i had a miscarriage.
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 10 ก.พ. 2025
- 12/1/24 i had my first miscarriage of my second child at 5 weeks 4 days pregnant. I'm heartbroken, devastated, confused, feeling guilty, and so much more.
This is me and my angels story. and this is where im at with healing.
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2 songs ive been listening to alot, as music is a form of therapy for me, that have been helping me feel my feelings and sort through the cloud of emotions are :
Bigger than the whole sky by taylor swift
In my arms by zindee
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I’m so sorry, Tiffany. I’ve had 2 miscarriages and the emptiness is so real. I’m sending you so many prayers and so much love.
@ wtf is wrong with you? See yourself out.
Andrew Garfield talked (and actively talks) about the loss of his mother, and he said this really poignant quote about grief that has always stuck with me from the minute I heard it, he says "This is all of the unexpressed love. The grief that will remain with us until we pass because we never get enough time with each other. I hope this grief stays with me because it’s all of the unexpressed love that I didn’t get to tell her, and I told her every day". I know your time with your baby was cut short, but in their short time that baby was loved, and that is all you can really ask for in life, to love and be loved by your people for as long as you are in this world. I am deeply sorry for your loss, Tiffanie. I am praying for you and your family and sending comfort and healing and love
I'm so sorry for your loss Tiff, it takes a lot of strength to go through this. I'll be keeping you in my prayers.
I had a still birth when i was 24 weeks pregnant in 2014. It gets easier but the pain and grief never go away. I still hang a stocking up with his name, i still wish him happy birthday on his due date and i still write or speak to him the day i lost him. I talk to him when things are rough! Hes my own person angel who changed my life and watches over me and my rainbow babies! Praying for you and your family! Take the time you need. It will eventually get easier! Everyone grieves in there own way. You got this love!
oh sweet girl, i’m so sorry. praying for you & your family 👼🏼🫶🏻
i am so so so sorry♥️ sending hugs & all the love your way
I’m so sorry sweetie. I had my second miscarriage at 16 weeks in January and it is hard everyday. But your baby is watching over you and your family. My heart hurts for you. Praying for you ❤ I also had a subchronic hemorrhage, it is a scary thing to experience.
In 2023 with my first pregnancy I lost twins. I remember the doctor telling me nobody wants to do a procedure on the Fourth of July given it was the day before when I officially was told they didn’t have heart beats. She also told me “at least you don’t have to buy two of everything and worry about taking care of two kids”. Since she didn’t want to do the procedure on the Fourth of July on the 5th at 1am four the next 5 hours I delivered them in my bathroom and saw everything it’s horrifying and heart breaking and HARD to recover from. I pray for you at this time and your family. Know you are not alone. Talk to the women in your life the people around you and even your subscribers if you need to. I used to think it was “just in the movies” and it doesn’t really happen in real life but it’s more common than we know sadly. Keep your head up.
I’m so sorry Tiff. It takes so much strength to keep on going after something like that. Sending you lots of prayers.
I’m so so sorry hun I’ve had one so I know what it’s like I was also 5 weeks sending love and prayers to you on your healing journey ❤
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Please take your own advice, remember you have people who love you and you’re entitled to feel and grieve however you want to. Don’t worry about your TH-cam channel, everyone will still be here when you’re ready to come back, your health, mental wellbeing and family are so much more important
This absolutely broke me, sending you so much love ❤
I went through this in 2022, and it's been an incredibly hard, mentally draining, and physically painful journey...I'm so saddened that it's extremely common, but thankful I've been able to connect with women and hear so many success stories afterwards! Sending you love.
I'm so sorry that you have had go through this. I can't imagine the pain of a miscarriage, nor do I wish to downplay it because I'm not a parent myself, & I know exactly how I felt. You are not alone & you are loved because we'll always be here for you when times get tough. I'm so glad you chose to have this opportunity to share & speak up. Sending you nothing but love & prayers. ❤🙏🏻 "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." {Psalm 34:18 NIV}
The best way I can describe grief that I've experienced is waves. Some days are small and manageable and others a tsunami and smothering.
There is no right way to grieve, you need to do whats best for you and your family right now and take the time that you need. ❤
Honouring your angel baby and all others within this community and beyond 🕊️ x
Oh my god, Tiffanie, I’m so sorry, sending all the love your way❤️❤️❤️
Oh babe, the loss is still the loss of your baby. No matter hiw early the miscarriage is. I lost mine around the same time after IVF and it is so so difficult. The emptiness feeling is on point. You will be okay. I promise.
sending all of my prayers, i am so heartbroken for you. I love you and thank you for existing
your community is here for you, and I am so sorry. we love you, and thank you for sharing. 🧡
I’m so sorry for your loss 😢❤️ I hope you and your family are doing ok. Please take care of yourself. Grief isn’t linear you’re allowed to have happy emotions while grieving. Please don’t feel guilty.
I’m so sorry for your lost 😢
Oh no. I'm so sorry 😭. I can't imagine how painful this must be.
I’m so sorry for you/your family’s loss. Don’t let anyone tell you that “you shouldn’t be grieving”, you lost a child. Please take time to take care of you in the best ways you know how. We’re here for you 😢❤️
I’m so incredibly sorry I’m sending you all my love and prayers to you❤
I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope you and your family get better soon sending you so much love🩷
I'm so sorry Tiffanie💔 you're in my thoughts and prayers
Hello miss. I can't imagine what you're going through. You're incredibly brave for sharing your story. You and your family are incredibly loved by more than you know. God bless you and your angel baby. Take care.
Sorry, sending prayers and hugs 🫂 ❤.
I am so sorry, Tiffany. My mom had a miscarriage after I was born. It sucked because I never got to see my brother or my sister. It was too late.
i’m so sorry for the nasty person replying to your comment. i’m sorry you and your mom have had to go through that💔💔
@@ageis3250how horrible can someone be is a question I’ve asked myself for so long and I think you’ve just topped the answer
You keep going but you never move on. You’ll always remember dates and how old your baby is in heaven but just know there’s nothing you could’ve done differently and it’s not your fault. One day at a time and allowing yourself to feel and process the emotions is all you can do. I’ve had 3 miscarriages and my longest term was 4 months. It’s devastating and I wish I had more words of comfort but I know nothing anyone can say will help. It’s a self healing process and I’ll be praying for you. 🧡 🙏
I’m so sorry. Your angel will always be with you❤️
this video brings back a lot of hard memories to me...i miscarried 3 times and was never able to carry children and it sucked having always wanting them. the first round of holidays and being around other children just about killed me but in time just like losing anyone else it does get easier but that emptiness never goes away. i have a bond with my nieces and nephews which while being a being help never would fill the void i had to live my life with
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Tiffanie, my heart breaks for you and your family. I’ve been through 4 early miscarriages myself, and while I can’t say things get “better”, joy does return. You will be able to smile again and not feel guilty about it. Life becomes more precious after this kind of loss.
I can definitely relate to your frustration and grief over not ever getting to know your sweet babe and who they might have been. I’ve found that giving my angels a name has really helped through each of my losses. It makes it easier to talk about and to acknowledge them as a real piece of my life.
Go easy on yourself, love. You said it best yourself - you did absolutely nothing wrong. You love this precious angel as much as you possibly could.❤
I’m so, so sorry. I’ll pray for you.
Girl my heart breaks and goes out to you watching this. I went thru 4 miscarriages and I can fully agree you absolutely lose a piece of you each time. I finally had my daughter (my one and only child) she was premie at 3.14lbs on 11/11/10 @12:10 and spent 20days in nicu before coming home and is now my sassy 14 yr old. It is heartbreaking no matter if it’s your first or 4th. Sending ya love and healing vibes girl so sorry you ever had to experience this 😢
My mom knows exactly how you feel. She had 3 miscarriages before she had me. I’ve never experienced it before but I’m so sorry hun.
sending you so much love and healing! you and your family are in my prayers ❤🩹
Im so sorry for your loss. I had both of my babies preterm back to back so i know how you feel about it being terrifying. My heart breaks for you. Praying for you
🙏🏻 I will be praying for healing and continued improved health for you. I was so sad to see this.
I am so sorry for your loss. I haven’t gone through pregnancy loss but I have been around and gon through a lot of loss. Grief counseling and ptsd therapy. It’s helped me so much. I really hope you be kind to yourself. Reach out to your family and take care of you mama. Even if it means family or friends watch the baby while you cry in the bathroom. Or go to therapy. You deserve help, love, and peace.
oh my love. i am so sorry for your loss. sending you so much love and prayers. hugs🤍
Oh my God the way my heart genuinely dropped when I saw the title. I am so so sorry for your loss truly i dont how to put it into words since i truly never experienced anything like that nor do i have kids at all. So truly I don't know how you TRULY feel hope you and your family is doing okay sending all the love, warm hugs, comfort everything kisses mwah mwah. Remember to always take time for yourself and your break and take care of yourself love iloveyou iloveyou. Also thank you for sharing this part of your life especially knowing how the internet can be very judgemental and toxic but thank you for being vulnerable and open with us even though you are truly going through it tough time❤🫶.
They were and are so loved!!! And so are you girl. Hold onto your precious community right now, and let them hold you when you need it. Sending all the love and light.
It’s not fair. No one should have to go through this. Sending love and prayers to you and your whole family. You’ll always be a mama of 2 🫶🏼🫶🏼
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. 😔 But also, thank you for sharing your story.
I miscarried at 11 weeks on October 4th. 4 days before my birthday. I went in for a routine check up, the one that would have put me out of the first trimester and they couldn’t find a heartbeat. I still don’t completely feel like myself because of this loss. We found out through genetic testing that I had done a couple weeks prior that we were expecting a little baby girl and she tested positive for Trisomy 21, Down syndrome which was most likely they cause of my miscarriage. Painful loss because I work with special needs students. I could have done it. 😭 💔
No matter how far along you were, whether you were actively planning to expand your family or not - your baby and your pain matters. It’s real and valid! Thank you for sharing your story. Condolences for your whole family.. ❤
I feel for you. I’ve had 3 miscarriages, 2 of them being this year. It’s been so hard to go through. The most recent one happened in July and I’m still struggling so much with it. I have 2 other kids and it’s been really difficult to find balance of being grateful for them but feeling so destroyed about the babies I’ve lost.
Sending love and strength Mumma 🤍
I am so sorry. There are no words for these kind of things, but I hope you know you’re not alone
i am so so sorry. this is nothing short of heartbreak- i wouldn’t wish this pain upon my worst enemy. you have a beautiful baby guardian angel ❤️ and this little angel will send you your rainbow baby when it’s time. 🌈🫶🏼 you will always be a mama of 2. wishing you an abundant amount of strength & healing. xx
praying for you baby i am so so sorry about this. ur angel will be in my thoughts ❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss 😢 please take time for you and your family- even if it’s a year from now I’ll still be here to support you
I’m so so sorry for your loss, Tiffanie. Please take as much time away as you need to focus on healing and know that we will all be thinking of you and here for you when you feel like posting again. Know that none of your feelings are wrong and every one of them is valid and you should allow yourself to feel them all. Love you and you and your family are in my prayers. 💕
Thank you for being so brave and talking about this, this is such a huge experience for someone to go through, just know we love you and are there for you.
I am so sorry Tiffanie. I am sending you so much love and prayers. Don't ever let anyone tell you that "you shouldn't be grieving". Let your feelings out anyway you need to. Grief is weird and each person will deal with it differently, but you shouldn't apologize for anything. Take your time and heal the way you need to. ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤ I’ve been in the same situation and hope you find peace.
i’m so sorry, Tiff. i don’t know how it is to feel the way you’re feeling, but my thoughts and prayers are with you. i just hope your mind and body will recover. we all love your angel ❤ ily!
I am so sorry for your loss you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers ❤❤
I'm so sorry you are going through this Tiffanie. I had a miscarriage around the same gestation and it's something you never forget. For me it was the hardest when I got to the estimated due date and I wasn't holding my baby. It's been over a year now and I still think about what could have been. Sending you and your family all the love and hugs ❤
this is so beyond brave to share and so vulnerable. Thank you.. your story can help so many others.
I can’t even begin to imagine how much pain you and your family are going through. I’m so sorry, no one should have to go through this. Just know we all love and support you so much.❤
I’m so sorry you had to go through this, sending my prayers from Brasil! You are one of the strongest woman I’ve seen ❤
i love you so so much. i’ve never been through this but i can’t even imagine how it’s been for you and i’m so so sorry that you’ve had to go through this. sending so so love! praying for you and your family.
I'm so sorry dear Tiffanie! Sending you prayers and all my love 💌
I am so sorry🩷 Sending you so much healing and love!
Im soooo sorry for your loss. My sincere condolences to you and your family. Grief has no expiration date. No one can tell you how and when to stop. Take all the time you need. We will be here.❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m so so sorry for your loss. So heartbroken for you. 😢 xx
Thank you so much for being open and honest about your experience. I'm so so sorry you're having to go through this. It is not fair. Take your time and prioritize your feelings and healing. I'm praying for you and your family. ❤
Bestie I am soo sorry for you!!! I hope it gets better! I am praying for you, and your whole family!
Oh Tiffanie, my heart aches for you ❤ You are so strong ❤❤❤ Sending lots of love 🩷
Tiffanie I am so sorry you and your family have to go through this. i'm wishing you all the best. you've bought us all comfort and i hope everyone's comments can return the favor. we love you so much and wish the best for you
I’m so sorry!!! I will keep you in my prayers!!
I’m so sorry Tiff. You are such a light & an angel. We love love love you. Take as much time as you need. Sending love and prayers 🩷🫶🏼 Remember that what you’re feeling is valid! It’s okay to take time for yourself, take time off, be with your family. We understand bby 🫶🏼
Praying for you and your family, I’m so so sorry❤️🩹
My experience was so similar and even the gestation period as well. What kept me above water was reminding myself that my body was taking care of me. Something must’ve been wrong and our bodies know. It’s such a horrible thing to go through, but it’s not your fault. You speak so beautifully about it and we all appreciate your vulnerability. Let us carry you ❤ thank you for making us all smile with your videos. Every moment you find joy is a step towards healing, try not to feel guilt about that ❤️
We are so so sorry for you're loss. You are so strong.🩷
I’m so sorry bestie. Praying for you, your family and your angel baby ❤ they’re definitely watching over you now forever and always. A guardian angel. Take as much time as you need please❤ we will all be here when you’re ready to come back.
I am so so sorry for your loss, Tiffany. You have every right to feel the grief and the heartbreak that you feel. I am praying for you and your family and I truly hope you all heal in whatever amount of time it is that you need. I love you and your sweet baby in heaven. ♥️
I'm so sorry, I can't imagine how painful this experinece is. Take care, love you ❤
I'm sending so much love to you and your family, i am so sorry for your loss
I’m so sorry for your loss, sending you all my love ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. Lots of love ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Watching this video takes me back to 3 years ago when I had a miscarriage. My experience was identical to yours something felt weird inside me after cramping so much and when I went to the Dr they told me everything was good then next timing I know it’s 2 am and I go to the restroom and it comes out. I was devastated so I started to think positive things and realizing gods plan for me was different and I needed to accept that. Sending a lot of love and prayers your way you will get through this ❤
I can't put into words how sorry I am...
lots of love from Austria feel hugged🫂💞
i never leave comments but here to say, i’m sitting with you. losing a loved one esp your baby is so hard, i love you and see your pain.
I’m really sorry Tiffanie, I truly am. ❤ my heart goes out to you. I was pregnant with twins and at around 12/14 weeks I went back to the doctor for a regular check up only to find one had survived. He’s happy and healthy, thank God, at 11 months now. But I still feel the loss of that second baby and I don’t know if I’m entitled to cause I still got one beautiful baby out of this. Its hard
I am so sorry for your loss. sending you lots of love ❤
I'm so sorry for you Tiffanie. I hope you know that we all love you so much and that we're here for you no matter what ❤ please take all the time you need ❤
I am so soorry Tiffanie❤️❤️❤️ Sending you a big hug and so much love!! You are soo strong and brave for doing this video and sharing it with us🫶🏽
Love you SO much girl. We will always be here to listen to you heal and grieve and feel what you need. Talk and honor your baby as long as you need. We will always have your back ! ❤
I'm sending you so much love!! Though I do not know what it is like to have a child, I am so hurt for you. I am deeply sorry this happened to you. I'm sorry for all of that emptiness you may feel and for what other feelings come with this. MUCH LOVE, and take all of the time you need.
Sending all the love to you and your family ❤ Take your time to heal. We love you!
I'm so so sorry
So sorry for your loss ❤ sending you so much love & your family💕
So sorry sweetie for and your family. Sending lots of love and hugs ❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry. Sending lots of thoughts yours way.❤
I am so sorry, I will be praying for you and your baby. 💕
I am so sorry, I'm praying for you and your family. one day, you'll have your rainbow baby. take all the time you need, this is not something you'll ever really get over but I pray with time, it gets a little easier
Aww, Tiffanie, I am so so sorry! I have been praying and praying for you. Sending you and your family love❤
Sending so much love your way. The feeling is difficult. I hope your taking care of yourself and take all the time you need. Love Love XXOO
Sending love and hugs to you. Take care, take as much rest as you need and heal ❤
You are so so strong. Thank you for sharing your light with us, Thank you for sharing something so intimate. You are clearly a fighter, and ik it’s hard but keep fighting ml.