xona - spiders IV [audio]

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lyrics -
i could barely see, you’ve been on mind and I’m drowning in the deep
end, where our love could have never came to meet, I’m reaching for the home that which you been on to me
me (x8)
yeah, i would’ve gone
if that’s what you want
yeah, tell me the wrongs
of what i could have i done?
yeah, im gettin so lost
yeah, i needed to hold on
yeah, grabbin my arm
mm, no i needed someone else
yeah yeah, there’s nothing better than to fall in
my hands go cold with the velvet
of your clothes I’m just waiting for the outlet
we stay so far, now that it’s been helpless
now that it’s been helpless (x4)
with the windows locked
I pray the safety of us
missing all of my friends
and every bridge that I’ve cut
hoping you understand that you still got all my love
got you all on my mind never losing that trust~
I can’t decide what I do
I’ve fallen right here where you started too
I am no different, just human like you
I just own up my own problems, no queues
something bout the days I couldn’t get it off
my body is getting weaker, I’m afraid that I will rot
maybe i don’t go outside enough or had a hug
i’m getting so much closer and closer to drugs
standing and hoping you decipher the words
the fear and the terror you left with a burn
I can’t fathom on what you want to me turn
it’s like this love is just made for a curse
I’ve had enough
back, back when I thought it was okay
I’m coping hard and I think I’m ‘bout to break
no, no tears rolling down my face
counting the days that I wish I could erase
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bringing out the worst of me paralyzed by you
nothing seems to be like the honest truth
nothing like the honest truth
wonder by the end of time will i have to look
if you’re still right there and what it took
if i knew what it took
singing what’s deep in the lair i could take that step
I’m not really prepared but I’m feeling reckless
what you feel is the question..
seeing with the way you act, i fear an attack
even without a word i feel the tension
tearing up all my friendships..
i see the spiders crawling my walls
silhouettes of you i might drop
and i can’t stop…
i might fall (x8)

[@gnvw1]

every version of spiders hits can’t change my mind

[@shokuluv]

i love this song. beautiful intro that absolutely has me hooked

[@E.L.V.I.R.AMusic]

You're so talented and so underrated. Perfect song. All your songs are perfect. Keep it up!)

[@heyhaise]

uuuuuuuuu

[@toy3081]

heat as per usual king 👑🔥❤‍🔥

[@outsider11OG]

Hey man this is ur best work,i felt this on a spiritual level..a total masterpiece,love u xona

[@pheta]

you did a great job, i hope a lot more people know about you, thanks for the music

[@ghost._]

💜

[@HeLpZOfficial]

[@whatwouldgordonramsaydo]

when that beat dropped tho

[@雜男]

Let’s 9000

[@sky_valo]

HI XONA

[@howlfv]

marry me