And that was a dark depressing time for him, you know He did had one visit with his mother I think During the time that he lived with me and she brought Him a huge box fill with gifts you know clothes and all Kinds of little goodies and stuff and it sat in the corner Untouched, literally for months he'd never opened anything just Left the box there What's going on in your mind when someone you haven't seen since you were nine is out at your door step right now? Rewind, remember that one time when Marco showed up at the front door And we found out he escaped from a psych ward And stole grandma's car? Ah, rest her soul I know that's off topic, but I miss her soul So ironic that she was blind but told me I'm handsome I was Every time that I walked in the door Can't lie and say it was easy being 14 on February 14th Watching a body die in my arms Then have to go to a school that I hated When my grade indicate that I don't give a fuck what's going on A couple hours later on And not to mention that one bitch that I loved By the way I call her "bitch" because she was Wanted me to catch another man fucking her Invited me over, told me to come into the front Come upstairs and say what's up And there she was Little slut I was broken hearted, should've broke that bitch's jaw Just for playin' me like a chump But instead went to the garage, grabbed one Of her brother's rifles, went outside, and shot that other Mothafucka's truck up I guess that's what lead me to cuffs Becomin' common in my life like funerals was Daddy's less common now, he gave up After he heard the judge pin a fucking felony on his son Funny enough Me and Aunt Barbara even closer Start to feel some weight lift off her shoulder Till it piled back on when a radiologist] told her That she had breast cancer and might not live much longer Fast forward The woman that I call my "mother" isn't my mother Or even blood but that's how much I love her And I'm feeling awkward cause the doorbell's from the person that I call HER Maybe I ain't ready for it... Shit, what should i wear? Fuck that, I ain't going down there I waited over a decade for closure Why should i receive it if it might not be something i want to hear In the mirror is a empty reflection And in my head are questions I want to ask like, "Where the fuck did you go?" Why did you turn my birthdays to the worst days every year that you didn't show? And if you must know, I didn't turn out to be much else Than a drunk who fell face first to a pile of hell Took four snuffs of the devil's dust Ended up with my manager helping me cause I couldn't take a piss by myself But i did get a record deal And all my records got that making of a legend feel And I did have a daughter who I promised that the way that way you made me felt Is a way she will never, feel Slip a Benadryl in my cup Ech, fuck it I'm sickening up Pit of my stomach clenching, all my muscles stiffening up I ain't been this nervous since i got jumped Flick the tip of my J over a surface cover with ashes and junk Took a pull and sat it down Put on both of my Chucks Reach for the door but my hand's sweaty, I'm anxious as fuck Couldn't even hit the stairs without remembering how many years I was there waiting to see your car pull up Now you saying she's right there? Man you saying she's right there? You telling me if I open up this door right here That she'll been standing right there? And after all these years am I wrong for having this fear Of meeting the reflection that was missing in the mirror Open up the door and then I see her
Turn up the music and dim all these lights, smoking one is said to inspire I'm lighting it Trying to hide the aroma, My paranoia It's been pouring from the outside I took me a sip just to slow it, I had me a chick till she blowed it, just wanna clear my mind like a whiteboard Where's the do-over I'm smoking the weed Until I'm old Ina folks home Wish I was back in highschool No I don't mind if you don't mind my high score I don't mind ridin solo, I'll be steady on the Grind Grind Grind You were the one who would hold me in place all the Time Time Time going nowhere The tunnel has light, just had to run a long way we always take the long way what for? For what? Musta had me fucked up Now I'm getting lit, You were just the charcoal You were just the time that I spent, Dealing with some nonsense 😒 Now I'm on my own journey Feeling right about my weed, Feeling right about beliefs When nobody believed Shit at times not even me Cause you'd always repeat Those three words that didn't mean a thing had me on fleek
0:18 I just wanna be better than the parents left us with I just wanna be better than the parents left us with I just wanna be better than the parents left us with I just wanna be better than the parents left us with 0:36 ohhh woah ohhh you ruined the world you ruined the world woah you owe us the world you owe us the world you owe us the world woah you ruined the world you ruined the world you ruined the world woah you owe us the world you owe us the world you owe us the world woah 1:11 lethal illegal free the people by doing it peaceful the ways of your life have been reviled the wild smile you give gains control over the rest but our generation is different we will wake up and never rest we see the lies that hide behind those evil eyes we see the crime shed upon our planet divide, hide and feed the youth dopamine hoping they will be bring nothing but an iPhone with the highest quality camera shooting anyone behind the scenes that says or does anything that doesn’t seem right censoring to adopt fingerprint to unlock face recognition to access and DNA to clone my mind is set the planet is dead and the parents voted them in by saying I don’t vote for anyone unless it’s republican... 1:47 ohhh woah ohhh you ruined the world you ruined the world you ruined the world woah you owe us the world you owe us the world you owe us the world woah you ruined the world you ruined the world you ruined the world woah you owe us the world you owe us the world you owe us the world woah 2:22 I just wanna be better than the parents left us with I just wanna be better than the parents left us with I just wanna be better than the parents left us with I just wanna be better than the parents left us with 2:41 ohhh woah ohhh you ruined the world you ruined the world woah you owe us the world you owe us the world you owe us the world woah you ruined the world you ruined the world you ruined the world woah you owe us the world you owe us the world you owe us the world woah
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Ilja Nikilja 🔥🔥 Asf can you put it on SoundCloud Thoe
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I wanna live tonite
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So i can feel the vibe
Float away Float away from the bullshit, Float away Float away from the bullshit, I wonder what I'm gon give this
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And that was a dark depressing time for him, you know
He did had one visit with his mother I think
During the time that he lived with me and she brought
Him a huge box fill with gifts you know clothes and all
Kinds of little goodies and stuff and it sat in the corner
Untouched, literally for months he'd never opened anything just
Left the box there
What's going on in your mind when someone you haven't seen
since you were nine is out at your door step right now?
Rewind, remember that one time when Marco showed up at the front door
And we found out he escaped from a psych ward
And stole grandma's car?
Ah, rest her soul
I know that's off topic, but I miss her soul
So ironic that she was blind but told me I'm handsome I was
Every time that I walked in the door
Can't lie and say it was easy being 14 on February 14th
Watching a body die in my arms
Then have to go to a school that I hated
When my grade indicate that I don't give a fuck what's going on
A couple hours later on
And not to mention that one bitch that I loved
By the way I call her "bitch" because she was
Wanted me to catch another man fucking her
Invited me over, told me to come into the front
Come upstairs and say what's up
And there she was
Little slut
I was broken hearted, should've broke that bitch's jaw
Just for playin' me like a chump
But instead went to the garage, grabbed one
Of her brother's rifles, went outside, and shot that other
Mothafucka's truck up
I guess that's what lead me to cuffs
Becomin' common in my life like funerals was
Daddy's less common now, he gave up
After he heard the judge pin a fucking felony on his son
Funny enough
Me and Aunt Barbara even closer
Start to feel some weight lift off her shoulder
Till it piled back on when a radiologist] told her
That she had breast cancer and might not live much longer
Fast forward
The woman that I call my "mother" isn't my mother
Or even blood but that's how much I love her
And I'm feeling awkward cause the doorbell's from the person that I call HER
Maybe I ain't ready for it...
Shit, what should i wear?
Fuck that, I ain't going down there
I waited over a decade for closure
Why should i receive it if it might not be something i want to hear
In the mirror is a empty reflection
And in my head are questions I want to ask like, "Where the fuck did you go?"
Why did you turn my birthdays to the worst days every year that you didn't show?
And if you must know, I didn't turn out to be much else
Than a drunk who fell face first to a pile of hell
Took four snuffs of the devil's dust
Ended up with my manager helping me cause I couldn't take a piss by myself
But i did get a record deal
And all my records got that making of a legend feel
And I did have a daughter who I promised that the way that way you made me felt
Is a way she will never, feel
Slip a Benadryl in my cup
Ech, fuck it I'm sickening up
Pit of my stomach clenching, all my muscles stiffening up
I ain't been this nervous since i got jumped
Flick the tip of my J over a surface cover with ashes and junk
Took a pull and sat it down
Put on both of my Chucks
Reach for the door but my hand's sweaty, I'm anxious as fuck
Couldn't even hit the stairs without remembering how many years
I was there waiting to see your car pull up
Now you saying she's right there?
Man you saying she's right there?
You telling me if I open up this door right here
That she'll been standing right there?
And after all these years am I wrong for having this fear
Of meeting the reflection that was missing in the mirror
Open up the door and then I see her
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Please tell me your quoting him and not acting like his lyrics are yours.
credit to mgk
Dude.... this is UNREAL. OH MY GOSHHHHHHH
Thanks a lot, my friend!!!💖💖💖
Turn up the music and dim all these lights, smoking one is said to inspire I'm lighting it
Trying to hide the aroma,
My paranoia
It's been pouring from the outside
I took me a sip just to slow it,
I had me a chick till she blowed it, just wanna clear my mind like a whiteboard
Where's the do-over
I'm smoking the weed
Until I'm old Ina folks home
Wish I was back in highschool
No I don't mind if you don't mind my high score
I don't mind ridin solo, I'll be steady on the Grind Grind Grind
You were the one who would hold me in place all the Time Time Time going nowhere
The tunnel has light, just had to run a long way we always take the long way what for? For what? Musta had me fucked up
Now I'm getting lit,
You were just the charcoal
You were just the time that I spent,
Dealing with some nonsense 😒
Now I'm on my own journey
Feeling right about my weed,
Feeling right about beliefs
When nobody believed
Shit at times not even me
Cause you'd always repeat
Those three words that didn't mean a thing had me on fleek
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Fire bruh, Really cool
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00:48
Is this on SoundCloud or no ?
No, only on my website
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very good my friend
thank you, my friend!!!💖💖💖
@@nikilja4396 keep going bro, you are awesome :D
@@krozz999 thanks a lot!💖
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Thank you!!!
@@nikilja4396 its been 9 month lol
@@robichobeats6992 yeah sorry idk why, but I didn’t get the notification
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F# Minor
Nikilja thanks homie
I like it (USA btw)
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Beautifull
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Bro can i use that cover
picture?
@@nikilja4396 yah
@@sgd1903 www.pexels.com/photo/neon-light-signages-on-wall-1426620/
Is this beat free?
Yes free, but for non profit.
@@nikilja4396 ight cool
RESPOND FAST PLS. CUZ IM RUSHED 🔥🔥
Can I use it in my song on youtube and I will credit u ???...im not making any money from it
Yes, ofc!
Just leave "Prod. by Nikilja" in the title
Pick up the phone
0:18
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
0:36
ohhh woah ohhh
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
woah
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
woah
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
woah
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
woah
1:11
lethal illegal free the people by doing it peaceful
the ways of your life have been reviled
the wild smile you give gains control over the rest but our generation is different we will wake up and never rest
we see the lies that hide behind those evil eyes
we see the crime shed upon our planet
divide, hide and feed the youth dopamine hoping they will be bring nothing but an iPhone with the highest quality camera shooting anyone behind the scenes that says or does anything that doesn’t seem right censoring to adopt
fingerprint to unlock
face recognition to access
and DNA to clone
my mind is set the planet is dead and the parents voted them in by saying I don’t vote for anyone unless it’s republican...
1:47
ohhh woah ohhh
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
woah
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
woah
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
woah
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
woah
2:22
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
I just wanna be better than the parents left us with
2:41
ohhh woah ohhh
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
woah
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
woah
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
you ruined the world
woah
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
you owe us the world
woah
Very good lyrics my friend!!! 💖💖💖 Thank you!
Thank you 🙏🏻
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