Nightcore - Trauma - (Lyrics)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 24 ส.ค. 2020
- ▻ Trauma is a song by a man that has had some tough things happen in his life which has completely changed him as a person
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✪ Song: Trauma
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Lyrics (Also included in the video):
Trauma changes rearranges
Takes the man I was and breaks him
Walls come up
All I am is numb and jaded
Ego splits my soul deflated
Walls come up
These walls come up
All I’ve ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
But the man I used to be is so far gone
Circling through memories all this trauma gets me trembling
No I can’t let you in it’s been too long
I’d rather feel nothing at all
Than have to deal with all the pain inside my heart
When she died I swore I’d never love again
And it’s been years but I’m still calloused up like this
All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
But the man I used to be is so far gone
Circling through memories all this trauma gets me trembling
No I can’t let you in it’s been too long
The man I used to be is dead and gone
I never feel alive
Cause fear controls my life
I try to break this bind
But all these ghosts come their knives
Don’t wanna live this way
Afraid of everything
This traumas taking me
I’m falling in the deep
All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
But the man I used to be is so far gone
Circling through memories all this trauma gets me trembling
No I can’t let you in it’s been too long
The man I used to be is dead and gone
The man I used to be is dead and gone - เพลง
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I feel so blessed. Amazing edit Sinon. Couldn't be more thankful.
I also feel blessed
To this beautiful music
Thank You!
I feel blessed also T^T º^º
This came out 2 minutes ago how is your post from a week ago I'm so confused
I'm blessed too😁
Gooood song
You just gained another fan
*"I would rather feel nothing at all"*
Me everyday, seeing a deep friendship dying and yet being so helpless.
and all
PAST IS IN YOUR HEAD
AND
FUTURE IS IN YOUR HAND
YOU CAN BE YOUR VILLAIN AND HERO !!
CHOSE YOURSELF BEST !!!!!!!
Some will stay some will go always remember they don't define WHO YOU ARE!
Let them stay let then go always remember you gotta love WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!
I choose villain not because villains are bad guys some are consider bad guys in the eye of the law. Villian are the one who are lost and they are one who need help.
I can relate a lot...but no one will ever understand properly how i feel, and i felt this way since preschool...
@@kaeyaalberich7226 we are the same you and I, pain like this is forever etched into the very fabric if our being and can never truly be healed or removed. All we can do is find ways to cope with the pain
I lost my first real friend, first best friend, last best friend, my hero, was once my only friend, and it hurts..
I loved him more than anything.
He was everything to me...
He's still everything to me...
He's all I ever wanted..
He's the reason I am still here today...
He's the reason I never hurt myself when I used to have negative thoughts...
He's the reason I still want to live...
He's my dog who passed away due to old age about 19 months ago...
I'm still sad about his death and pretending to be happy Infront of others...
I swore to never have another best friend as I didn't want to replace him so he's the first and only best friend I'll ever have...
I don't want to love anyone as much as I had loved him, i was able to tell him absolutely everything, and he knew absolutely everything about me even things I would never tell anyone, even secrets... He knew so much and I told him so much...
I told him my darkest secrets, all of my emotions, and even asked how his day was... I'd have full conversations with him sometimes...
Now all I have are memories...
I put up walls so I don't have to feel this kind of pain again..
I'm afraid to hear "I love you" because it is the last thing I told my dog before he passed away...
It hurts more hearing "I love you" than hearing "I hate you" so I'd rather hear that someone hates me instead...
Every line of this songs hits me up like a truck.
-_- yeah
Felt that.
"Truck" this word reminds me of someone and it hits me even harder than a tank 🚮
Every cloud has a silver lining. I hope you find yours.
Thx man :/
What does that mean?
Seems impossible but hopefully I do.
Thx💜💜💜
Can I sell the silver lining? It might be worth something. And thx, I suppose.
"I'd rather go back to the beginning, than stay at the end..."
The usually positive and extroverted James Ann Russomanno Da Sicilia had slipped into not so pleasant thoughts, regret and nostalgic grief upon his mind in seclusion. A tragedy brought forth by the selfless action of the one most dear to him, that he could never truly repay. He may not be the solitary sufferer, but it felt his pain burned so deeper and intensely.
🎵"I am not the only traveller. Who has not repayed his debt" 🎵
She was plenty a motivation for him. Having someone to share himself with so much more deeply and intimately than only a friend. In a way, she offered him a loving guidance and support in thier shared interest of exploration and learning. He'd grown so used to thier supportiveness of one another. James could not help wondering, "What now ?"
🎵"I'm just searching for a trail to follow, again"🎵
He remembered that first time they met, a humble and kind hearted young woman that longed to see beyond her walled home of a kingdom, to adventure freely for some fulfillment instead of being a tavern worker for all of her existence. And a mentally weathered young man that had freedom, but at times wasn't sure or quite motivated to do anything interesting with it. A light hearted conversation about platonic statuses turning towards that of aspirations on her part, cutely not being able to contain herself on the topic, even if it was more that likely laughed about.
But, He did not laugh or offer any kind of doubts. Instead, he inquired more when she returned once or twice on a rest break. He felt a resemblance to his own ambition from this woman, though more fresh and energetic. As a result, his own aspiration of seeking out new sights and knowledge were given a hopeful refreshment. That bright smile and caring expression present even in thier times of only being acquaintances, He wished he could go back to that calm and tranquil time. To be able to just live out all those beautiful conversations, hugs, kisses, and happy years all over again... and not know how it will eventually come to an end..
🎵"Take me back to the night we met..."🎵
He constantly had the question of what he should do now. His mind still in anguish. He felt no true interest in going anywhere in adventure, no interest in interacting with anyone. He was just....lifeless. Honestly, what is knowledge without someone to share and test it with?. What is adventure if there's nobody else to witness what is found?. Could his heart ever be the same it was before, compassionate and calm?.
🎵" And I can, ask myself. What the hell that I'm supposed to do.." 🎵
He truly felt that he could not live without his beloved... He'd rather join her than suffer all of this. But, one thing stopped him from ending it. Some of Her last words as he cradled her in his arms.
"Live on for me... don't let your dreams die, James.."
It was so very hard, but he could not stand to go against that final wish of who he valued so greatly.
🎵"And then I can, tell myself. Not to ride along with you.." 🎵
He painfully revisualizes the sight of her slowly fading away and leaving in front of him. Her life, positive energy, beautiful form, and then her kind soul.... nothing left of her. Nothing to bury or hold close.
🎵" I had all and then most of you, some, and now none of you...."🎵
What he wouldn't give to be back to the time they were happy and together with time to spare. But he was unable to do so with his vast power, and it made him feel so weak. The most important thing to him was beyond his grasp no manner how much he tried. He could put on a weak facade at most, but it was on his mind constantly.
🎵" Take me back to the night we met" 🎵
He could not help the nostalgic visions, remembering the times they had in so many places. Going out to restaurants, perusing libraries, sightseeing, and just spending sweet time together. He sometimes wakes up from bed and reaches out to touch her, only to feel nothing and open his eyes to confirm and remember that she was gone... He subconsciously expects her to come up behind him and wrap her calming arms around his neck, but it never happens. Sitting in a restaurant remembering seeing her on the other side of the table, cutely messing with her food when nobody was there. For a few seconds, it was nice to think of it until it's pushed down by the reality.
🎵"I don't what I'm supposed to do, I'm haunted by the ghost of you..."🎵
He wished he could take her out to more places when he had the chance. Places they skipped over for various reasons. He always feels he could have done more with her back then. She deserved everything.
🎵" Take me back to the night we met..." 🎵
Throughout thier adventures, the two had seen terrible things. Grotesque conflicts and just heart wrenching situations of life being lost or put through unbelievable suffering. He was more used to such things, but his beloved was not. At times she would weep for them and in fear of terrifying things they'd encountered. He never did hesitate to offer comfort however he could, holding her close to warmth, talking through it, or weeping with her at times, for he cared deeply for those individuals as well.
🎵" When the night was full of terror, and your eyes were filled with tears..."🎵
Sometimes, He felt he was A curse to Her. He had put her in so much danger in these journeys. His foolish naiveity being the cause of such beauty to perish. Before they had met, she likely would have found a way to explore domestically and plenty more safely, having a nice life on her own planet. It was him that introduced her to life beyond those spacial barriers. At times he wonders if it would have been better if they not have met. It felt selfish to put the good times they had over her own well being. That could have been a sacrifice he made to keep her alive and safe, even if it harmed him.
🎵"When you had not touched me yet.."🎵
This had never been completely be off his mind, no matter the effort. And he's accepted that. He is reluctant to admit that one of his main driving forces is honoring her last wish of living on with his dreams. So now, he continues his adventures with a symbolic characteristic.
His naturally royal purple eyes now have a ring of her golden hazel eyes, letting her see through his eyes what they've found. He occasionally sits in his library looking at the many journals she'd written along with him, taking in her content and happy thoughts with him at her side, opening up these infinite possibilities, making Her dreams come true.
🎵" Take me back to the night we met"🎵
He could never go back to the night they met. Now after some years of reflection and emotional work with the support of closer friends, it was time to make good of the nights they could have had from now on. Preserve those memories in him and those that had the pleasure of knowing her. And even though she clearly couldn't hear him, he uttered the 3 words he had spoken to her countless times and her to him the same.
🌌"I love you, Bianca💜." 🌌
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@Nightcore Dola May I ask what you mean by understanding it?
😯 I’m speechless... I really felt like I was in each scene reading this. Like I was there with him feeling those emotions. I’m a writer and this is some of the most amazing inspiration I’ve seen in a long time.
@@jonathanmeyer9753 I'm glad it was able to have you truly visualize and feel the memories. I have some more if you're ever interested in seeing them.
James Ann Russomanno Da Sicilia I’d love too!
Ok
This is beautiful! I’ve never heard this song before and now I wish I found it sooner because it’s amazing!
I’m crying right now
All I wanted to be loved by someone😢😢😢😢 who is touched by this line
i was touched as a kid so i get your pain
I’ve been suicidal for over 5 years now and the only thing that helps is Sinons vids and talking to my ex
I FEEL U BRO DONT GIVE UP
DON'T GIVE UP U ARE STRONG!!!
man, its amazing what music can do for you, if you need to talk im here man (ik this is weird getting from a stranger but eh)
I've been there. Know that you are not alone, as silly as that sounds, others have gone through trauma as well and we keep moving through it as well. So keep going, and all of us will be here for you around the world.
@@vampiricpanda3878 u're just trynna help and that's not wrong lol
that's on being ✨m e n t a l l y u n s t a b l e✨
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relatable
i thought this was NF
But you learn new things everyday
Omg same😂😂
Me too
My trauma gone when Sinon-senpai upload her nightcores XD
Lunaris Craft same
In my opinion they’re better than the originals
@@bunbun6936 UwU
@Nightcore Dola Sinon is Sinon
"No I can’t let you in it’s been too long,
The man I used to be is dead and gone" that hit me hard,
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Everyday I hear this kind of music always gets me through every tiring day
Keep going 💖
Even though we have bad days dont let that bring you down.
What if the last 19 months were just like a bad day.... Never happy, pretending to be happy, secretly crying when no one is around to see...
I've been like this since my dog died 19 months ago..
@@izoraiza7169 I have depression and Anxiety
@@izoraiza7169 same here I'm alone and who care -_-
The tittle: *I've been there before my friend* 😢
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This song lyrics are deep
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This is a very accurate song for post traumatic living... probably written from the heart. I love the picture you chose to go with it! It really captures the overall feeling well.
Heart speaks only the truth 💔
Beautiful ;-;
Thank you 😥
Only listened once and I know I will never stop listening to this song. Great job Sinon.
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Couldn't be more wonderful to come early and listen to this amazing nightcore
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Nice song, baby same feeling too ❤
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@@nathanwagner762 😉
The feels hit damn hard here. And the songs damn good and the edit just tops it off.
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NOICE
so cool, the music is facinating and I love it
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Ah yes, trauma, my best friend.
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This had me sobbing.....I LOVE IT!!!
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Loved it❤️❤️
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*Le best editing Sinon* I don't know why but this song really hit me hard
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Sinon will be forever the best.
True!💖
this thing was posted nine minutes ago and there are already 43 comments. yall are stupidly fast.
Lol 💖
I can feel myself in each & every words of it
Amazing song, and edit
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Just Amazing 😍
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I'm crying😢I it's sad but beautiful💕
Thank you for this❤
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Thank you so much I like the ver sion of it and it's just perfect 😊😊 it's Blowing my mind right now
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This is by far, my most favorite song from Sinon -^- The feels are just too stronk, damn.
Lobíto 😊 it's been almost a week and you said the Nightcore would be ready in 2 days 😶 is everything ok?
@@calligraphygirl1988 sorry 😅 My entire life is a mess and I can't seem to free up time 😩
Give me more time mama wolf cause school is killing me and I need to do house chores and stuff so I'm always tired 😞
@@gabbygab2475 I'll give you as much time as you need lobíto 😊 and as for school, let me know if you need any help with any subject and Papa Wolf is here as well 💙😊
Ur underatedd!
i never knew childhood was a song
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I'm so freaking related to this song, Every sentence and every word means a lot to me
The song is so heart touching 👁👄👁
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Beautiful 😭
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Just seeing this today since it was one of my recommended videos and I’m just 😳 wow
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Ur soo good!!!
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Hehe early. God bless you
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This hits home
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Amazing song ❤❤❤
Thank you ❤️
Your sound soo good 😍. I like it😊
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I love it 😍
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Wow imazing sinon
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This song hits home
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Why is the fact that this is somewhat relatable so upsetting?
I can't believe this was just yesterday when I watched your videos it was like 1 year ago and years ago more but now I'm just happy
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Love the songs
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This AMAZING edit reminds me of Sasuke and/or Itachi, kind of.
Superb song❤️❤️
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Love it
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Está muy bueno♡
Sinon and U N D E R D O G S. are the best Nightcore song uploader
True!💕
i Love it ❤
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So sad ❤️❤️❤️👍
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To all
and all
PAST IS IN YOUR HEAD
AND
FUTURE IS IN YOUR HAND
YOU CAN BE YOUR VILLAIN AND HERO !!
CHOSE YOURSELF BEST !!!!!!!
Some will stay some will go always remember they don't define WHO YOU ARE!
Let them stay let then go always remember you gotta love WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!
That was amazing......🙈🙈
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Sinon nicely done friend
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I've not watched your videos in so long
I love you shoot out pls I'm huge fan, nightcore and also you...😘
Wonderful
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Everyone so happy with Sinon's videos
I like them too
But anyone else sad that Mega Untity has been silent for months? I was one of their first viewers.... I saw their first video... 😔
I hope theyre ok
The illustration kind of looks like Baam from Tower of God, and really relates to him in a lot of ways especially him in season 2. Idk why I put this hear but the song and editing is amazing 👍 ❤️
Amazing
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Oh. My. Godiva. I had never heard this before, tried it out just to give it a shot. 😮😦😧😲 I can not. I DEEPLY connect with this song. It-it was so powerful, I had goosebumps. Thank you Simon, thank you very much. This song came at a perfect time. 💚💜
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Wow so nice song i like it
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Yato from noragami.
He puts up a believable facade
When he’s just broken
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Came here because he looked like yato and now I can't stop crying.
I was wearing head phones and when the song started the world shook. I love it!!!
Yey 💕
1:41
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Ow now my tiny heart hurts
Damn why did it took me so long to find this?
"All I've ever wanted was to be loved by somebody" connects me to this. That is all I've ever wanted all my life and I am lucky to have found that somebody. Funny thing is, I met him after I had resigned myself to stop searching for that someone. Everyone who is looking for someone to love and be loved by: they are out there for you, just focus on yourself and they will come into your life one day. I hope soon for everyone. ❤
Aight im a bit early, yess
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This song fits on me. It's so hard to move on from the past, so hard to forget the pain that cause you and it's so hard to look at the positive side when all you can see is negative stuff. I hate the trust issue I have, I hate when I judge people easily because of my past. I hate how I let myself be swallowed by darkness. I hate myself for experiencing things I shouldn't have. I hate the girl I used to be.
Yeah, I'm going through the same thing. Just keep trucking through the mess and pick up the broken pieces. Maybe, you'll eventually find who you are. At least, that's what I've been doing.
Val Loresca and all
PAST IS IN YOUR HEAD
AND
FUTURE IS IN YOUR HAND
YOU CAN BE YOUR VILLAIN AND HERO !!
CHOSE YOURSELF BEST !!!!!!!
Some will stay some will go always remember they don't define WHO YOU ARE!
Let them stay let then go always remember you gotta love WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!
You guyss, T^T
Don't be negative be positive if its hard to look positive then be QUIET ...silence
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Wow 💜😻
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Just know that you are loved.
How do you find these amazing songs🥺I lovee your channel so much.
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It's feeling so good
It's heart do you love it
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Wow❤️
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Never been this early
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A lot of people come to our lives and they teach a lot without saying anything.😔
Hard truth 💔
Nice
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One can't do everything.
That's why god created two.
No, One Can.
@@fleurdelacour5247 yea that's why I was born
@@theylovemilo2248 Same here buddy🔥
@@friedegg3732 HAHAHHAHSHAHAS
Woahhhhhhhh
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@@nathanwagner762 ❤️
Man that mood change tho
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I can not take the pain..it hurts so much💔I just want take my heart out....
This song fits me so well it’s scary
The man i used to be l.really hit me where it hurts
Good
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"All ive ever wanted was to be loved by somebody" Thats me ive been with this boy who just played with my feelings so i hooked up with his best friend at it turns out he only dated me for a dare and he was also playing with my feelings...
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Everey Anime I Want Expose In Wallpaper Because That's Is Cool💜🖤💖
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I watched this after Angels Beats
My heart can’t take anymore
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Deep.ly 💖
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1:04 reminds me of a thousand years (only the music)
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