🏥 Emotional Moments: Overwhelmed in the Hospital 😫 (5/1/18)
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It’s okay to break down, Jaquie. You will go through this. ❤️ I love you so much and I’ll be here for you.
You demonstrate more belief in yourself to persevere in one of your fingers than I do in my entire arm. There's nowhere to go but forward. This too shall pass.
Glad for the update, so sorry it's taking so long for the infection to clear...and yes, the side effects of a med can be miserable. By now you've had your PICC line put in. I remember getting mine as an outpatient to treat Lyme. I was so nervous! But it was a piece of cake. I felt lousy the entire time I was getting the IV antibiotics. Your mom seems like such a lovely lady and it's obvious how dedicated she is to you. Last month I tripped in a parking lot and fell face down, breaking my nose, concussing my teeth, spraining my neck, and badly bruising my knee. I ended up in the ER. I just wanted my mother so badly!! And she would have been there before you blinked. She is gone now, so treasure your mom as I can see you do.
Harlow is such a sweet lil' sunshine! She brightens all the dark moments 🌞
Jaq is a WARRIOR. Health issues are so mentally taxing. Not knowing what’s going on with your own body is a new level of stress. Her ability to handle her health when she’s NOT in the hospital is awe inspiring and an indicator of how strong she has become. Breaking down in the hospital is completely understandable - gotta know when it’s smart to just let the feelings out. She gives me so much inspiration and is a role model so we can learn how to be brave but also how to be human. ❤️
I am so sorry. It is hard not being home in your own bed when you feel awful. I pray they figure this out and you can go home.
I've had 2 PICC lines, one placed bedside and one in a procedure room. They gave it to me for TPN as well. You're killing it girl. Thank you for showing the raw truth of these evil chronic illnesses. I sincerely hope each day gets better:)
It just warmed my heart to see you loving on Harlow. 🐾❤️
Ok Iv been in your situation with frustration in hospital. My mum gave me a great piece of advice and that’s cry just cry. Find a time when you can and wretch the sadness out in a quiet space. Good advice for anyone. It’s a great healer to get it out. Xx
It's okay to breakdown and cry and have some moments, you're going through sooo much. 💗💗
All my hospital memories are flooding back this last time that I was in hospital,I had an awful time,so I totally empathize with you, Monday Will be here before you know it and you've got Judd ,yr mom and sweet Harlow to take yr mind off it when the visit you,I hope yr well soon Jacqui 💚💙
Just thought I'd drop a line from the UK. I think you're really inspiring. You're so intelligent, aware and eloquent when describing what you're going through.
As someone who works in healthcare it's so rare to come across a patient that is so aware and so in control of what is happening to them.
I'm so sorry you're feeling bad and wish you all the goodness I can. Hope you feel better soon x
I’m so sorry that your day yesterday was rough for you. But so glad Harlow helped you to feel better🐾 which brought tears in my eyes! Praying for you!🙏🏼
Sweetie you're in my prayers and it's ok to cry out to God when you need to. I'm so happy to see your mother and Harlow there with you for the emotional support. You have a special place in my heart for your family & friends. I wish that I could give you a hug and some glodly love. Much love and respect and God bless 🌹❤🌹🐶
Awe I sorry to hear you are not doing well. Dear Lord Jesus, I come to you today to ask if you can heal Jacquie give her strength, rest because she is weary, she needs you at this moment. I know you can and will in Jesus name Amen. Hang in there Jacquie the Lord is with you and his angels. Please don't give up. I am sending blessings to you right now. ❤
Amen
Amen!
cathy jeudevine that was a beautiful prayer. I’ve been thinking about Jacquie throughout the day and praying for her too.
Miss Eva Thank you. Prayers is the best thing to do. 😊
I spent a month in the hospital because of a surgery that went wrong in March, and I know what you’re feeling. They’re fixing you up physically, but the process is slow and you just can’t wait to be home. It’s an emotional wreck. I’ll be praying for you and sending good thoughts, keep fighting!
Seeing you go through this I wish that I could help :( I am sorry you have to deal with this and that you have to stay in hospital this long. I know you’re strong and you know this is just what needs to happen, seeing you with Harlow and your Mam made me so happy, I’m glad they got to see you today 💖💖
I know you’re feeling better right now as I’ve only subscribed to your channel very recently, but I just happened to see this video today felt so hurt for you!Just wanted to say how very glad I am that you’re doing better now! I’ve had to deal with my own physical health challenges as well as depression & anxiety. While I may not know exactly what it’s like to go through all you have I can empathize with you. I wish you well... after watching your videos these last few weeks I feel like you’re a friend! I enjoy sharing in your adventures, and you offer me added strength. Coming along on your adventures with Judd, your Mom & other family, Harlow & your friends has been a refreshing boost of inspiration. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us.
Your mom showed up with Harlow just in the nick of time!💟 I saw such an improvement in your overall well being just hugging Harlow.🐶 Our SD's don't JUST provide mobility, or whatever tasks they've been trained to do for our individual disabilities... they provide LIFE and HAPPINESS and JOY when we feel hope slipping away because control of our circumstances has been removed. Hold on Jacquie! Control is coming back to you! I know it's in God's time, BUT His healing hands are upon you💟💜
This will pass just hang in there, I know first hand how hard it can be staying in the hospital when all you want to do is go home, I had to stay in the hospital for 4 months and I had my good days and bad, and yes I had a lot of break downs and I cried a lot. Never easy being in the hospital but its the best place for you right now, I really hope you can run your feeds soon and this infection goes away so you can start feeling better. Sending you lots of hugs and healing prayers so you can go home ASAP my family loves watching your vlogs and love your uplifting spirits showing that limitations shouldn't stop you from enjoying life to your fullest. Thank you for such a positive attitude but also thank you for letting us see your weak moments as well showing us that we all have limits and its okay to have bad days cause its a part of life and it shouldn't hold us back from the good days. Hang in there you will be home soon
You and Harlow are angels 😭😭💙💙💙💙
I’m so sorry you can’t go home as soon as you were expecting. You are always allowed to be emotional and have moments. I can only imagine how taxing it is to be in the hospital with frustrating symptoms. ❤️
My Tuesday was terrible, too. I was swamped with emergency cases and I lost two of my patients I was helping with (I’m a vet student) and I worked about 16 hours and was very exhausted. I was feeling so down and upset but today was so much better. It’s like you say, tomorrow is a new day and we just gotta keep moving forward!
Im sorry Jacquie :( Ive had 3 Picc lines.. They really aren't that bad. The worst part is usually the stick, after that, hopefully it will go right in.. I"m sure you have yours in by now.. I pray all this works and you can go home soon XO
I'm so sorry you're having to deal with this and I'm sure you're getting sick of encouraging words because they only do so much (i get that way sometimes) but if anyone can get through this it's you. thank you for being an inspiration to me while I deal with chronic illness and thank you for being an amazing role model. still praying for you and wish i could do something to help!
it's ok Jacquie. You got this! It's ok to feel overwhelmed and emotional. You are going through a lot and I know it is frustrating and everything but you got this! Love your mantra of "Keep moving forward" and as long as you do, the length of time doesn't matter! Glad your family is so supportive and their for you! Gotta get the Harlow hugs! I've had a PICC line and it wasn't a big deal for me. Hopefully, it will be like my experience and be easy-peasy.
Im so glad the medical marijuana helps!!
Jaquie, I’m so sorry you’re going through all of this. I know it’s so very hard. I’ve been thinking about you and hoping that everything turns around soon!! I have 2 boys ages 23 and 24 and I’m so glad your Mom is there with you, she’s so sweet and loves you so much! If your Mom doesn’t read your message, please tell her to “Hang In There”! Also, Judd, I know he has to work like my husband and can’t be there. Harlow is the best helper, and I’m so glad you have him too. Sending caring and healing blessings your way! ❤️🌀
No one can be brave every minute of every day. You do such a great job of fighting your way back to being strong. As the person making the videos, I think it is harder for you to understand what kind of an impact your vlogs make. I watch other Chanels, but I care so much about you. I enjoy watching other you tubers, but I have grown to care so much about you. I wish there was something I could do to help. All I can do is tell you how much you are loved and cared for by people you will never even meet. We are rooting for you.
I'm so sorry that you aren't doing great! Really hope that you will leave the hospital soon! One day down is another day closer to going home! You got this Jaquie! Please don't give up! Sending you hugs and prayers to a quick recovery!
I’m so sorry you’re still not doing well Jaquie. I’ve been praying for you this week. Hoping you’ll be able to come home soon!
Your Mom is such a wonderful lady. I enjoy every video with her in it. Her students are blessed to have her in their lives.
man you are so strong and it is ok to cry
Keep strong Jaquie! Each day passed is a day closer to going home! I know this is very difficult but it won’t last forever. We love you!
I’m so sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time. It’s very hard being away from home. You’ve been through so much in the last few months. I hope your progress now is straightforward and no more setbacks
It's encouraging that your body can clear the infection in such an effective way, although it has to be weird for you.
Speaking from my own experience (i.e., not much), no time given for hospital release is reliable, whether it's tomorrow or next week. "Next week" lets you relax into the routine - after you have your "moment of distress" of course!
The way you told the story gave me an image of all your doctors approaching you to tell you the decision because none was brave enough to approach you alone!
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. God Bless you.
I'm so sorry Jaquie. I can relate to your feelings of just wanting to go home when it's not an option and it's out of your control, it totally sucks. Please know I am thinking of you, praying for you and empathizing with you.
So sorry to hear it's been such a rough day. Praying things start looking up super soon!!
Hey girl, I’m so sorry they r having you stay even longer then u had hoped for! It’s horrible when you think u will b going home and then they throw that curve ball at you. I just found out I will be going into surgery in the next week or two to replace my pacemaker and all of my internal pacemaker leads because I have been having fainting spells since they replaced it back in November with a new company and my dr are HOPEFUL but not sure if it will fix my problem or not. So I know how you feel. Keep us all posted on how you are doing I love watching your videos whenever ur able to post them! Feel better hun and stay strong! What doesn’t kill us makes us stronger!
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Jaq I know you're totally strong! The way I get through in a hard time is always thinking someone who's more pain/ill than me, who's not lucky than me and etc. Love you Jac! Hope you speedy recovery!
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This broke my heart. Keep pushing forward Jaquie you GOT THIS!
Sending you all my love from NZ ❤ I had the pic line for TPN at my last hospital stay... It's not too bad hun & the nutrition saved my life so I'm grateful for that. You've got this Jac! It will be just what you need to get stronger!
Yes the emotional side of long, painful hospital stays is very challenging....Good to let yourself express those emotions & have those moments... Hang in there hun ❤ Love, Nicole xoxo
being in the hospital is sooo mentally taxing, by far most nurses does there best to make it easier but it's still really hard especially when a doctor tells you, you have to stay longer. i hope you get better soon so you can go home
i get home sick and have issues with being away from home and my family i feel your pain hold strong keep praying he knows you got this having family with you helps you relax GOD Bless
You are so brave Jaquie.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us. It makes me more comfortable getting procedures done if I can see someone else's experience.
Thank you for helping me and so many others.
I hope everything goes well.
Hey! Back when my journey with health started, I would look to you to feel less alone. You give me so much hope. I've finally got an appointment for the Neurologist and the Cardiologist (something that I didn't know needed to be looked at). Nevertheless, please keep being brave. I'm sending you good vibes and well wishes.
Jaquie, I really feel for you on so many levels. I myself just got out of inpatient. I was told because my blood platelets are so low, I might have to start IVIG. Also my legs were extremely swollen and the fluid accumulation went to my lungs. i almost had to go home on oxygen. I want you to know Jaquie you are not alone and that it's okay to cry.
Hope you are feeling better. Stay positive!
I’ve been through some rough times with a lot of pain in my life.
You’re one step closer to where you wanna be. You’re strong, and you got this!!! 💜💜💜
I'm so sorry you're still in the hospital! I'm really glad you've found another tool in the medical marijuana! Yay!
Oh Jacquie, I’m praying for you sweetie! You are right-you need to get emotional-you need to be able to be pissed, scream and cry girl-you have every right too!!! Glad your mom and hippo came to spend time with you! Best of luck with the pic line! Prayers and hugs.
I hope that you'll feel better soon
Thank you for posting videos and keeping us updated praying that you will get better soon
Love your videos
Sending prayers your way, Jaquie, and love to your mom as well!
Kia Kaha Jacquie, you've got all the love and support to get through this stay, homesickness is a horrid extra to deal with but it's a sign that you have a loving home waiting for you when you do get released
I've been through a bad infection I almost died from. Was on a pick one for monthes.Then sent to a nursing home for rehab.Stay strong it will pass,God is on your side.
Get well soon you are such a fighter and an inspiration to so many people God Bless you praying for you ❤
Keeping you in my prayers. Sending get well hugs. I’m so sorry you have to stay another week. 😊
I am so sorry you are going through all this. God bless you!
:( it sucks seeing you in so much pain. Praying for you to make it through this nasty infection and go home and rest comfortably
I’m so sorry Jaquie that you are feeling so bad I hope you get better soon ❤️❤️
Hang in there Hun. I wish I was closer to you and could help you through this. We would be able to comfort each other in these harder days. The emotions that us with a chronic illness go through is rough, but we have to let them out. I am there in spirit and pray for you daily. Sending you the biggest hug 🤗 I can from Illinois. Zebra 🦓 strong 💪🏻!
Your like a Docter.Fun to learn from your knowledge.True Grit!
Feel better soon! Never give up you are An amazing person
I'll be praying for you. I hope that all ends up well for you and the family ( Harlow is included of course). All the love, maddie
Hang in there! You are such a strong young lady. 💗
May your time in the hospital go fast! So sorry you have to go through all of this! If I was in Florida I would challenge you to a game of Trouble! 🌷
sorry that your not feeling well hope you feel better soon so you can go home. sending love and prays from NZ 💗
Jaquie - I so wish I could do more to send you some comfort. Am saying prayers for you now and thinking of you so very much. Holding your hand from Arkansas. Sending love and great big hugs.
So many hugs and vibes
I know it’s where you need to be but not where you want to be. God will help you and bring you through this. Just Keep Moving Forward. We will all support you in whatever happens. You will pull through this, Stay strong! 💗Xx
Hate hitting the thumbs up when you feel so bad. Praying for you through this
Sending you much, much love and prayers. You are in my daily thoughts 💐☀️💕
I’m so sorry. If you can just make it over this hurdle, I promise when you can use your thc, it will get better. Besides the relief with nausea and appetite, it can also diffuse these moments of emotional distress. I’d be so upset, take my thc, and almost immediately feel happier. I could calm down and get distracted. It really improves quality of life. I’m praying your current issues will resolve, so you can finally go home. Hugs and kisses 😘
Hang in there! Love and prayers for all y’all!
Hi hun, I hope you do get better soon!! I know it's hard being there, just hang in there. A friend I know has CF and spends weeks at a time in the hospital, and what makes it better for her is exceptance. She knows it's what makes her better, so she makes the best of it while in the hospital. Just know the Dr's want what's best, and want you to be as healthy as possible when going home. Hang in there darlin'..home will be there waiting for you, and things will get better..xoxo
P.S. I had a pic line a few months ago..at first I didn't like it, but then it was so awesome once all got going. It's scary at first, but promise, you will be glad you have it. xo
Hey Jaquie, I’ve been thinking about you a lot chicky! Do you hear much from Janice while in hospital? Does she visit you? Please know that we are all thinking of you and are holding your hand through this very hard time! I watch your videos every single day I suffer from rheumatoid arthritis and fibromyalgia and I find your videos inspire me to try and do something even if it’s only something small each day! I honestly feel like you are such an inspiration and such an amazing woman with so many challenges but yet you overcome them and look on the positive side of life and I need to learn from you on that as my illnesses like to control me a lot. I live in Australia by the way! Oh I have another question/suggestion. When I go to hospital I always bring my assistance dog and the nurse staff are always happy to toilet my girl and bring them water and things like that. Is it different over in America? Do the nurse staff not like to help with service dogs? as I think having Harlow with you constantly would bring you a little bit of happiness even while you’re having such a hard time maybe it’s something you could talk to the nurses about?? Just a suggestion anyway as I see how much you light up when your pup is with you xoxo sending you so much love and holding your hand through this very hard you have got this!!,
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Praying for you Jaquie! God bless you and your family!
God is with you . You just have to take this 1 minute at a time. It’s hard but you are a warrior! 💪
I really hope you get better soon sweetheart I am so sorry your still in so much pain love you Jacquie you are such a strong person
I had a PIC line before open heart surgery, stick and burn, then it's over. Then you get some nutrition !
You needed some Harlow and mom time. Love your moms shirt!!!!! Lol. Hope ur new line is working for you
I feel your pain in hospital I’ve been sent into hospital 3 times and get well soon
At this time you need your husband aww my heart aches for you. God bless you and your mom. To have her there with you is awesome I'll be praying for you hun try and stay strong 😢💪💪💪❤
We're happy to be your distraction, Jaquie! Hurts my heart to see you struggle, but know we're thinking about you and wishing the best!
Y'all are the perfect happy distraction! (:
So sorry to here about your stress.
I'm sorry things are so rough hang in there you got this I've been fortunate enough with my CP than I haven't had to have many hospital stays and I hope it stays that way but I wish you all the best and fast healing and I completely agree on the puppy cuddles I miss my puppy cuddles immensely my German Shepherd service dog passed away last April in 2017 and I'm just now in a place where I'm ready to get another service dog. All the best I hope things heal up quickly so you can get out sooner than expected.
Keep on fighting your an amazing person you will get through this you just have to keep on going good luck
Hugs, Jacquie. Let’s hope today is better.
I am so sorry you are going through all this.
I've had so many Picc lines for TPN and I had my Picc lines all inserted by my bedside with local anaesthetic as well as a mild sedative. It can be uncomfortable as with eds our bodies don't respond well to local anaesthetics so for me I felt a lot of poking, prodding and it was uncomfortable but not painful as the light sedative helped relax me throughout the Picc line insertion procedure. TPN will be a good short term solution for your nutritional requirements, you will start to gain weight and feel more energised on TPN within a few days, but please get them to monitor your blood glucose levels as I had and still continue to have lots of issues with my blood sugars being very low a few hours after finishing my TPN feed in the mornings. I feel your frustrations Jaquie, please know I am and continue to go through all you are dealing with in terms of infections, TPN, Picc lines, J Tubes etc. but you are so strong and I know you can do this Jacquie. Thinking of you always.
I'm sure you have got your piccline this morning already...I have had about 7 picclines in my life and they quick and painless (besides the lil bee sting from the lidocaine lol) I'm getting my port on Friday and I'm very excited and nervous! So good luck to you and wish me luck too fellow Chronic Illness Warrior!!! ❤💚💜💙
Sorry about all this new drama your having to deal with ..let us hope that things start to run smoother once more and you get back on your feet and out of their soon.
Praying for you. God bless you and your family.
Prayers for you, Sweet Lady! My daughter struggles with volume issues with feedings, also. I'm so sorry you're struggling right now. ❤
Just keep moving forward Jaq!!! In a few more days this stay will be behind you and you'll be back home 😁
Gentle hugs xxxx
You're the Best!... and you're doing great! Hang in there! The more visitors you can get in to see you, rhe better. This will help you bridge your time in the hospital until you can get home; where you want to be! Hold you're stuffed animal close when you have no one else there to comfort you! I really wish I could see you with Harlow, and he could stay with you always in the hospital. It could make all the difference.
Jacquie, I’m praying for you and sending you love. ❤️❤️❤️
It's ironic that the hospital won't let you have the medicinal cannabis.... ludicrous....I hope ur better so soon.
Maria Solano, the THC actually messes pretty severely with other medications, most notably anesthesia, but I’m sure there are other, equally severe interactions.
But if she's got a *prescription* for it, and she's in the hospital, they can monitor for side effects. CBD helps with pain and nausea....