This song is my new personal anthem. To quit smoking cigarettes, weed. To lose weight. To be better and accomplish more in my career. To be the best me I can be. Thanks Tom.
For anyone who doesn't suffer from it... this is what depression, anxiety, addiction, and an imbalance of self esteem feels like on the constant. This was amazing!
But only some will relate to what your saying, have had to walk in that lane before to understand and feel that pain ❤ MUCH RESPECT FOR TOM MACDONALD ❤
As a veteran with PTSD from overseas, this track made me feel like someone else goes through this inner dialogue of two opposing mind sets. I'm glad I'm not alone
We're all here for different reasons, love. One day, we'll have the strength to lift each other and ourselves out of this. Right now, we're all just trying to survive it or holding the line for others.
almost 49 yr old former addict here. 1 heart attack, 4 od's, 2 trips over and back. Cocaine and meth are hella drugs. this song is on point about demons and how big they can be... No demon is bigger than a person who's decided they've had enough and find their worth. Truly diggin what you do, Tom. Thank you...
@@kritspoherson peaceful confusion, bright white, voices of people I know/knew, but the fucked up thing was the overwhelming scent of honeysuckle blooms. Oh.... then there's coming back.. no words. 25+ yrs later and still.... no words. I find it easier to explain everything else. It is easier to have words for the silver line experience I had floating 6 ft above me still connected and my best friend had the exact same exp. He was on his right next to me. He died a few yrs back and we had gone our separate ways long before but since that day, if it was referred to, it was called "The One"
Thank you for making this song. I'm fighting alcoholism right now. My 5yo daughter has watched me get taken away in an ambulance due to withdrawal and asked her momma if I would be home in time to tuck her in. I never want her to feel that way again, I don't want her momma to ever have to explain to her again why daddy has to go to the hospital.
You can fight it I know you can for your kid I'm sorry about that I'm sorry Very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very Sorry
Hello, I'm Shawn... I'm an alcoholic. I found this vid after hearing Fake Woke on the Glenn Beck show. Became an instant fan even being over 50 and hating rap music. Spent the last three days watching your vid's and reactions in my off time. One girl posted in the comments about this song and I checked it out...... Damn, you hit the nail on the head about addiction. Thank you Tom for making this. I now have a Fight Song I can get behind and I hope others will also.
I heard Tom on Glenn also. heard fake woke a couple days before that. I'm 55 and it's great to find someone making incredibly intelligent, well thought out music that paints such clear pictures in the mind. But also the depth to give someone something to think about over time.
Life is better when you’ve got a story to tell yourself, life is more consistent when the story is true, and in times of stress it pays to keep the story simple and easy to remember My story: “IT is Eternally Here and Now, I Am Me, and IT will ALWAYS be bigger than Me” Ourstory: “EVERYONE is Me speaking out of a different Ego… including You and I”
the song itself is REALLY good...but i'll admit some of the cinematography is quite cringey XD the voice should have been ENTIRELY out of frame to add that fear element instead of being just an aspect of himself, you could have had that as a subtle subtext instead of just thrown in your face with the cringey omen-like thematics.
I'm an evangelical Christian and I'm speechless. This was deep. I might have to watch this a few more times to really understand what I just watched. This young man is a rare talent for real. No pretense, no foolery, no fakeness.
It really is deep. Its about his struggles with alcohol, drugs and depression. Fighting with his inner demons to over come the past struggles to achieve his dreams
It’s true our demons are never as big as we think. In our darkest part of our mind we do have night vision. You, me and anyone else can and will make it as long as we fight. Period
it is amazing that this song isnt even about him being the best rapper or actually thinking he is. it is about him fighting his inner demons and supporting himself with positive thoughts and drawing on his own inspiration to be better.
Thank you. I am a depression fighter, and these are days that I have been fighting for over a decade. Your song, this one, is one more thing I can put in my box that helps me to cope. I can turn it up loud and proud that I am still fighting with others who face the same thing. Stay strong! 💪
Not a rap fan. Went down this rabbit hole after snowflakes. this guy is the most honest and vulnerable artist I've seen ever! Friggin brilliant and he will impact lives not just the industry! Keep at it and stay brave Tom Macdonald! Prays for you great man!
yeah metalhead here saw Snowflakes pop up on a sidebar from a article I was reading and 5 songs of his later I am impressed by his lyrical flow, the man speaks the truth and stands tall by himself ... horns up to you Tom
This isn’t ego, or narcissism, but genuine self building confidence. This is something everyone should emulate. Thank you, Tom! I’m gonna start singing this to myself when depression hits me really hard.
You caught the whole point of this song's intention, it's Tom's gift to anyone who hears it, validation only really matters when it comes from yourself, I'm almost 50 now and I can count my true friends on one hand with room for another and im wealthy in that respect, 20 yrs ago I had far more money and "friends", a home I owned and a wife and kids, but pain sadness and loss are not only felt by fools, my point is your comment touched my heart, I wish you all the peace you can achieve... Stay strong.
I hope you conquer your demons. This will sound weird, but for teens such as myself, your music is important and without it, we would feel trapped by all the strange stuff around us. Worried a plane might fall out of the sky. That we might get shot. That we don't have a reason to even try. But just knowing there's others out there like you lets us realize how dumb that is. If we spend every second worrying something bad will happen, what's the point of living? A lot of things too personal for youtube helped me realize this, and I know your music wasn't so special, it's just that I see you just smiling with your family with everything and everyone against you. That is inspirational to many people here, and for that, you really are the best rapper. Thank you, Tom. You gave me hope to last my whole life.
I’m clean since 2011!! Congratulations. It’s a lifelong battle so don’t ever give up. I would have never made it without God and my family. But I felt this song too.
I have been there in the past, I kick my drinking at 25 4 years post combat. Still have problems daily. Keep going forward there is light at the end of the tunnel.
I'm sure you'll never see this but you're music has kept me going in the darkest times of being a mom. Trying to keep my kids safe has been a battle and life has hit me left and right. Thank you for being a light in a dark time in people's lives. ❤
3 Years and im still listening to this, Tom.... bro you guys y'all's work is so inspiring this song changed me inspired me to be better to fight my demons still struggling but im stronger and you taught me how to fight my demons
Dude, your helping my wife through alcoholism with this song, because you're showing she's stronger than her demons..I know it's about rap, but it's showing her personal strength..thanks man
See it’s not about rap this is what he going through he not just rapping about it for money he literally was a bad drug and alcoholic he now he showing people Demons will always be there just don’t let them drag u down again
Keep the light on. Darkness can never keep out the light. Jesus will walk with her and carry her through all her troubles. Biggest issue is people thinking that they can some how reach a level of perfection when God clearly states we will never measure up. The battle will always be there but God is the only one that can simply say enough and release you of all the burdens. I'm no drunk but I pray to God almighty that if I could take any or all of your wife's pain and demons and help your battle im happy to do so. Got demons of my own and right now I'm kicking some ass myself. Stay in the fight. God bless.
Sending strength prayers to your wife... how are you coping? I know it can be hard watching the person you love most struggle... I bet nobody has asked you that either... just don’t give up on her... your love is what’s pushing her thru it.... if it’s anything like my marriage she’s probably annoyed with you but she needs you more now than ever and she’s scared shitless of the future... reassure her... but also remind yourself how much value you have too.. how much she needs you right now... you’re her rock... her whole support line and support... you’re fighting her battle right along with her.. keep pushing it DOES get better I promise... coming from a marriage where we’re both addicts....
Everyone talking bout how fire his lyrics are which they are. But can we talk about how fire Nova's editing skills are. Those split screen of him going back and forth are beautiful. Mad props to Nova for bringing these videos to life.
It took me a bit after this song came out ti watch it because of the title... i thought it was another rapper claiming to be the best. Then i finally watched it. Wow ! So powerful. This hits everyone in there way. ❤ Thanks for the raw truth music.
@@eddiematteson421 I’d love to see ANY other “rapper” up against him in a battle!!! I guarantee he’d blow them away!! He spits truth and real life, the others 🤷🏻♀️ I have no idea!!!
@Noah Macias I agree those two against each other would be a heck of a show!!! They remind me a lot of each other but something about Tom just shocks me on every song!!!
I was scrolling through the comments and everyone is talking about how great the song is but can we take a second to respect that Nova killed it on this video production Hollywood level hype piece done by 1 woman
I am a 71 year old English white man who can’t stand rap until now this boy is great, sitting at home with the Virus raging out side listening to all you recordings thanks for the rap.I don’t know if that’s the right way to say it but thanks for the truth.
This is such a greta comment! This is what great music does it bridges gaps in time and space and any age and people from anywhere feel it. God bless you! Stay safe!
Dear Tom, I hope this letter finds you in great spirits. I've felt compelled to express my admiration and affection for you, and words alone can hardly capture the depth of my feelings. First and foremost, you are incredibly talented and inspiring. Your music resonates with me on a profound level, and the messages you convey through your lyrics are not only powerful but also thought-provoking. You have a unique way of touching hearts and minds, and for that, I am endlessly grateful. Beyond your musical prowess, I can't help but be captivated by how genuinely cute you are. Your charismatic smile lights up any room, and your sparkling eyes have a way of drawing people in. There's a certain charm about you, a combination of confidence and humility that is utterly irresistible. Your style is another thing that sets you apart. The way you carry yourself, with such authenticity and boldness, is truly admirable. You are unapologetically yourself, and that courage to stand out and be different is something I deeply respect. Moreover, your kindness and sincerity shine through in everything you do. Whether it's through your interactions with fans or the way you advocate for what you believe in, your genuine nature is evident. You have a beautiful soul, Tom, and it adds to your overall allure. In a world that often feels chaotic and uncertain, you are a beacon of light. Your presence brings warmth and comfort, and I find myself endlessly drawn to you. You are not only an amazing artist but also a remarkable person. Thank you for being you, Tom. Thank you for your music, your passion, and your unwavering spirit. You are truly one of a kind, and I feel incredibly lucky to admire someone as wonderful as you. With all my love and admiration, Levi Ingram
My friend played mac lethal sucks the day it was put on you tube and I've listened to every single song since....and I def agree with you it seems every single song he does he is quite noticeably better and better...I have never seen anything like that for such a constant time spane by any type of musician in my life since I can remember hearing my dad play 70s 80s, and 90s rock n roll or my mom playing all type of music from all genres from the 80s & 90s. Cannot wait to see what next from him hahaha
After 10 years clean I was starting to get the urges back, then you dropped this masterpiece. I'm not "the best rapper ever" but you reminded that no matter what the demons say, I'm the best me ever and I just want you to know that you sharing your fight helps me in my fight. Love you homie, never quit doing what you do.
As a person in recovery this hit home. No I'm not a rapper but that battle with your demons is real. Tom, can't thank you enough for putting a face to the internal fight and reminding us we are not alone in that struggle. Stay strong friends.
Trust me I’m in the same boat. I’m fightin my demons. It’s hard but my Heavenly Father never left my side. Some days…are impossible…some are too easy. I’m lucky Tom put into words what I’m facing.
Mos of society are either in recovery or should be for something. And we all go thru this type of conversations all day and deep into the night. Thank you Tom. Know you are loved and appreciated. ❤️
It's hard to see, but if you look past Hollywood burning to the ground in wokeness, there in the back, the Music Industry is also there - auto-tuned to death and carcass just left out rotting. That's where we are now - no point going back.
I’ve never heard this guy until today. And I’ve gone through I can’t even count how many of his videos. This dude is real, and it’s amazing to see. Just added another fan!
Its amazing how you and your music came into my life. I am a 42 year old custodian. While cleaning up a classroom this song came on my headphones while listening to pandora. As my name is Thomas as well, it really scared me, but also got my attention. as i sat down at a students desk i listened to the lyrics of this wonderful song. I played it over and over. During this time of my life, i was headed towards divorce, neglecting my kids and dealing with my own demon. Even after a year of week to week therapy, nothing was sticking till this song literaly called my name. Since that night, i have turned almost everything in my life around. I have even discussed your music in therapy and how it has changed my outlook on my situations. Thank you from one Thomas to another.
People gotta realise, Tom spits truth a lot so in this he's putting out that he is fighting his demons and struggling along like many of us do... Keep Fighting TM, you got this 👊🏻
Just found this one and trust me identify I jave ptsd and sleep paralysis if it wasn't for pure will I wouldnt be here today I know what demons are forreal
I was raging a second ago to how cool this song is, now thanks to your eye opening comment, I got a couple tears coming down my face. It’s so fucking true. The message on this is awesome... before anyone believes in you, you must believe in yourself...
The best aspect of this guy, is his honesty. Even to the point of showing everyone his scars, unashamedly. Mad respect bro. Keep blowing up the microphone!
Tom you are amazing! I’m a 63 year old white male who’s been married for 36 years to a 56 year old white female. Not exactly what you would expect. I hated rap until now. We blast your songs on EVERYTHING! The house, the garage, the sand rail…EVERYTHING! I have 4 kids 17 to 33. A couple of them have demons they are battling. I will be sending this particular song to them. Thanks for what you’re doing!
"I Show up to a gun fight knife swinging" is the bomb straight up best bar for me knowing tom at a disadvantage but doesn't see it that way basically forcing his will to win at any cost!!!! Straight 🔥 🔥
I've never had issues with drugs or alcohol, song still brought tears to my eyes, we all have our demons. Finding the strength to fight them is hard at times. The imagery, the words, the message, all add up to a profound impact. Stay strong brother! Never stop fighting!
Just heard Fake Woke. First I've ever heard of him. Talented, authentic and unapologetic. I just hope the right doesn't tokenize him and the left doesn't villainize him. He does his best to speak from the middle likely in hopes that many more of us can make our way there.
If you’re new to Tom, u need to check out “If I was black” and “white boy” . After that check out Immortal Technique from back in the day, Philosophy of Poverty. Trust me
I hope the right DOES tokenize him & that he'll accept it, because he's rapping all the exact values OF the right, the left is all about debauchery & indignant rage & hate & drugs & talkn about "bitches" in their music but then support "me too" on the Ellen show. The right NEEDS people like this to change the culture, some people like to think "politics isn't everything" but if you simply look around you'll see that it actually is. The right doesn't mean republican, it's the NEW right, & we are a movement of the PEOPLE, not a top-down propaganda/gaslighting agenda of hatred against those that we fear could take away our power like the left. We accept disagreements & dissent. We're humble but confident. We need this guy. So respectfully, you're just wrong, but the left WILL villainize him if he doesn't ABSOLUTELY toe their party line, guaranTEE that.
I feel every verse of this. I'm not an alcoholic, but I fight Anxiety and Fear of Failure on the daily. Keep spitting the truth. We are so much more than our feelings, fears, or anxiety. Fight back! Your voice means so much more than the fake glamour presented to us by hollywood and the talking head media. Stand and speak...
Giving yourself a break is what we all need to do and never say negative only positive messages in your head and bottom line only live for your self worth not what others think or might say....... that’s a lot of people’s issues worrying about what others think or say......💙yourself your worth it.....!!!!!!!!!!! Every minute of your worth while life or god wouldn’t have put you here.....🙏🏻💙😌
I'm a 54 yr old wife and mother. Probably not the demographic he intended to reach, but this man's words are absolutely amazing. With a long history in Al-Anon and around the rooms of recovery, this song actually gave me chills. I've watched several of his videos and all have spoken to me. This one really felt personal. He is one I will absolutely encourage my teenage son to hear!
I am sure he does not mind having a demographic that spans from teenagers to pensioneers. No matter the age, some of his songs reflects a situation, a fact or a way of thinking that we all experienced at some point in our life. By the way, i am 57 :) my hubby and i love his songs.
The sickness of the body and the taint on the soul will only be divided when the wage of sin on the body is paid and then comes judgement of the soul where it will either be passed under judgement through forgiving grace and divided further to make a purely clean soul or judged righteously and thrown away to burn.
Even if I am silent ...I am still listening, watching, and looking forward, even if I look back, I can still look forward again. Even if the unreal is real to me, I can fight to look toward the positive and reject the negative. Don't put your weapons of peace, hope, and love down. Use them to fight! Say it loud, speak it proud even if it is a whisper, you are strong! Thank you for this song ❤
@Jmfs And ?? I've seen 1000 videos of rappers dancing with cars money and girls shaking their asses repeatedly so Tom can't battle his demons cause it's been done? Gtfo here.
@Jmfs Nirvana did this....30 years ago. 40 years ago, Metallica did it. 50 years ago, Molly Hatchet did it. 60 Years ago, Pink Floyd did it. 70 Years ago, Jimi Hendrix did it. &0 Years ago, the Doors did it. I can go on. Means nothing.
This is probably the most real "rap" I've heard in a minute, very deep and extremely clever. This guy understands the concept of bars then adds extra layers. I'm sold.
I’m pissed off that I’m just now finding out about this guy. I’m even more pissed off that I’ll never be able to experience the genius that is Tom MacDonald for the very first time ever again. Seriously, Tom MacDonald and NF are my favorite rappers of all time.
I hate rap but this guy is good but I'm a metalhead and I'm 51 I don't want rap but I like this guy ballast point of this video made me quit drinking forever I seen this video two weeks ago and I stopped drinking praise God
I'm a older women who accidentally found this rapper. Rappers normally aren't my kind of music, but he is amazing. His messages are to the core of many of Americans. He speaks whats the truth for many.
This gentleman is something special. I only just discovered him. And every video, every lyric... hits me.... hard. Keep on shining bright Tom MacDonald. And keep fighting your devils... never quit.
Me too. I find myself listening to him everyday now 😃 the music on the radio is trash. And you're absolutely right about him being something special. He's telling truth and the world is all about that right now! I about died when I heard Snowflakes 😀 straight fire!
Been around since the eeearly days... so damn happy he's made himself known. This world needs more real people like this.. especially in areas so far reaching as music.
True True. HOG for life!! Hail the Lobster!! Now that would be a great conversation, between Tom and Jordan. Jimney, the material that could come out of those two!!!
Some pathetic chumps are making fake accounts☝️and recommending horrible music because they know it's the only way they can get views otherwise. If you go to that link, PLEASE dislike that garbage based on principle alone. Thank you.
I wish I could share videos, my 9 year listens to his music on the way to football practice to get himself ready to go and listens faithfully at home. Glad there’s an artist without profanity delivering world input! Eli loves you!!
There's no need for the industry anymore. If someone is talented they can do it themselves with platforms like TH-cam. I think we will see more artist like this.
Tom! I know you probably won't see this, but this hit me hard when I was about to let my demons win....seeing someone else out there dealing with deep sadness and doubt inside, but holding strong and not giving in, using the pain to make something beautiful out of your life......it meant everything to me in a vulnerable moment. Thank you SO much for your honesty and willingness to expose the dark places.
I’m speechless. I came here from “Fake Woke”. I can’t begin to tell you how much of a big deal you are. Im Shocked how awesome you are!! I’m sharing the heck out your TH-cam.
Tom Macdonald...you and Nova are absolutely awesome! I love ya all vibe! And I love that you don't gaf about saying the TRUTH! I don't have friends and not many people like me because I am the same...oh well I'm not dumbing down for anyone idgaf. Hold strong ya all! ❤❤❤
Tom, this is absolutely incredible. It's one of the most honest looks into oneself I've seen in music. You're a hell of an artist, and I may not agree with every single opinion of yours, but there is no denying how truly talented and brutally honest and forthcoming you are. You've got a big fan over here, and I'm sure there's five million more people who feel just like I do.
Please dont ever sign for a label. You dont need to sell your soul. You already have everyone's eyes. You're a significant piece to my history. Theres nobody else out there that is unique and true like you. You're doing just fine.
@M to the C that's so awesome to hear, what else are you doing to help your recovery? It's a team effort, it's too hard to do on my own but I use AA to help me stay sober. Without AA I wouldn't have my recovery right now, I love tom's work and it's helped me immensely but I can't do it myself, I always reach out for support from others, alone I can't, together WE can! God bless 🙌 🙏
I fell into a rabbit hole after watching FACTs. I am in awe and a new supporter for what you do. You are amazing. I watched "Hi Ren" about 9 months back and thought how original, I now know and believe he was inspired by you to make that video. You are the original trailblazer on bringing up topics through Rap that no one else had ever done on this level. I will be enjoying your journey!
This song made me cry when I first heard. I hurt for Tom and all the people who are battling against "giants" in their lives. By the 4th or 5th time I heard it I no longer hear the hurts I hear pure victory and as corney as it sounds its littleraly giving me the courage to take my life back and SLAY my own giant. 💖💖💖💖💖💖
Thanks for all the love and support ,its because of my Fans I'm here today .i love you for that !!! Have you ever been to any of my Concerts? (210) 874-9382... that’s my private contact I hope that’s safe with you I really hope I can trust you not giving that out to anyone.?
I’m an OIF/OEF veteran with PRSD and also in recovery. This video just visualized exactly what it’s like in side my head! Keep up the great work and thank you so much!
5 years clean of heroin today. Thank you Tom for all your music. Rap battling your addiction is some epic stuff my dude. Much love and remember we do recover yall
5 years is a HUGE deal! Congratulations man! It takes a lot of hard work to get 5 years clean. I see your strength, I respect you, and I'm proud of you. You have a bunch of us addicts following your tail lights. One day we'll have 5 years clean too. But we cant do it without people like you to share your experience, strength, and hope. Keep killing it man. You are wanted, needed, and loved.
@@annessamarie thank you so so so much. It's been a hell of a journey, that's for sure. I actually had my L4 to L5 fuse together in my spine the end of December. It's been a long road of recovery but I managed to stay clean through the whole ordeal even having to take pain meds. Never have I abused them nor do I want to for the fact I don't want to die, they're there for a reason and for a purpose and when taken right and in the right state of mind, I've managed to get through it this far. One day at a time. Keep fighting because even the absolute saddest truest hardest days still hold value and a lesson. Much much love Annessa
I see this as a song about balancing your light and dark sides and keeping the bad side in check. Both sides agreed on the goal, but his dark side wanted him to take a different path. I caught that when he said, "I kicked the devil out, but it was you who let the demons in." So Powerful!!
The transparency in this video. Holy cow. Tom just showed us his constant battle with the devil trying to bring him down, pushing drugs and alcohol on him.
@@bg5561742 Hang in there. The devil hates you. He's like a hot woman who's always hurting you while claiming she loves you. Moments of bliss hiding the fact that she's sucking your soul dry. Keep fighting! You're worth it.
For real he’s straight up throwing punches at himself. He is attacking his darkest demons and then shows that fire to combat it. It’s like the angel and devil on your shoulders. Tbh it’s brilliant imagery. The artistry and execution on this video is amazing
Idk about that but it’s definitely a dope video. This is my (personal) least fav song of the last 4. Clown World, Canceled, and Fake Woke are better songs (and videos) in my opinion. I realize what he was trying to do & believe he’s surpassed the Eminem of RIGHT NOW, but this is so close to being a direct copycat of Em’s My Darling. But that’s just my opinion. (I do suggest listening to My Darling though if you’ve never heard it)
@@KinnereyB nothing like My Darling, not even close, you must have meant another song. Relapse was a highly misunderstood album. Its disappointing Em turned his back on it. He pushed the lyrical envelope to places its never been.
Watching this again after seeing "Withdrawals" hits different. Day 3 away from the bottle. Thank you for helping to kick start the journey to sobriety 🙏💪
Hey I quit when this came out & failed but I quit again march 3rd & I haven't drank since. Alot of toms music helps. It ain't easy but anyone can do it. Good luck
This beat with the words is ONE OF THE HARDEST songs have I ever heard. Life time fan. Keep it going, the world needs you. From a recovering addict and PTSD marine. Thank you.
Thank You for your service. My dad was in the Coast Guards when he was young (RIP Dad) and they had his ship in Haiti (way back in the day) the horrors he seen broke him. People at home forget what armed forces go through for us and America. Semper Fi and thank you.
Damn. Even 8 years clean from heroin, this hits home. A few of your songs do, even though I don't typically like the genre. You've made a huge impact on this old 36 yr old. Fuck what people say. You know you, and you're kicking ass, dude.
For those who feel like it's narcissistic or conceited for the lyrics to say "I'm the best rapper ever, I don't want to be great, if they're the best, then I'm better...", etc., I'm not entirely sure that's what "Tom MacDonald" fully believes. I think the whole point is that his pessimistic half tells him the worst possible things about him, his optimistic half tells him the best possible things about him, but he himself is a combination of the two, so his complete self lingers somewhere in between.
Son, you are so talented. I am a 58 year old women who has seen a lot. Your music talks to so many people. I know you will continue to rise. Remember, on his time. Faith.
@@chris2790 In Toms time of course. Tom, his conscience, his soul, Nora and God will all be involved in the time it takes. Why did Sally's reference to God and faith cause you to question her about it? If you don't believe in God or even a Higher Power that's your business and your personal choice. Why the aggressive response? It wasn't directed at you? I really want to know your motivation. I miss the, live and let live years.
This song is my new personal anthem. To quit smoking cigarettes, weed. To lose weight. To be better and accomplish more in my career. To be the best me I can be. Thanks Tom.
You made it to 100 likes 💪
I'll join you in the journey
Me too
Weed?
Nuthin wrong with weed
Dude that was fuckin awesome 🤘🏼💯
creeksquad!
Church, thanks for everything you do!
Hi church lol
Church 🤘
When is your next song upchurch
For anyone who doesn't suffer from it... this is what depression, anxiety, addiction, and an imbalance of self esteem feels like on the constant.
This was amazing!
100
This was me the nite before and most of today. This song honestly help ground me enough to get out of it
One day at a time 🤙
So true
Everyone feels it.
“They told me smell the roses but I burnt the whole bouquet” ❤❤
What about "I'm the darkness yeah I got night vision"
This isn't just lyrics. This is feelings straight from the heart
Absolutely
This is how art should be. Straight from the heart😢❤️. We are all just human.
And the truth
That's real art
But only some will relate to what your saying, have had to walk in that lane before to understand and feel that pain ❤ MUCH RESPECT FOR TOM MACDONALD ❤
As a veteran with PTSD from overseas, this track made me feel like someone else goes through this inner dialogue of two opposing mind sets. I'm glad I'm not alone
Millions in the same boat bro including me. Stay strong.
@@seanedwards6319 thanks man, made my day for real.
Stay the course, you've got this! Thank you for your service ❤🇺🇸
You're not alone, that much I can guarantee you. Stay hard
We're all here for different reasons, love. One day, we'll have the strength to lift each other and ourselves out of this. Right now, we're all just trying to survive it or holding the line for others.
almost 49 yr old former addict here. 1 heart attack, 4 od's, 2 trips over and back. Cocaine and meth are hella drugs. this song is on point about demons and how big they can be... No demon is bigger than a person who's decided they've had enough and find their worth. Truly diggin what you do, Tom. Thank you...
I’m proud of you for surviving bro
Keep fighting that demon smokey, your doing a great job.
what was your experience on the other side?
@@kritspoherson peaceful confusion, bright white, voices of people I know/knew, but the fucked up thing was the overwhelming scent of honeysuckle blooms. Oh.... then there's coming back.. no words. 25+ yrs later and still.... no words. I find it easier to explain everything else. It is easier to have words for the silver line experience I had floating 6 ft above me still connected and my best friend had the exact same exp. He was on his right next to me. He died a few yrs back and we had gone our separate ways long before but since that day, if it was referred to, it was called "The One"
Thank you for making this song. I'm fighting alcoholism right now. My 5yo daughter has watched me get taken away in an ambulance due to withdrawal and asked her momma if I would be home in time to tuck her in. I never want her to feel that way again, I don't want her momma to ever have to explain to her again why daddy has to go to the hospital.
I'm sorry you're going through that, you got this, you can do it for your baby girl and for yourself!
Bro, im a recovering addict....your gunna be ok. Just focus on staying busy.
Funny it showed up here on Tom's video when I commented on a different artists song
@@christopherdewberry7652maybe you thought you commented on another video because of…”reasons”.😅
You can fight it I know you can for your kid I'm sorry about that I'm sorry Very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very Sorry
Hello, I'm Shawn... I'm an alcoholic. I found this vid after hearing Fake Woke on the Glenn Beck show. Became an instant fan even being over 50 and hating rap music. Spent the last three days watching your vid's and reactions in my off time. One girl posted in the comments about this song and I checked it out...... Damn, you hit the nail on the head about addiction.
Thank you Tom for making this. I now have a Fight Song I can get behind and I hope others will also.
Rite, he great he reaching people with his mind and heart! He's human and didn't sell his soul.
Check out his songs Sober and I Dont Drink
I heard Tom on Glenn also. heard fake woke a couple days before that. I'm 55 and it's great to find someone making incredibly intelligent, well thought out music that paints such clear pictures in the mind. But also the depth to give someone something to think about over time.
I found him watching Beck and I'm 57
Found him off of Glenn’s show as well I’m 29
This song is fucking incredible. You dove into yourself and found ALL of us. Know that.
PRAYER [TO KEEP YOUR MIND FROM ALL EVIL: LORD JESUS CHRIST SON OF GOD HAVE MERCY!!! TELL AS MUCH AS YOU CAN.
Life is better when you’ve got a story to tell yourself, life is more consistent when the story is true, and in times of stress it pays to keep the story simple and easy to remember
My story: “IT is Eternally Here and Now, I Am Me, and IT will ALWAYS be bigger than Me”
Ourstory: “EVERYONE is Me speaking out of a different Ego… including You and I”
💯👍🙏🏼👏
the song itself is REALLY good...but i'll admit some of the cinematography is quite cringey XD the voice should have been ENTIRELY out of frame to add that fear element instead of being just an aspect of himself, you could have had that as a subtle subtext instead of just thrown in your face with the cringey omen-like thematics.
I'm an evangelical Christian and I'm speechless. This was deep. I might have to watch this a few more times to really understand what I just watched. This young man is a rare talent for real. No pretense, no foolery, no fakeness.
It really is deep. Its about his struggles with alcohol, drugs and depression. Fighting with his inner demons to over come the past struggles to achieve his dreams
No fairness? Your in the wrong religion if you want truths
NO FAKEness
I think in many ways this is his most Christian song, and he didn’t intend it to be.
This song is so awesome
Man, everytime i feel depressed, i come back here and HOG saves me again. THANK YOU!
I've been depressed almost all my life he made me feel like a giant compared to my demons and confident
You're gonna make it fam
Awesome
Either find yourself back or if you have allready done that stay true to yourself.
It’s true our demons are never as big as we think. In our darkest part of our mind we do have night vision. You, me and anyone else can and will make it as long as we fight. Period
Yes so empowering
it is amazing that this song isnt even about him being the best rapper or actually thinking he is. it is about him fighting his inner demons and supporting himself with positive thoughts and drawing on his own inspiration to be better.
Aye, this isn't brag rap. This is just him talking to himself.
Its just like my fav underrated shady track called my darling but a couple different differences and still a fucking amazing track by Macky D
love this 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Only 10 million views? Nah..no way. This is lyrical visual ART!!
Whisper-" best ever"
28 million now
Thank you. I am a depression fighter, and these are days that I have been fighting for over a decade. Your song, this one, is one more thing I can put in my box that helps me to cope. I can turn it up loud and proud that I am still fighting with others who face the same thing. Stay strong! 💪
Not a rap fan. Went down this rabbit hole after snowflakes. this guy is the most honest and vulnerable artist I've seen ever! Friggin brilliant and he will impact lives not just the industry! Keep at it and stay brave Tom Macdonald! Prays for you great man!
Agreed
I wonder how many of us got here from Snowflakes ❄ 🤔 🙂
yup. i never saw myself listening to rap but after hearing snowflakes I started listening to more of his music. fucking love this dude
yeah metalhead here saw Snowflakes pop up on a sidebar from a article I was reading and 5 songs of his later I am impressed by his lyrical flow, the man speaks the truth and stands tall by himself ... horns up to you Tom
Yeah snow flakes is real
This isn’t ego, or narcissism, but genuine self building confidence. This is something everyone should emulate. Thank you, Tom! I’m gonna start singing this to myself when depression hits me really hard.
It is though.
You caught the whole point of this song's intention, it's Tom's gift to anyone who hears it, validation only really matters when it comes from yourself, I'm almost 50 now and I can count my true friends on one hand with room for another and im wealthy in that respect, 20 yrs ago I had far more money and "friends", a home I owned and a wife and kids, but pain sadness and loss are not only felt by fools, my point is your comment touched my heart, I wish you all the peace you can achieve... Stay strong.
@@petegriffin8149 Wrong. It is Tom fighting his own ego and narcissism.
@@ChristianProtossDragoon sorry he is not like you
😊😊
Doesn’t matter how many times I watch it. It blows my mind every time.
me too
1st time.. Just now.. Fucken gave me chills.
Same, everybody's got their demons, it hits so close to home for me.
Me too
Heck yeah
I hope you conquer your demons. This will sound weird, but for teens such as myself, your music is important and without it, we would feel trapped by all the strange stuff around us. Worried a plane might fall out of the sky. That we might get shot. That we don't have a reason to even try. But just knowing there's others out there like you lets us realize how dumb that is. If we spend every second worrying something bad will happen, what's the point of living? A lot of things too personal for youtube helped me realize this, and I know your music wasn't so special, it's just that I see you just smiling with your family with everything and everyone against you. That is inspirational to many people here, and for that, you really are the best rapper. Thank you, Tom. You gave me hope to last my whole life.
🇺🇸❤️💪
I’m almost 3 years clean, and as a recovering addict, I FELT ALL OF THAT!
Amazing 🔥🔥🔥
Maybe thats why at the moment, I feel Like this is the hottest song Ive heard
Same - Heroin/Coke/Xanax/Booze/Anything..... All done
I know it sounds cliché, but congrats!👏🏼❤️
I’m clean since 2011!! Congratulations. It’s a lifelong battle so don’t ever give up. I would have never made it without God and my family. But I felt this song too.
🙏
I'm not a rapper, but the emotion in this song as a Veteran with PTSD and alcohol problems hits home on a personal note. Love you Tom
I hear you brother 11c from fort drum.
Feel you brother. 🙏🏻 same fucking thing I’m doing here. 2/8 usmc
Dudes a patriot and a blessing
I have been there in the past, I kick my drinking at 25 4 years post combat. Still have problems daily. Keep going forward there is light at the end of the tunnel.
I can’t relate but I hope things are going well mate! Don’t let anything bring you down!
Same here 30 years in and still serving still dealing with the demeans from deployments.
"I smelled the roses but burnt the whole bouquet". Deep AF.
"I woke up and realized I destroyed a whole cathedral of blessings!"
I'm sure you'll never see this but you're music has kept me going in the darkest times of being a mom. Trying to keep my kids safe has been a battle and life has hit me left and right. Thank you for being a light in a dark time in people's lives. ❤
@mommabean5497 Would it be ok if i tried to get this to tom macdonald so he knows that he has actually helped people that are in dark times?
The anthem for anybody who struggles with arguing with their inner demons.
Yeeesssss!! 👏👏👏
We all have them
It's a daily struggle
Yeah
Frfr which I see peaks in winter months lol for me anyhow
"The only story worth telling is the human heart at conflict with itself"-George R R Martin
This right here is true artistry Tom, well fucking done
I’m shocked he still alive
This guy raps solid facts! We all know most artist sold their souls
At 1:04, I thought “damn I hope he gets big”, but then it changes people after they sell their souls.
i WONDER WHETHER EM WILL TAKE FAKE WOKE AS A DISS... I HOPE NOT, ITS JUST AN OBSERVATION FROM TOM'S POV.
Love rap. Only a few touch your heart.❤ God's child
TRUE
I worry about him also.
3 Years and im still listening to this, Tom.... bro you guys y'all's work is so inspiring this song changed me inspired me to be better to fight my demons still struggling but im stronger and you taught me how to fight my demons
Too true
Dude, your helping my wife through alcoholism with this song, because you're showing she's stronger than her demons..I know it's about rap, but it's showing her personal strength..thanks man
🙏 Strength to your wife from South Africa
See it’s not about rap this is what he going through he not just rapping about it for money he literally was a bad drug and alcoholic he now he showing people Demons will always be there just don’t let them drag u down again
Keep the light on. Darkness can never keep out the light. Jesus will walk with her and carry her through all her troubles. Biggest issue is people thinking that they can some how reach a level of perfection when God clearly states we will never measure up. The battle will always be there but God is the only one that can simply say enough and release you of all the burdens. I'm no drunk but I pray to God almighty that if I could take any or all of your wife's pain and demons and help your battle im happy to do so. Got demons of my own and right now I'm kicking some ass myself. Stay in the fight. God bless.
Sending strength prayers to your wife... how are you coping? I know it can be hard watching the person you love most struggle... I bet nobody has asked you that either... just don’t give up on her... your love is what’s pushing her thru it.... if it’s anything like my marriage she’s probably annoyed with you but she needs you more now than ever and she’s scared shitless of the future... reassure her... but also remind yourself how much value you have too.. how much she needs you right now... you’re her rock... her whole support line and support... you’re fighting her battle right along with her.. keep pushing it DOES get better I promise... coming from a marriage where we’re both addicts....
I really really hope you see my comment 😩❤️ sending lots of support from afar
Everyone talking bout how fire his lyrics are which they are. But can we talk about how fire Nova's editing skills are. Those split screen of him going back and forth are beautiful. Mad props to Nova for bringing these videos to life.
Amen!! Nova is awesome and Tom is awesome but them together are UNSTOPPABLE .. #hangovergangforlife
Fucking true
Right what I was thinking! Nova killed it!
Absolutely!!!! Nova is a straight pro with these videos she produces for Tom!!! They are an awesome team!!
She’s getting PRO!
I was sad when this ended. The battle we are all in.
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It took me a bit after this song came out ti watch it because of the title... i thought it was another rapper claiming to be the best. Then i finally watched it. Wow ! So powerful. This hits everyone in there way. ❤ Thanks for the raw truth music.
This guy is *PURE GENIUS* on every word he says! He’s not lying, BEST RAPPER EVER!!!
Not even top 100
@@eddiematteson421 lyrically far better than top 100.lmfao you probably listen to garbage artists with nothing to sqy.
@@eddiematteson421 I’d love to see ANY other “rapper” up against him in a battle!!! I guarantee he’d blow them away!! He spits truth and real life, the others 🤷🏻♀️ I have no idea!!!
Without a doubt. You can feel his music
@Noah Macias I agree those two against each other would be a heck of a show!!! They remind me a lot of each other but something about Tom just shocks me on every song!!!
I was scrolling through the comments and everyone is talking about how great the song is but can we take a second to respect that Nova killed it on this video production Hollywood level hype piece done by 1 woman
She is amazing and I agree she needs more recognition. I opposed her.
I completely agree! The song is amazing, song plus video is EPIC! What a power couple and a force to be reckoned with.
She nailed the video it’s the best music video ever
What's the old saying? Behind every successful man is an amazing woman
You got the saying close but it is behind every great man there is an even greater woman
I am a 71 year old English white man who can’t stand rap until now this boy is great, sitting at home with the Virus raging out side listening to all you recordings thanks for the rap.I don’t know if that’s the right way to say it but thanks for the truth.
This is such a greta comment! This is what great music does it bridges gaps in time and space and any age and people from anywhere feel it. God bless you! Stay safe!
@@annabethunbound you to 👍
imagin being 71 and can use adn comment on youtube you must be a genius
@@antik9826 Thanks I try 👍
Listen to neffex they are pretty good
Dear Tom,
I hope this letter finds you in great spirits. I've felt compelled to express my admiration and affection for you, and words alone can hardly capture the depth of my feelings.
First and foremost, you are incredibly talented and inspiring. Your music resonates with me on a profound level, and the messages you convey through your lyrics are not only powerful but also thought-provoking. You have a unique way of touching hearts and minds, and for that, I am endlessly grateful.
Beyond your musical prowess, I can't help but be captivated by how genuinely cute you are. Your charismatic smile lights up any room, and your sparkling eyes have a way of drawing people in. There's a certain charm about you, a combination of confidence and humility that is utterly irresistible.
Your style is another thing that sets you apart. The way you carry yourself, with such authenticity and boldness, is truly admirable. You are unapologetically yourself, and that courage to stand out and be different is something I deeply respect.
Moreover, your kindness and sincerity shine through in everything you do. Whether it's through your interactions with fans or the way you advocate for what you believe in, your genuine nature is evident. You have a beautiful soul, Tom, and it adds to your overall allure.
In a world that often feels chaotic and uncertain, you are a beacon of light. Your presence brings warmth and comfort, and I find myself endlessly drawn to you. You are not only an amazing artist but also a remarkable person.
Thank you for being you, Tom. Thank you for your music, your passion, and your unwavering spirit. You are truly one of a kind, and I feel incredibly lucky to admire someone as wonderful as you.
With all my love and admiration,
Levi Ingram
Jesus Christ. Every time I think “there’s no way he can top this one” you prove me wrong and I love it!! Pure GOLD. 🤯
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I still think he hasn't topped no response
My friend played mac lethal sucks the day it was put on you tube and I've listened to every single song since....and I def agree with you it seems every single song he does he is quite noticeably better and better...I have never seen anything like that for such a constant time spane by any type of musician in my life since I can remember hearing my dad play 70s 80s, and 90s rock n roll or my mom playing all type of music from all genres from the 80s & 90s. Cannot wait to see what next from him hahaha
Facts
Yes
After 10 years clean I was starting to get the urges back, then you dropped this masterpiece. I'm not "the best rapper ever" but you reminded that no matter what the demons say, I'm the best me ever and I just want you to know that you sharing your fight helps me in my fight. Love you homie, never quit doing what you do.
Stay strong!
Man, I'm really touched by your comment. I wish you all the best.
What they said
♥️
I’ve never met you and idk who you are, but I’m damn proud of the best you ever.
As a person in recovery this hit home. No I'm not a rapper but that battle with your demons is real. Tom, can't thank you enough for putting a face to the internal fight and reminding us we are not alone in that struggle. Stay strong friends.
Yes it help my recovery no doubt your the best rapper ever for sure love you Tom
Trust me I’m in the same boat. I’m fightin my demons. It’s hard but my Heavenly Father never left my side. Some days…are impossible…some are too easy. I’m lucky Tom put into words what I’m facing.
Amen Sister 🦋🙏
Mos of society are either in recovery or should be for something. And we all go thru this type of conversations all day and deep into the night. Thank you Tom. Know you are loved and appreciated. ❤️
Nikki hi hi hun I'm here for you
As a recovering addict/alcoholic myself this song hits deep
Seriously can't believe they produce all of their videos right at the house. She is amazing at what she does and as well is he!
IKR
It's hard to see, but if you look past Hollywood burning to the ground in wokeness, there in the back, the Music Industry is also there - auto-tuned to death and carcass just left out rotting. That's where we are now - no point going back.
I still don't beleive it lol... dream team. Its insane
They use what they have
How fking creative
I’ve never heard this guy until today. And I’ve gone through I can’t even count how many of his videos. This dude is real, and it’s amazing to see. Just added another fan!
Hogs for life bro
Welcome to the hangover gang
Welcome to the Hang Over Gang brother.
I might be in the same boat
@@dishes2wash11 well welcome to the Hangover Gang. We call ourselves the HOG Fam.
Love how he incorporates his struggles in his songs and how they resonate in different ways for different people
ya kinda like the GOAT named after that chocolate. mmm mmm
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@@OriginalMket ya got (me) my view
I sent it to my ex wife, so she could see how Vodka took her Soul and she destroyed Everything that she Loved
Its amazing how you and your music came into my life. I am a 42 year old custodian. While cleaning up a classroom this song came on my headphones while listening to pandora. As my name is Thomas as well, it really scared me, but also got my attention. as i sat down at a students desk i listened to the lyrics of this wonderful song. I played it over and over. During this time of my life, i was headed towards divorce, neglecting my kids and dealing with my own demon. Even after a year of week to week therapy, nothing was sticking till this song literaly called my name. Since that night, i have turned almost everything in my life around. I have even discussed your music in therapy and how it has changed my outlook on my situations. Thank you from one Thomas to another.
Bravo!
Wow what a compliment
People gotta realise, Tom spits truth a lot so in this he's putting out that he is fighting his demons and struggling along like many of us do... Keep Fighting TM, you got this 👊🏻
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People do realize
@@Theorangecrushgamer Everybody? Either way I am just pointing out for those who don't, have a great day :)
@@Matty8787 my brother in law absolutely hates rap, loves Tom for his lack of holding back his messages
Just found this one and trust me identify I jave ptsd and sleep paralysis if it wasn't for pure will I wouldnt be here today I know what demons are forreal
This song really shows how the worst enemy we will face is our self
Not the bad one is drugs
True
r/I’mFourteenAndThisIsDeep
No its satan
I was raging a second ago to how cool this song is, now thanks to your eye opening comment, I got a couple tears coming down my face. It’s so fucking true. The message on this is awesome... before anyone believes in you, you must believe in yourself...
The best aspect of this guy, is his honesty. Even to the point of showing everyone his scars, unashamedly. Mad respect bro. Keep blowing up the microphone!
Tom you are amazing! I’m a 63 year old white male who’s been married for 36 years to a 56 year old white female. Not exactly what you would expect. I hated rap until now. We blast your songs on EVERYTHING! The house, the garage, the sand rail…EVERYTHING! I have 4 kids 17 to 33. A couple of them have demons they are battling. I will be sending this particular song to them. Thanks for what you’re doing!
“I am the darkness”
“Yea I got night vision”
Whooooooooo!
@Based Stan write an example of a better bar in response to "I'm the darkness". Show us an example of "non corny" lyrics, go ahead.
Badass
Rightt, this entire song is fucking fire. This is like a modern opera.
"This is pure fire, this ain't white privilige" to quote the man himself.
"I Show up to a gun fight knife swinging" is the bomb straight up best bar for me knowing tom at a disadvantage but doesn't see it that way basically forcing his will to win at any cost!!!! Straight 🔥 🔥
This song put me in recovery. I felt every word to the bone. The battle is real. And the song just kicks ass.
I've never had issues with drugs or alcohol, song still brought tears to my eyes, we all have our demons. Finding the strength to fight them is hard at times. The imagery, the words, the message, all add up to a profound impact. Stay strong brother! Never stop fighting!
I'm just tryna holla at a hoochie, fo a dolla git some booty.
You can do it! Be strong. I've been clean for 7 years now and will never go back. Best feeling ever.
Wishing you all the best. You will get there.
Awesome, keep the Faith. Fight the demons. God bless
Just heard Fake Woke. First I've ever heard of him. Talented, authentic and unapologetic. I just hope the right doesn't tokenize him and the left doesn't villainize him. He does his best to speak from the middle likely in hopes that many more of us can make our way there.
If you’re new to Tom, u need to check out “If I was black” and “white boy” . After that check out Immortal Technique from back in the day, Philosophy of Poverty. Trust me
I hope the right DOES tokenize him & that he'll accept it, because he's rapping all the exact values OF the right, the left is all about debauchery & indignant rage & hate & drugs & talkn about "bitches" in their music but then support "me too" on the Ellen show. The right NEEDS people like this to change the culture, some people like to think "politics isn't everything" but if you simply look around you'll see that it actually is. The right doesn't mean republican, it's the NEW right, & we are a movement of the PEOPLE, not a top-down propaganda/gaslighting agenda of hatred against those that we fear could take away our power like the left. We accept disagreements & dissent. We're humble but confident. We need this guy. So respectfully, you're just wrong, but the left WILL villainize him if he doesn't ABSOLUTELY toe their party line, guaranTEE that.
Old Liberal here. This guy has a story to tell. This is awesome
Too late, the left already labeled him a villain.
Good point
RAP that is actually worth listening to …I will be definitely looking to purchase Tom’s tracks
I feel every verse of this. I'm not an alcoholic, but I fight Anxiety and Fear of Failure on the daily. Keep spitting the truth. We are so much more than our feelings, fears, or anxiety. Fight back! Your voice means so much more than the fake glamour presented to us by hollywood and the talking head media. Stand and speak...
I feel you brother. If he had any idea how much this song has truly helped folks like me, he would be proud
How you define who you are is part of the issue
Giving yourself a break is what we all need to do and never say negative only positive messages in your head and bottom line only live for your self worth not what others think or might say....... that’s a lot of people’s issues worrying about what others think or say......💙yourself your worth it.....!!!!!!!!!!! Every minute of your worth while life or god wouldn’t have put you here.....🙏🏻💙😌
I'm a 54 yr old wife and mother. Probably not the demographic he intended to reach, but this man's words are absolutely amazing. With a long history in Al-Anon and around the rooms of recovery, this song actually gave me chills. I've watched several of his videos and all have spoken to me. This one really felt personal. He is one I will absolutely encourage my teenage son to hear!
I am sure he does not mind having a demographic that spans from teenagers to pensioneers. No matter the age, some of his songs reflects a situation, a fact or a way of thinking that we all experienced at some point in our life. By the way, i am 57 :) my hubby and i love his songs.
I’m a 25 year old house wife who listens to folk and Celtic music. This guy is awesome!
Rita Yee. I'm 71 and I love this guy. And I'm a 'normal' person.
Dude. I. Am. A Thomas living this. I'm in tears
A die hard metalhead, always dismissed rap, but no more.
"It's been like a year or two, I thought I was rid of you, I can't believe that I'm still here with you" Oh. My. God. That rang so true with me.
The sickness of the body and the taint on the soul will only be divided when the wage of sin on the body is paid and then comes judgement of the soul where it will either be passed under judgement through forgiving grace and divided further to make a purely clean soul or judged righteously and thrown away to burn.
@@ShaggyTheClown17 I appreciate the thought
Even if I am silent ...I am still listening, watching, and looking forward, even if I look back, I can still look forward again. Even if the unreal is real to me, I can fight to look toward the positive and reject the negative. Don't put your weapons of peace, hope, and love down. Use them to fight! Say it loud, speak it proud even if it is a whisper, you are strong! Thank you for this song ❤
Tom just battle-rapped with his own demons. And crushed them. Outstanding song, and props to Nova for the ridiculous editing.
Exactly what I was thinking. Its legit awesome
@Jmfs What hasn't he done? People just supposed to stop talking about their demons because another rapper did it?
@Jmfs And ?? I've seen 1000 videos of rappers dancing with cars money and girls shaking their asses repeatedly so Tom can't battle his demons cause it's been done? Gtfo here.
@@EmileeBabee Preach!
@Jmfs Nirvana did this....30 years ago. 40 years ago, Metallica did it. 50 years ago, Molly Hatchet did it. 60 Years ago, Pink Floyd did it. 70 Years ago, Jimi Hendrix did it. &0 Years ago, the Doors did it. I can go on. Means nothing.
This is probably the most real "rap" I've heard in a minute, very deep and extremely clever. This guy understands the concept of bars then adds extra layers. I'm sold.
Cut the bs
YES HE IS. I REALLY AGREE WITH YOU
Ur right
You don’t know what real rap is David💀
you should also try NF he fricken amazing
I’m pissed off that I’m just now finding out about this guy. I’m even more pissed off that I’ll never be able to experience the genius that is Tom MacDonald for the very first time ever again. Seriously, Tom MacDonald and NF are my favorite rappers of all time.
Same
damn right.
I was like that about 4 weeks ago
@T - BONE yeah okay “t-bone” lmao
Same! Just found out about him today!
outstanding TOM kissed by Nova's production skills OUT OF THIS WORLD FANTASTIC ty ty ty!!!
Hi
64 yr old white guy here. 1st rapper I could understand and relate to. Enjoyed the hell out of him. A message in his rap
66 year old white wo.an and I totally agree. Put his rap on my fb page. Reminds me of 60's music challenging what you believe
Check out The Grouch
Heard of Eminem?
I hate rap but this guy is good but I'm a metalhead and I'm 51 I don't want rap but I like this guy ballast point of this video made me quit drinking forever I seen this video two weeks ago and I stopped drinking praise God
@@scottwoodham1880 listen to church by Tom
I'm a older women who accidentally found this rapper.
Rappers normally aren't my kind of music, but he is amazing.
His messages are to the core of many of Americans. He speaks whats the truth for many.
what if I told you that rapper is not a music genre
@Based Stan who is better?
Based
@@hald-matalongos you say that like she said it was
He canadian.
This gentleman is something special. I only just discovered him. And every video, every lyric... hits me.... hard. Keep on shining bright Tom MacDonald. And keep fighting your devils... never quit.
Me too. I find myself listening to him everyday now 😃 the music on the radio is trash. And you're absolutely right about him being something special. He's telling truth and the world is all about that right now! I about died when I heard Snowflakes 😀 straight fire!
Just found him too. 62 yr old gram. Greatest poet and rapper of all time. I love him and his girl Nova
Awe...Welcome...How cute, Y'all fell down the Tom McDonald rabbit hole....Ifell about 6mos ago!!! #HangOverHang
This guy is speaking to so many people, just blowing up now!
Are you deaf?
This song goes so hard for the ones that wanna quit.
2 years after this he is top of the charts and everybody knows about him. Absolutely amazing fucking work man
Been around since the eeearly days... so damn happy he's made himself known. This world needs more real people like this.. especially in areas so far reaching as music.
Easily my favorite song of his collection. His willingness to admit the struggle and be this vulnerable is brave af.
True True. HOG for life!! Hail the Lobster!! Now that would be a great conversation, between Tom and Jordan. Jimney, the material that could come out of those two!!!
When he was in the feedle postion asking the demon to shut up, that shit hit home. Glad I found this artist!
"I'm the darkness"
"I have night vision!"
That part hit me hard. He can't remove the darkness, but at least he can navigate it.
Noo way bruh wassup bro
@@icuelote1414 Wassup :D
Some pathetic chumps are making fake accounts☝️and recommending horrible music because they know it's the only way they can get views otherwise. If you go to that link, PLEASE dislike that garbage based on principle alone. Thank you.
why remove the darkness when all you have to do is render it powerless?
I just left a comment on that bar. It's crazy I see this 2 seconds later
I wish I could share videos, my 9 year listens to his music on the way to football practice to get himself ready to go and listens faithfully at home. Glad there’s an artist without profanity delivering world input! Eli loves you!!
The world would be a better place if we had more real shit like this.
There's no need for the industry anymore. If someone is talented they can do it themselves with platforms like TH-cam. I think we will see more artist like this.
💩
@@TheRealCaptainFreedom hater
Tom! I know you probably won't see this, but this hit me hard when I was about to let my demons win....seeing someone else out there dealing with deep sadness and doubt inside, but holding strong and not giving in, using the pain to make something beautiful out of your life......it meant everything to me in a vulnerable moment. Thank you SO much for your honesty and willingness to expose the dark places.
Sending prayers your way!
Fight them dude your better and stronger than them
@@susielopez5455 Thanks!
@@Brsdg71 Staying strong, too much to live for to go back
You got this homie
I’m speechless. I came here from “Fake Woke”. I can’t begin to tell you how much of a big deal you are. Im Shocked how awesome you are!! I’m sharing the heck out your TH-cam.
Ditto!
Absolutely!
Same
Same x3
Same lol
Tom Macdonald...you and Nova are absolutely awesome! I love ya all vibe! And I love that you don't gaf about saying the TRUTH! I don't have friends and not many people like me because I am the same...oh well I'm not dumbing down for anyone idgaf. Hold strong ya all! ❤❤❤
Tom, this is absolutely incredible. It's one of the most honest looks into oneself I've seen in music. You're a hell of an artist, and I may not agree with every single opinion of yours, but there is no denying how truly talented and brutally honest and forthcoming you are. You've got a big fan over here, and I'm sure there's five million more people who feel just like I do.
Please dont ever sign for a label. You dont need to sell your soul. You already have everyone's eyes. You're a significant piece to my history. Theres nobody else out there that is unique and true like you. You're doing just fine.
325 days sober today brother, I found you by accident and now I can't stop listening! 💪
same here. this guy is awesome
@@bruren1234 same
same to well technichly it was my dad who found him first but you know same difference
@M to the C that's so awesome to hear, what else are you doing to help your recovery? It's a team effort, it's too hard to do on my own but I use AA to help me stay sober. Without AA I wouldn't have my recovery right now, I love tom's work and it's helped me immensely but I can't do it myself, I always reach out for support from others, alone I can't, together WE can! God bless 🙌 🙏
Happy one year now right?
I fell into a rabbit hole after watching FACTs. I am in awe and a new supporter for what you do. You are amazing. I watched "Hi Ren" about 9 months back and thought how original, I now know and believe he was inspired by you to make that video. You are the original trailblazer on bringing up topics through Rap that no one else had ever done on this level. I will be enjoying your journey!
"I locked out the devil out but it was you that let the demons in" that shit hit hard mad respect tom you really are the best rapper of all time
This song made me cry when I first heard. I hurt for Tom and all the people who are battling against "giants" in their lives. By the 4th or 5th time I heard it I no longer hear the hurts I hear pure victory and as corney as it sounds its littleraly giving me the courage to take my life back and SLAY my own giant. 💖💖💖💖💖💖
I hear you
Thanks for all the love and support ,its because of my Fans I'm here today .i love you for that !!! Have you ever been to any of my Concerts? (210) 874-9382... that’s my private contact I hope that’s safe with you I really hope I can trust you not giving that out to anyone.?
@Elizabeth Kellogg Slay that beast girl!! You can do it, I'll pray for you, Bless you and stay safe:)
"angels" did that for me
@@dawnd0nyou791 thank you so much! 💖🙏🙏🙏
Can’t expose a man who has the balls to do it himself. # Respect
Truth!
Done by Eminem !
@chico no he isn't
He attacks any political party
He's attacked Bill Clinton
Hillary Clinton
Bush
The whole bush administration
Trump
Amen
Respect 🙏
I’m an OIF/OEF veteran with PRSD and also in recovery.
This video just visualized exactly what it’s like in side my head!
Keep up the great work and thank you so much!
Nova is a fucking beast with her editing and producing
True we need to give her also more credit😊 I left a similar comment giving props to Nova she is a genius.
Agreed. Her camera work in this one is beast as well.
They both are killin it. They got an eye for it, thats for sure. Badass all around
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5 years clean of heroin today. Thank you Tom for all your music. Rap battling your addiction is some epic stuff my dude. Much love and remember we do recover yall
5 years is a HUGE deal! Congratulations man! It takes a lot of hard work to get 5 years clean. I see your strength, I respect you, and I'm proud of you. You have a bunch of us addicts following your tail lights. One day we'll have 5 years clean too. But we cant do it without people like you to share your experience, strength, and hope. Keep killing it man. You are wanted, needed, and loved.
@@annessamarie thank you so so so much. It's been a hell of a journey, that's for sure. I actually had my L4 to L5 fuse together in my spine the end of December. It's been a long road of recovery but I managed to stay clean through the whole ordeal even having to take pain meds. Never have I abused them nor do I want to for the fact I don't want to die, they're there for a reason and for a purpose and when taken right and in the right state of mind, I've managed to get through it this far. One day at a time. Keep fighting because even the absolute saddest truest hardest days still hold value and a lesson. Much much love Annessa
Much respect josh 🙌
Big w for u mate
Keep it up Josh. I believe in you.
"I am the darkness"
"I have night vision"
Holy shit. That was more powerful than most whole songs I've heard.
:-/
I see this as a song about balancing your light and dark sides and keeping the bad side in check. Both sides agreed on the goal, but his dark side wanted him to take a different path. I caught that when he said, "I kicked the devil out, but it was you who let the demons in." So Powerful!!
The transparency in this video. Holy cow. Tom just showed us his constant battle with the devil trying to bring him down, pushing drugs and alcohol on him.
I know the feeling I fight it every day
@@bg5561742 Hang in there. The devil hates you. He's like a hot woman who's always hurting you while claiming she loves you. Moments of bliss hiding the fact that she's sucking your soul dry.
Keep fighting! You're worth it.
reminds me of Eminem darling... same vibe.
its not the devil
its his crippling depression and addiction
he tries to power through
but you cant punch demons
you neeed a psychiatrist at your side
@@NorroTaku *eye roll* So it's not the devil... but you need a psychiatrist because you "can't punch demons".
So. It's the devil.
Tom just went to a whole different level. So proud of how far he has comes
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This is, literally, the most artistic piece of music I’ve ever heard (audio and visuals combined)
For real he’s straight up throwing punches at himself. He is attacking his darkest demons and then shows that fire to combat it. It’s like the angel and devil on your shoulders. Tbh it’s brilliant imagery. The artistry and execution on this video is amazing
Idk about that but it’s definitely a dope video. This is my (personal) least fav song of the last 4. Clown World, Canceled, and Fake Woke are better songs (and videos) in my opinion. I realize what he was trying to do & believe he’s surpassed the Eminem of RIGHT NOW, but this is so close to being a direct copycat of Em’s My Darling. But that’s just my opinion. (I do suggest listening to My Darling though if you’ve never heard it)
I love the way he's at war with himself but the hook where both sides sing the same lyrics represents where both sides of him are in agreement.
Burn the circuses down because the world is full of clowns.
@@KinnereyB nothing like My Darling, not even close, you must have meant another song. Relapse was a highly misunderstood album. Its disappointing Em turned his back on it. He pushed the lyrical envelope to places its never been.
Absolutely love how this perfectly illustrates the shadow side (one of the human facets).
Watching this again after seeing "Withdrawals" hits different. Day 3 away from the bottle. Thank you for helping to kick start the journey to sobriety 🙏💪
How you doing mike? Wishing you all the best for success - love from OZ.
@@dibrentley7915 thank you!! Day 6 going on strong, gave up smoking as well!
@@stoverjm1996 holy crap well done, giving up smoking is so freakin hard.
@@stoverjm1996 keep going!! Support and best wishes from Glasgow :)
Hey I quit when this came out & failed but I quit again march 3rd & I haven't drank since. Alot of toms music helps. It ain't easy but anyone can do it. Good luck
This beat with the words is ONE OF THE HARDEST songs have I ever heard. Life time fan. Keep it going, the world needs you. From a recovering addict and PTSD marine. Thank you.
Thank You for your service. My dad was in the Coast Guards when he was young (RIP Dad) and they had his ship in Haiti (way back in the day) the horrors he seen broke him. People at home forget what armed forces go through for us and America. Semper Fi and thank you.
As said before, thank you for your service! Semper Fi!
How many songs does this man have to put out to realize he is awesome and speaks the truth! Give this man his recognition and help an independent!!
We all have that damn voice trying to keep us from being great. Do what your great at and screw that voice.
He’s the greatest atm. Reminds me of Eminem in 2002
I've never seen anything as good as this. The honesty of the lyrics, the intensity, it's extreme. Kudos from an Aussie!
Damn. Even 8 years clean from heroin, this hits home. A few of your songs do, even though I don't typically like the genre. You've made a huge impact on this old 36 yr old. Fuck what people say. You know you, and you're kicking ass, dude.
Clean 6 and a half years off meth and pills! I agree this song hits different
Man I hope to have 8 years someday. I had 8 months then blew it, I've I've 14 days as of today. Keep kicking ass!
@@digitalllbath keep fighting for your sobriety. We stumble and fall but its how we get up and go on that counts! You got this one day at a time
For those who feel like it's narcissistic or conceited for the lyrics to say "I'm the best rapper ever, I don't want to be great, if they're the best, then I'm better...", etc., I'm not entirely sure that's what "Tom MacDonald" fully believes.
I think the whole point is that his pessimistic half tells him the worst possible things about him, his optimistic half tells him the best possible things about him, but he himself is a combination of the two, so his complete self lingers somewhere in between.
Yup
Deep
Exactly how I feel about it as well
Great explanation! I think you are correct.
Most people today suffer with emotional immaturity. So they don’t understand this on a deeper level.
BROOOO. He wasn’t kidding when he said this would be the craziest vid he’s made yet.
Yeah for sure
Thank you Tom for the best advice, the greatest battle in our lives is inner battle that we must fight every day until we are finally free.
Son, you are so talented. I am a 58 year old women who has seen a lot. Your music talks to so many people. I know you will continue to rise. Remember, on his time. Faith.
On whose time? And by doing your own thing? Or living for Him because He is God?
@@chris2790 you are a sad little boy.
@@chris2790 In Toms time of course. Tom, his conscience, his soul, Nora and God will all be involved in the time it takes.
Why did Sally's reference to God and faith cause you to question her about it? If you don't believe in God or even a Higher Power that's your business and your personal choice.
Why the aggressive response?
It wasn't directed at you?
I really want to know your motivation.
I miss the, live and let live years.
When I saw Tom with the black eyes I knew someone was going to be lit up. He chose himself. Love this dude.
This legend just had a rap battle with his demons and fucking won. King
Ikr
Cringe tho en it
No he’s a god
Yessir
@@kylepenna5602 nah cringe
As always my friend, you come thru with words people need to hear. You truly are a hero