I Lost My Mom.

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  • @MannyMua733
    @MannyMua733 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21417

    you are one of the strongest people i know. you’re an incredible wife, best friend, daughter, sister, aunt, etc and i know your mom is looking down so so so PROUD of the woman you have become. i love you more than words can describe and i always will ❤️

    • @Lolgalbabe123
      @Lolgalbabe123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +830

      Manny we all cant hug her so give her a hug from all of us will you🥺❤️

    • @esther-uc4ip
      @esther-uc4ip 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Awwww

    • @Nina525
      @Nina525 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      💛

    • @kittygrunt
      @kittygrunt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@Lolgalbabe123 indeed🥺♥️♥️

    • @kaitlynodom8590
      @kaitlynodom8590 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Manny your an amazing friend

  • @DesiPerkins
    @DesiPerkins 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3404

    I’m so sorry Laura 🙏🏽🥺 I have been praying for you and thinking about you everyday.

    • @adri6465
      @adri6465 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      bro no🥰

    • @saleitasmith9294
      @saleitasmith9294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry 😣 😢 😞 Laura for your loss me and my family sending prayers out to you and your family 😭😢😰😓😰😪🥰😅😍

  • @Lili-nv7ty
    @Lili-nv7ty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    and ppl have the audacity to ignore covid restrictions. it’s so heartbreaking to see ppl being so selfish and careless

  • @kristinabarakova4087
    @kristinabarakova4087 3 ปีที่แล้ว +236

    I lost my dad to Covid four weeks ago. It happed very quickly, he was 56 years old.
    I am so sorry about your mom. I am sending much love to you. ❤️

    • @rosequartz1744
      @rosequartz1744 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm so sorry.

    • @katieholmes3941
      @katieholmes3941 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im so sorry 😢😢

    • @kristinabarakova4087
      @kristinabarakova4087 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@rosequartz1744 thank you ❤️

    • @kristinabarakova4087
      @kristinabarakova4087 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@katieholmes3941 thank you 💕

    • @daniel-xt3tp
      @daniel-xt3tp 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@kristinabarakova4087I’m sorry sorry good luck! ❤😢😢😢❤ 😢❤❤❤😢

  • @tylerwilliams6072
    @tylerwilliams6072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +147

    We love and miss you Ann❤️ Rest In Peace She was so proud of the woman you became and I know she is smiling down on you right now. Love you Laura

    • @laurafisher6531
      @laurafisher6531 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ♥️

    • @nicanonymus2491
      @nicanonymus2491 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I‘m sorry Tyler

    • @amberlouise86
      @amberlouise86 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for you Ty, thank god you met eachother to help her through this xx love to you all xxx

  • @jaseysgurl
    @jaseysgurl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    I lost my stepson 4 years ago and as I was crying on the morning of his funeral saying I can't believe we lost him, my grandma said in the sweetest southern grandma voice, "Honey, you can't lose someone if you know where they are." That has brought me much comfort over the past few years. Your mama is with the Lord now and will be watching over you. Although the loss is unbearable, the Lord can and will carry you through. Praying for you and your family!

    • @roxanneguest7859
      @roxanneguest7859 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️ to your whole family

    • @lindseys80
      @lindseys80 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    • @raynarose4783
      @raynarose4783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is such a lovely way of putting it....thanks for sharing that ❤

  • @christendominique
    @christendominique 3 ปีที่แล้ว +651

    My deepest condolences Laura❤️🙏🏼

  • @melissathw
    @melissathw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    I had so many moments daily where I would go to pick up the phone and want to tell my mom something then in a split second I’d remember that she’s gone. 😔 you’re definitely not alone.

    • @se1inq
      @se1inq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm so sorry

  • @samanthaadams2258
    @samanthaadams2258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +342

    “Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.”
    -Jamie Anderson
    That quote has helped me so much the last few days. I lost my grandma a week ago and everything you spoke about I can relate to. I’m praying for you and your family. 💖

    • @monicajoachim6578
      @monicajoachim6578 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This beautiful ❤

    • @laurac86
      @laurac86 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s really beautiful. Thank you for sharing that and I’m sorry about your grandma

    • @samm3890
      @samm3890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lost my dad last year and could relate to this quote so much so Same ❤️

    • @jennifernorris8231
      @jennifernorris8231 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for sharing. That is beautiful.

    • @michellehiggins4657
      @michellehiggins4657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love thus quote.

  • @juicyjas
    @juicyjas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +530

    I’m so sorry Laura. Sending lots of love to you & your family❤️

  • @MollyBurkeOfficial
    @MollyBurkeOfficial 3 ปีที่แล้ว +818

    Sending you love and light during this unbelievably difficult time.

  • @dawnamae7507
    @dawnamae7507 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    As her daughter - you did really well for your mom. She was extremely proud of you and you made things right for her because you did so well in your life! She had piece of mind because of you! 💗🙏 (and for your sister and your niece!)

  • @Life_After_
    @Life_After_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +253

    I’m just a random person on the internet, but today I prayed for your mother and your family.

  • @sophdoeslife
    @sophdoeslife 3 ปีที่แล้ว +394

    Oh Laura I am so so sorry, all my love to you and your family 😞❤️❤️❤️

    • @angelica.masonn
      @angelica.masonn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💕😍

    • @dinoig485
      @dinoig485 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@angelica.masonn Not cool bro 🙄

  • @jamiegenevieve
    @jamiegenevieve 3 ปีที่แล้ว +643

    I am so so sorry Laura, crying listening to you speak about what happened and I can’t imagine how you feel. Sending our love to you and your family xxx

  • @sarahceja9326
    @sarahceja9326 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Your mom was a beautiful soul who brought a smile to people's faces. I'm so sorry Laura. I lost my dad to lung cancer last week and i totally know what you're going through. Please take all the time you need and we will be here for you when you're ready to return.

  • @iluvsarahii
    @iluvsarahii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +673

    Love you💕🥺 You know iam here for you if you ever need anything

  • @KellyStrack
    @KellyStrack 3 ปีที่แล้ว +745

    Oh Laura I am so incredibly sorry 💔 you’re such a wonderful person and your moms legacy will live on through you. You, Ty, Erin and your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers. 🙏🏼 sending you so much love.

    • @sierravaughnn
      @sierravaughnn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      eryn** but i agree with kelly! i’m so sorry laura! i love you and kelly both 💜

    • @itsarah
      @itsarah 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      💕💕

  • @katy
    @katy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +555

    I’m so so sorry for your loss Laura. Sending so much love to you and your family. ❤️❤️🙏🏼

  • @jessicamarie2628
    @jessicamarie2628 3 ปีที่แล้ว +198

    I lost my 9 year old sister to covid complications. It is still heartbreaking!!! Feels unreal. She was young and full of life!!! But she is watching over me and my family in heaven. 😇
    I send prayers and love to anyone who has lost a love one. 💕

    • @lisaa5581
      @lisaa5581 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Gosh.. I’m so sorry! I’m praying for your healing for you and your family! 💗 May your guardian angel rest in heaven!

    • @Thelilmissbz
      @Thelilmissbz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oh my, I am so so sorry! ❤️🥺 she is a beautiful angel now.

    • @neelamrai4468
      @neelamrai4468 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rip🥺

    • @chloenkitty
      @chloenkitty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      9 years old!? How heartbreaking and unfair. I’m so sorry.

  • @smokey_glow
    @smokey_glow 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1866

    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can’t begin to imagine what you’re going through but to your point about wanting to stay busy to process things I wanted you to know you’re not alone in coping that way. You are an incredibly strong person for even being able to create this video and I hope you take care of yourself during this time ♥️

  • @Nicolettaxo
    @Nicolettaxo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +391

    I honestly cried the entire video! I am so sorry for your loss you. Prayers are being sent your way xo

  • @jenluv
    @jenluv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1677

    I'm so so sorry, Laura.

    • @chinesedana1567
      @chinesedana1567 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      No replys? Shii I'm first then

    • @rhinohead5598
      @rhinohead5598 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No replys? Shii I'm second then

    • @william_emmo5308
      @william_emmo5308 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      She should keep her life to herself

    • @Elvie118
      @Elvie118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@william_emmo5308 no she shouldn’t and no she doesn’t have to. Sometimes people need to talk about what’s happened in their life, even if it’s on TH-cam. If you don’t care or if you don’t want to watch, then don’t but let her do what she wants.

    • @william_emmo5308
      @william_emmo5308 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Elvie118 she only posts it on TH-cam to get attention she could just keep it to herself my dad died but it’s a private matter

  • @karamuro9244
    @karamuro9244 3 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I lost my dad just over a year ago, he was 60. You will find a new strength in yourself you never knew existed. Sending you the biggest hug through the screen.

  • @BrittanyBearMakeup
    @BrittanyBearMakeup 3 ปีที่แล้ว +621

    So sorry love this breaks my heart your such a beautiful soul. May God heal you and your family during these times🙏🏽

    • @baileypommier9948
      @baileypommier9948 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sorry 4 ur loss. RIP Thank u 4 posting.

  • @itsJudysLife
    @itsJudysLife 3 ปีที่แล้ว +262

    I'm so sorry Laura 😔

  • @cassieday1960
    @cassieday1960 3 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    My mom is my rock. Mt heart breaks for you. Prayers love.

  • @wilmawengelin2662
    @wilmawengelin2662 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Once again love, 2 yrs later, i hope you are healing, and living trough this life with ur mama proudly watching.
    One day goes by and your slowly healing, another day goes by and your a day closer being with your mom again. Thank you for putting a smile on our faces everytime we see you on youtube. Thank you for being so real, watching you feels like home. Ive been watching you for a while, and Will always do as long as ur staying.
    Lots of hugs from me❤️
    Love Wilma❤️

  • @shannahill7
    @shannahill7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    WE lost your mom. You have so much support. My mom died from brain cancer in 2009. We all love you and are here.

  • @stephanietoms
    @stephanietoms 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2141

    god i'm so so sorry laura. i know we've only ever had a few interactions with eachother online but i'm genuinely here (i know everyone says that) if there's anything you ever need or if you need someone to talk to. i lost my mum november 2019 and it's a rollercoaster of emotions that nothing could have prepared me for. please just look after yourself and allow yourself to feel and take TIME for yourself more than ever ever before. god i'm just so fucking sorry, i really am xxx

    • @katychapman100
      @katychapman100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I was going to suggest you speak to Steph being in such a similar situation where you’re online and dealing with this behind closed doors. I cannot imagine how you both must feel and I’m very sorry for your loss. Be brave. Stay strong. Keep smiling the sweet smile she loved. Take good care darling girl.

    • @BreaaaO
      @BreaaaO 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Its God with a capital G😊

    • @stephanietoms
      @stephanietoms 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@katychapman100 ahh thank you. i sent laura a dm just in case, but i'm sure she's inundated with loving messages! honestly hope she's doing okay - it's by far the hardest thing i've had to go through and i wouldn't wish it on anyone. bleh i just hope she's doing alright - i don't even know what else to say xxx

    • @connorsmith6354
      @connorsmith6354 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@stephanietoms i lost my mum in july last year, and its the worst pain in the world! Its somthing that i never thought i would feel. I always thought my mum would be here forever❤

    • @ellegaitor2887
      @ellegaitor2887 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Big hugs to you too Steph. I know you’ve hurt so much too x

  • @yulianaguardado9200
    @yulianaguardado9200 3 ปีที่แล้ว +211

    I lost my dad to COVID in November. We’re all in this together! Prayers to everyone who has lost someone in their lives. ❤️🙏🏻

    • @melissamowery6309
      @melissamowery6309 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m so sorry for your loss hun my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family

    • @ErinMTexas
      @ErinMTexas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💗⬆️

    • @TaysTings
      @TaysTings 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. Love is eternal, it’s always there even when you don’t think/ can’t feel it. Congrats on getting through the first holiday season, that’s the hardest. It’ll get more comfortable, just let the memories happen, and you’ll appreciate them sooner.

    • @irishernandez5382
      @irishernandez5382 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I lost my dad to COVID on November 25th 😔

    • @WorldofVinee
      @WorldofVinee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So sorry for your loss..May his soul rest in peace..

  • @callmenever4158
    @callmenever4158 3 ปีที่แล้ว +235

    I also lost my mom due to covid on Jan 9. She left to the hospital on dec 27 and they didn’t let us see her until that day. We would also FaceTime her everyday she was at the hospital because she felt lonely, she was everything to us 😭😭 our moms are now in a better place 💗💕🙏

    • @NicoleShizzle
      @NicoleShizzle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry :(

    • @Thelilmissbz
      @Thelilmissbz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m so sorry. ❤️💔 she is your angel and is watching over you

    • @katieholmes3941
      @katieholmes3941 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      😢😢💖💖💖

    • @aliciadeadlydaisy7543
      @aliciadeadlydaisy7543 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Horrible that they won't let you see your ILL MOTHER until the day she was on her death bed... I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure she's looking down on you and is proud ♥️

    • @Lala-lw6pi
      @Lala-lw6pi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      They wouldn’t allow us to see or speak to mine either until they Killed her. Smh they know whats going on but someone will pay. Mine passed jan 5th. They also put them on medication that basically puts them in a veggie state, like a coma. But they can feel and hear everything just not move or scream or ask to leave. Its so imhumane and thats all Ill say for now

  • @Ajlaisanovic
    @Ajlaisanovic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    Honestly it’s important that you filmed this video. People need to see that COVID is real. I work on a covid unit and the worst thing to see is someone who didn’t believe in covid get the virus and be very regretful for their actions up to that moment. I’m so sorry Laura that this happened to you and your family. Stay strong ❤️

    • @LoveBug7177
      @LoveBug7177 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YES! i really wish everyone would follow procedures to protect not only themselves but also everyone around them from going through this. this is a very real thing & until people get a grip and see it is in fact real and serious there’s not going to be much progress🥺

    • @irisbd3300
      @irisbd3300 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes!! People in my town are extremely angry with wearing masks and they made a group to stop wearing masks because it’s their right😐🙄 It’s awful

    • @amya7850
      @amya7850 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s terrible!!! My mother in law died the week of Christmas with Covid. I do not understand why people get so upset over wearing a mask. The lack of care and concern for others is mind blowing😥

  • @SarahyDelarosa
    @SarahyDelarosa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +379

    I’m so so sorry for your loss Laura omg 😞🥺🙏🏽

  • @RoxyReyes
    @RoxyReyes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +406

    Aww Laura im so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what your going through. My sincere condolences 🙏 and a big hug your way.

    • @evanjames7935
      @evanjames7935 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope she finds her mom❤️

  • @andreapruitt6642
    @andreapruitt6642 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm so sorry Laura. You had me in tears the whole time. It's ok to not be ok.

  • @anh12488
    @anh12488 3 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    “One of the most human qualities we have, is the ability to mourn someone we’ve never met.”
    Literally crying while watching this. So very sorry Laura to you and your family. Although most of us only knew your sweet mom through the videos and stories you’ve shared of her, she will be genuinely missed by your TH-cam family. Prayers for healing for you all. 💗

  • @tyreeashcraft1793
    @tyreeashcraft1793 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Your voice shaking through this is heartbreaking. I am so sorry for your loss. :(

    • @kkharrisxoxo
      @kkharrisxoxo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that's the hardest part watching this video is seeing all the hurt pour out of her through her voice and eyes 😔

  • @80babina
    @80babina 3 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    I lost my mum in 2008, and still now, I wake-up sometimes in the morning thinking "oh yeah let's call mum now".... I am so sorry for you loss, hugs

    • @SSJShinobi_
      @SSJShinobi_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m sorry for your loss🙏🏽

    • @tattyuk75
      @tattyuk75 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I lost my mum in 2004 and I’m exactly the same. Anything happens and I instantly think I must call her or I see something that she’d love and I want to buy it for her. The overwhelming grief is gone but the loss and sadness remains ♥️ Hugs to you x

    • @johnl.5046
      @johnl.5046 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Do you have dreams about your mom? and in your dreams, you cry like a baby because you miss her so much and it seems so realistic.

  • @devilishgrl20
    @devilishgrl20 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I am so sorry for your loss, I lost my mom a lil over a year ago, she had cancer. She was given 6 months, but it was roughly 2 years later before she passed. Even tho we knew it could happen anytime, it was still a shock :(

  • @destinymartin5398
    @destinymartin5398 3 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    The fact that she lost her mom and there is 700 dislikes on it just goes to show you how heartless haters are. Smh. Rip to her & praying for Laura 🥺

    • @misshana2009
      @misshana2009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes I was thinking the same thing

    • @weedsnwildflowers
      @weedsnwildflowers 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Maybe they are disliking the fact that she lost her mom. Giving a thumbs up seems wrong.

    • @lynnjackson8367
      @lynnjackson8367 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i noticed that......really pissed me off.

  • @MaryamMaquillage
    @MaryamMaquillage 3 ปีที่แล้ว +306

    I love you so much Laura and I'm so sorry you're going through this... your strength and wisdom are truly inspiring, I don't know how you do it. May your mom's memory always be a blessing to you and your family. She was so kind and dear, I remember her always looking at you with so much love... and she'll always continue being your guardian angel ❤️

    • @patr70
      @patr70 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Beautifully Said. 💗💗💗💗💗

  • @indiabatson26
    @indiabatson26 3 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    I’m so heartbroken for you 💔 I’m truly so sorry.

  • @rhondablackburn3713
    @rhondablackburn3713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    So sorry for you and Erin and your sister. I remember how sweet your mom was when you did videos w her. She was a strong lady but she made you who is an amazingly strong woman and Erin too! Love you miss Laura Lee ! 💁🏻☀️💕

  • @mirellabellebeauty
    @mirellabellebeauty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    I'm so sorry for your loss Laura 🥺

    • @JazzArtGazca
      @JazzArtGazca 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My condolences to you and all your family... she was such a beautiful person 💜🙏🏼

    • @ginaquinones2725
      @ginaquinones2725 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so sorry for your loss.. Sending you love and light🙏🏻 May God Bless your family.

  • @samanthavasquez3471
    @samanthavasquez3471 3 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Read the book “Heaven without her” you will receive so much comfort from it 🙏🏼 so sorry for your loss, sending you lots of prayers, time heals all 💗

  • @summerbauer9701
    @summerbauer9701 3 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Your mother teaches you everything, except how to live without her!! Praying for you, and your family Laura. I lost my mom November 2019. It gets better, but your heart will always ache a little. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @teranshankle8369
      @teranshankle8369 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love this comment ❤ & I'm so sorry for your loss💔

    • @lollyann7630
      @lollyann7630 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      OMG truer words were never spoken, I couldn't have said it better myself ♥️ I am so very sorry for your loss!!!!

  • @xXxJennifer1990xXx
    @xXxJennifer1990xXx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    So sorry for you’re loss! She seemed like an amazing women. 😞 She’d want you too stay strong 💗

  • @AlexisJayda
    @AlexisJayda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +231

    My deepest condolences Laura ❤️ you will be in my thoughts and prayers 🙏

  • @BabsBeauty
    @BabsBeauty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +720

    Thinking of you Laura. ❤️🙏🏻 So incredibly sorry for your loss

    • @barbiebalenciaga8302
      @barbiebalenciaga8302 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Stay strong

    • @violetrose1102
      @violetrose1102 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry 🙏❤

    • @alondraescalera6850
      @alondraescalera6850 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my mom back in 2006 and at that time I was in Mexico with my dad so I wasnt with my mom and i still have so clue how she died or anything all I remember was the last phone call I had with her

  • @xmlauj8260
    @xmlauj8260 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    You don’t fully ever heal, you just learn how to tolerate it better. Very sorry for your loss. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @mariahhall6141
    @mariahhall6141 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You have a beautiful voice and soul. Sending all my love. It’s not about getting better, just adjusting to your new reality. ❤️ RIP to your beautiful mother

  • @Snowflakee1515
    @Snowflakee1515 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    What kind of heartless souls freaking disliked this video. Smh. Im so deeply sorry for your loss Laura. I’ve lost my father. It’s going to be a daily struggle. But just know you arent alone and stay close to those around you

    • @JennRobHall
      @JennRobHall 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m really, really hoping that the people disliking the video are simply disliking the fact that her mom is gone.

    • @sandradee2298
      @sandradee2298 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@JennRobHall THATS what I’m hoping it is as well!

  • @meganmedland4897
    @meganmedland4897 3 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    Speaking as a Covid nurse, I’m so incredibly sorry. The healthcare workers are mourning this loss with you. Your mom seemed like such a light in your life. Your TH-cam family and your actual family is standing beside you.

    • @rosiesfabfinds
      @rosiesfabfinds 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Thank you to all the nurses & healthcare workers that are working tirelessly day in and day out during this pandemic . God bless 🙏🏽❤️

    • @matthewboyd8566
      @matthewboyd8566 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      GREAT COMMENT...THANK YOU!!!

    • @jayvelez7505
      @jayvelez7505 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for everything you’ve done 💚

    • @jessicamarie2628
      @jessicamarie2628 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you for your service and to all frontline workers you are angels.

    • @eddiegreene7334
      @eddiegreene7334 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Absolutely 💯

  • @crisval631
    @crisval631 3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    This video hurts.. im going to miss her sooo much, i dont even know her in person but meeting her on youtube was everything...im really sorry for your loss.

  • @chinodane
    @chinodane 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I just lost my mom too. I miss mine so much. Devastating. I’ve been told when a daughter loses her mom it’s not something you get over it’s like arthritis settling in your bones. The grief process is individual... do what you need to. Praying for you.

  • @michellebarrera5872
    @michellebarrera5872 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I saw the tittle and I just immediately started to cry. I cannot fathom this pain. I am so sorry Laura. Know we are all are here for you. ❤️

  • @deidradraper2454
    @deidradraper2454 3 ปีที่แล้ว +230

    Covid took my uncle, my grandma and so many relatives and friends. My prayers are with you and your family.

    • @iamwindchakra
      @iamwindchakra 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm sorry for your loss

    • @jennifertustin6629
      @jennifertustin6629 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m so sorry for your losses I’m going to keep you in my prayers ❤️

    • @reganbraml9887
      @reganbraml9887 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry for your loss♥️

    • @baddieperra0624
      @baddieperra0624 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am so sorry for your loss🥺🙏 my great uncle had COVID but he’s feeling a lot better but I was scared that something would happen to him. I’m very sorry for your loss my prayers go to you and your family🙏🙏

    • @tammylimacher5198
      @tammylimacher5198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm very sorry for your loss💗

  • @danielaagudelo2942
    @danielaagudelo2942 3 ปีที่แล้ว +346

    I lost my dad to Covid a month ago and the feeling of him being by himself at a hospital room kills me, no one was allowed to be with him I keep thinking how scared he was and how alone he felt..... I send my prayers to u from Colombia.

    • @KarelessK8
      @KarelessK8 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Prayers for you and your family. This is my biggest fear.

    • @nabiladjemai583
      @nabiladjemai583 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sending you vertual hugs and so much love ❤️

    • @rutwikkk
      @rutwikkk 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sorry about you father. If you don't mind answering, did covid enhance any pre existing conditions or was the demise out of the blue?

    • @angelgutierrez4894
      @angelgutierrez4894 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@rutwikkk he was most likely overweight at the very least

    • @VickyVignesh-bb4gy
      @VickyVignesh-bb4gy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nabiladjemai583 ,I need your. Help.
      Please help me...

  • @Joia92
    @Joia92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I lost my uncle to COVID during the Texas Winter storms, I'm so thankful your shared your story in a time of grieving like this, it's good for the soul. Sorry for your loss and my condolences from my family to yours.

  • @Morganne
    @Morganne 3 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    thank you for sharing your mom with us all the times you featured her in videos!! she seemed like such a fun spirit with a sweet soul

  • @medharai1151
    @medharai1151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    I can’t even imagine what you’re going through. My mom is my best friend and can’t even imagine .. ahh.. love to you!

    • @ant580
      @ant580 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Right idk even know this girl but I saw the title 😔

    • @its1ion12
      @its1ion12 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lol

  • @edanna931
    @edanna931 3 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    There’s no right thing to do. When you experience a loss you almost become a new person you have to take the time to learn about this new person you are going to become with out the one you love♥️ I’m praying for you and your family

    • @luca6801
      @luca6801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is so true. You choose if you gonna rise up from that experience or fall in the deep hole

    • @onlyonecaca
      @onlyonecaca 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are absolutely right!

  • @Padresfan23_
    @Padresfan23_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Literally brought a smile at the end with the clips of her 🙏🏼🙏🏼 rip❤️

  • @oumie9718
    @oumie9718 3 ปีที่แล้ว +104

    Saw this on trending and came to say: May her soul Rest In Peace. She seemed like a beautiful person inside and out 💕

  • @MisterPreda
    @MisterPreda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +217

    We all love you so much Laura and are here for you through this awful time. I hope you can continue your healing process. Love you so much ❤️

  • @blahblob8808
    @blahblob8808 3 ปีที่แล้ว +346

    the fact there are still people out there partying during covid disgusts me. i lost my father, not because of covid, but i can still feel your pain. you're a beautiful soul and i hope whenever you think of her the happiness overtakes the sadness. much love❤

    • @larafitzpatrick3140
      @larafitzpatrick3140 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Well if your government didn’t play games with it’s people and attending functions themselves not wearing masks etc the people would take it more seriously .. don’t gimme that BS

    • @blahblob8808
      @blahblob8808 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@larafitzpatrick3140 what bs? im genuinely confused

    • @evejustamante3908
      @evejustamante3908 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry for your loss 😓💕🙏🏻💓

    • @honeybee591
      @honeybee591 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@blahblob8808 i’m so sorry for your loss & plz ignore the person above being mean i came across this & just wanted to say ♥️

    • @larafitzpatrick3140
      @larafitzpatrick3140 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@blahblob8808 they opened up Miami and Vegas during the pandemic the strip clubs were open as usual parties in Miami were open as usual then trump was telling everyone that this is just a flu .. so people took that on board and went about their business like nothing .. so blame your leaders

  • @ashleighnichole8197
    @ashleighnichole8197 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Your mom seemed like such an awesome woman. I am so sorry. I lost my grandpa(who was like my dad/only positive male in my life) 7 years ago super unexpectedly. He was 58 and had a heart attack out of the blue. I can't say it gets easier, unfortunately it doesn't. You will be in my thoughts 💜💜

  • @stacilusk2857
    @stacilusk2857 3 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    I lost my momma when I was 21 and I’m now 30. It doesn’t matter how old you are you always need your mom. I’m so sorry for your loss. I know when it’s sudden and quick like that it just puts you in shock and the hurt comes in waves. I’m praying for you and your family. 💜

  • @erynstunner
    @erynstunner 3 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    I’m so sorry for your loss 🥺 My dad is currently fighting for his life in the COVID ICU. I am praying for you and family during this time. My whole world has been torn apart during this time. I keep praying my dad can beat this and get off his ventilator. 🙏🏼

    • @anne-martejakobsen9700
      @anne-martejakobsen9700 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I hope your dad gets better soon! So much love to you, him and your other loved ones!

    • @chelsealangford8206
      @chelsealangford8206 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      sending so much love your way

    • @meleegarcia9051
      @meleegarcia9051 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry your going thru this, I know all too well how you feel! My mom is currently in the ICU fighting for her life too from covid pneumonia! I'm so sick & devastated over this! Im hoping & praying my mom pulls through! 😓 I'm hoping & praying the same for your dad! 🙏

    • @mrsaleksandra2481
      @mrsaleksandra2481 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hope your dad gets better soon!

    • @mindycouste4728
      @mindycouste4728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My thoughts are with you! 🙏❤

  • @joleneallen403
    @joleneallen403 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    I lost my mom this past September, she literally passed away from a broken heart. My step-dad had passed shortly before she did. For the longest time, it just didn't feel real. There have been so many times I just wanted to pick up the phone to call her and literally had to stop myself because there are still days I can't believe she's gone. I'm so sorry for your loss and you're in my prayers ❤

    • @aliciadeadlydaisy7543
      @aliciadeadlydaisy7543 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm very sorry for your loss, your mom is with you in spirit and I'm sure she's beyond proud of you ❤️

    • @vanityplates3125
      @vanityplates3125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I am so sorry for your losses. ❤

    • @joleneallen403
      @joleneallen403 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aliciadeadlydaisy7543 Thank you ❤

    • @joleneallen403
      @joleneallen403 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@vanityplates3125 Thank you ❤

  • @valeriesalazar1656
    @valeriesalazar1656 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I lost my best friend, grandfather to Covid as well, just this year on January 2nd. he was only 60 years old and always filled of joy and must I say my world has been filled upside down. covid sucks and the reality we live in now is horrible. I pray that you one day in the future find peace and remember that you are allowed to grieve however you feel is right. take all the time you need babe. it’s not easy ☹️

  • @catandthemouse9996
    @catandthemouse9996 3 ปีที่แล้ว +222

    When my daughter passed away, I had to keep busy too. But don’t let the mourning phase pass by. Work through it. I know you can. I’m so glad she saw you succeed in life personally & professionally. ❤️💔

    • @anittaa5039
      @anittaa5039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I’m so sorry for your lost 🙏🏽

  • @tresabarbour9623
    @tresabarbour9623 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    “Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.”
    - Matthew 5:4
    My heart aches for you. The pain you are feeling can be unbearable at times. I pray that you will find comfort & peace in the wonderful memories you have of your mom. I’ve lost several close family members over the past year as well, from COVID & other illnesses. I most recently lost my father very unexpectedly so I know all too well the pain you are going through.

    • @biancastel6649
      @biancastel6649 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      So sorry for your loss Tresa❤️

    • @Melanie-12904
      @Melanie-12904 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      So sorry for your loss!♥️

  • @tonyahooker5839
    @tonyahooker5839 3 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    I just lost my dad to COVID Monday before last and it was sudden. It hasn't hit me yet. I can't seem to get rid of the sadness. You are not alone. I understand 🙏🙏💜

    • @dazeywearsandiego4336
      @dazeywearsandiego4336 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m sorry Tonya! You’ll get thru this! ❤️❤️ sending you positive vibes! ❤️

    • @jinnyweaver
      @jinnyweaver 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I am so sorry for your devastating loss

    • @saranyasevda1412
      @saranyasevda1412 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i'm so sorry for your loss. deepest condolences

    • @Dragonflyathena
      @Dragonflyathena 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Love and condolences- I have lived this pain and open my heart and prayers to you. ♥️

    • @jennykathe5789
      @jennykathe5789 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So much love to you and your family ❤️

  • @natalielathrop9728
    @natalielathrop9728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I lost my momma too. It brought a wave of emotions to watch this video. That’s my share for you. It comes in waves. Just take it knowing that God, your family, and friends won’t let you drown.

  • @tskufner
    @tskufner 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Heartbreaking, Covid doesn’t seem real until it hits your family like this. Sorry for your loss Laura ❤️

  • @BlissfulBrii
    @BlissfulBrii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +182

    I’m so very sorry Thinking of you Laura♥️ in my prayers🙏🏻

  • @christineemory528
    @christineemory528 3 ปีที่แล้ว +278

    When my mom passed, I found comfort in a song..."Supermarket Flowers" by Ed Sheeran. Trust me on this one. So sorry for your loss.

    • @alyg4948
      @alyg4948 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      This song makes me cry every single time

    • @catssssssssssssssssss487
      @catssssssssssssssssss487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry about your mother

  • @gianellafrazier1847
    @gianellafrazier1847 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ve cried so much during this video. I still have my beautiful mother and I don’t know what I would do without her. You are so so strong. I’ll keep you and your family in my prayers. Praying for love and healing. Love you tons. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @meliena15
    @meliena15 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    Ugh, literally cried my eyes out. I’ve lost many family members last year as well. Im sorry for your loss!!

    • @makaylalynne5800
      @makaylalynne5800 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry hun, I lost my uncle not even a week before Christmas and my aunt in October this last year has been hell

  • @marvyn
    @marvyn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    sending you and your family so much love & strength❤️

  • @stephaniedishman6750
    @stephaniedishman6750 3 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    My mom died suddenly this morning and this video really helped me knowing I’m not alone

  • @mikaladyman1226
    @mikaladyman1226 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I am SOBBING 😭😭😭 I am so sorry and sending you so much love ❤❤ I totally understand how that feels! 12 years ago on new years day my mom committed suicide. I'm so glad you are taking the steps to process your grief ❤ WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!

    • @aliciadeadlydaisy7543
      @aliciadeadlydaisy7543 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am so sorry your mother felt that was her only option, and unfortunately left you to handle the pain she felt 🥺💔... I'm sure that was not her intention at all, rather she wanted to END the pain.. may she rest in peace and God bless you and help you stay strong 🙏♥️

  • @dustindailey
    @dustindailey 3 ปีที่แล้ว +556

    i’m so sorry Laura 💚

    • @anamariagarcia6590
      @anamariagarcia6590 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My condolences

    • @theeluannesantos
      @theeluannesantos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Love you Dustin 💕 This comment is so sweet.

    • @oshifish2
      @oshifish2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I know you went through such pain recently with family as well. Love and healing for both your families. xo

  • @yenicaarmas1266
    @yenicaarmas1266 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    I cried throught this video I couldn’t imagine life without my mom and dad... I’m sorry Laura for you’re lost my thought and prayer goes to you and you’re family.🥺🙏🏼heaven just gain a angel .

  • @LoveMelisaMichelle
    @LoveMelisaMichelle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    My heart. I’m so sorry for your loss Laura. Sending you so much love and light and pray you have strength for those tough moments. God bless you and your family. 💔❤️❤️

  • @jsolworld
    @jsolworld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thinking of you! I understand EVERYTHING you’re going through. Take it day by day....meal by meal! You’re an extension of your mum so she will forever be here ❤️🙏🏾

  • @alexandriapeneyra640
    @alexandriapeneyra640 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    It was so incredibly brave of you to come out and talk about this huge loss. I’m so sorry for your loss and I pray you find strength and peace during this very tough time 🙏🏼❤️

  • @saranyasevda1412
    @saranyasevda1412 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    *i can't even imagine my life without mom in it. i'm so sorry for your loss. it will get better eventually with time. take a break from social media and give time to yourself and your family. it'll help the most. hope you get better soon*

  • @stephaniesaslut12616
    @stephaniesaslut12616 3 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    Omg I literally just watched the video of when u and your mom went shopping and did yalls makeup together. I am so sorry. I lost my husband recently at the age of 27 and we have 2 small kids so girl I can 100% relate. I am so sorry Laura for real. No bullshit. Reach out if u need someone to cry with.

    • @realpilBMF
      @realpilBMF 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Please accept my condolences

    • @michellegeorge6448
      @michellegeorge6448 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry for your loss as well. Heart breaking to hear.

    • @cammiaustin4232
      @cammiaustin4232 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss, you and your babies are in my prayers

  • @callivillanueva4693
    @callivillanueva4693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 7 years ago. It doesn't get easier but you learn to take time for the grief. Just remember that whatever you think she needed to know, she already knew ❤

  • @desibustillos9942
    @desibustillos9942 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    You’re living every child’s biggest fear. I’m so incredibly sorry. My heart is broken for you. You’re in my prayers. 💔♥️

  • @vloggingblonde
    @vloggingblonde 3 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    I lost my Mom as well & there are no words to explain the pain. I am so sorry!

    • @jenniemudge
      @jenniemudge 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry

    • @ilovesafa
      @ilovesafa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I am so sorry..

    • @sandimasmama823
      @sandimasmama823 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So sorry to you too. ❤️

    • @aliciasummers5048
      @aliciasummers5048 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm so sorry for your loss.

    • @lilyw9324
      @lilyw9324 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @KaraCorey
    @KaraCorey 3 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    I'm so sorry Laura 🙏

  • @ohmygabba
    @ohmygabba 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I lost my mom in October, and it was so sudden too, so your video literally made me cry. Thank you for sharing. ❣️ sending you much love ❤️

  • @Deeeebrawr
    @Deeeebrawr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    My heart aches for you. I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending my deepest condolences to you and yours. May your Momma R.I.P.

  • @AshJackson
    @AshJackson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +226

    I’m so so sorry for your loss. What an awful tragedy this last year has been.

  • @AtliDilan
    @AtliDilan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    I just lost my father 6 weeks ago and i’m still strugling with the loss.. Sending you so much love Laura 🙏🏼🤍

    • @maritza2338
      @maritza2338 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stay strong beautiful ❤️

    • @xTville1
      @xTville1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sending ❤️

    • @AtliDilan
      @AtliDilan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@maritza2338 so sweet, thankyou so much 🙏🏼

    • @AtliDilan
      @AtliDilan 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@xTville1 thankyou 🙏🏼🤍

  • @megancund9515
    @megancund9515 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hey Laura, I'm so sorry hearing about your beautiful mother, I also too lost my mom in January just gone due to her illness, it took her unexpectedly & fast, I miss her too dearly. I'm sending all my love & strength to you right now, she would be very proud of you!!!! Hugs & kisses xxx