I TRIED - Very Sad Storytelling Rap Instrumental | Music To Write Deep Lyrics
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- 🔊 I TRIED - Very Sad Storytelling Rap Instrumental | Music To Write Deep Lyrics (BPM: 92) by Magestick Records
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喜歡你的每一年…
幹有可能點閱超過這個
我還是沒告白
就像皮卡丘
@@流行歌鋼琴cover-Jerry 我很浮躁
喜歡你的第一年我還沒有告白
喜歡你的第二年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第三年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第四年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第五年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第六年我終於告白了
但換來是你無情的拒絕
但換來是你無情的拒絕
收到你的死訊 我心如刀割
時間無法回去 只留下傷痕
若能回到過去 阻止悲劇發生
愛沒留下痕跡 只留下刀痕
我賣了你的心臟 如今變成商人
曾經許的諾言 變成了謊言
時間慢慢流逝 只能緬懷過去
希望你在天邊 別留下傷痕
寂寞的夜 在想你那天
守在床邊 看合照當天
沒了你的生活變得 很枯燥
像是皮卡丘 他很浮躁
從有了脆的出現 人格慢慢地浮現
世界有太多假面 逐漸地浮上檯面
剩我獨自傷心欲醉 ya 剩我獨自傷心欲醉
喜歡你的第一年我還沒有告白
喜歡你的第二年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第三年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第四年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第五年我還是沒告白
喜歡你的第六年我終於告白了
但換來是你無情的拒絕
但換來是你無情的拒絕
喜歡你的第1️⃣年我還沒有告白😑
喜歡你的第2️⃣年我還是沒告白😟
喜歡你的第3️⃣年我還是沒告白☹️
喜歡你的第4️⃣年我還是沒告白😘
喜歡你的第5️⃣年我還是沒告白😍
喜歡你的第6️⃣年我終於告白了🥵❤️‼️
但換來是你無情的拒絕🥹💔
但換來是你無情的拒絕🤡
收到你的死訊 我心如刀割🔪🔪😅
時間無法回去 只留下傷痕💔
I haven't confessed my love to you in the first year I liked you
The second year I liked you, I still didn't confess
I still haven't confessed my love to you in the third year since I started liking you
It’s been four years since I’ve liked you, but I still haven’t confessed
I've loved you for five years but I still haven't confessed
I finally confessed my love to you in the sixth year of liking you
But you rejected me mercilessly.
But you rejected me mercilessly.
Reading all the comments is so refreshing ,everyone got a different story to tell using his/her own style .I don't know why ,but i almost cried because of this .🤞❤
How are all of your beats so perfect? 🔥🔥🔥
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Bro I wrote a full rap out of this
ITS Not his. ITS fromm another TH-camr
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What you said
@@jeremywalther5116 incorrect. your link was posted June 2018, where MR posted it December 2017
0:18
Been a long time since we were young
Sitting long nights tryna think of one
Time where I felt alive, or had fun
Didn't get in fights, or keep a gun
Imagine my mom's face, she'd be stunned
Digging deep in the heart right here
Tryna figure out, what's inside?
What's sincere? Let my feelings out
Got a mask on feeling dead inside
People ask oh, still feeling fine
Draw a deep line in the sand right there
Keep walking, still talking, but never pass
Lookin out, from inside of the lookin glass
People walk by, just look and laugh
Feeling time slip by, through some broken glass
But it never slips, got an hourglass
With a broken lid, watching my time fall
For some other kid, missing mom's cooking
Start to reminisce,
wishing I could be that other kid.
Been a long time since we were young
Sitting long nights tryna think of one
Time where I felt alive, or had fun
Didn't get in fights, or keep a gun
Imagine my mom's face, she'd be stunned
(X2)
Wishing I could go back and ask
My younger self, why he had to make the mask
Or How he felt, looked so happy all the time
But no lie, he was still dying inside
Try to focus, but the image fades with time
It Gets all fuzzy, and it goes black as night
Im Feeling ready, Thinkin that tonight's the night
I cock back, but i can't face the blame
Bite down, I squeezed but nothing gave
Gun jammed, that's why I'm still here today
Woulda died, spread my mind in crimson tears
Woulda died, on just my 16th year
2012, was the time to make a change
I just couldn't, undertake all the pain
Put the mask on, to hide away my face
Keep the people out, just can't face the blame
Been a long time since we were young
Sitting long nights tryna think of one
Time where I felt alive, or had fun
Didn't get in fights, or keep a gun
Imagine my mom's face, she'd be stunned
(X2)
Yung Simo (Evne) - I tried
It's good, but the chorus should be divisible by 4.
You good man I tried chorus last part is hard
Evne can I use this and put like more words in Certant places I want to ask for your permission first
Bigfat Coconut it's better to make your own song. Take inspiration where you can get it, but songs are very personal things.
the chorus was easy. all you need to rap not sing
Great Beat guys love the melodies.
تخيل انك تدفن نفسك ب نفسك
للاسف محدش غيرك كان بينافسك
كنت تمحي كل حاجه بس ترسم بسمه
حاولت تكسب اي حاجه بس فشلت لرسمه
متحاولش تحاول تاني حاول تنسي
متفكرش تفكر تاني فكر تيأس
مترجعش لنفسك تاني لازم تذهب
متتعبش حد تاني بلاش تغلب
ابكي عليكي ولا أعيط على نفسي
ولا اعيط على اللي ضاع منغير مبني
ولا أعيط على دنيا شبعتني ضرب منغير متلمسني
مش بستني الحلو مش بستني وحوش
مش بفضل مكاني بكتسب خدوش
زعلي كان عليكي مازال بيبيد جيوش
لما افتكر قلبي عليه بدوس
خريفك كان شتايا
لهيبك كان اذايا
قلبي كان رمايه
حبك كان روايه
فرحي بسبب قصتك كانت اكبر نهايه
نسيت طعم النوم نسيت طعم الفرح
نسيت يوم معرفتك نسيت يوم مشرح
نسيت الحلو بس افتكرت قلبي اتجرح
افتكرت انك حاجه
كنتي ليا اهم حاجه
اصوات في ودني كانت غتاته
عملت سناب انفنيتي ساجا
Beautiful beat man, big props. Really lets you pour emotion into it. Keep up the good work. +1
Bro this is incredible 🔥🔥
Thank you
You made my Sunday
Hello.. I wrote this song and it describes my feelings I am 13 years old.....
[Start At 0:20]
Why am I so depressed?
Why am I such a mess,
Constant voices in my head
making me feel stressed
trying to figure out what's best,
It’s kinda hard to do when i’m always upset
I'm down in the dumps but never alone,
these voices in my head are starting to feel at home,
No matter what I’ll always feel unknown,
All alone in the dark,
watching my life fall apart,
I need something new,
a brand new start,
These lyrics are coming from my heart,
I got a bitter taste and I'm feeling kinda parched,
I just wanna go back to the start,
But it’s always back to being alone,
Why won’t anyone pick up the phone,
Now it's just me and my thoughts
They been coming around alot lately,
Why the fuck I am pacing,
Why is my heart is racing,
Why am I so insane?
Anger and sadness are the only things in my brain,
got my feelings locked in a cage,
I feel like i’mma go on a rampage
I need major help
I need to get saved
I’m Feeling estranged,
These thoughts will forever remain
I just want them to all go away...
My hearts filled with pain
These voices in my head
Telling me I'm next,
I have done things I regret
Sometimes I think i’m better off dead
but it all restarts like I hit replay,
Please help I don’t wanna live another day,
I always had self hate
I always take the blame.
Why am I so ashamed?
I feel so misplaced,
I just wanna take a break
I feel like i’m in a dream I can’t awake
I can’t sleep at night
Why do I even fight?
Why do I even try?
All I wanna do is cry
But I keep telling myself it’ll be alright,
Hoping one day i’ll have peace at mind
But I know
I will always turn to suicide
I just wanna give up and say goodbye….
I’m tired of the lies
I just wanna fucking die
I don’t even wanna be alive
I don’t know if I can survive
One more day on this Earth
I will always be hurt
I need to stay alert
I need comfort
I’m tired of hearing the souls in my mind
I’m tired of hearing them scream and cry
But for now it’s time to say goodbye
I’m ready to end my life
I’m ready to fucking die
I’ll see you again another day
I lost all my faith
I promise you time will fly by
But for now it’s temporary goodbye
Do you have anyone to talk to?
@@J-B1 Music is the only way i can express my feelings otherwise I cant describe them.
@@fettyaj5433 I understand I was never able to either when I was your age, but if you have anyone you trust just show them these lyrics so you can get help now before it manifests
@@fettyaj5433 Its Great Man Really I am 14 Years And I also love to Rap
Keep it up Man Hope we both will get our peak
I know that orginal song lol you didnt make it.
you smiled through the pain
you smiled with your heart
you smiled even when it was you that was torn apart
your emotions are faded
and that’s what makes this tough
they’re messed up and everything at all of the above
Pain in my chest
Death on my mind
the ones who claim to love me can’t even look me in the eyes
My life was feeling empty
It made me feel confused
I can’t help but think that im really being used
I tried to make y’all happy
I tried to keep this smile
I tried to convince myself I was happy for awhile
I tried to keep my sane
but I tried to stay alone
I tried to call for help but didn’t think y’all would answer the phone
Yo wtf man this is really good especially at the end
Coor thanks lol
Đi trên mái nhà, qua từng phố không một nơi nào để về
Bước vẫn tiếp bước, sau nhiều mệt mỏi không một ai để mà kể
Đứa trẻ đó vẫn cố gắng tiếp sống từng ngày, trong đầu thì vẫn luôn luôn
'’m running from my demons I dunno why I cant chill
All my life I’ve been feeling like I’m running up a hill
And I don’t make no progress, I just keep falling down
And sometimes I just cry, when I’m thinking ‘bout my mom
I’ve Let so many people down, and I’ve made people frown
So now I’m left alone, all my loved ones are gone
So when I lay up in my bed, and start to overthink
It’s these heavy thoughts again, and I just start to sink
Dunno why I can’t float, or stop thinking thinking about this day
And every day I ask god why it had to go this way…
can we do like a mixed rap song cause i have a hook that is great for this
@@lonelynoob7084 right- i do too
@@stupidsociety.9924 so what should w do
@@lonelynoob7084 shiii. u got insta ? im not allowed to have it right now so but u can hmu and i'll reply when i can. if u want i can give u my @
@@stupidsociety.9924 I don't but do you have Snapchat doe
I’m depressed
More than ever
The word suicide burned to a letter
Stop telling me I’ll be better
Life sucks and it takes so much effort
I’m dying inside
Every tear I hid with another grin
I’m crying inside
Holding my emotions within
I’m cutting this lines
One for every lost friend
Where the fuck is the end
I’m trying to pretend
Act like everything is good
When really I can’t mend
I can’t mend all the holes that tore my heart apart
I always want to take things right to the start
I only tell my friends some things
I dont say
I see myself and only want to be skinny
That I want to drink away my life with a bottle of Henny
I made these scars to not feel empty
I hate pity parties
Having people say I’m great when I know I’m not
Even my breathing, I want it to stop
I know I am not perfect
I know that I’m not worth it
I know that I’m hurting
Just fucking pretend
Act like everything is good
Stop acting like my feelings can be understood
I hate opening up
If I tell anyone I cut
It makes me feel so stuck
Stop asking me how I am when you know I’m not great
I act like I am until this depression goes away
I only say I’m okay
That’s a fucking lie
But I can’t tell anyone how I want to die
I make up lies for everytime I cry
Great lyrics
Keep it up
Bro that’s sickkk
I keep finishing with over a minute left am I going to fast? Great words. Keep up the pain, dying won't make you feel any different.
It's hard but to make something that will touch people's hearts you'll have to be in that place... But always remember you will get out of that place and the lyrics will always remember you how strong you were to climb out of that hole... Keep it up!!!
Can I rap this please
Cant say I didnt try, never said i didnt lie, didnt get sleep last night, pillows soaked from the tears i cried, god i do this shit all the time, gotta stay up gotta stay on the grind, got these stupid ass thought runnin in my mind, usain bolt setting record times, baby i said i wanna run, but i really wanna fly, you ask me to stay and i ask why, i dont got enough fight, who knows if this is right but fuck moneys tight, and i gotta find out tonight. Yeah i gotta problem with drugs, so what i like to feel numb, get high and get dumb, forget all the regrets causin me stress makin me eat tums, if i had a guitar maybe i would strum, but instead i got a fat ass blunt, rolled up, so what, im bout to fuckin light up, y'all can just sit back and judge, you dont know the struggle, you dont know the grudge, im just trying to fill the whole created by love. Got niggas who closer than blood, got family but only kinda know some, dad kicked me out reported me on the run, 17 surviving on crumbs, sleeping in a laundry room this shit aint fun, thats only a glimpse of the story, about why I use drugs, yeah I love weight not just for fun, gotta keep money Rollin in, god please forgive me for my sins, tired of takin L's I just wanna win, when I die put my body in a bin, hope I never see the inside of the pen, I'm just gonna keep writin with my pen, been doin it since I was 10, back at square 1 here we go again, all these fake niggas claiming they my fans, all these snake niggas saying they my friends, take the knife out just to stab my back again, so when I do them drugs I do a full send, you can see my struggles in a trend
ItsCyN Bars🔥
thomas xiong thanks man haha
Well considering im not 16 nor a wannabe rapper, i do it for fun not for anything else, well and to vent
Vlad Explain Lil Pump...
Vlad but who said im trying to start a career. Literally was just posting it so maybe i could get some feedback from a community who obviously is into it as well. Seeing as you know. This is a rap beat.
12 year old who loves writing, hates life here!
My lyrics based on my life:
Starts at 0:19
Never thought I would stay stuck in this state of mind
But now I get the feeling that I shouldn’t be alive
It was only my passions that kept me aligned
But now those happy thoughts are falling further behind
I want to be happy! I want to be okay!
I want to start over. Start a brand new day
But the bitter thoughts just won’t go away
These terrible thoughts that drive me insane
So many things happen in my daily life
But they all seem to end with me picking up a knife
Pick yourself up, you’ll never be good enough
Throw on a long sleeve shirt, throw on some makeup
Put on your fake smile tell everyone a lie
Bite the side of your mouth to try not to cry
This cycle is terrible. I might even die
But this is what I wanted right?
*This is what I wanted right?*
I tried to stop myself from crying
I tried to stop the pleasure from the thought of dying
I wish those people in the movies weren’t lying
I’d look up at the sky, and say
Everything is fine
Everything is fine
Everything is fine
Nothing is “fine”
I was already not keeping myself clean and well fed
But now I can’t get the energy to get out of bed
Still thinking about all the things they said
Praying that soon my life will end
My entire life now is pretty lame
I’ve got 3 attempts to my name
I imagine myself with lots of fame but,
It still doesn’t numb the pain
So what if I died? No one would care
Not the smallest bit of hope is in the air
Nowadays I look at my wall with a blank stare
Someone who seems to care about me is pretty rare.
“Just be happy!” Look, it’s not that easy
“Love yourself!” Ok, but it’s not that easy
“Don’t hurt yourself!” Stop it’s not that easy
I wish it were easy, why can’t it be easy
I tried to stop myself from crying
I tried to stop the pleasure from the thought of dying
I wish those people in the movies weren’t lying
I’d look up at the sky, and say,
Everything is fine
Everything is fine
Everything is fine
Nothing is fine
I tried to stop myself from crying
But I just keep on crying
Why can’t I just stop the crying
I’ll look up at the sky, realize
Nothing is fine
Nothing is-
Nothing is fine
Nothing is-
Jesus Christ. You have real talent. Also I know we have probably never met but I was going through similar struggles and if you want or need to talk with or just vent let me know. 🙏
This made me cry, your talented man ❤️
You got a lot of talent! Remember life is worth living and you are here on this earth for a reason. I don’t know what your beliefs are but as a Christian I believe everyone is created for a purpose. Life can be a lot to take but you learn and grow from hard situations. You will become better and continue to grow don’t give up on life.
STOP WITH THIS IS MAJESTIC FOR THE INTRO PLZ IT RUINS MY FLOW
oof then why dont you add a chorus and a short pause in between the chorus and where you start rapping again.
Fr tho
@@theroederfamily9344 it might even make it sound better too lmao whos mans is this
Back of hater
This is just Super awesome man how can one imagine such beautifully..........best one ever.
Mana keadilan?Waktu diperlukan
Hilang jauh tiada dalam pandangan
Kau butakan mata,tidak lupa hati
Bila ku dh pergi baru kau mencari
Baru aku tahu masa senang tumpang
Bila tengah susah aku dibelkang
Macam lah aku ni setiap masa senang
Aku tiada apa memang susah menang
Mana ada org mahu kalah
Walau setiap nafas aku semakin lelah
Terus berjuang even perlu korban darah
Terus betulkan kalau aku ada salah
Talk about time,its will never waiting
Rest of your life kita mesti hardworking
Fuck negative thing kita buat something
Yang perlu orang fikir "waw they have everything"
Keluarkan aku dari dunia fantasi
Sudah puas aku berhalusinasi
Kejut aku jangan tinggal sendiri
Aku tidak mahu lagi berimaginasi
Baek bro, salute! :)
@@aishah_5639 Thanks sis!
Setiap kata2 ku luah sebelum terlambat
Pandangan ku kabur engkau tolong melihat
Dari ku liat engkau ajar dan buat ku ligat
Ku jatuh kau tarik ku dan panjat
Bukan cinta bukan suka bukan dia
Tiada apa yang boleh pisahkan kita
Mungkin ku salah kau tiada lagi bersama
Harungi bersama pancaroba kni tiada
Cinta tak buta yang buta tuannya
Bila cucuran air mata mengalir dibirai mata
Mengalirnya air mata ku bila kau tiada
Malangnya kita tidak lagi boleh berjumpa
Kerna kau ku pandai bersabar
Sengan untuk ku tanya khabar
Bangunnya aku dari tidur sayangmu ku lapar
Sakitnya diriku bagai mukaku ditampar
Berperang dalam kata aku engkau anggap musuh
Tidak ku sangka hubungan kukuh lagi utuh
Ku hanya redho istana kita sudah runtuh
Pedih dari hati sakit ia buat ku terbunuh
Tiada harapan tak mungkin bersama semula
kau dan aku hanyalah memori...
Tiada maknanya lagi sudah tiada lagi
Fantasi dalam komplikasi ilusi jadi reality
Yang hanya kontroversi hubungan semula jadi
Boleh bertuka orang nangis boleh bernyanyi
Tak bererti senyum tanda ku gembira
Di luar orang tahu di dalam tuhan saja
makin rebah makin jatuh dalam lembah
Memang susah hati gusar mula parah
Tiada macam dirimu ku tunggu terus menunggu
Sekali pun tak berpaling biarpun kau tahu
Sejadah dibentang ku bersujud sambil tangisi
Meminta pada DIA agar engkau pulang kembali...
Saling berputar bila ia kekal terpahat
Takkan kekal semula jika jasad disiat
Indah bila dilamun , sakit bila ia berakhir
Dalam mimpi aku mengelamun , bangkit dengan nafaz terakhir
Terlepas tangan hilang dari pandangan
Mahu kenyataan namun mimpinya berangan
Ku rindukan memori bukan dirimu yang telah pergi
Minda mahu ku pergi , hati suruh ku menanti
Ku tak pasti kita masih serasi
Setelah cinta kita dibakar benci
Cinta pada harta bukan cinta dalam hati
Aku cinta pada kamu bukti cinta reality
Biar mereka terpukau intan belian yang suci
Hanya hayalan dunia , kita tunggu akhir nanti
MOGA DIRIMU BAHAGIA
AKU SEDIKIT PUN TAK RASA KECEWA
BILA KAU MEMBIARKAN AKU TERDAMPAR
AKU TEMPUH DENGAN BANGGA
TIADA PUN RASA TERKILAN
AKU ANGGAP INI SEMUA SURATAN
AKAN AKU SIMPAM SEMUA KENANGAN
TERIMA KASIH SATU PENGALAMAN ~
Jujur masih ku cinta
Jujur masih ku perlu
Hakikatnya hanya pada kata
Bukan lagi macam yang lalu
Masihkah kau ingat hubungan yang tiada kisah tamat?
Nahh semuanya sudah terlambat
Hati ini rasa bagai dikerat-kerat
Kau buat hati ku dipijak dengan kuat
Semua kenangan telah disuratkan
Tiada lagi memori kecapi abadi
Semua sengketa manis telah ku hapuskan
Kini tiada lagi engkau disisi
Selamat tinggal ku harap engkau bahagia ='
I can’t concentrate with all these thoughts in my head, all these thoughts of sadness and dread, fighting through every tear that I shed.
Jesus Christ saves brother i encourage you read a verse of the Holy Bible. God bless you.
I once was a child,
So innocent and open,
Never once thought,
If grow up to be broken
Nobody cared,
Everybody stared,
I wore long sleeves,
In the fresh summer air
Everyone thought, i was looking for attention,
But I wasn't seeking that, it was just too hard to mention
If go hours,
Sometimes days,
Without eating anything,
It put me in a craze,
My life felt useless,
I felt so alone,
People stood around me,
Just like clones
Nobody even understood me at all,
The world felt so huge, yet i felt so small
Emotions sometimes, just get the best of me,
Those cuts of my wrist,
Bled through you see,
I want you to know your not alone, im here for you!:)
Honestly I tried,
But all u did was lie,
What is this feeling I'm sensing deep inside?
All those sleeplessnights when I stayed up and cried,
Can't u see the tears pouring down my....eyes?
All those times u wished me goodnight,
Was just for u to feel satisfied and alright,
Everything u said to me was fake,
Not really caring if my heart would somehow break,
Yes,what's up Nate?
Are u feeling okay?
Now that u can go back to ur usual ways,
Don't have to worry about texting bae,
Every single day,
Not like u really cared anyways,
Or so u say,
Oh u need a break?
I have three words for u babe,
"WE ARE THROUGH!"
Popping up with these words out of the blues,
Right now, u just look like a fool,
Lately,I've been feeling depressed,
Turn up the music, be chilling to X,
Hopefully I'll be getting some rest,
After this time just trying my best,
Cause Jocelyn's my melody,
Coming out with the remedy...
Of a broken heart,
When you're torn apart....
Anyone who sees this...just love yourself and appreciate your loved ones,your family,your friends,neighbours,etc. Hopefully this song will at least make u feel better.
Did u write this?
@@DalyTalkShow yh I did. Omg I forgot I did this, sorry I responded so late
Can I use this
Annak orulok hogy megismertelek teged
De sajnos ki kell dobnom most összes keped
Mert leszartal mikor avval a kutyaval kurtal
Az a faszszopo meg most a haverjanal bujkal
Azt mondtad nekem hogy mindig szeretni fogsz
Amikor meg kibekulsz vele akkor rogton dobsz
Első randinal mar beled szerettem
Hosszu volt az ut sokszor elestem
De nem adtam fel soha hogy az enyem legyél
Itt van számodra tőlem egy utolsó level
Az all benne hogy mennyire szeretlek
Idővel sajnos lassan elfeledlek
Akkor jó voltam mikor ignoralt a buzi
Ahol megbasztalak az egy kibaszott budi
Growing up was a fairytale
Guess i never thought that it would fail
Thought i knew everything at my young age
Never knew that i was just backstage
Primary school
Friends all around
Secondary school
No one to be found
I wish that i could just
Make it all right
To dissapear
Out of plain sight
Im getting older now
Its getting rough
Never thought
That it would be this tought
Struggling to find my way
Just cause its dark
Maybe i just someone
To be that spark
The futures nearly here
I'll see what it holds
By that time
We will all be old
Incomplete but i thought i'd post it x :)
Can I use it and add on to it I’ll give creds
All these fake smiles,
All these fake friends,
All these fake people who never hade a hand to lend,
Ye I go to school,
Ye i do my work,
But sometimes i feel I’m about to berserk,
Ye I know I’m young,
I should be having fun,
But sometimes,
I feel like shooting my self with a handgun,
They say life is a game,
But I feel like I’m losing,
I just don’t want to live,
Push me to the edge,
That’s what I’m thinking.
All these fake people,
That say they like you,
But in reality,
They ataully use you.
Sometimes I feel so lonely,
I don’t know what to do,
That’s why I cover it up with a attitude.
Boys Music eh
Wow, saw this same comment on another video.
@@picklebean8472 same
I was so numb to the core
I couldn't feel shit anymore
Tear drops kept falling on the floor
So much time we had before
You know I wish we had more
I thought a time would come when we both forty four
Remembering the essence of our youth
Always in search for the ugly truth
Stuck inside this loop
You escaped when the skies turned Grey, it was raining for days
You were trapped inside a maze of pain,
your soul broke loose with a noose
I was so fucking confused
Heart abused
And bruised
How could this be?
You were always there for me
But where the fuck was I?
Probably somewhere getting high
message for me .. yeah for me
As you fell to your demise
Never had many tears in my eyes
Couldn't even say goodbye
You were so strong
Pretending to be happy All along
I guess I was wrong
I laugh and smile up at the sky
when in reality, i just really want to die
this time i just really try
would you be there when i cry
feel alone in mu own home
كامل راحو كيما جاو
غير لعزاز منهم لي بقاو
مانيش مسحقك تسمعني
حبيتك انا تفهمني
عارف روحي ديما صاد
اومايقاد
ذسس ماي باد
وحدوخر طاح من عيني
قيمتك عندي اليميني
ماتقوليش نتا ماتقيم
نا من غلطتي نتعلم
صعيبة تشرح لي فقلبك
وبالساهل تكتبو
صعيبة تواسي ناسك
بكلام نتا مسحقو
الناس تعبو من زعافي
حتا انايا تعبت منو
قاعد وحدي طافي
تخمامي مخرجتش منو
زعفت بزاف مي قلت عادي
راني موالف
متقليش كيفاش عادي
حتا نتا رخ توالف
مش ناقصين كابتك
مش حابين سعادتك
يحبو يحطموك
واهلك يكسروك
وصحابك يغدروك
ماراحش يعاونوك
متقليش كيفاش
متسقسيش وعلاش
ادي مني العبرة
صوتي انكسر بالنبرة
قلتلهم انا كاتب
قالولي اكتب علا حياتك تقرير
قلتلهم وش نكتب
قالولي ليك حرية التعبير
قالولي اكتب علا لي عشتو
مادامها هاكذا
هذا لي شفتو
start at 0:20 after the beat drop
Hey look,
it’s me who’s going through the pain ,
everytime when I’m walking through the rain, yea,
my brain started to cry out your name,
let the rain wash away
all the pain inside my brain(yea)
From that time I realised you’ve been living in my vain
I just couldn’t get you out of my brain (yea)
Your memories flows
Come and goes
In my brain
Repeatedly over again
I remember those days (hey)
ain’t ready to accept the faith
I try to avoid you,
And not stare at ya(ey)
It hurts when I look at ya
Nothing more than just a friend,
But sure I understand.
Yea, yea
let me tell you something
Let me tell you a story
bout a lil boy
with his first little frenzy
The love of his fantasy
over his reality
Ya
But what if I told you, this happened to me
And it really destroys me
it left me heartbroken disease
And left me a thousand mile away
With no way To come back
from the day
Without saying any
“hi” or “hey”
But just running towards the
Money
Without the Honey
And try to be funny
Without knowing I’m actually
Putting my heart on you
At least a sorry
But nothing has came out
From your mouth
So here’s to all the brothers who’s been through the same thing
Here to all the brothers that’s left with the same shit
that's good
thanks man. lmao first time doing this
nice dude
Soo accurate love it ♥️
LoL outplays th-cam.com/video/XfE2u9aurC8/w-d-xo.html
Ava nalh tehlul ve.
This is majestic,showing impressive beauty.😯
Where did i go wrong
Why does it hurt whem i hear our love song
Together for so long
Guess life is a bitch
I had a hich
Something was up
Maybe i didnt pay enought attention
I stopped showing affection
Miss understood
Never thought u would
Replace me
Pain in my chest . Death in my heart
I feel alone
Em i really all on my own
Loving you was amazing and now it just burns
My soul is lost
Didnt know this would be the cost
Of my mistakes.
I just feel so lost
Confussion
Its all An illusion
Its all in my brain
Im goin insane
No blood flow in my vein
lost in vane
All i feel is pain
Gota walk down my own lane
Livin in these bottles
Drowning in my sorrows
I know i was dumb
My tears never come
Go to sleep numb
Hoping i dont wake up
i guess we got our own view
Feelimg broken is nothin new
We though we were ment forever i should have knew
I lived a lie
Now i just have to let these feelings die
i guess we got our own view
Feelimg broken is nothin new
We though we were ment forever i should have knew
I lived a lie
Now i just have to let these feelings die
Let these feelings die now, yeah
Sounds easy, but easier said then done, love never fades away
As easy as one says its done,
You got your heart crumbling for that one.. one special one that
You thought you would love forever but in reality it was only a game right because that's how people play nowadays right, never think
About others yeah, why do we even try When all we do is
fuck up our lifes,
It's like a drug that never dies but instead it just gets reborn over night.
Honestly didn't wanna post Because it's my first and I feel like it's bad but it continues off yours so ehhh lol😅
Sebastian Sanchez very very powerful lyrics
ima sing this for you when I get to do my album this new year
After "Lost in Vane" i would wrote "and all i feel is pain"
Yoset Ruiz can i use your lyrics?
From another level…..🎉🔥🔥🔥🔥
I don't know what to sayyy
I don't know what to doooo
Least I can say, is I tried for youuu
That's just my hook
Wonderful hook
bro thats something juice wrld would write lol. thats pretty good fr. i make music and i wrote a song about my grandpa that died on 12/29/20😭
I cannot find u on Spotify, meh, but the song is 2good. Happy to hear it
Hey guys I'm not a good lyrics writer tho
So don't judge me just wrote this couple of minutes ago
True story tho
Wednesday night, pickin' stuff and going to park
coming out side, 15 minutes and its already dark
Playing some basketball till the midnight
Girls walking in the pants that are tight
Basket or girl choice is hard
It's like getting a red card
Friends are waiting I cant decide
I like that girl all I can is fight
Been forced to not take eyes of her
asked her out all she said was sure
I'm screaming of luck
going home got hit by a truck
in the hospital I am now
I don't feel so proud
Writing these lyrics cause I have nothing to do
Thinking how will this go through
Lyrics are just coming outta my head
Will i stay alive or be dead
Doctor is coming out, got diagnosed and its bad
I'm only crying and lying in bed it's so sad
I might not be the good lyrics writer
But I know that I'm a big fighter
There it says I'm about to die
Mom visiting every day with a pie
My heart stops beating
Doctor says it's done
You have a dead son
Mom starts crying she can't hold
My body starts getting too cold
Mom saying her last words to dead son
only GOD knows when someone is done
God gave me the life so I gotta live it
The only way I can do it is to believe it
Woke up couple of minutes later
I'm just feeling grater
My mom is thanking to GOD
She thought I'm gonna be taken by a flying squad
I woke up, told her to not worry
My future is gonna be big as stephen curry
I promise you mom you won't be mad nor disappointed or sad
I will become something successful
as long as youre still grateful
Song is gonna end right here
Be everything in life but don't have a fear
GOD is with you everywhere you go
Doesn't matter if youre together or solo.
I forgot one thing to add
Life is full or hapiness so don't be sad
Life is there so you gotta live it
Trying to hold on to it and just believe it.
Zeng YT i rapped this to this mate.
not so bad actually, keep trying and you'll get the hand of it. try rhymezone for some better rhymes but keep up the flow, you'll get there one day, believe it!
Wow... That is amazing
God is great
Bro your pretty good at writing lyrics and that is a gift. Maybe you can write me one and I can pay for it. Hit me up at my Instagram: aliazatkhan Thanks
Thanks for the beat. Been free styling for an hour with this great beat🙂
It's a start probably will edit it more down the line but this is my take on the lyrics!
All I have to say is I tried my best
Not everyday I can walk around with a bulletproof vest
Somedays I'm in my feelings, somedays inside my chest
Know that it hurts, when I feel as if I'm blessed
I listened to every word, I fulfilled every request
should've known from the start that It was just a side quest
you have to look at the pieces to know what’s really left.
This is perfect exactly what I’m looking for
Yeah, i gave you my happiness and you broke it apart,
i said that i loved you but you threw a dart through my heart,
now my heart has a hole and it can't be sewed back.
I call myself fat and i look as ugly as a rat.
But the fact that you lied to me, is so not cool.
Crying at night, i guess you would call me a fool.
Loved you for two years and i thought you were the one.
But you weren't, now i fake all the time and say "i'm having fun!"
you left me alone on nights so cold.
"You're okay" THAT'S WHAT I WAS ALWAYS BEEN TOLD!
My heart died young but my body lived old.
My body is hollow cuz my spirit was sold.
I'm numb and broken, can't you see?
You walk away while i call "hey Billy!"
I'm sorry i'm not worth, i'm sorry i look like dirt
But you shouldn't of broke me when you knew i was still hurt
It's been two months since i haven't seen your face.
I feel like a fucking disgrace, i watch you talk to people from behind, laughing and smiling but when you look at me you look like you're not having a good time.
You took my heart just to break it.
You let me smile just to take it.
I wish i never loved you, I'm not supposed to be heartbroken! But i always break down when i see your face
AND THE FACT THAT I'M ONLY IN SEVENTH GRADE!
I'm not supposed to feel like this, i have many years to go
but i decided to let my heart give in and let it flow.
Now i can't sleep, causing me to feel defeat.
I don't know what to do
i'm crying out for help
but no one is hearing me scream
no one says "i love you" to me.
I guess you mess me up, now i can never be free.
Hey everyone! will you mind if i put a noose on me?
Facts can I use it?
@@wazirr. sure bro
Sleep has become an escape,
from all the problems we made
Of all the things that we create
I waste my time,
for something never will be mine
Relationships won't heal you
Being single won't kill you
i'm care to much, but who care for me
Hey eine Frage , ich habe einen Song mit diesem beat aufgenommen , darf ich den auf TH-cam hochladen , ohne Monetarisierung
Hoffe das geht :)
Danke für die Antwort :)
Great beat once again! You have an amazing talent!💯🔥
Starts @0:21
Your killing me inside
Your killing my heart
Your killing my happiness
Now I be feeling lonleyless
I thought we was real
But nah we was fake
Gimme back my heart
For the Love of God's sake
I gave my heart to u
And I didn't have a clue
It all happened so fast
So I thought this would last
I trusted u 3 times
Yet u still tell lies
I promised I would change for u
And I promised I would try
Couple weeks went by
I started to see a change
I thought it was my fault
And I thought i was the one to blame
Now I be feeling bad
This urge to just be mad
People picking on me
I can't remember
When I was happy
I tried not to cut
I tried to smile
At least the smile was real
For just a time that
Would last while
Can't believe u hurt me
I just wanted us for the best
I put you to the test
But yet u failed
I tried to stay happy,
While u tore me down
I tried to stay sane
While I always wore this frown
I tried to give u my heart
knew it was fake from the start
I tried to make us real
But u would always steal
I tried to help us
But u would always cuss
I tried to be positive
But now "us" is gone
U still wanna ask me "wtf is wrong"
people tell me I'm being cheated on
Ends @1:24
💔nice... Likeed it
I got
these problems in my mind
I think
about you when I should
not
Got me feeling sick to my stomach
God
I don’t wanna say I tried
But Baby I’m still trying
Yeah a little pessimistic
I’m still trying
I don’t wanna say I tried
I got these feelings for you
I don’t know if you know
Or even feel the same
about me
I hope you do
we might just have
something special in our
Hands
I don’t wanna say I tried
Baby I’m still trying
Yeah a little pessimistic
I’m still trying
I don’t wanna say I tried
Maybe I should stop
End it all
I don’t know what’s good for me
I just
Need some company
You feel?
Don’t wanna say I tried
Don’t wanna say I tried
Don’t wanna say I tried
I miss drugs
I miss drugs
The time with no cares or hugs
Tell me I’m nothing but easily my shoulders shrug
Buried my pain in these holes I’ve dug
My hope is nowhere to be found
Crushed up pills ready for another round
Enjoy the bitter drip
Always high never missing a fix
If I don’t stop hells gate is where I sit
Pupils dilated for the 8th week straight
Can you see a difference look me in my face
My casket has appeared so take me away
I miss drugs
The time with no cares or hugs
Tell me I’m nothing but easily my shoulders shrug
Buried my pain in these holes I’ve dug
Let me start this off by saying how much I miss you.
Done so much for me how could I ever diss You?
Look up to you way more than I do mom.
Whenever i get mad your there to keep me calm.
Remember those drives that we had in the car?
Didn't know where we was going or even how far?
Remember what you said to open up my eyes?
How you told me that you loved us and then started to cry?
It was hard for me dad.
But man I ain't mad.
In fact I'm kinda glad.
Although it made me sad.
Isn't all that often my composure breaks apart but thinking about you man it straight up breaks my heart.
Miss you all the time. I aint lying this is real.
Constantly worried about you even when I seem chill.
That call about your leg gave us all quite a thrill.
You said you were alright but I feared the worst still.
Life's a huge struggle and your muscling through.
Can't even imagine being in your shoes.
Those thing you told me stay locked in my head.
And I'll remember those things till the day that I'm dead.
All the tears all the words keep em all to myself.
And ima keep thinking bout em till I take my last breath.
You driving me crazy man I think I need some help.
Do nothing at home but think bout how you left.
When I'm with you it's heaven and I wish I could stay there.
But mom's got plans man life just don't play fair.
But ain't nothing we can do, except keep going forward.
Ain't never without you.
In my heart is where your stored.
When I'm at home I only clean and get cussed out.
Feel like I'm in prison. Only wanna bust out.
But if I came here, she'd know where to look.
Then she'd take me back it'd play out like a book.
The way she treats me just leaves my mind shook.
The differences between y'all is like a queen to a rook.
But let me show you just how much you mean to me.
Every minute I'm without you I lose some sanity.
Because your amazing dad and I want you to see.
Do anything to be with you even sail across the sea.
Love all the jokes all the memories and the times that we speak.
I L-O-V-E Y-O-U D-A-D.
This is so nice🔥if i was a rapper/singer i would legit buy it💛
Kermit The Frug I want to but I’m low on cash😢😢
Start at 0:20 after the drop.
I was only 13 when the problems started coming yea my parents split up turned our family into nothing
Mama when you said I’m leaving only thought that you were bluffing please tell me what happened yea we were so loving
You know it been so long going on with this act, I’m really not ok and that’s a big fact
I tried to stay strong for as long as I could put a smile on my face like everything is good but it’s not
Yea it’s not just that, I got a lot of weight up on my back
I used to have a girl, she was my world, but I fucked it up I got no self control
You know it really takes a toll feeling like this all the time it really makes you lose your god damn mind it’s so hard on me you don’t understand please help me, this wasn’t the plan aye
(At 1:03 after the drop sing what’s in the *stars*)
*Please, please,* Aye this wasn’t the plan yea
*Please, please,* yea this wasn’t the plan
After this come back at 1:24 and rap
Used to do good in school but life is very cruel, used to get straight A’s barely go nowadays I just sit at home thinking about the past instead of learning yea, instead of being in class
I Used to be happy, I even gave up ball, now I sit here smoke and drink alcohol I used to laugh all the time now it’s mostly fake, hits so hard just like an earthquake
I just start crying, tears rolling down my face
At this point all I wanna do is go get baked I wanna stop, yea, I really do but it’s the only thing that makes as happy as I was with you
Yea I don’t know what to do, thought that you were for me and I was for you
But I now know the truth and that wasn’t true I was so naive I was such a fool
*please, please* this wasn’t the plan aye
*please, please* this wasn’t the plan aye
Bro, this...This is my life.
Don’t Let Go
You lied to my face
You lied to my heart
You lied all the time
and it tore me apart
My self-care was shrinking
Tears pouring out my eyes
And when you left me
There was nothing left inside
Your fists were tightening
Facial expression frightening
Footsteps like thunder
And your words like lightening
My heart was broken
I didn't know what to do
All that was left for me
Was to crawl back to you
My life was going by
It left me feeling confused
Was it just tough love?
Or was i being used?
Even if it was love
It felt so abused
Mistaken, Mistreated
And most definitely misused
I TRIED to make you happy
While i felt alone
I TRIED to call you
but you don't pick up the phone
I TRIED to stay sane
Ignore whats going on
I TRIED to love you
but you put me in that zone-
Where my life in crumbling
I need help, i'm struggling
When i try to walk away
My legs are stumbling
The knife to my wrist
Thinkin "I'm so done with this"
Listening to all your crap
Sayin you love me n' shit
All those "Kind" words
I knew that they was fake
You were saying them to me
But for your own sake
No matter how much you swore
Or you called me a whore
I kept thinking you would change
But you would just do more
TreyChavez
Thats not your text Look the first comment you copied it
“We can work through any issues that we have
The future is a present that we haven’t unwrapped
I love you with a passion so I guess that I’m attached
I know I’ve made you cry and made you feel attacked
But the fact is if you left I would need you back
I would scream for you because I phene for you
You need me and I need you
The perfect two the fact is that my actions need to change
Ok guys so after hearing this beat I went right away and start working on a rap and I succeeded in trying to make one
(Starts at 0:20)
Tbh I tried and am still trying,
And I really hope that this wont result in me crying
I tried to be the best girl for u that I can be,
I'm trying so hard but y can't you see
I don't even know what to feel anymore
Cause if I continue my room would be a shore
It's like ur avoiding me and I don't know why
We'd text for hours but now we just say "hi"
If u only how I'm afraid of losing
U
I try to think good thoughts but that I can't do
I feel like I'm losing u but plz tell me am I?
Cause if idk then I can't at least try
But I feel a little better since I've let this all out
But I like u so much and there's no doubt
But at least I can say that for u that I tried
Even tho ik ur feelings for me has already died
I Mayb over reacting but I may be not
But dude can u blame me when I like u a lot
I may look and sound desperate but I really don't care
Cause ik if we're over ull still be here.
Nice rap, got me in my feels for a sec. Keep up the good work maybe you'll make it some day if you work on it. :)
Hey I'm your most fan from Nagaland
There was this girl I always wanted to meet her name was Shelby I mean what a freak. Years went by and I miss her deeply we were the best of friends how could we have messed up this badly. I still love her she still loves me I always wanted her to love me but she already did what I freakshow I'll always be. I'll see her soon in my dreams where all nightmares come alive. Love you big sis I hope your happy
good luck bro i wish u all the luck and courage
Beautiful 💔 Just dropped a song and this already making me wanna write more.
Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright
Verse 1
All my pain and my cries never faded just got hated
Always lied to my face and I hate it
Tossed my heart around thinking that I wouldn't mind
I got torn apart trying not to fall apart
Oh my God is this really your will
Must I tell you how I really feel
Must I tell you how I feel
Must I tell you how I really feel yea
Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright
Verse 2
I'm begging on my knees
No more hurt I say please
I'm a hustler for life and I will struggle for life
Make a living that's a dream
Always smiling when I'm hurt
Oh my God is this really your will
Must I tell you how I really feel
Must I tell you how I feel
Must I tell you how I really feel yea
Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright
Verse 3
Never faded and I hate it
Too bad you didnt make it
Tough luck tough love
Take your time it ain't mine
Cause I really wanna die
Oh my God is this really your will
Must I tell you how I really feel
Must I tell you how I feel
Must I tell you how I really feel yea
Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright
Conclusion
All the pain and the hurt never faded...
Never faded and I hate it
Always dreamed and I thought I would make it...
Too bad you didnt make it
All the pain and the hurt never faded...
Always dreamed and I thought I would make it...
Can I use it I will give creds and add on to it
@Francisco-nc6iv those are lyrics from MT Kiddo's existing song using this beat song
Wunderschön einfach Toll!!! Erstmal drauf Rappen ❤
Vlad Bin 17 Jahre alt Bro und Rappe seid 3 Jahren.
1.75x speed
Took a look at my confidence when it was all depleted
Just like all my comments how my life would be deleted
Everybody dies but when they say it they don’t mean it
And even though my body’s silent the tears inside be screaming
Hoping that I still got years to live
But shit don’t work when I’m positive
And I’m just saying that honestly
No one put their blessings onto me
And it’s depressing, wishing for blessings, no clothes to dress in, learn every lesson and still no resting, hoping that X is still triple X’ing, goodbye to a legend
Vraiment lourd 🙏
Thinkin about the days and the times that were so dark
With all my feelings and emotions that were tearing me apart
I knew I had to fight past all the pain and the sorrow
But I was hurting so bad I was hoping for no tomorrow
I really wanted to die but I had to refrain
I was slowly falling down and slowly going insane
I was telling everybody "Its ok" and "I'm fine"
But I had lost all hope and I was losing my mind
All the demons that surrounded me were taking control
I didnt know what to do because they wouldn't let go
No one would miss me except my dad and my mom
In order to survive I knew I had to be strong
Everyday was a struggle I really couldnt carry on
I didnt understand that if I died I would be permanently gone.
I was constantly contemplating everything that i fear
The whole world was a blur and things were so unclear
I didnt understand and I was misunderstood
I was hurting way more than I should
My life was a mess and my thoughts were all so scary
The doctors said I'd be better that the pain was only temporary
And guess what? Eventually the pain went away
And I thank God that I'm still here today
As you read these lyrics please listen to what I say
If you're going through a hard time, trust me you'll be okay
(I'm only 13 and I wrote this when I was around 9 or 10)
@Big Deo thx
That good
u stole it idiot
難得平靜一天，地板的香煙，饒舌的文化傳遞在鄉間，我很感謝父母讓我沒有走偏，在我寂寞拿起我的手牽，主動跳入圈子的深淵，文章寫了一篇又一篇
什麼影像顛覆了我對社會的景象，對我影響不只殘酷的社會還有人模狗樣，我真的受夠了，被人玩弄者，在傷口灑鹽夠痛了，醞釀著情緒又被玩弄了
bro你是否在找尋自己的道路，我告訴你別走上不歸路，因為這厭惡的世界不會給你照顧，刻骨銘心的溫度，誰的指令吩咐，萬惡的念頭從我的腦中登陸
少時的嬉戲，回不去，那如今努力是何苦意義，在我記憶，貪圖得人們講義氣卻在乎利益，讓我知道甜言蜜語都是屁，多少人腦筋轉不過來一夜中成了自閉
我想哭 但是沒眼淚能讓我哭，無辜的人總被欺負
What is Love?
Well love is staying with someone who just beat you up. Love is not realizing your being lied to all the time, man. Love is waiting up until three am to make sure they are safe when they said their out with friends. Love is forgiveness or least forgiving time and time again for the same damn thing they swore that they would never do again. Love can give you strength and love can tear you down but I found that love blinds you to reality and makes you look like a clown. What is love? Love is not wanting to give up on someone who doesn’t want the same things you want and it sucks and it splits your soul like a horcrux and it don’t matter if you got as much cash as big daddy war bucks love will still just fuck your life up. So what is love? Love is something you can’t choose and it won’t let loose once it’s grabbed a hold of you.
Nice upload 💎
Keep up the good work 🎖
I’m falling that’s why I keep on calling hoping not to feel alone but all I hear is leave a message at the tone. “Baby girl” no I’m a man !i only write songs cos your my “biggest fan” that’s it I care I ask how was your day all you can say is that I was okay you never ask back you leAve the conversation dead but then you say I love you. STOP PLAYING WIT MY HEAD! You don’t understand what it’s like to be me when I ask what you watching you just scoff and breath “Tv” is that hard to put in a tiny bit of effort after the last overdose you should of learnt your lesson live your life while you can and never take advantage
Wow this beat actually made me cry......I love it
Singer:
You promised you'd stay
But you left me anyway and you left me
All alone
I have no reason to live
All these voices in my head keeping
Me awake
Rapper:
I been suffering alone
Don't even know why I have a phone
Just so you know I tried
I have no more pride
Looking up in the sky
Gonna see if I can fly
My head is a mess
I'm going through to much stress
I've always had thoughts of you
Never thought we would be through
Suffering on my own
I no longer have my throne
I have my gun
Everything is said and done
Closing my eyes
You finally won your prize
While your with your new man
I knew this was your plan
I'm bleeding out
These final words I will shout
Been on my own now
Trying to wonder how
You could do this to me
This is the real me you don't see
I was so thankful
I know I was a handful
But now your free
I just wanted to be me
You never loved me
It isn't hard to see
You just wanted him
But I was dim
Everything I mention
I forgot about depression
Wanna end it all
I'm not that tall
You were my whole world
Now my stomach curled
I'm losing my fight
Time for to take my flight
There's no time to save me
I did all I could be
Your happy now
All I have to say is wow
Singer:
You promised you'd stay
But you left me anyway and you left me
All alone
I have no reason to live
All these voices in my head keeping
Me awake
Hi everyone I'm from Turkmenistan ''THIS IS MAGESTIC'' super beat Thank you
We’re young, we got our whole life ahead of us , and I know that sometimes human nature can get the best of us but it -doesn’t matter keep your hands on the ladder, I know I’ve made some mistakes but that don’t make me a bad one
I guess we ,
learn , and I guess that we grow
The only reason hell won’t break loose is because of death row
Otherwise we would break all the laws and fuck all the rules , it’s true you’ll never know the extent of where your mind can get you
But then we all have our morals , drinking and feeling sorry , every and each single one has personal scars or their body, and I know it’s cliche but everything has a story ,
But they try and say sorry , ay man fuck your apology
I don’t give a damn what you do but just stay out of my lane
Follow your own path only you can make your own life insane
They could make a whole damn movie if they just just looked through my brain
So people hop on their planes in hopes to try to portray , the perfect life they always dreamed of and they just go astray , thunderstorms and waves , going fast down the lane
and they completely ignore the fact that they have now been betrayed
by, their own fuckin brain
Their own mind and their own ambition ,
Put this fuckin life in a chokehold until taps out submission
Blowing out candles and wishing
Fake people always be hissing
Broken couples still kissing
And the angels still pissing cus some thing have never changed , and probably never will, so buckle up for the ride you’re gonna get some thrills and all you can do it prepare ourself for real
You should be chasing happiness now chasing all them bills
I was tired of feeling lonely
sick of being alone.
Sick of thinking bout my mom when she was crying on the phone.
Don't ever wanna go back
i was screaming ready to fight
with the tears in my eyes I didn't care what could happen
screaming begging "mama please make it stop. He's not worth it. He's not worth anything at all."
I love my mama with all my heart, I couldn't stand to see him make her fall apart.
and if I see him again I promise I'm gon protect her no matter the cost.
I'll never leave her side.
I promise mama I'll be with you till the day i die.
Nobody is worth more than you.
I'll put you before everyone.
When I make it to the top
I'll spoil you with all i got.
I'll treat you like a queen, give you everything you need, never let a guy less than hurt you.
I promise mama in the end its gon be me nd you.
Like you always said everything's gon be ok .
Look at us now, could Never care what people say
And as for my brother
Man I love you even when it doesn't show
You were there for me even when I had told you no
I don't care what I said in the past
Ima ride nd ima die for you
Promise to god we gon make our relationship last
As your little sister I always looked up to you
I don't care if I'm younger you call nd I'm there for you
You stayed strong for me when I couldn't
Even when times were hard you checked up on me when everyone wouldnt
You my big brother
I'm your little sister
When you call I'm there
When I call your there
You know I love you man
I know you love me too
And in the end it's always gon be me nd you
Me nd you
Its Me nd you
Me nd you
It's me nd you
And let's get things straight
Things weren't always easy
But when I'm with you im myself and I can act crazy
Yes I love you daddy
I know you love me to
And I promise in the end its gon be me
Now I can't forget about the one I call my sister
She's the one I turned to when I went thru it with who well call mister
You know you've always been my favorite dancer
And if you call I promise I'll always answer
Lifes to short to dread all of our bad times
We need to stop reminiscing and cherish the present
Mama, daddy , my brother, and even lil too.
I want you to know
It's always gon be me nd you
Us against the world
Us against society
Us against the schools
Us agaisnt the media
You name it I'm there for you
You call me and it's gon be me and you
Tuff
really cool beat- especially to write a song about:
sometimes i feel so alone in this world, and it hurts to be different,
yeah i say some words, but i feel so insignificant,
when i say them, i can`t portrey them,
other people can`t undestand them- mostly,
so i can`t stand them, but i try to be,
the person i really be, the person i wanna be,
the person inside of me, but outside of my world,
the words i say are mostly not even really heard,
and i feel like no one understands, no one feels like me,
so i try to hide because they don`t get it right,
it feels like, they missuse it, so i loose grip,
and i don`t know- how to flip- the situation,
to turn in a bad one into a good one,
so i end up to be in frustration,
is there someone, who really understands me,
who feels me, who try to be in society,
try to flee from reality- often,
how can you turn from being insignificant,
to do something magnifficent,
how can you ban all the negativity- you feel,
and i try to heal, maybe it`s just illusion,
just in my head, but the pain is real,
and i cannot go to bed,
it`s not because i am not tired,
it`s because i am sad,
i am so diffently wired,
but when there are things i admire, it brings me higher,
but the feeling- doesn`t stay,
i have to go my way,
but sometimes i see no road, and i try to float,
but that`s the end of the road, there is no boat,
i cannot breath, no air comes into my throat,
and i am so deep under that feeling,
i am searching for some dope, something dope,
to avoid it, and start healing,
but i came to the ceiling,
and i stopped believing,
all i do- is try breathing,
there is no hope, i am totally broke,
life is on my neck, and it choke me,
it feels like a stroke, from being totally broke,
i have to wake up, and to break up,
with this, to get back up,
but it is- how it is, see it- as it is,
you have to get over it,
but i cannot finish it, because i stand up, but sometimes it all comes back- again,
and it fucks my brain, and you may say that`s lame,
and i shouldn`t,- but i feel ashame,
and there seems to be nothing i can gain from it,
nothing solid, i have nothing from it,
just that i know that feeling, and i cannot stop thinking,
and sometimes i have even suicidal thoughts,
and i get really deep in it,
so i need words, behavior or thoughts to break it,
and i am often afraid to make a mistake,
and people are starting often so easily to hate,
and it breaks me, no debate, i hope it`s not to late to change,
cause you shouldn`t avoid a mistake, because if you make something,
you have to risk it, and all the people, who see it as a mistake,
are people who hates, all it does takes like being afraid of making mistakes,
all it do breaks, so you have to start believing,
it`s the word for archieving, and it`s so incredible hard,
and you end up again- having nothing, and it breaks your heart- again and again,
so i start searching for a pen, to be a strory teller,
and i am searching for inspiration, like the show from Pen and Teller-
is maybe- for magicans, in my case i am searching for a beat,
to tell my story, explain how i feel,
equal what you think- this feeling is real,
let it sink- in, and you may understand it or not,
but that`s all i`ve got-, just when you try to understand,
and are willing to open your doors, i can knock-,
and than it`s not a waste of time, you don`t look at a clook,
when you feeling this rhyme,
this beat- i found here- is fire,
i more than willingly to admie it, it brings me higher,
my thoughts- all kind of thoughts- are gone, cause i am lost in my writing and this music,
lost in this beat, thanks for it,
thanks for making- it,
i am not using it for just my benefit,
i am using it to get stuff out of me- like i want it,
but i have to admit- this is agreat benefit,
so i show you something, i hope i showed you-
through this words, just a little thing,
a little window that opened,
and i hope you enjoyed it,
it would be perfect if it ends up to be enjoyment,
or amusement, but i made it for people who are like me,
and often insecure-, and for making sure,
that you are not alone, not a lonely stone- somewhere,
that there are many stones, so let`s beat it like the `rolling stones`,
and write some notes to fire beat or song,
to begin feeling strong, to get a long in- or with life,
to survive and also have enjoyment in life, to feeel free for a moment,
to `sing for a moment` or rap, take a nap from problems you may have in life,
and go deep in it, think deep in it for a sec,
and say what the heck, i am not here alone,
come on, see it, believe it, feel it,
use it, as a benefit, and write something or do,
to make a thing, or think of anything that brings sense into your life,
yeah, yeah,
Can I use this?
@@Francisco-nc6iv yes if u want
Accually. I am not a rapper at all. I mean. AT ALL. But I'm currently in some bad times and I must say i accually wrote a nice flow on this beat. Kinda helped me. Thank you
Nothing went right
I ruinedmy life
So see the light
See the light
มันดันไปรักกับไอ้คนใจร้าย
ความรู้สึกของฉันมันคงจะต้องเริ่มใหม่
ใบหน้าของเธอมันยังไม่มีใครคล้าย
ผมต้องทิ้งความเศร้าและเอาความสุขมาเพิ่มใส่
เธอทิ้งกันไปนานแรมเดือน
ตัวผมยังคงช้ำเช่นเคย
ภาพจำของเรามันลางเลือน
ขอโทษที่ผมไปล้ำเส้นเธอ
ก็ตั้งแต่เธอจากไป ผมเสียใจมาตลอด
ปล่อยให้ควัญจางๆ เคลื่อนคลานมาผ่านหมอก
หลงเธอมาตั้งนานสุดท้ายเป็นที่เธอที่กลับหลอก
ไม่มีอะไรมากมายเพียงแค่ต้องการแค่อยากกอด
โอ้แม่คนสวยเธอคงจะสุขแบบเต็มร้อย
คิดถึงวันวานเก่าๆที่มีเธอในตอนนั้น
ผมไม่ค่อยมีแรงเพราะว่าช่วงนี้ผมนอนน้อย
แต่ใจผมก็สู้ ถึงจะนอนน้อย แต่นอนนะ
0:20
You told me that you wanted to start a family,
you told me that you would never ever leave my side
you told me that you for always wanted to be with me
well apparently that’s the moment the moment when you lied.
When you left my heart was broken
so many words were unspoken
I felt cheated
defeated
dreamless
speechless
so those were lies those nice words at the beaches.
All of my friends were right all along
but I left with you and now I got no one
I got a migraine the pain is ceaseless
and you knew you leaving me was my only weakness
and yes I knew you went to that club in town
but you were my queen you had my crown
but you were there with him
that’s a flag down
Maybe after all these years it’s time to go back to my hometown...
1:03
A aidan sick bro
Amazing work, like i mean it i had so much to write on this
0:41
So much emotion in this beat. I love it!
"Un dia te despiertas
Hablas con tu familia
Ellos te dicen porfavor no estes triste
Estamos con vos despues de todo lo que sufriste
De todo lo que viviste
Te distraes,vas a vestirte
Ya no encuentras el sentido de la vida
Te queres morir, tomas las pastillas
Escribes una nota suicida
Cierras los ojos por ultima vez
Es un dia horrible, esta apunto de llover
Tocan la puerta, tu hermanito te quiere ver
No abres, el piensa que estas durmiendo
cuando enrealidad te estas muriendo
Es la hora de cenar
Tu madre te quiere despertar
Ella sospecha de que algo podia pasar
Se da cuenta de la nota, la comienza a desplegar
No lo puede comprender, empieza a nausear
:,3
Ta vẫn cố gắng tiếp sống từng ngày
Chờ ngày bình yên mà ta mong trở về đây
Hearts broken I’m left here to decay
All my feelings bunch up in the same place
My heart is bold just like a live wire
Stay back I might flame up higher
All you people think my life is a joke
So take back your words before you go and
choke
My heart is beating faster than a drum
So stop talkin all that crap it makes you look dumb.
time wasted same song stuck on repeat,
words faded heart drumming to the beat,
say what i want, dont think before i speak,
if you dont like that then i suggest you leave,they call me TAL theres a reason for my name,
i take notes and i dont play no games,
you tried to fill me with pain but youre just lame,
your snakey faces smiling at me everyday,told you 1,2,3,4,5 times,
how many times i got to repeat the same lines?
you see my name flashing in bold lights,
yeah thats me, growin right before your eyes!
I’m depressed
I’m depressed
More than ever
The word suicide burned to a letter
Stop telling me I’ll be better
Life sucks and it takes so much effort
I’m dying inside
Every tear I hid with another grin
I’m crying inside
Holding my emotions within
I’m cutting this lines
One for every lost friend
Where the fuck is the end
I’m trying to pretend
Act like everything is good
When really I can’t mend
I can’t mend all the holes that tore my heart apart
I always want to take things right to the startI only tell my friends some things
I dont say
I see myself and only want to decay
That I want to drink away my life with a bottle of Henny
I made these scars to not feel empty I hate pity parties
Having people say I’m great when I know I’m not
Even my breathing, I want it to stop
I know I am not perfect
I know that I’m not worth it
I know that I’m hurting
Just fucking pretend
Act like everything is good
Stop acting like my feelings can be understood
I hate opening up
If I tell anyone I cut
It makes me feel so stuck
Stop asking me how I am when you know I’m not great
I act like I am until this depression goes away
I only say I’m okay
That’s a fucking lie
But I can’t tell anyone how I want to die
I make up lies for everytime I cry
More than ever
The word suicide burned to a letter
Stop telling me I’ll be better
Life sucks and it takes so much effort
I’m dying inside
Every tear I hid with another grin
I’m crying inside
Holding my emotions within
I’m cutting this lines
One for every lost friend
Where the fuck is the end
I’m trying to pretend
Act like everything is good
When really I can’t mend
I can’t mend all the holes that tore my heart apart
I always want to take things right to the startI only tell my friends some things
I dont say
I see myself and only want to decay
That I want to drink away my life with a bottle of Henny
I made these scars to not feel empty I hate pity parties
Having people say I’m great when I know I’m not
Even my breathing, I want it to stop
I know I am not perfect
I know that I’m not worth it
I know that I’m hurting
Just fucking pretend
Bist für mich der beste!!!:)
When the beat drops:
"What is wrong with you" "you look deformed"
these are words that came outta ya mouth before
All your tryin to do, is start another war
Bullying is sad, you sound like ya mad
Whats up, why you gotta do this for man.
What would ya do, if they put a blade in their skin, not gonna lie man that ent a win win
Words hurt, words scar, it makes people wanna get hit by a car, someday man your gonna take it to far.
Your words could hurt em, they might be left with a scar across their arm. They ent wantin.
They just wanna live their life, not get closed in by a door, that ent a lie, you never know, they probably cry. and think to themselves.. why.
Thanks to you, they ent happy, wanna move schools but it ent, happening. They probably feel like their in hell, probably screaming for help. No one can hear em, they're being blocked out. What the hell is all this about?
They cant take it no more, they think to themselves, what do i live for? The worst part is you did it all for fun, not knowing the possible outcomes. They feel like youve won, they think that they're done, your not number one, they shine brighter, than the sun.
Would you like it if you got called big and fat? What about if you got called a silly rat. You will probably get mad, and most likely be sad, you might cut because of stress, those thoughts are never the best, nevertheless, that might lead to death.
Suicidal thoughts in their mind, only because your not being kind. Your the only trash that i can find, its sad that your gonna get left behind.
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thank you for makin this man just last week I put a gun to my head thinkin I was ready to end it all but im glad I decided not to and believe me that shits tough to put down once you make your mind up all over a bully dude
@@chaseedwards5722bruh no one deserve to die i am here with you
Amazing Beat Majestick!
It all started when I was only 12 years old,
My whole life went from being warm and happy to being dark and cold,
I met some people they told me that we would never end,
Till they stabbed me in the back and then we were never friends,
They went around and told shit about me that wasn't true,
How the fuck can you say shit that i didn't do to you,
I trusted you with my whole entire life,
And it turned out that behind your back you were holding that knife,
You made my life a fucking hell and that is no lie, I grew deppression so much I wanted to go and die, I had thoughts in my head they were dark without a doubt, like getting a handgun and putting in my mouth, what am i supposed to do, I have No loyal friends now, I tried to end my life and commit suicide,
But something stopped me from having no more golden precious lifetime, the only thing that stopped me was my favourite girI, she is the only thing that kept me on this cruel world, without her i dont know where and how the fuck I would be, she honestly means so god damn much to me, she is the reason why i am still breathing, that i am also living, with the best person that i ever need to have, so fuck my fake friends, Im glad we had an end, our bonds will never mend, and let's not pretend that everything was good, you bullied the shit out of me when I was already in a mood, you said you were sorry, but you didn't mean it, how was I so gullible, to believe your shit, your friends still laughed at me they were talkin tits, I was fine for a while, but I guess I was wrong I started to smoke cigarettes and take hits from a bong, my shitty life had changed, it was no longer a game, I knew in my mind that things would never be the same, it escalated to burning skin and using knifes, then thinking bout no longer bein here and taking my life, you know that kinda shit, that kind people say, "it'll be fine, " it'll be okay, they are talking shit, this hell will never end, unless I act fine, and try to pretend, that everything is good, everything is great, when all I have in my mind is guilt and hate, I have no more to say, Its hard for me to look up, mabye if I cut my wrists one last time my veins will erupt, I sound so harsh but my mind is really just corrupt, I tried to try again, I tried to get some help, but in the end I ended up all by myself.
- I Tried
Yea you was my baby now you out here lying member i was nothing now I am lion standing ten toes down praying to the lord you take my life away all I hear is thunder metal to my brains Don’t know what’s next the devil on my shoulders making me push boulders god is telling me you don’t gotta do this now the gun is toward my head looking at the clouds rain up on my face laid out on the ground my eyes up out of my face now I’m dead now 😖🥺❤️😭
Start from 0:20
This poor man sitting all alone,
alone on the street corner
messed up with his thoughts
about is he worthy like thor?
or is he just torn?
death symbols that he has drawn
on the street floor, with a crayon
that he found lying around,
neglected and alone
he thought it was just like him,
but he just needed a friend.
He can't eat, drink or even breath
it's like the universe is punishing him
what did he do? to deserve this pain?
but he has nothing to gain
as the hunger fades,
getting slimmer and slimmer each day
his face symbols a skeleton
but really he needs so medicine
Pain in his chest that's what he felt
Death on his mind that no one could tell
how he really wants to die
he is just a guy,
that will sit and cry
where people nearby
just exchange goodbyes
I tried to help him but all he said "I'm fine"
but I knew that was a lie.
I gave him some food, some medicine
but all he did was denied.
He sat alone, tears pouring out his eyes
but there was nothing left inside
as he faded in the night
but that night, on Christmas eve
he closed his eyes
dreaming to be reunited with his lost family
but that's the last time I saw him alive.
Pain in my chest of the scene I had to digest
Death on his mind that only I could tell
how he really wants to die
he is just a guy,
that will sit and cry
where people nearby
just exchange goodbyes
I'm sorry I tried.
-----------------------------
Hey, I wanna do a different rap to everyone else's. so I did on poverty and how people mistreat, judge people without actually seeing what they went through to be on the streets. Please, I'm spreading awareness, and no one should die!
-SoftPeas x
That poor man...
That was dope brother, it flowed well
Həyat belədi, kələ kötürdü qaydası,
Bəzən qarşına çıxan kədər olur,
Xoşbəxtlik gözlədiyin məhlələrin arasında.
Bəzən bilə bilə nifrəti axtarır tapır
İnsan, bu qədər xoşbəxtliklər arasında.
Yaranı sarımağın özü də ağır işdi,
Tək qalıb ağrılarla ağlamaq daha rahatdı,
Dözüb, axıra qədər bir yerdə olmaq da çətin,
Nə qədər ki hər yeni addım atmaq narahatlıq.
Bir az çıx özündən, bir mənim gözümlə bax,
Yaralar mı daha böyük, ya bizim varlığımız?
Yadındadı, necə də sevincliydik,
İlk dəfə konsertə bilet aldığımız
Gün,
Həmin gündən dəyişən yoxdu heç nə,
Yenə də səhərlər qucağında,
Gecələr telefonda səssizcə,
Səsli mesajlar zənglər və daha neçə
Görüşlər, etiraflar, heç biri deyil heçə
Mən sərhədləri qırana qədər birgə,
Axıra qədər bezmədən, yorulmadan
Qolumuzdakı zəncirləri sayaraq yoxa,
Tut əlimdən cənnətə gedən yol səndən keçir qalxaq yuxarı
Yeni sevgi axtarsam, qəlbim başqa sevgilərə toxdu,
Bilki sənin məndən, mənim səndən savayı heç kimim yoxdu
awesome beat like always man.
Een brief die ik voor me zelf en alle mensen heb geschreven die het moeilijk hebben. Het is nog niet af (ben ook beginnend met schrijven) Ik hoop dat het aanslaat ( waargebeurd ).
A letter i write for myself en all the people who are struggling in their lifes. Its not done yet ( i am a fresh songwriter ) So dont hate please. I hope this letter gets you because its real talk. ( you have to translate this ) its dutch
Terug in de tijd. Dan had ik alles anders gedaan. Had ik nu een nog beter leven en sterker in me
schoenen gestaan. Veel shit mee gemaakt maar nooit durven schrijven. Mijn pijn is iets
dat niet veel mensen zullen begrijpen. Altijd een lach op me gezicht en het beste er van gemaakt.
Nooit me bek open getrokken want dan kreeg ik een pak slaag. Het was een lange rit van veel
stress en pijn. Maar nu jaren later ben ik eindelijk de persoon die ik altijd al wilde zijn.
Haters die blijven er altijd. Maar ik heb geleerd dat die haters geen fuck waard zijn. haters zijn degene
Die jou kracht moeten geven om op te staan. Je dromen waar te maken en het hoogst haalbare na te streven.
dus Blijf op het rechte pad en doe iets met je leven.
Dit is een brief die ik graag met iedereen wilde delen. Geen bullshit maar tekst dat uit mijn hart komt. Het hart
dat het nu wel is tijd vond, om alles op te schrijven wat mij al die jaren dwars zat. Om jullie te laten weten
wat mij al die tijd hoop gaf. Niet veel woorden zijn er nodig om je negatieve kant van het leven te omschrijven.
Negativiteit is menselijk en moeilijk weg te cijferen. Maar als je hard blijft werken dan zul je beloond worden en er iets
goeds voor terug krijgen.
Cyka Blyat yo can you please send this text to my insta or snapchat
Cyka Blyat kunje deze tekst aub naar men snap of insta sturen ik heet op beide donald_m4gic zodat ik kan kopieren want op yt gaat da ni
Cyka Blyat alvast bedankt
really good i translated it: A letter that I wrote for me and all the people who have a hard time. It is not finished yet (am also starting with writing). I hope it will work (true).
A letter i write for myself and all the people who are struggling in their lifes. It's not done yet (i am a fresh songwriter) So dont hate please. I hope this letter gets you because its real talk. (you have to translate this) its dutch
Back in time. Then I would have done everything else. Now I had an even better life and stronger in me
shoes. I made a lot of shit but never dared to write. My pain is something
that not many people will understand. Always a smile on my face and made the best of it.
Never pulled my mouth open because then I got a beating. It was a long drive of a lot
stress and pain. But now years later I am finally the person I always wanted to be.
Haters who always stay there. But I have learned that those haters are not worth a fuck. haters are the ones
Which should give you strength to stand up. Realizing your dreams and striving for the highest possible.
So stay on the right path and do something with your life.
This is a letter that I wanted to share with everyone. No bullshit but text that comes from my heart. The heart
that it is now time to write down everything that bothered me all those years. To let you know
which gave me hope all this time. Not many words are needed to describe your negative side of life.
Negativity is human and difficult to ignore. But if you continue to work hard, you will be rewarded and there will be something
good for getting back.
tof ge maakt
Gd work.... Perfekt beat
I’ve tried and tried but my life don’t ride
I’ve tired and tired but my life don’t glide
I’ve struggled I’ve felt but my life ain’t right
I’m filled with pain and I’m filled with hate
But my life ain’t fair
I wish you knew
Yh my life ain’t fair and I wish you knew
I wanna tell all this pain but I can’t
It’s like everyday I’m sad but I wanna feel sane
I’m in maze every move I make is the wrong one to take
Every Corner I’m making a mistake
Fuxk this all I feel pain
Yh I’ve got mates but none of them feel this way
So I sit back take a toke and blow it away
Forgot how I feel for one day
I’d give anything to feel no pain
But know life ain’t fair
No one gonna give me my way
I’ve been hated
I’ve had no one
I’ve felt alone
Don’t moan u got everything it might seem like nothing but for me I’d kill to be you
To have that shoe
To be making a move
Don’t take nothin for granted
Someone always wants to be like you
U don’t wanna be me
Open up your eyes you’ll fucking see
It’s been rough like the see
Chopping and changing still nothings enough
Ringing up bro asking have u go that stuff
I’m smoke a paper plane and fly away
Trynna forget how I’m feeling everyday
I ain’t had nothing Handed On plate
This shit is real ain’t none of it fake
I’m hoping this happiness is late
Cus I want it come and everything be okay
’ve tried and tried but my life don’t ride
I’ve tired and tired but my life don’t glide
I’ve struggled I’ve felt but my life ain’t right
this is a sick beat posted my track yesterday and used this beat ..it matched perfectly with the track i wanted to do ,keep it up bro
Imi spuneai sa te sustin
Sa fiu de-acord cu tine
Si am facut-o mai mereu findca'am vrut sa fie bine
Imi spuneai mereu de vise
Cum sa le construim
Iar intr-o pasa proasta
Nu stiai de ce vorbim
Schimba placa, pune placa
Fiecare pe un drum
Prea multa apa de ploaie ce s-a transformat in scrum
Nu e real ce zici aici, dar cum sa fie asa
Apa nu se face scrum da s-a facut relatia
Totul e facut deja nu e timp de vorbarie
Asta e n-avem ce face intre noi nu e chimie
Du-te pe drumul tau eu imi vad de treaba mea
E ciudat cum dragostea e ca durerea de masea
N-a trecut bine o zi si tu esti deja pe val
Ce sa inteleg din asta, asta e visu' tau penal
Puteai sa mi-o spui in fata ca ai dat de altcineva
Nu sa vi ca proasta aici si sa plangi in fata mea..
Ai sa plangi.. ti-am zis-o de multe ori
Credeai ca daca o sa pleci o s-ajungi dincolo de nori
Te-am vazut cu el de mana, am vazut cum se purta
Cand tu erai cu el si el era cu gasca sa
De ce ma minti asa cum ca toate ar fi roz
Sa inteleg ca tu ma minti pe mine sa obti un..
Si daca'ar fi sa fie fericire cum zici tu
Pacat facebook-ul te da de gol, cu zambetul
De ce ma suni pe mine daca el te multumeste
Ca el nu e ca mine el asta-i prost asta greseste
Si cine nu greseste, n-are cum sa iubeasca
Si cine n-a invatat sa ierte n-o sa reuseasca
Ca stiu de ce ma suni pe mine,
Pun, zambet pe buze
In timp ce al tau vine acasa cu buzunare de scuze
Si, tu erai cea care zicea sa nu mai vorbim
Ca daca o vom face mai rau o sa ne ranim
ce poveste incurcata ai plecat sa te intorci
Nu am inima burete ca sa poti sa o mai storci
Nu tre sa te strofoci
Lupta pentru visul tau
Ala mare si real in care nu eram si eu
Cica singura se poate si ai nevoie de un timp
E prea multa galagie.. asta-i singuru motiv
Ti-aduci aminte fiecare vorba pe care o spuneai
Ca era asa de mare incat in ea si tu credeai
Imi ziceai numai de vise, minciuni adevarate
Si am impresia ca toate sunt citate dintr-o carte
Smi spuneai ca nu se poate, cand defapt se putea
Si-am realizat si eu cu timpul ca lipsea totusi ceva
Prea multa apa de ploaie prea multa supa la plic
Comunicare 0 deci nu am facut nimic
Se pare ca a fost degeaba te rog sa nu ma mai suni
Nu pot sa dau in spate findca nu cred in minuni..
I feel so bad but the music you make brings me back to other thoughts. I always think "what a shit live and why do I make so many mistakes" thanks to the songs I do not scratch anymore ...
I love you❤❤❤❤❤
I miss you kolten...
0:18
Kolten why’d you have to go and hit that teacher, I been here longer than your preacher, been here when you had no one to believe in, when I saw you in that fight I couldn’t believe it, I knew it was over and it just didn’t seem sense, I was chillin in class I knew you were leavin. Even after that you were my ride and die, I still miss you and my strings are tied, I wanna chill with you and you know I tried, can’t believe you’re gone i still think at night, I think about all the times we had, smokin weed drinking drinks and drivin bad. I know you’re depressed but we love you, haven’t seen you in forever but I trust you, been way to long but You must choose, is it tville gang or just buck chews
Just remember don’t do stupid shit, it ain’t worth it over a stupid bitch, friends are more important and you know it’s true, look who’s been here stuck with you, been here since day 2 friends forever and we stuck like glue and I love you. I still remember when we watched the movie, giglin man that shit was goofy, soon you’ll be a star and your life will be a movie, to get you back I would do anything, and by that I say any means, to get you in my life you still in my dreams.
Kolten why’d you have to leave my life, I know someday you’ll have a wife, you just need some guidance in your life, and I’m here for you, but I miss you, and I know you do too but kolten, I miss you...
aydın feyz alıyor insanından
hayır gelmez suyundan havasından
çok hayal bıraktım köşe başına
umudumun sınırları karanlık sokaklar
çizgimi bozmadım kendimi bozdum
dostlarımı satmadım ve kalbimden vuruldum
sana verdiğim değerle taşı diriltirdim
ilkokulda bıraktım ben gülümsemeyi
Been a long time since i was young my cousin are being rode when i dident do any fink to them
You lied to my face
You lied to my heart
You lied when l was tore a port
I did’nt no what to do he was always lying when I did’nt do any fing and then you where like i sorry
I hope you liked it
Like sorry
Every Day is a harder say from me. Im just glad that I haven't given up on life. I just don't know how to express my feelings. It's seems like im losing my mind. Every single day I try to be ok but I just can't be ok. I have so much going on with my life. I just hope it gets better later on. I know that everything takes time
*Hurting In Hell*
0:21 61sec
Forgive me,
I've always just been a she,
always been a poor degree,
comments online that you worth it, i disagree,
put down since I was 3,
love me, I plea,
uncared for, set me free,
i want to hear the sea and laugh with the bees,
not imprisoned watching the wind hit the trees,
I find happiness then I pay a fee,
help me
you took my heart and threw away the key.
I've got no family to kiss and hug,
I just carry on with my cardboard looking like a mug,
everyday is a continuous cycle of wanting to pull the plug,
crawling, sick, feeling like a bug,
small and worthless, give me those drugs
there's nothing else to do,
just cry and shrug
22
Help me,
I am hurting in hell,
Stumbled and fell,
now im hurting in hell,
im under a spell,
im in a dark cell
yeah
stuck in this motel,
kicked out out of home, yeah, mind is killing like Annabelle,
Annabelle,
My dad died,
All I do is cry,
He keeps telling me to try,
I'm too shy, now he's disappointed and he sighs,
oh my,
now my mums got a new guy,
oh lord, hi, i gotta go, bye,
why, why, why,
i can't,
try, try, try
i wanna,
fly, fly, fly
fly,
never had that support,
running like a fucking sport, Usain Bolt,
meet me at the airport,
bring my passport,
im gonna jump, be my fuckin escort
yeah
Wow
Dopee
Tht crazy bro
Best💯💯💯💯 beats
I was 8 years when I fell in love she was perfect, I stuck around for a while like it had purpose, she made me feel special she made feel something different ,I'm still hurt thinkin I t was my fault when it isn't , hanging out all the time I thought it meant something, found she had a man it didn't mean nothin, don't wanna be to clingy so ain't no cuffin, tryna keep a poker face ain't no bluffing, than winter rolled round, shortie was goin out to the cottage, we had similar thought about school and college, homie a fool no knowledge, she was comin back, I'm ready to pop the question, I looked her in her eyes and say shortie just listen, she said no I broke wit that bum last weekend, black bruise on her face I said that nigga tweaking, rolled up to his crib with no remorse, knocked on his window, ripped out the fuckin door,you about catch my fade, what u waiting for, sat back while he swinging, go ham on em tell he bleeding n bleeding, i said pussy boi u better pray, cuz you gon hate me for the rest of your life starting today, his mom walks out side and she's blue in the face, grabbed the blade I was tweaking, tryna get em to weaken up, add the pain on top of the pain because the blade ain't cut deep enough, I was shocked I just stood there with my eyes closed, I couldn't bare to watch I wished I had a blindfold, yea, I couldn't battle this fight but I always kept my head up when the matter was tight.
No tears left to cry. Can’t stay strong no matter how much I try sitting here waiting for you as I sink deeper can’t believe you left me again why can’t someone to love too ashamed to step outside, I am a freak not wanted wherever I step people I tried I tried so broken can’t put the prices back I lost myself I put a brave face for everyone but every night I sit wondering why no one loves sick of faking this smile, everyone can’t see I’m dying inside
No one:
Girl at begining: this is -__----___