, thank you amazing zhang for this beautiful song, it suit to zhangzhehan, love it very much, pls more of these, it takes our breath away!..More!! 🤗🤗💙💕
ZZH " Baby " you're " so handsome " babe close up" wowww weee here a 💋 breathless" this blue hat and colorful" shirt " l like it " natural " like it close" babe l like it the way you do this thing" so gooooo " thank you " ❤️ ❤️ 🌹 🌹 🌹
Thank you for the video!!!!!! I'm happy to see HAN's face like this! I want to see HAN perform 🎭 😫 I 'm waiting for you to come back!!! You can do it ✌️ 💪 ✨️ 👏 🙌 Really ♡❤️ Really ~~~~~ I miss you so much 💓
OMG... unknown to me you loved BERLIN the 🎶 🎵 music and yes, don't you forget that "you took our breath away". Gosh, you ♥️ ❤️ 💙 really loved MUSIC and u got the high class ❤️ and best choices. Am sure you also loves ❤️ the Cranberries.. you are highly missed..May Our Sweet Devine Guide you ALWAYS.
Am technically overwhelmed b-coz tht music "Berlin" is my fav music during my university days. I agree more with you when u said with charater. I also loved the original and old music ( from my mom) called Kung Fu Fighting. With tht music I'd learn the fundamentals on how to fight, am embarrassed, life we've choose often times amist. Never give up hope 🙏 ❤ ok, soon everything will be over, u'l see. U'l have the last hoorah! We're around giving you lots of moral and of course we (I) cherish you, u're missed.
Honestly, each time somebody would send me this Berlin my fav music 🎶, throw be a back during my 1st years at the University pursuing a degree full of anx. Now, I always think about the injustice thrown to Zhang Zhehan. Yes, very appallingly nervy. Justice will one day comes in his behalf
nhưng vẫn trầm tư ưu phiền vì nhìn đôi mắt buồn ngấn lệ cảm súc hay vì chụp ảnh cho cảm súc con người buồn vui hay gian sảo không qua nỗi ánh mắt đôi mắt buồn trầm tư vì chỗ đó đôi mắt này đoạt phim xuất sắc vân tịch truyện còn như ý vui buồn tức giận hờn ghen diễn vai túc vương quá hay luôn rất họp hơn các phim khác ai coi có nhận xét như mình kg hay cô sống nội tâm cảm súc thương người khác với người giàu sang cứng cõi💪✊👌👍🙏👏🏻
ZZH tem idade para ser meu filho, mas não posso deixar de admira-lo, alto, bonito, estiloso,uma boca linda que a maioria das jovens de hoje gostariam de ter, e além de tudo, atlético e um ótimo profissional..... Continue lutando pra poder voltar, você faz muita falta nas telas, melhor ainda quando contracena com Jujin.
Jan 14th Thank you Berlin-Arbeiten, am grateful of your presence My Dear Precious ❤️ Tigger, my darling Xiaozhe, Here's my SERENADE TO YOU To my Beau Zhang Zhehan aka XiaoZhe I am who I am and because of you have open my mind in matters of the heart 💙. You are every reason, every hope I've ever had LOVE ❤️ and no matter what happen, I always want to be your soul mate bound by the ABOVE. Each moment we are together in your platforms is the greatest day in my life. AND, I LOVE ❤️ YOU more than words can express forever and always. Whenever you feel overwhelmed, remember who's the King of karaoke 🎤 you are. And, I'll straighten your crown. I may not be your first date, your first kiss, or first LOVE 😉. BUT, I just want to be your LAST OF EVERYTHING. I ❤️ LOVE ❤️ YOU. The above originated from: EVERLASTING
Jan 20th My dearest precious Tigger 🌹, Seeing you with our extended family is so awesome and am loving it. You looked so great, simply gorgeously handsome, down to Earth. Major people will embraces you more due to you appear so-humble. Ur sets of rings you wore it's you and me TOGETHER- that's our symbol. I loved it and symbolizes power, strength and around us. 😝My surgeon assessments on my wound in getting a lot better and he removed the expensive clip to support my bones and my bones can start handling pressure (huge progress). But, am still gonna stay on popping chemo-drugs. He lessen some, so am popping 7 different medicine instesd of 9. My feelings were great and I can start walking large steps, still with the help of a cane, oww well. It is like it is. Any ways, my bossy had reminded me 3 or 4 times in occasion to reading about the latest developments in regards to marrying an Asian men, as this is wht he told me, women in general should never associate with husband friends. Never talk back for they smack the partner in the face. Ouch! Oy oy ugly. Women work harder than men, served their partners and likeably like a *lady in waiting, maid or servant*. Their wife is not only for the nightingale sexual von appetite, but they also have (known women) like some harlots or huzzies on the side supporting them like concubines or harem. My goodness what kind of urges do Asian male is that? Aren't they gonna get any sex diseases, if so?? I asked, he said he noticed it when he lived in Japan for 5 years solid. In other words Asian males are not monogamous. So my darling do not get upset now okay please, a reason gotta ask you. To love, respect, serve you am okay plus, to work so I can help out instead of counting the fallen grains of the ground- know wht I mean, by doing nothing yet, I don't even play make- up on. I'll be more than happy to apply make- up on you so I can practice, huh!!! What do you think about bossy remarks??? I think these current world we lots of things had changed. BTW
Jan 26th My darling Xiaozhe ♥️, I am still constructing my serenade to you, and I hope you'll love it. ❤️ Am sure no women serenaded you, huh? In regards or about SOULMATES as the title. Love ❤️ you much Take care and LOVE ❤️ 🥰🌹🌻💙
Jan 05th of 2023 My darling Xiaozhe ♥️, Yes, I Love ❤️ you and last night as am trying to grasp in regards to ur country, still I refuse to meddle neither interject none of that. I have to go back deeper how can a country became such, why and who's ideological idea to how it came all about. ALL I KNOW ur beloved country is so rich historically, my gut feelings maybe I was once a Chinese decent of some kind b-coz as I looked at the Globe 🌎 China always comes in my heart ❤️ that I cannot explain. Let's drop that thoughts. In view of my Love and affection towards children. Mind you am at the height of reading books about all till ur judicial system kicks in my thoughts. I said to myself, how dumb I could be trying to help this and that, looking at the parents of the children over there that parents cannot control their children? Sure, both parents were busy working, that's a lame excuse. The other trigger point is am looking at GJ, kids calling him PA or PAPA. Nah, no, I had enough harvested bullshit in ur beloved country and being tolerated. I looked at my dysfunctioned family, yet Ms Stalin did what she did to me to save her 🤪 spoiled bratty I am b-coz am really notorious. I fight growing up and all. I never regretted her. I Thank Ms Stalin and I call her mother, not mom and yes, she loves her name Ms Stalin. With that compounded monies that I'd been sending to Vivian, yes, I have to complete it to 1T, I said to myself it's better for my darling Xiaozhe to enjoy the fruits of my labor, to his staff, close family, friends and within our parameters. None to be shared with ideological bullshit in regards to your politics neither any brouhaha. To me that's their problem. Just enjoy, have fun. Once again don't be persuaded in regards to any propaganda. They can preach all they want but, preferably stay away. Ask our family for guidance. It's not your room. Am an open minded person, but I have limits. Yes, I am after of your being. Am sorry my darling of the turning of the events into over-drive. Nooo not b-coz of full moon. It's the way, I think straight as an 🏹 arrow. LOve ❤️ you. Yes, I still will serenade you it's just at the back burner. Gotta work and oh! I let Tam as the in-charge. She's crying tremendously. I told her to stop, am alive still and save her tears if am dead, kaput. Love ❤️ you my darling Xiaozhe, time to rest. I loved the new 🎶 🎵 music. Catchalattah 🌹 💙 🌻 Love you 🥰💋❤️ I hope the above makes sense🤣 Rest my darling ♥️ all is okay
No worries my dear avid fan Amazing ZzH, my Xiaozhe is my angel🥰🌹💙my true love and I love him more. I responded to you and thank you for supporting my Xiaozhe. It really never dawn on me about countries to whom we cherished, love and supported. Oh! Ms Stalin and I gonna go to the cemetery to visit ancestors plus, going to the chuch. Oww, oww! I hope I won't burn when I enter the church coz I meditate, pray on my own. Yah, if I have personal issues, I kneal and pray...I'll pray for peace on Earth and the best health of my darling ❤️ and dear in my ❤️ heart, ❤️ love to Xiaozhe. Thank you, Xiaozhe jr 🌻💙🌹I MISYAH AND ❤️ my Xiaozhe sr 🌹 By the ways, I think 4days ago it said. *Just arrived via plane and it's okay for me to take it off* Call me dummy, which one should I take off??? Am not understanding it... am sorry. Thank you
Dear Amazing ZzH, so sorry for the delayed response coz kinda busy on my end, then my once upon fav uncle showed up, with respect gotta give him a gesture of kiss and hug (ugh!) Kinda respect. He's talking to Ms Stalin to kinda collecting property tax, out loud like am deaf announcing the house is my moms, I jst bite my 💋. Ans, to rub it in my face, he asked me how's my Chinese boyfriend, nicely said his name is Zhang Xiaozhe Zhehan not Chinese man, thank you for asking plus, I told him to excuse my exit. I stayed in my room, I jst kept my cool till I'll sit down with my lawyer, lining all my docs in a row. I didn't even care lawyers fee. Hey, gotta go for now, coz gotta finish packing Ms Stalin clothings, then I'll get back at yah plus, I, promised my mom that am gonna cook tonite and she's waiting. His, bro out the house. Thank you my friend, be right back lattah. Xiaozhe jr🌻
16th Jan 2023 Am so very, very THANKFUL that YOU MY Berlin-Arbeiten 🙏 is always following my progression and daily progression. My Darling Tigger🌹, Am really having a blast, very extremely happy to see you, NEW Xiaozhe 🥰 you looked so mature, responsible, well poised and a very humbling simple man speaks a lot of volume. You're correct u're now embracing maturehood vs to youth full of shooting hormones and all, finding what's your position on this Mother Earth. HERE'S MY NEW SERENADE TO YOU: Never forget these words I LOVE YOU. sometimes it's hard to find fitted words to tell you how much you mean to me. If I did anything right in my life, it was when I gave my heart ❤️ to you. You are my best- friend, my Beau, my soul mates. Never forget that. I Love ❤️ you. The NEW med ( I call it cocktail) am popping seem to respond, kinda mild knock-out but, finally responded to my body. My land-line so busy and am refusing to answer yeah, my relatives talks to me frequently via c-phone from Sweden 🇸🇪 asking me if I can live there once my delimma is over. My response I cannot compromise none. My uncle from the Bay Area is trying to reconcile but, am avoiding any chit-chats now. My health is still in limbo. My darling, it's up to you really in consideration to singing the oldest CHINESE BUDDHA PRAYERS AS CHINESE NEW YEAR IS FAST APPROACHING. Yet, again u've grown and that's your area of choices, am just thinking on how to serenade the Giant sleeping 😴 Cinderella (China). I simply noticed this in Taiwan (3) times during my TDY military-civilian the four of us. Something starting to brew and mind you am having the best of time, crazie 🙃😜😛you showing all your pearls how you love them and all🤣😅😆 I get it, your loving ❤️ me and I know that, 🤪 😜 you are. Am still laughing rgt now and I get it. AND, am reading the 👶 year old " Zhang Sanjian" a year old now, And, this immature, uncultured brain 😆mistook the message yet, she does speak and said it in English that she's sad to hear that your g-friend is pregnant and congratulating you. FIRST IMPULSE I HAD, OWW NOOO and at the same time, GJ pops in my mind. I knew that imbacile is sending these youngsters to snoop in your platforms 🤣 😂, followed by same questions and forwarded to me, then vanished, her lost. My response am not the gorgeous handsomely man and am a WOMAN and am about to affixed here me rrrroooOOAARR. My question to you my precious ❤️, I gotta ask you AT FRONT IS IT TRUE??? Am curious, I wanting to hear from you instead of acting like the Magna Volcano 🌋 exploding nonsense. I am now realizing your current situation and I don't know how you can even compose yourself. GOSSIPS OF NON SENSE un-imaginably incomprehensible, unbelievable. Am so sorry my darling that is what you're dealing with in a daily basis. I just smile, SMILE SAYING NOTHING like you do. Gotta do slow walking to my room so I can slowly organize. Mother refusal to hire the cleaning group, her fear is they might steal. Knock on wood
11th Jan Dear Xiaozhe, I'd push you away bcoz I don't simply need no pity from nobody in regards to the gravity of my health issues, yes, I'd been very passive in regards to going back in full shape but, the more I tried often times it is hard to achieve. Of course, I always say in my prayers to The Above, often times, I've mentioned to you that my wishes is for you to succeed and in exchange I simply offer myself (example be careful on what you wish for). Yes, we have the best medicine here but, at the same time we don't know what's on the other side of the coin. Ironically news in regards to you that I had absorbed hurts in regards to personal matters. So many trivia's that I've dealt with but, I have to follow my instinct. Please accept my apologies if I've gone over and above hurting you that I simply didn't intend too. I was thinking if I died it would be easier for you to forget ONCE UPON A TIME THERE'S this crazy pearls that pops in your life and you will never ever remember me as days go by after am gone. At the same token I should enjoy the gifts, the pleasure of having to meet you and of course, the unreachable LOVE You've taught me. I will always treasure it while am still alive. Again, I am sorry if I ever hurt you. Forgive me and I KNOW LOVE NEVER MEANS TO SAY I AM SORRY. If I die-I love you, if I live- I love you more. Will you ever FORGIVE ME? As Always, 🫴🌹🌻💙
Hello My Xiaozhe, I'd love to update you on what procedures they're going to do to me as the main goal: is to suppressed the progression of these bone cancer by tomoro starting from 0900hrs till 1400hrs, knowing how I describe things and it will make you sick or faint. I know my mother will bring me there but, they're going to lead her to the TV, computer room with all snacks, food provided for her so she won't be too nosy to find out on what invasive procedures they're doing to me plus, with the assurance I prefer to go home to recuperate till the next session for me to go back. My understanding they'll do this procedures 3times a week plus, taking all fancy medicines that makes me out from OUR PLANET. No worries, am a tough-SHE from the North. I'd like you to take care of yourself b-coz I am down and I simply cannot assist you if anything will or should happen to you b-cozI care about your being. HOPE NOT, KNOCK ON WOOD. Yes, just like what you've said, we have to move forward. Again am so sorry if I ever hurt you emotionally, here I am saying I Love you ❤️ my darling. Again, take care As Always Love ❤️, 🌹🌻💙Love you
Really really miss you two 😘😘 ZZH and JJY Perfect Chemistry Couple ever just like a real life hope to see you two 😘😘 together near future Pls please 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Thank you
28th of Jan My Darling precious Tigger 🌹, How are you and I hope everything's fine. Am giving up on that brutal rehab- physical therapy, I think I needed more time to heal, but they're pushing me to do it. I don't know!!! On the 31st of Jan, gutta, sit down with an oncologist specialist to review how far my cancer is. My SERENADE TO YOU: My Soulmate: A soulmate isn't someone who completes you. NO, a SOULMATES is someone who inspires you to complete yourself. A SOULMATES is someone who loves you with so much conviction, and so much heart, that is nearly impossible or doubt just how capable you are becoming exactly who you have always wanted to be. Again, I Love ❤️ you and take care. As always, 🌹🌻💙
3rd of Jan 23 My darling Xiaozhe ♥️, I forgot to mention to you first, I listen to your news so am aware of what's going on plus, I avoid making comments as I am not a Chinese decent, even if I am still it is not my room to discuss things or none of that regardless plus, am considered stranger, foreigner, Alien. PLEASE DO NOT JOIN ANY YOUTH, NO GANG, NO IN REGARDS TO JOINING ABOUT THROWING SUCH GOVERNMENT, PLEASE DO NOT MIX YOURSELF OF SUCH AS you have been into deeper trouble in the past. Honestly, these new environments of youth, gang stuff were only TARGETING MERCHANTS LIKE YOU, PEOPLE THAT HAS MONEY. IF ANYBODY IS trying to influence you, ask your brother's opinion, our close knit circle of friends please. DO NOT BE RECRUITED FOR ANOTHER ROAD OF DISASTER as you had been thru gruesome path in the past. Or come here up North for vacation so we'll do something constructive afterall, am going to retire soon. We're going to learn on line business, okay my darling as I am watching your town via inside scope News. We don't normally watch it in our regular television due to certain rules and conditions from your town and my town (know what I mean). It is huge differences my darling. A saying goes you're already a foot -in and let's put the other foot- in also equals SUCCESS. You, my darling is trying your best to go upscale and don't look down just keep looking UP. I Love ❤️you, my best regards to Mrs Mother Zhehan, our family, close friends. CATCHALATTAH. ❤️ Love ❤️ 🌹🌻💙 Ow by the ways, u're 🤪 crazy on that music 7Rings Ariana Grande, HanBao511, 7Rings Zhang Zhehan 🤪🤣😂😅🤣Love ❤️ you
Okay, I got it, am listening to these new news once more and it doesn't in sync or jive this time. Plus, am trying to understand Plato being an idealist vs Marx being a Materialist, then I come across Mafia. All of them ruptured my brain. But, there's an specific book am still looking and am getting frustrated. I might as well harvest all my 🎄 Christmas lights, then cook pasta, gotta look for that book again AND, TO WATCH FULL MOON. My darling am on medical leave starting next week, gotta see know what I mean, nothing to worry. Back to back doctor from Oncologist and bone structure. I love ❤️ you. I wish you're here but, no worries am a tough she Amazon in the Valley. Love ❤️ yah. 🌹🌻💙
13 Jan-23 Berlin Thank you, u're there all along💋 my gift 🎁 from my darling Xiaozhe. My darling Xiaozhe, I think, I scared major people that I never woke-up at the time supposively. But, all of these wires connected in my body, says am still breathing, all vitals were okay but, they noticed as they told me who's Xiaozhe 😅?? Then, I started singing in Chinese RAIN IN SHANGHAI AND EVERYTIME, I MEET YOU. So, they raised me up like a baby🤣. The nurse wipe my face with cold towel, I woke-up. They wrapped me like an egg roll with blankets plus, double 😷 mask. Yah, they transported me back to our home using unmarked black Van and still singing my heart out, Ms Stalin followed us. In my dream, you reached my hand, drag me and we were running so fast climbing the mountain top, then I woke-up. I still have my rgt foot but, packed with heavy medicine plus, of course am taking chemo. Am hoping I won't go no radiation (tht's bad news). So they sent my blood for cancer deeper hi-fi studies to find out how far is my cancer, they send it to Washington, D.C Come next week, another procedure (easier this time b-coz there's an open port to packed more med on my rgt ankle). Gonna go thru this procedure 3times more, about 2hrs or less. Life's great, gotta be thankful to the Above and you interject in my dream by showing-up when they knock me with anesthesia. So crazy, the doctor never told my mother there's minor issues coz I don't know how to wake-up. They just told her am still having my beauty rest😅 poor Ms Stalin. We're both okay. My darling, the journey music 🎶 lyrics as am reading it. Don't worry too much, just relax I Love 🥰❤️ you. Lattah, gotta eat and rest. Am here no problem. Love ❤️ you and Love ❤️ you more. Take care okay and my best regards Lattah 🌻🌹💙
24th of J, My darling Tigger ♥️ we both are, And, how is my precious darling teacher of mine. I've noticed that I am much more subdue, content in life, and quiet. Not b-coz of being partially down or handicap suffering from bone cancer-related but, in truth, this is me when I spend A ME DATE to myself. I spend a week going in the meadows or brooks in solemn places. My work put a huge weight on my shoulder, I get mean, strict 🙃 . I show no mercy, and of course, bossy watches how I conduct business like I am cold as 🧊 ice for the longest time of being cold stone. I am catching up reading a lot, walking inside, and yes, I hired a CNA
January 18th of the year 2023 My Dearest darling Tigger 🌹, I realized everybody is busy preparing for the Chinese New Year as I was aware of things to get things done before the special year comes as pretty much I was raised in the Chinese environment growing up by the Bay Area. Ms Stalin, let me join the said celebration. Yeah, till my life has rapidly changed for the best of me, that's behind me now, sweet memories. I thank Axle Rose 🌹rock N roll music 🥁 🎶 🎵 really. As months progress, I am beginning to realize you need your space also. After all, we'd almost together in your platforms on a daily basis, trying your best to reach out to me the best you and I know can. On the other hand, your level of stress maxed out bcoz of GJ plus antisemitism somehow we're forgetting according to the legend there are FOUR BUDDHA'S THAT WERE HERE ON EARTH TO HELP MOTHER NATURE clean-up our Earth SPIRITUALLY. I can tell you the name of these BUDDHA'S if you're interested plus, in a reason I suggested singing the AGED CHINESE WORSHIPS TO BUDDHA if you're on it but, it's up to you my precious Tigger🌹gorgeously handsome. If I am enabling to give my time in the Temple to clean and all that such praying and lots of bowing in the Temple. I would, and HOORAY, I can walk a bit faster than a turtle 🐢 today. 😂🤣😂 Yeah, you know my darling Tigger 🌹in as much that Zhang Sanjian is a year old and we're (Tigger's like Sr/jr) parents we both are🤣, I don't know where these crazy thoughts am having. Caricatures or cartoons originated from the get-go. Major nerds, bright, intelligent people, love watching them as stress relive and some other factor. We all need to laugh, best for the soul. Here I am, I'll serenade you again, give me to think😂 NO WORRIES as I always pray 🙏 to OUR DEVINE to give you much more strength. JUST REMEMBER, A GIFT OF HAVING A GOLDEN VOICE is deliberately GIVEN TO YOU FROM OUR DEVINE, A REASON YOU'RE HERE TO BRING US the joy of listening to your music 🎶 🎵 and you're making it to the top all the TIME. Oww it just dawn on me before my world crush down, a package is ready for me to ship it via AIR and it cleared from the U.S customs but, your street address of Bao Deng Yuan Teahouse had changed and the U.S.A. custom needs the NEW STREET address. This is my PRESENT TO Mrs. Mother Zhehan (sorry, not you, my precious) collected items that I gathered working in EU and the Sacred Place called Israel. It's up to you if you're going to provide me Mrs. Mother Zhehan store. Don't worry to much. Thank you, my darling precious Tigger 🌹 I love ❤️ you, and I am enjoying reading books. Urs, Everlasting 🌻🌹💙 MISYAH
2nd of January 2023 Dear my darling Xiaozhe, I only hope you're recuperating fast and away from Covid, so you'll go back and do what you're doing in NORMAL PHASES IN LIFE. HERE'S SOME TIDBITS IN REGARDS TO INSOMIA: #1) Restless nights #2) Overthinking. #3) tossing and turning. #4 Anxiety. #5) Fatigue DUE to lack or your ENDORPHIN COUNTS WERE VERY LOW. You then, slowly developed the LACK OF DEVELOPMENT IN REGARDS TO YOUR STRESS LEVEL b-coz you think people will evolve around you like your obsession in regards to *I CALL IT qou-vadis vanity wi-wi* is so strong that you're now on the ROAD OF BEING A NARCISSISTIC PERSON. This means you're so in-loved with your beauty, like you fall in love with yourself, forgetting others that is dear to you. You were surrounded by loving friends, family and I DO NOT KNOW what part of space should I be in your heart. A SAYING GOES YOU ALWAYS HURT THE ONE YOU LOVED. i realized I cannot compete with Mrs. Mother Zhehan who's love and devotion is for you. I admire Mother's like her. IF IN CASE YOU HAVE AN ALLERGIES please, avoid taking DIPHENHDRAMINE for examples like any anti-histaminic drugs like Benadryl, or any allergy medicine because this ruptures your brain cells. NOT ONLY ENDORPHIN YOU HAVE LOST INTO 10 mcg ( I suspect) now, your hormones were damaged such as #1) MELATONIN. #2) serotonin. #3) both your GABA means gamma aminobutyric acid that makes the production of tryptophan responsible for the balance production of both melatonin and serotonin. This were all found at the back of your BRAIN CLOSE TO YOUR PITUITARY HORMONE and were damaged ruptured. If these cannot be repaired my darling I hate to say these YOU DON'T HAVE A BED IN YOUR MENTAL INSTITUTION. ( nicely said) . Or DEAD due to you'd been craving that good BEST REST AND SLEEP. Here's the following ARTIST that died and their Pathology autopsy were shared to us after examining their BRAIN CELLS WHEN THEY DIED. Here's the following: #1) Michael Jackson. #2) Elvis Presley ( I once heared his music CANNOT STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU) gathered this from zhenhannesian platform #3) PRINCE. #4) the brother of Nick from Back Street Boys. #5) Coolio (latest) AND, THERE'S MANY, MANY ARTIST died due to craving for that BEAUTY FULL REST. #6) Teresa Tung (Taiwanese). HERE'S THE REMEDY: #1) Emergency for now, OVER THE COUNTER called REDINITE or ANY THAT HAS THE FOLLOWING COMPOUNDS. Read the ingredients making sure it has #1) Passion Flower. #2) Lemon balm. #3) L-trytophan. ( important) #4) Magnolia Bark. Read how many tablet you swallow daily till the bottle is EMPTY. DRINK PLENTY OF WATER and EAT BANANAS b-coz it rich in potassium. OK- ONCE IT'S EMPTY, eat the purest #1) CACAO CHOCOLATE #2) DRINK the following an hour before bed time CHAMOMILE with Lavender, hops and Lemon Balm. #3) Air purifier with CHAMOMILE oil or Lavender (pure) #4) Double BLACKOUT CURTAINS, CLOSE ALL LIGHTS #5) Quietness, wear earplugs #6) ION MACHINE that gives messages that gives our body thru wave, this will be a huge epiphany. #7) DIVORCE YOUR image, NO MORE FALLING IN-LOVE WITH *que-vadis vanity wi- wi*. Avoid LOOKING AT THYSELF IN THE MIRROR in order for you to have that show and you swipe it daily leading FULL DESTRUCTION. Simplicity is beauty, humbling. The mass media loves you no matter what you do to yourself. Might as well live simple, the media will love you more and respect you more. Am only suggesting, take, pick your cards. I hope the above HELPS for YOU to RECUPERATE FAST. FanArts am shocked looking at p2, my heart broken into multi pieces 💔 😢 😔 my heart is that fragile, you destroyed it in a blink of an eye socket. Still I have to help you, separated my emotions and professional Medical code of Ethics just to save the man I DEARLY LOVED 🥹😵💫 and now poof, gone May your marriest heads you're way, Love ❤️ you once upon a time💋 Am finally free from bondage, can breath fresk-air! ❤️Love❤️ 🌻🌹💙
31st of Jan 2023 My Dearest, my darling ❤️one, A HUGE progressions I harvested today as we reviewed all my laboratory blood draws, including ALL MAJOR SEND OUT TESTING results and final. The three of us doctors studied my case. My bone cancer is there, but because of the cocktails of medicine, I am swallowing daily, which is not a joke. Yeah, I laughed at it bcoz I have a license to pop or swallow heavy metabolic drugs, but I HAVE TO BITE THE BULLET to get better. We were able to diagnose it faster with the aid of these medications 💊 it ✋️ stopped the growth of my bone cancer. NOW, every other Friday starting the 3rd of Feb. I have to submit myself to remove about 400 cc of my blood to discard it for burning 🔥. I go home to eat well healthier foods. I have to go back to the hospital in 2 weeks, again to remove my bad blood again. At the end of each month, we'll review my blood work again. I have to go on with my brutal rehabilitation for my rgt ankle (it's healing fast). And, I can walk baby-steps while my nanny is at my back, in case I am off-balanced. My doctor noticed that I AM MUCH MORE HEALTHIER than before also. I now weigh around 100 pounds, unlike in the past, about 97 pounds (off weight). Aren't you proud of my progression, my darling... AND, NO WORRIES I'LL PROWL once you're sleeping, so I'll keep you the tabs. I ❤️ love ❤️ you very much. I always include you in my daily prayers 🙏, wishing gj will get his share of what he had done you wrongfully. There's an interview of his once before in TH-cam. He said as I quoted the English language , you have to step down bcoz you're MONOPOLIZING the advertisement. My comment is that it's not your fault, but the endorsee themselves end of subject. Then he went off on claiming your family were never rich and your family is poor. ONCE AGAIN, my response is, so what if a person is once very, very poor for you had struggled, works so hard in your life time besides you're not a vagabond, neither a hoodlum, you're a well highly educated man. Plus, I told him, "What's his problem?" I did not receive any response for that s.o.b. Love ❤️ you huge my darling Xiaozhe, miss me?? LOVE ❤️ YOU, 🌹💙🌻 Everlastingly yours
31st ending of Julian 2022 My Dear Xiaozhe ♥️, Am glad am on English speaking world that major Netizen will not read my notes. In cases there'll be nosy readers, we'll leave their own thoughts in quanderies. I don't care Going aback to you, in building your Immune-system depends on your living habits, I have to be firm and straight forward with you. I myself included, HATED TO SIT DOWN IN FRONT OF A DOCTOR TELLING me THIS, THAT 🎻 VIOLIN mouth moving their lips up and down. Yet, am a license-MD doctor myself. But, I would like to suggest to avoid being surrounded by people that smoke ciggy, cigars including you if you can quit temporarily, YES, you can go back smoking after at least 6-months including am sorry alcohol consumption, beer (max of 2 or 3) is okay. Drink lots, lots, lots of water to flush out all waste bacterial off from your body system. WASH YOUR HANDS FREQUENTLY WITH SOAP and water. Plus, follow all the schemic I've sent to you on how to get back your lost immune system. In regards to your inability TO SLEEP 😴 or get that 💤, I was about to recommend for you to swallow over the counter med called MELATONIN. But, the disadvantage it will affect your liver ( waste material that grinds), instead, drink warm milk, meditate-let your mind travel far away from our GALAXY, imagine the wonders of Avatar kinda like that. Make your mind drift into the flowing of the water. Avoid noises and in regards to having back your IMMUNITY depending on your life style my darling. My regimen takes about 6months and up. Avoid crowded places, if so once again wear double mask, wear gloves, carry sterilizers both spray and jell for the hands. Drink plenty of water with lemon preferably. In regards to our Mother's, slowly expose Mrs. MotherZhehan to received lots of sunshine 🌞 if possible and in cases if not the list ON HOW TO BUILD YOUR BODY IMMUNE SYSTEM applies to her also. The more exposure she is outside her house, the better by slowly removing her mask to breath fresh air for about an hour, then replacing her mask into fresh ones. Have her wash off her hands frequently. BUT, PLEASE NEVER HUG, NO KISSES, NO TOUCHING, especially HER HANDS. It will be by virtual hugs, blowing kisses. Have an OXYGEN ready all the time because of her Asthma, in case, she has a slight fever so suddenly, follow the procedures I have in tow PLUS, VAPOR USING EUCALYPTUS OR MINTS. At the age of Mrs. MotherZhehan, I truly believed she has much more resistance against Covid than to my Xiaozhe. Am sorry darling but it's all of truth, you may dislike me but, everything is just on the table. IF POSSIBLE DO NOT SUBMIT MRS. MOTHER ZHEHAN TO NO HOSPITAL PLEASE if and only if she needs medicine for her asthma/ high blood pressure. Call her physician instead. In regards to my health issues, gotta go for foot surgery sooner the better. Am waiting for Ms Stalin to come home from her Cruises 🛳 over in Caribbean,. She'll be home next week. No worries, am a tough SHE. I'll pass this, claiming am having slow growth of bone-cancer. We have the most modern MEDICINE over here. Am looking forward of dancing once more if I can and am not afraid of dying if I do. In my prayers, I BETTER HAVE A SPACE IN THE GALAXY. There yah go for am so picky of a place for my afterlife. Amen. Love ❤️ my darling Xiaozhe ♥️. My One in a Million man. HAPPY NEW YEAR ( Julian-pagan calendar) MY BEST regards to our family especially to Mrs.Mother Zhehan, our close knit friends. I Love ❤️ you my Xiaozhe All my ❤️ Love ❤️, 🌻🌹💙 GOSH! AM A TWIT IN REGARDS TO HUMAN ERRORS. sorry if I did. Love ❤️ you my darling Xiaozhe
どのカットもハンハンの魅力が溢れて素敵❤🥰🥰🥰🌹速く映像で逢いたいです🙏
He is as handsome and attractive from any angle and this truly is a very appropriate song. Zhehan takes everyone's breath away
, thank you amazing zhang for this beautiful song, it suit to zhangzhehan, love it very much, pls more of these, it takes our breath away!..More!! 🤗🤗💙💕
, 🤗💙 watching again this video, i really love to hear the lyrics, Zhehan is magnificent! 💕💙🤗
哲瀚帥出天際！
好聽，畫面很美。
這BGM太經典，耐人尋味，如同小哲總能耀眼奪目、百看不厭。
You really take our breath away even without the song what's more with this song it's just marvellous.
❤️張哲瀚堅強，堅持，堅信，勇敢❤️
❤️平安健康❤️
ZZH " Baby " you're " so handsome " babe close up" wowww weee here a 💋 breathless" this blue hat and colorful" shirt " l like it " natural " like it close" babe l like it the way you do this thing" so gooooo " thank you " ❤️ ❤️ 🌹 🌹 🌹
Beautiful song for a beautiful person 🥰
My sunshine is so handsome love the close up photo he is a natural and the camera love him
You take my breath away every time you update your IG, Hanhan.
Stay strong handsome, because things will get better. God is always on time. Trust him.
Love the song. Love this talented actor/singer!
Miss you 😘😘 ZZH My HERO and handsome man still waiting for you always 😘😘
Thank you for the video!!!!!!
I'm happy to see HAN's face like this!
I want to see HAN perform 🎭 😫
I 'm waiting for you to come back!!!
You can do it ✌️ 💪 ✨️ 👏 🙌
Really ♡❤️ Really ~~~~~
I miss you so much 💓
OMG... unknown to me you loved BERLIN the 🎶 🎵 music and yes, don't you forget that "you took our breath away". Gosh, you ♥️ ❤️ 💙 really loved MUSIC and u got the high class ❤️ and best choices. Am sure you also loves ❤️ the Cranberries.. you are highly missed..May Our Sweet Devine Guide you ALWAYS.
Yes, I love voice of character❤️
Am technically overwhelmed b-coz tht music "Berlin" is my fav music during my university days. I agree more with you when u said with charater. I also loved the original and old music ( from my mom) called Kung Fu Fighting. With tht music I'd learn the fundamentals on how to fight, am embarrassed, life we've choose often times amist. Never give up hope 🙏 ❤ ok, soon everything will be over, u'l see. U'l have the last hoorah! We're around giving you lots of moral and of course we (I) cherish you, u're missed.
miss you so much
A robado completamente mi❤️
Wish you peaceful life.💐
Handsome just handsome my sunshine ZZH
Miss you 😘😘 Zhang Zhe Han and Ju Jing Yi
😘💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🥰🥰👍
💖!..
💖
Honestly, each time somebody would send me this Berlin my fav music 🎶, throw be a back during my 1st years at the University pursuing a degree full of anx. Now, I always think about the injustice thrown to Zhang Zhehan. Yes, very appallingly nervy. Justice will one day comes in his behalf
nhưng vẫn trầm tư ưu phiền vì nhìn đôi mắt buồn ngấn lệ cảm súc hay vì chụp ảnh cho cảm súc con người buồn vui hay gian sảo không qua nỗi ánh mắt đôi mắt buồn trầm tư vì chỗ đó đôi mắt này đoạt phim xuất sắc vân tịch truyện còn như ý vui buồn tức giận hờn ghen diễn vai túc vương quá hay luôn rất họp hơn các phim khác ai coi có nhận xét như mình kg hay cô sống nội tâm cảm súc thương người khác với người giàu sang cứng cõi💪✊👌👍🙏👏🏻
ZZH tem idade para ser meu filho, mas não posso deixar de admira-lo, alto, bonito, estiloso,uma boca linda que a maioria das jovens de hoje gostariam de ter, e além de tudo, atlético e um ótimo profissional..... Continue lutando pra poder voltar, você faz muita falta nas telas, melhor ainda quando contracena com Jujin.
Jan 14th
Thank you Berlin-Arbeiten, am grateful of your presence
My Dear Precious ❤️ Tigger, my darling Xiaozhe,
Here's my SERENADE TO YOU
To my Beau Zhang Zhehan aka XiaoZhe
I am who I am and because of you have open my mind in matters of the heart 💙. You are every reason, every hope I've ever had LOVE ❤️ and no matter what happen, I always want to be your soul mate bound by the ABOVE. Each moment we are together in your platforms is the greatest day in my life. AND, I LOVE ❤️ YOU more than words can express forever and always.
Whenever you feel overwhelmed, remember who's the King of karaoke 🎤 you are. And, I'll straighten your crown. I may not be your first date, your first kiss, or first LOVE 😉. BUT, I just want to be your LAST OF EVERYTHING. I ❤️ LOVE ❤️ YOU.
The above originated from:
EVERLASTING
Jan 20th
My dearest precious Tigger 🌹,
Seeing you with our extended family is so awesome and am loving it. You looked so great, simply gorgeously handsome, down to Earth. Major people will embraces you more due to you appear so-humble. Ur sets of rings you wore it's you and me TOGETHER- that's our symbol. I loved it and symbolizes power, strength and around us. 😝My surgeon assessments on my wound in getting a lot better and he removed the expensive clip to support my bones and my bones can start handling pressure (huge progress). But, am still gonna stay on popping chemo-drugs. He lessen some, so am popping 7 different medicine instesd of 9. My feelings were great and I can start walking large steps, still with the help of a cane, oww well. It is like it is.
Any ways, my bossy had reminded me 3 or 4 times in occasion to reading about the latest developments in regards to marrying an Asian men, as this is wht he told me, women in general should never associate with husband friends. Never talk back for they smack the partner in the face. Ouch! Oy oy ugly. Women work harder than men, served their partners and likeably like a *lady in waiting, maid or servant*. Their wife is not only for the nightingale sexual von appetite, but they also have (known women) like some harlots or huzzies on the side supporting them like concubines or harem. My goodness what kind of urges do Asian male is that? Aren't they gonna get any sex diseases, if so?? I asked, he said he noticed it when he lived in Japan for 5 years solid. In other words Asian males are not monogamous. So my darling do not get upset now okay please, a reason gotta ask you. To love, respect, serve you am okay plus, to work so I can help out instead of counting the fallen grains of the ground- know wht I mean, by doing nothing yet, I don't even play make- up on. I'll be more than happy to apply make- up on you so I can practice, huh!!! What do you think about bossy remarks??? I think these current world we lots of things had changed. BTW
Jan 26th
My darling Xiaozhe ♥️,
I am still constructing my serenade to you, and I hope you'll love it. ❤️ Am sure no women serenaded you, huh?
In regards or about SOULMATES as the title.
Love ❤️ you much
Take care and LOVE ❤️
🥰🌹🌻💙
Jan 05th of 2023
My darling Xiaozhe ♥️,
Yes, I Love ❤️ you and last night as am trying to grasp in regards to ur country, still I refuse to meddle neither interject none of that. I have to go back deeper how can a country became such, why and who's ideological idea to how it came all about. ALL I KNOW ur beloved country is so rich historically, my gut feelings maybe I was once a Chinese decent of some kind b-coz as I looked at the Globe 🌎 China always comes in my heart ❤️ that I cannot explain. Let's drop that thoughts.
In view of my Love and affection towards children. Mind you am at the height of reading books about all till ur judicial system kicks in my thoughts. I said to myself, how dumb I could be trying to help this and that, looking at the parents of the children over there that parents cannot control their children? Sure, both parents were busy working, that's a lame excuse. The other trigger point is am looking at GJ, kids calling him PA or PAPA. Nah, no, I had enough harvested bullshit in ur beloved country and being tolerated. I looked at my dysfunctioned family, yet Ms Stalin did what she did to me to save her 🤪 spoiled bratty I am b-coz am really notorious. I fight growing up and all. I never regretted her. I Thank Ms Stalin and I call her mother, not mom and yes, she loves her name Ms Stalin.
With that compounded monies that I'd been sending to Vivian, yes, I have to complete it to 1T, I said to myself it's better for my darling Xiaozhe to enjoy the fruits of my labor, to his staff, close family, friends and within our parameters. None to be shared with ideological bullshit in regards to your politics neither any brouhaha. To me that's their problem. Just enjoy, have fun. Once again don't be persuaded in regards to any propaganda. They can preach all they want but, preferably stay away. Ask our family for guidance. It's not your room. Am an open minded person, but I have limits. Yes, I am after of your being.
Am sorry my darling of the turning of the events into over-drive. Nooo not b-coz of full moon. It's the way, I think straight as an 🏹 arrow. LOve ❤️ you.
Yes, I still will serenade you it's just at the back burner. Gotta work and oh! I let Tam as the in-charge. She's crying tremendously. I told her to stop, am alive still and save her tears if am dead, kaput.
Love ❤️ you my darling Xiaozhe, time to rest. I loved the new 🎶 🎵 music.
Catchalattah 🌹 💙 🌻
Love you 🥰💋❤️ I hope the above makes sense🤣
Rest my darling ♥️ all is okay
No worries my dear avid fan Amazing ZzH, my Xiaozhe is my angel🥰🌹💙my true love and I love him more. I responded to you and thank you for supporting my Xiaozhe. It really never dawn on me about countries to whom we cherished, love and supported. Oh! Ms Stalin and I gonna go to the cemetery to visit ancestors plus, going to the chuch. Oww, oww! I hope I won't burn when I enter the church coz I meditate, pray on my own. Yah, if I have personal issues, I kneal and pray...I'll pray for peace on Earth and the best health of my darling ❤️ and dear in my ❤️ heart, ❤️ love to Xiaozhe. Thank you, Xiaozhe jr 🌻💙🌹I MISYAH AND ❤️ my Xiaozhe sr 🌹
By the ways, I think 4days ago it said. *Just arrived via plane and it's okay for me to take it off* Call me dummy, which one should I take off??? Am not understanding it... am sorry. Thank you
I mean go ahead if you wanna delete your comment. I usually will not delete comments myself.😊
Dear Amazing ZzH, so sorry for the delayed response coz kinda busy on my end, then my once upon fav uncle showed up, with respect gotta give him a gesture of kiss and hug (ugh!) Kinda respect. He's talking to Ms Stalin to kinda collecting property tax, out loud like am deaf announcing the house is my moms, I jst bite my 💋. Ans, to rub it in my face, he asked me how's my Chinese boyfriend, nicely said his name is Zhang Xiaozhe Zhehan not Chinese man, thank you for asking plus, I told him to excuse my exit. I stayed in my room, I jst kept my cool till I'll sit down with my lawyer, lining all my docs in a row. I didn't even care lawyers fee.
Hey, gotta go for now, coz gotta finish packing Ms Stalin clothings, then I'll get back at yah plus, I, promised my mom that am gonna cook tonite and she's waiting. His, bro out the house.
Thank you my friend, be right back lattah. Xiaozhe jr🌻
😻❤️🎁🍎
16th Jan 2023
Am so very, very THANKFUL that YOU MY Berlin-Arbeiten 🙏 is always following my progression and daily progression.
My Darling Tigger🌹,
Am really having a blast, very extremely happy to see you, NEW Xiaozhe 🥰 you looked so mature, responsible, well poised and a very humbling simple man speaks a lot of volume. You're correct u're now embracing maturehood vs to youth full of shooting hormones and all, finding what's your position on this Mother Earth.
HERE'S MY NEW SERENADE TO YOU:
Never forget these words I LOVE YOU. sometimes it's hard to find fitted words to tell you how much you mean to me. If I did anything right in my life, it was when I gave my heart ❤️ to you. You are my best- friend, my Beau, my soul mates. Never forget that. I Love ❤️ you.
The NEW med ( I call it cocktail) am popping seem to respond, kinda mild knock-out but, finally responded to my body. My land-line so busy and am refusing to answer yeah, my relatives talks to me frequently via c-phone from Sweden 🇸🇪 asking me if I can live there once my delimma is over. My response I cannot compromise none. My uncle from the Bay Area is trying to reconcile but, am avoiding any chit-chats now. My health is still in limbo.
My darling, it's up to you really in consideration to singing the oldest CHINESE BUDDHA PRAYERS AS CHINESE NEW YEAR IS FAST APPROACHING. Yet, again u've grown and that's your area of choices, am just thinking on how to serenade the Giant sleeping 😴 Cinderella (China). I simply noticed this in Taiwan (3) times during my TDY military-civilian the four of us.
Something starting to brew and mind you am having the best of time, crazie 🙃😜😛you showing all your pearls how you love them and all🤣😅😆 I get it, your loving ❤️ me and I know that, 🤪 😜 you are. Am still laughing rgt now and I get it. AND, am reading the 👶 year old " Zhang Sanjian" a year old now, And, this immature, uncultured brain 😆mistook the message yet, she does speak and said it in English that she's sad to hear that your g-friend is pregnant and congratulating you. FIRST IMPULSE I HAD, OWW NOOO and at the same time, GJ pops in my mind. I knew that imbacile is sending these youngsters to snoop in your platforms 🤣 😂, followed by same questions and forwarded to me, then vanished, her lost. My response am not the gorgeous handsomely man and am a WOMAN and am about to affixed here me rrrroooOOAARR. My question to you my precious ❤️, I gotta ask you AT FRONT IS IT TRUE??? Am curious, I wanting to hear from you instead of acting like the Magna Volcano 🌋 exploding nonsense. I am now realizing your current situation and I don't know how you can even compose yourself. GOSSIPS OF NON SENSE un-imaginably incomprehensible, unbelievable. Am so sorry my darling that is what you're dealing with in a daily basis. I just smile, SMILE SAYING NOTHING like you do.
Gotta do slow walking to my room so I can slowly organize. Mother refusal to hire the cleaning group, her fear is they might steal. Knock on wood
11th Jan
Dear Xiaozhe,
I'd push you away bcoz I don't simply need no pity from nobody in regards to the gravity of my health issues, yes, I'd been very passive in regards to going back in full shape but, the more I tried often times it is hard to achieve. Of course, I always say in my prayers to The Above, often times, I've mentioned to you that my wishes is for you to succeed and in exchange I simply offer myself (example be careful on what you wish for).
Yes, we have the best medicine here but, at the same time we don't know what's on the other side of the coin. Ironically news in regards to you that I had absorbed hurts in regards to personal matters. So many trivia's that I've dealt with but, I have to follow my instinct.
Please accept my apologies if I've gone over and above hurting you that I simply didn't intend too. I was thinking if I died it would be easier for you to forget ONCE UPON A TIME THERE'S this crazy pearls that pops in your life and you will never ever remember me as days go by after am gone. At the same token I should enjoy the gifts, the pleasure of having to meet you and of course, the unreachable LOVE You've taught me. I will always treasure it while am still alive. Again, I am sorry if I ever hurt you. Forgive me and I KNOW LOVE NEVER MEANS TO SAY I AM SORRY. If I die-I love you, if I live- I love you more. Will you ever FORGIVE ME?
As Always,
🫴🌹🌻💙
Hello My Xiaozhe,
I'd love to update you on what procedures they're going to do to me as the main goal: is to suppressed the progression of these bone cancer by tomoro starting from 0900hrs till 1400hrs, knowing how I describe things and it will make you sick or faint. I know my mother will bring me there but, they're going to lead her to the TV, computer room with all snacks, food provided for her so she won't be too nosy to find out on what invasive procedures they're doing to me plus, with the assurance I prefer to go home to recuperate till the next session for me to go back. My understanding they'll do this procedures 3times a week plus, taking all fancy medicines that makes me out from OUR PLANET.
No worries, am a tough-SHE from the North. I'd like you to take care of yourself b-coz I am down and I simply cannot assist you if anything will or should happen to you b-cozI care about your being. HOPE NOT, KNOCK ON WOOD. Yes, just like what you've said, we have to move forward. Again am so sorry if I ever hurt you emotionally, here I am saying I Love you ❤️ my darling. Again, take care
As Always Love ❤️,
🌹🌻💙Love you
Really really miss you two 😘😘 ZZH and JJY Perfect Chemistry Couple ever just like a real life hope to see you two 😘😘 together near future Pls please 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Thank you
28th of Jan
My Darling precious Tigger 🌹,
How are you and I hope everything's fine. Am giving up on that brutal rehab- physical therapy, I think I needed more time to heal, but they're pushing me to do it. I don't know!!!
On the 31st of Jan, gutta, sit down with an oncologist specialist to review how far my cancer is.
My SERENADE TO YOU:
My Soulmate:
A soulmate isn't someone who completes you. NO, a SOULMATES is someone who inspires you to complete yourself. A SOULMATES is someone who loves you with so much conviction, and so much heart, that is nearly impossible or doubt just how capable you are becoming exactly who you have always wanted to be.
Again, I Love ❤️ you and take care.
As always,
🌹🌻💙
3rd of Jan 23
My darling Xiaozhe ♥️,
I forgot to mention to you first, I listen to your news so am aware of what's going on plus, I avoid making comments as I am not a Chinese decent, even if I am still it is not my room to discuss things or none of that regardless plus, am considered stranger, foreigner, Alien.
PLEASE DO NOT JOIN ANY YOUTH, NO GANG, NO IN REGARDS TO JOINING ABOUT THROWING SUCH GOVERNMENT, PLEASE DO NOT MIX YOURSELF OF SUCH AS you have been into deeper trouble in the past. Honestly, these new environments of youth, gang stuff were only TARGETING MERCHANTS LIKE YOU, PEOPLE THAT HAS MONEY. IF ANYBODY IS trying to influence you, ask your brother's opinion, our close knit circle of friends please. DO NOT BE RECRUITED FOR ANOTHER ROAD OF DISASTER as you had been thru gruesome path in the past. Or come here up North for vacation so we'll do something constructive afterall, am going to retire soon. We're going to learn on line business, okay my darling as I am watching your town via inside scope News. We don't normally watch it in our regular television due to certain rules and conditions from your town and my town (know what I mean). It is huge differences my darling.
A saying goes you're already a foot -in and let's put the other foot- in also equals SUCCESS. You, my darling is trying your best to go upscale and don't look down just keep looking UP.
I Love ❤️you, my best regards to Mrs Mother Zhehan, our family, close friends.
CATCHALATTAH.
❤️ Love ❤️
🌹🌻💙
Ow by the ways, u're 🤪 crazy on that music 7Rings Ariana Grande, HanBao511, 7Rings Zhang Zhehan 🤪🤣😂😅🤣Love ❤️ you
Okay, I got it, am listening to these new news once more and it doesn't in sync or jive this time. Plus, am trying to understand Plato being an idealist vs Marx being a Materialist, then I come across Mafia. All of them ruptured my brain. But, there's an specific book am still looking and am getting frustrated. I might as well harvest all my 🎄 Christmas lights, then cook pasta, gotta look for that book again AND, TO WATCH FULL MOON. My darling am on medical leave starting next week, gotta see know what I mean, nothing to worry. Back to back doctor from Oncologist and bone structure.
I love ❤️ you. I wish you're here but, no worries am a tough she Amazon in the Valley. Love ❤️ yah.
🌹🌻💙
13 Jan-23
Berlin Thank you, u're there all along💋 my gift 🎁 from my darling Xiaozhe.
My darling Xiaozhe,
I think, I scared major people that I never woke-up at the time supposively. But, all of these wires connected in my body, says am still breathing, all vitals were okay but, they noticed as they told me who's Xiaozhe 😅?? Then, I started singing in Chinese RAIN IN SHANGHAI AND EVERYTIME, I MEET YOU. So, they raised me up like a baby🤣. The nurse wipe my face with cold towel, I woke-up. They wrapped me like an egg roll with blankets plus, double 😷 mask. Yah, they transported me back to our home using unmarked black Van and still singing my heart out, Ms Stalin followed us. In my dream, you reached my hand, drag me and we were running so fast climbing the mountain top, then I woke-up. I still have my rgt foot but, packed with heavy medicine plus, of course am taking chemo. Am hoping I won't go no radiation (tht's bad news). So they sent my blood for cancer deeper hi-fi studies to find out how far is my cancer, they send it to Washington, D.C
Come next week, another procedure (easier this time b-coz there's an open port to packed more med on my rgt ankle). Gonna go thru this procedure 3times more, about 2hrs or less. Life's great, gotta be thankful to the Above and you interject in my dream by showing-up when they knock me with anesthesia. So crazy, the doctor never told my mother there's minor issues coz I don't know how to wake-up. They just told her am still having my beauty rest😅 poor Ms Stalin. We're both okay.
My darling, the journey music 🎶 lyrics as am reading it. Don't worry too much, just relax I Love 🥰❤️ you. Lattah, gotta eat and rest. Am here no problem. Love ❤️ you and Love ❤️ you more. Take care okay and my best regards
Lattah
🌻🌹💙
Mosho 💕
24th of J,
My darling Tigger ♥️ we both are,
And, how is my precious darling teacher of mine. I've noticed that I am much more subdue, content in life, and quiet. Not b-coz of being partially down or handicap suffering from bone cancer-related but, in truth, this is me when I spend A ME DATE to myself. I spend a week going in the meadows or brooks in solemn places. My work put a huge weight on my shoulder, I get mean, strict 🙃 . I show no mercy, and of course, bossy watches how I conduct business like I am cold as 🧊 ice for the longest time of being cold stone.
I am catching up reading a lot, walking inside, and yes, I hired a CNA
January 18th of the year 2023
My Dearest darling Tigger 🌹,
I realized everybody is busy preparing for the Chinese New Year as I was aware of things to get things done before the special year comes as pretty much I was raised in the Chinese environment growing up by the Bay Area. Ms Stalin, let me join the said celebration. Yeah, till my life has rapidly changed for the best of me, that's behind me now, sweet memories. I thank Axle Rose 🌹rock N roll music 🥁 🎶 🎵 really.
As months progress, I am beginning to realize you need your space also. After all, we'd almost together in your platforms on a daily basis, trying your best to reach out to me the best you and I know can. On the other hand, your level of stress maxed out bcoz of GJ plus antisemitism somehow we're forgetting according to the legend there are FOUR BUDDHA'S THAT WERE HERE ON EARTH TO HELP MOTHER NATURE clean-up our Earth SPIRITUALLY. I can tell you the name of these BUDDHA'S if you're interested plus, in a reason I suggested singing the AGED CHINESE WORSHIPS TO BUDDHA if you're on it but, it's up to you my precious Tigger🌹gorgeously handsome. If I am enabling to give my time in the Temple to clean and all that such praying and lots of bowing in the Temple. I would, and HOORAY, I can walk a bit faster than a turtle 🐢 today. 😂🤣😂 Yeah, you know my darling Tigger 🌹in as much that Zhang Sanjian is a year old and we're (Tigger's like Sr/jr) parents we both are🤣, I don't know where these crazy thoughts am having. Caricatures or cartoons originated from the get-go. Major nerds, bright, intelligent people, love watching them as stress relive and some other factor. We all need to laugh, best for the soul.
Here I am, I'll serenade you again, give me to think😂 NO WORRIES as I always pray 🙏 to OUR DEVINE to give you much more strength. JUST REMEMBER, A GIFT OF HAVING A GOLDEN VOICE is deliberately GIVEN TO YOU FROM OUR DEVINE, A REASON YOU'RE HERE TO BRING US the joy of listening to your music 🎶 🎵 and you're making it to the top all the TIME.
Oww it just dawn on me before my world crush down, a package is ready for me to ship it via AIR and it cleared from the U.S customs but, your street address of Bao Deng Yuan Teahouse had changed and the U.S.A. custom needs the NEW STREET address. This is my PRESENT TO Mrs. Mother Zhehan (sorry, not you, my precious) collected items that I gathered working in EU and the Sacred Place called Israel. It's up to you if you're going to provide me Mrs. Mother Zhehan store. Don't worry to much.
Thank you, my darling precious Tigger 🌹
I love ❤️ you, and I am enjoying reading books.
Urs,
Everlasting 🌻🌹💙 MISYAH
2nd of January 2023
Dear my darling Xiaozhe,
I only hope you're recuperating fast and away from Covid, so you'll go back and do what you're doing in NORMAL PHASES IN LIFE.
HERE'S SOME TIDBITS IN REGARDS TO INSOMIA:
#1) Restless nights #2) Overthinking. #3) tossing and turning. #4 Anxiety. #5) Fatigue
DUE to lack or your ENDORPHIN COUNTS WERE VERY LOW. You then, slowly developed the LACK OF DEVELOPMENT IN REGARDS TO YOUR STRESS LEVEL b-coz you think people will evolve around you like your obsession in regards to *I CALL IT qou-vadis vanity wi-wi* is so strong that you're now on the ROAD OF BEING A NARCISSISTIC PERSON. This means you're so in-loved with your beauty, like you fall in love with yourself, forgetting others that is dear to you. You were surrounded by loving friends, family and I DO NOT KNOW what part of space should I be in your heart. A SAYING GOES YOU ALWAYS HURT THE ONE YOU LOVED. i realized I cannot compete with Mrs. Mother Zhehan who's love and devotion is for you. I admire Mother's like her.
IF IN CASE YOU HAVE AN ALLERGIES please, avoid taking DIPHENHDRAMINE for examples like any anti-histaminic drugs like Benadryl, or any allergy medicine because this ruptures your brain cells.
NOT ONLY ENDORPHIN YOU HAVE LOST INTO 10 mcg ( I suspect) now, your hormones were damaged such as #1) MELATONIN. #2) serotonin. #3) both your GABA means gamma aminobutyric acid that makes the production of tryptophan responsible for the balance production of both melatonin and serotonin. This were all found at the back of your BRAIN CLOSE TO YOUR PITUITARY HORMONE and were damaged ruptured.
If these cannot be repaired my darling I hate to say these YOU DON'T HAVE A BED IN YOUR MENTAL INSTITUTION. ( nicely said) . Or DEAD due to you'd been craving that good BEST REST AND SLEEP.
Here's the following ARTIST that died and their Pathology autopsy were shared to us after examining their BRAIN CELLS WHEN THEY DIED.
Here's the following:
#1) Michael Jackson. #2) Elvis Presley ( I once heared his music CANNOT STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU) gathered this from zhenhannesian platform #3) PRINCE. #4) the brother of Nick from Back Street Boys. #5) Coolio (latest) AND, THERE'S MANY, MANY ARTIST died due to craving for that BEAUTY FULL REST. #6) Teresa Tung (Taiwanese).
HERE'S THE REMEDY:
#1) Emergency for now, OVER THE COUNTER called REDINITE or ANY THAT HAS THE FOLLOWING COMPOUNDS. Read the ingredients making sure it has #1) Passion Flower. #2) Lemon balm. #3) L-trytophan. ( important) #4) Magnolia Bark. Read how many tablet you swallow daily till the bottle is EMPTY. DRINK PLENTY OF WATER and EAT BANANAS b-coz it rich in potassium. OK- ONCE IT'S EMPTY, eat the purest
#1) CACAO CHOCOLATE
#2) DRINK the following an hour before bed time CHAMOMILE with Lavender, hops and Lemon Balm.
#3) Air purifier with CHAMOMILE oil or Lavender (pure)
#4) Double BLACKOUT CURTAINS, CLOSE ALL LIGHTS
#5) Quietness, wear earplugs
#6) ION MACHINE that gives messages that gives our body thru wave, this will be a huge epiphany.
#7) DIVORCE YOUR image, NO MORE FALLING IN-LOVE WITH *que-vadis vanity wi- wi*. Avoid LOOKING AT THYSELF IN THE MIRROR in order for you to have that show and you swipe it daily leading FULL DESTRUCTION. Simplicity is beauty, humbling. The mass media loves you no matter what you do to yourself. Might as well live simple, the media will love you more and respect you more. Am only suggesting, take, pick your cards.
I hope the above HELPS for YOU to RECUPERATE FAST.
FanArts am shocked looking at p2, my heart broken into multi pieces 💔 😢 😔 my heart is that fragile, you destroyed it in a blink of an eye socket.
Still I have to help you, separated my emotions and professional Medical code of Ethics just to save the man I DEARLY LOVED 🥹😵💫 and now poof, gone
May your marriest heads you're way,
Love ❤️ you once upon a time💋
Am finally free from bondage, can breath fresk-air!
❤️Love❤️
🌻🌹💙
31st of Jan 2023
My Dearest, my darling ❤️one,
A HUGE progressions I harvested today as we reviewed all my laboratory blood draws, including ALL MAJOR SEND OUT TESTING results and final. The three of us doctors studied my case. My bone cancer is there, but because of the cocktails of medicine, I am swallowing daily, which is not a joke. Yeah, I laughed at it bcoz I have a license to pop or swallow heavy metabolic drugs, but I HAVE TO BITE THE BULLET to get better. We were able to diagnose it faster with the aid of these medications 💊 it ✋️ stopped the growth of my bone cancer. NOW, every other Friday starting the 3rd of Feb. I have to submit myself to remove about 400 cc of my blood to discard it for burning 🔥. I go home to eat well healthier foods. I have to go back to the hospital in 2 weeks, again to remove my bad blood again. At the end of each month, we'll review my blood work again. I have to go on with my brutal rehabilitation for my rgt ankle (it's healing fast). And, I can walk baby-steps while my nanny is at my back, in case I am off-balanced. My doctor noticed that I AM MUCH MORE HEALTHIER than before also. I now weigh around 100 pounds, unlike in the past, about 97 pounds (off weight).
Aren't you proud of my progression, my darling...
AND, NO WORRIES I'LL PROWL once you're sleeping, so I'll keep you the tabs. I ❤️ love ❤️ you very much. I always include you in my daily prayers 🙏, wishing gj will get his share of what he had done you wrongfully. There's an interview of his once before in TH-cam. He said as I quoted the English language , you have to step down bcoz you're MONOPOLIZING the advertisement. My comment is that it's not your fault, but the endorsee themselves end of subject. Then he went off on claiming your family were never rich and your family is poor. ONCE AGAIN, my response is, so what if a person is once very, very poor for you had struggled, works so hard in your life time besides you're not a vagabond, neither a hoodlum, you're a well highly educated man. Plus, I told him, "What's his problem?" I did not receive any response for that s.o.b.
Love ❤️ you huge my darling Xiaozhe, miss me??
LOVE ❤️ YOU,
🌹💙🌻
Everlastingly yours
31st ending of Julian 2022
My Dear Xiaozhe ♥️,
Am glad am on English speaking world that major Netizen will not read my notes. In cases there'll be nosy readers, we'll leave their own thoughts in quanderies. I don't care
Going aback to you, in building your Immune-system depends on your living habits, I have to be firm and straight forward with you. I myself included, HATED TO SIT DOWN IN FRONT OF A DOCTOR TELLING me THIS, THAT 🎻 VIOLIN mouth moving their lips up and down. Yet, am a license-MD doctor myself. But, I would like to suggest to avoid being surrounded by people that smoke ciggy, cigars including you if you can quit temporarily, YES, you can go back smoking after at least 6-months including am sorry alcohol consumption, beer (max of 2 or 3) is okay. Drink lots, lots, lots of water to flush out all waste bacterial off from your body system. WASH YOUR HANDS FREQUENTLY WITH SOAP and water. Plus, follow all the schemic I've sent to you on how to get back your lost immune system. In regards to your inability TO SLEEP 😴 or get that 💤, I was about to recommend for you to swallow over the counter med called MELATONIN. But, the disadvantage it will affect your liver ( waste material that grinds), instead, drink warm milk, meditate-let your mind travel far away from our GALAXY, imagine the wonders of Avatar kinda like that. Make your mind drift into the flowing of the water. Avoid noises and in regards to having back your IMMUNITY depending on your life style my darling. My regimen takes about 6months and up. Avoid crowded places, if so once again wear double mask, wear gloves, carry sterilizers both spray and jell for the hands. Drink plenty of water with lemon preferably.
In regards to our Mother's, slowly expose Mrs. MotherZhehan to received lots of sunshine 🌞 if possible and in cases if not the list ON HOW TO BUILD YOUR BODY IMMUNE SYSTEM applies to her also. The more exposure she is outside her house, the better by slowly removing her mask to breath fresh air for about an hour, then replacing her mask into fresh ones. Have her wash off her hands frequently. BUT, PLEASE NEVER HUG, NO KISSES, NO TOUCHING, especially HER HANDS. It will be by virtual hugs, blowing kisses.
Have an OXYGEN ready all the time because of her Asthma, in case, she has a slight fever so suddenly, follow the procedures I have in tow PLUS, VAPOR USING EUCALYPTUS OR MINTS. At the age of Mrs. MotherZhehan, I truly believed she has much more resistance against Covid than to my Xiaozhe. Am sorry darling but it's all of truth, you may dislike me but, everything is just on the table. IF POSSIBLE DO NOT SUBMIT MRS. MOTHER ZHEHAN TO NO HOSPITAL PLEASE if and only if she needs medicine for her asthma/ high blood pressure. Call her physician instead.
In regards to my health issues, gotta go for foot surgery sooner the better. Am waiting for Ms Stalin to come home from her Cruises 🛳 over in Caribbean,. She'll be home next week. No worries, am a tough SHE. I'll pass this, claiming am having slow growth of bone-cancer. We have the most modern MEDICINE over here. Am looking forward of dancing once more if I can and am not afraid of dying if I do. In my prayers, I BETTER HAVE A SPACE IN THE GALAXY. There yah go for am so picky of a place for my afterlife. Amen.
Love ❤️ my darling Xiaozhe ♥️. My One in a Million man.
HAPPY NEW YEAR ( Julian-pagan calendar) MY BEST regards to our family especially to Mrs.Mother Zhehan, our close knit friends. I Love ❤️ you my Xiaozhe
All my ❤️ Love ❤️,
🌻🌹💙
GOSH! AM A TWIT IN REGARDS TO HUMAN ERRORS. sorry if I did. Love ❤️ you my darling Xiaozhe