Everyone's talking about how this song is about characters that they relate to and such, but what about the fact that it sounds like the beginnings of a rampant serial killer?
@@the_nyan_cat_cake_sister9988 Or maybe that she's been hurt too many times by rumors and lies so she finally took off the mask that she has been wearing and is showing her true self which wants revenge...
Prayers man. Finding yourself just to lose it with passing time and things, feeling hopeless and blindly grasping to breathe through the hell takes it out of ya. When i chose to follow the Christian God, i t took much time and patience from a unsure but now certain loving God. It gets better by the seconds, just dont precise something to come to pass in those moments. As you are, Jesus saves. when he went to the cross and when he rose (Believer and non) and to have a identity in Jesus i believe. But what awaits it with the Lord i can't say. This may seem deeper to me than what appears, but with my brother on suicide watch and being torn between his own choices and uncertain faith, things like this make me proceed to change and extend a olive branch of brotherly love. God Bless and take care -Ryan
william shakesqueer That’s what I did when I was suffering from depression another girl I dated before knew the feeling instead of suffering from the pain of depression we acted like psychopaths and it made us happy to say whatever we wanted gave us the feeling of happiness and freedom I still kinda do it am no longer suffering from depression but am stuff depressed because and not living how I want to also has to do with my past life it’s an amazing feeling I love no need for self harm drugs or anything this is like drugs and drinking people in my school often label me as a psychopath and fear me thinking I will shoot up the whole school 😉no more bullies for me
" Stephen king said; ' monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes they win " - spoken by Spencer Reid, criminal minds.
My friend was feeling sad one day at school, so I sang this song to him and he immediately cheered up and said I had a good voice. I look the same but I’m not fine, the master of my own disguise relates to me so much
Finally a song I can realate to. Not some cringey breakup song, not a song about friends stealing your money, and not a song about cheating or suicide. Just a song that you could use for anything, thankyou I finally found my new fav song!^^💕
This song fits the background story of my book character almost perfectly! I love listening to it when I work on her past. Thanks for writing this song!
Same it also matched my character. And the fact that "strike" was actually the iconic word she uses before killing an enemy and it also comes in this song right before the "because I'm a monster", it matched my charactes plot too. (I'm extremely late to this tho)
@@mnlight8308 Lol, I'm late too, but the same goes for me! I have a character who struggles with being a 'monster' because he was made to destroy but he later tries to be good, even though the change is difficult for him to adjust to. This song feels like his inner dialogue. Him telling himself he's a monster because he's dangerous, as well as him trying to tell others to stay away to stay safe, while at the same time having bits of his past sneak in with threats (My tongue is a weapon; when you least expect it you won't see it coming, etc).
It has been couple of years since I have wanted to express myself through dance...Thank you Beth for this song, it brings the will to do choreographies back and it means a lot to me:)
I have Bipolar 1 disorder and when I was in a manic state Bipolar rage was front and center. For those who've never experienced Bipolar rage, it is very different than neurotypical anger. Bipolar rage is like a split in personality and verbally attacks anyone that crosses it's path. It's vicious and is without mercy. Luckily I have loved ones that didn't stop trying to get me help and I've been in therapy and on medication for the past 6 months which has stabilized my moods and mind. THIS song perfectly encompasses my first person experience with Bipolar rage. This song is beautiful, haunting, and raw. It is a freaking masterpiece.
This song really hit close to home for me. Recently my best friend said to me "I don't get along with people like you" that really cut me deep and I've been struggling ever since. Thanks for this amazing song
*The Lyrics u.u* I sleep all day I prowl at night Do anything to feel alive I'm in the end just what you made me I look the same But I'm not fine The Master of my own disguise If you knew the truth you'd probably hate me I need a fight I've got you in my sights Only one of us will make it out alive I'm turning into a monster You better run and hide I'm turning into a monster Right before your eyes My tongue is a weapon And I'm locked and loaded When you least expect it You won't know it's coming And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster I'm merciless, when will you learn? Set fires just to watch them burn I bet you never saw me coming Delirium takes over me You're just another casualty I can hear your heartbeat drumming I need a fight I've got you in my sights Only one of us will make it out alive I'm turning into a monster You better run and hide I'm turning into a monster Right before your eyes My tongue is a weapon And I'm locked and loaded When you least expect it You won't know it's coming And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster I'm turning into a monster You better run and hide I'm turning into a monster Right before your eyes My tongue is a weapon And I'm locked and loaded When you least expect it You won't know it's coming And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster I'm a monster
“My tongue is a weapon and I’m locked and loaded. When you least expect it you won’t know it’s coming” Anyone else think that verse sounds like a machine gun?
thats soo my depression and my anexity , when it takes over me i turn so negetive and aggresive towards everyone i love and toss them away from me... and its comes soo unexpectedly ... like one second im all good and the the other second im gloomy and angry.
Your far from alone on the battlefield of anxiety and depression. Sometimes we must look into darkness to find the light and that light is when we find others who struggle the same. Brings added strength. Much love and STAY STRONG 👍❤
@@belenferreira2454 As a person with anxiety, I can assure you that it's really not cool. Although I don't experience it the same way OP does, anxiety is always a terrible thing. And we're not trying to be edgy or anything, it's seriously a living hell. I can't even imagine having depression along with it. So no, not cool.
@@belenferreira2454 Hey, it's ok, it wasn't childish or anything like that. As you said, people mess up, and it wasn't a biggie. Goofing around on the internet is pretty much what it's made for. And honestly I shouldn't be so sensitive to get all annoyed at a one-word TH-cam comment lol. It's something I'm working on, not being so easily riled up.
I sit here balling my eyes out and your songs make me feel better because of your love and passion in them... Beth... You are my sun, You are my moon, You are my day and you are my night You are my soul and you are my heart. ............. *YOU ARE THE VERY THING THAT KEEPS ME ALIVE!!!*
I love this song so much, it fits all of us who feel like we can't tell anybody who we are, those of us who feel like the night is our home, those of us who honestly feel kind of banged up sometimes
If you knew me, you'd probably hate me. The fear instilled by the idea, "if you really knew me then you could never love me". It's basically the exact reality that Jesus breaks into when he encounters the woman at the well (John 4:1-42)
If you listen closely you can hear her phone make a sound around 1:36 - 1:38. Meaning no harm, I just wanted to point it out to see if anyone else can hear it too, or if I am just going crazy. Love her songs, by the way.
I can’t help but think of Remus Lupin in wolf form. “I’m turning into a monster.” Lol, every song I listen to I could probably find a way to relate to Harry Potter.
I'm listening to songs on AutoPlay at work AND THIS COMES ON!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! Within the first few notes, I was hooked...AND THEN IT GOES UP AN OCTAVE!!!!
Beth Crowley, have you ever thought of doing a song based on SPN or Percy Jackson? They seem like they'd be something you'd like since you love Mortal Instruments and Harry Potter. :)
I was in a narcissistic relationship, and this song really hits deep. For me i take it as from thier pov when they abuse us how we wont expect when its coming. Talking about the master of deguise which narcs are good for. Just the song really drives the point i feel.
Erinnert mich an meine Fantasygeschichte in der ein Dämon sich vom Bösen abwendet, weil er sich in eine Elfe verliebt. Aber seine inneren Triebe kommen immer wieder durch. Auf die Geschichte passen viele der Lieder. Monster, Battle Cry und Warrior. Die Lieder haben mich auch sehr inspiriert. Danke dafür Beth Crowley!
This song reminds me of my narcissistic ex. So very fitting. I love Beth Crowley songs. Though she writes for books it seems she understands very well about narcissistic abuse and the affects it has on survivors.
I love how you use strings in your songs. and, how dark and bright it seems. like its coming from a dark tunnel but striving for the light still shining in the end. powerfull.
Books in Neverland Characters this song reminds me of: 1. Maven Calore (Red Queen) 2. Sebastian Morgenstern (duh) 3. Adelaide/the White Wolf (Young Elites)
@@virginiaviola5097 oh hey this is an old comment. anyway. yeah i also was, spent an entire summer barely sleeping at night and then making up for it during the day. try to go to a doctor if you haven't already. turns out i have a weird neurological thing going on and i figured it out way later than i should have
The line that goes " I look the same but I'm not fine, the master of my own disguise, if you knew the truth you'd probably hate me. " hit home for me because I have a neurological disorder that makes me feel like this way some times
What an awesome song and voice. Wow! This song epitomizes "The Narcissist" and how their mind works. Brava! Saving to my favorites. This song should be on the charts.
" Monster" Carved beautifully into my skin with my blade as my paintbrush, it makes me feel empowered cause with the voices in my head, I feel like a monster and having a name to see calms to feed the monster so that it doesn't hurt my people, so I disguise beautifully my monster into a caring girl for my people. My fire will keep on igniting, but I won't let others burn in it even if I burn and die in it. You may call me monster for my voices but I would still cage myself to save you from me
Hey, are you ok? Is this about you? Please get help and please don't hurt yourself. There are people you can talk to, so go to them before it's too late.
@@CrusaderKnight2000 Yes, it was about me. But I was extremely depressed and suicidal then and with ED but now I am in a way healthier mindset😊. It's kinda scary to know that I wrote that and memories of those days still make me uncomfortable but I did get help and recovered and now moving on to a better life. Thanks for caring🤗🤗
Every time, I feel the darkness within me. The beast wants control, but the man within me won't let it. For the longest time, I've felt the rage burn within me, the beast wanting control, to take over and unleash Hell on everything I've come to know and love.. for the longest time, I've fought what I already know.. the beast and I are one in the same.. and I realize something now... I... am.. the beast...
Is it just me that around 1:36 there's a faint notification noise in the background? I keep hearing it and it's so weird. It always happens at that point in the video.
How symbolic... Beth from Erzsébet Báthory, (Elizabeth in English) the Bloody Countess (7/8/1560-21/8/1614), Crowley from Alister Crowley, the Beast (as he called himself) (Edward Alexander Crowley, 12/10/1875 - 1/12/1947)... last but not least she says she is a Monster... well... while Alister was a self-proclaimed Monster, Elizabeth was a Real Monster... I REALLY LIKE you Beth and your song. This is the first Ive heard and not the last.... and why oh why I just found this perfect song? Why you are not all over the radio? Why this song is not in AHS or a movie or... I dont know... somewhere where many more could be introduced to your talent?
![KRK - ชนิสรา Ft.WanMai , N/A [Official MV] Prod. By Sakarin](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/C-WMwwYobcU/mqdefault.jpg)
Everyone's talking about how this song is about characters that they relate to and such, but what about the fact that it sounds like the beginnings of a rampant serial killer?
..I didn't think about that.
Now I'm scared.....😣
Nah she says "my tongue is a weapon" and stuff so I think it's more of a she was betrayed and she's getting revenge
@@the_nyan_cat_cake_sister9988 Or maybe that she's been hurt too many times by rumors and lies so she finally took off the mask that she has been wearing and is showing her true self which wants revenge...
I now love this song 10x more
so thats why i relate to it ;)
"I will do anything to feel alive"
same.
william shakesqueer Indeed
Prayers man. Finding yourself just to lose it with passing time and things, feeling hopeless and blindly grasping to breathe through the hell takes it out of ya. When i chose to follow the Christian God, i t took much time and patience from a unsure but now certain loving God. It gets better by the seconds, just dont precise something to come to pass in those moments. As you are, Jesus saves. when he went to the cross and when he rose (Believer and non) and to have a identity in Jesus i believe. But what awaits it with the Lord i can't say. This may seem deeper to me than what appears, but with my brother on suicide watch and being torn between his own choices and uncertain faith, things like this make me proceed to change and extend a olive branch of brotherly love. God Bless and take care
-Ryan
ahahahaha sex ahahahaha
william shakesqueer That’s what I did when I was suffering from depression another girl I dated before knew the feeling instead of suffering from the pain of depression we acted like psychopaths and it made us happy to say whatever we wanted gave us the feeling of happiness and freedom I still kinda do it am no longer suffering from depression but am stuff depressed because and not living how I want to also has to do with my past life it’s an amazing feeling I love no need for self harm drugs or anything this is like drugs and drinking people in my school often label me as a psychopath and fear me thinking I will shoot up the whole school 😉no more bullies for me
I doubt you'd literally do anything to feel alive
My favourite part is " I need a fight. I've got you in my sights. Only one of us will make it out alive." She is doing anything to feel alive.
Wait! So she actually wrote this!?!
Me: smashes the subscribe button
She writes all her music.
Me: kills the like button, rips apart the notification, slaps the subscribe button, takes the soul of comment :p
I little went back up after reading your comment and I smashed the subscribe button as soon as I found out too😂
I should've destroyed the subscribe button long ago. I'm surprised how long it took me.
Ayeee, nice profile picture! I have one quite similar. Also I destroyed the like and subscribe button to the point they had to be replaced.
*I sleep all day* relatable
YASS
same
Yess sleep
Ikr
*Totally* 🌟
Omg how are you not like ridiculously famous yet!
Sadly no one with real talent becomes famous anymore
Myriam Saldarriaga at times I feel like it's best after what happened with Christina.
marketing, YT networks, building connections with collabs, etc. Art is never only about art, you gotta manage yourself too.
Amen and agreed, Myriam Saldarriaga.
I'm pretty sure I love her and yet we never even met.
"I sleep all day, I prowl at night"
I can relate.
Fbi open up😂
Shes got her armor on..she is fight back.vengence begins
Same
"I look the same, but I'm not fine. The master of my own disguise." -me when I stub my toe
MissCreep ... I've never related to a comment more in my life....
Most perfect comment I've seen so far
Me everyday
this is me all the time no matter especially on stubbing my toes lol
MissCreep wow... my life story in a comment...who knew
Why are so many good songs named Monster? This, Monster by Imagine Dragons, Monster by Skillet, Monster by Starset... am I missing any?
Monster from Frozen on Broadway
One... Monsters by Katie Sky
@@hannahmax233 I haven't heard that one.
@@arianameinking688 It's pretty good. You should give it a listen!
@@hannahmax233 Yeah, maybe I will, lol
"I've got you in my sights only one of us will make it out alive" me when I see a spider
OMG LOOOOL MOST UNDERRATED COMMENT OUT HERE
Paranoid Innocence I LAUGHED SO LOUD IN MY CAR THAT PEOPEL WALKING BY GAVE ME A DIRTY LOOK😂😂😂 I AM DYING
I kinda feel bad for the spider
Paranoid Innocence all hail the new king.... sir spider Mccreepey
When I see a spider...I kinda turn into a mob boss. I want him to die, I want his family to die and I want his house BURNT to the ground!
" Stephen king said; ' monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes they win " - spoken by Spencer Reid, criminal minds.
Criminal minds is based of a nightmare you fool I can't believe you 😂😂 believed that 🤣🤣😂🤣😂😂
👻 aren't real nor are monsters
i love that series
I've listened to this ten times already. I'm absolutely in love with it.
memorized it the first time I listened to it
"I look the same, but I'm not fine. The master of my own disguise"
WOW that hit hard
My friend was feeling sad one day at school, so I sang this song to him and he immediately cheered up and said I had a good voice. I look the same but I’m not fine, the master of my own disguise relates to me so much
Finally a song I can realate to. Not some cringey breakup song, not a song about friends stealing your money, and not a song about cheating or suicide. Just a song that you could use for anything, thankyou I finally found my new fav song!^^💕
Just when I think I can't love Beth Crowley anymore than I already do....
This song fits the background story of my book character almost perfectly! I love listening to it when I work on her past. Thanks for writing this song!
Same it also matched my character. And the fact that "strike" was actually the iconic word she uses before killing an enemy and it also comes in this song right before the "because I'm a monster", it matched my charactes plot too. (I'm extremely late to this tho)
@@mnlight8308 Lol, I'm late too, but the same goes for me! I have a character who struggles with being a 'monster' because he was made to destroy but he later tries to be good, even though the change is difficult for him to adjust to. This song feels like his inner dialogue. Him telling himself he's a monster because he's dangerous, as well as him trying to tell others to stay away to stay safe, while at the same time having bits of his past sneak in with threats (My tongue is a weapon; when you least expect it you won't see it coming, etc).
@Singing Wolf lol I didnt expect anyone to notice my cmnt tbh, cool character btw and what did u name him?😁😁
@@mnlight8308 Lol, I always love talking about original characters with people. Thanks! His name is Kai Raehart.
@Singing Wolf sorry for being late loll I was in a trip but nice name! my character is Astrid Lindgren and nickname is Lind btw
I LOVE IT *screeches like a pterodactyl*
Dear God....
👁👄👁
There’s more.
“I look the same but I’m not fine” Are my favorite lyrics. Hits really hard
Why are the two songs I’ve heard from her (this and “I scare myself”) PERFECT for the characters I have in mind for a future play I want to write
Everything is just perfect the font, the backdrop, the lyrics, yo really knocked it out of the park
It has been couple of years since I have wanted to express myself through dance...Thank you Beth for this song, it brings the will to do choreographies back and it means a lot to me:)
If I ever meet Beth, I really hope we don't crash to the ground from all the force I'll use to hug her 😂
That'd be awkward
You: *Hugs BC*
Beth: Do I know you?
I always say ''INCOMING'' when I go to give someone a BIG hug 💟
Why am I imagining tiny anime lolis ?😅
Get in line!
Same
I have Bipolar 1 disorder and when I was in a manic state Bipolar rage was front and center. For those who've never experienced Bipolar rage, it is very different than neurotypical anger. Bipolar rage is like a split in personality and verbally attacks anyone that crosses it's path. It's vicious and is without mercy.
Luckily I have loved ones that didn't stop trying to get me help and I've been in therapy and on medication for the past 6 months which has stabilized my moods and mind.
THIS song perfectly encompasses my first person experience with Bipolar rage. This song is beautiful, haunting, and raw. It is a freaking masterpiece.
This song really hit close to home for me. Recently my best friend said to me "I don't get along with people like you" that really cut me deep and I've been struggling ever since. Thanks for this amazing song
GOD, I love your music Beth!!!! You're music style is so unique and addicting!
*The Lyrics u.u*
I sleep all day
I prowl at night
Do anything to feel alive
I'm in the end just what you made me
I look the same
But I'm not fine
The Master of my own disguise
If you knew the truth you'd probably hate me
I need a fight
I've got you in my sights
Only one of us will make it out alive
I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
Right before your eyes
My tongue is a weapon
And I'm locked and loaded
When you least expect it
You won't know it's coming
And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster
I'm merciless, when will you learn?
Set fires just to watch them burn
I bet you never saw me coming
Delirium takes over me
You're just another casualty
I can hear your heartbeat drumming
I need a fight
I've got you in my sights
Only one of us will make it out alive
I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
Right before your eyes
My tongue is a weapon
And I'm locked and loaded
When you least expect it
You won't know it's coming
And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster
I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
Right before your eyes
My tongue is a weapon
And I'm locked and loaded
When you least expect it
You won't know it's coming
And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster
I'm a monster
Daniela Menezes thanks for this, but there is lyrics in the video.
@@laurenkang3474 just put it in case if someone can't follow the lyrics of the video (like me haha)
thanks for this, this helps for singing along to it as the lyrics show up after its started to be sung
Daniela Menezes EVERY LYRIC IS RIGHT!!! Im surprised lol
Thanks Daniela for the lyrics good job sofar like it
Damn this hit me right in the feels. Crying now. Very beautiful. I love thus song so much
This song makes me want to choreograph an entire dance! This is the first song in a while to make me feel like this. I love it!
“My tongue is a weapon and I’m locked and loaded. When you least expect it you won’t know it’s coming”
Anyone else think that verse sounds like a machine gun?
Lol
Or insluting people
@@lunaghost7414 Yup
The "my tongue is a weapon" Reminds me of the movie alien ;w;
my sarcasm
I'm always so excited for your new songs/songs I've yet to hear. I always always love your music.
"Set fires just to watch them burn." Deep.💕♥️
thats soo my depression and my anexity , when it takes over me i turn so negetive and aggresive towards everyone i love and toss them away from me...
and its comes soo unexpectedly ... like one second im all good and the the other second im gloomy and angry.
I hope that you can get past it. Try and stay positive. It will all get better just try to keep yourself afloat till help arrives. We love you.❤❤
Your far from alone on the battlefield of anxiety and depression. Sometimes we must look into darkness to find the light and that light is when we find others who struggle the same. Brings added strength.
Much love and STAY STRONG 👍❤
@@belenferreira2454 As a person with anxiety, I can assure you that it's really not cool. Although I don't experience it the same way OP does, anxiety is always a terrible thing. And we're not trying to be edgy or anything, it's seriously a living hell. I can't even imagine having depression along with it. So no, not cool.
@@belenferreira2454 Aw you're fine, I overreacted without considering other possibilities first.
@@belenferreira2454 Hey, it's ok, it wasn't childish or anything like that. As you said, people mess up, and it wasn't a biggie. Goofing around on the internet is pretty much what it's made for. And honestly I shouldn't be so sensitive to get all annoyed at a one-word TH-cam comment lol. It's something I'm working on, not being so easily riled up.
I sit here balling my eyes out and your songs make me feel better because of your love and passion in them...
Beth...
You are my sun,
You are my moon,
You are my day and you are my night
You are my soul and you are my heart.
.............
*YOU ARE THE VERY THING THAT KEEPS ME ALIVE!!!*
I love this song so much, it fits all of us who feel like we can't tell anybody who we are, those of us who feel like the night is our home, those of us who honestly feel kind of banged up sometimes
If you knew me, you'd probably hate me. The fear instilled by the idea, "if you really knew me then you could never love me". It's basically the exact reality that Jesus breaks into when he encounters the woman at the well (John 4:1-42)
Amen to that!
If you listen closely you can hear her phone make a sound around 1:36 - 1:38. Meaning no harm, I just wanted to point it out to see if anyone else can hear it too, or if I am just going crazy. Love her songs, by the way.
I can’t help but think of Remus Lupin in wolf form. “I’m turning into a monster.” Lol, every song I listen to I could probably find a way to relate to Harry Potter.
Same
God is a woman! Go!
I actually think of Voldemort when I listen to this song.
honestly, same
Fellow nerd!
I'm listening to songs on AutoPlay at work AND THIS COMES ON!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! Within the first few notes, I was hooked...AND THEN IT GOES UP AN OCTAVE!!!!
I love this. A perfect dedication to my husband of 27 years.
Beth Crowley, have you ever thought of doing a song based on SPN or Percy Jackson? They seem like they'd be something you'd like since you love Mortal Instruments and Harry Potter. :)
A J please please please please please
FOR THEIFE OF ME PLEASE
YEESS SPN
Harry potter love it and supernatural
A J yer a Wizard Dean
This is amazing! Good job! I love it, I love all your music
WHY ARE YOU NOT SUPER FAMOUS YET?!?
I came as soon as I heard!
I was in a narcissistic relationship, and this song really hits deep. For me i take it as from thier pov when they abuse us how we wont expect when its coming. Talking about the master of deguise which narcs are good for. Just the song really drives the point i feel.
I literally liked after 5 second from the start of the song. Oh my god, I'm having goosebumps
I'm in love with this is my new favorite out of your song before it was warrior
I pray that, you will be a famous singer soon enough, because you are super talented
omg her voice is so beautiful
Erinnert mich an meine Fantasygeschichte in der ein Dämon sich vom Bösen abwendet, weil er sich in eine Elfe verliebt. Aber seine inneren Triebe kommen immer wieder durch. Auf die Geschichte passen viele der Lieder. Monster, Battle Cry und Warrior. Die Lieder haben mich auch sehr inspiriert. Danke dafür Beth Crowley!
This song reminds me of my narcissistic ex. So very fitting. I love Beth Crowley songs. Though she writes for books it seems she understands very well about narcissistic abuse and the affects it has on survivors.
Omg this song is perfect!
ILOVEIT
*screeches like a pterodactyl*
I love how you use strings in your songs. and, how dark and bright it seems. like its coming from a dark tunnel but striving for the light still shining in the end. powerfull.
I wanna cry at how much I relate to this... I don’t even know what to say... thanks for making this...
"Set fires just to watch them burn"
Me: Sebastiaaaan!
morgenstern
Me too 😍😍
Books in Neverland Characters this song reminds me of:
1. Maven Calore (Red Queen)
2. Sebastian Morgenstern (duh)
3. Adelaide/the White Wolf (Young Elites)
Books in Neverland yep
Nico di Angelo black butler is life
I love this song so much
Sooo amazing
The background fits the song perfectly!! Beautiful
Beth Crowley is such a gothic name.
And the talent? Pfff subscribed and stanning!
"Only one of us will make it out alive " Amazing lyrics.
2019 and I still can't get over it. 😊🤣
-*plays new song*
-song: "I sleep all day"
-bitch me too
Same, I sleep all day and active at night
Aren't we all lol
You are so lucky. I’m a chronic insomniac..all I want to do is sleep, but it never happens.
@@virginiaviola5097 oh hey this is an old comment. anyway. yeah i also was, spent an entire summer barely sleeping at night and then making up for it during the day.
try to go to a doctor if you haven't already. turns out i have a weird neurological thing going on and i figured it out way later than i should have
This is one of her best songs (in my opinion)
This is a masterpiece I love it. It's so mysterious and enchanting
Why is no one talking about the jump at 2:45?
Such a cool transition; it really adds to the frantic, almost panicked feeling of losing yourself.
I love this song because it fits one side of me and my younger self.
Never clicked on a notification so fast. Been looking forward to this one more than usual.
Probably one of my favorites by you along with Warrior :)
Now this is what you call a good song.
I love this song 2:44 ♡ i can relate to this song
*first second of the video starts playing* Me: *SMASHES THE LIKE BUTTON WITH ALL MY MIGHT*
Salma A Hey, I did that too!!
Ikr! She's amazing
Salma A IKR
Salma A same 😂
Salma A Same 😂
I've lsitened to this song hundreds of times, but i just realized at 1:37 there is a SNAPCHAT notification in the background 😂😂
I love this so much. So,So, Much
*WOW WOW A MASTERPIECE*
Resonates with me as I embrace my true self.
this song is just what I needed and characterizes me perfectly
Why are all your songs so goooood ❤️❤️
such a beautiful voice ❤❤😢
Rose Ericson ikr
Omg, she has the BEST songs! I've been bingeing so many! I am in love with this one! ♥️♥️♥️
The line that goes " I look the same but I'm not fine, the master of my own disguise, if you knew the truth you'd probably hate me. " hit home for me because I have a neurological disorder that makes me feel like this way some times
I love this song
I love your style of music. Very unique
Such a beautiful song Beth! It really moved me :' )
What an awesome song and voice. Wow! This song epitomizes "The Narcissist" and how their mind works. Brava! Saving to my favorites. This song should be on the charts.
she is The best song writer ever!!
Imagine Dragons- Monster
Gabbie Hanna- Monster
Eminem- Monster
Beth Crowley- Monster
Welp-
Dont forget teminite
Don't forget Skillet
You forgot Skillet.
Ok it’s worrying I know all of these... and I love them all..
Starset, Skillet
" Monster"
Carved beautifully into my skin with my blade as my paintbrush, it makes me feel empowered cause with the voices in my head, I feel like a monster and having a name to see calms to feed the monster so that it doesn't hurt my people, so I disguise beautifully my monster into a caring girl for my people. My fire will keep on igniting, but I won't let others burn in it even if I burn and die in it. You may call me monster for my voices but I would still cage myself to save you from me
Hey, are you ok? Is this about you? Please get help and please don't hurt yourself. There are people you can talk to, so go to them before it's too late.
@@CrusaderKnight2000 Yes, it was about me. But I was extremely depressed and suicidal then and with ED but now I am in a way healthier mindset😊. It's kinda scary to know that I wrote that and memories of those days still make me uncomfortable but I did get help and recovered and now moving on to a better life. Thanks for caring🤗🤗
@@muznasabiha6250 i'm glad you're better now. i just came across this and was getting really worried
I love it ! I immediately thought of Jonathan Morgenstern when I listened to it ! :D
Mereryan yea I kinda thought that too
Same here 😂
Mereryan He's such a misunderstood character but still a complete jerk at the same time.
Nadia Begum yeah, but we still love him hahah
Shadowhunter Surgeon same, i also thought about Cinder first lol
Every time, I feel the darkness within me. The beast wants control, but the man within me won't let it. For the longest time, I've felt the rage burn within me, the beast wanting control, to take over and unleash Hell on everything I've come to know and love.. for the longest time, I've fought what I already know.. the beast and I are one in the same.. and I realize something now... I... am.. the beast...
Eternaldarkness3166 THAT IS MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
New fav song!
I love this music video and how it's so awesome to mix with the song. i love the lyrics my life i love this so much
Comments:
60%(me too) relating to characters
15% saying"I am a monster..."
10% random/shipping
15% how great is the song
Me:1. Relating the surname of the girl with a fandom2. I foun the song because a fandom but wow the voice of the girl, the song... I love!XD
And 1% Explaining the comments
I like how you thought this out to make it equal 100% I really appreciate that 😉😆
1% about a period comment
10% sleep all day
Is it just me that around 1:36 there's a faint notification noise in the background? I keep hearing it and it's so weird. It always happens at that point in the video.
It’s just sound effect
@@gloom_bug Guess so, idk it doesn't sounds like it should be there to me
Yeah, I hear it too. Probably sound effect.
Maybe she had a notification whilst recording.
ITS A SOUND EFFECT GOING ON THROUGH THE WHOLE SONG PERSON
I just purchased both versions of the song, Ms. Crowley. I love the melancholic feel this song has.
This video is amazing and fabulus like i Love Beth Crowley
"Only one of us will make it out alive" -Harry Potter and Voldemort
a lot of these lyrics make me feel powerful in my court battle against my abuser
I hope it all turns out in your favor. Sending prayers 🙏❤
I am so pleased to find some TMI fans here, hello, my fellow mud-mundies
How symbolic... Beth from Erzsébet Báthory, (Elizabeth in English) the Bloody Countess (7/8/1560-21/8/1614), Crowley from Alister Crowley, the Beast (as he called himself) (Edward Alexander Crowley, 12/10/1875 - 1/12/1947)... last but not least she says she is a Monster... well... while Alister was a self-proclaimed Monster, Elizabeth was a Real Monster...
I REALLY LIKE you Beth and your song. This is the first Ive heard and not the last.... and why oh why I just found this perfect song? Why you are not all over the radio? Why this song is not in AHS or a movie or... I dont know... somewhere where many more could be introduced to your talent?
I love this