Royal Bird in my Garden

This is a picture of birds and animals in my spring garden.
It is frequently visited by peacocks and flocks of birds and squirrels.
I lost my career, I lost my money from salary, I lost my money from bank investment, I lost my money in investing on ungrateful humans, I lost my life fighting for truth. But I am alive, contented with clear conscience to enjoy the birds in my garden. I don't see squirrels anymore. I dont see glow worms anywhere on earth anymore. Peacocks loved my garden in the past years. Since 2009, i don't see peacock anymore in my garden until now in May, 2024.