Anyone else find it sad that most trolls have a terrible thing against them? terezi wants to be part of the law but she can't because she's blinded. Gamzee has to be HIGH to be happy, when he isn't he kills his closest friends and doesn't even realize it... Karkat, has the potential to be great and wants to be, but he doubts everything he ever does will succeed. ect... it's sad if you think about it...
@@greenkoala.noquestions.316 manipul8ed! Nep: Ships so many people, but cant get a matesprit because shes autistic. Equius: Wanted to be an archer but his STRENGTH didnt let him. Eridan: Wanted to fill quadrants for his safe future, but the aggression of his blood caste didnt let him. Feferi: Wanted to be a caring leader, but she seemed so soft that nobody took her seriously. Sollux: nobody listened to him. Tavros: Wanted to be confident, but Vriska kept it low. Vriska: Wanted to be the hero AND the villain in almost all situations, and that caused her eventual downfall. Kanaya: So busy being a mediator she didnt realize her feelings for Vriska until it was too late. I dont know Kanayas character all that well so sorry abt that
Tbh, this whole song is about Karkat’s internal self, his *real* self. All his fears, his insecurities, his regrets, all of his _deep, deep_ sadness that he NEVER dares show, because a lowblood or a mutant that shows weakness gets culled on Alternia. He can’t really even _afford_ to be himself, and as a Cancer myself I’d say all that anger is still real too, but it’s just _frustration_, not hate. He doesn’t… _hate_ anyone, I don’t think. He’s too… Limeblood/Cancer to really hate anyone. That’s why in this song he’s just… sad… and scared. This is kinda from the perspective of when Karkat just… _gave up_ on being a leader, because nothing he did ever really worked.
+Adam Thompson (chivalricSeraph) you would think the pros of being a cancer would be -karkat-karkat-karkat-karkatthen the cons would be -kankri-kankri-kankri-kankri
I'm starting to think a Knight of Blood would be doomed to fail in a troll session. Due to the segregation of blood colours a Knight would be challenged with getting everyone to work together. Karkat did a better job than most would because I'm guessing his mutation. His mutation makes him the most compassionate and least violent of the session. If he and Aradia had worked together from the start he may have succeeded. I believe that a Maid of Time and a Knight of Blood can make the best leadership team
I haven't seen anything of homestuck except some of these fan songs (because geez these are good), but I remember the line from Little Clown Troubling Clown "should I talk to karkat? You're annoying him anyway". From what I've gleaned, Gamzee was super chill and nice, then completely lost it due to a couple different problems and killed lots of people. Then over here I see that karkat is super regretful and, according to the comments, references Gamzee. So Gamzee got screwed up and was under the impression that he bothered Karkat. And now Karkat is left with his self-hate and lots of dead friends and hindsight. Wow. That's... miserable.
:33 < yeah, it is pretty sad but this song is talking about Gamzee Karkat AND Terezi. He does still have all those regrets with Gamzee, but he also feels that he failed Terezi. It's a pretty complicated story in all and if you actually got into it you would understand why. You can see the first 5 acts on the colabhq TH-cam channel and a little bit of act 6 (there are 6 acts in total, act 6 currently in progress on MSPA) if you want to see it please at least get further than act 1, it gets better later. If you just want to loiter in the fan songs that's ok too but if you actually read/watched Homestuck it would all make more sense.
Careful Planning You should read it- around about act 4-5 it starts the downfall that made me, I shit you not, get a therapist because I started getting depressed and realizing how empty most things and people are. Some of those deaths can fuck you up, if you like sad stuff DEFINITELY read it 8)
I know it's about Terezi and Gamzee. but I think at the last part it was about Sollux. Because they were both leaders of the teams and best friends (not counting Gamzee because they're morails). And Sollux and Karkat always got into fights until Sollux got blinded and eventually 'Died'. Karkat blames himself for everything including Sollux's 'death' hits us all in the feels does it not,
Can I just point out that this song isn't about Jade, but about Terezi and Gamzee? Take lines "goats and gods" and "Bright red and high with death and pies" for Gamzee, because he is a Capricorn and would get high off of slime pies before he went sober. For Terezi, the lines, "Her big wicked grin" and "A blinding blur" because ya know, Terezi is blind and that's a pun, and have you seen Terezi's smile?
That is so so wright but this is hes life and he has killed the goat and lost way to many hearts if her life is worth money then god will not give her a heart he knows that he was not the best person in the world but he had a spirit and a heart amd has found it again she has taught him how to be cold but he is not a cold person he understands that she is sad hes prays to got everyday to help her but her brain he think is limited he think like that to feel better about himself but he doesn't care about this life he thinkit is is very short the next life is forever and that scares him
I feel so bad for Karkat. Every time he thinks he's succeeded, it's all taken away and he feels like he isn't good enough. He blames himself for all the bad things that happen, and all his friends either died, or killed one another. Karky is my precious baby and I love him with all my heart, so Game Over crushed me, but I'm pretty sure he's OK now. :)
Ugh Karkat is such a babe i don't know who could hate him. Game Over was the worst - especially since it was posted on my birthday. I was upset the entire day. ;_;
Zara B naw I think because Karkat is the one who wants to conceal his blood color (thus he has his sign as gray) so that's why she made it gray most likely..... because he hates his blood color.
I really wish I was able to get into homestuck around 2013. It makes me so sad that I'm among the last few people still reading and keeping the fandom alive :,/
Don't look at it like that! The fandom is still creating new content, and we are getting Hiveswap soon! We are nowhere near dead, in fact we have just begun. ;33
THIS SONG REALLY HURTS WHEN YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER IS KARKAT AND YOU JUST WANT HIM TO HAVE THE HAPPIEST FUCKING ENDING IN THE WHOLE WORLD AND-- i _ i I just. /crying so hard
If anyone is weirded out by this song applying to you, don't be. Andrew Hussie purposely chose the traits the trolls exhibited so the audience could connect with them on a personal level. And if you do feel the guilt similar to what Karkat is experiencing keep in mind what you did and why it went bad. Then you will be able to avoid the mistake again. Life is about learning and no one is beyond redemption
+Rainbow Kitten too bad, the song is originally about Terezi. BUT,,, by taking the essence of a song and hearing it how you want to, it can be about Nepeta. Hell, it could be about Dave. Nicholas Cage. Idk, I'm getting weird.
So Imma just share my thought on who I think karkat happens to be singing about spoilers for the later half of act 6 anyways the first part is karkat singing about gamzee and their failed moirailship. Karkat tried his best to pacify him but no shushing or papping could truly soothe gamzee's violent rage and murderous tendencies brought out by him going sober. Karkat isn't willing to pacify gamzee anymore because gamzee brutally beat up terezi right in front of him and physically and possibly emotionally abused her on the meteor for 3 years prior.And yes I mean abuse because it wasn't a healthy kismesiship. The "if you're gonna beat somebody up don't make it her" part refers to how he thinks that terezi isn't the one who did something wrong, it was him, and she doesn't deserve to be hurt, this doesn't have to be shippy. The song also described how karkat and gamzee interacted pre-soberness, and how gamzee was just a weird but chill kid who prayed to his mirthful messiahs and was nice to karkat. But karkat would run his big mean mouth and demean and insult him just like he did everybody else. The second half refers to terezi. The more obvious allusions like nooses,ropes,making her see, and her being blinding aside, there's more subtle evidence. It details how karkat didn't notice her downwards spiral into depression and self hatred until it was way too late, "I didn't guess that you were slipping til you tripped right off the edge." This depression was caused by killing vriska, her best friend, and being in an abusive relationship with gamzee. And karkat didn't notice her suffering and was too busy trying to one-sidedly compete with dave to *share* terezi, something terezi really didn't need at the time. He wasn't actually there for terezi and he never really realizes how bad it's gotten until she talks to him about it and it's made apparent how much this girl hates herself. And, as with everyone, all he ever did around her was run his big mean mouth and make things worse. So tl:dr karkats got the frownies because of how he regrets not being able to properly pacify and support two of his closest friends and now they've both fallen way he fuck off the deep end
Then you remember how they were just kids dealing with the bullshit of the game and their race. This is heart breaking. the fandom's version of theses characters are poorly represent. Karkat isn't just an angry troll, he's caring. Same thing for the others.
The whole fandom is full of trannies and people that type in heart emojis. AH made Homestuck retarded on purpose to extract more money from those lobotomy victims. And it worked, you can see him making fun of his audience from act 6 onwards. And I don't even need to mention the epilouges. He was probably approched by a finance advisor that told him he could make more money by making shit retarded. And the best part is: even with him literally trolling his fans, his shit is still better than most stories.
nobody talks about how the "so if you've gotta beat somebody up dont make it her" is about karkat's view of gamzee and terezi's Kismesissitude. it wasnt healthy, everyone knew that. karkat always just wanted to protect terezi, even from his own moirail.
Looking back at this song, it didn't stick with me the way other PhemieC songs did because there are a few awkward phrases, but the thing that it's actually saying is probably the most emotionally potent. "I knew you first. I knew you best. I wish I stopped it way back when, when things were bad but they still made sense. When we were kids, when we were friends". It's about watching your friends drown. It's about knowing in hindsight that you pushed them away when they reached out for help. It's about how simple everything used to be and how it isn't anymore, and wishing things were different. It's about knowing someone deeply like no one else does.
This song genuinely makes me sob. "When we were kids, when we were friends." Its soothing but terrifyingly close to home. Anyways onto the topic I was gonna explain; Karkat seriously needs a hug. He watched almost all of his friends die and in the end he 'messed up.'
I can relate to this a lot, not because he's my Zodiac Troll, but because he represents my feelings often. You see, Karkat is an angry dude, always yelling, but we all know why. So he can hide his emotions deep inside him, so he won't cry because of his blood color. He represents Cancer, the most emotional sign in the Zodiac. His anger is similar to mine, except I try to hide it most of the time, just so I won't hurt others. He often acts like he doesn't care, when he is actually the one that cares the most. Same with me. My constant "not caring" attitude makes people go away. Like Terezi. Karkat gives her mixed signals and she thinks that he doesn't feel anything for her, so she starts hanging out with Dave, when in reality, he really does care for her, as proved in "GAME OVER" when he snaps and tries to kill Gamzee. Also, his desire to be a leader is just like mine. I LOVE to be the leader. But you see, in my point of view, I think Karkat is scared that others will mess things up, so he tries to lead everyone the best he can, but he fails. Most of them don't want to listen to him and they don't realize that behind his shouting is an overemotional guy. Also, if you're wondering who's he singing about, the first part is about Gamzee "No "shh" can suit your beast" (I have a situation similar to Karkat's, a friend with a HUGE rage) and "Bright red and high with death and pie and rage that never dies." Pie-Gamzee. Bright red, the color of his blood. The second part is about Terezi: "Her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke and crack goes the rope pulled true. I know enough about doubt, and hating myself to tell that you know now it too." Terezi has a huge grin, always licking stuff, but that grin disappears after her relationship with Gamzee, her self-hate for ruining herself because of him.. And when she met her ancestor? She felt like she was not good enough. So yeah... I'm not bragging or anything, I just wanted to point that out. I'm not saying Karkat is the BEST, I personally like Vriska the best, but Karkat represents me in many ways. Sorry if I came here late. ;---;
i haven’t actively consumed homestuck content since probably 2015 but i honestly still think about this & the other phemiec fan songs all the time and they still slap to this day
a lot of people like to point out the fact the fast part of this also works from sollux's perspective, but why does it also kind of work for feferi and eridan? "i wish i'd stopped you way back when, when things were bad, but they still made sense, when we were kids, when we were friends'
I still come back to this song and it still hurts. I love every character but they were just kids..... I can't imagine the pain if they were real. homestuck is how I met my fiance from high school now but jesus. imagining it was real is hell. this is a very good song to portray this feeling.
you should, it's so good! it's very confusing but once you get into more (around act 3-4 maybe-?) it's more understandable when things you've seen happen before happen again
years and times of hearing this later, "when we were kids, when we were friends" is still an emotional alternative to a punch in the gut i love this song
GOD I JUST WANNA HUG KARKAT AND TELL HIM ITS NOT HIS FAULT, ITS SO HARD BECAUSE HES MY PATRON TROLL AND MY FAVORITE, AND I RELATE MADDENINGLY WELL AND GOD I- I just... *slams my head down into my folded arms and sobs*
as im watching it 5 years later i can say that its still one of the most amazing fan songs ever created i hope youre doing great with whatever youre great in and good luck with it! that goes both to you and orginal creator of this song btw >
I really don't get why people don't focus on the Equius/Nepeta part of Karkat's guilt. Like really, he sent Equius directly to his death (or at least that's how Karkat perceives it) and basically allowed Gamzee to kill Nepeta, who, despite shipping or lack there of, he in canon, cares about enough to make sure she's happy, so really, I think that's where the real sadness lies.
+Maria Sines except this song is about terezi and gamzee. And it doesn't matter if he's flushed for her. He can still care about his friend. Tbh I dot ship terezi and karkat or nepeta and karkat. I honestly ship karkat with three people. Two of the flushed. John and Dave. Although with John it would vacillate on karkat's end and John would be confused. And I ship him with eridan so black it makes night look bright.
Samantha Odermatt Can you PLEASE just stop?! I can't think whatever I want to, and its pissing me off that you're trying to implant your opinions in my head
I need to point this out to anybody. 4/13 - 4 thirteen year olds, Dave, rose, jade and John. 6/12 - 12 trolls of 6 sweeps - Karkat, Sollux, Aradia, Nepeta, Kanaya, Terezi, Equius, Vriska, Gamzee, Eridan, Feferi. Hussie you smart bastard.
Welp. Welcome to Sadstuck. Where members of the fandom chuck around feels like no one's shit. Now excuse me... while I go.. sit in a corner and... rethink life.
I just realised the (kinda sadistic) irony (is it that? I don't think so). The lines says "No more attempts to make you see, I tried he succeeded oh well" the other blind/ Terezi references were easy to pick up on but this one took a while for me... a long while..
CG: WHY DO PEOPLE THINK I WROTE THIS FOR JADE? CG: IT'S GAMZEE AND TEREZI! CG: "BRIGHT RED AND HIGH WITH DEATH AND PIES" GOES TO THE SOBER GAMZEE. CG: "HER BIG WICKED GRIN" GOES TO THE CACKLING BLIND GIRL. CG: GOG, CAN IT BE ANY MORE FUCKING CLEAR??
why would people think its for me? ive listened to this song thousands of times and i dont see a single thing that would make people think its about me
this reminds me of my friend. He pushed away the other kids at my school, so they thought he was a bully. I was his only friend. my class mates would be mean to him for being a "bully." He told his mom, and she took him out of our school. I really miss him. I tried to make him stay, because he already told me he considered leaving. I failed, and I know it's not my fault, but I feel guilty anyways. I can't be there for him anymore. He just stopped coming one day. I can't contact him in any way. I didn't even get to say goodbye. I'm glad you read my comment. I really needed to get this off my chest.
@@binglething By chance we met again in high school last year. He's doing much better now. we were only in school together again for one year, and I still don't really have a proper way to contact him, as we never really found a way to reconnect. But, we were able to talk and he's doing much better now and is a lot kinder to those around him. So, the story does have a happy ending! :)
My friend (who does not know a single thing about Homestuck) sent me this with the message "Wow this song made me tear up". I immediately knew what it was and asked her what she liked about it. Turns out she thought it was a song about a teenager who's friend shot up a school and girlfriend committed suicide. Still not sure how she found it tbh
Fuck the line "I hid my scars from you out of shame" made me break down right on the spot because it's so relatable holyshit I never thought I could relate to a song so much holy shit
looking back on this song is weird because i used to listen to it over and over because i used to have a hardcore crush on karkat when i was really young so now whenever i listen to it i get vague memories of younger me. Still good tho!
"no 'shh' can sooth your beast and it was my problem once, that violence inside your eyes, bright red and high with death and pie, and rage that never dies" "and pray for goats and gods who would know what to forbid" "so if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her" - all about gamzee. "but what I can say to a girl who'd play with a noose of excuses until her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke, and crack goes the rope pulled true" "a BLINDing blur" - all about terezi. this isn't about jade or nepeta. the "so if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her" line is about karkat reflecting on gamzee and terezi's unhealthy kismesisship.
Something I've noticed recently is that the backgrounds of these songs represent their blood color, Karkat's is grey yet the words are red, which might represent that he might hide his blood color by appearance, but his words reveal everything about his sorrow and differences he feels bad about. :(
my beliefs on who the song is to. At first, as we can all agree, he starts with singing to gamzee . then, he starts to sing to terezi. now is when it gets confusing. most people believe the bridge is either at Terezi or Gamzee, but i believe something different. perhaps, he’s singing to sollux? especially the line “i took the helm”,,, for obvious reasons. he and sollux used to be best friends, and it would make sense with “i knew you first, i knew you best” it does fit, does it not? just my little theory uwu
late comment but i think it goes back to gamzee because karkat first pesters gamzee and therefore ""knew"" him first. he had been his friend before and even a while after he went batshit but gamzee canonically had been a neglectful moirail on the meteor
+Shingenki No Kumi no it's definitely Terezi, he talks about nooses because she would hang her scalemates and her big wicked grin, which are a bit exclusive to Terezi
+Rebecca Wechsler yeah i change my mind after listening to it about x20 because he also made references about Gamzee. Idk it could be both of them. he also said if he got to beat someone up dont make it her.
Everyone is saying that it's about Terezi because of the 'big wicked grin' and 'Blinding blur' lines but no one mentioned the 'who'd play with a noose of excuses until' line
anybody else think the singer has a hard time singing the song, like crying in the middle since listening to it makes you cry, imagining making the song and having to sing it, probaly imagining being in the place of the character to get the feel of it
I love this! karkat is my favorite not only because I'm a cancer, but because all he wanted was attention and when all his friends well abandoned him he did everything he could to help them no matter what
this playlist of phemiec songs is what got me into homesick about a year ago and honestly listening to this gives me so many flashbacks and I've just changed so much as a person and i love homesick so much i have such a different look on it but its just making me emotional how much this has impacted my life omg
Lines on the first verse make it clear this is directed at Gamzee and Terezi on Game Over. That means this is the last thing Lariat says before dying. No, I didn't think it was sad enough already.
I can relate to this.I'm the leader of the Emo, Scene, Goth group at school. My friend started talking about suicide. She had been joking about it before this, so I yelled at her and pushed her away. And she killed herself. And I blamed myself, then I blamed everyone for letting her die. Then I started blaming her for not telling more people. I'm a horrible leader, I don't deserve to be the leader of the SCG anymore. I let my friend die.
It's okay. Its never anyone's fault when people die. Sure there are some things you could have done to prevent this, but in the end you just have to keep moving forward. If your friends are depending on you to lead them then you have to be the best leader you can. I'm so sorry for your loss.
+Italia Ivers woah, are you okay mate? It's alright if you just joke about it but if you're serious you should really talk to someone. We don't need more rotting corpses in this planet and there will always be someone who misses you.
ohmygod the phrase "if you Gotta beat somebody up don't make it her" hit me hard. he blaMES HIMSELF FOR GAMZEE BEING ABUSIVE TO TEREZI IM NOT OKAYW ITH THOS
I’ve been obsessed with homestuck since forever like about 4-5 years obviously I’ve been obsessed with other stuff as well but I just got back into the homestuck fandom(even though I fell like I was in it for those 4-5 year) for like the 7th time and it’s still awesome I’m rereading homestuck and I’m in love with all the fan songs!!! PLEEEEAAASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONLY ONE STILL IN THE HOMESTUCK FANDOM IN 2020!!!!
I've been here for like 8 years more or less and I'm still here and i still ship Karezi like the old Homestuck i am. When the ships were actually good 🍒
Skar kitty lol that’s awesome and I totally respect your opinion but in all honesty I ship davekat more than anything lol. Their personalities compliment each other really well. I know you don’t like ship but I personally think the ships are still good even in the second homestuck. Tho nothing is better than the original homestuck story but even then davekat was an obvious and prominent ship. NO HATE!!! Just stating my opinion!!!
@@jadee991 I don't really think we should be discussing ships at all because i have a strong opinion on the matter. Let's just enjoy the song. And enjoy whatever Viz has prepared for us even if it is not good.
Me and a friend where talking about our own headcanon based on this song where Karkat had anxiety, massive depression, and schizophrenia. He had real bad anger issues as well
To be honest, Karkat is very very embodiment of most Cancers. We want to be good role models or leaders, but something _always_ has to go wrong or make everything worse. We're so emotional, and we can't even control our own anger / sadness. It's so tiring and frustrating having things not go your way, but its even worse for a Cancer. We also want to try to help others, but because we're so broken we can't do it right.
PhemieC - Friendleader There will be no soft sounds this time No arms, not mine, at least Should've expected this, I guess, No 'shh' can sooth your beast And it was my problem once, That violence inside your eyes Bright red and high with death and pie, And rage that never dies And I used to blame myself, Then I blamed everybody else But never you Cause you were a messed up kid, Who'd step in it, get scared and sit, And pray for goats and gods Who would know what to forbid And when you would reach out, Well I'd run my big mean mouth And make it worse And maybe I deserve that hurt, Destruction of my universe, So if you gotta beat somebody up Don't make it her I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader anymore I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader Not a leader Not a leader, friend No more attempts to make you see, I tried, he succeeded, oh well But what can I say to a girl Who'd play with a noose of excuses until Her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke, And crack goes the rope pulled true I know enough about doubt, and hating myself, To tell that you now know it too And I used to blame myself, Then I blamed everybody else Including you But you were perfect as you were All angled out, a blinding blur, So bright and beautiful, and clever, Yeah for sure But when you would reach out, Well I'd run my big mean mouth And make a mess And now it's my turn to confess I wasn't there, I didn't guess That you were slipping, 'Till you tripped right off the edge I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader anymore, I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader Not a leader, Not a leader I'm not a leader anymore No more Said a thousand words But they never helped I hid my scars from you Out of shame Took up the cause, Yeah I picked up the helm But I'm not the only one who's changed I knew you first, I knew you best I wish I'd stopped it Way back then When things were bad, But they still made sense, When we were kids, When we were friends Friendleaders Friendleaders Friendleaders Friendleaders...
![[S] Girl With One Eye (Homestuck)](/img/n.gif)
people who should be happy
karkat
people who think karkat shouldnt be happy
karkat
true m8
damnit
people who think karkat should be happy
everyone.
trolls*
Ouch
Anyone else find it sad that most trolls have a terrible thing against them?
terezi wants to be part of the law but she can't because she's blinded.
Gamzee has to be HIGH to be happy, when he isn't he kills his closest friends and doesn't even realize it...
Karkat, has the potential to be great and wants to be, but he doubts everything he ever does will succeed.
ect...
it's sad if you think about it...
tav has 0 confidence
aradia is dead
sollux is dead
idk anyone else
Vriska was minul8d by her lusus or smth
@@greenkoala.noquestions.316 manipul8ed!
Nep: Ships so many people, but cant get a matesprit because shes autistic.
Equius: Wanted to be an archer but his STRENGTH didnt let him.
Eridan: Wanted to fill quadrants for his safe future, but the aggression of his blood caste didnt let him.
Feferi: Wanted to be a caring leader, but she seemed so soft that nobody took her seriously.
Sollux: nobody listened to him.
Tavros: Wanted to be confident, but Vriska kept it low.
Vriska: Wanted to be the hero AND the villain in almost all situations, and that caused her eventual downfall.
Kanaya: So busy being a mediator she didnt realize her feelings for Vriska until it was too late. I dont know Kanayas character all that well so sorry abt that
That's the point I think... they're all sort of.. mutated in their own way.. in a way that makes Karkat maybe feel he could belong
Karkat didn't think he would succeed because of his caste
This song is ironically mellow considering who it's about.
Blue Bloodstains You just made me laugh while I was almost crying wtf
We need a screaming death metal version
And then the end
BlueBloodstains i was the 413th like 😎
Tbh, this whole song is about Karkat’s internal self, his *real* self. All his fears, his insecurities, his regrets, all of his _deep, deep_ sadness that he NEVER dares show, because a lowblood or a mutant that shows weakness gets culled on Alternia. He can’t really even _afford_ to be himself, and as a Cancer myself I’d say all that anger is still real too, but it’s just _frustration_, not hate. He doesn’t… _hate_ anyone, I don’t think. He’s too… Limeblood/Cancer to really hate anyone. That’s why in this song he’s just… sad… and scared. This is kinda from the perspective of when Karkat just… _gave up_ on being a leader, because nothing he did ever really worked.
pros and cons of being a cancer:
-Karkat
-Karkat
-Karkat
Oh yeah!
How could I forget Karkat?!
Pros of being a libra:
Redglare
Terezi
Latula
Did I say redglare?
lol I'm terezi
+Adam Thompson (chivalricSeraph) you would think the pros of being a cancer would be -karkat-karkat-karkat-karkatthen the cons would be -kankri-kankri-kankri-kankri
+Adam Thompson (chivalricSeraph)
XD KARKAT IS THE REASON I WISH I WAS CANCER
but sollux is awesome too i guess
"And maybe I deserved that hurt
Destruction of my universe
So if you've gotta beat somebody up,
Don't make it her"
That part hits me so hard.
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I'm starting to think a Knight of Blood would be doomed to fail in a troll session. Due to the segregation of blood colours a Knight would be challenged with getting everyone to work together. Karkat did a better job than most would because I'm guessing his mutation. His mutation makes him the most compassionate and least violent of the session. If he and Aradia had worked together from the start he may have succeeded. I believe that a Maid of Time and a Knight of Blood can make the best leadership team
Wasn’t he a seer
@@russhu4265 No Kankri was
Well,,, I guess Vriska really took all the spotlight right from the start,,,,
@@Sioneink dont---
@@Sioneinkyeah, she really did
I haven't seen anything of homestuck except some of these fan songs (because geez these are good), but I remember the line from Little Clown Troubling Clown "should I talk to karkat? You're annoying him anyway". From what I've gleaned, Gamzee was super chill and nice, then completely lost it due to a couple different problems and killed lots of people. Then over here I see that karkat is super regretful and, according to the comments, references Gamzee.
So Gamzee got screwed up and was under the impression that he bothered Karkat. And now Karkat is left with his self-hate and lots of dead friends and hindsight.
Wow. That's... miserable.
:33 < yeah, it is pretty sad but this song is talking about Gamzee Karkat AND Terezi. He does still have all those regrets with Gamzee, but he also feels that he failed Terezi. It's a pretty complicated story in all and if you actually got into it you would understand why. You can see the first 5 acts on the colabhq TH-cam channel and a little bit of act 6 (there are 6 acts in total, act 6 currently in progress on MSPA) if you want to see it please at least get further than act 1, it gets better later.
If you just want to loiter in the fan songs that's ok too but if you actually read/watched Homestuck it would all make more sense.
it impresses me that you caught on really fast seeing as you haven't read yet. nice job! and yeah...it's depressing :o(
Careful Planning You should read it- around about act 4-5 it starts the downfall that made me, I shit you not, get a therapist because I started getting depressed and realizing how empty most things and people are. Some of those deaths can fuck you up, if you like sad stuff DEFINITELY read it 8)
That's really sad
You got it right
Wait wait wait, imagine the backing vocals as dead trolls.
Oh. My. Gosh. //mind blown to pieces//
NOPENOPENOPENOPE NOT OKAY
thanks satan
Damn my heart
3^'8 noooooooo
I know it's about Terezi and Gamzee. but I think at the last part it was about Sollux. Because they were both leaders of the teams and best friends (not counting Gamzee because they're morails). And Sollux and Karkat always got into fights until Sollux got blinded and eventually 'Died'. Karkat blames himself for everything including Sollux's 'death'
hits us all in the feels does it not,
Is it bad I started crying after I read this :'C THe official name for Homestuck should be Sadstuck not Homestuck .-.
true though. very true
:'D I think the same thing, that's most likely the case.
The feels are real
sollux wasnt the leader, infact he was distinctly the last to enter. the leader was equius who was guided by aradia
Sollux was the leader of one of the original teams.
Can I just point out that this song isn't about Jade, but about Terezi and Gamzee?
Take lines "goats and gods" and "Bright red and high with death and pies" for Gamzee, because he is a Capricorn and would get high off of slime pies before he went sober.
For Terezi, the lines, "Her big wicked grin" and "A blinding blur" because ya know, Terezi is blind and that's a pun, and have you seen Terezi's smile?
there is also the line "a girl who would play with a noose"
That is so so wright but this is hes life and he has killed the goat and lost way to many hearts if her life is worth money then god will not give her a heart he knows that he was not the best person in the world but he had a spirit and a heart amd has found it again she has taught him how to be cold but he is not a cold person he understands that she is sad hes prays to got everyday to help her but her brain he think is limited he think like that to feel better about himself but he doesn't care about this life he thinkit is is very short the next life is forever and that scares him
Who didn't get that?
Trevor Scott You'd be surprised.
And the line 'a girl who plays with nooses` those poor scalemates. ..
I feel so bad for Karkat.
Every time he thinks he's succeeded, it's all taken away and he feels like he isn't good enough. He blames himself for all the bad things that happen, and all his friends either died, or killed one another.
Karky is my precious baby and I love him with all my heart, so Game Over crushed me, but I'm pretty sure he's OK now. :)
Ugh Karkat is such a babe i don't know who could hate him.
Game Over was the worst - especially since it was posted on my birthday. I was upset the entire day. ;_;
tea fetus
Your birthday?! Oh my gosh that's horrible ;-;
Yeah it was ;_; but its all better now thanks to the updates. Like you said, everything should be fine now!
(;B
KARKATFUCKINGVANTAS
C;
no i am not crying...my eyes are just doing their impression of equius...
XD
//reads your comic
//does Kurloz impression
//causes matesprit to go deaf
dose that mean they will be strangled to death as well?
Karkat Vantas KK TWO 2OON (jk ii never liiked hiim he 2melled liike miilk, 2weat, and horse penii2)
+Sollux Captor ... Well... You're not wrong...
while listening to this I heard some geese outside and I thought it was part of the song for a second
hAHAHAHAHHA
"I'm sorry I messed up, I'm not a *geese noises* anymore"
Zoosmell Egbert nice XD
"Should've expected this, I guess, no 'shh` can sooth your beast and it was my problem once, that *geese noises* inside your eyes"
Omfg , this is perfect
Anyone realize all the other songs the backgrounds are in the colour of their blood except for karkat
YUP I wwonder why hmmm...? *wwinks*
Because having a background that bright red would be painful to look at.
Zara B naw I think because Karkat is the one who wants to conceal his blood color (thus he has his sign as gray) so that's why she made it gray most likely..... because he hates his blood color.
Yeah, i know, i was just being a shit. :)
What is his blood anyways?
*curls in a ball in corner and eats whole tub of ice cream to stay calm*
BRING ME WITH YOU!
Follow me to the shooshpaping corner for a feelings jam(the ice cream will be served)
:o(
thank u very much good sir
(continues sobbing quitely)
....... :o(
I really wish I was able to get into homestuck around 2013. It makes me so sad that I'm among the last few people still reading and keeping the fandom alive :,/
Don't look at it like that! The fandom is still creating new content, and we are getting Hiveswap soon! We are nowhere near dead, in fact we have just begun. ;33
***** technical Augury yeah, I guess you guys are right, I forgot about Hiveswap, and the comic has been updating a bit. ^^
You're not the only one!!!...I'm just now reading it....so far it's awesome...hehehe
I'm only on act 5! I'm so glad I'm not the only one.
Im still in A5A2, so looks like we all have a ways to go still!
THIS SONG REALLY HURTS WHEN YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER IS KARKAT AND YOU JUST WANT HIM TO HAVE THE HAPPIEST FUCKING ENDING IN THE WHOLE WORLD AND-- i _ i I just. /crying so hard
SHHHHHHHHHH *paps*
I'M SORRY...
***** /paps/ shoooosh it's okay ;m;
*shoosh paps* shoosh shoosh it's ok
***** It'll be ok. :) I promise.
If anyone is weirded out by this song applying to you, don't be. Andrew Hussie purposely chose the traits the trolls exhibited so the audience could connect with them on a personal level. And if you do feel the guilt similar to what Karkat is experiencing keep in mind what you did and why it went bad. Then you will be able to avoid the mistake again. Life is about learning and no one is beyond redemption
so he made the trolls easier to kin?......FUCK!
Pumkin
him making them easier to kin makes me just feel called out about all my pain and problems :'//
Wow facts
Fucking OUCH
Guys,trying not to be rude,but this song is obviously not of Jade or Nepeta.It's about Gamzee and Terezi.
+Rainbow Kitten too bad, the song is originally about Terezi. BUT,,, by taking the essence of a song and hearing it how you want to, it can be about Nepeta. Hell, it could be about Dave. Nicholas Cage. Idk, I'm getting weird.
+Detroy Livington lol nick cage
YES
@@-insuffi-1298 true but it's only speaking of gamzee and terezi, you can hear many lyrics relating to the both of them.
So Imma just share my thought on who I think karkat happens to be singing about
spoilers for the later half of act 6
anyways the first part is karkat singing about gamzee and their failed moirailship. Karkat tried his best to pacify him but no shushing or papping could truly soothe gamzee's violent rage and murderous tendencies brought out by him going sober. Karkat isn't willing to pacify gamzee anymore because gamzee brutally beat up terezi right in front of him and physically and possibly emotionally abused her on the meteor for 3 years prior.And yes I mean abuse because it wasn't a healthy kismesiship. The "if you're gonna beat somebody up don't make it her" part refers to how he thinks that terezi isn't the one who did something wrong, it was him, and she doesn't deserve to be hurt, this doesn't have to be shippy. The song also described how karkat and gamzee interacted pre-soberness, and how gamzee was just a weird but chill kid who prayed to his mirthful messiahs and was nice to karkat. But karkat would run his big mean mouth and demean and insult him just like he did everybody else.
The second half refers to terezi. The more obvious allusions like nooses,ropes,making her see, and her being blinding aside, there's more subtle evidence. It details how karkat didn't notice her downwards spiral into depression and self hatred until it was way too late, "I didn't guess that you were slipping til you tripped right off the edge." This depression was caused by killing vriska, her best friend, and being in an abusive relationship with gamzee. And karkat didn't notice her suffering and was too busy trying to one-sidedly compete with dave to *share* terezi, something terezi really didn't need at the time. He wasn't actually there for terezi and he never really realizes how bad it's gotten until she talks to him about it and it's made apparent how much this girl hates herself. And, as with everyone, all he ever did around her was run his big mean mouth and make things worse.
So tl:dr karkats got the frownies because of how he regrets not being able to properly pacify and support two of his closest friends and now they've both fallen way he fuck off the deep end
Then you remember how they were just kids dealing with the bullshit of the game and their race. This is heart breaking. the fandom's version of theses characters are poorly represent. Karkat isn't just an angry troll, he's caring. Same thing for the others.
The whole fandom is full of trannies and people that type in heart emojis. AH made Homestuck retarded on purpose to extract more money from those lobotomy victims. And it worked, you can see him making fun of his audience from act 6 onwards. And I don't even need to mention the epilouges. He was probably approched by a finance advisor that told him he could make more money by making shit retarded. And the best part is: even with him literally trolling his fans, his shit is still better than most stories.
"you don't need him"
*Most devastating sadness erupts*
X,(
*screams*
omg no why would you remiind me
“And I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, but never you”
THIS BLOODY LINE OMFG 💕💕💕
nobody talks about how the "so if you've gotta beat somebody up dont make it her" is about karkat's view of gamzee and terezi's Kismesissitude. it wasnt healthy, everyone knew that. karkat always just wanted to protect terezi, even from his own moirail.
Looking back at this song, it didn't stick with me the way other PhemieC songs did because there are a few awkward phrases, but the thing that it's actually saying is probably the most emotionally potent. "I knew you first. I knew you best. I wish I stopped it way back when, when things were bad but they still made sense. When we were kids, when we were friends". It's about watching your friends drown. It's about knowing in hindsight that you pushed them away when they reached out for help. It's about how simple everything used to be and how it isn't anymore, and wishing things were different. It's about knowing someone deeply like no one else does.
not me having a phemiec marathon
Bruh please 😖😖
This song genuinely makes me sob. "When we were kids, when we were friends." Its soothing but terrifyingly close to home.
Anyways onto the topic I was gonna explain; Karkat seriously needs a hug. He watched almost all of his friends die and in the end he 'messed up.'
I can relate to this a lot, not because he's my Zodiac Troll, but because he represents my feelings often.
You see, Karkat is an angry dude, always yelling, but we all know why. So he can hide his emotions deep inside him, so he won't cry because of his blood color. He represents Cancer, the most emotional sign in the Zodiac. His anger is similar to mine, except I try to hide it most of the time, just so I won't hurt others. He often acts like he doesn't care, when he is actually the one that cares the most. Same with me. My constant "not caring" attitude makes people go away. Like Terezi. Karkat gives her mixed signals and she thinks that he doesn't feel anything for her, so she starts hanging out with Dave, when in reality, he really does care for her, as proved in "GAME OVER" when he snaps and tries to kill Gamzee. Also, his desire to be a leader is just like mine. I LOVE to be the leader. But you see, in my point of view, I think Karkat is scared that others will mess things up, so he tries to lead everyone the best he can, but he fails. Most of them don't want to listen to him and they don't realize that behind his shouting is an overemotional guy.
Also, if you're wondering who's he singing about, the first part is about Gamzee "No "shh" can suit your beast" (I have a situation similar to Karkat's, a friend with a HUGE rage) and "Bright red and high with death and pie and rage that never dies." Pie-Gamzee. Bright red, the color of his blood.
The second part is about Terezi: "Her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke and crack goes the rope pulled true. I know enough about doubt, and hating myself to tell that you know now it too." Terezi has a huge grin, always licking stuff, but that grin disappears after her relationship with Gamzee, her self-hate for ruining herself because of him.. And when she met her ancestor? She felt like she was not good enough.
So yeah...
I'm not bragging or anything, I just wanted to point that out. I'm not saying Karkat is the BEST, I personally like Vriska the best, but Karkat represents me in many ways.
Sorry if I came here late. ;---;
Goose - it's mediocre bro are you rereading homestuck rn
@@kyas3457 ... yea lmao
Goose - It's Mediocre ...... *AS YOU SHOULD. YOU ALREADY SOLD YOUR SOUL TO THE HUSS.*
years later, and I still find myself coming back to this song. Thank you
Im sorry but i did not get my permission slip signed for this feels trip
SAME
Hi, I'm Sparky :3 Sameeee ;-;
happy 4/13 2020 we are, in fact, stuck at home now
And it's kinda funny, while we're stuck at home a new videogame that's loosely based on collecting grist just rose into popularity, no less...
@@rainesjupiter7308 hi hello resent news makes me wonder if we're in the alpha timeline
@@inu-hem-110 -Ohshitwaitfuckno-
I love Karkat, Gamzee, and Terezi so much. My three favorite trolls in one perfectly sad song. I just want them all to be happy.
i haven’t actively consumed homestuck content since probably 2015 but i honestly still think about this & the other phemiec fan songs all the time and they still slap to this day
a lot of people like to point out the fact the fast part of this also works from sollux's perspective, but why does it also kind of work for feferi and eridan? "i wish i'd stopped you way back when, when things were bad, but they still made sense, when we were kids, when we were friends'
I still come back to this song and it still hurts. I love every character but they were just kids..... I can't imagine the pain if they were real. homestuck is how I met my fiance from high school now but jesus. imagining it was real is hell. this is a very good song to portray this feeling.
I have literally never read Homestuck in my life and never plan to, but I absolutely love these songs, I swear
you should, it's so good! it's very confusing but once you get into more (around act 3-4 maybe-?) it's more understandable when things you've seen happen before happen again
That's fine. PhemieC songs are great regardless of the context behind them. They have a TAZ song that I absolutely love, but I know nothing about TAZ.
It must be so interesting trying to decipher these lyrics as a non homestuck fan
Its weird how everybody is like " This song is totally about Jade!!" But when I hear it I think " Is Karkat singing about Gamzee?"
It's about Gamzee and Terezi, first and second verse both
years and times of hearing this later, "when we were kids, when we were friends" is still an emotional alternative to a punch in the gut
i love this song
GOD I JUST WANNA HUG KARKAT AND TELL HIM ITS NOT HIS FAULT, ITS SO HARD BECAUSE HES MY PATRON TROLL AND MY FAVORITE, AND I RELATE MADDENINGLY WELL AND GOD I- I just... *slams my head down into my folded arms and sobs*
oh dearie... *gives you a big hug* it'll be okay...
dave do you need a hug?
*hugs everyone who wants one* there... better?
if you need another hug just tell me.
Your patron troll is the one whose sign matches yours, right?
as im watching it 5 years later
i can say that its still one of the most amazing fan songs ever created
i hope youre doing great with whatever youre great in
and good luck with it!
that goes both to you and orginal creator of this song btw >
i agree
I third this!!
This song should be canon.
Who’s still here, years later?
I really don't get why people don't focus on the Equius/Nepeta part of Karkat's guilt. Like really, he sent Equius directly to his death (or at least that's how Karkat perceives it) and basically allowed Gamzee to kill Nepeta, who, despite shipping or lack there of, he in canon, cares about enough to make sure she's happy, so really, I think that's where the real sadness lies.
+Jack Kerger Thank you... Who even cares about Terezi? Karkat isn't even flushed for her anymore. He just wants to be friends.
+Maria Sines except this song is about terezi and gamzee. And it doesn't matter if he's flushed for her. He can still care about his friend. Tbh I dot ship terezi and karkat or nepeta and karkat. I honestly ship karkat with three people. Two of the flushed. John and Dave. Although with John it would vacillate on karkat's end and John would be confused. And I ship him with eridan so black it makes night look bright.
Samantha Odermatt Can you PLEASE just stop?! I can't think whatever I want to, and its pissing me off that you're trying to implant your opinions in my head
+Maria Sines it's not an opinion. It's fact. This song is about terezi and games.
Samantha Odermatt I don't mean to be immature here, but I don't care what the fact is, I'm going to hear it how I want
Happy 4/13 to those revisiting this in 2020 and onward
I'm not crying, you're crying.
We all are ;_;
Frantic Corndog
DAMN RIGHT I AM!😭
Vngjdiuvavw MOB READ HOMESTUCK????
I need to point this out to anybody.
4/13 - 4 thirteen year olds, Dave, rose, jade and John.
6/12 - 12 trolls of 6 sweeps - Karkat, Sollux, Aradia, Nepeta, Kanaya, Terezi, Equius, Vriska, Gamzee, Eridan, Feferi.
Hussie you smart bastard.
I can't help but come back to these songs. They are just so memorable ❤❤
Oh my gosh I need to stop listening to these songs they're making me so depressed
sad
Welp.
Welcome to Sadstuck.
Where members of the fandom chuck around feels like no one's shit.
Now excuse me... while I go.. sit in a corner and... rethink life.
Furever is a pretty nice happy song :3
what
sadstuck
*sniffs*
*inhales deeply*
someone said sadstuck
i heard sadstuck
Karkat come here I want to give you a hug right now. God he deserved so much better.
I just realised the (kinda sadistic) irony (is it that? I don't think so). The lines says "No more attempts to make you see, I tried he succeeded oh well" the other blind/ Terezi references were easy to pick up on but this one took a while for me... a long while..
CG: WHY DO PEOPLE THINK I WROTE THIS FOR JADE?
CG: IT'S GAMZEE AND TEREZI!
CG: "BRIGHT RED AND HIGH WITH DEATH AND PIES" GOES TO THE SOBER GAMZEE.
CG: "HER BIG WICKED GRIN" GOES TO THE CACKLING BLIND GIRL.
CG: GOG, CAN IT BE ANY MORE FUCKING CLEAR??
I know karkat.....
Just ignore the idiots...
And be friends who know what the fuck they are doing
why would people think its for me? ive listened to this song thousands of times and i dont see a single thing that would make people think its about me
people are iidiiot2
Karkat Vantas FUCK THEM! A2 AN ALPHA TROLL II CAN 2TIILL 2EE THII2 VERY CLEARLY
THEY ARE STUPID FUCK THAT
this reminds me of my friend. He pushed away the other kids at my school, so they thought he was a bully. I was his only friend. my class mates would be mean to him for being a "bully." He told his mom, and she took him out of our school. I really miss him. I tried to make him stay, because he already told me he considered leaving. I failed, and I know it's not my fault, but I feel guilty anyways. I can't be there for him anymore. He just stopped coming one day. I can't contact him in any way. I didn't even get to say goodbye. I'm glad you read my comment. I really needed to get this off my chest.
I NEED A MORE DETAILED STORY- CMON MAN EVEN IF IT BEEN 4 YEARS TELL ME
@@binglething By chance we met again in high school last year. He's doing much better now. we were only in school together again for one year, and I still don't really have a proper way to contact him, as we never really found a way to reconnect. But, we were able to talk and he's doing much better now and is a lot kinder to those around him. So, the story does have a happy ending! :)
@@cosmiccove1272 Wow i never thought for you to respond to this
I wanna make an anime out of this
it is late at night, i am sad, i am listening to this song, i’m about to cry
this really hits me, every comment is old, that makes me so fucking sad oml
My friend (who does not know a single thing about Homestuck) sent me this with the message "Wow this song made me tear up". I immediately knew what it was and asked her what she liked about it. Turns out she thought it was a song about a teenager who's friend shot up a school and girlfriend committed suicide. Still not sure how she found it tbh
I mean, that's an accurate description tbh
Fuck the line "I hid my scars from you out of shame" made me break down right on the spot because it's so relatable holyshit I never thought I could relate to a song so much holy shit
This song makes me want to give him a hug so bad
I used to love this song so much when was younger. I hope the creators are well ❤
PheieC work in these helped , i'm going back for some nostalgia blast.
looking back on this song is weird because i used to listen to it over and over because i used to have a hardcore crush on karkat when i was really young so now whenever i listen to it i get vague memories of younger me. Still good tho!
Dawg same though, was feeling nostalgic so I am listening to all the songs I used to listen to in middle school. Wild since I graduated 3 years ago.
"no 'shh' can sooth your beast and it was my problem once, that violence inside your eyes, bright red and high with death and pie, and rage that never dies" "and pray for goats and gods who would know what to forbid" "so if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her" - all about gamzee.
"but what I can say to a girl who'd play with a noose of excuses until her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke, and crack goes the rope pulled true" "a BLINDing blur" - all about terezi.
this isn't about jade or nepeta. the "so if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her" line is about karkat reflecting on gamzee and terezi's unhealthy kismesisship.
I should've brought milk for these Honey Nut Feelios.
That's a new one. I absolutely love that.
me??? crying over a homestuck song??? never!!...
Something I've noticed recently is that the backgrounds of these songs represent their blood color, Karkat's is grey yet the words are red, which might represent that he might hide his blood color by appearance, but his words reveal everything about his sorrow and differences he feels bad about. :(
"No arms"
Homestuck art style be like
my beliefs on who the song is to.
At first, as we can all agree, he starts with singing to gamzee . then, he starts to sing to terezi. now is when it gets confusing. most people believe the bridge is either at Terezi or Gamzee, but i believe something different.
perhaps, he’s singing to sollux?
especially the line “i took the helm”,,, for obvious reasons.
he and sollux used to be best friends, and it would make sense with “i knew you first, i knew you best”
it does fit, does it not?
just my little theory uwu
Thank you for the theory komaeda man
no problem, bakugou katsuki
wow
late comment but i think it goes back to gamzee because karkat first pesters gamzee and therefore ""knew"" him first. he had been his friend before and even a while after he went batshit but gamzee canonically had been a neglectful moirail on the meteor
great song! but, who is he talking about? i mean, i know about gamzee,but then he said "she" so, who is it?
Terezi!
+IWasBored9922 Oh right! thanks! (:
i think the girl is Kanaya. Think about when he said he couldnt do it with out her.
+Shingenki No Kumi no it's definitely Terezi, he talks about nooses because she would hang her scalemates and her big wicked grin, which are a bit exclusive to Terezi
+Rebecca Wechsler yeah i change my mind after listening to it about x20 because he also made references about Gamzee. Idk it could be both of them. he also said if he got to beat someone up dont make it her.
THIS DESERVES MORE LOVE. SURE I CAN'T FEEL MY HEART FROM THE PAIN BUT ITS THE GREATEST SONG EVER.
This song has so much emotion, you can truly feel the vibes of sorrow and regret, even without reading the lyrics
Everyone is saying that it's about Terezi because of the 'big wicked grin' and 'Blinding blur' lines but no one mentioned the 'who'd play with a noose of excuses until' line
anybody else think the singer has a hard time singing the song, like crying in the middle since listening to it makes you cry, imagining making the song and having to sing it, probaly imagining being in the place of the character to get the feel of it
Karkat, you are wonderful. Just try to reset everything. I know you are sad, and hurt, and ashamed. Don't forget about all the trollians.
I love this! karkat is my favorite not only because I'm a cancer, but because all he wanted was attention and when all his friends well abandoned him he did everything he could to help them no matter what
I'm crying so hard cause he's talking to Gamz
Crying so hard
Bruh PhemieC went HARD
Warren Greene this shit
s l a p s
id like to thank this song for helping me cope
(Looks at song and grabs tissues) okay I'm ready to watch it now.
I love how these songs actually go through the plot. Makes more feels, too.
just a friendly reminder: karkat throughout the main plot of homestuck is only 13-16!
:)
This is actually amazing
Edit: Tis the day my friends
i love him i love him i love him
I am going to cry
you have. no idea. how long. i was. waiting for. THIS.
this playlist of phemiec songs is what got me into homesick about a year ago and honestly listening to this gives me so many flashbacks and I've just changed so much as a person and i love homesick so much i have such a different look on it but its just making me emotional how much this has impacted my life omg
*Homestuck (sorry, the spelling error was bothering me. Carry on with your life :3 )
KARKAT VANTAS
A MUNTANT
A FRIEND
A LEADER
A KNIGHT
AND MY FAVORITE CHARACTER
Lines on the first verse make it clear this is directed at Gamzee and Terezi on Game Over.
That means this is the last thing Lariat says before dying.
No, I didn't think it was sad enough already.
I can relate to this.I'm the leader of the Emo, Scene, Goth group at school. My friend started talking about suicide. She had been joking about it before this, so I yelled at her and pushed her away. And she killed herself. And I blamed myself, then I blamed everyone for letting her die. Then I started blaming her for not telling more people. I'm a horrible leader, I don't deserve to be the leader of the SCG anymore. I let my friend die.
That's.... really sad...
I'm so sorry. I can relate. It's something I don't like talking about, though.
It's okay. Its never anyone's fault when people die. Sure there are some things you could have done to prevent this, but in the end you just have to keep moving forward. If your friends are depending on you to lead them then you have to be the best leader you can. I'm so sorry for your loss.
+Italia Ivers woah, are you okay mate? It's alright if you just joke about it but if you're serious you should really talk to someone. We don't need more rotting corpses in this planet and there will always be someone who misses you.
+Italia Ivers I'm really sorry. But if you are having suicidal thoughts please talk to someone or at least don't go through with them. Please.
I hear your karkat, and I raise you this: Catra
ohmygod the phrase "if you Gotta beat somebody up don't make it her" hit me hard. he blaMES HIMSELF FOR GAMZEE BEING ABUSIVE TO TEREZI IM NOT OKAYW ITH THOS
Hello Feels my old friend
I see you brought your kismesis, Monsieur Pain.
I’ve been obsessed with homestuck since forever like about 4-5 years obviously I’ve been obsessed with other stuff as well but I just got back into the homestuck fandom(even though I fell like I was in it for those 4-5 year) for like the 7th time and it’s still awesome I’m rereading homestuck and I’m in love with all the fan songs!!! PLEEEEAAASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONLY ONE STILL IN THE HOMESTUCK FANDOM IN 2020!!!!
you're not alone, I only joined a few months ago
I've been here for like 8 years more or less and I'm still here and i still ship Karezi like the old Homestuck i am. When the ships were actually good 🍒
Skar kitty lol that’s awesome and I totally respect your opinion but in all honesty I ship davekat more than anything lol. Their personalities compliment each other really well. I know you don’t like ship but I personally think the ships are still good even in the second homestuck. Tho nothing is better than the original homestuck story but even then davekat was an obvious and prominent ship. NO HATE!!! Just stating my opinion!!!
@@jadee991 I don't really think we should be discussing ships at all because i have a strong opinion on the matter. Let's just enjoy the song. And enjoy whatever Viz has prepared for us even if it is not good.
Nope they’re still people here :)
I'm not crying, your crying. lEAVE ME ALONE. *Curls up in a ball and cries in the emo corner*
*follows creepsy and crys with you*
+jeff barbera *gets depression chocolate and sits with you* W-want some?
wantırfıl potato y-yes please... *sits in corner with you*
*gives 2 kinds of chocolate* i feel weird now...
+wantırfıl potato why? *scoots over a bit* did that help?
"So if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her"
*cries*
Happy 8th birthday to this great song ^-^
wow, that was beautiful... and now i feel like bursting into tears ;-;
I'm aware this was posted 7 years ago but damn the amount of times that this song has made me cry is insane
This made me so sad ):
Just comes to show how powerful the story is, and how connected we are with the characters... u_u
Me and a friend where talking about our own headcanon based on this song where Karkat had anxiety, massive depression, and schizophrenia. He had real bad anger issues as well
What do you mean headcanon?
I think it's like a theory??
+Mel the Drama Llama I know what it means. I just think that's pretty much canon.
To be honest, Karkat is very very embodiment of most Cancers. We want to be good role models or leaders, but something _always_ has to go wrong or make everything worse. We're so emotional, and we can't even control our own anger / sadness. It's so tiring and frustrating having things not go your way, but its even worse for a Cancer. We also want to try to help others, but because we're so broken we can't do it right.
PhemieC - Friendleader
There will be no soft sounds this time
No arms, not mine, at least
Should've expected this, I guess,
No 'shh' can sooth your beast
And it was my problem once,
That violence inside your eyes
Bright red and high with death and pie,
And rage that never dies
And I used to blame myself,
Then I blamed everybody else
But never you
Cause you were a messed up kid,
Who'd step in it, get scared and sit,
And pray for goats and gods
Who would know what to forbid
And when you would reach out,
Well I'd run my big mean mouth
And make it worse
And maybe I deserve that hurt,
Destruction of my universe,
So if you gotta beat somebody up
Don't make it her
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader anymore
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader
Not a leader
Not a leader, friend
No more attempts to make you see,
I tried, he succeeded, oh well
But what can I say to a girl
Who'd play with a noose of excuses until
Her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke,
And crack goes the rope pulled true
I know enough about doubt, and hating myself,
To tell that you now know it too
And I used to blame myself,
Then I blamed everybody else
Including you
But you were perfect as you were
All angled out, a blinding blur,
So bright and beautiful, and clever,
Yeah for sure
But when you would reach out,
Well I'd run my big mean mouth
And make a mess
And now it's my turn to confess
I wasn't there, I didn't guess
That you were slipping,
'Till you tripped right off the edge
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader anymore,
I'm sorry, I messed up,
I'm not a leader
Not a leader,
Not a leader
I'm not a leader anymore
No more
Said a thousand words
But they never helped
I hid my scars from you
Out of shame
Took up the cause,
Yeah I picked up the helm
But I'm not the only one who's changed
I knew you first,
I knew you best
I wish I'd stopped it
Way back then
When things were bad,
But they still made sense,
When we were kids,
When we were friends
Friendleaders
Friendleaders
Friendleaders
Friendleaders...