How My Spiritual Awakening Ruined My Life
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Today I open up about my spiritual awakening journey and the unexpected challenges that arose along the way. Join me as I share the raw and honest truth about how my spiritual awakening initially seemed to ruin my life. I explore the unforeseen consequences and lessons learned from this transformative experience. If you're curious about the complexities of spiritual awakening and the profound impact it can have on one's life, this video is a must-watch. Let's delve into the depths of self-discovery and find strength in the midst of life's unexpected twists and turns.
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IF YOU THINK BECOMING SPIRITUALLY AWAKE RUIN YOUR LIFE WELL THEN YOU ARE NOT SPIRITUALLY AWAKE
Embrace the change of knowledge integrated and let it become a new vibration of frequency of energy the simple fact that you fight it and view it as negative is stiflingly catastrophically impacting your reality which is also impacting ours
Sister, I have a request for you to study Quran a bit. I do not say that just come and convert to Islam but maybe you could find some guidance and clarity for your life. Just given you advice in order to help you. Because all the questions which came into your mind while having spiritual awakening are answered by Quran
Direct experience is literal magic, and of course not even. ♥️
@user-oh3ri5fp7c,
I presume you stayed until the end? I believe what she is saying, is that at the beginning it seems like it ruined her life- AS SHE KNEW/ UNDERSTOOD IT.
In the PRESENT, and reflecting on certain moments, she is looking at it from a different perspective.
I couldnt stop crying while watching this video. I’ve been dealing with my spiritual awakening since the beginning of the pandemic. Absolutely everything that you said I am experiencing. It is a terrible mix of emotions that its taking a toll on me. Its amazing to be awake but at the same time is so overwhelming. I’m so grateful for the starseeds videos. For the first I feel connected with a group of people. Thank you!🙏✨
🪄✨🫶🏽👽
Your either a loser or a cruiser if U want to be a loser go back to the blue pill 💊
From beginning of pandemic me too
Please take loving good care of yourself. Learning self love is more difficult than people think. Allowing the spiritual part of you to be the sovereign power within you is extremely difficult. There is nothing easy about this process. Let the tears flow...cry and cry and cry. When feeling anger beat your pillow and let it out...without self rejection. Let it all come out and you will feel better soon. Peace.
I have since 8 years old ❤ ❤
Wow, I can totally relate to this video! My spiritual awakening also had a huge impact on my life, but in a positive way. It helped me discover my true purpose and brought so much more meaning to my life. I think it's amazing that you're sharing your experience and guiding others to find their own life purpose. Thanks for the inspiration!
I totally felt you. I was being depressed for around 10 years, without any direction, totally lost. I questioned everything, but noon can give me the answer I needed. Only until I found it inside me, I regained the connection with my soul.
I was depressed for over a decade as well, have been going through my awakening the last 4 years and have completed reconnected to myself and life. I love myself, I love others, and life is beautiful!!
how u find I'm searching for y I'm born as a male body feminine energy
Something like this for me too!
@@muthumanikandan1594 Do a past life regression session. You would have to book a session with a past life therapist like Dennis dosset who is in the usa. But you can do it live online. You will find your answers why you have a male body and feminine energy. IIn a past life you may have disliked your something about yourself.
How were you able to find it inside of you? How do you connect to that inner peace and joy?
My spiritual enlightenment came in the form of just seeing the world as objectively as possible and to detach from chronic suffering and I gained endless self confidence, I never had a panic attack again, no fear of death, I just became totally honest and humble to my loved ones when I was hiding substance abuse and learned to not be a prisoner to anything.
Thanks for sharing this. I'm having many similar experiences. Do you have any idea what spurred on your enlightenment phase? I've been trying to piece mine together for the last year since it occurred. I keep getting bits and pieces in increasingly more "aha moments," almost in the same way that the download of information came to me originally. Why do we instantly want to call ourselves crazy when having these thought? I guess it's been the programming of societal norms and comprehending that years ago people were burned at the stake for telling truths that aligned with the knowledge of the collective consciousness. For someone who never anticipated this gift, yet always asked the biggest questions I could think of, this has been one long roller coaster ride of wtf's!
You say endless self confidence, yet someone with spiritual awakening would not say anything like that, there is no need to even tell people that....etc.
No prisoner, yes and the prison is every story about right/wrong light/dark - which is making up duality. Creating the so called reality. But not really a prison, only seemingly😅
I had the same experience but now I am lacking motivation and ambition
I am in that exact same place right now, left most of my social group behind, family bonds are weak, I feel unmotivated and lost🤷♂️
Same goes with me brother....
I have found there to be a kind of devastating void between a ‘me’ that is ‘motivated’ and a ‘me’ that is ‘inspired’ . in awakening, the motivation indeed goes out the window, as there is no longer any need to do anything at all . ah, but something miraculous replaces it, which I call inspiration, not motivation . and practically speaking, to get to that profound peace that inspires conscious action on what we truly wish to be up to, in the bottom of our heart, it can be really tough, really really tough . but this is not to say that it has to be tough; just that it was tough in my own experience, and by the sound of it, in your experience as well
Same bro I am leaving spirituality
@@Klein101 because focusing only "spirtuality" is not the answer
I think a lot of the demotivation and feeling lost and weak is that a lot of us stepped out of the "machine" thst used to motivate us and serve us a game to play - BUT then there is the long dark night of the soul where we are wandering and grappling for something new and more real. The new game, the nrw purpose, the new friends, the nee path of knowledge that appeals to us (individually). I do need my solitude as well. But there is also a yearning to feel connected again. Just in a different way than before.
🎯same
Well said. It was a game. 🤍
yes indeed
Correction, your illussion of self is ruined, not your life... Everything that is not match to the new vibration will be shattered. The true divine you is perfect, always.
Yes I like this.
YES!
I’ve found that whenever I take the next real step in my spiritual journey, I go through a period of “loss” and doubt. Eventually it passes and I think “why was I making that so hard?” I am always seeking the truth and I think it will be a lifelong thing. That’s ok. I’ve never been lonely really as I’ve noticed a lot of other people say they are but I do struggle with the pretentiousness of most of society, jobs, the media etc…
But I know that I was once there too and it’s just easier to focus on those tho ga rather than looking within. Some people will go their whole lives never having the courage to do that. We are the lucky ones!
You not aloneJulia. I also had my lyfe ruined by spiritual awakening. I lost many years of my lyfe, and also many friends.
I hope our situation changes for better🙂.
Greetings from Brazil.
Same. I lost my entire family connection. I felt it ruined mine too. My awakening began in 2013. Up til then I had never put a foot wrong by anyone, ever. I have wondered what did I do to deserve this?
@@yumisage Its all in your mind … you are suffering in your mind.. happy people live in this same world.. You are trapped in your mind… be yourself on track again be strong and be happy
@@ashugill4275 you are contributing to that suffering. Bravo. Well done, you! So enlightened!
@3-5AD
I don't understand why so many people are busy telling this woman, what is wrong and why she is lacking etc. That in itself sounds like another person's ego chiming in TO ME anyway. I am spiritual in that my mind is open, I try to meditate, but if I don't get there in this life, I certainly don't feel one should be critical or JUDGEMENTAL about someone they don't really know, and about another person's experience. I find that quite sad in and of itself. Everyone has their own journey and timeline. I hope this makes sense.
Sorry, I forgot to add I was not speaking offensively towards you- I thought your comment was good. Also, I was referring to the person in the video, and to the person you were talking to within this thread. 👋
I got my first panic attack. I lost connection with my feelings. I started to feel dissociations from reality. I saw comments for many people say they developed anxiety and i am one of them. We fell into a trap. I don’t believe in such a thing called spiritual awakening anymore. I preferred my old self who was able to feel “feelings” instead of acting like a robot who just understands feelings and accepting them forgetting that it should happen to them.
Mines been going on for 46 years 😢 all the life lessons were leading up to it.
But worrying too much about things completely throws you in another direction of worries.
Thanks. Nice to see your face again. :) I did think of a past video of yours a few times in the last few weeks where you did mention living off the grid or backpacking or something like that a few years ago.
I got rocked during mine. I still am going through it, 2 years, and counting. I had always lived life without fear of testing the limits of fun and adventure. When my spiritual awakening began, I experienced things that would put almost anyone else in crisis, but for me it was just really interesting
and cool to have occurring, while I was fully engaging in super intense disturbances to my normal adversities of life. I experienced similar occurrences to that of ...
My life being ruined and stolen triggered mine.
In light of everything that was taken from me, and the continued suffering, it turned out to be a blessing that Im grateful for.
My body is broken, and my former life and family dissolved, but my spirit flourishes.
If you had a true awakening, it will get better and you will see the true purpose of it all. Letting go of things and enbracing the gift is the difficult part.
I hope this helps and that you find your light.
Youre loved and are being called.
❤
I currently feel like I am on the brink of my starseed awakening, and I’ve been suffering so much. It’s crazy how much what you went through resonates with how I feel right now… it’s nice to know maybe there is something bigger and greater on the other side of this, if I change my life direction and that listening to my heart isn’t crazy. Thank you.
If spiritual awakening is true then you can experience a deep sense of peace. The loneliness is your ego being drained of its power. The sense of being unfulfilled is characteristic of ego not your soul.
I would call it 'The Journey of the Spiritual Awakening,' Many chapters, sequels
Beautifully said, tysm💛💚
She he had some glimpse and her ego took on a new identity as a spritual person and thats a trap , see her content she talks about all about the woo woo stuff not true spirituality
Perfectly put 🎯 she’s still Holding on to her ego - true spiritual awakening makes everything joyful and worthwhile
well said
Thank you for this, my mild dabbling escalated a couple months ago and accelerated rapidly in the last few weeks, lost lifelong friends and am still trying to adapt to the rapid changes. I appreciate hearing what you experienced as it helps me see the loss is part of the process and progress. ❤
Absolutely loved the quotes on screen during the video 😄
Also, I completely relate to this experience since I started going through it somewhat recently. It is very comforting to see that we are not alone!
Unfortunately this happened to me much younger, at 15-16, and I've been isolated for a long time now. I feel like I'm living a double life sometimes, but I've been meeting more spiritual people and picked back up old hobbies again, but I still feel stuck
Same, everything changed for me at 15. I'm 18 now and I'm always learning something new. Learn to live in alignment. Awareness is the biggest thing to living a happier life.
can we still have friends though, i wanna stay social, i love people and connections. wanna be active though
I practiced spirituality for more than 45 years and my over all conclusion is this - ' Spirituality is nothing but a fools paradise '.
How? रेखा जी?
I have experienced all of these same things, but it was extremely hard to let go of my marriage after 22 years and with 4 children (3 are 18 and over), but my youngest was 13 and cried, which killed me. I am good now though, moving forward each day going deeper into my spiritual journey. :) I also have a twin flame and came to the realization during my spiritual awakening. He was my first love and I knew in my heart that he was different that all the others. Now it all makes sense. This is a crazy ride, but I am am grateful to be on it. Thank you for your channel!
Oh wow! This is so similar to what I experienced! I’m now trying to rebuild my life. If anyone who has experienced this sees this, let’s connect and work to heal back to our selves before this “spiritual” journey we went through! It can feel pretty lonely and scary to explain to people what happened!
Mental MetaMorphosis is one of the toughest transitions in life, especially the culture we live in is completely opposite to who we are meant to be.
For example the bandwidth of this reality is at the wrong frequency for us. It is a different and difficult reality to live in. It makes you feel as though you are losing your mind....
It’s so interesting how everybody’s experience is totally different but at the same time it relates to each other ❤
yeah! :)
Definitely!
All stories about making up right vs wrong = making up duality = creating reality ❤
Completely innocent, neutral, not wrong not right.... but then if there's no wrong or right the human mind woll feel lost, because "everything has to mean something" in order to be something, or else there's just nothing, and the ego mind can't grasp "nothing" . That's where the "I" is created. I'm rambling but it all seems so incredibly clear right now, but there's also awareness that it isn't more than yet another story within the story of creation .... and it can't be explained in words because words are another thing made to stand out, making up duality/reality.❤
I quit my job at Microsoft for exact same reasons
awakening for me seemed to happened gradually…and as I become more and more aware I did seems lost and afraid …I had to learn everything all over again dealing with all the unanswered and unassuredness of everything around me…I did get very depress too…and wondered if there was any sense at all for being so conscious of all that this world is …I guess I knew then whoever said that ignorance is bless ..truly knew what they were talking about…but as I went along life journey I became more and more dependent on my inner self.learn to accept people for who they are …and understand better to forgive ..I guess I learn most of all that seeing life through an awakening is more than a blessing .
I just feel like I can’t really connect with others anymore I do know my purpose is to make music and also help others. Every shroom trip I’ve had the universe constantly told me it’s okay to be alone which has always been my biggest fear. I feel like once I fully get over this fear I’ll be able to accomplish anything
I'm going through a similar process as many others also and are learning how to listen to my intuition more and more. One of the things that has a major impact in my life though is just how massive of a disconnect I have with most people. We are supposedly speaking the same language but there is absolutely no connection and these people are putting on an act at the same time and follow the heard. Meanwhile everything is just used and thrown away like its nothing. I cant stand that. I sometimes wonder seriously, wtf am I doing here? There are so few people I have actual meaningful understanding with, let alone a relationship.
Thanks for sharing 🙏 Sounds like you are a starseed or very old soul ✨
I identify
As u describe your “spiritual awakening” you say “I, I, I.” And “myself”….. When the deeper awakenings happen, this sense of I and sense of self disolves. You seem very focused on a self at the center of your experience. Find a wise teacher that can take you deeper. You’ve only scratched the surface.
Right, sounds like an acquired spiritual ego
Yes, this is an ego trap
@Cc71993yes but when suffering the way she did that’s all ego. If you are still identifying with the mind you will suffer . I also acquired a spiritual ego a while ago. It’ll convince you pain is required. Self inquiry is the fool proof way of shattering that sense of self and suffering. Allowing it to not drive you but to be used as a tool for navigating life.
And how is she supposes to tell about what she ezperienxed if she doesnt use pronoun as i? Shud she use her neighbor?
100% resonated with some of these things. Much ❤️ and blessings to you 🙏🏼
Sending you lots of love! ❤
Exactly.. one of the first steps is realizing that we are not our thoughts.. more technically for me not all our thoughts are not out own, but come from the other side.
Hello. Once I had my spiritual awaking I too was at a loss, feeling it was all a bit of an anticlimax really. I believe the Lord intends this to be a sort of formal robust test of continued belief...
There's been doubts and questions about this existence since I was about 8 years old, maybe before, can't remember. 47 now.
I going through one right now ... went through an ego death experience. ... now i feel as if im going through one again. ... its extremely painful. Im grateful for it .. but its getting old.
Thanks for sharing your story 🙏❤️
Thank you so much for sharing this❤❤
What a lovely video, thank you for sharing. Much Love ❤️
Thanks. I can relate. Don't forget about humour! God is a comedian as well as an artist. If world leaders could laugh at themselves, then the world would be a better place. Love you.
I can resonate with a lot what you said. I also found that we’re living in a world with media and politicians that of course try to make our lives better. Well I couldn’t have been more wrong about that. Once you see through the veil you realize there is no safety at all. I had an intense satori about 5 months ago. Everything has changed since then. But right now I’m back in a little rut, smoking cigarettes and weed even tho I feel it’s not good for me. I guess that’s my ego, because I’ve had this self destructive behaviour for many years. Due to my family history I also have never been taught how it feels like to be truly happy, which makes the jump to the new me or new life even tougher. But I realized that I was responsible for a lot of trauma that I’ve been going through the past three years. A spiritual awakening is a very profound and also crazy experience, especially for former rational people. I mean, you think your whole life that these spiritual people being a little crazy and society is normal people. And then the spiritual awakening shows you that it’s actually the other way around. It’s like waking up to the one reality you would never dare to even dream about.
I’m living on a countryside in northern Germany. Our area is basically made of hard work. People are talking a lot about their job, their new house, alcohol and such. Kinda not the environment for a spiritual awakening. But I realized once I accept the situation that I’m in fully my mood switches. I mean, who am I to judge other people on their interests and likes ?
Thank You for Your words of Wisdom
The only think I know about anything spiritual at all, is that consistent practice, is almost the only guard against volatility.
I remember going through my spiritual awakening/ascension. I also remember how videos like this were actually the opposite of helpful; they all say essentially the same thing. I didnt need to surrender. I needed to resist the madness that was pulling me up out of my shoes. Awakening can be very un-grounding. Doing things that ground you (connecting to others) and connecting directly to the human world was what i Needed. In a nutshell, repetitive, surface level vids that essentially parrot what every other blogger who's done some yoga or meditated says are mundane at best and actually harmful at worst.
Interesting point
Thank you for putting into words this reality we all live when awakening 🙏
Hey greetings after my awakening few months ago I had a illusion fell off a balcony series almost a month in hospitals surgeries on both legs and hip
We must remember that each humans spiritual awakenings are extremely unique . Some awakenings a human has can be the basis in which others have always operated . Nobody should compare their personal spiritual journeys because these awakenings are like fingerprints, completely and utterly unique . There’s an endless amount of awakenings and realizations, I assure you .
People neglect the hard fact that spiritual awakening is about becoming mentally mature. I have lost many "spiritual" friends to purposeless self-control and narcissism. You can't grow in the comfort of positive self-talk and meditation while your world is crumbling. You need to go after your life with whatever it brings. And, be very critical about yourself when things have gone wrong - so that you don't make the same mistakes again. Once you understand yourself well enough in stress and if you can provide a proper amount of compassion to solve it, you are good. Learning to build discipline under stress can be one good answer to becoming aware and open to understanding under stress and trauma.
well said my friend 🙏
I was in my 40's and complaining to an older woman about my marriage. She literally grabbed me by the chin and said, "you have a lot to learn, boy"..... I was in a dead end with an extremely narcissistic wife. I started Zen meditation with the idea to calm down, relax. After two weeks, the universe opened, I saw a black curtain from leaves, and then the inside of my scull (yellow) with a big hole in it. (blue). I was in a full trance, my body was not present, just my spirit. And I saw myself in the mirror, which was very humiliating. It instantly killed my ego. The next day I could see my wives attacks coming, switching her personality, before it happened. She could not hurt me anymore. The problem is of course the communication with unawakened people.
I tapped in deep and even seen my mission i needed to fulfill but its literally non sufficient in todays world so i tried and i failed...and now i am just here existing...
Yes it does knock the wind out of your sails you have to leave a lot of stuff behind, but you get to a better place, it's important to embrace it, cheers good luck to you,
Same experiences, looked in same places for answers. Same results. It never ends. Up until I've prayed, by that time to the unknown. In one night a 180 shift. Only God takes burdens off of our souls and heals us. What was ruining life was looking in wrong places. May you find his peace, may you follow him and be able to discern his holy guidence. purpose filled life is consequence to obeidence to him. But He doesnt force himself onto us. As we ask, as we follow He gives strength, He restores He gives hope and future, these and more are his promises. No need to come perfect. When we are weak He is strong. May all of us receive faith by his grace. His will be done, in Jesus name amen
Love you
Julia, thanks so much for making this relatable (yet hopeful) video! I wanted to watch it for a while but wanted to be in a good space to do it. Finally! As someone who has also gone through multiple rounds of conscious evolution, I can also confirm that so many things won't make sense anymore.
Happy to hear you could relate and enjoyed the video 😊 Sending you so much love and blessings 💜💜💜
It's done the exact same to me. I'm no where near where I was before and have more in some areas, without a doubt it's messed up my life and my internal state. It's like a cult spirituality
Spirit constantly talks about twin flame, but this was no twin flame, she was merely someone who's date of birth was transferred onto me by spirit. Just so my entire birth chart changes, and surprise surprise, in vedic astrology, with my date of birth changed, my moon conjuncts ketu, the planet of spirituality. Spirit was never helping me, spirit was merely forcing me to pursue the path of spirituality, by sabotaging everything good in my life. Spirit wants to make sure i have nothing, just so I can eventually go into spirituality. All manifesting, detachment, and divine timing is all useless pathetic spirit's lies, spirit is THE ONLY REAL ENEMY
Spiritual understanding is a growth. Not separation from the present life or world
Compassion kindness needs to be followed and preferred over selfishness cruelty and stupidity. Seeing the whole manifested world as transitory interplay in Gods mind, even the body feelings and ego - self is the beginning of the spiritual understanding and growth. Resting in the Ultimate which was always here and now.
That resting is called communion with Christs Holy Spirit in Christian tradition
Resonating! ❤❤❤❤
I was expecting the comments to be people that only believe theyve had an awakening.
I was pleasantly surprised that wasnt the case at all.
Its nice to know there are other people that can relate for a change.
I see too many "wannabes" so to speak.
Vegetables and fruits are not only good for health but also have a lot of high energy
I had my spiritual awakening during the late 2000's or early 2010's when I was in my late twenties or early thirties, after I had started watching the popular history channel show "ancient aliens", since I also started watching TH-cam videos about the alternative versions of our history that involved our ancestors interacting with extraterrestrials, and many of those TH-cam videos also talked about spirituality and also the fact that our governments don't have our best interest at heart and are not telling us the truth. And before my spiritual awakening I used to only focus on surface level goals like trying to obtain as much wealth and material possessions as I possibly can during my present life, and I used to believe that the media was telling us the truth and that the government had our best interest at heart. But now I try to focus on my spiritual development and I no longer believe in the media or what the government says, and even though I am still into fashion like I was before my spiritual awakening, I try my best to buy ethical versions of my favorite clothing like faux leather and faux satin, and I also became a vegetarian during my spiritual awakening which is a big reason why I try my hardest to buy ethical versions of my favorite clothing.
Beautiful testimony goddess,thanks...🛐😇
Who did their practice this morning? Exactly
Thank you for sharing. Your video helped me understand exactly what I am going through!
°•.★.•° Thank you for this video!!! I have felt so lost and you have helped me today. I have a bunch of questions, but will limit myself to one... Why am I being followed and hated by literally everyone and does this ever stop? Again I greatly appreciate you baring yourself and being out spoken. °•.★.•°
Do u also not feel anything...
I have pushed away all. I can't talk to anyone who gets close.
My senses have heightened.
I feel more strength and active than sluggish that i used to feel. I started to eat more spicy food.
And now I speak up and give it back.
I'm totally changing.
The problem is that people really believe that they come into the world with a mission… but maybe we don’t… maybe we are just born to live our lives however we want and we don’t owe anyone anything… people make life more complicated than it is…
@nayrutenshi reading comprehension… what does my comment have to do with nihilism???
just the title. so much yes. so many times... i told myself gawd this ruind my whole life. (hmm the point)
A big problem for people is to think that what is felt, what is experienced is the truth.
We don't have senses telling us where each cell is going, and we dont doubt it so much (even if we have that right)... but we have this crazy desire to experience spiritual pleasure as if that pleasure were proof of something.
I really like the advaita vedanta approach to all this, the truth is in real knowledge coming from self-awareness and not from experience, be it spiritual, psychedelic, social, etc.
Feeling disgust about the world is not regarded as spiritual awakening! But it is a rather normal route for anyone starting out on a journey towards true awakening. Feeling disgust about how the world is operating is a sign that your own inherent wisdom is starting to stir within you. It is a volatile period in once life and there will be a lot of extreme ups and downs until we find our true path. Once we have found a genuine path we settle in into our practice and have accepted that the world around cannot be the source of our happiness. We discover that the true source of awakening lies within us and the relationship with the world around us becomes much less critical. On a genuine spiritual path we trust both the methods we engage in and the inherent source within ourselves that gradually is being revealed to ourselves.
this resonates with me
Mine was a slow burn of numbness, depressive darkness and confusion. But eventually got better, and then buckets of tears and spending time in nature, journalling and connecting to my inner voice again.
Spiritual awakening and progress thenceforth on the path... is purely a matter for the individual. other people can act as support along the way but dont mistake it for the help needed to unfold yourself ( y our Self )
It’s ruined your ego life! It’s not easy awakening and we should never try to go back to our egotistical lives. I wish you peace and tranquility going forward.
Working for Google is like working for the German government in the 1930's. So glad you got out. Bless you!
I have been watching your videos for quite a while and I relate to your content so much. This topic is especially relatable for me. My spiritual awakening directly coincides with my becoming disillusioned with the materialistic culture that I see all around me. It depresses me to no end when I see people chasing the things that I now know never bring true happiness. Even more depressing is that I feel our so called leaders are the ones force feeding this notion that greedy capitalism is true freedom. Entire generations are being lost to the pursuit of the material instead of the spiritual!
Happy it resonated and thanks for sharing your story ❤
Members of Congress have backs. Backs can be broken. Terrorists run our government.
You seemed to have. No doubt about it. You inspired me a lot. No fault to you guys at all, but my twin flame journey was a colossal failure. Thought was going to be real again, but nope. One day at a time. Coping with there was no point to it all. Not sure why I had the spiritual experiences.
You are awake, great ❤
Thank you❤
Our souls life lessons thank you for sharing .Just seem to be getting ill all the time argh
pos cannot meditate :(
Look into the medical medium doctor that she mentions in the video! Interesting that she brought it up, because I started a few weeks ago. I suffer from chronic illness too
Detox diet seems like another way to make duality, ie make something feel good vs bad, wrong vs right when there isn't really any of those, only what is made up as a story ❤ but writing this it's apparent that my text is the same - making it seem like something seems wrong or right... 😅 it's what is being done all the time, as a story... so weird... ❤
HOW DO YOU MAKE YOUR EYE SHADOW! looks great !
When do you know when you are fully Awakened
You don't , because it's an illusion. No one was is and will be fully awake for whatever that means
Awakening is a continuous process/cycle.
The Psych ward
Sooo that's what has happened to me. ..thanks for the explanation, no one..absolutely no one to tt/ about it. But i am content...isolated but content
amazing video
Awesome video!! So helpful. Blessings and gratitude to you 🙏💖✨
6 years of depression, anger, and curiosity followed my "awakening".
Its hard to live on a lie world once you know and understand certain truths...
I went through Two awakenings . The first one was in 2006, I was I a state of bliss for five years. Then I started suffering anxiety and I then went out to suffer severe social anxiety. I had my real awakening lately and this one destroyed everything the first one didn’t. I suffered severely before this second awakening. It’s all part of the path. I quit my old job about two years ago and now work from home as a day trader. Now I have time for all my practices and enjoy being alone and recently started to enjoy socializing again. Trust me, I thought my life was over, I was going to Dr’s, seeing a counselor and on night time oxygen for sleep apnea. I am now renewed and open to where God takes me. Remember the suffering is a sign, it is their for a reason. This lady is correct, when I stopped meditating, doing QiGong, breath work, and exercise that is when the anxiety completely took over. God bless you all🙏☦️🕉️☯️✡️🕎🔯☪️☮️☸️
Hello. Good evening. I found your comment very interesting. I'm on a Spiritual path of my own. I'm curious. What advice what you give or course do you recommend in regards to daytrading.
@@MentalStillness I will give you a book that really helped transform my trading and advice before one steps into the real market. I have read several books but the one that helped me the most is called charting and technical analysis by Fred Mccallen. He also has another book called trading the trend that I recommend. The next thing I would do is open a paper trading account and paper trade for at least six months to a year. I have heard people say to only paper trade a few months but that is not near enough time to got identified with one’s trading platform and learn the ins and outs of trading. It took me close to a year before I started to profit consistently . A few times I took breaks and went back to paper trading and study. Their are many free online platform like option alpha that give incredible information on trading options. I myself prefer futures and forex. I use Td AMERITRADE think or swim although they are called Charles Schwab now. I highly recommend their trading platform. You can get a paper trading account and then when your ready you open a live account with the same account. I have other books I can recommend but I wasn’t sure if your going to trade options, futures, forex of stocks. The charting book I recommended is good for no matter what you trade. Start paper trading, learn to set up support and resistance lines and trend lines first . Think or swim also has a thing called on demand that’ll allows you to practice in that account while you trade in your real account. If you have any other questions I would be more than happy to answer. I wouldn’t waste money on people selling her rich trading schemes and I will say most of what you need to learn is online for free or in books. The main thing is get a paper trading account, get acquainted with it, and start practicing. Once you feel you understand everything well and are profiting consistently for many months then you can open a real account. Again, as someone who did this, I recommend 6 months to a year of reading, learning and paper trading. Good luck and feel free to ask any questions 👍
@@MentalStillness One last thing, if you do go with Charles Schwab,’ IE, Td AMERITRADE, think or swim platform the have tons of free courses and information they offer directly in the trading platform and online in TH-cam . Most of the info will teach you the ins and outs but the paper trading is where you will really learn. Trading stocks and forex is relatively easy but options and futures is where the big and quick money is. Schwab also had good customer support and are open twenty four hours a day if you need help with something. They even offer a free thirty minutes consultation for each different platform you decide to trade. Again feel free to ask me any questions, I like helping people 😇
@@MentalStillness I think accidentally deleted my prior comment. I recommended a few things. I trade on think or swim, they used to be TD AMERITRADE but will be Charles Schwab may first. This is really good platform, you can trade futures, forex, stocks and options. I recommend getting the paper trading platform. Their is a ton of free information online and I wouldn’t waste money on marketers selling her rich schemes or anything like that. All the information you need is free online. Plus td AMERITRADE has tons of free videos on their platform and on TH-cam. Two books I recommend are charting and analysis and trading the trend by Fred McAllen. Think or swim also has a thing called on demand that is a practicing platform and that can be used in conjugation with your live trading to make better trades. Are you going to be trading stocks, futures, forex or options. I originally wanted to trade options but I am not confident enough yet to trade them live. I myself prefer forex and futures. Futures, forex and options are the way to go for a day trader. I would say futures are the best for massive gains and quick profits but take a little more knowledge to navigate as they have expiration dates. If you have any additional questions I would be more then happy to help.
@@MentalStillness let me know if you received my last message on trading. I sent it but don’t see it in the comment section.
I can feel you.....
You sound like a young soul , ambitious and arrogant. Everything is as it should be, just forget about yourself, do not replace your identity by another one just to be happy - whatever happiness may mean. Look and live outside of yourself, undefined.
I’m a chosen one ❤it hard sometimes
This where i'm at. i don't know what to do with my life at all. it's pretty scary sometimes i wish i wasn't here.
I've been leveling up over time. I was severely depressed from the age of 11. I ended up finding Buddhism at 14. Converted at 19. For a while I was at peace and things were making sense. In 2016, I started taking yoga more seriously and had some amazing experiences. In 2018, I met my twin, which really took me on another level. It's been a process.
All of the above. But I never thought it could be some form of awakening. I thought my practices had become messed up. I think they have actually 😂
Useful helpful thank you godbless ❤💯🙏
For me spiritual practices have helped me from from the clutches of material cravings and given mental peace, but at times a lot of self doubt too as whether is this the right way forward. Agree with your statement that since this is unsettling we often think of going back to the old life , but that's simply not possible. Currently stuck somewhere in the middle where the lure of material hasn't gone fully and light of spiritual hasn't dawned completely.
Man. Exactly what happened to me after I started juicing and cleansing my cells. I always say juicing is the portal to higher consciousness.
We cannot unrealise anything after realising anything
What about conciousness?
Hello ,to see this video of you i have back Hope en trust ❤.I am in the sprituele awakening proces already more than 3 monhts now . Thank you so much nice Soul 🧚♂️❤🙏♥️🧚♂️ . Greetings from Belgium 🙏🍀🙏
Happy the video helped you 😊
never play victim to your experiences in life and remember you chose them its all in the script
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