@Leide Keine Dummköpfe I think I might be missing something? Are you implying that a defense attorney representing a pedophile is wrong? Here in the United States you have a right to legal council if you're charged with a crime. It is unconstitutional for the state/fed to not afford the accused an attorney. Sometimes, if the defendant is having problems (such as severe mental illness, etc.) that make the public defender want to stop representing them, the judge has the power to force the public defender to represent the defendant. I was involved in a home invasion case, and what I described actually happened to the defense.
@Clazzimodo He's not. Lmao.. He has debated people the morality of pedophilia. During those x amount of hours his analogies and arguments has been cut out of context..
@@MbeziAmsterdam there’s no debate on the morality of pedophilia, the only debate is which instrument to use to be rid of them; wood chipper go BRRRRRTTTT
I wrote a great reply, but it got messed up cause it was a notification ,,,,,,. I don't know if you know what ego death is. You don't see anything, and you don't flash memories. You cease to be, and you slowly start forgetting traits of yourself, you would never forget, then you fall into the void of nothingness. In my case, 9i was just a vision and I barely remember floating in like a a kaleidoscope of the crab nebula. I remember being at peace finally after realizing I was dying. Then I would calla's guide spoke and said you can stay here and explore the answer to what life is, or you can go back to your body, I was just instantly back to my body; I didn't feel as if I was ever coming back from this, and then it's like you see through the vail, most ppl don't know because they are in diff escapism, that's called ego. \,WWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD\I wouldn't recommend it but im grateful that it made me open up my biases. I didn't even know I had been striving to learn the most from the leaders of all kinds of fields. still, i I can also say for a long time after, id have moments where I would think for sure that he is some sim, and the worst thing was for over a year after this, when'd have dreams it would be of me laying in a what i I think it is a hospital setting id hear my family talking as if they have seen me like a veg state for a long time, I try to open an eye or twitch or show some sign I can hear them as soon as I could feel my eye twitch id try to sit up or something, but I just as im about to boom, id wake. now, accept it as we are all in limbo, and this is only the test for the next level, which most of the world is failing, lol
The thing is so many people SAY they've had depression that is just became the meaningless thing you're talking about. I think a certain % of people who say they have had it are full of shit.
It’s survival instinct. It’s why Destiny’s perception of risk reward is skewed. Like the video where he’s drunk driving on stream for absolutely no reason and then crashes. He takes a massive risk for literally no reward. That anxiety and depression that we feel is what prevents us from doing that. I’ve spent a lot of time studying and rewiring my brain. Anxiety is horrible but it serves a purpose. Depression too. Depression is a signal to change literally everything. Drop everything. Quit your job, sell your house, leave your girl, because the alternative is death. Hard to explain in a TH-cam comment
My first shroom trip made me aware of what my own anxiety actually felt like. I guess having it boosted to such an extreme during an ego death gave me some insight into what was really going on in my mind the whole time
I said “ bro, don’t let me take this shit ever again” and then instantly got sucked back into the conversation I was having from my conscience and laid down on the floor. My first time trying acid it was a “triple dose” and I had a bad trip. Didn’t feel good at all
Nah every shroom trip is guaranteed for you to say something like "I wish I never took them" or "I'm never doing this again" but you always feel way different at the end
worse than that is when you're having a great time and then you look over at your buddy and he's like "i wish i never took them", like i can handle a bad trip but handling somebody else on one :stress:
I fucking love mushrooms. Only done them a few times, can’t wait to do them again. I feel invincible when it’s starting to take effect and then I’m suddenly a child again.
@@020finnnn there isn’t a comparison bro. It’s way different don’t listen if anyone tells u otherwise. And ngl 4gs is a major trip dose don’t let these people minimize its power
@@020finnnn 3.5 is a standard mushroom dose. I don’t recommend going below that (you won’t get a real, full psychedelic experience even if you risk exposing yourself to an experience that is a little bit too real), I’ve never had a bad trip though. Shrooms, to me, are a very happy drug. They are similar to weed in some aspects, a high just with more sensory input and uplifting and happy time. Acid is a much longer acting drug. It will be a day-long experience, and it’s jagged at times, so thoughts and processes can be choppier and harder to control compared to shrooms. I would recommend beginning with shrooms to get comfortable but then definitely trying acid once or twice at minimum. Definitely apples to oranges, but both are experiences you can’t explain to another person- they just have to try for themselves to understand.
@@stanktech really? I often hear people say acid is like kind of the same? And i know it’s a high dose but since I’ve had expired tripping before on other drugs I figured it would be a good dose
I doubt he would handle it I got tons of edibles right now been eating daily and have lots of experience and if I eat 500mg I’m near passing out asleep but can stay awake if I do something besisde lying down 1000mg I for sure mostly sleep off the high and pass out
Something important to know about psychedelics is that you have these “aha moments” where you get answers to questions you have been pondering for a while. But you need time to be sober in between trips to experience life. Having life experiences is important between trips imo. Otherwise you don’t have as much to gain
I had a very similar experience to destiny. Took way too many shrooms and I ended up curled up in a ball for 5 hours. I remember visualizing the last drop of reality leaving my mind and thinking, “I shouldn’t have done this, I just want to be normal again” over and over. The difference between my trip and his trip is that the last hour of the trip was one of the happiest, most relieving moments I can remember and I didn’t get long term affects from the trip
Fr. It’s like he speaks about how shrooms are bad and have him anxiety and shit, but then also admits later on that he purposely TRIED to have a bad trip. So the shrooms aren’t bad, it’s just that you are being an asshole. It’s people like him that make it so shrooms are a ‘Drug’
I'm not sure there's anyone who has ever done 10.5g of dried mushrooms in an unfamiliar environment with people they hardly know, many of which were also tripping for the first time, and they had a "good" trip.
I realized that the meaning of life is to just be alive from a heroic trip, we do the same shit everyday, enjoy the small moments they don’t last forever. I was very distant with my girlfriend before the trip and we broke up, I have since gotten into a new relationship and I can enjoy the small moments
that's how I feel with smoking weed! I feel like I would never have known what anxiety was ifninhad never smoked weed. I quit when I realized it was making me panic at 18 and that was over a decade ago. I used to grow mushrooms also. mushrooms stay with ya. days after you still get flashbacks I don't want to wait in line for that ride again. now I want to shut my brain off because if I go around nmore than 2 people I can't function normally. so there's that 👍 8mnon the same wavelength this guy is I feel the same. I've been telling people ok 1 ssri's I been on the fence about I don't know they make you dangerously numb, when my. mom died I couldn't cry. and he called it the absence of desire. I been telling people the depression is like the lack of wanting to do anything. he's spot on.
Yea he also thought that the effects of psychedelics that people talk about was fake or not that bad prior to his first trip. He thought everyone was just exaggerating how mentally disconcerting it can be. He was wrong lmao. At least he admits this f*ck up. Hopefully his arrogance will be a lesson to people who watch his content not to mess with the mushies
I wanted a bad trip as well for my second time trying psychedelics, shrooms. I was so wrong, man. I have a trip report on my channel, 10g dried shrooms ego death
I weighed and ate 5 grams a couple years ago (heroic dose according to Terrance McKenna) and I went in and out of consciousness and thought I had died at some point; I was very content with that. I felt frozen solid (freezing cold) floating through the void of space and then felt a warmth, maybe akin to being in your mothers womb. The rest is too weird to describe, but believe me; there is a price to pay for unearned wisdom. Our lives are truly meaningless, but most people don't even have a clue. Ignorance is truly bliss. We are talking monkeys, and we love to hear the sound of our own voices more than anything else. Even money.
Lmao you people that jacked your OS with psychedelics acting like you uncovered the secrets of the universe. “Ignorance is bliss” 😂 I hope the brain you have left is able to experience the meaning that is everywhere in this life (and was before your “wisdom”).
Always remember mindset and setting before you trip. Get those in order and it will help you out. A “bad trip” is honestly the best thing for you. The mushroom makes you deal with repressed issues. Nobody likes to think of these things so it becomes very uncomfortable. But by the end you’ll figure it out and you’ll feel like a new person ready to give and receive love.
I have this reoccurring feeling on most good trips, where I feel connected to every living thing on the planet. As if I was only a small piece of a larger form of life, temporarily expressing itself through my skin suit. On a different trip, I had fallen asleep while tripping on about 5 or 6gs and I genuinely wondered if I was dead. I just remember living through vague memories for HOURS as they flickered in and out, wishing I could stay in one and feel normal. I was never happier to wake up, it was such a strange pseudo after life.
I’m with him on that. Some ideas about life, reality, and the universe that started coming up while on a heavy dose of acid started to make me uncomfortable. Shit terrified me. It felt like truth though. Made me feel as if the reality that we are all living through right now is fake. Frankly I prefer this “fake” reality.
So this guy makes fun of his friend for having panic attacks, one of the worst things a human can experience, then takes shrooms and starts getting panic attacks? Sounds like the psilocybin dished out karmic justice
What Rogan and these guys don't talk about much is dosage. From my experience 1 to 3 grams is a good range for a 'therapeutic' trip. The most important part of a good trip is environment, you won't have a good time when you're somewhere (physically) that is too stressful or with people you don't vibe with. Like of course kyle didn't have a good trip if he went to walmart, i have bad trips sober going to walmart.
There's an entire video of his trip. If you still come away with that same thought when he had someone fucking with him the whole time while he is a lightweight and did 10.5g on his first time, then you are an idiot who is bought so far in up your own ass lol. The poor guy thought he was dying for half the trip.
Thanks woody for saying Ayahuasca and dmt aren't the same thing. Dmt lasts 15 minutes and is super intense. Ayahuasca lasts like 8 hours and is a more mild version.
I like how the general emotion towards time distortion is like "oh my god it's only been 4 minutes I've been here for 7 days I'm gonna die stop stop stop" but whenever I get fucked up I'm just like "man it's been like 2 days *checks phone* oh, it's only been 10 minutes... that means I got 4 more hours to be hiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggghhhhh"
Heroic dose coined by the late Terrence McKenna, is around a quarter ounce or 9 grams.... Your gonna get floored, the freight train is gonna hit and drag your being into a place that is here, but " there" . You feel like your floating and your chest is gonna feel like it's erupting a million pennies just turning inside out and bursting with a metallic euphoria. If you close your eyes your eyelids create a collidascope of 3 dimensional color shapes. You love everything, you can see the pain and struggle with people as an empath and have an unexplainable love for them that's almost too much... sounds have colors, you understand why trees and your bronchial, ventricle system inside you, share the same design as trees with branches and leaves.... the same nature. Man made worlds like rooms and houses, seem fake, manufactured, ugly. Nature and its complexities are random and more meaningful. You just get it, and life has a special meaning and insight. I also pondered how we as mankind and also animals have faces while other living things like plants dont.... and why minerals build everything but aren't " living" .... it's like you get a look inside... and it's up to you to notice a God or creator, always deciphering the deeper complexities. The deeper you go the bigger it gets.
The way Destiny describes getting a panic attack after mushrooms, is exactly the way I'd describe throwing up after taking a dab. I had a friend that would dab then throw up and be fried out of his mind for hours and I'd laugh, but if I think about throwing up too much it'll make me.
omg dude i am doing the urge to do nothing and thought the world was just shitty that's helpful i always said ppl that access more than 10 are the ones that are gone staring through you happiness is a cookie your mind bakes for itself
The hardest I ever tripped was on two e pills idk wtf they were cut with but I could see the blood vessels in ppls faces like everyone’s skin looked tinted purple n I could see the small veins under the purple skin also entire hallways expanded and contracted carpets whirled in slowly like gears and I was so happy during all of it I felt great idk if it was e cut with acid or something but I felt great and shit looked weird
My first panic attack was random as well. Was a beautiful day, no worries and was walking outside talking to my best friend on the phone and then BOOM! I thought I was having a heart attack felt I was dying. Ended up in the ER and was told it was a panic attack. Have had them ever since and it sucks
well he seems to be aware of that, i think he said its probably related because during the attack, he was reminded in some way of the trip which caused further problems
Even if you tried being addicted to lsd/shrooms. When you do them you’re tolerance skyrockets to them you have to go over double the dose you last took if you do it day after day so it’s impossible to do.
It's not tolerance it's the chemicals in your brain. After that first trip you use up all of your serotonin/dopamine. So what's happening is your brain's trying to flood with it but there's simply just none there. So it just feels like you're not tripping as hard. I strongly recommend giving your brain a few days to regen before tripping a second time.
@@Sean-vh1rr Almost every drug drains your serotonin and dopamine dude. That's why when you abuse them you become depressed. Doesn't go away forever your brain regenerates it naturally I think you're intestines makes serotonin as well if I remember correctly not sure how that is affected though. I'm a hundred percent all psychedelics, opiates, bud, cocaine, and alcohol all do I'm pretty sure more drugs as well will dump exccess that's what brings on the lows. Look it up I'm getting tired of hearing people on the internet tell me a thing or two about s*** they don't know about.
@@RobReith Psychs like shrooms dont exactly deplete all your serotonin like mdma or something, they sort of take over the role of/mimic serotonin receptors its very different to things like opiates
@@Sean-vh1rr I haven't looked any of this stuff up in a long time. I didn't go crazy but, I briefly looked up some info to make sure I'm getting it right. So it's the dopamine that you would be drained of if anything after using drugs just like anything that makes you happy in life it dumps dopamine in your brain that's the high you're always chasing no matter what you're doing it's also what would cause you to be very sad or depressed after going on a binger or using a large amount of drugs. As for the serotonin, psychedelics bind to the serotonin receptors, depending which type of psychedelic you're doing slightly different things will happen but basically it's connecting more receptors than usual, so when they attach your brain will try to get rid of it so to speak, causing more activity as well. Again this is only a few moments of researching, doesn't look like it actually will drain any serotonin, there's just a ton of extra activity one of the main reasons you feel so good uplifted while on but it's not actually using up any more serotonin than it normally would.
Had great couple times with shrooms, then one trip I completely thought I was going to die and had the worst panic attack of my life while also having diahrea for 12 hours
the theory of a bad trip is that it when you finally come out of it you appreciate life more, similar to having a near death experience. an example would be like "After that heart attack, I'm going to take life seriously I'm going to exercise more, drink more water, be a better person, tell my family a love them more." shit like that
A trip can either be the most amazing thing or the worst thing ever. Depends how you prepare and how much you know before hand. First time trip being a massive dose is most likely gonna lead to a bad trip in most cases I think
First and only time I tried mushrooms my old friend and I spoke to each other without saying a word and it was mind blowing lmao I remember us both laughing and freaking out like bruh did you hear that??? Ahhaha geezus I was stupid
I’ve always had great experiences on mushrooms. Always done them with good friends and I wished the trip would’ve lasted longer every time. Start with 2 gs for your first time and work up from there 👍🏼.
There's a difference between realisation and action. People know they should lose weight, quit smoking or whatever but never act because that is the difficult part.
I have no idea who these people are but I use mushrooms occasionally and I like Woody's take the best. Bizzarely I think he actually has the perfect mindset for a psychedelic experience.
I don't think destiny is describing ego death accurately. My understanding of it is that it's when you basically lose all sense of self. You don't really have fear anymore because feelings just aren't really possible. It's only happened to me once and it was the first time I did mushrooms. I ate way too much, about half an ounce, and experienced death. Once I thought I had died, I basically didn't really experience and kind of fear or anything particularly good either. I just kind of floated around and experienced things.
I think manapura was nice trolling Destiny trying to communicate alot to him. Sorry about the disterbing parts but can't have light without dark and now he's got alot of upgraded new tools and toys to use in life
Craziest trip: Took nearly 8g of shrooms. Best/worst decision in my life. Started out nice. Went to the bathroom for my shroom shower routine(if you have a good mental state and are taking lower doses maybe give it a try, amazing experience) that’s when everything went bad. I was looking in the mirror(didn’t know it was a bad thing) but I was seeing myself dying. I was admiring myself. It was kinda nice. But then I just felt this spirit around me. Then I hear godly melody in my head. I was being told by the spirit to go to the shower and think. I had nicotine with me and tried to hit it, and it wouldn’t work even tho it was before all this, and I felt the spirit grab at it to put it down so I can get in and I felt a push from it. I talked to it. I told it “okay, okay.” Not in a angry tone but a understanding one at that. I got in and close my eyes. I see my shower then the walls break down to a white room. The spirit is there and it’s a woman spirit, and we start talking. Things were amazing. I was looking around the room and just couldn’t believe what I was experiencing, I was so happy. But it took a turn. The spirit was telling me “you know everything now, it’s nice here isn’t it? Come join me. Your ready.” I started to sink slowing in the shower. Slower and slower as I listened. That’s when I was not going with it and I said no. Then the music got louder as I told the spirit “no. I got to much to live for. I’m not ready yet.” I got up and started showered and washing myself, while doing it I feel dread. And hands growing me from all angels trying to make me stop then I got my self half dried and basically fought my way out. My new born nephew was crying in the next room. I run down stairs to my girlfriend and start hugging her I’m stressing out, I thought I lost her. I go into my room still hearing the music and feeling the spirit but I’m trying my best to ignore them. I thought we let my dog out but I was tripping from what my girlfriend said after the trip. We took out the dog and we were all sitting together. I was crying and my girl was too. The dog was biting around my hand and my arms to protect me it felt like. But this never happened I just thought that. I sat down and heard coward the kid show in the background but it wasn’t normal. I heard a demonic script. About killing and evil shit. Saw blood and demonic faces. I beg my girl to turn it off she did but I just kept hearing evil shit in my head. I never think or have these thoughts ever. After awhile those thoughts got drowned out by people I loved telling me to fight. I started sweating really bad. Like dripping sweat and my girl was rubbing my down with a towel to keep my dry. After all that, I threw up. Then I heard 3 voices (1st voice) “did it work?” (2nd)”yeah, I think it did.” (3rd)”yeah, he was in the realm.” (1st)”alright guys, are work here is done.” I laid down tripped a little bit longer. Then the room started to shake and with a blink in a eye I was Normal and on the come down. Thankfully it only lasted 2 hours the bad trip. Then I was normal the rest of the night. Even explained what I experience to my girl shortly after. Still the craziest trip of my life
I completely related, especially to the end horror part of the trip. After having a couple amazing lsd experiences, I had my third mushroom trip 4 months ago (9 grams) and it has completely destroyed my life, my identity, my ability to feel connected to reality or derive pleasure from even the most mundane activities. I had no "underlying trauma", my "set and setting" were perfect and the trip wasn't terrifying...but at the end, when I should have been back to normal, I felt like something switched in my brain and all of a sudden everything was terrifying and a sense of absolute horror fell over me. That feeling did not leave. Then my vision became distorted, like looking through water and stayed like that for 2 weeks I tried to sleep that night, but had night terrors and sleep paralysis. For 2 months, I didn't sleep more than an hour, I would have extreme panic attacks throughout the day and nothing felt real...all my joy was gone, just filled with intense, horrifying suffering. I also developed muscle twitches and spams throughout my body. Various doctors, Psychiatrists, psychologists and medication have done nothing. Here I am 4 months later, and not much has changed. Prior to this, I loved listening to music, working out, learning about history and esoteric practices. Now, all of those things became terrifying or impossible to do. I wanted to try mushroom as an exploration of that the experience is like. Now, I dread every single day. I feel like I'm trapped in a prison of reality. Weed is now impossible to use because it sends me into panic. My days are spent on the couch with my eyes closed just trying to keep my mind blank. I constantly wish for death. Mushrooms have ruined my life.
Sound like they work. Man just misses his ego. Some people get an ego killer by being sucker punched, or robbed or violated in some way. The psychedelic path is killing your ego without pain.
Bro I know you posted this more than a year ago but this comment helped me a lot understanding psychedelics and understanding my own problems with anxiety. Makes a lot of sense
With LSD if you want to take it 2 days in a row you have to double the dose or it doesn’t work. Me and 3 mates took it every day for 5 days and on the 5th day we took 5 each and they didn’t do a lot at all.
I did some last night too, but it was wasted. I did an eighth the night before last and I had a very mild trip. I do a big trip once a month so I was disappointed with the one Saturday night. Did 7gs last night and didn't feel anything. It was upsetting. The eighth I think was a shit batch. The one last night I know was good because I've tripped hard on them before. So I'll wait a few weeks and go back into the void.
Me and my friends have mistakenly taken multiple heroic doses because we had subaeruginosa mushrooms but thought they were cubensis mushrooms, subaeruginisa are a much stronger mushroom. We mistakenly took these for years thinking we were doing lowish doses but we actually did multiple lvl 5 (heroic dose) trips and once did 5g subs which is about 7g cubes. Rediculous
Destiny first trip was exactly like me first time smoking a large amount of weed at 18 years old. Yes weed. Weed gave me ego death almost identical to destiny the first i smoked. (I have ADHD and would guess I'm kinda Asperger's too but I'm dont have a professional diagnosis on that)
You gotta do shrooms around people you trust and enjoy their spirits. I can even smoke weed around people that are low energy and I get bummed out. Be very careful who you trip around!
Pretty much what happens is is when you do too much of any hallucinogenic it uses up all your serotonin so for the next few days you're depressed and have anxiety it's very normal. Yes mushrooms and LSD can be strong I've had very long trips on acid in particular. DMT on the other hand it's like the third, fourth hour of acid and 10 seconds multiplied. If mushrooms were too much I really don't recommend you try DMT. You shouldn't give people the idea that they should expect the same effect.
Every time I hear someone having negative consequences from psychadelics they ALWAYS disrespected this spiritual medicine. Doing a heroic dose for the first time in an uncomfortable environment? This stuff is medicine. Not a toy to have fun with. My only "bad" trip I had was due to seeing the true nature of the people I called my friends. It was the most important experience of my life. I moved away from all of those bad influences on my life and I grew 10 years as a person in 1 week.
I had a very similar realization that my friends group I grew up with and I had very little in common, besides that became friends from proximity growing up. After the trip though, I just started feeling more aware of their negativity and toxic personalities. How they would belittle me and how I had just accepted it and internalized it. Eventually I moved on from them too.
Mushrooms ruined my life after a 9 gram trip. When Destiny talks about the horror of "having no desire", the horrible anxiety and wanting to lobotomize yourself, it is exactly what I experienced, except I have been in that state for 4 months since my trip. I was a super happy person, worked out everyday, played guitar...no "deep trauma", addictions or mental illness and a perfect set and setting. Literally, from one second to the next, that person was completely erased and left with the horrifying ghost of human I am now. I'm 35 and this was my third trip (6 grams, 7 grams, then 9),
Cant stand shrooms , trips and dmt vape are the only way . Get what he means tho . As you notice things you never normally do an everything is in 12k vision lol . Half a trip is just enough if your down and or depressed
Have you ever tried Mushrooms? What Happened?
Yes. When I got home my parents thought I was drunk as hell. This was probably because I insisted I washed my hands despite never turning the water on
@@willlord6289 my dad thought I was on meth because my pupils were fucking huge.
I use hi dose ketamine infusions every 2 months and mushrooms twice a week in very high doses (10-12 grams) to help with severe pain from CRPS.
@@endurfree03 wow that’s a lot every week haha
I ate 3 grams of mushrooms then I looked in the mirror and saw my skeleton through my skin. Ultimate ego killer.
Destiny was a sociopath, now he feels
@Leide Keine Dummköpfe I think I might be missing something? Are you implying that a defense attorney representing a pedophile is wrong? Here in the United States you have a right to legal council if you're charged with a crime. It is unconstitutional for the state/fed to not afford the accused an attorney. Sometimes, if the defendant is having problems (such as severe mental illness, etc.) that make the public defender want to stop representing them, the judge has the power to force the public defender to represent the defendant. I was involved in a home invasion case, and what I described actually happened to the defense.
@Clazzimodo He's not. Lmao.. He has debated people the morality of pedophilia. During those x amount of hours his analogies and arguments has been cut out of context..
@@MbeziAmsterdam there’s no debate on the morality of pedophilia, the only debate is which instrument to use to be rid of them; wood chipper go BRRRRRTTTT
@@chadking8767 True!!
No he just empathise he has plenty of sympathy
Destiny definitely experienced ego death during his trip but seemed like he wasn’t ready for what he saw within himself.
jojones gtfo
I wrote a great reply, but it got messed up cause it was
a notification ,,,,,,. I don't know if you know what ego
death is. You don't see anything, and you don't flash
memories. You cease to be, and you slowly start
forgetting traits of yourself, you would never forget, then
you fall into the void of nothingness. In my case, 9i was
just a vision and I barely remember floating in like a
a kaleidoscope of the crab nebula. I remember being at
peace finally after realizing I was dying. Then I would
calla's guide spoke and said you can stay here and
explore the answer to what life is, or you can go back to
your body, I was just instantly back to my body; I didn't
feel as if I was ever coming back from this, and then it's
like you see through the vail, most ppl don't know
because they are in diff escapism, that's
called ego.
\,WWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD\I wouldn't recommend it but im grateful that
it made me open up my biases. I didn't even
know I had been striving to learn the most
from the leaders of all kinds of fields. still, i
I can also say for a long time after, id have
moments where I would think for sure that
he is some sim, and the worst thing was for
over a year after this, when'd have
dreams it would be of me laying in a what i
I think it is a hospital setting id hear my family
talking as if they have seen me like a veg
state for a long time, I try to open an eye or
twitch or show some sign I can hear them as
soon as I could feel my eye twitch
id try to sit up or something, but I just
as im about to boom, id wake. now, accept it as we are all in limbo, and this is only the test for the next level, which most of the world is failing, lol
It's so weird to me that some people have never had depression or anxiety. It reminds me of those people that don't have an inner monologue.
What if you have an inner dialogue 🤣
The thing is so many people SAY they've had depression that is just became the meaningless thing you're talking about. I think a certain % of people who say they have had it are full of shit.
It’s survival instinct. It’s why Destiny’s perception of risk reward is skewed. Like the video where he’s drunk driving on stream for absolutely no reason and then crashes. He takes a massive risk for literally no reward.
That anxiety and depression that we feel is what prevents us from doing that.
I’ve spent a lot of time studying and rewiring my brain. Anxiety is horrible but it serves a purpose. Depression too. Depression is a signal to change literally everything. Drop everything. Quit your job, sell your house, leave your girl, because the alternative is death.
Hard to explain in a TH-cam comment
My first shroom trip made me aware of what my own anxiety actually felt like. I guess having it boosted to such an extreme during an ego death gave me some insight into what was really going on in my mind the whole time
Never really felt anxiety before I tried shrooms, I still don't really but I'm glad I can now empathize with it
The last thing you want to happen on shrooms is for you to say “I wish I never took them “ you bout to have a real bad time🤣🤣
Manifesting reality haha
I said “ bro, don’t let me take this shit ever again” and then instantly got sucked back into the conversation I was having from my conscience and laid down on the floor. My first time trying acid it was a “triple dose” and I had a bad trip. Didn’t feel good at all
The scariest moment is when you start thinking you might be stuck like this forever and all you want is to be able to go back to normal
Nah every shroom trip is guaranteed for you to say something like "I wish I never took them" or "I'm never doing this again" but you always feel way different at the end
worse than that is when you're having a great time and then you look over at your buddy and he's like "i wish i never took them", like i can handle a bad trip but handling somebody else on one :stress:
I fucking love mushrooms. Only done them a few times, can’t wait to do them again. I feel invincible when it’s starting to take effect and then I’m suddenly a child again.
Ay man if you don’t mind me asking whats like a 4g shroom trip compared to a 200ug acid since im doing shrooms first
@@020finnnn there isn’t a comparison bro. It’s way different don’t listen if anyone tells u otherwise. And ngl 4gs is a major trip dose don’t let these people minimize its power
@@020finnnn 3.5 is a standard mushroom dose. I don’t recommend going below that (you won’t get a real, full psychedelic experience even if you risk exposing yourself to an experience that is a little bit too real), I’ve never had a bad trip though. Shrooms, to me, are a very happy drug. They are similar to weed in some aspects, a high just with more sensory input and uplifting and happy time. Acid is a much longer acting drug. It will be a day-long experience, and it’s jagged at times, so thoughts and processes can be choppier and harder to control compared to shrooms. I would recommend beginning with shrooms to get comfortable but then definitely trying acid once or twice at minimum. Definitely apples to oranges, but both are experiences you can’t explain to another person- they just have to try for themselves to understand.
@@soccrstar4 yeah i did the calculator things for shrooms. Ofcourse it isn’t a 100% accurate but they told me i need to take 4g for a high dose
@@stanktech really? I often hear people say acid is like kind of the same? And i know it’s a high dose but since I’ve had expired tripping before on other drugs I figured it would be a good dose
KYLE gotta do the 1000mg edible on the show when you get the chance let’s fucking go
that would fuck him up crazy
needs some rso 🤣
I doubt he would handle it I got tons of edibles right now been eating daily and have lots of experience and if I eat 500mg I’m near passing out asleep but can stay awake if I do something besisde lying down 1000mg I for sure mostly sleep off the high and pass out
@@Slawsers go comatose
I tried maybe 1-2 squares of a dispensary 100mg candy bar. Brought back to my first time with edibles lol it was fun..
Something important to know about psychedelics is that you have these “aha moments” where you get answers to questions you have been pondering for a while. But you need time to be sober in between trips to experience life. Having life experiences is important between trips imo. Otherwise you don’t have as much to gain
I had a very similar experience to destiny. Took way too many shrooms and I ended up curled up in a ball for 5 hours. I remember visualizing the last drop of reality leaving my mind and thinking, “I shouldn’t have done this, I just want to be normal again” over and over. The difference between my trip and his trip is that the last hour of the trip was one of the happiest, most relieving moments I can remember and I didn’t get long term affects from the trip
“ I wonder if I’m memeing myself into having a panic attack “ might be the funniest shit I’ve heard this week
Sounds a lot like someone who tripped and didn’t like what they found out about themselves
True. Phycadelics shine light on things and if you have a lot of things hidden in the shadows and you're not ready to accept it, good luck.
Fr. It’s like he speaks about how shrooms are bad and have him anxiety and shit, but then also admits later on that he purposely TRIED to have a bad trip. So the shrooms aren’t bad, it’s just that you are being an asshole. It’s people like him that make it so shrooms are a ‘Drug’
What's to like?
I'm not sure there's anyone who has ever done 10.5g of dried mushrooms in an unfamiliar environment with people they hardly know, many of which were also tripping for the first time, and they had a "good" trip.
you sound like someone who never did shrooms
I realized that the meaning of life is to just be alive from a heroic trip, we do the same shit everyday, enjoy the small moments they don’t last forever. I was very distant with my girlfriend before the trip and we broke up, I have since gotten into a new relationship and I can enjoy the small moments
I took a heroic dose by myself around 2018 and it was the scariest thing I’ve ever experienced it taught me profound things
Destiny strikes me as the type of person who thinks they're smarter than they really are
Weak soul energy
Destiny is Dunning-kruger personified
Destiny got 145 when he did an IQ test
Destiny is smart as fuck, i think you can't see all the nuances he sees
@@karllaur3866 iq tests arent credible
This fool put himself into a panic attack.
That’s also how panic attacks happen....you never have one and then you do....
that's how I feel with smoking weed! I feel like I would never have known what anxiety was ifninhad never smoked weed. I quit when I realized it was making me panic at 18 and that was over a decade ago. I used to grow mushrooms also. mushrooms stay with ya. days after you still get flashbacks I don't want to wait in line for that ride again. now I want to shut my brain off because if I go around nmore than 2 people I can't function normally. so there's that 👍 8mnon the same wavelength this guy is I feel the same. I've been telling people ok 1 ssri's I been on the fence about I don't know they make you dangerously numb, when my. mom died I couldn't cry.
and he called it the absence of desire. I been telling people the depression is like the lack of wanting to do anything. he's spot on.
this dude said “i tried to have the worst trip possible”
Yea he also thought that the effects of psychedelics that people talk about was fake or not that bad prior to his first trip. He thought everyone was just exaggerating how mentally disconcerting it can be. He was wrong lmao. At least he admits this f*ck up. Hopefully his arrogance will be a lesson to people who watch his content not to mess with the mushies
I wanted a bad trip as well for my second time trying psychedelics, shrooms. I was so wrong, man. I have a trip report on my channel, 10g dried shrooms ego death
I weighed and ate 5 grams a couple years ago (heroic dose according to Terrance McKenna) and I went in and out of consciousness and thought I had died at some point; I was very content with that. I felt frozen solid (freezing cold) floating through the void of space and then felt a warmth, maybe akin to being in your mothers womb. The rest is too weird to describe, but believe me; there is a price to pay for unearned wisdom. Our lives are truly meaningless, but most people don't even have a clue. Ignorance is truly bliss. We are talking monkeys, and we love to hear the sound of our own voices more than anything else. Even money.
you feel the smartest when you're depressed but in reality you're an egocentric asshole. My own experience of it at least.
@@MrAllallalla Everyone is an egocentric asshole. The truth hurts; that's why it's my fave.
Lmao you people that jacked your OS with psychedelics acting like you uncovered the secrets of the universe. “Ignorance is bliss” 😂 I hope the brain you have left is able to experience the meaning that is everywhere in this life (and was before your “wisdom”).
Kyle somewhere near the start of every drug story: *"So anyway I started driving"*
Always remember mindset and setting before you trip. Get those in order and it will help you out. A “bad trip” is honestly the best thing for you. The mushroom makes you deal with repressed issues. Nobody likes to think of these things so it becomes very uncomfortable. But by the end you’ll figure it out and you’ll feel like a new person ready to give and receive love.
Facts
I have this reoccurring feeling on most good trips, where I feel connected to every living thing on the planet. As if I was only a small piece of a larger form of life, temporarily expressing itself through my skin suit.
On a different trip, I had fallen asleep while tripping on about 5 or 6gs and I genuinely wondered if I was dead. I just remember living through vague memories for HOURS as they flickered in and out, wishing I could stay in one and feel normal. I was never happier to wake up, it was such a strange pseudo after life.
15! Mins in and out was such a understatement!!! Life changing experience that is impossible to put into words lmaooo 🤣🤣🤣💀
Dmt is just that
This is my first time watching a vid from this channel, and so far, bout 10 mins into this vid here, my favorite character is probs Kyle
4:10 destiny spoke the hardcore facts
I’m with him on that. Some ideas about life, reality, and the universe that started coming up while on a heavy dose of acid started to make me uncomfortable. Shit terrified me. It felt like truth though. Made me feel as if the reality that we are all living through right now is fake. Frankly I prefer this “fake” reality.
@@mariob3864 accept it and get over it
We're all God and reality is all mind
So this guy makes fun of his friend for having panic attacks, one of the worst things a human can experience, then takes shrooms and starts getting panic attacks? Sounds like the psilocybin dished out karmic justice
20:40 the most relatable psychedelic statement of all time
What Rogan and these guys don't talk about much is dosage. From my experience 1 to 3 grams is a good range for a 'therapeutic' trip. The most important part of a good trip is environment, you won't have a good time when you're somewhere (physically) that is too stressful or with people you don't vibe with. Like of course kyle didn't have a good trip if he went to walmart, i have bad trips sober going to walmart.
The anxiety isn’t from the mushroom. You aren’t happy with what you found out about yourself and you aren’t comfortable in your own skin.
Yep
There's an entire video of his trip. If you still come away with that same thought when he had someone fucking with him the whole time while he is a lightweight and did 10.5g on his first time, then you are an idiot who is bought so far in up your own ass lol. The poor guy thought he was dying for half the trip.
@@deviledarts that's good
Did you ever see his streams? He's way happier than most people i know
Thanks woody for saying Ayahuasca and dmt aren't the same thing. Dmt lasts 15 minutes and is super intense. Ayahuasca lasts like 8 hours and is a more mild version.
Not exactly more mild
I like how the general emotion towards time distortion is like "oh my god it's only been 4 minutes I've been here for 7 days I'm gonna die stop stop stop" but whenever I get fucked up I'm just like "man it's been like 2 days *checks phone* oh, it's only been 10 minutes... that means I got 4 more hours to be hiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggghhhhh"
With a title like that, I couldn't resist.
Next episode: “Destiny dies from Mushrooms 🍄”
Don't know if you're joking, but you would have to take an astronomical amount to die from mushrooms.
@@Bigbilly-ms9bn 😐
Heroic dose coined by the late Terrence McKenna, is around a quarter ounce or 9 grams.... Your gonna get floored, the freight train is gonna hit and drag your being into a place that is here, but " there" . You feel like your floating and your chest is gonna feel like it's erupting a million pennies just turning inside out and bursting with a metallic euphoria. If you close your eyes your eyelids create a collidascope of 3 dimensional color shapes. You love everything, you can see the pain and struggle with people as an empath and have an unexplainable love for them that's almost too much... sounds have colors, you understand why trees and your bronchial, ventricle system inside you, share the same design as trees with branches and leaves.... the same nature. Man made worlds like rooms and houses, seem fake, manufactured, ugly. Nature and its complexities are random and more meaningful. You just get it, and life has a special meaning and insight. I also pondered how we as mankind and also animals have faces while other living things like plants dont.... and why minerals build everything but aren't " living" .... it's like you get a look inside... and it's up to you to notice a God or creator, always deciphering the deeper complexities. The deeper you go the bigger it gets.
Kyle randomly wakes up half way through this lol
The way Destiny describes getting a panic attack after mushrooms, is exactly the way I'd describe throwing up after taking a dab. I had a friend that would dab then throw up and be fried out of his mind for hours and I'd laugh, but if I think about throwing up too much it'll make me.
wow you explained ego death so well i dumbly dropped a ten strip and huge retail of mdma instant tly candy flipped
omg dude i am doing the urge to do nothing and thought the world was just shitty
that's helpful i always said ppl that access more than 10 are the ones that are gone staring through you happiness is a cookie your mind bakes for itself
I did a shit ton of shrooms during the first COVID quarantines, which happened to coincide with a super-moon. God what a glorious 6 weeks.
The hardest I ever tripped was on two e pills idk wtf they were cut with but I could see the blood vessels in ppls faces like everyone’s skin looked tinted purple n I could see the small veins under the purple skin also entire hallways expanded and contracted carpets whirled in slowly like gears and I was so happy during all of it I felt great idk if it was e cut with acid or something but I felt great and shit looked weird
My first panic attack was random as well. Was a beautiful day, no worries and was walking outside talking to my best friend on the phone and then BOOM! I thought I was having a heart attack felt I was dying. Ended up in the ER and was told it was a panic attack. Have had them ever since and it sucks
Edibles with psychedelics is a whole other level. It makes your mind's thought channels twisted like spaghetti.
there is no saying destiny wouldnt have had a panic attack sometime in his life with or without the mushrooms.
well he seems to be aware of that, i think he said its probably related because during the attack, he was reminded in some way of the trip which caused further problems
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Even if you tried being addicted to lsd/shrooms. When you do them you’re tolerance skyrockets to them you have to go over double the dose you last took if you do it day after day so it’s impossible to do.
It's not tolerance it's the chemicals in your brain. After that first trip you use up all of your serotonin/dopamine. So what's happening is your brain's trying to flood with it but there's simply just none there. So it just feels like you're not tripping as hard. I strongly recommend giving your brain a few days to regen before tripping a second time.
@@RobReith you dont lose all your serotonin lmaoo
@@Sean-vh1rr Almost every drug drains your serotonin and dopamine dude. That's why when you abuse them you become depressed. Doesn't go away forever your brain regenerates it naturally I think you're intestines makes serotonin as well if I remember correctly not sure how that is affected though. I'm a hundred percent all psychedelics, opiates, bud, cocaine, and alcohol all do I'm pretty sure more drugs as well will dump exccess that's what brings on the lows. Look it up I'm getting tired of hearing people on the internet tell me a thing or two about s*** they don't know about.
@@RobReith Psychs like shrooms dont exactly deplete all your serotonin like mdma or something, they sort of take over the role of/mimic serotonin receptors its very different to things like opiates
@@Sean-vh1rr I haven't looked any of this stuff up in a long time. I didn't go crazy but, I briefly looked up some info to make sure I'm getting it right. So it's the dopamine that you would be drained of if anything after using drugs just like anything that makes you happy in life it dumps dopamine in your brain that's the high you're always chasing no matter what you're doing it's also what would cause you to be very sad or depressed after going on a binger or using a large amount of drugs. As for the serotonin, psychedelics bind to the serotonin receptors, depending which type of psychedelic you're doing slightly different things will happen but basically it's connecting more receptors than usual, so when they attach your brain will try to get rid of it so to speak, causing more activity as well. Again this is only a few moments of researching, doesn't look like it actually will drain any serotonin, there's just a ton of extra activity one of the main reasons you feel so good uplifted while on but it's not actually using up any more serotonin than it normally would.
idk if they read comments on the clips. but if you guys ever come to oregon I'll give you some rso
Yeeeaaah squidward
Had great couple times with shrooms, then one trip I completely thought I was going to die and had the worst panic attack of my life while also having diahrea for 12 hours
the theory of a bad trip is that it when you finally come out of it you appreciate life more, similar to having a near death experience. an example would be like "After that heart attack, I'm going to take life seriously I'm going to exercise more, drink more water, be a better person, tell my family a love them more." shit like that
The guy on the top right is judging, Kyle is judging
Destiny sadistically recommended mushrooms in this debate.
"I dont wanna re roll" also now is more depressed than anyone I know in my personal life
The one time in life Destiny faces reality and it destroys him, not fucking surprised at all.
A trip can either be the most amazing thing or the worst thing ever. Depends how you prepare and how much you know before hand. First time trip being a massive dose is most likely gonna lead to a bad trip in most cases I think
Once I witnessed the exact moment someone lost their ego while they were on LSD
maybe you’ve been running from them feeling then the shrooms brought them up
First and only time I tried mushrooms my old friend and I spoke to each other without saying a word and it was mind blowing lmao I remember us both laughing and freaking out like bruh did you hear that??? Ahhaha geezus I was stupid
I’ve always had great experiences on mushrooms. Always done them with good friends and I wished the trip would’ve lasted longer every time. Start with 2 gs for your first time and work up from there 👍🏼.
lmao everyone says their life changes after these trips but remain the same lmao
There's a difference between realisation and action. People know they should lose weight, quit smoking or whatever but never act because that is the difficult part.
Holly shit destiny is describing exactly what happened to me except i did it through thinking and understanding now i feel the same way lol
Haha Destiny saw inward and didn't like himself 😂
I have no idea who these people are but I use mushrooms occasionally and I like Woody's take the best. Bizzarely I think he actually has the perfect mindset for a psychedelic experience.
Shrooms make you look inward. If you can't handle what you see, you will have a bad trip. Be secure in yourself. He was not.
God damn, that bloke looks like he hasnt had a shower in a decade Xd, shouldve taken a shower instead of mushrooms
Lol good one. I feel like he always looks greasy honestly.
First mushroom trip of mine was around 9.2-9.5g. A week after an LSD fueled weekend.
I don't think destiny is describing ego death accurately. My understanding of it is that it's when you basically lose all sense of self. You don't really have fear anymore because feelings just aren't really possible. It's only happened to me once and it was the first time I did mushrooms. I ate way too much, about half an ounce, and experienced death. Once I thought I had died, I basically didn't really experience and kind of fear or anything particularly good either. I just kind of floated around and experienced things.
Mushrooms, LSD, DMT, Mescaline. seems impossible they exist. They are just beautiful
Woody needs to eat mushrooms live on PKA.
That jaw is moving on destiny
I think manapura was nice trolling Destiny trying to communicate alot to him. Sorry about the disterbing parts but can't have light without dark and now he's got alot of upgraded new tools and toys to use in life
I was wiggin realizing my father was worthless and I was subsequently worthless. Sitting on 2 more tabs so ill fight it out in the spirit world soon
Good luck brother
14:39 lmao
if your goal is to have a bad trip, you sure will have a bad trip.
I took 7-8 grams of mushrooms and i thought everything was dead lol
That's because it kinda is
You see reality is an illusion and we're all God
Craziest trip: Took nearly 8g of shrooms. Best/worst decision in my life. Started out nice. Went to the bathroom for my shroom shower routine(if you have a good mental state and are taking lower doses maybe give it a try, amazing experience) that’s when everything went bad. I was looking in the mirror(didn’t know it was a bad thing) but I was seeing myself dying. I was admiring myself. It was kinda nice. But then I just felt this spirit around me. Then I hear godly melody in my head. I was being told by the spirit to go to the shower and think. I had nicotine with me and tried to hit it, and it wouldn’t work even tho it was before all this, and I felt the spirit grab at it to put it down so I can get in and I felt a push from it. I talked to it. I told it “okay, okay.” Not in a angry tone but a understanding one at that. I got in and close my eyes. I see my shower then the walls break down to a white room. The spirit is there and it’s a woman spirit, and we start talking. Things were amazing. I was looking around the room and just couldn’t believe what I was experiencing, I was so happy. But it took a turn. The spirit was telling me “you know everything now, it’s nice here isn’t it? Come join me. Your ready.” I started to sink slowing in the shower. Slower and slower as I listened. That’s when I was not going with it and I said no. Then the music got louder as I told the spirit “no. I got to much to live for. I’m not ready yet.” I got up and started showered and washing myself, while doing it I feel dread. And hands growing me from all angels trying to make me stop then I got my self half dried and basically fought my way out. My new born nephew was crying in the next room. I run down stairs to my girlfriend and start hugging her I’m stressing out, I thought I lost her. I go into my room still hearing the music and feeling the spirit but I’m trying my best to ignore them. I thought we let my dog out but I was tripping from what my girlfriend said after the trip. We took out the dog and we were all sitting together. I was crying and my girl was too. The dog was biting around my hand and my arms to protect me it felt like. But this never happened I just thought that. I sat down and heard coward the kid show in the background but it wasn’t normal. I heard a demonic script. About killing and evil shit. Saw blood and demonic faces. I beg my girl to turn it off she did but I just kept hearing evil shit in my head. I never think or have these thoughts ever. After awhile those thoughts got drowned out by people I loved telling me to fight. I started sweating really bad. Like dripping sweat and my girl was rubbing my down with a towel to keep my dry. After all that, I threw up. Then I heard 3 voices (1st voice) “did it work?” (2nd)”yeah, I think it did.” (3rd)”yeah, he was in the realm.” (1st)”alright guys, are work here is done.” I laid down tripped a little bit longer. Then the room started to shake and with a blink in a eye I was Normal and on the come down. Thankfully it only lasted 2 hours the bad trip. Then I was normal the rest of the night. Even explained what I experience to my girl shortly after. Still the craziest trip of my life
I completely related, especially to the end horror part of the trip. After having a couple amazing lsd experiences, I had my third mushroom trip 4 months ago (9 grams) and it has completely destroyed my life, my identity, my ability to feel connected to reality or derive pleasure from even the most mundane activities. I had no "underlying trauma", my "set and setting" were perfect and the trip wasn't terrifying...but at the end, when I should have been back to normal, I felt like something switched in my brain and all of a sudden everything was terrifying and a sense of absolute horror fell over me. That feeling did not leave. Then my vision became distorted, like looking through water and stayed like that for 2 weeks I tried to sleep that night, but had night terrors and sleep paralysis. For 2 months, I didn't sleep more than an hour, I would have extreme panic attacks throughout the day and nothing felt real...all my joy was gone, just filled with intense, horrifying suffering. I also developed muscle twitches and spams throughout my body. Various doctors, Psychiatrists, psychologists and medication have done nothing. Here I am 4 months later, and not much has changed. Prior to this, I loved listening to music, working out, learning about history and esoteric practices. Now, all of those things became terrifying or impossible to do. I wanted to try mushroom as an exploration of that the experience is like. Now, I dread every single day. I feel like I'm trapped in a prison of reality. Weed is now impossible to use because it sends me into panic. My days are spent on the couch with my eyes closed just trying to keep my mind blank. I constantly wish for death. Mushrooms have ruined my life.
@@RichSProducer would you consider maybe doing micro dosing to help reverse this effect?
@@RichSProducer thats rough, you took wayyy too much
Just made it 666 likes your welcome
Kyle was looking at porn and not paying attention to shit first 8 mins.
Eary let’s get it love y’all
Sound like they work. Man just misses his ego. Some people get an ego killer by being sucker punched, or robbed or violated in some way. The psychedelic path is killing your ego without pain.
Nothing wrong with having an ego.
Bro I know you posted this more than a year ago but this comment helped me a lot understanding psychedelics and understanding my own problems with anxiety. Makes a lot of sense
@@MegaDysart that made me smile man. Glad you're doing good.
Woodys breathing intensifies
3 times the high dose? He took 15 grams in a bad setting? 😅 Bro.. lol 😆
"There are old shamans and there are bold shamans.."
With LSD if you want to take it 2 days in a row you have to double the dose or it doesn’t work. Me and 3 mates took it every day for 5 days and on the 5th day we took 5 each and they didn’t do a lot at all.
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@@donwang9397 😳😳😩
There's oral dmt and I can't find anything that says it's meaningfully different than ayahuasca.
What do you mean by there is "oral DMT"?
@@jesuschrist5857 it's a different form of it. Chemically. It lasts about eight hours in your system.
@@thenerdgirl1 You mean ayahuasca?
@@jesuschrist5857 it's 4-aco-dmt
But as far as I can tell, it's a similar experience to ayahausca.
@@jesuschrist5857 it's 4-aco-dmt
But as far as I can tell, it's a similar experience to ayahausca.
I did sum shroomies last night myself absolutely beautiful
I did some last night too, but it was wasted. I did an eighth the night before last and I had a very mild trip. I do a big trip once a month so I was disappointed with the one Saturday night. Did 7gs last night and didn't feel anything. It was upsetting. The eighth I think was a shit batch. The one last night I know was good because I've tripped hard on them before. So I'll wait a few weeks and go back into the void.
When is the PKA ayahuasca retreat?
Me and my friends have mistakenly taken multiple heroic doses because we had subaeruginosa mushrooms but thought they were cubensis mushrooms, subaeruginisa are a much stronger mushroom. We mistakenly took these for years thinking we were doing lowish doses but we actually did multiple lvl 5 (heroic dose) trips and once did 5g subs which is about 7g cubes. Rediculous
Destiny first trip was exactly like me first time smoking a large amount of weed at 18 years old. Yes weed. Weed gave me ego death almost identical to destiny the first i smoked. (I have ADHD and would guess I'm kinda Asperger's too but I'm dont have a professional diagnosis on that)
I believe you, my first time smoking weed I did dabs and I had an ego death. Nothing felt real anymore and it made me feel small.
You gotta do shrooms around people you trust and enjoy their spirits. I can even smoke weed around people that are low energy and I get bummed out. Be very careful who you trip around!
What kind of life do you lead to not have any anxiety or feelings of depression?
I microdose lsd, and take 2 tabs or so every couple weeks for soul searching
Holy SHIT. Lay off the caffeine. Hearing y’all talk gives ME anxiety
reckful? the wow youtuber?? rip man i liked his shit
yah destiny was one of his best friends :/
I started to feel after I smoked crack
Sounds like he didn’t reintegrate well.
Destiny can't afford to become more delusional than he already is.
Pretty much what happens is is when you do too much of any hallucinogenic it uses up all your serotonin so for the next few days you're depressed and have anxiety it's very normal. Yes mushrooms and LSD can be strong I've had very long trips on acid in particular. DMT on the other hand it's like the third, fourth hour of acid and 10 seconds multiplied. If mushrooms were too much I really don't recommend you try DMT. You shouldn't give people the idea that they should expect the same effect.
Every time I hear someone having negative consequences from psychadelics they ALWAYS disrespected this spiritual medicine. Doing a heroic dose for the first time in an uncomfortable environment? This stuff is medicine. Not a toy to have fun with. My only "bad" trip I had was due to seeing the true nature of the people I called my friends. It was the most important experience of my life. I moved away from all of those bad influences on my life and I grew 10 years as a person in 1 week.
I had a very similar realization that my friends group I grew up with and I had very little in common, besides that became friends from proximity growing up.
After the trip though, I just started feeling more aware of their negativity and toxic personalities. How they would belittle me and how I had just accepted it and internalized it. Eventually I moved on from them too.
Mushrooms ruined my life after a 9 gram trip. When Destiny talks about the horror of "having no desire", the horrible anxiety and wanting to lobotomize yourself, it is exactly what I experienced, except I have been in that state for 4 months since my trip. I was a super happy person, worked out everyday, played guitar...no "deep trauma", addictions or mental illness and a perfect set and setting. Literally, from one second to the next, that person was completely erased and left with the horrifying ghost of human I am now. I'm 35 and this was my third trip (6 grams, 7 grams, then 9),
How are you doing now bro
We're all God
walmart is the worst place to trip omg. trip at home.
Cant stand shrooms , trips and dmt vape are the only way . Get what he means tho . As you notice things you never normally do an everything is in 12k vision lol . Half a trip is just enough if your down and or depressed