I love you both so much. Reliving these moments with you retelling them is such an emotional journey. I was trying to do my makeup while listening and those damn tears were just not helping.
Love you too! It was strangely the most terrifyingly calm I've ever been. I was so scared, but at peace. The feeling of dying will probably never leave my psyche, my memories, or my PTSD, but the feeling of being alive is so much more real than it's ever been. I'm now hyper-sensitive to all my emotions and my senses. Oh, and I cry a lot. Happy tears mostly, but my youngest occasionally asks, "Are those happy tears or sad tears today?" I saw an awesome quote “A man has two lives. The first one starts when he is born, the second life starts when he realizes he has only one.”
I love you both so much. Reliving these moments with you retelling them is such an emotional journey. I was trying to do my makeup while listening and those damn tears were just not helping.
Love you too! It was strangely the most terrifyingly calm I've ever been. I was so scared, but at peace. The feeling of dying will probably never leave my psyche, my memories, or my PTSD, but the feeling of being alive is so much more real than it's ever been. I'm now hyper-sensitive to all my emotions and my senses. Oh, and I cry a lot. Happy tears mostly, but my youngest occasionally asks, "Are those happy tears or sad tears today?" I saw an awesome quote “A man has two lives. The first one starts when he is born, the second life starts when he realizes he has only one.”