I am falling apart
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 5 ก.ค. 2024
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00:00 - 01:58 Miniature l
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12:40 - 14:58 Miniature ll
14:59 - 18:35 Smyrneiko Minore
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The last song actually has Greek lyrics. If you translate its lyrics, it perfectly captured the feeling of falling apart.
(EDIT: Adding the lyrics here to show what I meant)
Lyrics:
Αν μ' αγαπά κι είν' όνειρο
ποτέ να μην ξυπνήσω
Μες στη γλυκιά τη χαραυγή
Θε μου ας ξεψυχήσω
Translation:
If he loves me and it is a dream,
may I never awaken;
with the sweet dawn,
my God, may my soul leave my body/may as well lose my soul.
“If he loves me and it is a dream
May I never awaken with the sweet dawn,
My god, may soul leave my body/May as we’ll lose my soul”
@@eatme2487 yes? That's what I put in my comment. Why did you type it again?
what are you talking about? its music not lyrics
@@Imps_ASMR the music also have another version with singer in it (the original). I just pointed out how its lyrics in the original song also represent the feeling of falling apart, which is the main theme of this video. The original song: th-cam.com/video/bfTd4z7uvyA/w-d-xo.html
Waking up caring about everything just to realise nothing really even matters anymore...
Fall into place, dont fall apart. There always a shelter inside a moving heart
holding
@@bungabegonia1383 It does matter though it seems hopeless. Dont let world get you down and wherever it end up, stay sweet ♥ dont let you change.
@@bungabegonia1383 you are the essence and time dont mean anything.
@@suesmith9665 Thank you so much ^_^
what's the difference lmao (no but actually tho, I don't know what that means)
the feeling this song gives me is inexplicable. I feel a void, a nostalgia of my childhood, a loneliness
I love your playlists because they actually have what im feeling, not like the others that just have regular "sad songs".
If I hear any of those songs in the middle of the night, I run and cry of fear
Is it just me or does this song feel cold? Not that it gives me chills, it just feels like an empty cold room
I didn’t search for this video, it found me when I was at my lowest. Thank you.
It’s unbelievable sense of comfort when u feel like ur being understood from music pieces
Thank you so much for making these I’m grateful that I feel a sense of comfort and peace because of you…. Bless you
Пока все погружены в джингл белс, я погружён в это. Как выйти из подобного состояния, я не знаю, осенью это чувство заполонило душу и не отпускает по сей день . . . .
It will let up during short moments, try to hold onto them. The genuine laugh you had with a friend or the time you got all giddy inside because of something you love doing, keep those moments in your mind. Find professional help if you want to or can, if not, reach out to a loved one. Don't try beating this alone, someone is there for you
@@timetraveller1233 there is no one left nearby with whom I would like to share it, and there is no way to turn to professionals, so we live in anticipation
@@DobriyVoron that's a bad situation, I sincerely hope you get out of it eventually. Untill then, hold out, you can do it
@@timetraveller1233 thanks
А ведь это продолжается уже 4 года
This one hit the feels. Made me tear up. Made me feel as if I was stuck in a dark void longing for something without realizing that it was all, but for nothing.
sometimes you have to feel like you are falling apart so you can finally fit back together
These songs can make u look at a perfectly good day and still think that’s the calm before the storm waiting for disaster to finally strike
Because that's what it is. Just like every cloud has a silver lining, there's always the calm before the storm
@@valkyrie0018 true
Falling apart is almost like being a jigsaw puzzle that was almost finished, then someone came along and threw the whole thing on the floor.
после смерти близкого человека я не нахожу в себе сил вернуться к прежней себе
Я очень вас понимаю. В одну неделю потеряла обоих родителей...
Когда человек теряет дорогого его сердцу человека, он уже не вернется к тому, что было раньше. Пожалуйста, будь сильным ради тех, кто умер и был дорог твоему сердцу. 😢🤍
@@user-gj6kk1pf1wЯ тебя тоже понимаю, я только что потерял отца и брата одновременно, будь в порядке и не будь слабой для них, они будут в порядке, если ты в порядке 😢🤍
scary but comforting 💫
And I swear to God I will do a vinyl version and enjoy this for the rest of my life
@@friendradish7866 I`m really going to do this, but I need to buy vinyl player first ))
I'll be waiting for this
There's a great soulfulness in each of the tunes, it just can't be conveyed! Each of them conveys so much meaning, each person can see their own picture in their head to these tunes, it makes you think about something, it's great!!!
I've cried until I was physically sick to this, its got some sort of vibe that slows my heartbeat
I dont know how to explain it with words.Some say this is a scary music but I disagree.I find myself and feel relaxed while listening to this , it is as if this music extends my comfort zone for a couple of minutes.Thank you for this upload
It makes me feel understood. My brain all scrambled but this unravels it.
I feel the same way with this to. it actually helps me reflect on my past makes me really think about life.
The song that one would hear when all hope has gone, and no one knows what to do to stop.
I find myself constantly coming back to this playlist. I feel like I won’t EVER be able to move on from it
quando escuto isso em meio a madrugada, eu me sinto nas nuvem.. apenas tomando os ventos dos céus... me sinto como eu realmente queria estar..
Очень волшебно, спасибо! Мне надо было успокоится перед сном..🌸♡
I really love these type of songs for no particular reason, they give me inspiration to draw for some odd reason lol
Crazy how my ex fiancé's grandma(whom i still love and cherish) died as I was listening to this.
What a world.
Долго думал. Плакал.
пизд.....пока все радостно встречают этот ебаный год, я в своей комнате в
слезах молю Бога чтобы этот год был хоть чуточку лучше.
I hear you man. I hope so too. 🙏
Я так тебя понимаю...
Lhe entendo
Надеюсь у вас будет хорошо! я уверена, что вы справитесь, главно не вешать нос
Coming across this channel and playlist is one of the best and happiest accidents I’ve experienced in a while. Thank you for sharing these wonderful pieces of music
Я переживаю не самый приятный период жизни, это время длится уже наверно как год. Мне очень сложно и я порой думаю, а не преувеличиваю ли я? И честно сказать нет, да у меня есть приятные моменты, веселье и общение с людьми моего возраста,с похожими интересами как у меня. Но я вам скажу так я всегда делаю из себя клоуна,мне так противно что я не могу попросить о помощи. Я бы хотела чтобы чкловек сказал давай я тебя выслушаю и я выскажусь скажу все что накипело за этот год.
Ребята которые переживают что то сложное, неприятное просто знайте - вы прекрасны саморазвивайтесь, делайте безумные вещи, показывайте себя настоящего. Будьте искренними сами с собой, вы должны любить каждую частичку вашей личности и тела. Не будьте теми людьми, которые не цмеют ставить свои интересы выше, расставлять границы в общении.
Проще говоря - это наверное мои слова мне будущей. Я надеюсь что через год или даже два я изменю жизнь в лучшую сторону и я буду счастливой.
Блять так сложно однако в жизни...
out of this world
maybe in a different time, a different world, or a new era we can't control. but no matter how many times i rewrote the story, i'd always fall in love with you. no one has ever treated me so lovingly, yet left my heart to ache silently. but i cant help but be so fearful, yet i knew of the end of how we would be. curtains upon endless fabric can assume to leave him be, but the soldier will rise for the sake he must. given by the love of his only soul. but left again, and again, so young yet so old. he'll find it someday. but the land that stretches upon the kings domain, to the silent glass falling into a river, yet to be discovered by the writer of the two. memoir to the two, not yet to die but fallen far too low to live again. 6 feet never felt so deep, until the day the write wrote the end to them. carelessly wandering through a memory into the next, to the next again to find how everything was just one piece, with different routes. but lately he felt nothing, no sympathy for his comrades, he used to drink together. now he sits alone consuming a glass of glasses from the river written by the author. he'll walk again someday, but not for long. he'll fall back into places he shouldn't be. but it's too far down to live, but too far up to die. he'll seek a different path again, but the king he served will forever be forgotten once more into another route he wrote. the love he had was not the king but yet to find his own domain of landscapes he sought through time, but he'll never forget of what occurred. yet not to be seen by the creator of his own domain. sake he must live to find peace, but time is wasted yet more he sought. His eyes were painted in the dull color of how he sees the landscape. king he served, shortly passed, 6 feet under again, another one. justification for what he sough for light in the bliss. but none seen nor sought of the eradication of what he lived through. none to compare, nor yet justify the sentence of the passes king. the end of a river, nowhere near as big as he thought, he sought an ocean, but found yet another lake. and the soldier marches forward to the sentence sent by the passes through, sought of what he lived on for, sought of what he imagined would be the end of his journey. but never the less, never thoroughness leave his glassful eyes, and the upstream was wrong, the latitude streamed like the water of the lake, whom never laid out on his sight.
Прослушав первую мелодию, я представила себе такую картину: Я нахожусь на крыше перед самым рассветом города. Сижу, покуривая сигарету смотря вдалеке на восходящее солнце. И посылаю к чёрту все проблемы! Которые успели мне надоесть. В общем этот плейлист успел засесть у меня в голове. И мне нравится это. Спасибо автору за подборку песней!
I try, and try, and try, and fucking try. Nothing gets better. How the hell am I supposed to carry on if nothing ever changes. I put so much effort in trying to cope with everything and get nothing but hatred from others out of it. I’m done. I can’t anymore.
I have nothing but failure. What is the definition of success, what do I need to achieve and what do I want as a result? It is such an inextricable situation... Maybe I have the wrong approach. Still, we should try.
feels like this when u realise everyone thinks your weird and you are alone feeling nothing anymore while tears roll down your eyes.
this playlist describes exactly how i felt after i realised that me and my ex will never have any good memories ever again. that it was all gone. forever
Glad to hear that u came to that conclusion fast man 🙏
There's no tears in my eyes anymore.. Why the hell i am still crying??? 🥲🥲
this song litteraly make me cry at school. in front people when they talking. I fell alone and nobody wants me
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
This music makes me remember what I have, and what I've lost, who I've lost and who left. Honestly when I listen to this all I think about is who I lost it breaks my heart, there's a piece of me missing and I can't find the piece to fit that void, that hole. It'll just stay there for god knows how long, he meant so much to me.
Une seule rose pour une personne vivante est plus belle qu'un bouquet entier sur une alouette🖤
при прослушивании в мой голове появились образы тайны морской низины. такой темной, страшной и неизведанной со своими опасными и пугающими обитателями...
This reminds me of most of my life feeling like your mostly misunderstood because of adhd of other things, feeling like you have nothing to relate to, always feeling lonely even though your with others people who you loves you…. But yet you still feel lonely… wanting to hug someone and call them ur own and to finally feel like you belong somewhere or that you mean something to someone… and that you’re not just floating in some endless void….. that’s what I get from this
This music speaks.
The feeling of scared, tired, disappointed. Like you can’t go anymore, your exhausted. But also it’s almost like you found peace in yourself, you have found your inner childhood. You have finally made it home not a house full of strangers.
I’ve always wanted to listen to music with my full heart. Understand music, feel the music.
The feeling the music gives me is, you are in a forest in cloudy day, like you got lost. You have finally find a road you go with that road but once again your back where you are. When you decided to cross the forest, you have fell and now your only choice is to accept your death. But your not scared, almost relieved you don’t have to go through it. Your finally happy that you can’t get scared. Everything is cold, freezing, and now warm. Slowly you close your eyes, and take one last breath of relief and disbelief of how it’s so peaceful. Finally, peace. No more struggle.
You did all you can, l can’t understand your pain, even if a friend said they will be there together, after all you are on your own. Don’t do that to yourself, you are human with feelings you know that you have that in yourself more than anyone. Don’t loose hope, please. Your not ‘just’ existing. You aren’t taking up space. You are here for a reason. You must feel numb, empty, sad. Most of all, tired. Take your time, we are waiting for your comeback.
The More I stare at the painting it feels like it's moving
you did a really good job making this playlist, it threw me into an all out emotional breakdown, thats something not a lot of playlist makers can do
Ur pfp is sad bart
Your playlists are amazing :3
what a strange feeling, its like im melting.
may roosevelt is severely underrated, ive been listening to her songs for around 3-4 years now and theyre majestic
this music really captures pure agony and loneliness
Listening to the tune makes me think of the village I used to spend my summer holidays in as a child, when the trees seemed bigger and the colours were more vibrant. Ten years later I visited the village again, some of the residents have died of old age, some houses have been abandoned, only the house I lived in seems to be still standing. I am afraid to imagine what will happen in another 10-20 years. Whether this place will even exist.
Life swings like a pendulum backward and forward between pain and ennui. After man had transformed all pains and torments into the conception of hell, there remained nothing for heaven except ennui.
Yeah but I mean... there are also puppies 🐕
музыка так описывает эту тоску и безвыходность что я чувствую, скоро экзамены, я не знаю какую специальность брать и чего я хочу от жизни. Хочется закрыться в комнате и сидеть там, ждать. Но ждать чего? Я не знаю.
your playlists are masterpiece...
Thanks for sharing your art with us. Honestly, this specific video brought up feelings that I had kept very deep. It's perfect for listening in the middle of the night, when you're thinking about everything and can't sleep.
great playlist as always
No one knows me, so i guess i can say it, i need some help, but not from stangers, from people i love, it just seem impossible to talk about what’s wrong you know. I feel like I’m slow, unlovable, that in my relationship I’m the problem because of how the ones I’ve got ended.
I could not go to art school because of money, even tho i was accepted twice, while all my friends are in it. I’m happy for them but i also think it's unfair, and i feel bad to feel this way because it’s not their fault (still loving them, it’s just me, i am not mad at them or something like that). I also feel like a “drama queen” when i talk about thoses things, it’s just.. I’m feeling lonely, it’s 1st January since 2hours uk.. I miss a lot of people that are now out of my life (especially "her", a lot), i miss some that are still here, and idk how to express it because I’ve past the last few month isolated from almost everyone.
Hey, uk what, it is what it is.
Could be worse, happy new year 2023.
Thank you if you read until that line
Remenber that you’re stronger than you think ❤️ (sorry if I’ve made english mistake)
I may be a stranger... but I'm sorry you didn't get to go 😔 I hope someday it results in a greater good for you ❤ even though its hard right now.
I understand what you feel, i also can't study where i want 'cause i don't have money. It hurts so much.
@@the.seagull.35 Thank you ❤
I hope you're alright
🙏
@@sandriiam9357 we are not going to give up alright ?
If the doors stay closed we'll try to enter by the windows !
I hope you'll feel better ❤🙏
@@toonbou7254 That's a great attitude to have 🤜🤛 don't give up on your dreams. God gave you those gifts and that passion for a reason... he's not finished with you yet ❤ keep going!
This channel is so comforting..
this is truely beautiful but heart breaking at the same time, i could write and do so many things with this music its really beautiful. you chose these songs perfectly and i feel happy when music actually understands me and this understood me so much
everything you post is just so perfect
we must not give in to giving up or falling apart, we must stay focused brahs.
Wow, this music completely brought every emotion to the surface.
Maravilloso, gracias por subirlas.
это слишком прекрасно... спасибо вам за это видео!!!
Wow. This is truly a sad playlist it's what sad sounds like. You'd normally think "oh well sad is just YK music with piano" but, no sad is much more than a melody with a low piano. Even tho it's creepy this is truly how it sounds.
Thank you for uploading videos. I want a longer video.
nice mix . i have massage for my teen brother and sisters i mean its melanchony and its sad music but the suicide and finish the life is not about that if 1 person did it there is no meaning to type never give up or smth he or she will react to all when he/she dont have any other move . (the last sentence have 2 meaning its about which perspective you are looking at ) the life is a chance and we all will die i prefer to dont spoil it with early death but i dont know if the early death is spoiling or not and also maybe the death complete the life and also maybe the death have some meaning for you but the heaven make you think about its finish and after this you will have good life or you will reancarne but the reality there is you can just injured after attempt it also maybe there is no life after dead.i mean think too much who you are and learn about who is you and what is your problem and for motivation i reccomend you the men who make a sensation in history.
true
This seems so nice the sound makes me feel like for me it feels like lm on top of a mountain with grass that are as soft as pillows
I’m not breathing air, I am breathing music
erm actually you are breathing air because you cant physically breath music
@@noahclifford2465 lmao
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@@GIGACHAD-dk7zs oh yeah, why would he? 🥲
memoir makes me cry uncontrollably idk why
i was listening to this, blocking out all the outside noise, whilst standing on the edge of a common car park roof on new years eve. i shouldn't be here right now. i don't even know why my presence still exists to this day.
Like a dying light in a dying world
Incredible. I don't often felt what I felt in listening to this playlist. Is this playlist your own? The creator of these musics found something unique. Thank you ♥️
The second one fit perfectly with dark souls, i played the game with that song and it was something special
No i am not crying
I feel like im dying when im listen it :(
Even when falling apart, you fall to a new beginning. When we were all once born from stardust, floating around in the empty void of space, waiting to be formed again.
not sure what kind of music this is but everytime i find videos with them i fall in love i need to find the genre
не привязывайся к людям..
рано или поздно человек может умереть или просто уйти.
А какой смысл тогда ваще жить? Ну а чё, всё равно ж умрём.
Wonderful
thank you
it's scratching my brain where it needs to be scratched
A house. .. A house that once full of sweet memories of a family of four..Is now empty and abandoned of life. ..A house that once leaved.
i love this :(
I don’t want to die, I just want to go away until I’m ready to come back
true despair
😢😢
está muy lindo, gracias
I have to admit that I may enjoy these dark feelings. To have emotions is somehow just a pleasure.
Dive into the depths of darkness, searching for the hidden light🖤
7/2/23 aveces la vida me sonríe ,aveces me da la espalda , hay dias donde me levanto con toda la actitud y hay dias donde simplemente no puedo , a mi edad hay cosas q no supero cosas q nadie sabe problemas q no me dejan dormir , tengo una vida muy triste desde mi infancia , no jugué, no disfrute , la mitad de mi niñes la pase en hogares ajenos , mi madre casi no esta en casa ni mi hermano , yo solo , contra el mundo , a los 10 años mi corazon estaba destrozado y no habia nadie , nadie a quien le contara mis problemas no habia quien me abrasara o quien me consolara en esos momentos ,se podría decir q estaba ahi pero no estaba , y me sigue pasando lo mismo estoy pero no estoy mi presencia es notable pero mis pensamientos no , recuerdo todo lo q vi , lo q vivi , y lo q oí. No nadie sabe ,nadie pregunta , mi mente esta en constante depresión q oculto , no lloro , no me deprimo , al contrario siempre se me ve feliz pero no estoy bien solo miro a un punto fijo de cualquier habitación y me pierdo totalmente , he estado en constantes problemas mi familia se desintegra lentamente mama por un lado mi hermano por otro papa por otro y yo en mi mundo sin nada q pensar sin nada q decir asi es mi vida es maravillosa la vida pero fui de los q les toco vivirla de diferente modo
My series of disappointments in the people closest to me, the self-loathing that was imposed on me, led me to live in my own fantasies, only occasionally climbing out of my shell and being horrified by the ugliness that was going on around me. Reality doesn't seem so real to me-it's flat and empty, and people who used to seem full of life to me are now indifferent and cold. Im getting help, and I hope that one day I will be able to get out of this state.
Omg that’s so sick and dark 🫠
love you.
Don't even know what this is but I like it
The last one though 🖤
Remind me when king David play his instrument to king Saul. It calmed him down. I believe king Saul was a pyschopath
я устала
Yes
Ghost be like:💀
eh foda sabe mas temos que seguir... nao sei se irei termina meu trajeto
Vais mano... vamos todos
La destruction a déjà commencé...
Whoever created this channel, im in love with u
it hurts