I'm on day 26. Ryan was a God sent. Even though he passed away. His videos will live on forever. Love how he cared for others. Congratulations on your success. Hope everything's going well for you. I'm documenting my journey on TH-cam, and also trying to encourage others. Always great to others making it.
@@briank1263 nice!! Well done!!!!! I'm around a month and a half off fentanyl. I bet it was tough getting off methadone so good on you. I've withdrawn from opiates a lot and know it takes a toll. To the future 🥂
U r litterally saving my life lol and my parents since they are finally able to relax and not stress so much over me no joke got to day 7 and idk if I would of done it if it wasn't for your videos that Ive probably spent at least 3 hours a day watching them. Thank you and God bless your soul and your family. U da real MVP
I'm on a taper down to 40mg of oxy a day now, these videos have helped me no end, i also have a 17cm "deep vein thrombosis" in my right leg. It literally broke my heart to hear Ryan say "if I'm not here for my family, who will be" ?, in you're case i believe god will be there" you were a saint Ryan Donnelly RIP.
This is his most important video. He speaks from the heart, tells a great story, gives the best possible advise for recovering addicts, then finally having a fear of leaving his kids. A divine sense of self. His face when he says "hates" the drug..@10.59
I agree, Rehab’s are the best and safest way to get clean. I went through rehab’s several times, so I knew the skills when I quit at home. I think everyone needs to Know the basics, before detoxing, if at all possible! If not, I would advise them to listen to you, while detoxing. I listened constantly, when I was detoxing. Your videos are the Greatest!!!😊♥️🌻
For all of you going through withdrawal, remember....it’s just for a week or 2. Yes the recovery continues but you WILL be happy again and you WILL find joy in things and you WILL be safer and better bc you won’t be stealing, lying , using, and u will gain ur honor back. That’s ALL it’s about. Getting your honor back. Ps, Rip Ryan. We all miss u!
Why did the doctors tell him his heart was fine if died shortly after this video? Why would god take a man who was helping so many people, especially a father with small children......so sad that he’s gone. A great man indeed.
Sebastian Sotelo keep it up! Im proud of you! Just stick with it, stay positive, exercise (or at least get outside and walk), and dont get discouraged, your through the worst just give your body a little more time to adjust to life without pills and chemicals.
Hey I really enjoy your videos. I've been alcohol-free for just over a year now. And I enjoy these types of videos. Yours a really genuine and nice. Thank you. It helps keep me sober
Wow! I truly hate stress tests! That Dr. was picking on you. You’re tough, though. Thank Goodness! You really are the Greatest Encouragement to Addicts, that I have ever seen. Thank you so Much for these videos!!! They are So Educational for people, that want to inspire others!😊♥️🌻
Hey Ryan I just stumbled upon your videos and I and started watching them yesterday. I am going through withdrawal right now and was also doing some other drugs my parents found out my dad won't talk to me because he doesn't understand addiction he doesn't understand how to deal with it he's very closed-minded and that saddens me very much because he has pushed me away I have hurt my parents because of my addiction but my mom is there to support me I'm thankful for that but if you could please share a video about how to explain addiction to someone who doesn't understand I would really appreciate that or if you could tell me about a video you have here on TH-cam I could find it I'd appreciate it thanks!
I have a coworker who had that same problem, swelling in the legs, he had to have some abnormal veins in his legs collapsed (they feed this hot wire into the abnormal veins by IV to close them off), to redirect blood flow to other healthy veins. He got one leg done at a time...I guess they don't do both at one time. anyway, he had good results. I'm not sure if this is what you may have to have done, but it sounds like a similar situation. He no longer has swelling in his legs. He tried everything before the procedure - elevating his legs while at his desk, wearing compression stockings, etc. nothing worked until he had the procedure done.
72 hours in and you have helped me along with my brother as I have been detoxing at his house. I have used a range of supplements to treat the anxiety. I would advise that you use CBD oil and 5-HTP as it has helped me get this far.
Talking about doctors/ my good friend doc gave me good feeling for a long time, not really, because I had some efd up time waiting and getting and all time thinking around the Methadon I was on. I never going to do opiates >>Ever< . My time will be over soon , a few more years witch I don't want to spend wasting on opiates. Started long time ago in Amsterdam late seventies, brown Pakistani , very strong was everywhere. Like spice on Urakus/ I like to try ibogain for a reset, Aloha from east maui. Thanks and good luck. Good stuff you do , we love you.
withdrawl is so frightening to me. i know i'm not going to die from it but it still terrifies me. i try to avoid that feeling as much as possible. drugs have destroyed every aspect of my life. i am trapped.
Apcometri: Do you fear withdrawal for a few days, or a life chasing expensive drugs that may have who knows what? I also was scared shitless.....I made a plan, including calm-support, ginseng, reishi mushrooms, passion flower, some benzo's that are prescribed, and bought a fluffy featherbed for sleep comfort.......I am doing a taper; 50% down, but don't want to rush it.Is it expensive, but so is buying that crap.
and don't forget the last, final step! when you do or while you are climbing out of that god forsaken place called ADDICTION... lower your hand to the brother or sister, that is BATTLING possibly even more than you! for me... that was my ONLY path! the "pieces" of lives that we do take away from others as ADDICTS, WE MUST REPLACE! GODSPEED
Hi Ryan I believe there is more deaths of overdose now because of the restrictions of pain meds and more people are turning to heroin, also like myself I have to take anti depressants along with a Very low dose of percocet , I do have legit reasons such as steel plates in my feet an arm but I would not like to have to depend on anything anymore to be honest, my body has built up a tolerance to this , I'm 53 years old I wonder sometimes if its even worth it to stop, if you reply to me can you do it on this video page cause I don't know how to find my messages on here, they change it around to much, basically what I'm asking is that I'm not in good shape and also take my age in to consideration , I'm 53 is it worth it ? From Mark
Bobo Nthese Ryan has hundreds of emails, phone calls, etc everyday but definitely does his best to get back to everyone ASAP. Start up account in freefromhell.com an there are alot of people on their who can help and will talk to you as well man.
Bobo Nthese yes, atleast for me (was using sub for 4 years then 100mg of oxymorphone for 3.) i started atleast getting a few hours sleep at a time at your point. its different for everyone but from what other addicts i know and myself have experienced you should be through the worst of it. tonight try and take a short walk if you can, then a hot shower, put headphones in an listen to your favorite music or some calming music. trust me i know how shitty it is after days of being sick and getting no sleep but 8 days is awesome and you should be very close to the "Turning point" an the acute WD should start to subside. good luck feel free to message me again if you still dont feel well tonight r have any questions everyone on this channel and myself will help however we can buddy, good luck your doing this man!!!
R.I.P Ryan 😢 you’re helping me a lot.
Rudy G when he was saying that his worst fear was leaving his kids, I couldn’t help but cry 💔
Amen
Same
I have 31 days free from opiates now! God is good. and thank GOD for Ryan. RIP
I'm on day 26. Ryan was a God sent. Even though he passed away. His videos will live on forever. Love how he cared for others. Congratulations on your success. Hope everything's going well for you. I'm documenting my journey on TH-cam, and also trying to encourage others. Always great to others making it.
This guy is a saint
Sad to see how he said this was his biggest fear ❤️💔😭 I know you’re watching over your children and protecting them still Ryan.
That ending was freaking horrible to watch knowing what happened to him.
@@briank1263 hey, I hope your journey is going well! Ryan is pretty awesome! Bummer he's not
@@crf450rbulletdavid9 thanks, I appreciate your kind words. About 35 days off methadone. Keeping the hope alive.
@@briank1263 nice!! Well done!!!!! I'm around a month and a half off fentanyl. I bet it was tough getting off methadone so good on you. I've withdrawn from opiates a lot and know it takes a toll. To the future 🥂
U r litterally saving my life lol and my parents since they are finally able to relax and not stress so much over me no joke got to day 7 and idk if I would of done it if it wasn't for your videos that Ive probably spent at least 3 hours a day watching them. Thank you and God bless your soul and your family. U da real MVP
Ihor Siurko, Hi Ihor! I hope you are doing better, now. Take good care of yourself.
This video was so haunting. Ryan, we love you. We miss you but we know it's nothing compared to what your family is feeling.
Kind of comical and ironic right?
I'm on a taper down to 40mg of oxy a day now, these videos have helped me no end, i also have a 17cm "deep vein thrombosis" in my right leg. It literally broke my heart to hear Ryan say "if I'm not here for my family, who will be" ?, in you're case i believe god will be there" you were a saint Ryan Donnelly RIP.
i have watched so many of your videos i feel like we are friends now. just know that you are helping strangers you will never meet.
This is his most important video. He speaks from the heart, tells a great story, gives the best possible advise for recovering addicts, then finally having a fear of leaving his kids. A divine sense of self. His face when he says "hates" the drug..@10.59
I love these videos, thanks brother!
That broke my heart when he mentioned his biggest fear and unfortunately that happened... 😢
so true....I hate the feeling too have to rush home and grab a pill before I change clothes.
I agree, Rehab’s are the best and safest way to get clean. I went through rehab’s several times, so I knew the skills when I quit at home. I think everyone needs to Know the basics, before detoxing, if at all possible! If not, I would advise them to listen to you, while detoxing. I listened constantly, when I was detoxing. Your videos are the Greatest!!!😊♥️🌻
cindy .. congratulations on your recovery .. I am doing this withdrawal at home .. wish you great days ahead ..
For all of you going through withdrawal, remember....it’s just for a week or 2. Yes the recovery continues but you WILL be happy again and you WILL find joy in things and you WILL be safer and better bc you won’t be stealing, lying , using, and u will gain ur honor back. That’s ALL it’s about. Getting your honor back. Ps, Rip Ryan. We all miss u!
Why did the doctors tell him his heart was fine if died shortly after this video? Why would god take a man who was helping so many people, especially a father with small children......so sad that he’s gone. A great man indeed.
another great incentive: NO CONSTIPATION!!!
I have 11 days sober from opiates
Ashley Stone how’s it going?
got 9 days sober
Sebastian Sotelo keep it up! Im proud of you! Just stick with it, stay positive, exercise (or at least get outside and walk), and dont get discouraged, your through the worst just give your body a little more time to adjust to life without pills and chemicals.
Connor Phebus I appreciate that thanks man, it's hard trying to kill the boredom, work is better then whiskey tho lol
Sebastian Sotelo keep up the great work!!
I will get their too/ don't waste the hard time you got in their.
christoph lieding yes you will!!! keep it up!!! 😇👏💙
This background is so much better than the literal wall of cardboard boxes. Great advice once again.
Wow. Foreshadowed his death
Crazy
I was just thinking that how sad
Day #4 n this is probably the first time I've laughed since.... idk n I feel like crap but ur Dr. Story was hilarious!
Hey I really enjoy your videos. I've been alcohol-free for just over a year now. And I enjoy these types of videos. Yours a really genuine and nice. Thank you. It helps keep me sober
Wow! I truly hate stress tests! That Dr. was picking on you. You’re tough, though. Thank Goodness! You really are the Greatest Encouragement to Addicts, that I have ever seen. Thank you so Much for these videos!!! They are So Educational for people, that want to inspire others!😊♥️🌻
great vid and advice Ryan! Appreciate it.
Hey Ryan I just stumbled upon your videos and I and started watching them yesterday. I am going through withdrawal right now and was also doing some other drugs my parents found out my dad won't talk to me because he doesn't understand addiction he doesn't understand how to deal with it he's very closed-minded and that saddens me very much because he has pushed me away I have hurt my parents because of my addiction but my mom is there to support me I'm thankful for that but if you could please share a video about how to explain addiction to someone who doesn't understand I would really appreciate that or if you could tell me about a video you have here on TH-cam I could find it I'd appreciate it thanks!
Still helping me today ❤
I have a coworker who had that same problem, swelling in the legs, he had to have some abnormal veins in his legs collapsed (they feed this hot wire into the abnormal veins by IV to close them off), to redirect blood flow to other healthy veins. He got one leg done at a time...I guess they don't do both at one time. anyway, he had good results. I'm not sure if this is what you may have to have done, but it sounds like a similar situation. He no longer has swelling in his legs. He tried everything before the procedure - elevating his legs while at his desk, wearing compression stockings, etc. nothing worked until he had the procedure done.
72 hours in and you have helped me along with my brother as I have been detoxing at his house. I have used a range of supplements to treat the anxiety. I would advise that you use CBD oil and 5-HTP as it has helped me get this far.
Talking about doctors/ my good friend doc gave me good feeling for a long time, not really, because I had some efd up time waiting and getting and all time thinking around the Methadon I was on. I never going to do opiates >>Ever< . My time will be over soon , a few more years witch I don't want to spend wasting on opiates. Started long time ago in Amsterdam late seventies, brown Pakistani , very strong was everywhere. Like spice on Urakus/ I like to try ibogain for a reset, Aloha from east maui. Thanks and good luck. Good stuff you do , we love you.
I’m on day 2 1/2 trying my hardest to stay focused
withdrawl is so frightening to me. i know i'm not going to die from it but it still terrifies me. i try to avoid that feeling as much as possible. drugs have destroyed every aspect of my life. i am trapped.
Apcometri , don't fear withdrawals, make plans at a treatment outpatient place. What I did & have used 4mg of suboxone. I'm on day 5 .
Apcometri: Do you fear withdrawal for a few days, or a life chasing expensive drugs that may have who knows what? I also was scared shitless.....I made a plan, including calm-support, ginseng, reishi mushrooms, passion flower, some benzo's that are prescribed, and bought a fluffy featherbed for sleep comfort.......I am doing a taper; 50% down, but don't want to rush it.Is it expensive, but so is buying that crap.
Apcometri are u ok hope you did it! If i can so can u!
Apcometri You are Not trapped. Stop. I did it. You Can Do It, Too!!!😊♥️✌️
then it gets up to 9 minutes you run and i mean run, my last i was 72, but my legs were done, but i still made the test...
Wrote in a while ago man still haven't heard back...
LMAO you crack me up about the test
Do you talk about alcohol addiction in the same way??
He is a recovering alcoholic also, he passed away last month RIP Ryan
Damn I definitely couldn’t sprint for 2 mins....atleast I don’t think I could...
and don't forget the last, final step!
when you do or while you are climbing out of that god forsaken place called ADDICTION...
lower your hand to the brother or sister, that is BATTLING possibly even more than you!
for me... that was my ONLY path! the "pieces" of lives that we do take away from others as ADDICTS,
WE MUST REPLACE!
GODSPEED
Hi Ryan I believe there is more deaths of overdose now because of the restrictions of pain meds and more people are turning to heroin, also like myself I have to take anti depressants along with a Very low dose of percocet , I do have legit reasons such as steel plates in my feet an arm but I would not like to have to depend on anything anymore to be honest, my body has built up a tolerance to this , I'm 53 years old I wonder sometimes if its even worth it to stop, if you reply to me can you do it on this video page cause I don't know how to find my messages on here, they change it around to much, basically what I'm asking is that I'm not in good shape and also take my age in to consideration , I'm 53 is it worth it ?
From Mark
Not really.
ive emailed days ago and no answer... in the most respectful way do you talk to everybody?
Bobo Nthese Ryan has hundreds of emails, phone calls, etc everyday but definitely does his best to get back to everyone ASAP. Start up account in freefromhell.com an there are alot of people on their who can help and will talk to you as well man.
I did but don't know how to work it on my phone, hey ive been clean for 8 days still have rls and havnt slept in days... is it almost over. Thanks
Bobo Nthese yes, atleast for me (was using sub for 4 years then 100mg of oxymorphone for 3.) i started atleast getting a few hours sleep at a time at your point. its different for everyone but from what other addicts i know and myself have experienced you should be through the worst of it. tonight try and take a short walk if you can, then a hot shower, put headphones in an listen to your favorite music or some calming music. trust me i know how shitty it is after days of being sick and getting no sleep but 8 days is awesome and you should be very close to the "Turning point" an the acute WD should start to subside. good luck feel free to message me again if you still dont feel well tonight r have any questions everyone on this channel and myself will help however we can buddy, good luck your doing this man!!!
Bobo Nthese he will