How wonderful and good that God put these interactions of courageous vulnerability and transparency across my path. You guys are a refreshing oasis in the wilderness of a broken fallen world where the inner groaning becomes too unbearable in certain seasons. I'm 63 pushing 64 and still looking for my place in the world and in His kingdom. A lifetime on the margins of society and life feels just too painful, even though Grace gave me courage to always move toward unbearable inner pain. Jabez was born in pain and was destined to live in pain because his name defined his character.. but he turned TOWARDS God not away. Your calling provides a safe refuge to try to speak the language that is such a complex language. I gave up on the church because it is too much the unconscious voice of the profound neglect and abandonment of my childhood. Where then do go for shared transparent, vulnerable discussion, I live in frigging Britain one of the most anal retentive people on earth.
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How wonderful and good that God put these interactions of courageous vulnerability and transparency across my path. You guys are a refreshing oasis in the wilderness of a broken fallen world where the inner groaning becomes too unbearable in certain seasons. I'm 63 pushing 64 and still looking for my place in the world and in His kingdom. A lifetime on the margins of society and life feels just too painful, even though Grace gave me courage to always move toward unbearable inner pain. Jabez was born in pain and was destined to live in pain because his name defined his character.. but he turned TOWARDS God not away. Your calling provides a safe refuge to try to speak the language that is such a complex language. I gave up on the church because it is too much the unconscious voice of the profound neglect and abandonment of my childhood.
Where then do go for shared transparent, vulnerable discussion, I live in frigging Britain one of the most anal retentive people on earth.