I find my body, muscles, and the inner critique relaxed and softened in your presence and transmission. It’s like the end of an exhale. Like when I finally wave the white flag, and surrender to whatever-is-here-now-in-this-body, with complete acceptance and compassion. It’s like the fight is finally over, my fists finally have unclenched, and I could finally just let go of trying to fix or better where I am. Here I feel softened, tender, and touched by something invisible but incredibly loving. Like the ultimate loving acceptance. Brings tears to my eyes.
We have unbelievably limited sensory apparatus and we all just throw around the phrase "YEAH, EVERYTHING IS ENERGY", "JUST RAISE YOUR VIBRATION" --- AS IF we actually know what that means and how to do it!!
This is the hell I found. I wanted to know , to try to understand , to grasp what this we are really in and this is what I woke up to ! I just can’t shake this feeling it is truly a nightmare you cannot escape once you open the eyes as it were !
Thanks for this Suzanne. I am deep in to this process now and ironically this helps soothe my fears temporarily as I realize that others have been here before. Watching your videos has helped me find a place of real compassion for this crumbling human experience I am undergoing right now. It’s okay that I don’t totally get it, it’s okay that I am deeply flawed, it is all just okay.
You are confused because you just walked into the movie theater in the middle of the movie Titanic. Some ppl walked in at the beginning feeling hopeful. Others walked in halfway and only see the happiness between Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet as they dance on the lower decks of the Titanic with the "regular poor folks." And some walked in when the Titanic is sinking and Leonardo DiCaprio's character is dying. You are in the movie of Lila. "The concept of lila asserts that creation, instead of being an objective for achieving any purpose, is rather an outcome of the playful nature of the divine." 🎬
It's interesting that Suzanne is so vulnerable & open with her transmission and teaching that in these comments immediately appear "oh you're just in the beginnings of awakening, let me counsel you"... I've noticed how "gunfight at the OK Corral" many in the non-dual community are fast draw artists, relishing the opportunity to denigrate other's realization... just st with Eckhart Tolle when he became wildly popular, si soon others were critiquing & offering teachings in the style of "the next step beyond Eckhart Tolle", lol 😂
Donald, such an astute and great point! I’ve seen so many people here be condescending towards Suzanne because she is simply open, genuine, and unfailingly true to wherever she is. Touching to me somehow that you notice this. 🙏🏼🫥🌻
Thank you so much for this Suzanne. I recently attended a large social event for the first time in a while and was fully reintroduced to these habitual pleasing behaviors and the judgements, shame and frustration about it all. And in being open about it to one or two people, they fully related. I also noticed the resistance to opening to people who seem so much more well off and how I don't want to project the same splits I'm aware of in the mind on them or "ruin" their high, actually believing I have the power to do so.
Hi Souzanne. During the last Years i noticing that lose of identity progesivelly. It is strange and dificult to deal with, but at the same but some time it feel good and at peace. I would love to share it in your channel, many things to share🙏
It's interesting that TOTAL failure in the seeking effort is a 'prerequisite' for waking up from the seeking mind. 'Tis a wondrous and beautiful ineffable.
Well that's a nice thought because I have failed miserably. Non-duality has emptied me out as a personal identity, yet the identity persists. Now I'm just a sucky shell of a conventional (deluded) person. How do I pick up life where I left off 15 years ago to go down this rabbit hole to nowhere?
@@brushstroke3733 YOU're actually right where YOU are, have always been, and will always be. We're not talking about human mind-bodies. The presence in/as Awareness is prior to that... but we can always pick it up *anew* when actually conscious. (Don't just skim over this and 'think' you understand... ) Notice how when the mind is engaged, the various scripts keep unconsciously running on auto-pilot. Like in this context; the mind is comparing some randomized memories of some idealized 'better' past with a present state of NEGATIVE mind play that you seem to believe is true. As such, the mind then starts to look for all the *reasons* that it _should_ feel this way, and finds plenty of reinforcing support... that is the mind's rabbit hole. Being Awake, means knowing when the mind scripts are in play, not believing what they are spouting off as Truth, and NOT subsequently going further into the dreamworld of its petty, shallow, and unresolved screaming me mes. Don't get me wrong, they can be resolved, but really only in the clarity prior to/beyond the mind's confines.
Bill Hicks: "Today a young man on egg rolls realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration; that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather..." 🤓
Yes every illusion or world , is a world all to its own !if you you try to end your world it’s really just like going to sleep and wake up in the morning !
No free will , no choice , no freedom , just the same always it’s all there is like existing in a hell for infinity 🤔 you can’t escape it one you sense this ! 😢
I suppose all of the stages are necessary to get to this one? When you finally "let go" of the structures that hold you together in this world, is there ease, or do the same impulses built over years still rise, only now you've been freed from their pull? I've asked this before but how does a person move through the world in this state of, for lack of a better term, non-attachment to all identifiers, uninterested and detached from what is sustaining others?
Everything will be sort of flowing like With no push or pull with out the person hood One might ponder What was the fuss for ? Everything will become a joke
It seems that thepersonal stories provided here are convincing primarily because the apparent person is so authentic(Is it possible to gaslight someone whos gas is mostly evaporated and the light remains?) Phew!
Yah it’s is funny that we all think we’re going somewhere , but when you wake up in the morning you wake up basically in the place or illusion , and even you don’t know where your going you always end up in that same place , same pattern , same everything And you do it all again , same pattern but different order !! 🤔
*Neither the human body nor its spirit ( a Full Description or Record of anything ) is "LIFE The Real Self", ( AWARENESS ) which is Non-Dimensional, and does NOT represent nor even remotely looks anything any species, including the human species...*
Suzanne…please, just a thought….. If you ever study yoga and energy movement in different parts of the body, you can follow when it switches from right to left side of the body etc. There a many nuances to that. However, with the time it’s possible to clearly identify if the energy of the persons life force is in logical and driving part of the body, or in more self expression nurturing “ place “ etc. Your energy life force is going through parts of the body which are representing loss of hope. Just observing your older videos and more recent ones, you can honestly admit to your self that there is a presence of depression currently present ( or any other colors of it. ). The psyche/ego/the self is extreme by hiding under any possible expression. Now the question is, if there is a true loss of self ( psyche dis identification), who is the entity who feels depressed ( sad, loss of hope, any color of it )? The real state is when observer realizes that the body is also just a thought, therefore subject and object relationship is also just a thought. Any expression of sadness is the Self!! Therefore loss of self is the state of absence of any thought and subject object relationship. So I am trying to point out that there is possibly a delusion in the state. If you consider, feel free to message me for possible conversation. With love 🙏
very interesting - is our felt relationship with the body a though or is the energy in the body itself also a thought? does this mean that any perception is a thought? so what's not a tought?
It’s too complex topic! Whether the Self is present or not, the surrounding is still present! The walls, the objects in the room are also thoughts. One has to keep those thoughts going, in order to sustain the surrounding.
She's describing what it feels like to realize the truth of who/what she is AFTER who-she-is-not has fallen away. She's trying to describe enlightenment for anyone who is going through the process.
I like that @realperson asked this question 😁❤️ No worries @realperson; if you see no point, then feel free to carry on; all is revealed when the time is right ❣️
Yes every illusion or world , is a world all to its own !if you you try to end your world it’s really just like going to sleep and wake up in the morning !
I find my body, muscles, and the inner critique relaxed and softened in your presence and transmission. It’s like the end of an exhale. Like when I finally wave the white flag, and surrender to whatever-is-here-now-in-this-body, with complete acceptance and compassion. It’s like the fight is finally over, my fists finally have unclenched, and I could finally just let go of trying to fix or better where I am. Here I feel softened, tender, and touched by something invisible but incredibly loving. Like the ultimate loving acceptance. Brings tears to my eyes.
We have unbelievably limited sensory apparatus and we all just throw around the phrase "YEAH, EVERYTHING IS ENERGY", "JUST RAISE YOUR VIBRATION" --- AS IF we actually know what that means and how to do it!!
8:29 Underneath the conflict is an inherent feeling of not being safe. That is what drives your thoughts and actions.
Wow. One of your best talk. There is nothing wrong with me. All the pressure I put on myself.. Thank you for this.
Beautiful expression of unconditional love ❤
thank you Suzanne love from scotland x
This is the hell I found. I wanted to know , to try to understand , to grasp what this we are really in and this is what I woke up to ! I just can’t shake this feeling it is truly a nightmare you cannot escape once you open the eyes as it were !
The perception of it as a nightmare is also it, so see through it and drop it. It contains and transcends any opinions of it.
@@guiop7463How???
it is impossible not to love you
Thanks for this Suzanne. I am deep in to this process now and ironically this helps soothe my fears temporarily as I realize that others have been here before. Watching your videos has helped me find a place of real compassion for this crumbling human experience I am undergoing right now. It’s okay that I don’t totally get it, it’s okay that I am deeply flawed, it is all just okay.
❤
All is well ☀️❤️
You are confused because you just walked into the movie theater in the middle of the movie Titanic. Some ppl walked in at the beginning feeling hopeful. Others walked in halfway and only see the happiness between Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet as they dance on the lower decks of the Titanic with the "regular poor folks." And some walked in when the Titanic is sinking and Leonardo DiCaprio's character is dying. You are in the movie of Lila. "The concept of lila asserts that creation, instead of being an objective for achieving any purpose, is rather an outcome of the playful nature of the divine." 🎬
I agree
I'm confused by this analogy. 😁
@@brushstroke3733 I'm more of an "Event Horizon" or "In The Mouth of Madness" guy myself; Titanic is one of them good films you watch one time.
Love your "Silence" Soooo Sweeet "Silence"....
love u girl - yessssss - perfection already 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💥
It's interesting that Suzanne is so vulnerable & open with her transmission and teaching that in these comments immediately appear "oh you're just in the beginnings of awakening, let me counsel you"... I've noticed how "gunfight at the OK Corral" many in the non-dual community are fast draw artists, relishing the opportunity to denigrate other's realization... just st with Eckhart Tolle when he became wildly popular, si soon others were critiquing & offering teachings in the style of "the next step beyond Eckhart Tolle", lol 😂
Donald, such an astute and great point!
I’ve seen so many people here be condescending towards Suzanne because she is simply open, genuine, and unfailingly true to wherever she is.
Touching to me somehow that you notice this.
🙏🏼🫥🌻
@@macparker3549yep
Thank you so much for this Suzanne. I recently attended a large social event for the first time in a while and was fully reintroduced to these habitual pleasing behaviors and the judgements, shame and frustration about it all. And in being open about it to one or two people, they fully related. I also noticed the resistance to opening to people who seem so much more well off and how I don't want to project the same splits I'm aware of in the mind on them or "ruin" their high, actually believing I have the power to do so.
You are a blessings for this modern world. Wait... What modern world?
Indeed. More like primitive world. We're living in "The Lord of the Flies" reality - dysfunctional children turned to violence and strife.
Thank you for the video ❤
The apparent self or character wants recognition, it wants to be relevant
Very helpful 💫
Thank you
So beautiful Susanne, so recognisable, so deeply touched.....thank you!
Hi Souzanne. During the last Years i noticing that lose of identity progesivelly. It is strange and dificult to deal with, but at the same but some time it feel good and at peace. I would love to share it in your channel, many things to share🙏
Thankful
It's interesting that TOTAL failure in the seeking effort is a 'prerequisite' for waking up from the seeking mind. 'Tis a wondrous and beautiful ineffable.
@@Ariel-x1x It was the greatest magic joke ever realized! 🤣
Well that's a nice thought because I have failed miserably. Non-duality has emptied me out as a personal identity, yet the identity persists. Now I'm just a sucky shell of a conventional (deluded) person. How do I pick up life where I left off 15 years ago to go down this rabbit hole to nowhere?
@@brushstroke3733 YOU're actually right where YOU are, have always been, and will always be. We're not talking about human mind-bodies. The presence in/as Awareness is prior to that... but we can always pick it up *anew* when actually conscious. (Don't just skim over this and 'think' you understand... )
Notice how when the mind is engaged, the various scripts keep unconsciously running on auto-pilot. Like in this context; the mind is comparing some randomized memories of some idealized 'better' past with a present state of NEGATIVE mind play that you seem to believe is true. As such, the mind then starts to look for all the *reasons* that it _should_ feel this way, and finds plenty of reinforcing support... that is the mind's rabbit hole.
Being Awake, means knowing when the mind scripts are in play, not believing what they are spouting off as Truth, and NOT subsequently going further into the dreamworld of its petty, shallow, and unresolved screaming me mes. Don't get me wrong, they can be resolved, but really only in the clarity prior to/beyond the mind's confines.
Bill Hicks: "Today a young man on egg rolls realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration; that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather..." 🤓
Egg rolls are magical
Thank Yoo!!!
I’ve been trying to recall Bill Hick’s names the last few days… and that bit was Absolute Direct Pointing at THIS! 🥳
Sooooo sweeeet
Beautiful. Thank you Suzanne.
this is everything i needed to hear thank you
Nothing you see is beautiful-beauty is not there-it’s nowhere to be found-no searching is needed. Because you no longer know about it
maintaining
the discipline
to practice
falling apart
resists it
Yes every illusion or world , is a world all to its own !if you you try to end your world it’s really just like going to sleep and wake up in the morning !
No free will , no choice , no freedom , just the same always it’s all there is like existing in a hell for infinity 🤔 you can’t escape it one you sense this ! 😢
Purple hope
Clear the Court.
Ting🎉
👍
Suzanne thanks for your wise words. Have you done vipassana ?
💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇
Center All Waze
💚💜💚
💖💖
I suppose all of the stages are necessary to get to this one? When you finally "let go" of the structures that hold you together in this world, is there ease, or do the same impulses built over years still rise, only now you've been freed from their pull? I've asked this before but how does a person move through the world in this state of, for lack of a better term, non-attachment to all identifiers, uninterested and detached from what is sustaining others?
Everything will be sort of flowing like
With no push or pull with out the person hood
One might ponder
What was the fuss for
?
Everything will become a joke
What I like about your videos is that you can't really be prompted. We can all work toward that, including myself.
(no sarcasm or double-meaning, to clarify what I write above.)
(relative to some/many others)
(also because you know your stuff)
Ding How/ Hung How
It seems that thepersonal stories provided here are convincing primarily because the apparent person is so authentic(Is it possible to gaslight someone whos gas is mostly evaporated and the light remains?) Phew!
Balance beam beam of light rite.
Push & pull Earthquakes.
Yah it’s is funny that we all think we’re going somewhere , but when you wake up in the morning you wake up basically in the place or illusion , and even you don’t know where your going you always end up in that same place , same pattern , same everything
And you do it all again , same pattern but different order !! 🤔
D fined in court?
Left Rt pupil movements
DNA Share If?
*Neither the human body nor its spirit ( a Full Description or Record of anything ) is "LIFE The Real Self", ( AWARENESS ) which is Non-Dimensional, and does NOT represent nor even remotely looks anything any species, including the human species...*
🤍
Sum where
Same thoughts , over and over again ! 🤔 but again it’s only an illusion of a thought !🤔
Pre decision
Mental health crisis thats whats going on !
How are you in my head? How do you know my brain is broken?
Run out orchard play
Balance of fruit of no/ knowledge.
And of course “ suicide “. Does not really exist as you think you do , because it’s just another thought ! And never witness your own suicide ,
Ameoba fur
Manticore Madness/mess.
EVERYTHING is a coping mechanism? Are you sure?
No know box
Person hood Ugh
The lenguage of god is the silence, everything else is a poor traslation " Rumi
U cant be an engineer at level
Suzanne…please, just a thought…..
If you ever study yoga and energy movement in different parts of the body, you can follow when it switches from right to left side of the body etc.
There a many nuances to that.
However, with the time it’s possible to clearly identify if the energy of the persons life force is in logical and driving part of the body, or in more self expression nurturing “ place “ etc.
Your energy life force is going through parts of the body which are representing loss of hope.
Just observing your older videos and more recent ones, you can honestly admit to your self that there is a presence of depression currently present ( or any other colors of it. ). The psyche/ego/the self is extreme by hiding under any possible expression.
Now the question is, if there is a true loss of self ( psyche dis identification), who is the entity who feels depressed ( sad, loss of hope, any color of it )?
The real state is when observer realizes that the body is also just a thought, therefore subject and object relationship is also just a thought.
Any expression of sadness is the Self!!
Therefore loss of self is the state of absence of any thought and subject object relationship.
So I am trying to point out that there is possibly a delusion in the state.
If you consider, feel free to message me for possible conversation.
With love
🙏
very interesting - is our felt relationship with the body a though or is the energy in the body itself also a thought? does this mean that any perception is a thought? so what's not a tought?
It’s too complex topic! Whether the Self is present or not, the surrounding is still present! The walls, the objects in the room are also thoughts. One has to keep those thoughts going, in order to sustain the surrounding.
"true loss of self"
"true"
--> This is an example of how "I" project my thoughts onto "your" words. 😁❣️
The main thing:
Much Love, all is well ☀️❤️
Hear here?
Ur A hunter
Blind whys.
What is the point of talking about this?
She's describing what it feels like to realize the truth of who/what she is AFTER who-she-is-not has fallen away. She's trying to describe enlightenment for anyone who is going through the process.
@@garyisaacs6526 may you find meaning in the meaningless friend :)
I like that @realperson asked this question 😁❤️
No worries @realperson; if you see no point, then feel free to carry on; all is revealed when the time is right ❣️
@@elektrotehnik94 there is no point in talking about it, but then why not, its no point in pretty much anything, its all for fun isnt it haha
@@Ariel-x1x I'm with you / there is no point / a "guilty pleasure" / on my part a kind of "indulgence" / boo-hoo and all that jazz.
Hue color management .
Copecut.
Copecut
Light- lite lee at Level:Energy/ Balanced .TangGo.
Yes every illusion or world , is a world all to its own !if you you try to end your world it’s really just like going to sleep and wake up in the morning !