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When I was 13 my big sister told me twitter is like diary and so I would write all my 13 yr old feelings on internet to see and I still get nightmares from it...my sis still have them ss
But this is a DIARY... it’s a place to put your deepest feelings, no matter how shameful. He’s not a guy with too many feelings. He’s a guy being honest with himself when he’s alone. I know that if someone judged my character from just reading my diary, they’d probably think I’m an emotional wreck too. People tend to write when they feel the most down; it’s a kind of therapy.
Yes! This! Because if you can't be completely open and honest in your own diary/journal, where can you be? Censoring yourself, your thoughts, and your feelings isn't healthy. Writing is therapeutic for many people, myself included. I've kept a diary/journal for over 30 years, because it was the one place I could spill my guts without fear of being judged.
This is probably better than reading a fictional story, I mean, knowing these things really happened and at the same diving in the insane mind of the writer
that defeats the whole purpose and you will be writing it with the intent of others reading it so it will be different than a true diary which is someone who is just journaling their deepest personal and private thoughts. Most people would be mortified if they knew someone read their diary.
merncat75 I get that, and I think I’d feel mortified if I knew the person and the person knew me, but if I died and someone sold a diary I wrote to a complete stranger years afterwards, or someone found it in a thrift shop, I think that would be kind of cool because then some small part of me would live on a little longer
@@xwildnessx7845 Absolutely, I understand what you are saying and I completely agree with that scenario but I guess I just mean that if you write out a diary with the intention in mind of having anyone read it someday in the future, then subconsciously you will be writing it differently than if you were just sincerely documenting your thoughts and experiences. It would come out more like a memoir rather than a private diary.
@@nayo5096 what do you disagree? That he wanted to write down his feelings and he probably never thought anyone would ever read it..? And who doesn't know the owner.. the person that sold this diary? My point is, yes she bought this diary she can read it.. but the fact that she is calling him crazy and all of that it is very very rude
I found one in an old flat I rented. It was super depressing. It was a budding romance, but then the guy committed suicide and the girl who's diary it was thought it was her fault. It was so sad
These forays into a "stranger's diary" makes me contemplative about what will become of my journals and diaries decades from now. I'm having slightly disturbing imaginings of someone on the internet delving into my thoughts in the year 2063 😳.
Man, someone would have fun with mine. But I've been writing them since I was 9 and there are already over 100, so...good luck, future person who stumbles on that mess, I hope you at least get the complete set! 🤣
I disagree. I mean yes. It's his personal diary, but no one know who he is, and it's not like he write something that could like put him in jail or something
what if they _weren’t_ dead? imagine how weird it’d be to stumble across a video of some random person reading your deepest, darkest thoughts..... *huh*
a couple months ago i found a diary in my attic and it's ...... interesting to say the least. i believe it was written by a 12-13 year old girl from the early 2000's
@@joannaborns I am literally seeing a live feed of a burn happening, how blessed I must be! Low-key though, somehow stumbled upon the channel 15 minutes ago, keep up the great work!
@@mksketchms thanks for letting me know that some people find some slang terms disrespectful. Very helpful and informative! If there's anything else you think I don't know, please leave more comments!
I didn’t know this channel, I love it! I am very hooked on these old diarys, I feel nostalgic, empathy and there is a certain strangeness in them that I couldn’t explain...
1979 in LA. He's almost certainly, positivity on cocaine and marijuana. There is no end to the kind of rollercoaster that dude's head is in on any given day, and still be comparatively normal for his time. Delusion, obsession, tempted to stalk a flame, magical thinking, promiscuity. Yeah.....I'd lay money on him being totally fried most nights , then withdrawing various days of the week. If he's a man of his times and region (judging by his relative ease of finding partners, I'd say he probably was) it's 1979. It's the Renaissance of porno, cocaine, poppers, disco, grass, astrology, swinging. He might not have been all that weird, in context.
My diaries literally are filled with my horror doodles, horror short stories, and my daily struggles within my family. Gonna bury them in a box or burn them lol😂
I'm keeping a diary and if Joanna ever got her diary-loving hands on it, she'd probably be disappointed in the lack of crush talk since I'm ace and sworn off relationships. But hopefully the family drama I write about would make up for it lol.
When I finish my diary, I’m gonna send it to you. Yes. I’m going to send it to you. Or at least try. I talk about crushes and there’s DRAMA. Like lots of DRAMA. crushes, friend drama, cats, anxiety. Blah blah blah and more.
Me and my boyfriend are going through this incredibly complicated break/break up so it's eery listening to this because I can relate to Alyssa so much. The emotions involved are so real and scary. It's a roller coaster for sure.
I was an 8/9 year old kid in '79. I went to Sunnyside elementary, and thought I was a normal kid, insofar as I thought of myself socially. This guy is still around probably.
Her: He keeps talking 'bout his dreams, but my god they are so boring Me: Falling of my chair from laughter. The way she said it was so perfectly timed
I have only got one fully written diary from a really edgy period of my life. I feel like there is a lot of value in there for a book or something. But I am too scared to read it myself. It sounds cliché but it’s gonna cause bad emotions reading it 😂 Like I’ll cry 24/7.
I mean... I think you have something about breaking up and yet every situation is different, this is one point of view and potentially a more vent y whiny point of view because it was perhaps made to be private. So it is hard for me to judge if they seriously need to break up, seek counseling, whatever, because while a diary can be helpful insight it is usually most helpful to the writer, not outside parties...Or so I imagine, who knows? Maybe it is exactly what it seems and they need to break up, I do not know based on the amount of information available.
Good timing for this one! Just two days ago I texted a friend who hasn't been replying. I decided that that will be the last time. Why I'm being ghosted I don't know but I'm taking the dignified route and just letting the friendship go.---One of the entries you read from, Joanna, was written on my 18th birthday!---"...made love..." was a common term in the 1970's.---I'm not sure that reading someone's diary is an invasion of privacy. Dr. Thomas Mallon who wrote the book "A Book of One's Own---People and Their Diaries" and another book about people's letters said in the beginning of the second book that people write diaries for other and letters for themselves.---I'm going to be looking for your next diary video!
I highly recommend it! I've written diaries since I was 9 and they really are therapeutic. Just find a really good hiding place if you're worried about it being found. You can also buy one with a lock for extra security. And you can burn it after like others have said. I've kept every diary I've ever written because I sometimes like going back and revisiting them. Almost my entire life is in those books, the good, the bad, and the embarrassing, but it's done me a world of good to write them. And who knows, maybe someday after I've died, someone will read them and feel less alone or get some kind of enjoyment out of them, and I kind of like the thought of that.
i didnt know you had your own youtube channel!! ive been watching your videos all day now and i really enjoy them :-) especially these! i should buy a diary sometime, its so interesting!
This made me wanna reread my old diary and wow was I an immature 17 year old. The one thing I regret was spacing out my entries so much. I have about 6 years of entries in there and my diary isn't even half full. Lol bright side to that the time gaps make my life seem semi interesting
Hi Joanna, loving this content- I also have about 25 years worth of my diaries. I have written a lot & it makes me wonder now if they were going to be ever sold in the future & i can tell the reader what goes on my mind everyday. It helps me,somehow, to know that people like you are that interested to read anyone's life. In a good way.
My grandpa used to write a diary in Japanese, for a very long time, since the day he came from Japan to Brazil around ww2. There were a lot of notebooks written and I bet it would've been great to use them to write a book or something but my stupid uncle took all of the notebooks and sold them to recycle!!! It's been years that happened and I still can't believe he did that, so stupid!
we're reading someone's most personal and vulnerable thoughts and he's admitting and acknowledging his mistakes. we're also only seeing one side of the story. dunno if I'd go so far as to disrespect another human being based on a few pages in which he really does nothing terribly wrong. so his crime is... loving alyssa too much? dude, we've all been there. yeah, that can turn into toxicity but we shouldn't assume those things based off so little. and yeah, we can speculate he maybe did something like cheat or that the relationship with his wife got in the way of his new relationship or something along those lines, but that's all it is: speculation. he's also a human being. we all make mistakes and have rash emotions, but it's how we move on and improve that matters. at least he's man enough to own up to them it seems.
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Who wrote that diary
I hope no one ever sells my diaries on ebay, people who bought them would end up thinking I'm a bitch because I use them to vent so much lol
If I was born in the 2070’s, I would buy every single diary that is in the comments right now lol
I just burnt mine
When I was 13 my big sister told me twitter is like diary and so I would write all my 13 yr old feelings on internet to see and I still get nightmares from it...my sis still have them ss
Sammeeee
Same I feel like it’s the one place I can talk crap about people I hate and not get in trouble for it lol.
But this is a DIARY... it’s a place to put your deepest feelings, no matter how shameful. He’s not a guy with too many feelings. He’s a guy being honest with himself when he’s alone. I know that if someone judged my character from just reading my diary, they’d probably think I’m an emotional wreck too. People tend to write when they feel the most down; it’s a kind of therapy.
Thank you, love that you say that
Love it girl I’m glad you say this
Praise this. 🙌🏽👌🏽
Yes! This! Because if you can't be completely open and honest in your own diary/journal, where can you be? Censoring yourself, your thoughts, and your feelings isn't healthy. Writing is therapeutic for many people, myself included. I've kept a diary/journal for over 30 years, because it was the one place I could spill my guts without fear of being judged.
I feel like someone would think I'm a hot mess if they read mine
This is probably better than reading a fictional story, I mean, knowing these things really happened and at the same diving in the insane mind of the writer
You reading these diaries makes me want to write a diary in hopes of a future person wanting to read it.
tehharu honestly I thought I was the only one thinking this
I have a diary that I go back to every couple months that I've had since 2013 😂😂
that defeats the whole purpose and you will be writing it with the intent of others reading it so it will be different than a true diary which is someone who is just journaling their deepest personal and private thoughts.
Most people would be mortified if they knew someone read their diary.
merncat75 I get that, and I think I’d feel mortified if I knew the person and the person knew me, but if I died and someone sold a diary I wrote to a complete stranger years afterwards, or someone found it in a thrift shop, I think that would be kind of cool because then some small part of me would live on a little longer
@@xwildnessx7845 Absolutely, I understand what you are saying and I completely agree with that scenario but I guess I just mean that if you write out a diary with the intention in mind of having anyone read it someday in the future, then subconsciously you will be writing it differently than if you were just sincerely documenting your thoughts and experiences.
It would come out more like a memoir rather than a private diary.
“Romance and despair in Los Angeles” sounds like a Lana del Rey song
Omg it does
So does the entire relationship
Yeeeeeessss
@Ig-nat-ius I know this comment is from 9 months ago , but what did she do? I just want to know so that I am educated on the matter :)
WHAHAHAHAHAH
When you said with diaries people can write about their personal thoughts such as "I have a crush on scooby doo", I had to subscribe.
Allyson S. same lmaooo
Honey what you have to remember is that he wrote this to himself and not for anyone else to read
EXACTLY
True,true
Disagree, but yes it is a very personal thing, but then they dont know the owner so they cant give it even if they did want to.
@@nayo5096 what do you disagree? That he wanted to write down his feelings and he probably never thought anyone would ever read it..? And who doesn't know the owner.. the person that sold this diary? My point is, yes she bought this diary she can read it.. but the fact that she is calling him crazy and all of that it is very very rude
@@aamiahpapaya9154 I meant that theres nothing wrong in reading it and yes it is kinda rude of her to judge him just by reading his diary.
I am so tempted to buy a stranger's diary now 😭
Same!
I'll sell you mine for 1,000. I have seven of them.
I found one in an old flat I rented. It was super depressing. It was a budding romance, but then the guy committed suicide and the girl who's diary it was thought it was her fault. It was so sad
@@jordanibarra9211 😂
@@alias201 that's so sad! 😢
I'm addicted to this content I'm so happy I found a new vid on strangers diaries!!
I want to buy one some day so badd
Same
Yyyaaaas
Same
@@MariaRivera-nw2wj you can buy my diaries . So much depression, ptsd. And cant forget the hypersexual content!
@@blushingfrankie6296 lmaooo same
“It’s so musty”
*sniffs again* 😂😂
I love his language. He writes beautifully
Marieles Mystic Music
Alas, an English major
I agree!!!!!!!
I swear Joanna is looking for Ted Budneys diary
Try Kyle Odom, heh heh.
I love the story in the diary. Someone, please make it into a movie.
rey c truuuuu
Don’t test me because I will
Varian Boi goooo
Son in law with Pauley shore
It should be called “Happily Ever After in Los Angeles”
These forays into a "stranger's diary" makes me contemplative about what will become of my journals and diaries decades from now. I'm having slightly disturbing imaginings of someone on the internet delving into my thoughts in the year 2063 😳.
you’d be ded
YᑌKI ᑕᕼᗩᑎシ
Nope. Depends on when they’re born. Even if they were born in 2000, they would be 63.
Man, someone would have fun with mine. But I've been writing them since I was 9 and there are already over 100, so...good luck, future person who stumbles on that mess, I hope you at least get the complete set! 🤣
And my sexy pics...
@@dreampug7117 They wouldn't, if they were born in 2000 they'd be 63
Last Diary: I NEED more information about this crush
This Diary: WE GET IT DUDE YOU HAVE FEELINGS!
yeahh...
😂😂😂
Why shaming a man for expressing his deep feelings and emotions in his own diary? Geez.
EXACTLY, he didn't write it for others to read (and critique)
These are private, personal thoughts. Geez 🙄
I disagree. I mean yes. It's his personal diary, but no one know who he is, and it's not like he write something that could like put him in jail or something
geee exAAACCTTLLYY
Exactly what I felt that what's she's being insensitive and senseless
Ikr it's so annoying.
I just gave consent to my roommates to sell my diary on eBay if I die before they do
what if they _weren’t_ dead?
imagine how weird it’d be to stumble across a video of some random person
reading your deepest, darkest thoughts..... *huh*
That guy was totally a theater nerd
Joanna: sniffs " it smells "
Still sniffs
CAN ANYONE DO SOME RESEARCH OF AN ALYSSA WHO WAS A MUSICIAN IN 1979 IN LA?!?
I can
@@daphne4983 tell me if you find something!
@@itsanika5 books.google.nl/books?id=SyQEAAAAMBAJ&pg=PT126&lpg=PT126&dq=alyssa+1979+musician+los+angeles&source=bl&ots=udG7Jzt8MN&sig=ACfU3U3W5An4VA0EuettjBy3Qd4OJQHw3w&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjsyrKsz7XmAhUOecAKHXO_AbcQ6AEwGHoECAYQAQ#v=snippet&q=alyssa%201979&f=false
Ok I don't know if this lady is our Alyssa but you never know. I am sure though both links are about the same Alyssa Ashley.
Btw now I read the pages, there is no Alyssa!!! It's a woman named Robin!
That's the content i'm here for😂
a couple months ago i found a diary in my attic and it's ...... interesting to say the least. i believe it was written by a 12-13 year old girl from the early 2000's
Sell it :)
Could it be you? I say it's you? Oh could it possibly be you??? I wonder😂 no really is it your old dairy cause when I found mine I had a cringe fest.
Please read it out loud on your channel!
English major is the perfect major for him.
girl they were in like 1979 they dont use “2019” terms like we banged,had sex and thank god because “made love” is more respectful to both of them
"banged" as slang for sex dates back to 1916
@@joannaborns I am literally seeing a live feed of a burn happening, how blessed I must be! Low-key though, somehow stumbled upon the channel 15 minutes ago, keep up the great work!
@@joannaborns it still sounds disrespectful to some just fyi
@@mksketchms thanks for letting me know that some people find some slang terms disrespectful. Very helpful and informative! If there's anything else you think I don't know, please leave more comments!
@@joannaborns yes, please be a little more of stuck up b and learn to take criticism. Thanks. :)
This dairy gives me “end of the f*cking world” vibes. (The series on netflix)
Legit thought the same lol
that's a wonderful point
"We made love deeply and strangenly": I laughed SO hard
Me too
Hope this diary videos never end. Obsessed
I keep a journal/diary. It makes these videos kind of strange to watch, yet I still love them.
Please get more diaries. You do a beautiful job reading and sharing them. Almost like bed time stories ❤️📖 I need more!
YES! I'm obsessed with these videos!
Late 70's emo diary
More like an incel diary I believe.
This guy has a huge heart i hope he's resting in peace
1979 wasn't that long ago, so unless it was confirmed he's passed away, he could still be alive.
I didn’t know this channel, I love it! I am very hooked on these old diarys, I feel nostalgic, empathy and there is a certain strangeness in them that I couldn’t explain...
Welcome! Thanks for watching!
1979 in LA. He's almost certainly, positivity on cocaine and marijuana. There is no end to the kind of rollercoaster that dude's head is in on any given day, and still be comparatively normal for his time.
Delusion, obsession, tempted to stalk a flame, magical thinking, promiscuity. Yeah.....I'd lay money on him being totally fried most nights , then withdrawing various days of the week.
If he's a man of his times and region (judging by his relative ease of finding partners, I'd say he probably was) it's 1979. It's the Renaissance of porno, cocaine, poppers, disco, grass, astrology, swinging. He might not have been all that weird, in context.
I've wrote 6 Diary's. A total of 1,700 pages combined. And let me tell you.........I was a...
Strange kid. Let's just put it that way.
I would pay to read your diaries
Well darn, now you got me curious.
bought a strangers diary on eBay from 1940, I can’t even read the handwriting 😂😂
THE TRIPLE SNIFF.
Can't stop, won't stop
My diaries literally are filled with my horror doodles, horror short stories, and my daily struggles within my family. Gonna bury them in a box or burn them lol😂
I wouldn't care if someone read my diary as long as I'm dead
Yeah I'm not letting anyone read my diaries until I'm on my deathbed.
He’s an Aquarius
"English majors what're you gonna do with them?!"
*me, an English major: right?! Freaking English majors
“He’s going to leave her alone. That’s progress...I guess. We’ll take it.” 😂😂 he needs to get over this girl 😩😩
The fact that 1980 was 40 years ago is just mind blowing 😮
Idk I think ur too hard on him. We’re all a lil crazy sometimes? Right?
Very much
Imagine to order a stranger´s diary online, and you get something like ANNE FRANK´s diary... oh my god.. just the thought.
You know, my dad calls my mom crazy and he was right, but he’s still a huge push over teddy bear
I'm keeping a diary and if Joanna ever got her diary-loving hands on it, she'd probably be disappointed in the lack of crush talk since I'm ace and sworn off relationships. But hopefully the family drama I write about would make up for it lol.
This is making me want to keep a diary just so someone might read it 50 years from now lol
When I finish my diary, I’m gonna send it to you. Yes. I’m going to send it to you. Or at least try. I talk about crushes and there’s DRAMA. Like lots of DRAMA. crushes, friend drama, cats, anxiety. Blah blah blah and more.
That guy could still be alive right now
True
He writes as though he plans to write a 1970's tragedy love gone wrong novel like "Love Story" (love means never having to say your sorry)
These are the absolute best! I started a diary so that in 50 years someone will buy it. I’m not insane. Nope. Anyway I love your videos and you!❤️❤️❤️
That's not a diary then.. that a memoir
I write journals just for the pure purpose that someone may read it one day. I want people to know that I lived and how I went about my life
“Just be normal and say that you’re paddling your canoe the the spaghetti house...” 😂
I wheezed
If a stranger ever reads my diary,he's definitely gonna freak out
so disrespectful. How are you judging someone’s diary and feelings? “Ok dude we get it you have feelings” FFS
Carina Cobain finally someone who comments about this. I thought lots of it was rude.
This is the content I'm living for it's surprisingly entertaining
Me and my boyfriend are going through this incredibly complicated break/break up so it's eery listening to this because I can relate to Alyssa so much. The emotions involved are so real and scary. It's a roller coaster for sure.
I was an 8/9 year old kid in '79. I went to Sunnyside elementary, and thought I was a normal kid, insofar as I thought of myself socially. This guy is still around probably.
Sheesh you're judging
he writes beautifully
Seems like they had a toxic relationship
Her: He keeps talking 'bout his dreams, but my god they are so boring
Me: Falling of my chair from laughter.
The way she said it was so perfectly timed
Joana: *smells book* ugh its so musty *keeps smelling the book*
Joanna: **Smells diary**
Joanna: "Ugh this is musty *AF*
Also Joanna: **procceeds to smell diary 10 times**
I keep explaining what things are in my diary because I keep thinking someone will find it and be confused-
I missed these videos!! Love your content gurl😘
This is what I've been subbed for ❤
I'm just discovering your channel today. I'm hooked. Time to binge.
thanks!
Yup same
I have only got one fully written diary from a really edgy period of my life. I feel like there is a lot of value in there for a book or something. But I am too scared to read it myself. It sounds cliché but it’s gonna cause bad emotions reading it 😂 Like I’ll cry 24/7.
going back through an old diary is VERY emotional!
The diary is the real heart to the person❤️
Please do more of these diaries, I find them fascinating!
Thank you! A new one is coming in January!
@@joannaborns Yes! I love this series.
I mean... I think you have something about breaking up and yet every situation is different, this is one point of view and potentially a more vent y whiny point of view because it was perhaps made to be private. So it is hard for me to judge if they seriously need to break up, seek counseling, whatever, because while a diary can be helpful insight it is usually most helpful to the writer, not outside parties...Or so I imagine, who knows? Maybe it is exactly what it seems and they need to break up, I do not know based on the amount of information available.
OMG IM SO HAPPY YOU HAVE A CHANNEL NOW!!! I absolutely loved your videos for buzzfeed but they just stopped. You have made my life!!!
Thank you!
Lmao, if someone got hold of my dairies I would freak
I like how she smelt the book and said it was musty and kept on smelling it 🤣😂
I had to wait all day until after work to watch ur video!! Thank you for this - a great way to relax at the end of the day. Lol.
a sad rollercoaster? Sign me UP
I had no idea I needed this in my life.
thank you!
this is so entertaining i remember watching you in June im back
This diary looks like was wrote by Joe from the serie "you" from netflix OMG!!
I love that show
@@joannaborns I love it too!! Today is streaming of the season 2 ✨✨✨
Good timing for this one! Just two days ago I texted a friend who hasn't been replying. I decided that that will be the last time. Why I'm being ghosted I don't know but I'm taking the dignified route and just letting the friendship go.---One of the entries you read from, Joanna, was written on my 18th birthday!---"...made love..." was a common term in the 1970's.---I'm not sure that reading someone's diary is an invasion of privacy. Dr. Thomas Mallon who wrote the book "A Book of One's Own---People and Their Diaries" and another book about people's letters said in the beginning of the second book that people write diaries for other and letters for themselves.---I'm going to be looking for your next diary video!
ive missed your videos!!!!! glad to see you back with a classic ☺️
should i start a diary i’m really anxious of someone will find it lol
I mean, you can always burn it lol; if you need someone or something to display your thoughts on, you can later burn in after you've finished it
I highly recommend it! I've written diaries since I was 9 and they really are therapeutic. Just find a really good hiding place if you're worried about it being found. You can also buy one with a lock for extra security. And you can burn it after like others have said.
I've kept every diary I've ever written because I sometimes like going back and revisiting them. Almost my entire life is in those books, the good, the bad, and the embarrassing, but it's done me a world of good to write them. And who knows, maybe someday after I've died, someone will read them and feel less alone or get some kind of enjoyment out of them, and I kind of like the thought of that.
it’s So Therapeutic. i’ve been keeping them since early my sophomore year, on my fifth one.
i didnt know you had your own youtube channel!! ive been watching your videos all day now and i really enjoy them :-) especially these! i should buy a diary sometime, its so interesting!
thanks for watching!
Buy more stranger's diary ❤️ Love your content so much!!
You got a new fan here!!! I'm enjoying so much these videos about old diaries! Please give us more content like this 😁. Kisses from Spain!
This made me wanna reread my old diary and wow was I an immature 17 year old. The one thing I regret was spacing out my entries so much. I have about 6 years of entries in there and my diary isn't even half full. Lol bright side to that the time gaps make my life seem semi interesting
Hi Joanna, loving this content- I also have about 25 years worth of my diaries. I have written a lot & it makes me wonder now if they were going to be ever sold in the future & i can tell the reader what goes on my mind everyday.
It helps me,somehow, to know that people like you are that interested to read anyone's life. In a good way.
My grandpa used to write a diary in Japanese, for a very long time, since the day he came from Japan to Brazil around ww2. There were a lot of notebooks written and I bet it would've been great to use them to write a book or something but my stupid uncle took all of the notebooks and sold them to recycle!!! It's been years that happened and I still can't believe he did that, so stupid!
Nooooo! That's a shame. I bet they would've been fascinating to read.
if someone reads my diary they will just find pages of me writting FFFUUUCCKKK after every word.
we're reading someone's most personal and vulnerable thoughts and he's admitting and acknowledging his mistakes. we're also only seeing one side of the story. dunno if I'd go so far as to disrespect another human being based on a few pages in which he really does nothing terribly wrong. so his crime is... loving alyssa too much? dude, we've all been there. yeah, that can turn into toxicity but we shouldn't assume those things based off so little. and yeah, we can speculate he maybe did something like cheat or that the relationship with his wife got in the way of his new relationship or something along those lines, but that's all it is: speculation. he's also a human being. we all make mistakes and have rash emotions, but it's how we move on and improve that matters. at least he's man enough to own up to them it seems.
Read it in full please. I'm sure people would love to watch this. ❤
I would be mortified if a stranger read my diary. I put very personal things in there haha
you should do a series. i love these types of videos.
Joe is that you? Are you keeping Love anonymous by calling her Alyssa?! 🤔
Alyssa = Love Quinn. 🤯 Lol 🤣
My name is Alyssa.... I'm scared.
I’d come back and haunt the person who sold and bought my diaries if I’m dead
Joanna *smells book* "smells very musty" *continues to smell*