To answer your questions; 1. We're left with only fond memories of you, your laughter and your smiles, and your inspiring words, and all the good things about you. 2. No, you were really kind and attentive, and how very sweet. 3. We're left with good memories too, dont worry. I'm so sorry sweetheart that you had to leave this way. I hope you knew you were loved :(
Love couldn't save him. The depression had set it way too deep to be flicked off. Let's keep remembering his charisma and his contagious laughs. He wouldn't want us to be sad and cry when we think of him. We should send him off with smiles and wish him to be at peace. You did well Kim Jonghyun. May you rest in paradise our Bling Bling Jonghyun🥀❤️
Why a person had to left was him.. Can't he come back... New baby blinger are very curious to know him more.. He loooked like very kind and pure heart guy His smile his music 😣.. I missed him so much
@@khusha3950 you are rigth, this is the type of person when is magical, sweet, incredible If only someone I would have helped him whit the depression everything would be different 😔😔😔
I keep coming back... What hits me hard is " *inside my delusion, inside my head you were happy... You're still struggling* " Thats exactly how I feel, how us shawols feel. There was no way we could've seen this. Even though his songs were quite transparent. We just saw it as ...just lyrics. Artists write songs about love and breakups even though they've never encountered those things. Never really catching on that thats Jjong, thats how hes feeling... and it breaks me that we couldnt help him as fans. We love him and support him but theres nothing that we as fans could really do... I'm so..so sorry Bling. You did well.
*_Kim Jonghyun,_* *_one day I will see you and visit you and tell you all the things that have happened while you were up in the sky with the stars, I will tell you about my troubles. And I will tell you how you helped me even though you were never there. you are my everything. no one will replace you and you've taught my young self so much. how do I explain my sorrow from you leaving but my amount of thanks I could give you from teaching me about the cruel world? I will visit you, I will see you one day. We all have that day._*
I’d really like to do the same. To tell him it’s over and his pain wasn’t for nothing. He was born to smile, delight our ears, and warm our hearts. If he can’t do it here then maybe somewhere else. It’ll take some time, but wait for us. So, sleep tight, Jonghyun.
Your words make me cry. I feel the same I'm gonna tell everything to him . I can't even wait for that moment 😭 even though I can't meet him in the real life I'm gonna meet him in the sky
You were my bias wrecker.. it’s so sad that you’ve passed away.. ALL YOUR FANS ARE CRYING OVER YOU AND MISSING YOU!! Even though this won’t reach you, everyone wishes you were alive right now.... jesus I’m tearing up. My friend stayed up till 4 am reading articles and crying because you were the first kpop group that she got into.. she misses you to.. we all do.. I've posted so much stuff dedicated to Jonghyun, well never forget you. (#RosesforJonghyun)
I really hope your friend is okay. I am a person who does not cry much and I am not a fan of Shinee, but I have been crying everyday since I heard what happened and I cant, I dont want to imagine what Shawols are going through. I pray for all of you, to be able to get through this and to stay strong...
We are all your friend.. cause i can't believe it or stop crying TT my first kpop bias 2009-2017 just when I turned 30... I didn't wanted this year to end like this JongHyun TT but it's fine I pray you are finally happy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹😭 SHINee was the third Kpop Group I started to listen to when I started to listen to K-Pop. Minho was my bias but Jonghyun along Taemin were my bias wreckers. Every time I listen to a SHINee song and I hear Jonghyuns voice I tear up... I idolized him so much. I heard he was going through depression and I saw how he still smiled everyday and how he was coping with it.. it brought back a lot of feelings for me and when I heard he passed away it took me two days to realize it and the third day was the rough one because it set in when I saw his band members carrying his casket... My heart aches for him and if I could rewind anything, I would do it a month before he passed away so I could fly to Korea and just hug him.. let him know that even though he is struggling now, it will get better. He was an inspiration to me and still is an inspiration to me.. I’m crying just typing this comment up... I hope he rests in peace and I hope he flies high.. You did well Jonghyun....💔
I feel like he always writes songs from my point of view. And this song is everything I want to say to you today. Don't hurt anymore. You've fought and worked so hard. Please rest well.
I'll always remember him... his voice touched the hearts of so many people around the world. His songs bring a kind of melancholy and emotion that nobody else can muster. Jonghyun, dearest Kim Jonghyun, we will miss you so much.
Suicide isn't something that you can just ignore. When your brothers or sisters or friends or colleagues or even your annoying neighbours mention that they're having those suicidal thoughts or showing symptoms of attempting to suicide, do take actions! Know what's wrong with them. Know what they're going through with in their lives. Know what they're facing with. Don't just think that they'll always be ok. Cuz deep inside, they're fighting hard with themselves for their own lives. So, do pay attention. Help them however we could. Save them however possible. Before everything's too late for them and for us. #RIPJonghyun #RIPKimJonghyun #shinee
We lost someone very special to us condolences to him and his family and friends. We sorry we couldn't help you in time.You had so many fans around the world watching you and your group yo do such a beautiful things with your 🎶 music. We will miss your lovely smile. You gave us so much love with your song's. RIP
Yeh sometimes they have to know how to settle their problem but at this state I don't think he can solve it by himself (sorry for saying this...I hope when he was alive,even tho I'm late)see anike Naruto,he keep struggle until the end,even tho he lost his loved ones he's still smiling,everyone have to do like that too but maybe it's hard for Jonghyun to do that
Even if we noticed u don't think we would have been able to do much, his pain was so deep and his brain was already taken over with the pain that there was nothing we could have done except tell him how much we love him.
the proof of his suffering is in his lyrics and every time he talked about his mental health. mental health should be a priority if not THE priority of kpop idols. emotional and mental suffering is different to physical suffering but should be taken just as seriously. he will be remembered. he made his mark on this world, he really did. sleep well, sweet prince ✨💔
This sounds like a song to the shawols, it's like he's apologizing for making them sad because now they will remember their time together sadly (because he's gone) but he will remember it happily (because it happened) and its calling himself a selfish for that. I'm sorry.
And at the end of the song he sings "I'm sorry. I'm fine now. I'm sorry" He may be apologizing for making us suffer cause he's not suffering anymore 🙏😥😢
Why did he have to go.........? 😢😢😭 This song is definitely showing him expressing how he really feels about himself...... Why should he be sorry? WE should be the ones who are sorry for not protecting him....
Andrea Tran: Sorry this is late but i really agree on that. Also I have a sad story hopefully someone would read. My neise got me into this kpop and kdrama thing and soon i became obsessed with it so i discovered bts, got7, and seventeen etc. And just about 3 weeks ago I found out about SHINee and i saw jonghyun and thought he was gorgeous so i clicked on the video and i was like "oh i have a new bias/bias wrecker. So a few days after i was sreaching up his name to find his ideal girl and then my smile frowned because i saw "jonghyuns funeral" so i clicked on it cuz i thought it was some type of rumors like people always spread and 10 seconds into the video i started crying out of fear, sadness, depression, and anger. I had never went through something like this ( any celebrity or in this case kpop idol being dead ) So as the days went by i had started to search up more about it, everytime i cried, i mean....who wouldn't. And i still am. So ive gotten to this point now and im still solving it because it had to be more than just depression because he had never told what was going on in his life. Correct me if im wrong. I never believed it until i found another video about the funeral and saw some of the members crying. My heart literally dropped and ever since that I have been suffering with depression. But now i will stay strong for jonghyun. Im now searching his songs and finding out that he had been putting his feeling not only on the radio but also in his songs. And seeing this makes me feel like its my fault. Bit actually its all of our faults (fans) because he asked fof help in his songs, on the radio, and even talked about it. So the blame is on us. I feel bad i didn't know about this sooner or i would have been able to do something😢😭 Anyways thats not all i have to say but this comment is too long. Again i am so sorry this comment is long but hopefully someone can relate P.S. SHINee was the most loved group and still is to me ❤
Mae Vasilo no worries, it's never too late. I've listened to Shinee's music when I was younger, but it was their old songs. But when I listened to this solo song by Jonghyun, I grew to appreciate this song a lot more because he's expressing how he really feels through this song.. I really hope you'll feel better soon and get through your depression..
i come here often to just read the comments on this and read the beautiful lyrics of our beloved jonghyun. i hope everyone knows that it's okay to miss him. whether you found him years ago or recently became a fan of him. i also hope you all remember him for the lovely, kind, talented, and wonderful person he was and always will be. jonghyun touched our lives in a way that i don't think anyone else ever will. through us, i believe he will live for a very long time. to shawols (and non shawols) you are doing good. no matter how you grieve, how long you grieve, you are doing good. jonghyun loves you and is proud of you. and i like to believe that wherever he is now, he's doing just fine. he is in a place that is warm and always bright. he found his eternal spring. and in our next lives, i hope we all find each other again.
Your comment touched me deep down and brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for the lovely message. Let's all remember our beloved Jonghyun for the lovely and talented artist that he was. May you be at peace where you are our beloved Bling Bling.
I’ll miss you, your lyrics meant the world to me and others. Jonghyun is and will always be my reason to stand strong. SHINee and stand with you now and forever.
“a happy memory only to me until the end” it really hurts to think that what he went through in the end was the complete opposite. his last days were not happy days. no happy memories. i just want all of us, all shawols, to remember him as a happy memory, until the end. remember jonghyun as the talented, shining star he is. please.
OMOMOMOMOMO~ I can hear him crying!! (or am i just delusional?) ehhh! Jonghyun, this song is so sad!!! I gave the link to my best friend who i turned away (a guy) and told him that i really left him just because i was scared (personal problems) and we cried together c': turns out things went good for us!!
wow! you were one of the few people who noticed long way back. Glad he helped you in some way. Too bad he's gone now. May he find the peace and joy he's missing. 😔❣
To be honest now that I am listening to this again with the lyrics full in mind.... I relate so much... certain lines... make me tear up. Especially those talking about the indifference (which in this case was me as a fan...) and being delusional thinking I was happy and that Jonghyun was happy even though he was struggling... the lyrics saying I was bad, I was awful... with my selfish ways.... it's the feeling most people are currently feeling (myself included). Not to mention that I have been a fan of SHINee since 2013 or 2014... I listened to Jonghyun solo along with some of Taemin solo work. I liked Jjong's music and obviously listened to his songs (sadly I could never afford to pay for them to show my support to SHINee overall). There's also that line that says "A happy memory only to me until the end".... this line to me gives me that train of thought "I always watched you, I watch your happy moments (a lot) more than the moments when you needed help (sad moments/interviews of his)...." Also the last 2 minutes where he is saying Don't go, don't leave, to you in my forgotten memories.... this is hitting too close for comfort right now... for me.. I am mourning but in a way I also moved on... it's like er.. I know he's gone and I accepted it but at the same time I don't want to but I know that when and IF SHINee decided to do a comeback(no matter what they decide, I will wait)... and seeing that empty space I won't be able to deny it any longer. 4 in my eyes, 5 in my heart... So I pretend not to see things and go back to stan other groups I listen to but since I had so much shinee videos... my recommendations are SHINee and Jonghyun related and that keeps bringing back my self denial up again and while I smile at them being dorks... my eyes keep going to Jonghyun on the videos and my heart aches.... "You know I'll collapse like this".... this just brings back my thought of how I am most likely going to cry if I see SHINee with Jonghyun missing... again... won't be able to deny he is in heaven now... "Sorry... I'm sorry... I'll still apologize irresponsibly" (it is the least I can do now)... "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm fine now..." (Jjong... yes.. you are fine now. Our angel... you are in better place now) "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... I am sorry... I'm sorry..." (If this was you apologizing to the fans Jjong... you don't have to... it's us who are asking for forgiveness.... I'm sorry I couldn't be there to support you Jjong) ;-; And man am I ranting... I'll just leave now. Gonna keep playing his songs...
While I’m hearing this song I was thinking of how beautiful and incredible he was. I going to miss him so much. I 🖤 BlingBling. Sleep in peace. Bye forever
"I'm fine". That part almost broke me. I know you're better, you're in a place where there's no pain, and I hope you can rest peacefully there. Well miss you, a lot, but is okay. You don't have to apologize, you don't have to feel guilty, Jonghyun. All we want is for you to have a painless eternity.
I used to listen to this song whenever I'm sad or depressed whenever i hear i feel better je made his fans feel better with his songs but his fans couldn't make him feel better he was depressed, sad and lost and we didn't do anything for him we jusr kept asking him for making more songs we were so selfish I know it's too late now for apologizing I know that he won't be able to see our apologies any more I know.. but we're so sorry we let you down we didn't notice ur pain we didn't do anything for you we're sorry mianhae.. rest in peace my first love
I’m not really a fan of kpop,might listen to songs sometimes but this song… I found this song when news about his suicide were spreading all around the world.I accidentally clicked on the video and when I heard the notes my soul fell in love with this song.For almost 4-5 years it helps me when I’m in my lowest times.Thank you for creating it,Jonghyun.
This is probably how his members feel right now and I can't even begin to imagine how hard it is on them. For Jonghyun, I wish everyone listened when you were screaming for help. I hope you're resting well now and are able to breathe peacefully. You truly deserved nothing but happiness.
You guys....this a song to us and everyone he loves...listen closely ....if we’re hurting he’s apologizing...he’s saying he’s fine now ...he only has good memories...he’s okay ❤️
How is he ever write songs so intensify, and sentimental songs... sometimes i think; Did he feel like that?, really he have a sad and complicate life like this?, did he feels wrong in the actions that he tooks?, is he feels so bad like that?, im so sad by this... i feel bad for him... but If we have the chance for hear his songs, we should support him until the end, cuz is the least that we can do for him... i just cry Just for think the way that he feels... Thanx gurl for the trans, thank you so much,
Actually he had a quite sad chilhood, he doens't like to talk about it, but he gets really emotional when he remembers it. Jonghyun is very emotional, tbh... I think he feels everything with intensity
JONGHYUN was a person with a big heart, and his feelings mattered, all he wanted was to be appreciated and told he did well, from Kyera Jonghyun you did well and I love you
Dear Jonghyun, it's been already 4 years since you have left. You know, I am still thinking about you. At times the thought of you crosses my mind and I let the tears flow, because it isn't fair, it isn't fair. You were so young, talented, kind, loving, you had such a good heart that is impossible to forget. This world has done you wrong, dear angel. I am sorry, so incredibly sorry. You shine bright, you live in the hearts of many, you are so sincerely loved. I hope you know that
It feels like this song is for when he's in the afterlife Saying he's okay now because he did everything and not being a nuisance to others and he doesn't feel any pain anymore and it's fine Saying don't leave as in he doesn't want any of us to leave just because he did
To me this seems like an apology to everyone he left behind. He's fine now, in no more pain, but everyone he loved are now suffering. It's okay jjong, we'll get through this
I feel like I'm dreaming. I can't wrap my head around the fact that he's gone. He will forever be in my memories and I will always love him and his music. Fly high Jonghyun.
Two years have passed, I still can't forget about you, many hearts are aching for you, I really hope you're okay up there. I love you and miss you alot.
I feel like we should be the ones singing this to Jonghyun. He suffered so much, he told us that he was suffering. But we only saw how happy he was, how lively and talented he was. We're so sorry that we didn't realize you were struggling a lot. We're sorry that we were stuck in our own delusions. We're sorry that we didn't tell you that you did well enough. We're sorry that we didn't recognize how much you went through. We're sorry we didn't acknowledge your hard work. We're all so sorry. We're all really sorry.
It's Been 4 years ,you have gone But , it feels like you are here,here with us. Your songs gives comforts to many people,and also many people gets inspiration by listining to you songs . You were an amazing person And now you are an angel 💙. Rest in peace jonghyun oppa Now,you you don't have to work hard because you have already worked hard. You did well You have worked hard. -from a 14 yrs old(my age) shawol
Now when I come back to read all his lyrics, everything makes sense now. The lyrics to this song, it's like him apologizing for leaving us, but what breaks my heart more is how it's like he planned it for a long time so he left messages through his lyrics explaining everything so that once he left we were able to come back and understand how he felt...its painful
Jonghyun, I want to apologize to you sincerely, deep down in my heart, where my memories of you will remain. You will definitely not be forgotten. You gave us so much and we got to listen to your wonderful voice and your lyrics that you put your heart into, but we probably didn't give you much as much as you gave us in the amount we received. I am so sorry that we didn't hear your message sooner, may you rest in peace Jonghyun and may our moments with you stay in our hearts forever and infinity... From you're beloved Shawol😢🤧💜
He just wanted someone to be there for him, to hold him, to cry with him and understand the real him. He was reaching out his hand for help, but no one did. They ignored him. He was insecure about himself, he just wanted people to like him and understand the real him, however, people continued to unappreciate him and continued to hate him. He just wanted people to say his done well, to love him for the real him and appreciate him. You've done well Jonghyun, well done.
Who wouldn't like him for who he is? People need to get a grip on themselves, if you are in a relationship and there are things you question. Talk about it, come up with a solution, be done with it and move on. Key is Trust and Communication. Also LOVE.. #KimJonghyunFan
I can´t stop crying right now. He was apologizing to all that are hurting while saying he is okay now, I feel so terrible knowing that he left a bunch of hints telling us that the future won´t end well for us and we couldn´t help. I relate to this song so much. When he was saying ¨don´t go¨ he was telling us to not leave even though he did. Its so sad that everyone tried to help him and stop him but only had his last days delayed. I can´t comprehend what I´m feeling right now. Its too much for me to handle. I to suffer from depression so I understand how he feels but I... I just can´t believe how much it hurts. I´m going to stop now because he wouldn´t want me being depressed because of him. I also didn´t mean for this to sound like I´m blaming him or anything I just needed to rant. Jonghyun, I hope your suffering has ended and that you are happy wherever you are. I´m so sorry you did all this for us.. you went through all the pain to keep us happy.. Thank you. We were really selfish. I´m sorry we couldn´t help you. You did well. You worked hard. Thank you for everything.
Oh, how I miss you, Jen Hyun. Your beautiful voice and your kind smile. I miss it all. I love you! You will always be in my heart. It pains me to live in this world without you. ❣💔❣
jonghyun-ssi, please dont be sorry, we're the one should be sorry, we should've save you if we could, we're sorry jonghyun-ssi don't worry we're left with really beautiful memories, your smile, your laugh, your words, everything of you is beautiful you're like an angle yk? im happy that you're fine now, you're happy now, go rest jonghyun-ssi, we love you, we really love you, we're always with you SHAWOL IS STRONG!! :D
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To answer your questions;
1. We're left with only fond memories of you, your laughter and your smiles, and your inspiring words, and all the good things about you.
2. No, you were really kind and attentive, and how very sweet.
3. We're left with good memories too, dont worry.
I'm so sorry sweetheart that you had to leave this way. I hope you knew you were loved :(
Yoongi's wife Kang Daniel's mistress I think he knew how people love him... But sometimes love is not enough
Love couldn't save him. The depression had set it way too deep to be flicked off. Let's keep remembering his charisma and his contagious laughs. He wouldn't want us to be sad and cry when we think of him. We should send him off with smiles and wish him to be at peace. You did well Kim Jonghyun. May you rest in paradise our Bling Bling Jonghyun🥀❤️
Yeah..
Why a person had to left was him.. Can't he come back... New baby blinger are very curious to know him more.. He loooked like very kind and pure heart guy His smile his music 😣.. I missed him so much
@@khusha3950 you are rigth, this is the type of person when is magical, sweet, incredible
If only someone I would have helped him whit the depression everything would be different 😔😔😔
I'm so..so sorry. 💚
I keep coming back...
What hits me hard is " *inside my delusion, inside my head you were happy... You're still struggling* "
Thats exactly how I feel, how us shawols feel. There was no way we could've seen this. Even though his songs were quite transparent. We just saw it as ...just lyrics.
Artists write songs about love and breakups even though they've never encountered those things. Never really catching on that thats Jjong, thats how hes feeling... and it breaks me that we couldnt help him as fans. We love him and support him but theres nothing that we as fans could really do...
I'm so..so sorry Bling. You did well.
SHINee's Bling Bling Jonghyun is now shining in the sky.. He was alone, and now he is not, he is up there, with other stars.
I feel so guilty...
I feel guilty too.. It seems so unfair to me too..
i am afraid of losing more idols... i am worried about the other members... i just feel guilty...
Go tell your idol you love him because mine is gone
차소라 I’m so sorry...... I hope your heart will heal...
Mine is too ;c
차소라 I'm sorry that I show love to him very late I LOVE HIM 😭
Your comment 😭😭
차소라 that’s toooo ouche and I’m sorry but we all this together😢😭
*_Kim Jonghyun,_*
*_one day I will see you and visit you and tell you all the things that have happened while you were up in the sky with the stars, I will tell you about my troubles. And I will tell you how you helped me even though you were never there. you are my everything. no one will replace you and you've taught my young self so much. how do I explain my sorrow from you leaving but my amount of thanks I could give you from teaching me about the cruel world? I will visit you, I will see you one day. We all have that day._*
I’d really like to do the same. To tell him it’s over and his pain wasn’t for nothing. He was born to smile, delight our ears, and warm our hearts. If he can’t do it here then maybe somewhere else. It’ll take some time, but wait for us. So, sleep tight, Jonghyun.
Your words make me cry. I feel the same I'm gonna tell everything to him . I can't even wait for that moment 😭 even though I can't meet him in the real life I'm gonna meet him in the sky
You were my bias wrecker.. it’s so sad that you’ve passed away.. ALL YOUR FANS ARE CRYING OVER YOU AND MISSING YOU!! Even though this won’t reach you, everyone wishes you were alive right now.... jesus I’m tearing up. My friend stayed up till 4 am reading articles and crying because you were the first kpop group that she got into.. she misses you to.. we all do..
I've posted so much stuff dedicated to Jonghyun, well never forget you.
(#RosesforJonghyun)
I really hope your friend is okay. I am a person who does not cry much and I am not a fan of Shinee, but I have been crying everyday since I heard what happened and I cant, I dont want to imagine what Shawols are going through. I pray for all of you, to be able to get through this and to stay strong...
We are all your friend.. cause i can't believe it or stop crying TT my first kpop bias 2009-2017 just when I turned 30... I didn't wanted this year to end like this JongHyun TT but it's fine I pray you are finally happy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹😭 SHINee was the third Kpop Group I started to listen to when I started to listen to K-Pop. Minho was my bias but Jonghyun along Taemin were my bias wreckers. Every time I listen to a SHINee song and I hear Jonghyuns voice I tear up... I idolized him so much. I heard he was going through depression and I saw how he still smiled everyday and how he was coping with it.. it brought back a lot of feelings for me and when I heard he passed away it took me two days to realize it and the third day was the rough one because it set in when I saw his band members carrying his casket... My heart aches for him and if I could rewind anything, I would do it a month before he passed away so I could fly to Korea and just hug him.. let him know that even though he is struggling now, it will get better. He was an inspiration to me and still is an inspiration to me.. I’m crying just typing this comment up... I hope he rests in peace and I hope he flies high.. You did well Jonghyun....💔
same for me. Jonghyun was my bias and I got into kpop because of shinee. It’s been almost 4 weeks but I can’t stop crying
same :(
rest in peace, dearest jonghyun. you will be remembered. thank you for all the memories
Autist.
I feel like he always writes songs from my point of view. And this song is everything I want to say to you today. Don't hurt anymore. You've fought and worked so hard. Please rest well.
soul mate
I'm crying OMG TwT
I'll always remember him... his voice touched the hearts of so many people around the world. His songs bring a kind of melancholy and emotion that nobody else can muster. Jonghyun, dearest Kim Jonghyun, we will miss you so much.
가사가 맘이 아프다 종현아 넘 수고많았어 넌 멋진 청년이자 아티스트였어 편히 쉬어 보고싶타
Sorry. I am so fucking sorry
종현아 넌 어쩜 그렇게 아름다웠니,,
I think I broke the replay button I've been crying so much...
Suicide isn't something that you can just ignore. When your brothers or sisters or friends or colleagues or even your annoying neighbours mention that they're having those suicidal thoughts or showing symptoms of attempting to suicide, do take actions! Know what's wrong with them. Know what they're going through with in their lives. Know what they're facing with. Don't just think that they'll always be ok. Cuz deep inside, they're fighting hard with themselves for their own lives. So, do pay attention. Help them however we could. Save them however possible. Before everything's too late for them and for us. #RIPJonghyun #RIPKimJonghyun #shinee
We lost someone very special to us condolences to him and his family and friends. We sorry we couldn't help you in time.You had so many fans around the world watching you and your group yo do such a beautiful things with your 🎶 music. We will miss your lovely smile.
You gave us so much love with your song's. RIP
Yeh sometimes they have to know how to settle their problem but at this state I don't think he can solve it by himself (sorry for saying this...I hope when he was alive,even tho I'm late)see anike Naruto,he keep struggle until the end,even tho he lost his loved ones he's still smiling,everyone have to do like that too but maybe it's hard for Jonghyun to do that
That like me
Sorry Jonghyun:' We should've noticed it earlier..
he always talked about depression on blue night.... and he also had a tattoo about something symbolic of depression...
Even if we noticed u don't think we would have been able to do much, his pain was so deep and his brain was already taken over with the pain that there was nothing we could have done except tell him how much we love him.
😭😭😭😭😭😭
the proof of his suffering is in his lyrics and every time he talked about his mental health. mental health should be a priority if not THE priority of kpop idols. emotional and mental suffering is different to physical suffering but should be taken just as seriously. he will be remembered. he made his mark on this world, he really did. sleep well, sweet prince ✨💔
This sounds like a song to the shawols, it's like he's apologizing for making them sad because now they will remember their time together sadly (because he's gone) but he will remember it happily (because it happened) and its calling himself a selfish for that.
I'm sorry.
And at the end of the song he sings "I'm sorry. I'm fine now. I'm sorry" He may be apologizing for making us suffer cause he's not suffering anymore 🙏😥😢
Why did he have to go.........? 😢😢😭 This song is definitely showing him expressing how he really feels about himself...... Why should he be sorry? WE should be the ones who are sorry for not protecting him....
Autist.
Andrea Tran:
Sorry this is late but i really agree on that.
Also I have a sad story hopefully someone would read.
My neise got me into this kpop and kdrama thing and soon i became obsessed with it so i discovered bts, got7, and seventeen etc. And just about 3 weeks ago I found out about SHINee and i saw jonghyun and thought he was gorgeous so i clicked on the video and i was like "oh i have a new bias/bias wrecker. So a few days after i was sreaching up his name to find his ideal girl and then my smile frowned because i saw "jonghyuns funeral" so i clicked on it cuz i thought it was some type of rumors like people always spread and 10 seconds into the video i started crying out of fear, sadness, depression, and anger. I had never went through something like this ( any celebrity or in this case kpop idol being dead ) So as the days went by i had started to search up more about it, everytime i cried, i mean....who wouldn't. And i still am. So ive gotten to this point now and im still solving it because it had to be more than just depression because he had never told what was going on in his life. Correct me if im wrong. I never believed it until i found another video about the funeral and saw some of the members crying. My heart literally dropped and ever since that I have been suffering with depression. But now i will stay strong for jonghyun. Im now searching his songs and finding out that he had been putting his feeling not only on the radio but also in his songs. And seeing this makes me feel like its my fault. Bit actually its all of our faults (fans) because he asked fof help in his songs, on the radio, and even talked about it. So the blame is on us. I feel bad i didn't know about this sooner or i would have been able to do something😢😭
Anyways thats not all i have to say but this comment is too long.
Again i am so sorry this comment is long but hopefully someone can relate
P.S. SHINee was the most loved group and still is to me ❤
Mae Vasilo no worries, it's never too late. I've listened to Shinee's music when I was younger, but it was their old songs. But when I listened to this solo song by Jonghyun, I grew to appreciate this song a lot more because he's expressing how he really feels through this song.. I really hope you'll feel better soon and get through your depression..
I'm so sorry jonghyun
i come here often to just read the comments on this and read the beautiful lyrics of our beloved jonghyun. i hope everyone knows that it's okay to miss him. whether you found him years ago or recently became a fan of him. i also hope you all remember him for the lovely, kind, talented, and wonderful person he was and always will be. jonghyun touched our lives in a way that i don't think anyone else ever will. through us, i believe he will live for a very long time. to shawols (and non shawols) you are doing good. no matter how you grieve, how long you grieve, you are doing good. jonghyun loves you and is proud of you. and i like to believe that wherever he is now, he's doing just fine. he is in a place that is warm and always bright. he found his eternal spring. and in our next lives, i hope we all find each other again.
Beautiful sentiment.
Your comment touched me deep down and brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for the lovely message. Let's all remember our beloved Jonghyun for the lovely and talented artist that he was. May you be at peace where you are our beloved Bling Bling.
I’ll miss you, your lyrics meant the world to me and others. Jonghyun is and will always be my reason to stand strong. SHINee and stand with you now and forever.
I can't believe I would be listening to this again 3 years later to mourn his death.
are ya still listening yet
그동안 몰라줘서 너무미안해요. 부디 하늘에선 제일 행복하고 밝은 별이되길바랄게요. 그동안 좋은 노래들려주셔서 감사합니다.
목소리가 넘나 깔끔한 이제또 들으려니 종현이 니가 생각이 나네요 거기도 추울가바 걱정 잘있나요 그냥 꿈에서 사랑한다
“a happy memory only to me until the end”
it really hurts to think that what he went through in the end was the complete opposite. his last days were not happy days. no happy memories. i just want all of us, all shawols, to remember him as a happy memory, until the end. remember jonghyun as the talented, shining star he is. please.
니없는 세월이 흘러서 벌서 긴시간이되였구나 노래가 너무 좋은데 듣는순간 너무나 가슴이 아파서 늘 옆에있는것같아 거기는 편하겠다 그냥 사랑한다
😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅
Goodbye forever BlingBling 1990-2017🖤💔🖤🖤
종현이 어떤 사람이였나 종현 노래를 찾아서 하나하나 듣고있는 중입니다.
타팬인데도 안타깝고 슬프네요ㅠㅠ
수고했어요 종현씨 이제 쉬어도 괜찮아요.
지켜주지 못해 미안해요.
OMOMOMOMOMO~ I can hear him crying!! (or am i just delusional?) ehhh! Jonghyun, this song is so sad!!! I gave the link to my best friend who i turned away (a guy) and told him that i really left him just because i was scared (personal problems) and we cried together c': turns out things went good for us!!
I wish you the best with your relationship! C:
Im glad jonghyun could help his fans :')
this is how this angel should be remembered
Cassandra C. He’s gone now
wow! you were one of the few people who noticed long way back. Glad he helped you in some way. Too bad he's gone now. May he find the peace and joy he's missing. 😔❣
I'd like to believe you're somewhere happy right now and that you're at peace
he is. he so is. hes also shining at us, so brightly than before & ever. hes not suffering anymore.
To be honest now that I am listening to this again with the lyrics full in mind.... I relate so much... certain lines... make me tear up. Especially those talking about the indifference (which in this case was me as a fan...) and being delusional thinking I was happy and that Jonghyun was happy even though he was struggling... the lyrics saying I was bad, I was awful... with my selfish ways.... it's the feeling most people are currently feeling (myself included).
Not to mention that I have been a fan of SHINee since 2013 or 2014... I listened to Jonghyun solo along with some of Taemin solo work. I liked Jjong's music and obviously listened to his songs (sadly I could never afford to pay for them to show my support to SHINee overall). There's also that line that says "A happy memory only to me until the end".... this line to me gives me that train of thought "I always watched you, I watch your happy moments (a lot) more than the moments when you needed help (sad moments/interviews of his)...."
Also the last 2 minutes where he is saying Don't go, don't leave, to you in my forgotten memories.... this is hitting too close for comfort right now... for me.. I am mourning but in a way I also moved on... it's like er.. I know he's gone and I accepted it but at the same time I don't want to but I know that when and IF SHINee decided to do a comeback(no matter what they decide, I will wait)... and seeing that empty space I won't be able to deny it any longer. 4 in my eyes, 5 in my heart... So I pretend not to see things and go back to stan other groups I listen to but since I had so much shinee videos... my recommendations are SHINee and Jonghyun related and that keeps bringing back my self denial up again and while I smile at them being dorks... my eyes keep going to Jonghyun on the videos and my heart aches.... "You know I'll collapse like this".... this just brings back my thought of how I am most likely going to cry if I see SHINee with Jonghyun missing... again... won't be able to deny he is in heaven now...
"Sorry... I'm sorry... I'll still apologize irresponsibly" (it is the least I can do now)...
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm fine now..." (Jjong... yes.. you are fine now. Our angel... you are in better place now)
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... I am sorry... I'm sorry..." (If this was you apologizing to the fans Jjong... you don't have to... it's us who are asking for forgiveness.... I'm sorry I couldn't be there to support you Jjong) ;-;
And man am I ranting... I'll just leave now. Gonna keep playing his songs...
이세상에 살아가기엔 너무 순수한사람이었나봐요.
추울때갔으니 따듯하게 입고 잘가세요.수고했어요, 고생했어요. 미안해요. 당분간 12월18일을 잊지못하겠네요
너무나 착하고 배려심 깊고 똑똑한 사람..
자신의 아픔을 이기지못하고 결국은 떠나고 말았구나..
미안해 내가 미안해...
While I’m hearing this song I was thinking of how beautiful and incredible he was. I going to miss him so much. I 🖤 BlingBling. Sleep in peace. Bye forever
2023,You're Still in our hearts hunny, sleep tight 😢🕊️💔
"I'm fine". That part almost broke me. I know you're better, you're in a place where there's no pain, and I hope you can rest peacefully there. Well miss you, a lot, but is okay. You don't have to apologize, you don't have to feel guilty, Jonghyun. All we want is for you to have a painless eternity.
the 6 year jonghyun had died im crying
I am crying so much... I am so sorry... I love you. goodbye
I used to listen to this song whenever I'm sad or depressed whenever i hear i feel better je made his fans feel better with his songs but his fans couldn't make him feel better he was depressed, sad and lost and we didn't do anything for him we jusr kept asking him for making more songs we were so selfish I know it's too late now for apologizing I know that he won't be able to see our apologies any more I know.. but we're so sorry we let you down we didn't notice ur pain we didn't do anything for you we're sorry mianhae.. rest in peace my first love
each word eats my soul away.
I’m not really a fan of kpop,might listen to songs sometimes but this song…
I found this song when news about his suicide were spreading all around the world.I accidentally clicked on the video and when I heard the notes my soul fell in love with this song.For almost 4-5 years it helps me when I’m in my lowest times.Thank you for creating it,Jonghyun.
종현이 보면 미안한 게, 솔직히 아이돌들 다 좀 생각 없는 딴따라 인 줄 알았는데.... 얘보니까 독서량도 풍부하고, 지적이고, 책까지 썼더라... 편견이 좀 없어지도록 도와준 점, 땡큐, 쫑디.
This broke me ...
늘 함께인 종현 끝이없을 보고싶은마음...시간이지나도 늘 여전해 종현아
His voice is so calm, so chill and warm at the same time
My precious boy Jonghyun
We love youand miss you so much. You will always be my idol. No other vocalist like you in the kpop industry. ❤
This is probably how his members feel right now and I can't even begin to imagine how hard it is on them. For Jonghyun, I wish everyone listened when you were screaming for help. I hope you're resting well now and are able to breathe peacefully. You truly deserved nothing but happiness.
You guys....this a song to us and everyone he loves...listen closely ....if we’re hurting he’s apologizing...he’s saying he’s fine now ...he only has good memories...he’s okay ❤️
This is gorgeous . Jonghyun amazes me.
Fooz57 his voice is amazing!! 😍😍 I can easily fall asleep to his voice.
How is he ever write songs so intensify, and sentimental songs... sometimes i think; Did he feel like that?, really he have a sad and complicate life like this?, did he feels wrong in the actions that he tooks?, is he feels so bad like that?, im so sad by this... i feel bad for him... but If we have the chance for hear his songs, we should support him until the end, cuz is the least that we can do for him... i just cry Just for think the way that he feels...
Thanx gurl for the trans, thank you so much,
I think he had a sad childhood :-(
i dont think so... maybe he is a boy with extreme feelings u.u
Actually he had a quite sad chilhood, he doens't like to talk about it, but he gets really emotional when he remembers it. Jonghyun is very emotional, tbh... I think he feels everything with intensity
I wish we could help him
I guess he did... and now he passed away😭😭
JONGHYUN was a person with a big heart, and his feelings mattered, all he wanted was to be appreciated and told he did well, from Kyera Jonghyun you did well and I love you
💔 💜 I agree
Rest in peace angel 💚
Dear Jonghyun, it's been already 4 years since you have left. You know, I am still thinking about you. At times the thought of you crosses my mind and I let the tears flow, because it isn't fair, it isn't fair. You were so young, talented, kind, loving, you had such a good heart that is impossible to forget. This world has done you wrong, dear angel. I am sorry, so incredibly sorry.
You shine bright, you live in the hearts of many, you are so sincerely loved. I hope you know that
I'm sorry that you are not here anymore 💔 RIP
It feels like this song is for when he's in the afterlife
Saying he's okay now because he did everything and not being a nuisance to others and he doesn't feel any pain anymore and it's fine
Saying don't leave as in he doesn't want any of us to leave just because he did
Izzati Hazmi wow... u just texted my thoughts... 💔
So sad,❤
I seen a little boy BOW, TO HIM.
What A sight.
I cried, R.I.P. Sir, with the Angels
i don't even stan SHINee but idk why today was just so emotional for me and I'm listening to this stuff and wow *i am sobbing*
Our Jonghyun is now a beautiful angel😢❤️ Let's fly high with him.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH .THIS BREAK MY HEART
My song when i feel sad
R.I.P kim jonghyun
To me this seems like an apology to everyone he left behind. He's fine now, in no more pain, but everyone he loved are now suffering. It's okay jjong, we'll get through this
I feel like I'm dreaming. I can't wrap my head around the fact that he's gone. He will forever be in my memories and I will always love him and his music. Fly high Jonghyun.
He has a voice that will always be remembered for its beauty ;;
I'm hearing this and it's so relatable I hope he rest well
Sleep tight Angel ♥
I’m really sorry
R.I.P Jonghyun :'(
"Im Sorry, I'm fine now, I'm sorry,"
that part just aches my heart.
ジョンヒョン
孤独な寂しい夜に
あなたの歌声は
天使のように
私を癒やしてくれます
💔 💜
Two years have passed, I still can't forget about you, many hearts are aching for you, I really hope you're okay up there. I love you and miss you alot.
God bless you
천재 뮤지션 종현이 ㅠㅜㅠ
💖💜💛💚💙
I feel like we should be the ones singing this to Jonghyun. He suffered so much, he told us that he was suffering. But we only saw how happy he was, how lively and talented he was. We're so sorry that we didn't realize you were struggling a lot. We're sorry that we were stuck in our own delusions. We're sorry that we didn't tell you that you did well enough. We're sorry that we didn't recognize how much you went through. We're sorry we didn't acknowledge your hard work. We're all so sorry. We're all really sorry.
Thank you alot for the English lyrics coz you're the only one who did it ^^
I'm sorry 💔😔
Happy birthday beautiful angel 🥀🕊️
I cried because this song describes my current situation. I am heartbroken :
bless you
it has been 23 days ..it will be a month ..a year ..10 years..100 years but you will not be forgotten ..my prayers
그립고 그립습니다... 그토록 힘들었던거 몰라줘서 미안코 미안해 내가 미안해......
Exactly 10yrs today!
It's Been 4 years ,you have gone
But , it feels like you are here,here with us.
Your songs gives comforts to many people,and also many people gets inspiration by listining to you songs .
You were an amazing person
And now you are an angel 💙.
Rest in peace jonghyun oppa
Now,you you don't have to work hard because you have already worked hard.
You did well
You have worked hard.
-from a 14 yrs old(my age) shawol
Now when I come back to read all his lyrics, everything makes sense now. The lyrics to this song, it's like him apologizing for leaving us, but what breaks my heart more is how it's like he planned it for a long time so he left messages through his lyrics explaining everything so that once he left we were able to come back and understand how he felt...its painful
My hearts still shattered
Jonghyun, I want to apologize to you sincerely, deep down in my heart, where my memories of you will remain. You will definitely not be forgotten. You gave us so much and we got to listen to your wonderful voice and your lyrics that you put your heart into, but we probably didn't give you much as much as you gave us in the amount we received. I am so sorry that we didn't hear your message sooner, may you rest in peace Jonghyun and may our moments with you stay in our hearts forever and infinity... From you're beloved Shawol😢🤧💜
У тебя прекрасный голос, Ким Джонхён. Встретимся на концерте когда-нибудь... На нашем
😢😢😢 Please be okay Jonghyun-ah.
I'm sorry. Stay strong.
I still always cry when someone sing Jonghyun's song to me. I really like his song, love you so much, Jonghyun❤️
He just wanted someone to be there for him, to hold him, to cry with him and understand the real him. He was reaching out his hand for help, but no one did. They ignored him. He was insecure about himself, he just wanted people to like him and understand the real him, however, people continued to unappreciate him and continued to hate him. He just wanted people to say his done well, to love him for the real him and appreciate him.
You've done well Jonghyun, well done.
You have to rest in a peace jong hyun😇 we will miss you so much😢
yes im here on 2021 because i miss him 😭 im still here :)
This song is speaking me from the heart
It's like he's talking to himself...
"Im fine now. Im sorry" part... i cannot :(( this is too much to handle. Hope you're happy now dearest Jonghyun ❤
와파 it’s like what he is telling us right now. “I’m sorry, but I’m fine now.”
Who wouldn't like him for who he is? People need to get a grip on themselves, if you are in a relationship and there are things you question. Talk about it, come up with a solution, be done with it and move on. Key is Trust and Communication. Also LOVE.. #KimJonghyunFan
Love you so much 😍😭😭😭😭😭
This song hurts in so many ways.
I could only imagine how the boys would feel if they brought themselves to listen to this song.
he’s looks like talking about we and him. “ selfish way till the end “ showing that he will do that. and now he’s gone thats why he’s saying sorry 😭😭
I can´t stop crying right now. He was apologizing to all that are hurting while saying he is okay now, I feel so terrible knowing that he left a bunch of hints telling us that the future won´t end well for us and we couldn´t help. I relate to this song so much. When he was saying ¨don´t go¨ he was telling us to not leave even though he did. Its so sad that everyone tried to help him and stop him but only had his last days delayed. I can´t comprehend what I´m feeling right now. Its too much for me to handle. I to suffer from depression so I understand how he feels but I... I just can´t believe how much it hurts.
I´m going to stop now because he wouldn´t want me being depressed because of him. I also didn´t mean for this to sound like I´m blaming him or anything I just needed to rant. Jonghyun, I hope your suffering has ended and that you are happy wherever you are. I´m so sorry you did all this for us.. you went through all the pain to keep us happy.. Thank you. We were really selfish. I´m sorry we couldn´t help you. You did well. You worked hard. Thank you for everything.
Oh, how I miss you, Jen Hyun. Your beautiful voice and your kind smile. I miss it all. I love you! You will always be in my heart. It pains me to live in this world without you. ❣💔❣
Am I the only one who still cries every time I see his pictures or hear his voice?? 😭
I miss him everyday..I still can't believe all of this..💔💔
Emy ELF EXO-L I'm with you❤️
I just can’t stop crying.. we’re so sorry, we didn’t even notice how hard your life was :( kpop is not a beautiful world
jonghyun-ssi, please dont be sorry, we're the one should be sorry, we should've save you if we could, we're sorry jonghyun-ssi don't worry we're left with really beautiful memories, your smile, your laugh, your words, everything of you is beautiful you're like an angle yk? im happy that you're fine now, you're happy now, go rest jonghyun-ssi, we love you, we really love you, we're always with you
SHAWOL IS STRONG!! :D