My grandma is struggling with dementia as we speak, and it's been rough ever since my grandpa died last August. Her episodes have gotten worst and worst, and this song reminds me of the moments I had with her growing up. The good and the bad, the time I spend on road trips with her and grandpa. I know she's not getting better, I know what I should do and it's a struggle to see her as who she was rather than how she is now. This song hits me hard, especially with the memories I have of her. I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you for this song, for reminding me I'm not the only one, Mark and Livingston. #TeamWitt
@@_jla619_ try to be there regardless of what's going on. I know its hard but it'll change you in the long run. Might give you sense of the world we live in. I live with my 92 year old grandma. I've been alone 27 year old male and I practically raise us both through hell and isolation. I don't own a car I'm in debt. I have no way of transportation I lost 4 jobs so far. And it's hard when I walk everywhere to get groceries take the bus to my nanas appointments. It's hard.. but I'm a better man cause of it. Doing odd jobs to pay for my rent. I'm hanging on. But I'll never give up. Keep yourself strong. And know one day things will rain but there's always a rainbow after... sunny days after darkness rains.
Man I lost my grandma in February, this just hits so hard because she raised me while healthy and then Alzheimer hit her. She would forget things minutes after they happened, she would rarely remember me and I started becoming distant for my own stupidity as I felt sad over making new memories only I would remember. But then she passed away and I couldn't bring myself to cry, although I cared so much I couldn't put in thoughts or words the frustration I felt. That is until today when I heard this, this is what I felt. The family falling apart after the funeral, how my memories of her were mostly the ones after her illness started to hit, as if I didn't give enough importance to the other memories growing up to remember them now. She was the one ill and I'm the one not remembering half of the time I spent with her. How it just frustrates me to not have done more for her and for myself, thinking its pointless to show I'm grateful if she doesn't remember what she did to deserve my kindness. Seeing her condition deteriorate, thinking how alone she must've felt and not doing enough, accepting that she's unable to memorize and just letting it be. Then start to notice changes in every little thing, her trying out 4 different names trying to guess mine then pretending she knew from the start. When we had to move her to a retirement house and she kept saying she wanted to go home as that was the only thing she wasn't able to forget, that she had a home to return to. How i left her alone and kept doubting if being there would change anything. The complicated situation, living in a different country as life went on while keeping her in the back of my mind hoping the day would never come until it did. Spending the last day angry and watch as fights erupted among the family afterwards while I tried to pick up the pieces like she would always do, and yet being so confused to understand the sadness and anger I felt were towards myself. I wish I knew she would forget things earlier on to put my heart into every moment with her, and I regret not having been able to look past my discomfort and spending more time with her in her last years where she was confused and alone. This song just helped me understand this frustration i felt, and i could finally cry for her. Thank you Mark. I hope she is at peace now, and i hope you can be there for your loved ones. Me who failed at being a grandson, will at least try to become as good of a grandparent as she was
No, thank you for everything! We love your music. It's the only thing that has saved me from the edge time and time again. Can't wait to hear about your tour! #TEAMWITT
Witt, thank you I know you said not to do that but truthfully and honestly your music is more than just music. For most of us it's therapy and what keeps us going. So thank you for having the ability to share your story and pour your heart into songs. It affects most of us is some ways you do know, in others you. To everyone else reading this, there's hope and stay strong #TEAMWITT
11 years sober! Witt Lowry brother please come back. The music industry, the world and the people need your music. Your lyrics are phenomenal. Insane how incredibly talented you are. Depression hurts witt believe me I know. Light that spark brother 🙏
Mark, Your music has been a huge part of my life. I have struggled with my mental health and addiction greatly, and your lyrics are my outlet for expressing myself. I first discovered your music when my Spotify was going through recommended songs after my playlist had ended. I won’t go into detail, but I had made the decision to give up on life right then and there. Kindest Regards then came on, and I stopped what I was doing. “I'm here to guide you, give me your hands, tell me your thoughts and your dreams and your plans…” Those lyrics right there made me feel less alone. Those were the words I needed to hear. And in that moment, I decided I wasn’t done living. In the ambulance ride to the hospital, I had the EMTs play Kindest Regards. I remember when I was 14, lying awake at night in rehab, repeating Silicone Kingdom and Kindest Regards in my head over and over again. I would write down your lyrics from memory in my notebook and highlight the lines that resonated with me the most. Your music has impacted me so much over the last couple of years, and helped me get through some really tough times. Listening to your lyrics helps me express my own feelings, and helps me feel emotions, something I was bottling up before. Just when I think I’m done fighting, I remember that “the darkest nights make the brightest stars”, and I get back up again. My dream is to attend one of your concerts, and thank you in person. I’m so excited that you are continuing to release new music, and I hope you will go on tour soon! Thank you, Mark. UPDATE: I was able to attend the San Francisco concert and meet Mark during the meet and greet. One of the most amazing nights of my life!
So gald you got through this experience 🙏. His songs are very life changing. If it means anything I am here for you if you would like to talk more just let me know.
My condolences..so sorry for your loss, and same with you too @ptrekboxbreaks5198, my apologies for your losses as well..I just hope they're happy wherever they are now...♥thanks for sharing you guys♥
I lost my grandfather 2 hours after this song premiered. He was the only father figure in my life growing up. I hadn't seen him in a few years because of the distance. But I will forever miss him and make him proud. Thank you Mark for releasing this song, you and Dan do more than you will ever realize. #TEAMWITT
What can I say….I’m just an addict who can hold down a 60hr work week. Feel dead inside….one more and I might hit the floor but my body aches if I don’t. Love my kids and my wife but I don’t care too much for myself. So much hurt and love ones lost….and I didn’t have many loved ones to lose to truly lose to God. My story…..it’s going
Aint nothing to be worried about my guy, you always create and mold some of the most beautiful art the industry has to offer. Witt and NF been 2 of the truest and most pure artists the world has given us and I'm beyond thankful for you putting in so much time and effort to share this amazing artwork with us. Still have yet to catch a concert but you bet your ass I'll be there when the time comes. Thanks again Witt, one of the truest.
This hit so hard. I’ll never be able to describe to way your music allows me to feel emotions which I often even try to keep hidden. #TEAMWITT forever.
The human experience is so rough. We are here with family and we never realize how fast we age and how fast time goes. I can relate to this. Your words are powerful. Don’t give up on your dream because someone needs to hear you❤️
@@manywayz2be I’m sorry for that. I am praying that you are putting people in your life that you can call family and people that you can count on. You are climbing that mountain of life. You got this🙏❤️🏋️
@@CarrieKolonich i have a lil sis with the same trust issues as me. And literally people I can count that don't take all my fingers to count. But yes. I'm going to be fine.thanks a lot. Tbh. How I was when I was little compared to now. But I've grown out of that state of mind. Now I'm just depressed about what's coming. That huge wave headed for me. We all got this. Glad I'm not crying this morning. Lol. Have a good day. My ass is going to zone out to some music.
Witt Jesus is calling you bro. You are gifted with such beautiful talent. You're blessed with the mind full of wisdom and knowledge. God made you to be a strong soldier for his kingdom which is why hes putting you through so many battles, and it may seem the battle is lost... remember Jesus always wins bro. If you havent turn to Jesus and give your life to him bro he is waiting to use you to reach millions of people the way you have been for years. God bless you Witt.
"If You Don't Like Your Story Write Your Own" has straight up been on repeat since drop.. thank you SO much for your music, and wisdom. I do in fact relate so much that it hurts sometimes.
I lost my mom suddenly 4 years ago. Your music helped me get thru the pandemic and now your music comes full circle as I am adjusting to life without her
My grandfather died of dementia when I was 13. It’s almost been 9 years and this song was unbelievably relatable. Of course it’s different when it’s your own parent going through it, but nonetheless relatable. My parents got divorced this last year so your songs have helped a lot. Thanks for all that you do Witt. This is one of your best.
Recently lost my great grandmother, I was really close to her. Thank you for putting the words in my mouth to describe my pain and longing to see her again. Beautiful song 🔥
This really gave me goosebumps the entire song/message. My grandma has been in and out of the hospital all year and she doesn’t think she’ll make it through the winter.. to hear you talking about someone being the glue to the family hit me hard, because so far this year with my grandma, my family has been falling apart so much.. thank you Witt for this and everything you’ve done for me these past 6-7 years.
My mom has dementia. I left for a few years took moments for granted and came back to a different person. This disease is truly sinister. This song really hit me. Thank you Mark. I relate to you and your pain man. Nothing matches it.
I lost my dad to dimensia two years ago and I still miss him every single day, I love this song and the stories you tell. thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. ❤ keep doing what you do.
Witt, there are very few songs that move me to tears, but this is one of them. My friend and I have a running joke that something awful is going to happen in our lives when either you or NF release an album or song. Well, it was my turn when this song aired. When I first listened to this song, and when it first came out, I was leaving my grandparents house in a state that is about 11 hours away from my home. We knew that my grandfather wasn't long for this world. I had spent the two weeks that life allowed me to with him. He had a head injury on top of the health problems that he was already experiencing and I suppressed the emotions I was feeling inside due to the fact that I was surrounded by my aunts and cousins. I grieved in private until it was my final night that I had to spend with my grandfather. There were times of clarity where he recognized his grandchildren and there were times where he thought we were his nurses due to the fact that we were the main ones who were taking care of him. The last night that I was able to spend with him tore me open inside. I remember telling him that I was thankful for him teaching us grandsons how to be good men and after that I cried in my mother's arms, who was going through the experience of losing a father, saying that I just wish that he could be present during my wedding and see my future children grow up. This song hits home on so many levels that I can't begin to thank you for. It has helped me come to terms with the passing of my grandfather and like you said, he will be a hero in my home.
Beutiful song Mark! I can’t get through this song without crying my eyes out. Your music have been there for me already over 8 years in my darkest times when I felt like I had nothing else there to help me. And I want to thank you for being such a great artist. I once in a while go through your old songs and cry going through all the memories you helped me through. So sorry to hear what’s happening to your mom. I wish all the best for you Mark.
"A shell of what I used to be in my youth" this hits different. I suffer from PTSD and melacholic depression, I cant even remember the last day I was happy and the person I was before doesnt seem familiar anymore like I never had a life before my bitterness.
LYRICS: [Chorus: Livingston] Even if you don't, I still remember it all You were my shelter from the rain when it falls I would call, but never came I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace And for all I hope for blame Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face [Verse 1: Witt Lowry] First things first, I know this letter might be long overdue Just wanna tell you it's been hard for me to tackle the truth And watchin' you become a shell of who I knew in my youth You were the glue that kept the family from splittin' in two Hate what you have to go through, I bet you feel so alone You were my shelter back when everything was messy at home When no one else was there, I knew you'd always answer your phone Now when they ask you who I am, it hurts, you might not know, damn Guess I remember for us both Remember when we saw those whales and you threw up on the boat Remember spendin' days at family, those are days I miss the most Remember how you cracked a smile when I told you that I wrote And then you told me you believed in me and my dream chasing It's back when I'd record on a USB in the basement And now I'm here helpless and honestly fuckin' hate it I know you hate when I swear, but I don't know how else to say it I remember all the stories you told me 'bout me and Gran I know you still remember her laugh, the touch of her hands They try to say you can't, don't think anyone understands She's a part of who you are like you're a part of who I am And damn, when Dad and Gran looked down I wonder if it makes 'em sad where the fam's at now And when I stand up on stage where the music is loud I look out, I swear, I see the faces out in the crowd What hurts the most is that you're here, but haven't seen you in years But not because of lack of tryin', I want that to be clear The situation's way more complicated than it appears And when I think about it all, it always brings me to tears I fear as your memory fades That dementia makes its way through every inch of your brain You'll forget about me and all the memories made I'm not okay, I guess what I'm tryin' to say is [Chorus: Livingston] Even if you don't, I still remember it all You were my shelter from the rain when it fall I would call, but never came I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace And for all I hope for blame Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face [Verse 2: Witt Lowry] Just know it kills me to feel like I let you down When all I really ever wanted was to make you proud I miss all of the stories and the wisdom that would spill out of your mouth Now when we have a conversation, you can barely make a sound Everything's so different now, I have this hole in my heart When you moved and Dad passed, the whole fam fell apart Now havin' neither of you here has been so terribly hard The truth is y'all were the light when my thoughts got dark I heard you had a birthday and I missed it I look around the room and not a single relative's here on Christmas Sometimes I feel the distance is lead to us actin' distant Nothin' is the same, things changed in an instant Now, I should prolly call Always say "I will," but I always drop the ball Damn, you see, the truth is I'm a coward tryna stall the inevitable In fact, when they all call, there'd be nothin', you were callin' And I'm appalled that this is how this all played out A beautiful mind that we just have to watch fade out See, you're the one who taught me how to make a home out of a house And that happiness is found when you live in the right now Not the future, I'll pass, just want my grandfather back Woulda hung on to the moments if I knew they wouldn't last Just know I'm grateful now for every single second we had They said you'll never see a show or ever get to see me rap And that's that, fuck, sick of feelin' stuck Sick of feelin' like everybody is givin' up Sick of always feelin' like I'll never be enough 'Cause I tried to wear your shoes, but I could never fill 'em up I never know a world where I'm able to let you go Even though I know to let go of the things that I can't control It's sad you'll never see me with a family of my own But know that when that day comes, you'll be a hero in our home, so You might also like Kindest Regards Witt Lowry Rich Flex Drake & 21 Savage Circo Loco Drake & 21 Savage [Chorus: Livingston] Even if you don't, I still remember it all You were my shelter from the rain when it fall I would call, but never came I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace And for all I hope for blame [Outro: Livingston] I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget
When I listen to this I think so heavily of my Papa George. Lost him seven years ago to a stroke that came out of nowhere. He had 28 years of sobriety when he passed and at that time it was the first time I was sober in my life. So I was able to be somewhat present. I could mourn but also share joyful memories with family. Now when I look back at in him I know he instilled a lot of my positive character traits in me because he was present. As a reminder of what impact he had on me I have his 8 year medallion sitting next to my 1 year medallion. Even though I miss him the weight on my chest gets lighter everyday. And he will always be there in spirit.
I’ve never heard anything more real in my life. My grandmother is currently going dementia and she calls every night while I’m at work crying cause my mother left her at a nursing home and hearing her cry because she doesn’t understand kills me. She’s in Oregon where I grew up at and I’m all the way in Ohio with my kid and she only got to meet my little boy once. Thank you for this crazy awesome song, it hit straight home for me. Please ,never stop what your doing Witt.
Dad passed from ALS I discovered your music at the right time. I needed to hear someone be as angry as I felt but behind a melody. Your authenticity is one of the most beautifully rare things I've ever heard. I appreciate you sharing it with the rest of us. Truly
This was the deepest chapter yet ❤️🥺 Sometimes I'on know where witt is takin' music to, turning them into art, into stories now this feels like a movie 🔥 This is something I've never seen in the music industry, It's amazing ❤️ #TeamWitt
Its the second chorus that hits me, when you finally have the full picture, and those heavy words from Livingston roll round again. The pain in it all, the rawness, it's unreal. What an incredible art form the both of these artists have mastered. And also, sending love. Must have been insanely hard to write lyrics around such a dark topic. Respect.
Witt you have impacted my life in so many ways. I witnessed my parent's split my dad becoming a alcoholic again and you're music has even got me through living on my aunts couch.
My dear Witt, I listen to all your songs. This one I love and it gave me chills. Witt Lowry you have talent. Stay true to yourself. Much love your mom's BFF!
To think I went from a struggling high school kid just getting by listening to your music to becoming a dad in less then a month time flies and I don’t think I could have made it through this all without you Witt thank you for being a part of my life even if you didn’t know it ❤
Ava, Livingston, and so many others... Witt knows how to have the best featured artists for each song. Perfect song for both of you to mesh together. So amazing #TEAMWITT
About 6 years ago my best friend showed me Silicone Kingdom. Then her and I would listen to every song off of Kindest Regards, even downloading the TH-cam exclusive songs just to put them on our playlists. Dreaming with our eyes open was constantly bumping any time we got in the car, then came Lately, Better for Me, Last Letter, In My Arms, Piece of Mind 4, Hurt, Oxygin, Reaper, and so many more. Your stories created years of memories and helped build the most important bond of my life. My best friend took her life a year and a half ago, I know if she were here this would be another song we cry hearing and then learn every word to. Instead I hope she's listening along from beyond. Thank you Mark, for every word, every memory, every emotion, they mean the world to me.
My mama was diagnosed with cancer in November 2014, by May 2015 she was gone. I watched her go from the strong woman I knew, to a shell of who she was. She forgot who I was in her last days. I was the one taking care of her, she lived with me before her diagnosis. We spent our last year together every day. After she passed our family fell apart. Most of us don't talk anymore. She will never see how much I've grown. I beat a drug addiction that i acquired after she passed. I'm now about to be an addiction recovery specialist. I'll never forget when she found out I write. She was my biggest fan, supporter, and best friend. And now there is a hole that has been there for 7 and a half years. UPDATE: I got my certification, and I am about to start at an outpatient treatment center.
The only artist in the world who can make me cry and heal all at the same time in a song. Every song. Since day one. I couldn’t live without you and your music! Your stories, the vulnerability. My biggest goal is to meet you one day! #TeamWitt
My grandfather just got diagnosed with dementia and it’s getting worse so fast and I can’t even bring myself around during these holidays because I just can’t see him like that. You always manage to drop a song relating to my exact story the exact momenti need it, it’s insane.
I look after dementia patients in a residential home and I promise you, your in more pain than your loved one! It's gut wrenching to watch a family member deteriorate but keep visiting, memories are still made that you'll never regret making!! Hope your OK ❤️
I SEE THE PAIN U'VE BEEN THROUGH BROTHA and its beautiful i see the savior WE HAVE IN US ALL keep reaching for the stars no matter HOW HIGH YOU MAKE IT
This is literally one of your best ones. It's from your heart, it's raw. You can literally hear and feel that pain you are in. Honestly, head up solider and keep shinning like t' diamond you are!
Witt, Don't stop! You're the GOAT and have been for 6+ years. I love you man, and your music has helped thousands upon thousands. Keep writing, and keep pushing! We are all here to support you. Much love!
I'm crying so hard. In the best way. I can't thank you enough for your music. Kindest regards will always be my absolute favorite. That song literally saved me more than anyone can ever understand. This one hit just as hard. THANK YOU ❤️
Miscarried at 7 weeks 3 days. It’s the grieving in silence that killed me. Your music helps me address the pain and not suffer in silence. Thank you for turning something scary into something beautiful.
Awe Christina, Miscarriage is a horrible thing to go through. I don’t know of the personal trauma that comes from it, but i know that when people suffer immense loss on such a scale music can often help guide us to a sense of hope. I hope you recover from your loss and find a way to move forward. ❤
The darkest nights make the brightest stars. You helped me through depression Witt. Hurts me to see you struggling and I can't help you like you helped me! I just wanna say I love you and please don't give up. Please come to Brisbane Australia 🇦🇺🤍
This song made me think of my uncle who passed in 2007. Was my best friend in the family, and still wish he was here to see who I am today. It hurts so damn bad, and I am forever scarred from losing him so abruptly. But it's music like this that makes me heal a little more. Thank you Witt, I appreciate the music you make and how it makes me feel.
Ive lost my grandmother 2 weeks ago. When i was a kid i was every vacation there. When i had a day off from school i'd go there. 2 years ago i was forced to leave my home where i was staying at that moment with my mom. It was due to some agression my parents had. From that moment i havent seen my grandmother. On one night i got a phone call from my mom saying that if i ever wanna see her again i had to rush to the hospital. When i got there. My grandmother told me it was okay. She never had a bad idea or anything about it. She told me not to cry because i turned out a "big boy" ... for some reason this song reminds me of her. I still feel the pain. And i cant handle the thoughts that i left her alone for 2 years straight.... I love you Mark. And also your music. Thanks for doing this for us
Your music has helped me through life. I've had a hard misfortune life. I've lost my dad to cancer. My family is just falling apart. And I've tried so hard to fix my family. It just doesn't stay together.. I've been bullied throughout life, from friends, strangers, and family. And your music just hits home for me. This new song is awesome. I love it. Keep up the amazing work 🤗
Lost grandma last year to dementia.. its extremely rough, and she was the most important person to me. Thank you for this song, Witt. All of your songs hit home and im thankful for them.
Oh my god! Witt Lowry! Livingston! How genius of you two to mix together on a painful beat! Your Voices are so different but blend so beautifully! ❤️ Amazing! Outta this world! ❤️ And I'm truly sorry for the pain 🥺
Impossível não te amar e não amar as tuas músicas, você as canta e as compõe com emoção, com vida e consegue transmitir tudo o que esta passando na letra, sentimos o que você sente e muitas das vezes nos identificamos com você, com sua letra. Nunca mude sua essência você é simplesmente incrível ❤️
For 7 years, your lyrics have never missed, for me anyways. Thank you thank you thank you. It’s a relief to understand and be understood without words.
Witt you’re the goat, straight up the most relatable rapper I’ve listened to. You speak from the heart and your words always ring true in my experience. Also, ignore the haters. They just want to bring you down to their same level of lowness because they see that you’re doing better than them and it makes them envious and spiteful. Keep doing what you’re doing! Love you!
I have this on repeat 4 or 5 times a day, my gran had dementia for 15 years.. watching her go from a strong and family proud woman to someone bed bound and unable to speak.. saying it was so hard is an understatement. Knowing how my mum suffered everyday to to see her balance work and her home life. it killed my heart seeing both struggle so much, but this song... brings back the good memories too, times we would gather and have an awesome time!. we lost her this year, its been hard... so much harder for my mum, she thinks nobody see's it but I do, This song really hits home, you make some amazing music mark there's no doubt in that but this song is a masterpiece to me, I can't imagine the pain you went through and I hope you are getting the help you deserve. We all fight invisible battles... People like you who make music like this, may make us cry, but it also makes us remember the good we experienced with our families, Thanks. Sincerely.
Ok, so i knew of Witty because he changed my life and helped me grow as a person, pushing me through the toughest times. Recently i had another big issue come up, and i stumbled upon my boy Liv, here we are... fate combined you both, fire. Love you guys. Actually. No cap.
Lost my mom back in February and I'll be darned if your last few lines didn't cut to the core: "I never know a world where I'm able to let you go Even though I know to let go of the things that I can't control It's sad you'll never see me with a family of my own But know that when that day comes, you'll be a hero in our home" I'm sure you've read it countless times Mark; but the darkest nights really do make the brightest stars. Even when we're at our lowest, and we feel things can't fall apart any more than they have, there IS hope. There IS a light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for everything you do. Thank you for being a voice for the voiceless. Thank you for being the love in our hearts we all know that we have, we just need to find. #TEAMWITT for life.
This is how I feel getting older and realising my parents won't be around forever. I can seriously cry about it.. I don't know what I would do without them, they are my only friends..
Hey brother, other's say it will be okay but other's don't know how much life hurts. Thanks Witt. You've kept me here for more then 10 years now... Love you brother.
I just started listening you today my man… listened to sik world, gremlin, NF and many others for a while and had you recommended to me on several occasions… and damn yo! I was seriously missing out! You’ve got some serious talent, you should be proud of what you’ve done! There’s not many out there who can be so real, and still sound so good!
6 years 4 months sober to the day. Couldn't stop the cycle my daughter caught murder charge. Her appeal lost today! Everything I read in the newspaper is triggering me I can taste the drugs ITS FUCKING SAD. I am broke trying so hard. The system failed me when I tried to correct her. They hired the same attorney that failed me correcting her. Now she got a # at 16 & me @ 37..Pray for the youngest of my 6 kid's she is lost and I want to help but I can't keep it together I can't tell her her sister is gone for 15 to life😭😭😭
All of your songs tell your stories. All of your songs helped me make mine. There’ll be a day when I’ll be able to look at the eyes in the mirror and tell him it‘ll be fine, but until then, I’m going to keep trusting you to help me back up and get the will that I can’t find.
It was pinned to share your story so forgive me if I sound like I'm just complaining. I'm 26, still a young buck. I have an amazing boy... I dont get to see him anymore. I feel like now I hurt everyone I love with my anger there to much to go into. I always felt like the war I'd face would be guns an blood. I was always ready for that. Never realized the hardest fight would be the one in my head. at times I swear I feel the hurt of the world when I see others in pain occasionally I'll break down in sorrow. Anyone going thru a hard time I've shed a tear for you an immediately after, a prayer. I dont want to see anyone suffer or feel like there being rejected by the world. As an individual This is your world.
I can’t begin to explain what this song along with so much of your music means to me, my grand pa is dying and has horrid dementia that’s really grasped his mind this year. Even if he doesn’t remember me I will remember every moment. Witt you do more than you know…. Thank you from someone who you’ve saved with only words in a song
[Chorus: Livingston] Even if you don't, I still remember it all You were my shelter from the rain when it falls I would call, but never came I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace And for all I hope for blame Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face [Verse 1: Witt Lowry] First things first, I know this letter might be long overdue Just wanna tell you it's been hard for me to tackle the truth And watchin' you become a shell of who I knew in my youth You were the glue that kept the family from splittin' in two Hate what you have to go through, I bet you feel so alone You were my shelter back when everything was messy at home When no one else was there, I knew you'd always answer your phone Now when they ask you who I am, it hurts, you might not know, damn Guess I remember for us both Remember when we saw those whales and you threw up on the boat Remember spendin' days at family, those are days I miss the most Remember how you cracked a smile when I told you that I wrote And then you told me you believed in me and my dream chasing It's back when I'd record on a USB in the basement And now I'm here helpless and honestly fuckin' hate it I know you hate when I swear, but I don't know how else to say it I remember all the stories you told me 'bout me and Gran I know you still remember her laugh, the touch of her hands They try to say you can't, don't think anyone understands She's a part of who you are like you're a part of who I am And damn, when Dad and Gran looked down I wonder if it makes 'em sad where the fam's at now And when I stand up on stage where the music is loud I look out, I swear, I see the faces out in the crowd What hurts the most is that you're here, but haven't seen you in years But not because of lack of tryin', I want that to be clear The situation's way more complicated than it appears And when I think about it all, it always brings me to tears I fear as your memory fades That dementia makes its way through every inch of your brain You'll forget about me and all the memories made I'm not okay, I guess what I'm tryin' to say is [Chorus: Livingston] Even if you don't, I still remember it all You were my shelter from the rain when it fall I would call, but never came I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace And for all I hope for blame Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face [Verse 2: Witt Lowry] Just know it kills me to feel like I let you down When all I really ever wanted was to make you proud I miss all of the stories and the wisdom that would spill out of your mouth Now when we have a conversation, you can barely make a sound Everything's so different now, I have this hole in my heart When you moved and Dad passed, the whole fam fell apart Now havin' neither of you here has been so terribly hard The truth is y'all were the light when my thoughts got dark I heard you had a birthday and I missed it I look around the room and not a single relative's here on Christmas Sometimes I feel the distance is lead to us actin' distant Nothin' is the same, things changed in an instant Now, I should prolly call Always say "I will," but I always drop the ball Damn, you see, the truth is I'm a coward tryna stall the inevitable In fact, when they all call, there'd be nothin', you were callin' And I'm appalled that this is how this all played out A beautiful mind that we just have to watch fade out See, you're the one who taught me how to make a home out of a house And that happiness is found when you live in the right now Not the future, I'll pass, just want my grandfather back Woulda hung on to the moments if I knew they wouldn't last Just know I'm grateful now for every single second we had They said you'll never see a show or ever get to see me rap And that's that, fuck, sick of feelin' stuck Sick of feelin' like everybody is givin' up Sick of always feelin' like I'll never be enough 'Cause I tried to wear your shoes, but I could never fill 'em up I never know a world where I'm able to let you go Even though I know to let go of the things that I can't control It's sad you'll never see me with a family of my own But know that when that day comes, you'll be a hero in our home, so [Chorus: Livingston] Even if you don't, I still remember it all You were my shelter from the rain when it fall I would call, but never came I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace And for all I hope for blame [Outro: Livingston] I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget
Too see Witt come so far from when I started listening to him many years ago is just absolutely AMAZING!! Seriously one of my favorite inspirational artists.
On a real, witt Lowry's music has seen me, and is currently seeing me through some of the darkest times of my life. I honestly think your music is keeping me grounded. Your existence is a blessing. Thank you.
I lost my grandmother to dementia. They raised me I was there for everything I lived with them till I was 18 and moved back in when I was like 21. The last 10 years of my grandma life was the hardest thing I've went through. I didn't really understand or know like I do now. Fly high grandma ❤️♥️
I'm sitting here balling my eyes out on the side of the road. My mom has a certain gene that will lead either to ALS or FTD (dementia). Oh how I hope it's not dementia... I've already had three family members die from the gene. I'm only 21 and my sisters are 16 and 17. The part where I just completely broke down was about how she'll never see me with a family of my own. She'll likely die before I'm 30. She taught me everything. She is the core of our family and always has been. She got me to therapy, to the hospital, and got me medication. She taught me that I could literally do anything. I just showed her some of your new album today and she said I should try writing a rap lol. I love her so much and she's my core... I can't imagine how I'll survive without her. I want to listen again but I'm supposed to be at work right now
Witt, man you truly have a gift. This song, Reaper, and Last Letter go above and beyond rap. You have the ability to hit such tough issues with powerful verses.
as a mother of sons who suffers with mental health i want to thankyou for writing this song its encouraged me to put the dope down and focus on my health for my sons and daughters i am at risk of this illness and i do not want to go through it or even worse have my kids watch me go through it. ask your mum questions that dont require memory you can still communicate with her that way she might be a different person every day but thats ok she just needs to feel safe and lovedwhen shes around you. if my son wrote this song and i had this condition i would be greatful thankful and proud your mum raised a real man respect to you there is no destination in life keep moving i believe in you
Please share your story in the comments if you are able to relate to this song in some way.
My grandma is struggling with dementia as we speak, and it's been rough ever since my grandpa died last August. Her episodes have gotten worst and worst, and this song reminds me of the moments I had with her growing up. The good and the bad, the time I spend on road trips with her and grandpa.
I know she's not getting better, I know what I should do and it's a struggle to see her as who she was rather than how she is now. This song hits me hard, especially with the memories I have of her. I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you for this song, for reminding me I'm not the only one, Mark and Livingston. #TeamWitt
@@_jla619_ try to be there regardless of what's going on. I know its hard but it'll change you in the long run. Might give you sense of the world we live in. I live with my 92 year old grandma. I've been alone 27 year old male and I practically raise us both through hell and isolation. I don't own a car I'm in debt. I have no way of transportation I lost 4 jobs so far. And it's hard when I walk everywhere to get groceries take the bus to my nanas appointments. It's hard.. but I'm a better man cause of it. Doing odd jobs to pay for my rent. I'm hanging on. But I'll never give up. Keep yourself strong. And know one day things will rain but there's always a rainbow after... sunny days after darkness rains.
Man I lost my grandma in February, this just hits so hard because she raised me while healthy and then Alzheimer hit her. She would forget things minutes after they happened, she would rarely remember me and I started becoming distant for my own stupidity as I felt sad over making new memories only I would remember.
But then she passed away and I couldn't bring myself to cry, although I cared so much I couldn't put in thoughts or words the frustration I felt. That is until today when I heard this, this is what I felt. The family falling apart after the funeral, how my memories of her were mostly the ones after her illness started to hit, as if I didn't give enough importance to the other memories growing up to remember them now. She was the one ill and I'm the one not remembering half of the time I spent with her.
How it just frustrates me to not have done more for her and for myself, thinking its pointless to show I'm grateful if she doesn't remember what she did to deserve my kindness.
Seeing her condition deteriorate, thinking how alone she must've felt and not doing enough, accepting that she's unable to memorize and just letting it be.
Then start to notice changes in every little thing, her trying out 4 different names trying to guess mine then pretending she knew from the start. When we had to move her to a retirement house and she kept saying she wanted to go home as that was the only thing she wasn't able to forget, that she had a home to return to.
How i left her alone and kept doubting if being there would change anything. The complicated situation, living in a different country as life went on while keeping her in the back of my mind hoping the day would never come until it did. Spending the last day angry and watch as fights erupted among the family afterwards while I tried to pick up the pieces like she would always do, and yet being so confused to understand the sadness and anger I felt were towards myself. I wish I knew she would forget things earlier on to put my heart into every moment with her, and I regret not having been able to look past my discomfort and spending more time with her in her last years where she was confused and alone.
This song just helped me understand this frustration i felt, and i could finally cry for her. Thank you Mark.
I hope she is at peace now, and i hope you can be there for your loved ones.
Me who failed at being a grandson, will at least try to become as good of a grandparent as she was
Good day
We never realized how much time we wasted till those loved ones are gone
I appreciate you all so much. #TEAMWITT
No, thank you for everything! We love your music. It's the only thing that has saved me from the edge time and time again. Can't wait to hear about your tour! #TEAMWITT
Here since the beginning. I remember seeing you live! #TEAMWITT
WE LOVE YOU WITT!!!!!!!! #TEAMWITT
we appreciate you so much as well. super hyped for what's to come! #TEAMWITT
Witt, thank you I know you said not to do that but truthfully and honestly your music is more than just music. For most of us it's therapy and what keeps us going. So thank you for having the ability to share your story and pour your heart into songs. It affects most of us is some ways you do know, in others you. To everyone else reading this, there's hope and stay strong #TEAMWITT
The darkest nights make the brightest stars and you must have been born on one of those. Thanks for coming back, Mark, much love
11 years sober! Witt Lowry brother please come back. The music industry, the world and the people need your music. Your lyrics are phenomenal. Insane how incredibly talented you are. Depression hurts witt believe me I know. Light that spark brother 🙏
Mark,
Your music has been a huge part of my life. I have struggled with my mental health and addiction greatly, and your lyrics are my outlet for expressing myself. I first discovered your music when my Spotify was going through recommended songs after my playlist had ended. I won’t go into detail, but I had made the decision to give up on life right then and there. Kindest Regards then came on, and I stopped what I was doing. “I'm here to guide you, give me your hands, tell me your thoughts and your dreams and your plans…” Those lyrics right there made me feel less alone. Those were the words I needed to hear. And in that moment, I decided I wasn’t done living. In the ambulance ride to the hospital, I had the EMTs play Kindest Regards.
I remember when I was 14, lying awake at night in rehab, repeating Silicone Kingdom and Kindest Regards in my head over and over again. I would write down your lyrics from memory in my notebook and highlight the lines that resonated with me the most.
Your music has impacted me so much over the last couple of years, and helped me get through some really tough times. Listening to your lyrics helps me express my own feelings, and helps me feel emotions, something I was bottling up before.
Just when I think I’m done fighting, I remember that “the darkest nights make the brightest stars”, and I get back up again.
My dream is to attend one of your concerts, and thank you in person. I’m so excited that you are continuing to release new music, and I hope you will go on tour soon!
Thank you, Mark.
UPDATE: I was able to attend the San Francisco concert and meet Mark during the meet and greet. One of the most amazing nights of my life!
So gald you got through this experience 🙏. His songs are very life changing. If it means anything I am here for you if you would like to talk more just let me know.
Never give up ❤️
Couldn’t say this better
Alzheimers and Dementia took both my grandparents. I respect and relate to your music, Witt. Thank you for giving us this beautiful piece of art.
Sorry for your loss buddy.
My condolences, sending you all the love and strength to make it through every obstacle in your life.
Same here man...almost 15 years ago now...lost my first 2 when I was younger
My condolences..so sorry for your loss, and same with you too @ptrekboxbreaks5198, my apologies for your losses as well..I just hope they're happy wherever they are now...♥thanks for sharing you guys♥
Hopefully mine never get it. I only got 3 left. I miss my grand-dad more than anything. His wisdom was that of Solomon I swear
I lost my grandfather 2 hours after this song premiered. He was the only father figure in my life growing up. I hadn't seen him in a few years because of the distance. But I will forever miss him and make him proud.
Thank you Mark for releasing this song, you and Dan do more than you will ever realize. #TEAMWITT
So sorry for you and your family's loss
I am sorry for your loss. I hope you find the strength to keep going in tough times
Persist forward!
Stay strong, pal.
Much love
i listened to you... please listen to me a little... im in the comments where no one looks... and...
What can I say….I’m just an addict who can hold down a 60hr work week. Feel dead inside….one more and I might hit the floor but my body aches if I don’t. Love my kids and my wife but I don’t care too much for myself. So much hurt and love ones lost….and I didn’t have many loved ones to lose to truly lose to God. My story…..it’s going
It’s never too late.
Give your heart to God. Ask him to remove the spirit of addiction from you. It's NOT YOUR FAULT. it's not too late to turn your life around. ❤
Good luck on your walk
You will win the fight
You're a king bro.. youre truly not alone. And i hope that if you see this when you see this that life is going well.
The way that Witt will leave a mark on your soul is remarkable, this man and his team are wordsmiths and lyricists through and through.
Aint nothing to be worried about my guy, you always create and mold some of the most beautiful art the industry has to offer. Witt and NF been 2 of the truest and most pure artists the world has given us and I'm beyond thankful for you putting in so much time and effort to share this amazing artwork with us. Still have yet to catch a concert but you bet your ass I'll be there when the time comes. Thanks again Witt, one of the truest.
Realest artist ever🙏
❤🙌
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Don't forget jake hill and josh a my boi! But I hole heart agree with you
Went to Columbus to see him. Was amazing
This hit so hard. I’ll never be able to describe to way your music allows me to feel emotions which I often even try to keep hidden. #TEAMWITT forever.
The human experience is so rough. We are here with family and we never realize how fast we age and how fast time goes. I can relate to this. Your words are powerful. Don’t give up on your dream because someone needs to hear you❤️
now tell yourself you have family growing up in foster care system. i aint got shit
@@manywayz2be I’m sorry for that. I am praying that you are putting people in your life that you can call family and people that you can count on. You are climbing that mountain of life. You got this🙏❤️🏋️
@@CarrieKolonich i have a lil sis with the same trust issues as me. And literally people I can count that don't take all my fingers to count. But yes. I'm going to be fine.thanks a lot. Tbh. How I was when I was little compared to now. But I've grown out of that state of mind. Now I'm just depressed about what's coming. That huge wave headed for me. We all got this. Glad I'm not crying this morning. Lol. Have a good day. My ass is going to zone out to some music.
Witt Jesus is calling you bro. You are gifted with such beautiful talent. You're blessed with the mind full of wisdom and knowledge. God made you to be a strong soldier for his kingdom which is why hes putting you through so many battles, and it may seem the battle is lost... remember Jesus always wins bro. If you havent turn to Jesus and give your life to him bro he is waiting to use you to reach millions of people the way you have been for years. God bless you Witt.
"If You Don't Like Your Story Write Your Own" has straight up been on repeat since drop.. thank you SO much for your music, and wisdom. I do in fact relate so much that it hurts sometimes.
I lost my mom suddenly 4 years ago. Your music helped me get thru the pandemic and now your music comes full circle as I am adjusting to life without her
Keep your head up bro you aren't alone ❤️
This and last letter are the only two songs I’ve ever cried to on release. Your pain and emotion is so apparent. A genius ❤️ #teamwitt
Lost both my grandparents to this. First time I’ve cried like this since they both passed. Thank you, I needed that reminder to never forget
My grandfather died of dementia when I was 13. It’s almost been 9 years and this song was unbelievably relatable. Of course it’s different when it’s your own parent going through it, but nonetheless relatable. My parents got divorced this last year so your songs have helped a lot. Thanks for all that you do Witt. This is one of your best.
Recently lost my great grandmother, I was really close to her. Thank you for putting the words in my mouth to describe my pain and longing to see her again. Beautiful song 🔥
This really gave me goosebumps the entire song/message. My grandma has been in and out of the hospital all year and she doesn’t think she’ll make it through the winter.. to hear you talking about someone being the glue to the family hit me hard, because so far this year with my grandma, my family has been falling apart so much.. thank you Witt for this and everything you’ve done for me these past 6-7 years.
My mom has dementia. I left for a few years took moments for granted and came back to a different person. This disease is truly sinister. This song really hit me. Thank you Mark. I relate to you and your pain man. Nothing matches it.
I lost my dad to dimensia two years ago and I still miss him every single day, I love this song and the stories you tell. thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. ❤ keep doing what you do.
Witt, there are very few songs that move me to tears, but this is one of them. My friend and I have a running joke that something awful is going to happen in our lives when either you or NF release an album or song. Well, it was my turn when this song aired. When I first listened to this song, and when it first came out, I was leaving my grandparents house in a state that is about 11 hours away from my home. We knew that my grandfather wasn't long for this world. I had spent the two weeks that life allowed me to with him. He had a head injury on top of the health problems that he was already experiencing and I suppressed the emotions I was feeling inside due to the fact that I was surrounded by my aunts and cousins. I grieved in private until it was my final night that I had to spend with my grandfather. There were times of clarity where he recognized his grandchildren and there were times where he thought we were his nurses due to the fact that we were the main ones who were taking care of him. The last night that I was able to spend with him tore me open inside. I remember telling him that I was thankful for him teaching us grandsons how to be good men and after that I cried in my mother's arms, who was going through the experience of losing a father, saying that I just wish that he could be present during my wedding and see my future children grow up. This song hits home on so many levels that I can't begin to thank you for. It has helped me come to terms with the passing of my grandfather and like you said, he will be a hero in my home.
Beutiful song Mark! I can’t get through this song without crying my eyes out. Your music have been there for me already over 8 years in my darkest times when I felt like I had nothing else there to help me. And I want to thank you for being such a great artist. I once in a while go through your old songs and cry going through all the memories you helped me through. So sorry to hear what’s happening to your mom. I wish all the best for you Mark.
"A shell of what I used to be in my youth" this hits different. I suffer from PTSD and melacholic depression, I cant even remember the last day I was happy and the person I was before doesnt seem familiar anymore like I never had a life before my bitterness.
LYRICS:
[Chorus: Livingston]
Even if you don't, I still remember it all
You were my shelter from the rain when it falls
I would call, but never came
I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed
I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls
Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace
And for all I hope for blame
Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face
[Verse 1: Witt Lowry]
First things first, I know this letter might be long overdue
Just wanna tell you it's been hard for me to tackle the truth
And watchin' you become a shell of who I knew in my youth
You were the glue that kept the family from splittin' in two
Hate what you have to go through, I bet you feel so alone
You were my shelter back when everything was messy at home
When no one else was there, I knew you'd always answer your phone
Now when they ask you who I am, it hurts, you might not know, damn
Guess I remember for us both
Remember when we saw those whales and you threw up on the boat
Remember spendin' days at family, those are days I miss the most
Remember how you cracked a smile when I told you that I wrote
And then you told me you believed in me and my dream chasing
It's back when I'd record on a USB in the basement
And now I'm here helpless and honestly fuckin' hate it
I know you hate when I swear, but I don't know how else to say it
I remember all the stories you told me 'bout me and Gran
I know you still remember her laugh, the touch of her hands
They try to say you can't, don't think anyone understands
She's a part of who you are like you're a part of who I am
And damn, when Dad and Gran looked down
I wonder if it makes 'em sad where the fam's at now
And when I stand up on stage where the music is loud
I look out, I swear, I see the faces out in the crowd
What hurts the most is that you're here, but haven't seen you in years
But not because of lack of tryin', I want that to be clear
The situation's way more complicated than it appears
And when I think about it all, it always brings me to tears
I fear as your memory fades
That dementia makes its way through every inch of your brain
You'll forget about me and all the memories made
I'm not okay, I guess what I'm tryin' to say is
[Chorus: Livingston]
Even if you don't, I still remember it all
You were my shelter from the rain when it fall
I would call, but never came
I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed
I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls
Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace
And for all I hope for blame
Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face
[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]
Just know it kills me to feel like I let you down
When all I really ever wanted was to make you proud
I miss all of the stories and the wisdom that would spill out of your mouth
Now when we have a conversation, you can barely make a sound
Everything's so different now, I have this hole in my heart
When you moved and Dad passed, the whole fam fell apart
Now havin' neither of you here has been so terribly hard
The truth is y'all were the light when my thoughts got dark
I heard you had a birthday and I missed it
I look around the room and not a single relative's here on Christmas
Sometimes I feel the distance is lead to us actin' distant
Nothin' is the same, things changed in an instant
Now, I should prolly call
Always say "I will," but I always drop the ball
Damn, you see, the truth is I'm a coward tryna stall the inevitable
In fact, when they all call, there'd be nothin', you were callin'
And I'm appalled that this is how this all played out
A beautiful mind that we just have to watch fade out
See, you're the one who taught me how to make a home out of a house
And that happiness is found when you live in the right now
Not the future, I'll pass, just want my grandfather back
Woulda hung on to the moments if I knew they wouldn't last
Just know I'm grateful now for every single second we had
They said you'll never see a show or ever get to see me rap
And that's that, fuck, sick of feelin' stuck
Sick of feelin' like everybody is givin' up
Sick of always feelin' like I'll never be enough
'Cause I tried to wear your shoes, but I could never fill 'em up
I never know a world where I'm able to let you go
Even though I know to let go of the things that I can't control
It's sad you'll never see me with a family of my own
But know that when that day comes, you'll be a hero in our home, so
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[Chorus: Livingston]
Even if you don't, I still remember it all
You were my shelter from the rain when it fall
I would call, but never came
I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed
I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls
Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace
And for all I hope for blame
[Outro: Livingston]
I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget
I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget
Surely copy and paste
When I listen to this I think so heavily of my Papa George. Lost him seven years ago to a stroke that came out of nowhere.
He had 28 years of sobriety when he passed and at that time it was the first time I was sober in my life. So I was able to be somewhat present. I could mourn but also share joyful memories with family.
Now when I look back at in him I know he instilled a lot of my positive character traits in me because he was present. As a reminder of what impact he had on me I have his 8 year medallion sitting next to my 1 year medallion. Even though I miss him the weight on my chest gets lighter everyday. And he will always be there in spirit.
Goodbye nana you two get to be together again 😢
I’ve never heard anything more real in my life. My grandmother is currently going dementia and she calls every night while I’m at work crying cause my mother left her at a nursing home and hearing her cry because she doesn’t understand kills me. She’s in Oregon where I grew up at and I’m all the way in Ohio with my kid and she only got to meet my little boy once. Thank you for this crazy awesome song, it hit straight home for me. Please ,never stop what your doing Witt.
Dad passed from ALS I discovered your music at the right time. I needed to hear someone be as angry as I felt but behind a melody. Your authenticity is one of the most beautifully rare things I've ever heard. I appreciate you sharing it with the rest of us. Truly
Man this song hit's me to the core. RIP Mom and Grandma.
My God man. Crying to a song never felt as real. Much love.
This was the deepest chapter yet ❤️🥺 Sometimes I'on know where witt is takin' music to, turning them into art, into stories now this feels like a movie 🔥
This is something I've never seen in the music industry, It's amazing ❤️
#TeamWitt
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Its the second chorus that hits me, when you finally have the full picture, and those heavy words from Livingston roll round again. The pain in it all, the rawness, it's unreal. What an incredible art form the both of these artists have mastered. And also, sending love. Must have been insanely hard to write lyrics around such a dark topic. Respect.
Witt you have impacted my life in so many ways. I witnessed my parent's split my dad becoming a alcoholic again and you're music has even got me through living on my aunts couch.
I don't know you but out of all of these comments I've read your words hit me on so many levels. Keep that chin up, you're loved!
My dear Witt, I listen to all your songs. This one I love and it gave me chills. Witt Lowry you have talent. Stay true to yourself. Much love your mom's BFF!
Oh. My. God. Not even halfway in and I was already crying. I can't believe the strength it must've taken to write this 😭
You have always, stood for the broken, it shows in your music, thank you. 💙♒️😊
To think I went from a struggling high school kid just getting by listening to your music to becoming a dad in less then a month time flies and I don’t think I could have made it through this all without you Witt thank you for being a part of my life even if you didn’t know it ❤
Ava, Livingston, and so many others... Witt knows how to have the best featured artists for each song. Perfect song for both of you to mesh together. So amazing #TEAMWITT
Witt is so genuine I hope to see him again. Love the new music.
About 6 years ago my best friend showed me Silicone Kingdom. Then her and I would listen to every song off of Kindest Regards, even downloading the TH-cam exclusive songs just to put them on our playlists. Dreaming with our eyes open was constantly bumping any time we got in the car, then came Lately, Better for Me, Last Letter, In My Arms, Piece of Mind 4, Hurt, Oxygin, Reaper, and so many more. Your stories created years of memories and helped build the most important bond of my life. My best friend took her life a year and a half ago, I know if she were here this would be another song we cry hearing and then learn every word to. Instead I hope she's listening along from beyond. Thank you Mark, for every word, every memory, every emotion, they mean the world to me.
My mama was diagnosed with cancer in November 2014, by May 2015 she was gone. I watched her go from the strong woman I knew, to a shell of who she was. She forgot who I was in her last days. I was the one taking care of her, she lived with me before her diagnosis. We spent our last year together every day. After she passed our family fell apart. Most of us don't talk anymore. She will never see how much I've grown. I beat a drug addiction that i acquired after she passed. I'm now about to be an addiction recovery specialist. I'll never forget when she found out I write. She was my biggest fan, supporter, and best friend. And now there is a hole that has been there for 7 and a half years. UPDATE: I got my certification, and I am about to start at an outpatient treatment center.
The only artist in the world who can make me cry and heal all at the same time in a song. Every song. Since day one. I couldn’t live without you and your music! Your stories, the vulnerability. My biggest goal is to meet you one day! #TeamWitt
My grandfather just got diagnosed with dementia and it’s getting worse so fast and I can’t even bring myself around during these holidays because I just can’t see him like that. You always manage to drop a song relating to my exact story the exact momenti need it, it’s insane.
I look after dementia patients in a residential home and I promise you, your in more pain than your loved one! It's gut wrenching to watch a family member deteriorate but keep visiting, memories are still made that you'll never regret making!! Hope your OK ❤️
Lost my grandfather to dementia. It hurts to see them like that but the longer you wait the more regret you’ll have. Go see your family
Thank you both for the comments, you’re right, I will be visiting thanksgiving.
Turn your pain into passion, your passion is what will set you free..
Team witt forever…
How did i miss the fact you and livingston have a song together :O YESSSSS MY HEART is sooo happy right now
this deserves so much more attention. its a shame these kind of songs dont receive the amount of respect they deserve.
I SEE THE PAIN U'VE BEEN THROUGH BROTHA and its beautiful i see the savior WE HAVE IN US ALL keep reaching for the stars no matter HOW HIGH YOU MAKE IT
Witt you saved my life multiple times. I love you brother ❤️
in my 50’s… i truly felt this. Thank you.
This is literally one of your best ones. It's from your heart, it's raw. You can literally hear and feel that pain you are in. Honestly, head up solider and keep shinning like t' diamond you are!
Witt,
Don't stop! You're the GOAT and have been for 6+ years. I love you man, and your music has helped thousands upon thousands. Keep writing, and keep pushing! We are all here to support you.
Much love!
you are the best mark whatever you are going through we will always be here to listen We are all family HERE 🔥❤#TEAMWITT
As someone who has given up so much to life, please keep up the hard work. And I want to say for all viewer's, Thank you Mark
I'm crying so hard. In the best way. I can't thank you enough for your music. Kindest regards will always be my absolute favorite. That song literally saved me more than anyone can ever understand. This one hit just as hard. THANK YOU ❤️
From 3 minutes to 4:22 made my heart sad 🥺 I miss my dad too.
Miscarried at 7 weeks 3 days. It’s the grieving in silence that killed me. Your music helps me address the pain and not suffer in silence. Thank you for turning something scary into something beautiful.
Awe Christina, Miscarriage is a horrible thing to go through.
I don’t know of the personal trauma that comes from it, but i know that when people suffer immense loss on such a scale music can often help guide us to a sense of hope.
I hope you recover from your loss and find a way to move forward.
❤
The darkest nights make the brightest stars. You helped me through depression Witt. Hurts me to see you struggling and I can't help you like you helped me! I just wanna say I love you and please don't give up. Please come to Brisbane Australia 🇦🇺🤍
Love the song!
Found you 😊
This song made me think of my uncle who passed in 2007. Was my best friend in the family, and still wish he was here to see who I am today. It hurts so damn bad, and I am forever scarred from losing him so abruptly. But it's music like this that makes me heal a little more. Thank you Witt, I appreciate the music you make and how it makes me feel.
These last few songs hes uploaded has helped me so much these last few months! Cant wait to see more!
Ive lost my grandmother 2 weeks ago. When i was a kid i was every vacation there. When i had a day off from school i'd go there. 2 years ago i was forced to leave my home where i was staying at that moment with my mom. It was due to some agression my parents had. From that moment i havent seen my grandmother. On one night i got a phone call from my mom saying that if i ever wanna see her again i had to rush to the hospital. When i got there. My grandmother told me it was okay. She never had a bad idea or anything about it. She told me not to cry because i turned out a "big boy" ... for some reason this song reminds me of her. I still feel the pain. And i cant handle the thoughts that i left her alone for 2 years straight.... I love you Mark. And also your music. Thanks for doing this for us
Your music has helped me through life. I've had a hard misfortune life. I've lost my dad to cancer. My family is just falling apart. And I've tried so hard to fix my family. It just doesn't stay together.. I've been bullied throughout life, from friends, strangers, and family. And your music just hits home for me. This new song is awesome. I love it. Keep up the amazing work 🤗
Sorry for your loss hope u are ok don’t listen to the bullies
Lost grandma last year to dementia.. its extremely rough, and she was the most important person to me. Thank you for this song, Witt. All of your songs hit home and im thankful for them.
Another masterpiece, and still completely different in its own ways. Love it
This hurts. With the family situation I’m dealing with, this hurts. I love you Witt, thank you for this. I know I’m not alone.
I've been loving the continuous and evolving music videos so far from the album! I'm ready for the next part and liked before it drops!
Oh my god! Witt Lowry! Livingston! How genius of you two to mix together on a painful beat! Your Voices are so different but blend so beautifully! ❤️ Amazing! Outta this world! ❤️ And I'm truly sorry for the pain 🥺
Impossível não te amar e não amar as tuas músicas, você as canta e as compõe com emoção, com vida e consegue transmitir tudo o que esta passando na letra, sentimos o que você sente e muitas das vezes nos identificamos com você, com sua letra. Nunca mude sua essência você é simplesmente incrível ❤️
For 7 years, your lyrics have never missed, for me anyways. Thank you thank you thank you. It’s a relief to understand and be understood without words.
Witt you’re the goat, straight up the most relatable rapper I’ve listened to. You speak from the heart and your words always ring true in my experience.
Also, ignore the haters. They just want to bring you down to their same level of lowness because they see that you’re doing better than them and it makes them envious and spiteful. Keep doing what you’re doing! Love you!
Mark is the only one that can make me cry from lyrics alone. Great job Witt!
Just wow 😭😭😭😭😭😅 Witt and Dan really have put in there all to this next album. I’m so excited to see the rest that’s in store!
Love this song Witt! Keep killing it!
I’m crying 😩❤️ you never disappoint thanks for wearing your heart on your sleeve it’s appreciated more than you know ✊🏻
I have this on repeat 4 or 5 times a day, my gran had dementia for 15 years.. watching her go from a strong and family proud woman to someone bed bound and unable to speak.. saying it was so hard is an understatement. Knowing how my mum suffered everyday to to see her balance work and her home life. it killed my heart seeing both struggle so much, but this song... brings back the good memories too, times we would gather and have an awesome time!. we lost her this year, its been hard... so much harder for my mum, she thinks nobody see's it but I do, This song really hits home, you make some amazing music mark there's no doubt in that but this song is a masterpiece to me, I can't imagine the pain you went through and I hope you are getting the help you deserve. We all fight invisible battles... People like you who make music like this, may make us cry, but it also makes us remember the good we experienced with our families, Thanks. Sincerely.
So glad to see witt dropping music as of recently, love your music man don't stop being you
Ok, so i knew of Witty because he changed my life and helped me grow as a person, pushing me through the toughest times.
Recently i had another big issue come up, and i stumbled upon my boy Liv, here we are... fate combined you both, fire. Love you guys. Actually. No cap.
The emotional journey of my life from 7th grade to now being 19 and working a job is life-changing. I'm happy to still call myself a fan. Keep it up!
Glad I’m not the only one who found Witt on SoundCloud
I found him in 6th grade and 20. I can agree with you. It's funny how things can change so fast.
Lost my mom back in February and I'll be darned if your last few lines didn't cut to the core:
"I never know a world where I'm able to let you go
Even though I know to let go of the things that I can't control
It's sad you'll never see me with a family of my own
But know that when that day comes, you'll be a hero in our home"
I'm sure you've read it countless times Mark; but the darkest nights really do make the brightest stars. Even when we're at our lowest, and we feel things can't fall apart any more than they have, there IS hope. There IS a light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for everything you do. Thank you for being a voice for the voiceless. Thank you for being the love in our hearts we all know that we have, we just need to find.
#TEAMWITT for life.
Witt Lowry is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for him one day.
This is how I feel getting older and realising my parents won't be around forever. I can seriously cry about it.. I don't know what I would do without them, they are my only friends..
GOOD STUFF
Hey brother, other's say it will be okay but other's don't know how much life hurts. Thanks Witt. You've kept me here for more then 10 years now... Love you brother.
I just started listening you today my man… listened to sik world, gremlin, NF and many others for a while and had you recommended to me on several occasions… and damn yo! I was seriously missing out! You’ve got some serious talent, you should be proud of what you’ve done! There’s not many out there who can be so real, and still sound so good!
Listen to his song on TH-cam called move on, one of the best songs ever written. It’s DEEP
That’s the first one I listened to! Really hit hard, definitely a very very good song.
Welcome to #teamwitt !!
@@MrTylercaruthers my favorite 😢 also around your heart!!
Witt why you wanna see me cry
6 years 4 months sober to the day. Couldn't stop the cycle my daughter caught murder charge. Her appeal lost today! Everything I read in the newspaper is triggering me I can taste the drugs ITS FUCKING SAD. I am broke trying so hard. The system failed me when I tried to correct her. They hired the same attorney that failed me correcting her. Now she got a # at 16 & me @ 37..Pray for the youngest of my 6 kid's she is lost and I want to help but I can't keep it together I can't tell her her sister is gone for 15 to life😭😭😭
All of your songs tell your stories. All of your songs helped me make mine. There’ll be a day when I’ll be able to look at the eyes in the mirror and tell him it‘ll be fine, but until then, I’m going to keep trusting you to help me back up and get the will that I can’t find.
It was pinned to share your story so forgive me if I sound like I'm just complaining. I'm 26, still a young buck. I have an amazing boy... I dont get to see him anymore. I feel like now I hurt everyone I love with my anger there to much to go into. I always felt like the war I'd face would be guns an blood. I was always ready for that. Never realized the hardest fight would be the one in my head. at times I swear I feel the hurt of the world when I see others in pain occasionally I'll break down in sorrow. Anyone going thru a hard time I've shed a tear for you an immediately after, a prayer. I dont want to see anyone suffer or feel like there being rejected by the world. As an individual This is your world.
I can’t begin to explain what this song along with so much of your music means to me, my grand pa is dying and has horrid dementia that’s really grasped his mind this year. Even if he doesn’t remember me I will remember every moment. Witt you do more than you know…. Thank you from someone who you’ve saved with only words in a song
[Chorus: Livingston]
Even if you don't, I still remember it all
You were my shelter from the rain when it falls
I would call, but never came
I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed
I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls
Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace
And for all I hope for blame
Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face
[Verse 1: Witt Lowry]
First things first, I know this letter might be long overdue
Just wanna tell you it's been hard for me to tackle the truth
And watchin' you become a shell of who I knew in my youth
You were the glue that kept the family from splittin' in two
Hate what you have to go through, I bet you feel so alone
You were my shelter back when everything was messy at home
When no one else was there, I knew you'd always answer your phone
Now when they ask you who I am, it hurts, you might not know, damn
Guess I remember for us both
Remember when we saw those whales and you threw up on the boat
Remember spendin' days at family, those are days I miss the most
Remember how you cracked a smile when I told you that I wrote
And then you told me you believed in me and my dream chasing
It's back when I'd record on a USB in the basement
And now I'm here helpless and honestly fuckin' hate it
I know you hate when I swear, but I don't know how else to say it
I remember all the stories you told me 'bout me and Gran
I know you still remember her laugh, the touch of her hands
They try to say you can't, don't think anyone understands
She's a part of who you are like you're a part of who I am
And damn, when Dad and Gran looked down
I wonder if it makes 'em sad where the fam's at now
And when I stand up on stage where the music is loud
I look out, I swear, I see the faces out in the crowd
What hurts the most is that you're here, but haven't seen you in years
But not because of lack of tryin', I want that to be clear
The situation's way more complicated than it appears
And when I think about it all, it always brings me to tears
I fear as your memory fades
That dementia makes its way through every inch of your brain
You'll forget about me and all the memories made
I'm not okay, I guess what I'm tryin' to say is
[Chorus: Livingston]
Even if you don't, I still remember it all
You were my shelter from the rain when it fall
I would call, but never came
I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed
I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls
Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace
And for all I hope for blame
Just give me one more chance, I'll fight the war I'm scared to face
[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]
Just know it kills me to feel like I let you down
When all I really ever wanted was to make you proud
I miss all of the stories and the wisdom that would spill out of your mouth
Now when we have a conversation, you can barely make a sound
Everything's so different now, I have this hole in my heart
When you moved and Dad passed, the whole fam fell apart
Now havin' neither of you here has been so terribly hard
The truth is y'all were the light when my thoughts got dark
I heard you had a birthday and I missed it
I look around the room and not a single relative's here on Christmas
Sometimes I feel the distance is lead to us actin' distant
Nothin' is the same, things changed in an instant
Now, I should prolly call
Always say "I will," but I always drop the ball
Damn, you see, the truth is I'm a coward tryna stall the inevitable
In fact, when they all call, there'd be nothin', you were callin'
And I'm appalled that this is how this all played out
A beautiful mind that we just have to watch fade out
See, you're the one who taught me how to make a home out of a house
And that happiness is found when you live in the right now
Not the future, I'll pass, just want my grandfather back
Woulda hung on to the moments if I knew they wouldn't last
Just know I'm grateful now for every single second we had
They said you'll never see a show or ever get to see me rap
And that's that, fuck, sick of feelin' stuck
Sick of feelin' like everybody is givin' up
Sick of always feelin' like I'll never be enough
'Cause I tried to wear your shoes, but I could never fill 'em up
I never know a world where I'm able to let you go
Even though I know to let go of the things that I can't control
It's sad you'll never see me with a family of my own
But know that when that day comes, you'll be a hero in our home, so
[Chorus: Livingston]
Even if you don't, I still remember it all
You were my shelter from the rain when it fall
I would call, but never came
I'm not perfect, but I swear I've changed
I still hear your voice, it ricochets off these walls
Give me the words and I'll explain why I fall dead from grace
And for all I hope for blame
[Outro: Livingston]
I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget
I wish I knew the things I told you turn to things you'd forget
Too see Witt come so far from when I started listening to him many years ago is just absolutely AMAZING!! Seriously one of my favorite inspirational artists.
Team Witt until the end
On a real, witt Lowry's music has seen me, and is currently seeing me through some of the darkest times of my life.
I honestly think your music is keeping me grounded.
Your existence is a blessing. Thank you.
Feels like the OG Witt Music honestly, hits different
I lost my grandmother to dementia. They raised me I was there for everything I lived with them till I was 18 and moved back in when I was like 21. The last 10 years of my grandma life was the hardest thing I've went through. I didn't really understand or know like I do now. Fly high grandma ❤️♥️
I'm sitting here balling my eyes out on the side of the road. My mom has a certain gene that will lead either to ALS or FTD (dementia). Oh how I hope it's not dementia... I've already had three family members die from the gene. I'm only 21 and my sisters are 16 and 17. The part where I just completely broke down was about how she'll never see me with a family of my own. She'll likely die before I'm 30. She taught me everything. She is the core of our family and always has been. She got me to therapy, to the hospital, and got me medication. She taught me that I could literally do anything. I just showed her some of your new album today and she said I should try writing a rap lol. I love her so much and she's my core... I can't imagine how I'll survive without her. I want to listen again but I'm supposed to be at work right now
Stay strong
Witt, man you truly have a gift. This song, Reaper, and Last Letter go above and beyond rap. You have the ability to hit such tough issues with powerful verses.
as a mother of sons who suffers with mental health i want to thankyou for writing this song its encouraged me to put the dope down and focus on my health for my sons and daughters i am at risk of this illness and i do not want to go through it or even worse have my kids watch me go through it. ask your mum questions that dont require memory you can still communicate with her that way she might be a different person every day but thats ok she just needs to feel safe and lovedwhen shes around you. if my son wrote this song and i had this condition i would be greatful thankful and proud your mum raised a real man respect to you there is no destination in life keep moving i believe in you
Might be the powerful song I’ve ever heard, I’m at a loss of words😨