NOTHING MAKES ME HAPPY | sad multifandom
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 10 มิ.ย. 2023
- "...Why are we trying to be okay and normal on the outside when there is a nuclear holocaust happening on the inside?..."
▸ Doctor Who, Bridgerton, Queen Charlotte. A Bridgerton Story, Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D., The Vampire Diaries, Teen Wolf, Sherlock, Avengers, Endgame, 9-1-1, The Walking Dead, The Cry, The 100, Spider-Man, Spider-Man: No Way Home, WandaVision, Black Widow, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier, Cruella, The Alienist, 12 Monkeys, Ted Lasso, The Crown, The Sandman, Sorry for Your Loss, The Partys Just Beginning, Killing Eve, Torchwood, The Serpent, Euphoria, Ginny and Georgia, Supernatural, Dare Me, Broadchurch, Doom Patrol, Fear the Walking Dead, Seberg, Modern Love, Shadow and Bone, Nevertheless, Shepherd, Shameless, Marvels Jessica Jones, Brassic, Wednesday, 9-1-1, Riverdale, One Tree Hill, The Hunger Games, Mockingjay, The Punisher, House of the Dragon
▸ Song: • Emotional Neoclassical...
• The World Before 70 Bp...
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This is really powerful. So full of rage and grief and perseverance in the face of endless violence and sadness. I hope peace will come back to you soon.
Dont fool yourself, it never gets any better just as you think its getting better its there face to face with you to knock you dont again. You cant run, you cant hide and you will never leave it behind it is apart of you. I have nomore tears to cry for those who i hurt let alone the ones that hurt me. For soo long i tried to distract myself but even after all the smiles and laughs its there with you. I kept everything bottled up for so long cause i was showed that noone cared and its never a good thing isolating yourself. Eventually it took its toll and i lost control, doctors said I should of died and was lucky to be alive, i thought that was a sign for me to live a sign that good things will come and even after almost 21 years of fighting my own thoughts no good has come. Im here struggling for my life everyday after i come out of hospital. Hoping and praying, changing my daily activities and the people i was around. Nothing Changed I'm still here in the same room with the same thoughts. You can only do so much with the cards your delt. Nothing more than a sad reality.
Wow, this is absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking.
It's hard especially when ur not happy anymore but that's all u want to ever fucking be but u can't but ur trying so hard to be happy keep trying I believe we will eventually be there and be happy for once
I only know half of the shows on here, but the impact of this video comes directly from you. I can’t imagine what every day feels like to you 😓
Your edits are always amazing, but this one triggered the most emotion out of me. It hurts even more when it hits that this is only a fraction of what you must be feeling.
such a powerful, impactful and meaningful video. really made me so very emotional watching this dear...so beautiful and touching 😭❤️
...this is a work of art.
I need to sit with this a minute.
This edit is amazing really powerful, I love it!!
Thank you so much!
I love your multi videos! Subbed😊
This was my life for a while. It was rough and have those nightmares. I numb my self not feeling much anything. I learn to live with it. Not feeling joy or happiness. But also no pain and sadness. Now i cherish any emotion even the pain and sadness. I weep but not with anger or hopelessness, but nostalgia.
As in the watchmen movie the silk spektre mother said. Every day the future look little bit darker. But the past, even the grimy parts of it, keep on getting brighter.
I've watched this several times. Its true, people loose hope in life, they stop trying, people are sad. I'm people who have decided to stop trying, I've tried more than ten times n it always gets worse, sadder.
There's no one I can share this with that will get it.. so.. keep it inside..
I truly hope this dictator will pay one day
Every time there is a pain in my heart... I don't even know how to get rid of it... It hurts so bad... I just want to cry sometimes but I can't😢😢
It hurts so badly
Nothing makes sense
I'm okay but broken inside
Everything is falling apart and I can't fix them
I'm downing
You don't understand you don't you know
My pain 😭😭😭
😢
Really impacting edit. I can feel that this is coming directly from your personal experience in Ukraine. I can’t imagine how impossible it must all feel, but this edit gives a window into that horror and you’ve shown it beautifully. I’m so sorry this is happening
Thank you!!! I am very grateful for your support!
Nothing makes me happy!! This video says EVERYTHING!!
May peace return to your life. It is awful what is happening in Ukraine, and I'm glad you can use this as somewhat of an outlet. As I've said before, my prayers go out to you and everyone affected by the war.
"does it matter if I don't finish this work the worst has already happened"
It sucks because I’m always left alone have no friends too talk too family ditched me nothing makes me happy anymore and I’m okay with that I accepted my fate of feeling alone and not good enough
You are good enough.
Hate This lonliness 😞
Life is lot of things but fair is not one of them
Everytime I wake up I remember all over again 😔😒
Awe this one got me. 😔
Beautiful
Thank you!
So my dam life! Exactly to the point!
Great video
Me waiting a treatment since 22 years old.
My life is literally pain 🫠
💔💔😢 В цьому відео всі ми... Боляче, важко..
0:38 I feel that...I recently lost my pet, I miss her so much, she left the same day as my beloved grandfather I love them so much🥀many bad things have happened and feel sad and empty😢I am sorry for what you are living in Ukraine I wish all these evils would stop and the God would make this world a better place...
6 months the feeling is the same drowning in sadness crying every time you are alone for those souls that will never come back again I hurt so much this why life is like that 😢 I hate this so much 5:20
Represents distress well💥
We all have our breaking point 😔
"knocking sense of pointlessness.. what's the point?"
This was amazing, even not knowing so many of the shows. It made me tear up. My favorite since "I live in the world you leave behind."
I'm trying to find the names of shows from some of the clips to watch them, if anyone's willing to help:
0:05 - Jenna Coleman
0:54 - Colorful eyeliner
1:21 - Same show as 0:05 ?
2:49 - "I dont know whats going on"
3:04 - Red headed girl in school
3:21 - David Tennant
3:30 - Jodie Whitaker
"Colorful eyeliner" is "euphoria" I think. "I don't know what's going on" could be "Ted Lasso". "Redheaded girl in school" is "stranger things (season 4). "David Tennant" and "Jodie Whitaker" are both "Broadchurch".
@@CopCat Thank you so much
Maybe a little too late but Jenna Coleman is from The Sandman, i think. Amazing TV show on Netflix
@@MishQa6 Thank you!
5:16? Which scene is the ending phrase about life happening?
I have been alone since I was 18. I never really fit in anywhere. 😟
Inchallah
wow..
Most days I feel nothing... nothing makes me happy
0:36 when i see you.... thats what makes happy
Це відео чудово відображає стан всіх українців💔 Як завжди прекрасна робота👏🏻
Дякую!
Where are you located?
@@mijosum Kyiv
@@MargaritaLife why men can't go outside the Ukraine? Why are govt doing this if someone is not fighting in war? .any news when they can leave and go Europe. Men
@@mijosum Because we have a war in the country. Men, as well as some women, are obliged to serve in the military. I'm a woman and I'm not going anywhere, just like the men in my family.
I MUST REMEMBER:
Resistance to ANYTHING strengthens its hold over me.
Radical acceptance requires tremendous strength,
and faith the size of a mustard seed!
Please please please, Lord, let me die.
I desperately want to die.
I'm in hell with no escape.
Constant and consistent panic attacks.
I'm terrified and all alone.
I desperately want to die.
I'm constantly in a state of paralyzed frozen trauma.
I wish only for death.
My soul is raped.
REMINDER TO SELF:
You're not crying about HIM, you sweet fool!
You've been crying about what you thought was real with him,
only to now discover... It was actually fake AS FUCK!
IT WAS ALL A WHOLE DAMN ILLUSION!
Trauma bonds are real.
I HAVE SEVERE PTSD.
The man whom I thought was my best friend,
he gave me this PTSD...
I want to die.
I beg to die.
My entire life is hell.
Just suffering.
The man whom I thought was my best friend...
He raped my soul.
My soul is anguished and tormented and raped,
I am so so so traumatized.
He fucked me up. Ruined me. Destroyed me.
Raped my soul; shattered my heart; fucked my mind.
I am debilitated from the trauma.
Paralyzed frozen. Living in constant terror and panic.
I DIE INSIDE.
THE PAIN IS UNCEASING AND UNBEARABLE.
I LIVE IN A STATE OF PERPETUAL TRAUMA AND PANIC.
He betrayed and abandoned me,
discarded me like garbage!!!
(HOW THE FUCK COULD HE?)
Replaced me for another.
* An important thing:
people (such as I) who had a difficult/traumatic childhood,
especially those who never had their emotional needs met (like me),
are prone to limerance. The reason is because we were always prone to imagining
a parallel reality, a whole world of fantasies we could escape to...
Fantasies have always been a safer world for us than the real one,
so our mind is already used to this dynamic (it's basically like 'muscle memory').
When something triggers this dynamic, it's like opening a portal
to our safe fantasy world, and as destructive as it is, we are used to actually loving it... *
ANOTHER REMINDER TO SELF:
This was a karmic friendship,
meant to be there for a limited time (17-months-ish)
to teach you, about yourself!
About boundaries, about self-love,
about self-respect, about self-worth, etc...
About a whole plethora of magical, juicy, alchemical things!
The universe, God, your guides, your ancestors, are pushing you, lovingly,
in the right direction: into your own magnificent powerful magical freedom!
When you let go. The universe will catch you. It’s talking to you.
Let go of everything and trust the universe. It’s within you. ✨💫
NOTE TO MY TWIN FLAME:
Dearest twin flame, I’m working on myself,
I am being 100% healed, on every level, in every way.
This is my purification process. I am doing this for me, for you, for us.
I’m proud of myself, and I’m getting ready for you.
I love you.
AFFIRMING:
- I am divine
- I am sacred
- I am radically honest
- I am radically free
- I am radically changed, in all the healthiest ways (180)
- I am a warrior
- I am an angel
- I am light
- I am love
- I am one with the eternal
- I am one with my twin flame
- I am protected
- I am strong
- I am beautiful
- I am royalty; daughter of the most high king
- I am multidimensional
- I am grateful
- I am abundantly blessed
- I am brave
- I am creative
- I am resilient
- I am ambitious
- I am a healer
- I make the world a better place
- The world makes me a better woman
The desire of my heart is to be in Jesus' presence and love, always, in all ways.
I am a vessel for God to bless, so that I, in turn, can be a blessing to others.💖
I invite you, Holy Spirit!
I welcome you, Holy Spirit!
I trust you, Holy Spirit!
I need you, Holy Spirit!
I love you, Holy Spirit!
Help me, Holy Spirit!
what’s the show at 1:18? awesome edit btw
Doesn’t even matter now…. We are all here to feel sadder. These videos make too much sense to us.. only problem is we use it to get more upset. Why.??? Why do we want to feel more worse than we already are….? Because movie scenes relate? Is that really all we have? Yeah I don’t want to be here.
It is good to cry sometimes it’s better than feeling nothing.
from where is the clip at 1:41?
Sad reality 😢bad live😪
Name of the movies?
Çok karışığım. Ne iyim ne de kötüyüm
I am in denial then shocked and numb then pain I feel emotionally exhausted my sexual assault wasn’t my fault I didn’t ask for it. I relieving my past in my childhood trauma that I got ptsd from. When will this feeling of dying inside stop!
I have been abused in the past everyday is such a hell everyday i wish i could die im alone no job
Don’t give up……..x
4:31 What episode of Sherlock is that?
i’m not sure if i’m right but i think s2 ep 2 ?? idk tho
@@jiminpov Thanks anyway!
🏞️🎆🌄🌅🌌 dreams no nightmares
What is 2:08
Matio kono toh.
And 2:37
marvels jessica jones
Im not happy
.
0:41
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Of all of these your daily existence in Ukraine is much much worse. 💔 🙏 I pray this war ends soon.
Someone’s suck sucking worse doesn’t make your suck not suck. Ukraine is only the beginning.
My wife, who was born in Ukraine, just traveled back there to join a group of volunteer medics.
She arrived in lviv 3 days ago and is going to the "front lines" tomorrow morning (she should be waking up around right now actually. Prob in 30 min). I'm waiting up to video chat with her while she gets ready to leave. It feels like she just went to bed lol we were on the phone only 4hours ago. She doesn't sleep that much at home either lol but I wish she would have gone to bed earlier. It was fun though because the kids love the video chat thing and seeing another country. Bur I won't hear from her for a while after tonight. So Idk lol I'm just typing because I saw yr comment
I pray your war ends and your happiness and joy returns! U are loved!!
@@nocturnalsingularity3138 I'll be praying for her safety and safe return, I'm so sorry for this tragedy y out are experiencing!
Even worst is Palestine 🇵🇸
What is that Elizabeth Olsen clip from? Not talking about Wandavision
Sorry for your loss
I was yesterday faired .noone is going to hire me