.” When they ask if you okay THEY ARE NOT OKAY
Most of these make me lose something inside each time-
why I haven't harshly experienced any of these, and it still hurts.
I haven’t seen my great grandpa in 2 years and last Saturday he died. I could have seen him if it wasn’t for covid. I miss him soo much
I’m so sorry. I know he’s proud of you.
“When I’m dying Im using the rest of my money to buy us a vacation to Hawaii”
-my great grandma
I'm sorry that this is so off topic, your grandma is a sweetheart, but the dog on your pfp is adorable
@@dogdog7883 thank you!!!
2:35 I relate to this so much, people may not understand but it scares me to relive those memories.
I'm sorry, I didn't get it, what happened to her?
This is me literally all the time, it’s what some forms of anxiety feel like
I hope you are ok. I feel like this too.
I understand, you really know it’s getting bad when schools started again and your watching sad video compilations.
I love my family so much, I am very grateful I haven’t had any of them pass yet, but I know the day will eventually come and until then, I want to make the most of it and never miss a moment to say I love you.
Me n my dad had this song on repeat when I was younger
its so weird seeing both ajr and jon bellion blow up suddenly.
but in all seriousness my heart goes out to everyone whos using this audio for genuine pain, its hard to get to that point youre willing to post about it.
8:57
This one struck hard at my heart. I was with my grandma, grandpa, and siblings when we got the call.
I'm confused what call
@@u1trav1olencexx That my father past away
@@Eri_Aizawa_ oh ok I'm sorry for ur loss
@@u1trav1olencexx Its fine
my mother: "i went through your phone, you think you're gay?"
me, already on the verge of a panic attack: *nono no no no*
One time my dad went through my phone while I was playing soccer. He went through my messages and everything.
@@blondi31989 it's so fucking envasive
Can relate :/
The sixth grade me one hit me hard bc 6th grade is when my heart got broken I know I was young but I still had feelings right? But now my whole life is revolves around him and I still cry myself to sleep over him to this day ;-;
8:38 is currently my situation right now. My father abused me my entire childhood, abandoned me, and then came back asking for visitation just so he could abuse me more. It has been hell but he is never punished. Please bring awareness to this issue
0:47 proves that men have feelings too. Men's feelings are valid and they do not deserve to be treated disrespectfully. I can see why the majority of society feels that men's feelings shouldn't matter because of the way only SOME men treat women. But still. Not all men are like that.
idk whether I have missed something but I don't think that people invalidating mens feelings and telling them they shouldn't cry has anything to do with the mistreatment of women... it's about toxic masculinity. I don't think I have ever come across someone saying that men can't have feelings because some men treat women badly. the reason is routed in gender roles. People think men should not cry and hide their emotions because otherwise they're weak. but anyways it is really sad to see men suffer and feel like they can't express themselves, hope things get better for toxic masculinity because it so damaging
@@waffles658 well said! I absolutely agree
TW/ This person at least show that he/they are good at showing their emotions even though society has taught men that it’s wrong to express sadness. Also I would like to address the “not all men” comment, again women know it’s not every single man on the earth, but it’s enough men to make every woman scared of the outcome of meeting a man. No one said that mens don’t deserve feelings, but they don’t deserve to feel proud of themselves after making a woman/child uncomfortable, etc. Also if 97%(actually now it’s 99%) of women have been in serious situations with men then it’s not fair for you to say “some men” because it’s clear to people that it’s a lot of men now. I understand that every persons feelings are valid, but there are a lot of men in this world who don’t care about women/children’s feelings. Men don’t need to prove that they have feelings because they obviously do, but because society doesn’t tell women to hide their feelings like they tell men to then there might be less male suicidal rates. I’m so sorry if this is a sensitive topic to anyone reading this.
@@partnersincrime1991 completely agree
I had a grandpa but I didn’t really liked staying near him, even tho he was really nice and would always say it was his fault instead of mine. One day, my grandma told me he has cancer and we came to visit him. I thought I might have gotten cancer too so I didn’t visit him, but after he passed away I’ve had and I’m still having the biggest regret of my life. I love you so much grandpa 😭💞
it makes me sad to see everyone struggling in their life with trauma or sa/sh/abuse and all different other forms of struggles. but i promise to anyone out here struggling everything will be fine, trust me, and this might be difficult as it probably doesnt seem like things will get better. but give it time, give yourself time. you will be alright, you will be fine, you are loved, you are perfect, you are pretty, you are handsome. heres another message to anyone with... dead peple that they love: They are looking down at you, they miss you, they love you, they are always. there for you, if you were to look up and wave they would wave back, if you were to cry they are there to comfort you, if you are sad, they hug you, THEY ARE THERE FOR YOU!
my personal pov:
First part: Him saying "Why would I ever leave you?"
* 3 weeks later *
Second part: "I'm leaving you" and to add to that, I found out I'm pregnant. I'm 8 weeks in rn
I wish you all the best. You got this🙂🤗
I'm so sorry for that. I hope you are ok. I respect your décission and I hope you have someone to help you through this. Stay strong. He also most likely was just scared and didn't think he will have such a big responsability so soon. I hope you find someone else, someone good and caring for both you and your future child. Have hope and faith in youreself and your loved ones and în whichever god you believe in if you are religious. Everything will be allright. Don't worry, and stay away from stressful situation. If you cried, wipe those tears and go talk to somebody and get the saddness off off your chest and free your soul from it. Don't be afraid. You are never alone, even if it seems that you are. You will always be loved by somebody. (damn I should tell this to myself to, cause I'm depressed and traumatised by lots of bad events throughout my life. Anyway this is not about me, it's about you. ) stay strong. Be happy. I wish you a good life and future. ❤️
you’re doing amazing ❤️ just keep praying
Sending prayers. I hope you're okay.
I'm so sorry idk how to imagine what ur going through😪😪
U are very strong I can tell U GOT THIS!!!!!💕🙌🙌
My grandma had cancer and was getting sicker everyday. My whole family knew she would pass within the next few weeks so my mom told me and my brother we could go visit her at the end of the day. My dad comes and shows up at our school around 12 - 1 ish (Mind you he's the manager at his job and doesnt EVER leave until 4:30 - 5:30 and our school ends at 3:30) and we both ask excitedly if we are going to visit our grandma. He says yes and we get into his truck. As were almost there he tells us the bad news... She had passed.
Something almost the same happened to me except she passed at 10:40 am and when I got out of my club at 3 and my mom was already there (I go to an aftercare so she is never there right after) when she doesn't get out from work until 3:30 I knew immediately what happened
This made me cry 😭
i had just lost my great aunt to cancer she had been fighting for years, and i was devastated. two weeks later my cat, Lightning, who had seemed perfectly healthy, had stopped eating and she died. i’d had her since i was 7. she was just 9 and her brother from the same litter was perfectly healthy. this was just two days before christmas, and i had never lost a family member or pet yet, and it all happened at once within a month. on the day of my great aunts funeral, my dad told me that Lightning was probably really sick, and that broke me. it was the worst month of my life.
i texted him saying i didn’t want friends with benefits anymore. i sent a second message that said “so…do you want to be my boyfriend?”
it didn’t send…
until an hour later…
he replied with: “oh i thought you meant you didn’t like me anymore. so i moved on.
no no no no no no no no no no no no no
the fact that he couldn’t even wait a day made it worse. he asked out another girl. i was at a theater rehearsal and broke down sobbing in the middle of practicing, because i opened my messages.
You deserve better!
A few months ago (March) my parents had some very devastating news for me and my younger siblings. I had taken my medicine and after I did, my parents told us that my Uncle passed away. My siblings and I looked at each other and started crying. Me and my younger sister, (we're two years apart. She's 13 and I'll be 15 August 10th) were crying the most. We had made a plan with him a few months before he passed. We planned to go out for lunch with him the next time we saw him but, it's not gonna happen since he's gone. I miss him a lot and I can't stop thinking about him every day/night. Fly high Uncle Matt😔🕊️
Me in March 2020 about to get together with a "nice boy":
Me now almost a year later: *NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO*
Same fam...same.
Mom: what's wrong?
Me crying about my best friend who had cancer: nothing
mom: That's not gonna work
Nonononono
The one with the cat that has to have a new kidney made me cry
I cried with the third one...
2:48 actually it's so relatable cause my friend lost her v-card and we are only 14 she is not understanding that her boyfriend is using her but can't do anything 😔😔😔
I was confused by this one did her ab*ser cause her missing teeth? If so that's just... beyond words. Diabolical.
My Grannie passed away last month on the 18th after being sick for two years (just under a month after my 12th birthday) I always wish I could re-live all the moments I took for granted with her, I miss her everyday and this song just brings back all the memories. 😢
me seven years ago, being brought into another room alone with my older cousin
my future self at 14 (current time) wishing i didn’t go in: no no no no no no no no..
Oh god, I hope you’re doing better now. I can’t imagine how terrible the situation was
@@someonessouldealer aw thanks, im doing a little better now thank you :)
@@whatslyssy I’m glad you’re doing better, take good care of yourself and try to get over bad the bad things that happened, it will feel better moving on. I hope you have a great day and life in the future ^^
@@someonessouldealer thanks so much! you’re so nice! i hope you have a great day!
Oh my god- we’re same- 😭💔 i wish i didn’t follow him at that time
It's a terrible thing to do to hurt someone and gain their trust just to ruin it, And act as your friend but we're fake. I've went through this way to many times and kept my feelings bottled up. And told nobody what was happening, It's better to tell someone and ask for help/advice of what to do not bottle it up. It only makes your life worse and your hurting your self, All I can say tell a parent or someone you trust the most and never broke your trust and tell them your situation, again keeping it bottled up only hurts you more, If you went through these type of things please get help from someone...
•Rape
•Abuse
•Taken advantaged of
•Mistreated(as in bullied violently)
•Called slurs
•Attacked violently
•Used for your body
A lots more I can't think of..
But again please tell someone your trust, it only hurts you more please listen to this comment and tell someone!!
Keeping it bottled up won't make it go away..
It's only hurts you more...
I hope whoever witnessed or had it happened to them like me....please do what i did and tell someone your situation....please.
“How’re Your rabbits doing?”
“They’re fine.”
“Oh that’s nice”
Them both having died last and this year:
Yeah i still try not to cry
It’s hard bud. It’s hard I’ve been through it but it my my best friend which was my cat. It’s just my cat passed in my arms😢😢😢😭😭😭
@@SandwichMan900 I’m really sorry. I understand, and I love you. Your cat died knowing it was loved. it’s interesting because when I saw this reply, it hit me again, because i remembered how it felt. I only have my dogs with me now and it hurts me every day to know one of thems getting a little old. Just know your best friend is so proud of you right now
5:56 why do the pet ones always get me😭😭😭
00:34 same! My grandparents always make jokes about it but when ever it's brought up I feel like crying 😭I love them so much!💜
My toxic friend: Let's be friends again!
Past me:Sure!
Current me:No! No No No..
Update:Hey everybody, I appreciate the apologies you have sent me, I've tried to escape them many times..they always tried to guilt trip me back, Saying that they miss me and their life was incomplete without me, And that they couldn't invite me to their birthday when they had room for Riley and Jack.? The max for 10 Riley and Jack added 12..? And then they said they would invite me but I wasn't allowed to talk to Riley..? Only allowed to talk to Jack which I had a crush on for maybe 2 days..? What I felt like is they tried to pull me into situations That I regretted deeply, and then they pulled me into their own discord group chats with random strangers who would tell me to go to hell..? I BLOCKED them all on social media and they never talked to me again.
I am so sorry, I’m currently in this situation and I know how it feels.
Same
Me thinking Im finally safe because *he* moved to another state.
*he texts me asking if I’m alone and where I am*
Me: *no no no no no no no no no*
Be safe
I hope the best for you, and I hope that you call someone to separate this person forever from your life.
Please, thank you for being here, and I love you as always, even if I don’t know you.
I truly hope you this person can get lost.
@@111-q7f I hope they do honestly..
LOL
A lot of these are father related, which makes me sad because all my life I've loved my father more than everything and I still do. I would absolutely hate everything/one if he ever died. Each time we'd go somewhere together, I'm incredibly happy whenever he asks me that. But cautious about the people around *him.* I'm 13, but I'm like an escape artist, I'm extremely stubborn and can lose my temper a lot, and will do everything to watch over him. I am very protective of his cars and his person. If we were going somewhere and I lose him, I'd be angry all my life. I've spent all my life with him.
I remember a day before my grandma went into a coma she was talking to my mom about Me she said "I hope I can make it to your birthday"
She tried but died 4 days before before my birthday while in a coma I was not allowed to hug her when she died till this day I feel soooo guilty because I left her alone on her last days. I still remember the day I was at the hospital looking through her window. I was only 10
1:35 most relatable one yet, happened to me on monday
My nana passed away two weeks after my 11th birthday. That was when my friends started to not care for me. Then I committed, was sent to the hospital and it is now August and I’m still healing from my wounds. Let’s just say I had a rough month and will never forget my nana’s funeral that I went too and cried because I didn’t want to leave her.
1:34
This is too relatable, but it’s when they say “I’m concerned about you wearing long sleeves in hot weather.“
The message one reminded me of the time when I was about to sleep and got a message from a friend that our mutual had died after committing suicide
sooooooo i love this song
THEN GO LISTEN TO IT ON LOOP DONT GO OVER HERE AND COMMENT ON A VIDEO OF PEOPLE EXPLAINING THEIR LONG TIME TRAUMA!!!!!!!!!
I’m so sorry lovelies for the ones that need help, I just want you to know that you only love once, so enjoy it and you only have one self, so take care of it.
There’s only one of you in the history of the existence. Realize how special and precious you are. What a blessing and a gift you are to the world. Stay safe everyone, feel free to vent/rant by replying💐💐
0:35 My grandma died recently I miss her more than anything, I hate hearing these words from any of my grandparents now
Me: **Gets THE message**
Me: no no no no no no no no-
Me, yesterday: **Gets it again from another person**
Me: nonononononononono not again- F**K-
what’s the message 😭
Sewer slide note
Sewer slide note
It's a s#cide note basically saying good bye
I do not recommend watching this during a mental breakdown
Too late along with like a bunch more just like it...I've spent hours crying from these
This sound just reminds me of the way I felt after every diagnosis. . .
Especially when my family tried to get me to tell them why I was staying up so late. I would get better, and then get another one, and wham. The only time it was put off is because I was distracted by vacation literally that day. When I got back, it went right back into the depression, or whatever it is. It's just a bit of a depressing life when there's no cure for any of it, and the sister disease of one is called the suicide disease.
My grandfather was going for a regular checkup in mid-august. For some reason I never said bye to him. He passed away 4 days later due to COVID. Also on the day he passed my dad and uncle were taking care of him and staying in the hospital. My dad took a break and came to our house to rest for a while. I remember my parents went upstairs to get something and my dad's phone was their. An unknown number called but I ignored. They called again, my gut feeling told me it must be something important so I ran upstairs and gave him his phone.
It was the hospital telling us that my grandfather was taking his last breaths.
I'll never forgive myself for not picking up the call
His funeral was on 29th August also his birthday
You didn't know, its not your fault
I can still hear my mom's voice in my mind sometimes when she got that call I knew something was wrong when I heard say what? she said it in this voice I'd never heard then she kept on saying I don't understand when I looked at her she was crushed she was almost gone~ RIP Auntie
*--Kindly donates my cats kidney-*-
ty for the heart!
My bestie: hey are you okay
Me: yeah why
My bestie: did you hear what ur friend did?
Me: no
My bestie: she got into a fight and will no longer go to this school.
Me: *remembers how that friend used to protect me from the bullies*
No no no no no no no no no
stop the cat one-
im sobbing now.
1:35 reminded me about why I don't go to the school counselor and that's because she called my sister over dramatic on a dhs report and yea even tho my sister has been in tears in her office telling her about what happened
Why it’s so addicting tho
this makes me think of the shit I have been through. Messaging a guy in america when i was 13, my school and parents finding out, as well as my peers.... i stayed in the school but I never went outside again..
me: **walks in from school**
my mom: **tells me to do my homework before even saying hi**
me: **ok.. 😔**
I feel so bad for theses people :(
"Tell a trusted adult" LMFAOOOO THEY MADE IT WORSE BAHAHAHAHAH 😔
1:15 i feel like is the exact reason why you don't ask about people having kids-
This reminds me on how my cat can’t live forever, especially because of her weight.
what I look like while i see my dad:😁😆😄
Whats going on in my head: its fine its fine its fine
😥😭😱🤞
my grandpa passed away november 25th, the day before i was telling my siblings we should all call him and talk to him, but we got busy and then we heard the news that he passed away in his sleep. he was 82 (about to turn 83 in february) i have so many regrets about not spending enough time with him and it sucks knowing that he’ll never see me graduate college. he was such a gentle soul, may he rest in peace
Dude, i really felt the "deciding to tell my mom that I woke up to dad touching me" but for me it was a teacher touching me and i was wide awake and i didn't tell my mom but i told two very trusted teachers and i think that was the best decision i have made
Whenever I was younger (8 or 7 years old), my great aunt fell extremely ill and was rushed into the hospital. She was my everything and I grew up with her. Because I was young and couldn’t fully comprehend that something was wrong with my aunt, I thought that everything would turn out okay. It didn’t.
My parents refused take me to the hospital to visit her. I kept asking why and they said that it would probably scare me (I’m guessing they thought I’d be freaked out if I saw my relative hooked up with all of these wires), so I never got to see her when she was in the hospital. It wasn’t until my parents told me that my aunt kept seeing little girls and thinking that it was me coming to visit her, when I realized that everything wasn’t okay.
It’s been a few years since my great aunt passed. I think about her everyday and how I should’ve been there, but my parents refused. What hurts me the most is that my aunt was probably heartbroken that I wasn’t going to the hospital to visit her. I wish she knew that I wanted to so badly but I just couldn’t. Ever since my aunt passed, I’ve been extremely terrified of losing my friends or family without having a proper goodbye, as I never got to say goodbye to my aunt the way I wanted to.
Sorry for venting, I just thought this would be a good place to do so considering that others are doing it as well.
I grew up with severe gaslighting from my dad. I did not even know what that was until this last year, and people don't understand that I have PTSD from his abuse because they only associate it with war. They think I am being overdramatic. That does not mean I dont still have attacks, dreams, or sudden moments I am struck with memories fears and sobs. It was really bad in elementary school when I would go over to his place, he would sometimes lock us in our bedroom basement room without dinner so I would have to not eat during school just to hope I could sneak a bag of small chips into my room just in case. I told my counolor who was a family friend who promised me to use hippa and when I gkt home my mom who knew but I told otherwise because the world was on her shoulders asked me about it. It got worse because she also told my dad what I said. It was the law I went over there with him, me and my siblings. The worst part is I never let myself break through it because I had to play mom at night when they would cry themselves to sleep together. I could not afford that most of the time, and for a while my heart was cold and we were full of fear. If we made even a floorboard crack in his office when he was in their he would snap whatever toy or whatever we had as revenge. He was horrible. The hard thing is he is still somewhat in my life and though I never thought he got us because he loved us it does still hurt because in the rare moments he is not horrible or abusive in one of the three ways, he is what a dad should be. For a long time even now he made me believe no guy could ever respect me, have a crush on me or care about my existence at most. It was not possible. For a long time through that, bullies I called friends who warped my reflection because I was older, my abusive teachers who aend me in a disability center without a disability, and taking care of my grandmother full time, it was a lot to take with other little big things in between. All of that was before covid. I suppose I just wanted to get some things off my chest like speaking to a friend on a bench who is really a stranger on a bench you may never see again, but for that moment you share a breathe where the other knows they are not alone. I hope you feel a little less alone with this, and let me leave with this one thought. The difference between being a hero or a villain in life is the villain wants others to know what the pain was like to they don't suffer alone or loose respect and fight for love they did not receive in the moment they needed it. The hero fights so no one feels that way again as far as it depends on them to stop it. I know kindness because I know what it is to be without it. I know sorrow because I know nights when there was not even the moon. I can forgive because I know the value of being forgiven.
0:22 ok i get like overthinking but bruh
Well we don’t know if the photo was like t h a t or not-
@@zsztqr oh ya true true
@@duckies669 I’m not trying to be mean or anything I’m just saying maybe he could’ve rlly been cheating on her-
@@zsztqr its fine and ya i get it now
no… the cat without the kidney made me cry so hard i can’t 😭 i wanna help
Mom: “you don’t have anxiety/social anxiety, it’s just a phase”
Me:
One time I said too much to the counsellor… I had a police escort home.
Wow. A lot of these though.....I felt so many of these....I hope everyone can get past each of their bad moments and move on somehow. I'm at a good point now where I can look back and just remember, but even the past and pain remaining from it all....I'm so sorry to anyone who's ever had to know pain in any form. Idc if someone says "that's nothing compared to...m" NO! It may seem small to you, but may be the most major moment in anothers life. Just please be kind
when my bestest friend starts saying the exact same things that my ex bestfriend would say
me: No no no no no no no no
I have these breakdowns where I just cry and think I about my will to live and school and I can't control when I have them I had one in class and I almost couldn't breathe cause I was so overwhelmed but I had a pen and I just drew some little creatures and drank some water I felt better until I had another at the break before lunch (we have a break then we go to lunch then go to class) so I hoped I was just hungry what was happening was that I didn't get good sleep and I was very hungry and dehydrated
I went home and screamed in my pillow. I hope you guys are ok or atleast getting better if you aren't recovering I'm so sorry for your and i wish you the best
I’m so happy they included the furry one 🥺 thank you
The one with the dino mask? She assaulted her brother-
@@irantalot2974 oh I didn’t know that ;-;
@@irantalot2974 oh I didn’t know that ;-;
@@TwinklingAurora Yeh its really shitty
@@irantalot2974 i didn't understand it . What is a furry?
I will never forget about that one time when I was at my first dance in 6th grade (the year I am in right now) and a boy walked up to me and asked if we could meet in the bathroom when the dance was over. Of course, me being the dumb kid I was that day, agreed and we met there after the dance. He told me to walk in the boys bathroom with him so I did. As soon as we walked in, he ducked down to peek under the stalls to make sure no one was in one. No one was in the bathroom at that time. We walked into a tiny stall and let's just say that thats wher I had my first kiss-
I had a bsf named amika..
She left my school and i never saw her again..
I didnt even get to saw good bye
And this song sums it up perfectly
due to lockdown i hadn't seen my grandfather for 2 years and it was 6 in the morning when we got the call saying he was in the hospital i was getting ready for school thinking it was a small thing went and when I came back he was already gone my parents were going to get my grandma and i shud have gone with them maybe I could have seen him just one last time even if i couldn't hug him or tell him i missed him so bad that feeling of regret has been there with me since then
Recuerdo que mi bisabuela siempre decía que yo la iba a llevar a pasear, que me iba a ver graduarme y todo eso... La extraño :(
this is so nice
Tyy
"Heaven gained another angel."
A year later...
"She is gone. She is gone."
No no no no no no no no no no-
1:51 TESTS RESULTS 😭😭😭
My dad called me and my sister to my parents room one night, and it was while my mom had went to go see her family because my grandpa had mouth cancer I think, and first he asked if me and my sister were done with all of our tests because we had state testing at the time, and we both said yes. And then he told us that our grandpa died the day before and he just wanted to make sure that we were done with all our important school work so that it wouldn’t or academic work and so that we wouldn’t have so much weight on our shoulders. My older sister was sobbing and I was quiet and only let out a single tear. I was heartbroken, my world just came crashing down. My dad hugged us and after a couple minutes, I left. I cried myself to sleep that night, but acted normal at school, like nothing had happened, because that same week, my classmate/ bff’s boyfriend’s dog went missing and he was really sad and my teacher’s mom died. So I said nothing. And the thing was, I don’t know why I was shocked. My mom had left a few days before because my aunt (mom’s brother’s wife) called to tell us that my grandpa went into cardiac arrest, but the doctors were able to get him stable. It was awful.
4:16 this one.. so true..
I feel horrible for the woman who couldn’t get pregnant 😔😢
This decrees when I came home from school and went to drop my back pack off in my room and came out and say my mum on the floor holding my crying cat. I just stood there looking at the cat I grew up with die. It was the reason that I now have an Eating Disorder. I tried to Kms by starving myself. I will never forget it and I will never forgive my dad for staying at work knowing damn well that his cat was sitting there in pain while passing.
Perfect audio to describe how 8-year-old me felt after finding out that my mom wasn't coming back from Texas, and that she had finally abandoned me
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Please help. Idk how to respond to this either because nothing I can think of would help me so can someone please give advice on how to actually answer when someone vents to you?
they say you can die two time one when you stop breathing and when someone says your name for the last time but for someone people its not always in that order.
I had a friend last year that over dosed on Tylenol one weekend and we didn't know until he didn't show up to school that Monday and another friend of ours told us that someone told her he over dosed so we broke down crying in the middle of class and the principal came and took us to the counselor were they called his parents and he had made it and was ok, ive never cried harder in my life it was like I was dying I'm so glad he is ok now tho
i told one person, ONLY one, about my physical abuse and sexual assault trauma and that i did SH. And half my grade at school found out. I lost a bunch of friends this past week and people called me a bitch, and selfish.
2:55 that actually scared me 😭 i was not expecting that ending
I don't care what my relationship is or was with anyone bad, distant whatever. If they said they are fine and they are obviously now, I am getting up abruptly and hugging them. Forget the world and how not normal that is.
I usually talk to my friends when It’s feeling bad again but I’m always scared it will be one of those times where no one seems to care..and when I’m near my old man in the back of my mind I’m screaming at myself to get away as fast as I can’t without making it obvious I’m trying to get away from him