Exactly, especially the watch me blow up part. I love this song and this just made it all the more better. I’ve been listening to this since it came out and I didn’t even realize it was 10 days ago until today lol. I also love the maggots one she did like this, my two favorite songs.
@@hano5277 she has pitch correction (aka autotune) even when she is live. Good song though. While the lyrics are a lil cringe, very lil peep mixed with all the hair dyed girls currently, they are pretty good. Leaves me with a lot of questions. Complaining about how you have someone who loves you but you won’t let em sorta falls short of gaining empathy from everyone who is the bf's position in such a dynamic. Sounds like something you spare the other person from up until you’ve worked yourself out with a therapist first.
@@kalreynolds5829okay? you pointed this out to like 2 other ppl as if almost every artist doesn’t utilize autotune to some degree? you need a good voice to make it not sound like straight garbage
I never hear anyone say this but Ash's clothes/aesthetic are amazing. I know that in music videos there are designers that help with this kind of stuff but it amazes me every time because they mach the music so well.
I mean she’s a gorgeous woman that can pull off awesome looks. She’s the whole package. How she isn’t insanely famous just shows how tasteless the general population is with music.
@@KormaTheCurry One- Carnivorous or not Unicorns are still cute. Two- She has said multiple times that she layers her voice and only uses autotune when necessary (Not to compare but like how Billie uses autotune to make her voice sound robot-ish or Demon like)
It's a live vocal but she's obviously being helped out a bit by some kind of effects/processing, not saying it's autotune (though autotune these days seems to mean any vocal manipulation/effect used) , but it's def not a totally unfiltered live vocal either, not a criticism on her part but there's no point in deluding yourself that she's singing live without help here.
@@Crazy-herCrayonS She used very heavy effects on her voice for both of these performances, and there's definitely pitch correction being done. It sounds good though. We all know she can sing without it. But it's not honest to listen to this and say she isn't using it and is 100% singing live and sounding that good on her own; she isn't
Lyrics: Typical of me to go and ruin the party Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a ma-macabre Barbie (I love you) My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright I'm havin' the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Tellin' myself that this is fine I'm havin' the best time of my life It's a big joke Ha ha, I love laughin' It's a big hoax Your self-help happy 'Cause I'm okay I'm pure propane On an open flame Watch me blow up My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright I'm havin' the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Tellin' myself that this is fine I'm havin' the best time of my life
@@rockerchick4life18same I absolutely adore this song so beautiful! 🥺❤😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 "I swear I'm not crying the suns just bright I'm having the best time most of my life." Me every day 🥺❤
This is more of a smooth version of the song when it's more raspy but I love both and it hits different when you have the idea of the personal things behind it
@@thedreamsicle1People who have anxiety and have panic attacks constantly, feeling like they have to constantly hide their feeling away hence the phrase ‘I swear I’m not crying the suns just bright.’
This shit hits. Sometimes it just feels easier when everything is shit cuz you don't care. But when things are going good, you have to care to work and fight to keep it that way. I love this song and this version feels so much more personal😣🥲
I’ve been listening to her for years, since she had green and brown hair. Yes a long time. I love her so much and I’m very proud of how far she’s come.
much love. put all that love you have/had for your ex back into yourself. binge your favorite shows, listen to your favorite music, treat yourself well
I've just been diagnosed with autism. Im 33. This song puts the feeling into words. For me even the trauma starting at 11 fits 😭 I'm playing on repeat.
This song is so beautiful majestic. I could sway and sleep away as it plays. Ashnikko is a fantastic music artist. Their voice, their music, everything about them is perfection. Ashnikko owns the title of my favorite music artist.
I personally think she should do more stuff like this as opposed to the raunchy stuff. This brings out more facets of her artistic range, vocal ability and potential of where she could go in future
This version has me in tears remembering back when I would have panic attacks on the daily. Hearing this helped heal a piece of me. Thank you, Ashnikko. We are never alone.
Somehow, I like this more than the original. It makes the song feel a lot more personal and intimate.
Who asked
a bit more pain and anger behind the words
@@Josheph. well guess what, the fun thing about them comments is no one has to ask for you to share your opinions
@@sickjoe9174 Yes.
I like both, but this version hits more harder.
It sounds even better than the original version wtf
Same 🔥
400th like :)
Yah
Exactly, especially the watch me blow up part. I love this song and this just made it all the more better. I’ve been listening to this since it came out and I didn’t even realize it was 10 days ago until today lol. I also love the maggots one she did like this, my two favorite songs.
That's because it's realistic. That was just a video.
this is THE best vocal performance from ashnikko.... i will cherish this piece forever and forever holy shit. perfection.
i was bawling my eyes out when i saw it live it was so beautiful
same
It's got tons of cleanup work done to it... It's basically mastered acustic version of the song.. this isnt live.
@@hano5277 she has pitch correction (aka autotune) even when she is live.
Good song though. While the lyrics are a lil cringe, very lil peep mixed with all the hair dyed girls currently, they are pretty good. Leaves me with a lot of questions.
Complaining about how you have someone who loves you but you won’t let em sorta falls short of gaining empathy from everyone who is the bf's position in such a dynamic.
Sounds like something you spare the other person from up until you’ve worked yourself out with a therapist first.
@@azeriablack797 she's legit a shit singer but ok song writer. She writes songs for other people prior to giving the pop star shit a try.
This is one of the best songs I've ever heard in my life tbh.
that voice tho, why is everything about her so perfect please?!
fr
So serious
I swear
It's called autotune.
@@kalreynolds5829okay? you pointed this out to like 2 other ppl as if almost every artist doesn’t utilize autotune to some degree? you need a good voice to make it not sound like straight garbage
I never hear anyone say this but Ash's clothes/aesthetic are amazing. I know that in music videos there are designers that help with this kind of stuff but it amazes me every time because they mach the music so well.
Exactly!
I mean she’s a gorgeous woman that can pull off awesome looks. She’s the whole package. How she isn’t insanely famous just shows how tasteless the general population is with music.
Her face during the whole song was so into it..she truly has solid vocals. The raw vocals held onto me way harder for sure
Her voice is still beautiful without the autotune ✨
Ash doesn’t use autotune ☺️
@@Bex666 yeah yeah and Im a carnivorous unicorn
@@KormaTheCurry One- Carnivorous or not Unicorns are still cute. Two- She has said multiple times that she layers her voice and only uses autotune when necessary (Not to compare but like how Billie uses autotune to make her voice sound robot-ish or Demon like)
It's a live vocal but she's obviously being helped out a bit by some kind of effects/processing, not saying it's autotune (though autotune these days seems to mean any vocal manipulation/effect used) , but it's def not a totally unfiltered live vocal either, not a criticism on her part but there's no point in deluding yourself that she's singing live without help here.
@@Crazy-herCrayonS She used very heavy effects on her voice for both of these performances, and there's definitely pitch correction being done. It sounds good though. We all know she can sing without it. But it's not honest to listen to this and say she isn't using it and is 100% singing live and sounding that good on her own; she isn't
i could listen to this live version on repeat forever
Luckily we have the REPLAY button!
@@annabeatrizdossantoslucena yes haha
Her voice is so unique.
write me on telegram🔝,i have something for you❤❤
Lyrics:
Typical of me to go and ruin the party
Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted
They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a ma-macabre Barbie (I love you)
My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so
Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright
I'm havin' the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Tellin' myself that this is fine
I'm havin' the best time of my life
It's a big joke
Ha ha, I love laughin'
It's a big hoax
Your self-help happy
'Cause I'm okay
I'm pure propane
On an open flame
Watch me blow up
My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so
Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright
I'm havin' the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Tellin' myself that this is fine
I'm havin' the best time of my life
I know all the lyrics from "Panic Attacks In Paradise" I love that song it's my favorite Ashnikko song ever. 💕
@@Poppy_X3268 Woow really! So did I! I learnt the lyrics cuz it's my favorite as well, this song is so special to me
@@MoaArmy61304 this song isn't about me but I still love singing alot to this song.
Thank for taking the time to put the Lyrics! Also, I'm also a M🖤A
@@yingbeomgi8236 No problem, you're welcome MOA chingu 😊💙
As someone with Autism and Anxiety disorder, this hits me hard on a personal level. Ashnikko's voice in this song is literally music to my ears.
I have autism toooo!😀
@@jupiter_424 OMG!!! 💙💙💙
@@annabeatrizdossantoslucena yea, its hard to find anyone on here w/ autism.
You should check out psychologist Elaine Aron and her work on the genetic trait of high sensitivity (on TH-cam)
@🍒Little Cherry 🍒 same, although I try to teach English online it's difficult for me to socialize
I love being able to hear her voice unfiltered.
I sobbed when I first heard this song, "I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11" like girl same 🥺😭
Literally this song makes me cry every time I listen to it. ❤
@@rockerchick4life18same I absolutely adore this song so beautiful! 🥺❤😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 "I swear I'm not crying the suns just bright I'm having the best time most of my life." Me every day 🥺❤
Their music always speaks to me on a level that unlocks something feral in me (in a good way)
Me too. 😔
Exactly
Same
same ❤ also, love ur user name lol
@@littlelemon1783 thank you! I love yours, reminds me of a cavetown song
1:38 gave me goosebumps
IKR people are not giving that part enough love
THEY ARE A LEGEND
This is more of a smooth version of the song when it's more raspy but I love both and it hits different when you have the idea of the personal things behind it
What personal things?
@@thedreamsicle1People who have anxiety and have panic attacks constantly, feeling like they have to constantly hide their feeling away hence the phrase ‘I swear I’m not crying the suns just bright.’
Can't finish this song without my tears falling.
write me up🔝,i have something for you❤❤
why does this sound so much better than the recorded version? The emotion? the realness? We feel it
That outfit though 😍
she is one of my spirit animals ❤️
This shit hits. Sometimes it just feels easier when everything is shit cuz you don't care. But when things are going good, you have to care to work and fight to keep it that way. I love this song and this version feels so much more personal😣🥲
I’ve been listening to her for years, since she had green and brown hair. Yes a long time. I love her so much and I’m very proud of how far she’s come.
After just going through a break up, i needed this version now more than ever. Thank you ash
much love. put all that love you have/had for your ex back into yourself. binge your favorite shows, listen to your favorite music, treat yourself well
@@seducedbysasquatch thank you, i really appreciate it and needed to hear that
Remember she played this first day of tour and bawled my eyes out , I love this song so much .
ESSA MÚSICA É A 8° MARAVILHA DO MUNDO MANO
Fact
They are such an inspiration. Such a good performer and SO PERFECT!!
Why does she sounds so good omg
ily ashnikko
I've just been diagnosed with autism. Im 33. This song puts the feeling into words. For me even the trauma starting at 11 fits 😭 I'm playing on repeat.
write me up🔝,i have something for you❤❤🎁
Ashnikko i love you💙
Ashnikkos voice is so colourful and diverse. Just perfection.
This song is so beautiful majestic. I could sway and sleep away as it plays. Ashnikko is a fantastic music artist. Their voice, their music, everything about them is perfection. Ashnikko owns the title of my favorite music artist.
BRAZIL LOVES YOU ASH ❤️❤️❤️❤️🇧🇷🇧🇷
BRAZIL LOVES YOU ASH!
te amo ashnikko
Eee I love how this version has a soft vibe
her switch from a smooth to a raspy and then smooth wo having to clear her throat is so fucking cool
Perfeita, merece o mundo todinho. 💜
Verdade!
Deixa pros outros também
@@nanzinhosousa não
Wow…I’m crying. That hit.
Crying listening to this acoustic version I feel this it hurts my heart thank you for giving me another banger to relate to you are a true artist 🖤💙
this voice 🥺💞
her voice is very angelic ✨
She has one of the unique voices I’ve ever heard. Keep comin back to this video
Sounds even better then the original. I like how your cover sounds more Intense and intimate:)
You know it's Ashnikko singing here, right?
@@bekindtotheonesthatyoulove4894 she means the acoustic version. Not like it's someone else covering it
Goosebumps. Every. Single. Time. I love it.
Vey, essa mulher canta mt bem sem autotune!
I’m very grateful she wrote this song
Amazing song of hers!!! Love the way it sounded too. 10/10 Ashnikko 💞💞💞💞
Her voice it's just amazing
I love it just stripped down with their voice, it’s gorgeous
I wish she used this singing voice more often! The rap is fun but this is so prettyyy
Eu te amooo, shinikkuuuu 💙 volte para o brasil logo, mulher
I personally think she should do more stuff like this as opposed to the raunchy stuff. This brings out more facets of her artistic range, vocal ability and potential of where she could go in future
MARAVILHOSA
The voice - - - - - 🦋🦋
Ashnikko😍
She's so amazing she doesn't even need autotune💕
shut up this is my second account
Shes so beaitful omg
Incrível como a voz dela pode ir de um rock doidão pra uma música de festa de 15 anos ;---;
this is my favorite Ashnikko song
write me on telegram🔝,i have something for you❤❤
Simplesmente a Ashton tendo o melhor momento de sua vida do entretenimento.
This song has won a permanent spot in my heart.
Beautiful song
This version has me in tears remembering back when I would have panic attacks on the daily. Hearing this helped heal a piece of me. Thank you, Ashnikko. We are never alone.
Me da tanta nostalgia 😢😢
Yooo😿😿
when she gives that eye contact to the camera is just (screaming in pillow) IT FEELS LIKE YOUR ACTUALLY THERE AND SHE MADE PHISICSAL EYE CONTACT!!!
Essa música é tão incrível
This song just makes me sob uncontrollably. Hearing it raw kills me even more. Thank you Asknikko for speaking my soul.
She's such an inspiration 🥰 So much emotion in one voice 💜
Goose bumps over the voice and emotion!!!!Jesus, young lady!!! I want more of this!!!
If she ever had a voice crack it would still sound amazing
MDS QUE MARAVILHA
Asnikko's voice is so beautiful^^
Love it youre my fav musician and i can't wait for this years Halloween song really hope she has one!!! 🎃🖤
What a melodious voice… it soothes even the most troubled heart 🫠
Que linda 💓
1:38 these vocals🔥
In this version sounds like she’s really venting ❤️🩹❤️🩹
TE AMO TE AMO TE AMO
Her vocals are so much more intense live. I love the huskiness in some parts and the directness aggression in the singing.
música perfeitaaaa, aishinikooo ❤❤❤❤
I wanna cry each time I listen to this song
She's so perfect for me
LINDA LINDA
Her voice is insane the range 🧎♀️
Vittalovers presentes
Literally just in the middle of panick attack and this helped me calm down thanks
Perfeitaaaaaa
Her voice live is so pretty omg
Bestie Were ALL Waiting For Halloweenie V WHEN IS IT DROPPING??!?!?!?!?! TAKE YOUR TIME, WERE ALL HERE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
Booking your Glasgow concert at the start of the year just to wait for the end of the year? Worth it
Brasil te ama Ash! 💓😍
i love YOUUUU
Que voz linda!! Muito fofa
Also I love that we can hear your vocals raw here because it delivers so much damn emotion and makes the already powerful song more powerful!
little by little I have become a fan of ashnnikko, a crack by the way, she always sings very well, and I'm also Spanish
This is the best song to her career. But such an underrated.
Perfeito💯✨
I love you ash
My neighbours new favourite song from today whether they like it or not .
The live sounds better than the studio version and I think it’s because you can hear the emotion more in the live! Love this version!