"Drugs Are On My Mind All Day Long." | A drug addict interview in Baltimore, MD (4K)

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  • @CraZieDame
    @CraZieDame 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +132

    Chris, you can do this! You can become that addictions counselor. Chase those dreams instead of the high. I won't say it's easy, but it is so worth it. I'm 7 years clean, got my degree in social work, and I work at a shelter for the unhoused population. I'm not bragging, just sharing that it can be done. You gotta be sick and tired of being sick and tired. It sounded like you believe in God, cry out to Him. He can help you. You got this bro! Don't let anyone tell you different. The best way of getting revenge to those who put you down is succeeding.

    • @rosewilkes8567
      @rosewilkes8567 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Amen

    • @evolveausevolveaus
      @evolveausevolveaus 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Yes, ❤
      Im also in recovery

    • @PallorMortis-x8t
      @PallorMortis-x8t 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      In my case I myself put my down and I hv been using dope soon 10 years now not know anymore if this Will never end for me.

    • @frankjosephdaniels3733
      @frankjosephdaniels3733 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      To anyone reading this who is suffering from addiction. You can get clean, Don’t give up, it’s a fight. It’s better to fight and win than to fight and lose. You don’t want to die like that you wanna live a good, faithful life and die old surrounded by family with something to leave behind. Cry out to Jesus!

    • @jasontomblin7137
      @jasontomblin7137 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      An addict turning counselor is one of the worst things for most addicts. They have to be sober for two years and it’s not long enough to handle the struggles and emotions of other peoples problems.

  • @nikkid999
    @nikkid999 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    This guy breaks my heart. He's a sweetheart at heart and is just very broken and stuck in this routine and cycle of pain-numb-feed repeat. I pray he gets clean, cus everything else will fall into place for him

  • @Olivia-nd6mu
    @Olivia-nd6mu 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +69

    I’m 8 months sober from prescription drugs and alcohol. I was addicted for 21 years. It hasn’t been easy, but it is worth it.

    • @ken23493
      @ken23493 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Congrats definitely worth it!

    • @GG-vq6ro
      @GG-vq6ro 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Me too my friend. It's definitely not easy. Getting off drugs is the easy part. Life and having to feel is the hardest

    • @stanleycostello9610
      @stanleycostello9610 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Me, too. Later this month I'll be sober for 20 years. Clean for 11. I don't think about drinking anymore. But Xanax has entered my soul. If I could have one more bar, just one, then it would be ok... Best of luck to you.

    • @GG-vq6ro
      @GG-vq6ro 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @stanleycostello9610 I know exactly what you're saying. Benzos have entered my soul like that too. Valium, Clonazepam, Ativan, Tamazepam felt perfect because I've always suffered with anxiety. I've gotten off opiates too and even off methadone and have no desire to go back but the benzos will always be on my mind. Good luck to you brother.

    • @Sawdust-f4p
      @Sawdust-f4p 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What pills 💊 should be used in the morning

  • @ryanwilliams9854
    @ryanwilliams9854 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I was also addicted to hard drugs just like him in this same city....baltimore...been clean a while now an just seeing this breaks my heart...im still living in baltimore getting my life together an its truly a blessing

  • @ashleylitsey
    @ashleylitsey 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +44

    As long as you have breath in your body it is not too late! You can do it!

    • @Oldschool811
      @Oldschool811 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yeah definitely not ham it has to be either Russia or China but it makes it easier to use it for free meals 💯

  • @Ryanthechief
    @Ryanthechief 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Man, my heart breaks for this guy..seems like such a good dude. Prayers coming your way Chris, you’re a good dude

  • @xalleem8117
    @xalleem8117 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +52

    Being white in certain areas of Baltimore is a struggle within itself..adds drug and poverty and I feel for this young man...I hope he reaches the light at the end of the tunnel.....😢

    • @NateBullock-ow6on
      @NateBullock-ow6on 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Yes that's true when you are around people that can't do anything by themselves one-on-one

    • @HaltDieKlappa
      @HaltDieKlappa 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@NateBullock-ow6on Who "can't do anything by themselves one on one"? What is that supposed to mean?

    • @srb2591
      @srb2591 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@HaltDieKlappathe homies don't fight fair and you know it stop bullshitting

    • @matthewlewis2635
      @matthewlewis2635 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      U don't know so there is no point and trying to explain what Natebullock-ow meant ​@@HaltDieKlappa

    • @ShootaForFun
      @ShootaForFun 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@HaltDieKlappa lets not play dumb...

  • @evolveausevolveaus
    @evolveausevolveaus 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Such an intelligent guy. So humble and respectful 🙏
    Bless you my friend.
    I have been there.

  • @kathleennolan1184
    @kathleennolan1184 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    God Bless You Josh & All Who Are In the Struggle 🙏💕

  • @richperkins5192
    @richperkins5192 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I was 33 when I quit drinking and doing hard drugs. 39 now and life is a lot better. Much love and god bless you Chris!

  • @Southsayer.
    @Southsayer. 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    That was really something
    I’d like to commend you on encouraging him and extending hope with due respect for his condition.

  • @millenniumtowerskelton5143
    @millenniumtowerskelton5143 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

    Damn, this man looks sick and tired. He is 32 please god help this man. He is on borrowed time. 🙏🏻❤️

  • @Myopinionmatters78
    @Myopinionmatters78 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    This channel is like no other. The people you talk to are beautiful souls who need help and are helping others with there stories. ❤️ Thank you for what you do and let’s share and like this video

  • @marynieves7111
    @marynieves7111 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    God bless all stuck in this horrific struggle. Chris, you’re worth a better life. It’s never too late. 🙏( great interview 💕)

  • @dakotablue3366
    @dakotablue3366 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    I’ve been sober for many years and I can say it’s incredibly hard thing to overcome, it takes an incredible amount of strength and self-love, and I’m still struggling after many years of sobriety on top of everything else just trying to live and the cost of living is daunting and overwhelming. It’s also overwhelming. It’s no wonder so many people are addicted to drugs, and alcohol because life is so unenjoyable for most of us.

    • @loralefebvre7051
      @loralefebvre7051 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I'm so sorry you are still struggling, but please don't give up. Ask God for help when you struggle. He loves you.

    • @dakotablue3366
      @dakotablue3366 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@loralefebvre7051 thank you

  • @annehiggins5958
    @annehiggins5958 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    I hope Chris gets all the help he needs xx

  • @janwarriner6554
    @janwarriner6554 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    You’re carrying the message. God bless you. 🙏🏼 Really enjoy yr channel.

  • @lanabills4498
    @lanabills4498 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    What a lovely soul! I hope he gets clean, this world needs more people like Chris. Hope and blessings from New Zealand. Thankyou for this interview.

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      The world definitely needs more people like Chris. Thanks so much for supporting the channel. It's truly appreciated. 🙏

  • @DebbiePotter-xh7kv
    @DebbiePotter-xh7kv 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You never know who will make it and who won’t. Everyone deserves a chance. He’s so right, it’s always on your mind. You have to be strong

  • @deepintheheartoftexas7915
    @deepintheheartoftexas7915 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Love the kind encouraging words at the end, you can tell he was really listening to your experience getting clean at his age.
    ☮️❤️🙂

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks so much for supporting the channel. I truly appreciate it. 🙏

    • @B1INK
      @B1INK 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Was wondering do you help him with money after the interview or food or something obviously you do something just really hope this guy gets better man

  • @aaronb2320
    @aaronb2320 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Damn, I been in Baltimore a long time and this probably the most conscious and morally sound addict I ever seen. Good luck champ I hope you utilize the help offered to you 🙏🏼

  • @JayPrice-r2g
    @JayPrice-r2g 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Aww Chris my man its been a long time im glad ur alive man im born and raised in north East over by lake Clifton i had 7 years clean and released in 2022 and just cant get it this time i know ur pain

  • @jessejames3949
    @jessejames3949 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    May god bless this young man!!!! I can only pray for your recovery 🙏🏽 real talk!!! I can tell he got a good heart ❤️ he only playing with the cards he was dealt 💯

  • @TroyHuffmanJr
    @TroyHuffmanJr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Man this one hurts. I pray he gets the help he needs. I grew up in the next neighborhood over n he's only a few years younger than me. U can tell he's a good dude.

  • @ayanaameena4650
    @ayanaameena4650 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Damn. Smh he has such a good spirit despite his struggles. Praying for you

  • @denabeebe1888
    @denabeebe1888 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great interview!!! Chris you can get clean! An you would be an absolute rockstar in the recovery community!!! An helping other addicts!! You got the insight and you’re very relatable! You got lotta heart ❤️! An this Chanel is very well done! Your respectful! You can relate to the these people! You’re not filming them in their worst states!! I hate when interviewers try an get an interview with someone who can’t even speak they are so high!!! So much respect

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@denabeebe1888 Thanks so much for the kind words and for supporting the channel. It's truly appreciated. 🙏

  • @Goldenrule-u3t
    @Goldenrule-u3t 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Thats my boy! I grew up with him. Morrell Park Baltimore . He has lived a very rough life. I remember he used to be up early to go to work every morning. Love you brother. I'll come around soon and find you.

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      He seemed like a really good guy. I'm rooting for him. 🙏

    • @Goldenrule-u3t
      @Goldenrule-u3t 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@unheardvoices_official he has such a good heart. He's funny too, some of the hardest times and he makes you laugh ...hard. 😁 decentivity. He's pretty decent. - lil joke we laugh about.

    • @Goldenrule-u3t
      @Goldenrule-u3t 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@unheardvoices_official oh yea. Thank you for being kind to him and all the others. Love and kindness is like a life raft for those drowning in the street. 🙏 (I know you know) Prayers for you. Thank you.

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@Goldenrule-u3t 🙏

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @user-fc9xu4re4v It is absolutely like a life raft. Thanks so much for supporting the channel. It's truly appreciated. 🙏

  • @R.Lombardozzi
    @R.Lombardozzi 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Stay strong buddy! I know how tough it is in the beginning of recovery, and do not be ashamed to ask for help. We are here for you brother! Stay safe, Dont ever give up on your goals & dreams. Take care ❤

  • @AmericanDegenerate
    @AmericanDegenerate 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You can never Judge a book by it's cover man... That is so so true.

  • @melissashipley-ck2ws
    @melissashipley-ck2ws 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Sitting here with Chris now. Praying for him. 🙏

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Are you still sitting with him?

    • @melissashipley-ck2ws
      @melissashipley-ck2ws 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@unheardvoices_official no but i see him all the time. His gmom lives with me.

    • @melissashipley-ck2ws
      @melissashipley-ck2ws 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@unheardvoices_official Thank you for caring about Chris. He was so happy to tell me about this interview.

  • @sanderijnt8667
    @sanderijnt8667 หลายเดือนก่อน

    These people are mostly such good souls. It breaks my heart every interview. The pain in the eyes😢.

  • @marthalouise701
    @marthalouise701 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Chris you really seem like a good person with a kind heart! It’s not too late! You could be so helpful to others through your loved experience

  • @brandonbuchanan
    @brandonbuchanan 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I grew up with Chris he is a good person man he deserves all the help he can get

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      He definitely seemed like a good person. I'm in the process now of trying to help him. He was supposed to call me last week but never did.

    • @brandonbuchanan
      @brandonbuchanan 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @unheardvoices_official he just needs to want the help first I appreciate you atleast trying

    • @brandonbuchanan
      @brandonbuchanan 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I'm also 33 and a recovering addict going on 6 years I ran the same streets that he does it's gonna be very hard to get him out but I hope and pray he takes your help and becomes everything he wants to be in life

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@brandonbuchanan Congratulations on 6 years clean. That's amazing. I just hit 10 years clean myself back in April. You're absolutely right. They have to want it before anyone else can help them. I hope he reaches out to me. I left him my number.

    • @brandonbuchanan
      @brandonbuchanan 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @unheardvoices_official thank you and congrats to you as well

  • @HJG-1019
    @HJG-1019 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    _"It was a good neighborhood at one time but drugs destroy this...shit bad "_ - Chris

  • @timstort8223
    @timstort8223 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    G-d bless this man, he clearly has a good heart, he can and will make it

  • @martincorbett1006
    @martincorbett1006 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Chris!! do it i can see u being a counselor honestly great one at that u deserve better!! love

  • @coolness-vt4mu
    @coolness-vt4mu 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    God Bless his soul. He’s a good man, just lost his way and dealt with a lot of trauma and grief. It’s never too late. Keep ya head up🙏🏽

  • @life_withl
    @life_withl 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Chris, I know it’s hard… Please get back into treatment… I’ve struggled too not in this capacity, but I’m not afraid to voice that I became addicted physically after surgeries. It IS possible… Sending 🙏🏻 your way…

  • @trisha7976
    @trisha7976 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    My BFF asked me how much street drugs cost.. I said, every penny you have and more.

  • @joshuamaulden9084
    @joshuamaulden9084 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Chris you seem like a genuine dude I really hope it turns up for you brother much love

  • @annahorn1089
    @annahorn1089 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    He has a good heart. I hope he gets sober and can live a healthy and happy life

    • @torrentialdownpourmondays5510
      @torrentialdownpourmondays5510 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How do u know he has a good heart? A lot of these homeless steal, rob businesses , are shady will never tell the truth. I’ve walked the streets and lived on the streets and seen the terror these people are not good people . Why the fk do u think they r on the street

  • @tj-mb3fy
    @tj-mb3fy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I hope you get better lil chris❤ I know you got this. Your story can help people going thru it like me and so many others

  • @GibbyNyJ346
    @GibbyNyJ346 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    He seems like a great person. I’m rooting for him.

  • @ListeningisaGiftNy
    @ListeningisaGiftNy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It’s never too late as long as your still alive, praying for Chris❤.

  • @peculiarfamiliar
    @peculiarfamiliar 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I pray he finds peace & I pray he beats his addiction! Sending love ❤

  • @RyanSperanzella
    @RyanSperanzella 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Chris seems like a good soul. Pulling for him to get sober. He can help and inspire others.

  • @whimbird6538
    @whimbird6538 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    anguish in this person, but also strength

  • @crazy_vapour519
    @crazy_vapour519 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i pray this guy gets help. he sounds honest and just dealing with what life gave him. you can hear the pain and hurt in the voice

  • @lynnmackay816
    @lynnmackay816 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I hate this life for you John, your a great guy. I'll be praying for you to break free.

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      His name is Chris. Lol. Thank you for the kind words towards him, though.

    • @JohnKosmerl-de2qr
      @JohnKosmerl-de2qr 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      His name is also not Josh as listed in description, haha!
      Chris such a friendly, likable guy, good interview. I hope there can be a good update on him.

  • @Jess.Anne.81
    @Jess.Anne.81 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Praying for you. 🙏🏻 You can overcome this disease. Stay strong. Keep the faith.

  • @JerHetrick
    @JerHetrick 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Seems like a real good dude, hope he finds his way

  • @Eastepjohn85
    @Eastepjohn85 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I hope and pray Chris got some help ❤ You can see the desperation in his eyes and pain through his words. Fight brother Fight for your life!

  • @leejones3219
    @leejones3219 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    Growing up in Baltimore in the 1960s was like the movie A Christmas Story. What the Hell happened.

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      🙏

    • @kellythomas3848
      @kellythomas3848 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Mexicans. Bringing in all these drugs is whats happened. No they arent the only ones reponsible every1 is for selling the shit. But allowing tons n tons of fentanyl..meth.. everything pour into our country is why this has gotten so bad. 🟥 Vote trump. You'll see things get better

    • @kajun_ghost7558
      @kajun_ghost7558 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The federal government is to blame for allowing an open air drug market to develop and fester on US soil. Speaking of the feds where are they when the Venezuelan gangs are taking over motels in Colorado? They don’t care

    • @johnnylee8342
      @johnnylee8342 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Democratic policies corruption at all.levels crack epidemic fatherless homes open air drug markets soft on crime gangs shall I keep going

    • @HanzBlitz-i8t
      @HanzBlitz-i8t 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Because Baltimore lost European communities that relocated to Suburbs to avoid the.. Die versity. Once gone, they took the pragmatism, hard work, ingenuity, and industrious attributes that built the world and maintain order with them. Now, you have the Democratic Republic of Baltcongo and you get warlords here just like in Africa l, but on a smaller scale.

  • @cabinfever8974
    @cabinfever8974 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Good guy with bad circumstances. I hope he finds healing and recovery. He has a lot to bring to the world

  • @iamFracture
    @iamFracture 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    May God bless you immensely Chris, any thing is possible and change is always just right around the corner.

  • @Channel53official
    @Channel53official 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Pulling for you Chris. can see and hear the hurt in you. Things can get better

  • @dutchleedsls25
    @dutchleedsls25 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙏🙏🙏 strength to you Chris. You have the power for change 🙏🙏🙏

  • @Mike-s6r8o
    @Mike-s6r8o 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Chris your Loved and your worth it Brother. Their's help out there everwhere. You gotta want it. I pray for you Brother. Luv ya bro

  • @ArrowoodsHobbyShop-Ebay
    @ArrowoodsHobbyShop-Ebay 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    If your struggling in life, just know your loved dont give up. Lost my mom years ago to morphine. Love yall

  • @CarlaSong-b9m
    @CarlaSong-b9m 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    What a sweet guy. Well spoken and humble. I hope he can get off the drugs before he overdoses again and doesn't make it. I see potential in him.

  • @JBush-et7jq
    @JBush-et7jq 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Same old Chris. I don't know how many times people have offered to help him and he says okay and two days later he's running away from you

    • @piper-vn7ic
      @piper-vn7ic 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      That's what addiction does to some, it takes over who you really are.

  • @MikeR-q5p
    @MikeR-q5p 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Breaks my heart. I pray he gets help and never looks back.

  • @datFUNKYb
    @datFUNKYb 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Awww, buddy. Breaks my heart. I know youve dealt with a lot

  • @richsantiago5663
    @richsantiago5663 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My brother passed away 2014, in streets of Denver. This man reminds me of him. May God bless you, dear sir.

  • @ssmfetti
    @ssmfetti 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    People aren’t addicts because they like drugs, it’s because they need a hug. You have to heal & love yourself, it’s only so much others can do to help. Don’t let your traumas keep you trapped.

    • @dustygatrell-ru7tg
      @dustygatrell-ru7tg 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      No it's cause life sucks. An people use drugs to deal with it. Some people have horrible anxiety problems an they can't handle it so they do drugs. Life is extremely depressing.

    • @ssmfetti
      @ssmfetti 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@dustygatrell-ru7tg You realize you’re agreeing with me right? Without love, life sucks, absolutely. People who abuse drugs do so to feel loved. That’s the feeling drugs give them. If you don’t love yourself however, you will always feel anxious & unsure.

    • @dustygatrell-ru7tg
      @dustygatrell-ru7tg 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@ssmfetti too bad love cant take the withdrawals away. If people didn't feel sick as a dog trying to quit drugs they'd be able to stop alot easier. Some may do drugs cause they wanna feel loved. But others might just be bored with life. Anthen before they know it they need it just to be able to function.

    • @ssmfetti
      @ssmfetti 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@dustygatrell-ru7tg Addicts go through withdrawals all the time. It’s not affordable getting high 24/7, 365. Staying sober is the real battle. The reason they do drugs is to feel loved. You say people do them because they are bored? But drugs aren’t entertaining. They literally give your body and brain a rush of dopamine. That’s why they do it, for the feeling. Those feelings of love. To quit drugs you have to love yourself. To love life, you have to love boredom as well. Without love, addicts have no hope.

    • @randykitchleburger2780
      @randykitchleburger2780 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​The feeling that most drugs give you is not anything near "love" . Lol ​@@ssmfetti it's more like I'M BUSTING A NUTTTTTT

  • @timmytwotone65
    @timmytwotone65 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My heart goes out to him…I can feel his pain from a Baltimore Orioles fan…

  • @d0mSped
    @d0mSped 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is very motivational. Recovering addict here and tappering off of methadone. I'm from bmore, I know what he's talking about. Fortunately I'm on the road to recovery and my only regret and kind of split emotions is I wish I never got on methadone. Gift and a curse is all I can say. Much love to all who is going through the struggle. Remember how strong you were before all this bullshit, it's still there you just gotta push harder for it!

  • @sethwardell5269
    @sethwardell5269 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The struggle is real….. I hope he stands up and take back his life… I got clean after 13 years when I was 39 years old and I’m now 43 and I am so grateful that I don’t have to chase that dragon anymore!!!!

  • @michelemcguire8995
    @michelemcguire8995 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The best counselor is a person who has been there..❤

  • @brian8560
    @brian8560 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    This is being done to us on purpose

    • @anthonylewis1980
      @anthonylewis1980 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Absolutely China Mexico and the liberal American elite are in it together

    • @ndn2589
      @ndn2589 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      No shit the dea started all this they caused this by changing the oxycontins so you can't sniff them

  • @ryancornelius1007
    @ryancornelius1007 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Brotha december will be 14 years sober, i own a business, i have a family, i do really well for myself. I know it can feel hopeless but brotha we do get sober. Hang in there and put the work in.

  • @Melissamarie14
    @Melissamarie14 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What a sweet humble beautiful soul

  • @NarnoldsMomma
    @NarnoldsMomma 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I pray for Chris. He seems like a good guy. Sometimes life just happens..... I hope he gets help bc hes got a good head on his shoulders and he could do so much good. His heart is hurting and I understand how hes feeling.

  • @blakeO-l4e
    @blakeO-l4e 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    God loves you brother. Be kind to yourself and get yourself out of there. Reach out for real help bro. Our flesh will destroy us.

  • @lorilee8591
    @lorilee8591 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    God bless you and Josh i pray 🙏 he is able to get help... and do what you're doing... 🙏💜

  • @coloradobrad6779
    @coloradobrad6779 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Sober 10 years. Hope he can stick it out.

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Congratulations on 10 years, bro. I just hit 10 years clean myself back in April.

  • @jasonmedeiros9492
    @jasonmedeiros9492 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    WHEN YOU HAVE TO ASK A ADDICT IF THEY WANT TO CHANGE FORGET ABOUT WHAT THEY SAY. WATCH WHAT THEY DO!

  • @andrewkeoug185
    @andrewkeoug185 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It seems all the ex addicts here have the most compassion here..myself included..clean 7 years in June…it does get easier at least for me I never looked back never had cravings..but my life was such a mess why would I consider going back… brother get into a place confront the pain inside…you truly know misery right now living it..I’m gonna keep you on my mind young brother good luck… one last thing,getting clean and staying clean all depends on you…

  • @quaggamac74
    @quaggamac74 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am praying for you, Chris!!!

  • @kendigjl
    @kendigjl 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so glad I didn't do the wrong drugs, and managed to have positive and life changing experiences with psilocybin instead of falling into the trap of opiates and/or meth.

  • @deanawells4395
    @deanawells4395 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    As a native Maryland resident I pray you find peace and sobriety soon ❤

  • @lincolnsghost9995
    @lincolnsghost9995 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I would imagine that the hardest part of staying clean is not being able to afford to get out of the same neighborhood you were born and raised in. Same people, same traps.

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      For sure. That definitely plays a huge role in it.

    • @martin-i2p5e
      @martin-i2p5e 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Spot on bud

  • @bluebirdproductions8871
    @bluebirdproductions8871 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    He really deserves a soft place to land❤

  • @SedB101
    @SedB101 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m about to go find this guy. Very positive and respectful outlook. Hate to give him money though, maybe a coat, it’s about to get cold.

  • @lilman0820
    @lilman0820 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I like this guy great interview

  • @michamay755
    @michamay755 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Chris said, "God is good." Yes He is. It was God that helped me get clean and with the right support, God can and will help Chris. Appreciate your channel and all you're doing to help these precious people on the streets.

  • @pain_inthe_bass
    @pain_inthe_bass 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I was a heroin addict for over 12 years sober 9 now. im a supervisor of a large company, if I can do it anyone can

  • @AngelaPonte-s6r
    @AngelaPonte-s6r 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Chris seems like a good dude. I think he can do it!! He's still young, been thru a lot, gotta lot to share, help ppl. Russell, do you take donations to help ppl in your videos? I'm so tired of losing close friends and family over this!!!

  • @brendanstoran7555
    @brendanstoran7555 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It’s a frightening prospect being clean when you’re locked into addiction, but if I can do it so can you!! There’s only one way to do it, and yes it’s unpleasant but it does pass, and you’ll be angry at yourself for not try to get clean sooner, I was, Heroin had 20 years out of me!! Now I’m coming up to 20 years clean! I have 3 great kids and a grandson, god bless you brother, good luck 👍

  • @99hilux6
    @99hilux6 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Respect to you man

  • @redzgirl2476
    @redzgirl2476 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Chris!! I was your age when I got clean and I've got 10 years down now, and I promise you the doctors can help you and they can do it without you even having to get sick. I only went through a few hours of it after i checked into a detox hospital before the doc finally came in and started my meds. The medicine works, and you can still have an amazing life that you love and live it normally... you just have to stick with the plan and not put yourself in certain situations or around certain people, but the medicine can make it pretty much painless to change your life. It has worked for me and I know a whole bunch of people who can say the same. It works. it is necessary for some people to take meds for all types of different reasons. My medicine fills the receptors in my brain and so I don't have cravings and have never relapsed. It is absolutely possible for you to get well and stay that way. God is, has been, and will be there there with you every step too, so lean on him and trust that there's a wonderful future for you ♡

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@redzgirl2476 Well said. Congratulations on getting 10 years clean. That's a huge accomplishment. 🙏

    • @redzgirl2476
      @redzgirl2476 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you 🙏 ​@@unheardvoices_official

  • @tj9854
    @tj9854 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Looks like every one of my family members! They live on the streets of Bmore. I just celebrated 18 years and I pray for them every damn day! Thanks for the video!

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I'm sorry to hear about your family, but congratulations on getting 18 years clean. That's a huge accomplishment. I'm in Maryland as well and just hit 10 years clean back in April.

    • @tj9854
      @tj9854 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@unheardvoices_official Awesome! Congratulations! Never give up!

    • @tj9854
      @tj9854 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      And thank you! It is what it is brother!

  • @frankwafer6919
    @frankwafer6919 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Thank you for giving us voices!💯❤and🙏prayers!

  • @jackofourtwozero8106
    @jackofourtwozero8106 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You can do it brother!

  • @beverlydiggs1964
    @beverlydiggs1964 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I feel sorry for him 😔

  • @ZachsFreezer
    @ZachsFreezer 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great video love to see a follow up

  • @toxievope3617
    @toxievope3617 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm from just 20 miles south of Baltimore city. What a world of difference from here to there.

  • @Got_Dang_It_Bobby
    @Got_Dang_It_Bobby 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Chris man I was you … real talk for the better part of 15 years and come October I will FINALLY have 4 years sober … YOU CAN ALSO! That’s a fact! We do RECOVER it’s your choice… please 🙏🏻 keep pushing!

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Congratulations on getting clean, bro. That's amazing. 🙏

    • @Got_Dang_It_Bobby
      @Got_Dang_It_Bobby 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@unheardvoices_official 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 it took a very long time and a couple of bids before anything actually worked but now I am grateful everyday to wake up!

  • @pauljacoby414
    @pauljacoby414 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    One of my best friends growing up was pretty much to this point at 30 and he now runs multiple halfway houses and has been clean for 13 years. It's rare but recovery does happen

    • @unheardvoices_official
      @unheardvoices_official  4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That's awesome, man. Congratulations to him for turning it all around. That's what's up.

  • @andrewissacs3233
    @andrewissacs3233 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You got this Chris!! Stop the rain