you might not know about the "Kobe incident". In 2015 (2016? ot sure) Bts was in Japan, They had a concert in Kobe, it was sold out. short before the concert Yoongi experienced a severe panic attack which made it impossible for him to perform. he was hiding in the bathroom. unfortunately Tae was sick too, the remaining 5 members went on stage and Rm announced that they had to cancel the whole concert. Imagine, the venue was sold out and they had to cancel the concert. It was a traumatic situation for Yoongi. Month later he flew to Kobe and visited the venue again. He wanted to experience his feelings again and wanted to feel what all the Armies experienced , the sadness, the disappointment and the sorrow. Yoongi wrote a heartfelt letter on twitter to explain himself. The letter is still up, it makes you cry when you read it.For me he is the strongest, an artist who is able to reflect and heal himself through his music.
Is this the concert that was told Suga and Tae werent feeling well. After going to ER found they experienced a concussion from the dance moves and could not perform at the concert or did that also happen separately. Cover story for Kobe or separate concert ? Tha is tough to figure and I don't want to repeat a lie. Thanks!
I know suga had to leave a concert in Japan because his appendix ruptured. They couldn't treat him there in Japan and he had to be flown by helicopter back to South Korea where he had emergency surgery.
Yoongi’s Letter to ARMY... After his panic attack had canceled the concert in Kobe (2015), that he was refering to in this song, Suga went back to the venue when it was empty to reflect, he then had a short break , and wrote a long letter for ARMY (translation below) ... Hello, this is Suga. Many people were curious as to what I was doing on my break, and to simply put it, I walked a lot, slept a lot and thought a lot. I wanted to go on a trip to organize my thoughts before working on my mixtape. I also had a place I must go to. I wanted to do things I was able to do not as a 22-year old BTS’ Suga, but as a 22-year old Min Yoongi. It was a time where I looked back at myself. The things I will say now are things I wanted to share not as a singer to a fan or as BTS to ARMY, but to talk to you as human to human. I've always wanted to be a cool person to a lot of people. Having rational thoughts and making rational decisions in any situations. I wanted to live like my father. My father said to take a look around you when there's something to be happy about. Be calm and make rational decisions when happy. The first day when "I need u" got 1st place, I took a look at my surroundings. Every minute I'm happy, I acted as if I'm not. When I'm sad I acted as if I'm not. Even if I like it, I acted as if I don't like it. I pretended to be cold-hearted and pretended to be strong. If a joy is shared, it will be doubled but if a sadness is shared, it won't get smaller. That's what I thought. I know I'm a person who's bad at expressing my emotions but I've been living that way and I thought it's right. One day, I can't exactly remember when, I was in a car with my father and he said "Yoongi, don't live like me". The first day of vacation. The first day ever since I was born, I drank with my family. It has been 6 years since I left home. We were all just chatting, listening to stories that we haven't heard of. The strong and cool father that I know, knows how to feel hurt and sad, how to feel happy and love.. 1.5-pyeong in the practice room, my studio is my wide meadows and narrow prison. I can do anything and at the same time, I can't really do anything. I can work on music thoughtlessly for 20 hours, but I can also sit there and not do anything but just thinking for 20 hours. I was 11 years old when I first started writing my own lyrics. When I listen to good music, I will feel really excited and I feel really happy more than anything. To me, music is my hope and my happiness, I also want to be someone's hope and happiness. Actually I'm someone who would just walk away rather to crash and feel pain. Anyone hates being hurt and I don't want to get hurt. In "Nevermind", "If you feel like you a going to crash then accelerate more". Perharps, that's actually what I wanted to say to myself. The most upsetting time for me when I face a large number of people, is when I face myself who isn’t able to be fair to everyone. I didn’t want to hurt anyone, but there are times I couldn’t do that. I think I’m still a person that lacks in many things. The second day of the concert in Kobe... I don’t think I’ve ever slept deeply after that day. Could it be because of the fact that I gave a wound to many people? Whenever I fell asleep, I would wake up with cold sweat. Because I already once have not been able to go on stage before and have hurt many people, I said that I’ll go up (to perform) no matter what situation arises. Everyone tried to stop me. I really cried a ton at the situation of not being able to go up on stage. And I know crying is losing. It’s really easy for me to cope with my own sorrow, but witnessing those who love me in sadness is very hard. I made them sad, once again. If I could go back to that day, I would go on stage no matter what. So there was just one place to go. I went to Kobe during my break. Many people tried to stop me from going, but I didn’t want to be ashamed of myself any longer. So I just went to Kobe without planning. It was my second time visiting the concert venue after a concert. The first was Ax Hall at late night after finishing the first Red Bullet concert. The second time was the Kobe World Memorial Hall, at where I failed to perform. I hate becoming a numb person. I didn’t want to take the love and these glorious days for granted. I didn’t want to be a numb person. That’s why I visited the venues again on my own. (T/N: He’s saying he doesn’t want to take all the love he’s receiving as granted, he really wants to appreciate every single love he gets. He’s meaning numb in the way by how he wouldn’t be able to feel what the fans feel about him. He’s basically saying he wants to appreciate every love he gets from his fans) I liked being on stage, and I still do. When I was 15 and performed in front of 2 people I stood proudly and made eye contact with them during my performance. However after my debut I feel that I have not been righteous towards myself. I think it may be because I knew better than anyone that I wasn’t perfect. And then on the day of the first performance of HYYH on stage I made proud eye contact with the audience that I didn’t do in quite a while. But after the second day of the Kobe concert when I was unable to stand on stage, I didn’t have the courage to confidently confront the large number of people. So that’s why I visited Kobe, the concert hall again. I kept wandering around the area by the concert hall from the time I arrived there until the time our performance was due to begin that day. From the ticketing booth to the entrance and the concert hall - I wanted to feel the same emotions as you all from every nook and corner. I felt many emotions. Happiness, the excited nervousness felt while waiting for the performance, sadness, resentment, anger, regret, etc. I wanted to understand you all, and I do understand. So I’m sorry and apologetic, for I am not a perfect human being. I’m a person who is weak but acts strong. Once again I realized that I was a person who’s lacking. Although I’m not religious, I prayed at that place. After all, at the end, it was a fated day. Even if it’s ended, let’s not let this heart become numb. To me, who wanted to spend every moment alone, you all were taking up quite a large part (of my mind). Age and gender, nationality and religion, what language you use - all of that isn’t important. "Whether you're young or old, whether you have a hidden child, It doesn't matter", haven't I said this already. That day, we unexpectedly had a Music Bank broadcast and I boarded a plane and returned a day before planned. I returned after organizing my many thoughts. Once again, while feeling that I’m a blessed person, I felt that I need to be a person who lives every moment feeling thankful. This is the moment I realizied the fact that 22-year old Min Yoongi, who hates being an adult, is standing in front of the threshold to being an adult. Thank you for making me a blessed person, ARMY. Although I’m never able to say this because I’m bad at expressing myself. Here I am conveying my feelings and thoughts once more through a piece of less-than-satisfactory writing. I will live while being thankful of every moment as I am such a lacking human being. I love you, ARMY.
Thanks for sharing this as it is a piece of history that many may not be aware of.. This letter always breaks my heart though, coz he truly has so much heart and love in his being. I could feel the pain of his perspective, but honestly, I wish he knew that our sadness would only be out of concern for his well-being, never disappointment at not getting a show while he was struggling. Bless his heart. I miss him so. I just hope that the Yoongi of today knows how much we love him and care about his happiness and peace, and that I still look at him as if he hung the moon in the sky...
Just for clarity, the lyrics that are censored (beeped out) is the question that the psychiatrist asked him. "Have you ever thought of suicide?" To which he answers "I have." This was the level of depression Yoongi was at. My heart breaks when I hear that line, but the fact that he that he found the strength and courage to fight through it and become who he is today makes me so fucking proud of him that I can't express it in words.
This is why Min Yoongi IS a true hero. I do not want to imagine a world without him or any of them. I have been living for 51 years in this lifetime now & have rarely found anyone of his caliber of honesty & bravery. Only 2 artists come mind, David Draiman Lzzy Hale. Both of them also suffer from the kind of depression Yoongi speaks of. I'm so deeply impacted by people, by artists who are so transparent to share what is happening within them. We must support, inspire, love, & lift them up when needed b/c they do this & so much more for us. We can not let these amazing people just slip through our fingers when each one of us & all of have the same capacity to impact them just as deeply. Again I am infinitely grateful that BTS, Yoongi, David, & Lzzy are all a part of my life through their music & who they are. Their sonic art & their souls have profoundly impacted this world. We are all woven together like an intricate tapestry & we are the light for eachother. 💜🫰🤘For the divine light of love protects all who seek it. ✨️
ARMYs relationship with Suga is special. This is why we love him so much and are protective of him. Why they could not tarnish his name. We know who he is. He has never hid his faults millions love him. It was YOONGI fans sent YOONGI MARRY ME. I wonder that must be feeling. You reveal all your weaknesses and are loved more for it.
This song really affected me so much when I first heard it. Yoongi literally laid himself wide open in this song. He bore himself to everyone not in hopes of pity but as an act of strength. No one gives more. I am so proud of Yoongi. He fought some serious demons to get where he is today.
Something I find interesting about 2016 Yoongi is obviously so different than 2023 Yoongi. The desperation and pain was more evident in 2016 Yoongi. His edges are more curved and worn down now. You can especially tell in this performance, while he is very intense in his performance, the pain is less. And for that I am very happy. Yoongi himself has said he is so happy now. And you can tell.
the bond that we have with yoongi is so strong, he's very brave to share all his feelings through his work. his songs are raw and we can feel everything. ive been living with depression since i was a teenager and yoongi songs helped me a lot, he's someone that i always look up to.
Suga is special - I am sure he has really no idea just how special he is. His lyricism has no equal, no peers - closet that can come to him are RM and Hobi. Both write with great passion and honesty - but Yoongi not only writes likewise, but he delves down to very dark and foreboding places. In doing that, he has exorcised his demons and helped to do that for others as well. The guy is a lyrical humanitarian. The DDay 'The Final' gigs in Seoul are so special, not just for the performances, but the gut cleansing, cathartic emotional healing - for him...for the audience there...for the audience online. History is dotted with the "once in a lifetime" people/events - Yoongi [as well his brothers in arms (BTS) ]are a once in a lifetime occurrence. We are so lucky to share this time and space with them - BORAHAE :)
This was my introduction to Agust D. One Eminem reactor did an analysis of this song and I cried, a lot. I became a fan of Agust D than RM and Jin but I became ARMY with Outro Tears. Before BTS, I stanned only Eminem and Lara Fabian for their authenticity, raw lyrics. Now I'm ot7 but Agust D is still a little more my Bias even before Suga.💜 from Belgium
The doctor's question 'Did you ever bleep bleep' is being blocked/bleeped out because he asked if Yoongi had ever had suicidal thoughts and he answers that he definitely had these thoughts. This song lays it all out for us, all of his mental struggles and he's reaching out to us to understand him and ourselves. He is a miracle, a genius and one of the best composers/song writers of our time and he gave himself over to us, warts and all and I take that gift very seriously. He saved my life and I can never repay that debt. Thank you, my darling Boy Yoongi, I will always love you and support you.
Hang in there, Nesto. It was Yoongi's wish to do his social service requirement as quietly as possible out of the spotlight. For those of us introverts with social anxiety... we can imagine why he decided that after living the last 10 years so publicly. It was between a challenge and a retreat. But we also know it's a double edged sword to give into that isolation too long. The part beeped out of the song? Let's just say... connect this song with Amygdala and you will know. Last time Jin stepped in. But once all the guys had entered the military... there was real isolation. It became scary as time went on and Yoongi (unlike the others)... never even gave a brief update or a word on his birthday or anything. Jimin would call him regularly because he actually likes talking more than texting.. but that became harder once he went in too. When he finally did say something it was because of that dang scooter... but I was actually relieved because I was fearing worse. Nine months is still a long time left to go... but now with both Hobi and Jin around I hope it will be a bit better for him. It's not that Yoongi needs help it's that he is a doer that loves to help those close to him. So I'm relieved he will have them... at least 2 close again. As he once wrote it's a relief there are 7 of them...
This song left me absolutely speechless when I first heard it and read the lyrics,it took me a few minutes to completely process everything I had just heard and and read the lyrics.It breaks my heart to know that he suffered through all of this but at the same time I am so proud of him for having fought through all of this and came out the other side as a winner! This song is just so real,raw and honest.
This is where you start to put 2 and 2 together about how ARMY says BTS saved me. They were the 1st and only group at the time to speak about "taboo" subjects. I've seen a fan holding a sign at one of Aust D's concerts that read, loosely: As we saved you... You saved us.
He might write some of the most real raw emotional music I’ve heard. He refers to his lowest points from being suicidal to missing a concert because of stage fright. To realizing he can face it all and find better success. He’s a musical producing genius.
Hearing and watching him perform this song live was probably one of the most therapeutic moments I've ever had. Never expected to end up in tears at the end of the concert. It touched me so deep in my core.
Thats why he is my bias, you wont find one song of his that is not written by himself, full of wisdom and symbolic of something meaningful. He is a true artist wholly involved in every single aspect of his art. Ty for this reaction, wonderful
This song is my anthem! My favorite Agust D song! 💜 Suga is my bias because I identify with him. He is my example to follow when it comes to face depression and struggles. He is such a strong person. He inspires many many people to continue fighting. I love Suga 💜
Yes this is therapy. We are lucky to be living in the same era with BTS. Your video reaction made me cry. He raps a lot about his shoulder injury. When he got on the motorcycle in amygdala I knew exactly where this going. Thank you for your reactions. We love you Suga 💜
You are doin fine Nesto! I only get 4 hours of sleep if I’m lucky so I feel your exhaustion.💜💜💜Do what you can when you can.Poor Min Yoongi…I wish we could give him a hug not as an idol but as one human to another and it’s ok …you’re ok ..we got you💜💜💜💜💜💜
I’m so sorry to hear that about your mother in law. Prayers for her and your family 🙏 Thank you for your wonderful message about mental health struggles Nesto💜
Sad he didnt submit to Grammys. Hoping it was the timing that he didnt have something to submit. Out of all of them Grammys was the moment he was all smiles and excited for
that's why he my bias, he both a god but also closest to fans it doesn't feel like he's a stranger like other celebrities, more like someone i knew my whole life
I've been a literature lover all my life, so I've always valued and appreciated deep lyrics more than anything in music. That's why, even though I'd never actually been interested in rap before, I fell in love with Yoongi's music (and BTS as a whole, of course). Yoongi became my bias through his beautiful writing, and his honest lyrics never fail to amaze me even after listening to the same song hundreds of times 💜
I wish you could have seen the stage set up Nesto. There’s a timer counting down with fireworks and like I said he hauls butt off the stage like a beast lol😷💜
Heart wrenching 🥺 Many overachievers like Yoongi struggle with making sense of their thoughts; they can’t keep up with their own brain. It’s a double edged sword.
The song that saved me from depression and anxiety during tough times. I heard this song while I was going through tough times and then went on to become an army
Yoon is how I define power!!! This man for me is the definition of power.... power to win mental sickness, to overcome hardships and turn into all he is today. That's our Yoongi, Suga, AgustD. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
This is the one. The song that locked me in as an army and suga bias. It came on in the car from an auto playlist in 2020. I had no idea what the lyrics were but the pain transcended loud and clear. I cried so freaking hard that day💜
You are right. It is therapy. Last year around this time I wrote my first Mails to find an therapy-spot. And the same time I found BTS for me. On some days I think probably it would still be good to talk to somebody, but I made so much progress in this last year since I know them. Compared to other stories I read from ARMYs my struggle was nothing. But still BTS inspired me. Every single member in his unique way. I am so thankful.
yes, it is healing. I have often said BTS teaches people how to handle life. You do not help help necessarily knowing how to handle good days, its the bad. Not talking about success though, just normal days. They are pioneers. It is hard to fathom to be so young and so wise at the same time. I am now 61 and it is crazy the amount of good decisions these young men have made. They are teachers of life. To have experienced what they did before 30, insane. Good and bad. I mean I can honestly say I have never had a death threat. Each member is gifted and talented and each had to go through life their own way. So proud of them. Finding their self at this age and not waiting till their much older. Applause to Yoongi and the rest of BTS. Blessings Army! Borahae!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
this song got nr 1 on worldwide itunes and us excl chart for a week after the Incidence with his scooter. it was army´s way to show yoongi that we will never stop supporting him. and show korea how loved he is in the world and what they are doing to him was wrong.
Thank you, Nesto, for the encouragement to keep fighting! Each day is a fight for me but through BTS & some special genuine reactors like you, I continue to force myself to see the good in life & venture out to experience this stressful thing we call life. Please, keep encouraging your mother-in-law with love & understanding. As Jimin says "you nice, keep going" 💜
My FAVORITE song by Yoongi!! But until his last night of the Seoul concert I cried EVWRY SINGLE TIME I heard this. But I felt like he let us watch him heal. I ugly cried when he walked through the door after this but now I can listen and not hurt. I love Yoongi for his vulnerability. He and the rest of the boys are healing the world with these kinds of somgs
This performance and song is incredible!! Suga is absolutely healing. He is so honest, raw and intense and I love it!! He melts my heart every time he sings. One of the top 7 performers of all time 💜💜💜
This is one of those songs that I hold dear to my heart, it has helped me through a lot of tough times... Thank you for checking out the lyrics before the live performance! Hope you have a wonderful day Nesto! ( I have been here since your first bts video, I don't comment a lot though xD ) But I am very excited to see you dive into more of the older songs! there is so many that you really need to experience! :3
Por esto y mucho más uno se enamora de ellos, yo soy mayor ya 55 y doy gracias porque bts me encontró en mis días difíciles de depresión ahora cada vez que amanezco así escucho su música y entro en la tienda mágica y mi día es totalmente bueno, me hubiese encantado de joven haber tenido algo parecido a bts digo parecido porque ellos son únicos en esta vida. Gracias lindas palabras y reacción 💜💜💜💜💜
This is why everybody worries about SuGa. He has flirted with death too.He is such a tender soul.. Thank u for sharing your personal thoughts on this subject. It’s true. I sometimes struggle to get out of the shell , I’ve created..
I remember that this song and So Far Away made me so emotional and so understood years ago when I was depressed. Yoongi truly saved me. 😭😭I hope you react to more Agust D's songs! I recommend you So Far Away, People, D-DAY, Strange, Amygdala, What do you think?, HUH, Life Goes On, and Polar Night, and Dear My Friend. 💜
Jimin's birthday is the 13th (TODAY) Korea time, tomorrow for us! 😂 And mine is the next day! (Monday) 🎉🎉❤🎉🎉 This is such a great song!! It's a tear jerker!! 😢 That's me!! I have agoraphobia and it's really hard to leave the house! When I do, I have panic attacks! It sucks!! I fight it but it's not easy. 😢 Thanks Nesto!! Borahae 💜💜💜
Thanks for sharing with us, Nesto. I hope someday your mother-in-law can face life with peace. Did you try to introduce her to BTS? Maybe they can help her, like they did with so many people. She will be in my prayers, Have a nice weekend!
Suga at one time tried to commit suicide and Jimin talked him out of it, so yes, we think they have it all but what they go through to get there seems to do something to their thought process and they hid themselves away. So, if you have a friend going through see to it they get help.
Great reaction as always!! BTS Recommendations: -N.O. Trot version by Jungkook and opera version by BTS -Outro: Wings Live @Wembley Stadium by Jaerukki -Every song on Jimin's new album Muse -BTS Rainism @2016 on TV-People TH-cam channel -War of Hormone Halloween Dance Practice -Sope-Me (Suga and J-Hope) Otsukare @Japan Official Fan Meet Vol. 3 (English Subtitles) **They sing this in Japanese** -BTS 3RD MUSTER: House of ARMY on mellowminmin's channel! -Airplane Pt. 2 MV -Go Go Heart Performance for ARMY -Stigma Live performance -BTS Buzzfeed Puppy Interview -Jimin's Filter Quick Change Theory by Helen Kwon -Suga Spills on His D-DAY Album on Jimmy Fallon's show -Imposter Challenge with Suga on Jimmy's show -Begin live performance with English subtitles -Telepathy -If You by Jungkook -My Time Live -I Know by RM and Jungkook -HOME on Jimmy Fallon -Imposter challenge with Suga on Jimmy Fallon's show -BTS Fix You cover -BTS Chicken Noodle Soup Live @BTS 2021 Muster SOWOOZOO -BTS' Christmas Carol Medley And Run BTS episodes 39 and 41!!
Hey Nesto. Your ending clip was very touching. I am sorry to hear about your MIL's circumstance and only hope for a positive resolution for you and family. I won't pretend to know what it feels like to go through this, so I can only say that I wish you all well. Fighting!
Nesto, love ya, but with the fast growth, it appears you are all over the place w/ reactions. More reactive by latest request or top algorithm that's in front at the time, than proactive, which is fine but must feel exhausting and overwhelming. If there is a method, my sincerest apologies, but you have made mentions of so much especially your health and limited time with family responsibilities so I took the moment to say I see and hear you and your dreams for the channel. Also concerned about reactor burnout of so much content and highly enthusiastic requestors. If there is ever a comment of mine you every read, I hope this makes it to you. Maybe a Music monday, compilation Tuesday, Solo Thursday,... just to help list, divide and plan the content Thurs -By your request. Friday-weekly poll winners. This way, as your own ARMY, you can take your journey with what you want to see and hear but never get to and satisfy the requests. We came here to share your journey, but the joy should also be organically yours w/o apology. Bendiciones 💜
The Last and I have a terrible relationship. I hate this song so much and not because it bad. It's the psychological equivalent of being forced to discuss an emotional trauma for me. Interestingly this is a quality exclusive to Yoongi's music for me. I felt the same way about Amygdala even before I knew what the lyrics meant. Whenever I listen to them I wanna say 'Yoongi, I don't wanna talk about this'
Nesto, first of all, I’d like to say that I’ve been with you since you started your BTS journey. It’s nice to see you reacting to BTS music. Reacting to their fun videos is great BUT, you have sooo much BTS MUSIC to react to , ( as evidenced by what you just said that Armys have been recommending), that it seems kinda weird seeing you reacting to those types of videos. I don’t understand too much why? I realize it’s your choice obviously, cause it’s your channel, but aren’t you a bit more interested in their songs and their message ? We all know how funny and humble , and amusing guys they are, so maybe check out more of their discography? And I know you never respond to the comments you get, but could you maybe explain your reasons behind your choices? Just a thought
Just remember, especially if you've been watching his whole BTS journey, that Nesto is constantly having trouble with YT copyright issues. It's hard for him to react to a lot of their content because it's copyrighted and YT takes his videos down or just blocks them immediately. If you've been watching, that's why he's working on setting up a Patreon channel, so he can react to everything he wants without fear of copyright infringement.
@@bangtaneomma7650 I realize that but, just like every other reactor, they find ways to react to their videos by maybe putting a filter on the video. Idk, I just find it intriguing why he’s more into their amusing videos instead of their music ones. Just like you saw in this particular reaction, he was floored with Yoongi’s message, and he seemed to like it, so why not continue with their music more? I’m not saying he should stop with those types of videos, no, that’s not it cause, from time to time their great to watch, but as a fairly new BTS reactor, that doesn’t know lots of their discography( that ARMY has been suggesting for ages like he said ) i would assume he would want to know more of their music and message. Maybe i shouldn’t assume anything. Anyhow, my comment is not to criticize Nesto or anything of the sort, like I said it’s his channel, but I was really curious as to why. No hate intended.
@@silvy4413 Sorry if I came across too harshly. It's that "defensive ARMY" in me after so many years protecting our boys. Maybe now that Nesto has connected with Nico and other content creators he can learn a few tricks from them when it comes to copyrighted material. I hope so, because I do agree with you that he would really enjoy and appreciate so many of BTS's songs, especially their lyrics. The funny videos are nice as a break between the heavier material (like "The Last"), and they let him see their human side. Hopefully he can find a nice balance as he gets more comfortable with the channel.
@@bangtaneomma7650 Ooohhh no no no, I didn’t get any harsh vibes from your comment at all. I just wanted to explain why I was curious about his choices. Yeah, that would be great if he got pointers from Nico & Co. I wouldn’t want Nesto getting copyright issues. 💜
Hi, if you can understand well spanish I recommend you react to Farid Dieck's video documentary about BTS. He isn't an ARMY and is a really known TH-camr in Latin America. 💜
Stop piece medaling things, just watch and react to the whole concert of Agust D and J-Hope at Lollapalooza we will watch the whole thing!! Sorry but as a sub I don't like "Parts" of video's!
you might not know about the "Kobe incident". In 2015 (2016? ot sure) Bts was in Japan, They had a concert in Kobe, it was sold out. short before the concert Yoongi experienced a severe panic attack which made it impossible for him to perform. he was hiding in the bathroom. unfortunately Tae was sick too, the remaining 5 members went on stage and Rm announced that they had to cancel the whole concert. Imagine, the venue was sold out and they had to cancel the concert. It was a traumatic situation for Yoongi. Month later he flew to Kobe and visited the venue again. He wanted to experience his feelings again and wanted to feel what all the Armies experienced , the sadness, the disappointment and the sorrow. Yoongi wrote a heartfelt letter on twitter to explain himself. The letter is still up, it makes you cry when you read it.For me he is the strongest, an artist who is able to reflect and heal himself through his music.
Is this the concert that was told Suga and Tae werent feeling well. After going to ER found they experienced a concussion from the dance moves and could not perform at the concert or did that also happen separately. Cover story for Kobe or separate concert ? Tha is tough to figure and I don't want to repeat a lie. Thanks!
Thanks for this info....I just caught up with more BTS history!
I know suga had to leave a concert in Japan because his appendix ruptured. They couldn't treat him there in Japan and he had to be flown by helicopter back to South Korea where he had emergency surgery.
@@karenpierce4459 That would have been a later event.
@@karenpierce4459 that was way earlier, in december 2013. I just googled the Kobe incident, it happened in 2015.
Yoongi’s Letter to ARMY... After his panic attack had canceled the concert in Kobe (2015), that he was refering to in this song, Suga went back to the venue when it was empty to reflect, he then had a short break , and wrote a long letter for ARMY (translation below) ...
Hello, this is Suga. Many people were curious as to what I was doing on my break, and to simply put it, I walked a lot, slept a lot and thought a lot. I wanted to go on a trip to organize my thoughts before working on my mixtape. I also had a place I must go to. I wanted to do things I was able to do not as a 22-year old BTS’ Suga, but as a 22-year old Min Yoongi. It was a time where I looked back at myself.
The things I will say now are things I wanted to share not as a singer to a fan or as BTS to ARMY, but to talk to you as human to human.
I've always wanted to be a cool person to a lot of people. Having rational thoughts and making rational decisions in any situations. I wanted to live like my father. My father said to take a look around you when there's something to be happy about. Be calm and make rational decisions when happy.
The first day when "I need u" got 1st place, I took a look at my surroundings. Every minute I'm happy, I acted as if I'm not. When I'm sad I acted as if I'm not. Even if I like it, I acted as if I don't like it. I pretended to be cold-hearted and pretended to be strong. If a joy is shared, it will be doubled but if a sadness is shared, it won't get smaller. That's what I thought. I know I'm a person who's bad at expressing my emotions but I've been living that way and I thought it's right.
One day, I can't exactly remember when, I was in a car with my father and he said "Yoongi, don't live like me". The first day of vacation. The first day ever since I was born, I drank with my family. It has been 6 years since I left home. We were all just chatting, listening to stories that we haven't heard of. The strong and cool father that I know, knows how to feel hurt and sad, how to feel happy and love..
1.5-pyeong in the practice room, my studio is my wide meadows and narrow prison. I can do anything and at the same time, I can't really do anything. I can work on music thoughtlessly for 20 hours, but I can also sit there and not do anything but just thinking for 20 hours.
I was 11 years old when I first started writing my own lyrics. When I listen to good music, I will feel really excited and I feel really happy more than anything.
To me, music is my hope and my happiness, I also want to be someone's hope and happiness. Actually I'm someone who would just walk away rather to crash and feel pain. Anyone hates being hurt and I don't want to get hurt. In "Nevermind", "If you feel like you a going to crash then accelerate more". Perharps, that's actually what I wanted to say to myself. The most upsetting time for me when I face a large number of people, is when I face myself who isn’t able to be fair to everyone. I didn’t want to hurt anyone, but there are times I couldn’t do that. I think I’m still a person that lacks in many things.
The second day of the concert in Kobe... I don’t think I’ve ever slept deeply after that day. Could it be because of the fact that I gave a wound to many people? Whenever I fell asleep, I would wake up with cold sweat. Because I already once have not been able to go on stage before and have hurt many people, I said that I’ll go up (to perform) no matter what situation arises. Everyone tried to stop me. I really cried a ton at the situation of not being able to go up on stage. And I know crying is losing. It’s really easy for me to cope with my own sorrow, but witnessing those who love me in sadness is very hard. I made them sad, once again. If I could go back to that day, I would go on stage no matter what. So there was just one place to go.
I went to Kobe during my break. Many people tried to stop me from going, but I didn’t want to be ashamed of myself any longer. So I just went to Kobe without planning. It was my second time visiting the concert venue after a concert. The first was Ax Hall at late night after finishing the first Red Bullet concert. The second time was the Kobe World Memorial Hall, at where I failed to perform.
I hate becoming a numb person. I didn’t want to take the love and these glorious days for granted. I didn’t want to be a numb person. That’s why I visited the venues again on my own.
(T/N: He’s saying he doesn’t want to take all the love he’s receiving as granted, he really wants to appreciate every single love he gets. He’s meaning numb in the way by how he wouldn’t be able to feel what the fans feel about him. He’s basically saying he wants to appreciate every love he gets from his fans)
I liked being on stage, and I still do. When I was 15 and performed in front of 2 people I stood proudly and made eye contact with them during my performance. However after my debut I feel that I have not been righteous towards myself. I think it may be because I knew better than anyone that I wasn’t perfect. And then on the day of the first performance of HYYH on stage I made proud eye contact with the audience that I didn’t do in quite a while.
But after the second day of the Kobe concert when I was unable to stand on stage, I didn’t have the courage to confidently confront the large number of people. So that’s why I visited Kobe, the concert hall again.
I kept wandering around the area by the concert hall from the time I arrived there until the time our performance was due to begin that day. From the ticketing booth to the entrance and the concert hall - I wanted to feel the same emotions as you all from every nook and corner. I felt many emotions. Happiness, the excited nervousness felt while waiting for the performance, sadness, resentment, anger, regret, etc. I wanted to understand you all, and I do understand. So I’m sorry and apologetic, for I am not a perfect human being. I’m a person who is weak but acts strong.
Once again I realized that I was a person who’s lacking. Although I’m not religious, I prayed at that place. After all, at the end, it was a fated day. Even if it’s ended, let’s not let this heart become numb.
To me, who wanted to spend every moment alone, you all were taking up quite a large part (of my mind). Age and gender, nationality and religion, what language you use - all of that isn’t important. "Whether you're young or old, whether you have a hidden child, It doesn't matter", haven't I said this already.
That day, we unexpectedly had a Music Bank broadcast and I boarded a plane and returned a day before planned. I returned after organizing my many thoughts.
Once again, while feeling that I’m a blessed person, I felt that I need to be a person who lives every moment feeling thankful. This is the moment I realizied the fact that 22-year old Min Yoongi, who hates being an adult, is standing in front of the threshold to being an adult.
Thank you for making me a blessed person, ARMY. Although I’m never able to say this because I’m bad at expressing myself. Here I am conveying my feelings and thoughts once more through a piece of less-than-satisfactory writing. I will live while being thankful of every moment as I am such a lacking human being.
I love you, ARMY.
Thank you for sharing this letter. I knew about the situation but I had never read the letter.
Yes, thank you for sharing the letter.
One more to say thank you for sharing this letter.
I couldnt find this version. He didn't mention about his father in his letter 160110
Thanks for sharing this as it is a piece of history that many may not be aware of.. This letter always breaks my heart though, coz he truly has so much heart and love in his being. I could feel the pain of his perspective, but honestly, I wish he knew that our sadness would only be out of concern for his well-being, never disappointment at not getting a show while he was struggling. Bless his heart.
I miss him so. I just hope that the Yoongi of today knows how much we love him and care about his happiness and peace, and that I still look at him as if he hung the moon in the sky...
Just for clarity, the lyrics that are censored (beeped out) is the question that the psychiatrist asked him. "Have you ever thought of suicide?" To which he answers "I have." This was the level of depression Yoongi was at. My heart breaks when I hear that line, but the fact that he that he found the strength and courage to fight through it and become who he is today makes me so fucking proud of him that I can't express it in words.
This is why Min Yoongi IS a true hero. I do not want to imagine a world without him or any of them. I have been living for 51 years in this lifetime now & have rarely found anyone of his caliber of honesty & bravery. Only 2 artists come mind, David Draiman Lzzy Hale. Both of them also suffer from the kind of depression Yoongi speaks of. I'm so deeply impacted by people, by artists who are so transparent to share what is happening within them. We must support, inspire, love, & lift them up when needed b/c they do this & so much more for us. We can not let these amazing people just slip through our fingers when each one of us & all of have the same capacity to impact them just as deeply.
Again I am infinitely grateful that BTS, Yoongi, David, & Lzzy are all a part of my life through their music & who they are. Their sonic art & their souls have profoundly impacted this world.
We are all woven together like an intricate tapestry & we are the light for eachother.
💜🫰🤘For the divine light of love protects all who seek it. ✨️
ARMYs relationship with Suga is special. This is why we love him so much and are protective of him. Why they could not tarnish his name. We know who he is. He has never hid his faults millions love him. It was YOONGI fans sent YOONGI MARRY ME. I wonder that must be feeling. You reveal all your weaknesses and are loved more for it.
Min Yoongi, …..the coolest.
This song really affected me so much when I first heard it. Yoongi literally laid himself wide open in this song. He bore himself to everyone not in hopes of pity but as an act of strength. No one gives more. I am so proud of Yoongi. He fought some serious demons to get where he is today.
Something I find interesting about 2016 Yoongi is obviously so different than 2023 Yoongi. The desperation and pain was more evident in 2016 Yoongi. His edges are more curved and worn down now. You can especially tell in this performance, while he is very intense in his performance, the pain is less. And for that I am very happy. Yoongi himself has said he is so happy now. And you can tell.
That’s how he ends the D Day tour lol. He says Shit and hauls butt off of the stage lol 💜
the bond that we have with yoongi is so strong, he's very brave to share all his feelings through his work. his songs are raw and we can feel everything. ive been living with depression since i was a teenager and yoongi songs helped me a lot, he's someone that i always look up to.
Strong isn't strong enough of a word to describe Suga . He's amazing ! 👑👑🔥🔥
💜 from 🇺🇸 🗽 💜🙆
Fortunate to be at his concert and see this live-he rapped and performed for 2+ hours for months… he finished with this is amazing!
Agust D " Life Goes On" 💜
Suga is special - I am sure he has really no idea just how special he is. His lyricism has no equal, no peers - closet that can come to him are RM and Hobi. Both write with great passion and honesty - but Yoongi not only writes likewise, but he delves down to very dark and foreboding places. In doing that, he has exorcised his demons and helped to do that for others as well. The guy is a lyrical humanitarian. The DDay 'The Final' gigs in Seoul are so special, not just for the performances, but the gut cleansing, cathartic emotional healing - for him...for the audience there...for the audience online. History is dotted with the "once in a lifetime" people/events - Yoongi [as well his brothers in arms (BTS) ]are a once in a lifetime occurrence. We are so lucky to share this time and space with them - BORAHAE :)
So true.
This was my introduction to Agust D. One Eminem reactor did an analysis of this song and I cried, a lot. I became a fan of Agust D than RM and Jin but I became ARMY with Outro Tears. Before BTS, I stanned only Eminem and Lara Fabian for their authenticity, raw lyrics. Now I'm ot7 but Agust D is still a little more my Bias even before Suga.💜 from Belgium
Hi, do you have the link
Was it Anthony Ray? 💜
who's the reactor?
The doctor's question 'Did you ever bleep bleep' is being blocked/bleeped out because he asked if Yoongi had ever had suicidal thoughts and he answers that he definitely had these thoughts. This song lays it all out for us, all of his mental struggles and he's reaching out to us to understand him and ourselves. He is a miracle, a genius and one of the best composers/song writers of our time and he gave himself over to us, warts and all and I take that gift very seriously. He saved my life and I can never repay that debt. Thank you, my darling Boy Yoongi, I will always love you and support you.
Hang in there, Nesto. It was Yoongi's wish to do his social service requirement as quietly as possible out of the spotlight.
For those of us introverts with social anxiety... we can imagine why he decided that after living the last 10 years so publicly. It was between a challenge and a retreat. But we also know it's a double edged sword to give into that isolation too long.
The part beeped out of the song? Let's just say... connect this song with Amygdala and you will know. Last time Jin stepped in. But once all the guys had entered the military... there was real isolation. It became scary as time went on and Yoongi (unlike the others)... never even gave a brief update or a word on his birthday or anything. Jimin would call him regularly because he actually likes talking more than texting.. but that became harder once he went in too.
When he finally did say something it was because of that dang scooter... but I was actually relieved because I was fearing worse. Nine months is still a long time left to go... but now with both Hobi and Jin around I hope it will be a bit better for him.
It's not that Yoongi needs help it's that he is a doer that loves to help those close to him. So I'm relieved he will have them... at least 2 close again. As he once wrote it's a relief there are 7 of them...
This song left me absolutely speechless when I first heard it and read the lyrics,it took me a few minutes to completely process everything I had just heard and and read the lyrics.It breaks my heart to know that he suffered through all of this but at the same time I am so proud of him for having fought through all of this and came out the other side as a winner! This song is just so real,raw and honest.
This is where you start to put 2 and 2 together about how ARMY says BTS saved me. They were the 1st and only group at the time to speak about "taboo" subjects. I've seen a fan holding a sign at one of Aust D's concerts that read, loosely: As we saved you... You saved us.
He might write some of the most real raw emotional music I’ve heard. He refers to his lowest points from being suicidal to missing a concert because of stage fright. To realizing he can face it all and find better success. He’s a musical producing genius.
Hearing and watching him perform this song live was probably one of the most therapeutic moments I've ever had. Never expected to end up in tears at the end of the concert. It touched me so deep in my core.
Thats why he is my bias, you wont find one song of his that is not written by himself, full of wisdom and symbolic of something meaningful. He is a true artist wholly involved in every single aspect of his art. Ty for this reaction, wonderful
This song is my anthem! My favorite Agust D song! 💜 Suga is my bias because I identify with him. He is my example to follow when it comes to face depression and struggles. He is such a strong person. He inspires many many people to continue fighting. I love Suga 💜
You should check out First Love and Dear My Friend also. Thanks Lonely Dad for the reaction 💜
Yes this is therapy. We are lucky to be living in the same era with BTS. Your video reaction made me cry. He raps a lot about his shoulder injury. When he got on the motorcycle in amygdala I knew exactly where this going. Thank you for your reactions. We love you Suga 💜
If u see bighit logo before u watch the MV, it said "music & artist for healings"
You are doing a great job Mr. Lonely Dad. Yeah. Yoongi is special.
You are doin fine Nesto! I only get 4 hours of sleep if I’m lucky so I feel your exhaustion.💜💜💜Do what you can when you can.Poor Min Yoongi…I wish we could give him a hug not as an idol but as one human to another and it’s ok …you’re ok ..we got you💜💜💜💜💜💜
Suga's rap is the best.
I’m so sorry to hear that about your mother in law. Prayers for her and your family 🙏 Thank you for your wonderful message about mental health struggles Nesto💜
Sad he didnt submit to Grammys. Hoping it was the timing that he didnt have something to submit. Out of all of them Grammys was the moment he was all smiles and excited for
that's why he my bias, he both a god but also closest to fans it doesn't feel like he's a stranger like other celebrities, more like someone i knew my whole life
I've been a literature lover all my life, so I've always valued and appreciated deep lyrics more than anything in music. That's why, even though I'd never actually been interested in rap before, I fell in love with Yoongi's music (and BTS as a whole, of course). Yoongi became my bias through his beautiful writing, and his honest lyrics never fail to amaze me even after listening to the same song hundreds of times 💜
I wish you could have seen the stage set up Nesto. There’s a timer counting down with fireworks and like I said he hauls butt off the stage like a beast lol😷💜
Heart wrenching 🥺
Many overachievers like Yoongi struggle with making sense of their thoughts; they can’t keep up with their own brain. It’s a double edged sword.
The song that saved me from depression and anxiety during tough times. I heard this song while I was going through tough times and then went on to become an army
Yoon is how I define power!!! This man for me is the definition of power.... power to win mental sickness, to overcome hardships and turn into all he is today. That's our Yoongi, Suga, AgustD. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Don't forget today is Jimin's birthday.
Agust-D hits so hard and different every time 💜💜💜💜
The letter he wrote, wow, so honest and revealing, but not surprising.
You should listen to dear my friend by suga and life goes on suga version
Happy birthday Jiminie!!
This is the one. The song that locked me in as an army and suga bias. It came on in the car from an auto playlist in 2020. I had no idea what the lyrics were but the pain transcended loud and clear. I cried so freaking hard that day💜
You are right. It is therapy. Last year around this time I wrote my first Mails to find an therapy-spot. And the same time I found BTS for me. On some days I think probably it would still be good to talk to somebody, but I made so much progress in this last year since I know them.
Compared to other stories I read from ARMYs my struggle was nothing. But still BTS inspired me. Every single member in his unique way. I am so thankful.
Agust d "life goes on" is a real beautiful song❤ please react to it if you have time
I am so excited to see you experience them live. I was there and he is unbelievable. Took my breath. He loves his art.
that's just his alter ego. sugar is extremely kind and loving💜
yes, it is healing. I have often said BTS teaches people how to handle life. You do not help help necessarily knowing how to handle good days, its the bad. Not talking about success though, just normal days. They are pioneers. It is hard to fathom to be so young and so wise at the same time. I am now 61 and it is crazy the amount of good decisions these young men have made. They are teachers of life. To have experienced what they did before 30, insane. Good and bad. I mean I can honestly say I have never had a death threat. Each member is gifted and talented and each had to go through life their own way. So proud of them. Finding their self at this age and not waiting till their much older. Applause to Yoongi and the rest of BTS. Blessings Army! Borahae!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
this song got nr 1 on worldwide itunes and us excl chart for a week after the Incidence with his scooter. it was army´s way to show yoongi that we will never stop supporting him. and show korea how loved he is in the world and what they are doing to him was wrong.
Thank you, Nesto, for the encouragement to keep fighting! Each day is a fight for me but through BTS & some special genuine reactors like you, I continue to force myself to see the good in life & venture out to experience this stressful thing we call life. Please, keep encouraging your mother-in-law with love & understanding.
As Jimin says "you nice, keep going" 💜
I am crying. That song is so raw 😢
My FAVORITE song by Yoongi!! But until his last night of the Seoul concert I cried EVWRY SINGLE TIME I heard this. But I felt like he let us watch him heal. I ugly cried when he walked through the door after this but now I can listen and not hurt. I love Yoongi for his vulnerability. He and the rest of the boys are healing the world with these kinds of somgs
This song and First Love.I cry,so personal,so deep💜
This performance and song is incredible!! Suga is absolutely healing. He is so honest, raw and intense and I love it!! He melts my heart every time he sings. One of the top 7 performers of all time 💜💜💜
Suga bu sektörün en iyisi kralımız❤
Yoongi…😢🥹💜💜💜💜🥰
This is one of those songs that I hold dear to my heart, it has helped me through a lot of tough times... Thank you for checking out the lyrics before the live performance!
Hope you have a wonderful day Nesto! ( I have been here since your first bts video, I don't comment a lot though xD ) But I am very excited to see you dive into more of the older songs! there is so many that you really need to experience! :3
Thank you Nesto, especially for your last words of encouragement. Fighting!
This LIVE performance was during his tour last year before joining military 🪖
Awesome!!! 👏👏👏👏 We don't mind watching a long reactions! Thanks so much Nesto!😊 l Iove it!
Thank you for "please fight."
Por esto y mucho más uno se enamora de ellos, yo soy mayor ya 55 y doy gracias porque bts me encontró en mis días difíciles de depresión ahora cada vez que amanezco así escucho su música y entro en la tienda mágica y mi día es totalmente bueno, me hubiese encantado de joven haber tenido algo parecido a bts digo parecido porque ellos son únicos en esta vida. Gracias lindas palabras y reacción 💜💜💜💜💜
This is why everybody worries about SuGa. He has flirted with death too.He is such a tender soul..
Thank u for sharing your personal thoughts on this subject. It’s true. I sometimes struggle to get out of the shell , I’ve created..
Unmissable:
*NO MORE DREAM JAPAN
*DREAMERS
*MAMA2019
Thank you for doing this. ❤
Yessss! Thank you Nesto💜💜💜
I remember that this song and So Far Away made me so emotional and so understood years ago when I was depressed. Yoongi truly saved me. 😭😭I hope you react to more Agust D's songs! I recommend you So Far Away, People, D-DAY, Strange, Amygdala, What do you think?, HUH, Life Goes On, and Polar Night, and Dear My Friend. 💜
Praying 🙏 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
so sorry to hear about your mother-in-law, very sad
PLEASE!!! pretty please react to Snooze (agust d) 💜💜
Wow that was deep 😢
Jimin's birthday is the 13th (TODAY) Korea time, tomorrow for us! 😂 And mine is the next day! (Monday) 🎉🎉❤🎉🎉 This is such a great song!! It's a tear jerker!! 😢 That's me!! I have agoraphobia and it's really hard to leave the house! When I do, I have panic attacks! It sucks!! I fight it but it's not easy. 😢 Thanks Nesto!! Borahae 💜💜💜
It’s the 13th in South Korea already, so it is his Birthday. It’s currently 3:36am in the morning over there. 😊
@@Raynstor.m that's true. I forgot about that. I'll correct it.
happy birthday 🎁 💜
@@elmariajin9610 thank you! I'm 62 Monday.
@@2003phylis Happy Birthday!
I've been commenting to watch this for months now...
You shaved. You look good. Diggin' your show😊
Sending prayers and blessings to your mother in law 🙏 💜
Thanks for sharing with us, Nesto. I hope someday your mother-in-law can face life with peace. Did you try to introduce her to BTS? Maybe they can help her, like they did with so many people. She will be in my prayers, Have a nice weekend!
Fighting 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
I hope you can see some of his workd tour. I was amazing!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜
Suga at one time tried to commit suicide and Jimin talked him out of it, so yes, we think they have it all but what they go through to get there seems to do something to their thought process and they hid themselves away. So, if you have a friend going through see to it they get help.
Apparantly Jin also found him just in time on the floor of their dorm (due to OD of pills)😪.. you see a flash of it during the Amygdala mv.
Hi Nesto! If you could also react with Yoongi's live performance with Dear My Friend during the Dday the Final Tour.
Great reaction as always!!
BTS Recommendations:
-N.O. Trot version by Jungkook and opera version by BTS
-Outro: Wings Live @Wembley Stadium by Jaerukki
-Every song on Jimin's new album Muse
-BTS Rainism @2016 on TV-People TH-cam channel
-War of Hormone Halloween Dance Practice
-Sope-Me (Suga and J-Hope) Otsukare @Japan Official Fan Meet Vol. 3
(English Subtitles) **They sing this in Japanese**
-BTS 3RD MUSTER: House of ARMY on mellowminmin's channel!
-Airplane Pt. 2 MV
-Go Go Heart Performance for ARMY
-Stigma Live performance
-BTS Buzzfeed Puppy Interview
-Jimin's Filter Quick Change Theory by Helen Kwon
-Suga Spills on His D-DAY Album on Jimmy Fallon's show
-Imposter Challenge with Suga on Jimmy's show
-Begin live performance with English subtitles
-Telepathy
-If You by Jungkook
-My Time Live
-I Know by RM and Jungkook
-HOME on Jimmy Fallon
-Imposter challenge with Suga on Jimmy Fallon's show
-BTS Fix You cover
-BTS Chicken Noodle Soup Live @BTS 2021 Muster SOWOOZOO
-BTS' Christmas Carol Medley
And Run BTS episodes 39 and 41!!
Hey Nesto. Your ending clip was very touching. I am sorry to hear about your MIL's circumstance and only hope for a positive resolution for you and family. I won't pretend to know what it feels like to go through this, so I can only say that I wish you all well. Fighting!
Nesto, love ya, but with the fast growth, it appears you are all over the place w/ reactions. More reactive by latest request or top algorithm that's in front at the time, than proactive, which is fine but must feel exhausting and overwhelming. If there is a method, my sincerest apologies, but you have made mentions of so much especially your health and limited time with family responsibilities so I took the moment to say I see and hear you and your dreams for the channel. Also concerned about reactor burnout of so much content and highly enthusiastic requestors. If there is ever a comment of mine you every read, I hope this makes it to you. Maybe a Music monday, compilation Tuesday, Solo Thursday,... just to help list, divide and plan the content Thurs -By your request. Friday-weekly poll winners. This way, as your own ARMY, you can take your journey with what you want to see and hear but never get to and satisfy the requests. We came here to share your journey, but the joy should also be organically yours w/o apology. Bendiciones 💜
The Last and I have a terrible relationship. I hate this song so much and not because it bad. It's the psychological equivalent of being forced to discuss an emotional trauma for me. Interestingly this is a quality exclusive to Yoongi's music for me. I felt the same way about Amygdala even before I knew what the lyrics meant. Whenever I listen to them I wanna say 'Yoongi, I don't wanna talk about this'
This would be a great time to do Set Me Free. Bring something to cover your gaping jaw 👍💜
Please react to Jung Kook the main vocalist of BTS (updated version)
But how come after all these months you haven't seen the full mama2019? Not even DREAMERS de JungKook😰
Nesto, first of all, I’d like to say that I’ve been with you since you started your BTS journey. It’s nice to see you reacting to BTS music. Reacting to their fun videos is great BUT, you have sooo much BTS MUSIC to react to , ( as evidenced by what you just said that Armys have been recommending), that it seems kinda weird seeing you reacting to those types of videos. I don’t understand too much why? I realize it’s your choice obviously, cause it’s your channel, but aren’t you a bit more interested in their songs and their message ? We all know how funny and humble , and amusing guys they are, so maybe check out more of their discography? And I know you never respond to the comments you get, but could you maybe explain your reasons behind your choices? Just a thought
Just remember, especially if you've been watching his whole BTS journey, that Nesto is constantly having trouble with YT copyright issues. It's hard for him to react to a lot of their content because it's copyrighted and YT takes his videos down or just blocks them immediately. If you've been watching, that's why he's working on setting up a Patreon channel, so he can react to everything he wants without fear of copyright infringement.
@@bangtaneomma7650 I realize that but, just like every other reactor, they find ways to react to their videos by maybe putting a filter on the video. Idk, I just find it intriguing why he’s more into their amusing videos instead of their music ones. Just like you saw in this particular reaction, he was floored with Yoongi’s message, and he seemed to like it, so why not continue with their music more? I’m not saying he should stop with those types of videos, no, that’s not it cause, from time to time their great to watch, but as a fairly new BTS reactor, that doesn’t know lots of their discography( that ARMY has been suggesting for ages like he said ) i would assume he would want to know more of their music and message. Maybe i shouldn’t assume anything. Anyhow, my comment is not to criticize Nesto or anything of the sort, like I said it’s his channel, but I was really curious as to why. No hate intended.
@@silvy4413 Sorry if I came across too harshly. It's that "defensive ARMY" in me after so many years protecting our boys.
Maybe now that Nesto has connected with Nico and other content creators he can learn a few tricks from them when it comes to copyrighted material. I hope so, because I do agree with you that he would really enjoy and appreciate so many of BTS's songs, especially their lyrics. The funny videos are nice as a break between the heavier material (like "The Last"), and they let him see their human side. Hopefully he can find a nice balance as he gets more comfortable with the channel.
@@bangtaneomma7650 Ooohhh no no no, I didn’t get any harsh vibes from your comment at all. I just wanted to explain why I was curious about his choices. Yeah, that would be great if he got pointers from Nico & Co. I wouldn’t want Nesto getting copyright issues. 💜
Hi, if you can understand well spanish I recommend you react to Farid Dieck's video documentary about BTS. He isn't an ARMY and is a really known TH-camr in Latin America. 💜
Stop piece medaling things, just watch and react to the whole concert of Agust D and J-Hope at Lollapalooza we will watch the whole thing!! Sorry but as a sub I don't like "Parts" of video's!
I hate this lyric video. The last part Yoongi said “Resentment gave birth to me”