My name and nonbinary issues [4.5 months on T]

Gendered names, passing as binary. Feeling conflicted about trying to change social structures and just wanting to live my life.
About me: I'm a nonbinary trans FTM-ish POC documenting my experiences and the latest transition in my life: HRT.
Check out my blog at / loveisvulnerability
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When I changed my name I felt I needed one that was nonbinary-y? So it doesn't make me feel uncomfortable because to me it doesn't have a gender, so that way I wouldn't be read as either. You should find a name that you feel doesn't fit with either gender, so neither female or male. c: