Rewatching this podcast because I just found out last week my baby's heart was no longer beating at my 12weeks appointment... I know The Lords plan are bigger and better and not to harm us... but I've been a wreck ever since... my husband and I are greiving but leaning on Our Abba Father....
We are so sorry for your loss, dear friend. You do not grieve alone. Praying for you and your husband. Please send us an email at asformeandmyhousepodcast@gmail.com. We’d love to send you a little something.
@@liyahnadeau3005 praying for you mama… So an update with me is this past Wednesday was my first ultrasound for my supposed to be rainbow baby… and there was no heartbeat… I was 9 weeks and 3 days but my baby stopped growing at 9 weeks.. I am home now waiting for my body to pass the baby. Now I have two amazing babies in the Lords arms😞💔
@@mrscurtkcI’m so sorry for your losses and the grief you must be feeling. You are not alone and you are in my prayers. May God hold you ever so tight and give you peace that surpasses all understanding. Sending you love, dear mama.
“I’m not afraid of your questions” I needed that so bad. My daughter Lily was stillborn at 34 weeks Dec 2021. Something that helped me too right after was something another mother wrote who had stillborn twins, she said “my daughters are living out what we are living for”. Fast toward a year and a half; our son Owen is here now, he’s six months old and his due date was Lilys birthday.
🥹 Your comment is so sweet. I love what you shared from another loss momma, it resonates since we lost our son Greyson at 32 weeks to stillbirth also. Such pain but so much beauty in babies being in heaven❤️
God bless him. Remember, those that fall asleep are not oblivious to the going ons here on earth. Pray for our departed loved ones. ❤ God bless and keep you
Milena the peace of God is literally all over you. You can see it. Through the most hurting thing to go through, peace, the joy that you still share is incredible.
My heart is with you. You are not alone. I lost my beautiful Sutton Olivia 3-2-23. I found out the day before she most likely passed while I was sleeping and delivered her the next day at 15 weeks 3 days gestation and after passing her I almost died. Only Jesus kept me alive. My doctor said it’s a miracle I am here and my case has never happened in the thousands of women he has seen. I burried a child at 27 years old and it was my absolute worst nightmare. I will say, there is hope in Jesus. I am now pregnant again. I conceived 8 weeks later and NONE of this was planned but my God, he goes before me and he already knew. You’re not alone in this mom and dad. My heart is truly grieving with you as I’m also grieving our precious daughter. God gave me peace in knowing Sutton Olivia didn’t need me anymore but my children and husband on earth still do. She’s okay. But my purpose on earth and ministry is not finished. I love you both. I’m so sorry you know this pain
Thank you both for sharing your process testimony is a blessing.❤ i had a miscarriage on june 07 My Lord is my strenght ❤🏡. i dont feel alone just time and patience to heal. I have my 3 blessings my 3 boys that needs me .as a daughter of God i will keep up working in my ministry ❤❤❤❤❤🏡😇
It’s weird to say this but it’s so beautiful in a way to see you weep because it just reminds me and anyone who watches that we all hurt, we all have tribulations, and I wish I could just give you both a hug. I hope you find joy that your baby is with the almighty lord! ❤
This is how you know Milena & Jordan love people. They did not have to do this at all but out of obedience & love for God & people. Wow. Praying for them & praying for those that live through a difficult season like this one. ❤️ praise God, He’s so good always.
Thank you for your vulnerability, I’m so sorry for your loss but God’s working is so beautiful and evident. As you proclaim His goodness He will accomplish so much. Love y’all
“Time is not a healer it is just a revealer of how God does the healing” that sounds like a Darry-ism. 😊 Also, unbelievably grateful for this message. Bless you both. ❤
I truly sympathize with you guys especially with this topic. God gave me the desire to start a family with my husband about a year ago and by His grace, we got pregnant the week of our wedding anniversary last September with twin boys. We were filled with so much joy and happiness. But we lost them a day before our 20th week on the first week of January. It was very hard for my family and I but after the mourning definitely came joy. We ended up getting pregnant without planning and I’m currently 10 weeks. The beautiful thing about my story is that it brought me so much closer to Christ. I’ve depended on Him like never before and He showed me a side I’ve never seen before. He is so good and I pray that He will be all that you need Him to be plus more in this season and the next. God will restore what you guys lost and He will do so abundantly. I love you guys ❤️
Old enough to be your parents here. We are grieving but also rejoicing in seeing Jesus bring out so much good from baby Jirah’s life already. So moved by the Holy Spirit’s power working in and through your life. What a testimony he’s giving you day to day. Keep running your race well sweet brother and sister. He is raising an army up to be praying for you
You guys are such a brave and empowering couple. I truly admire you guys putting your lives out there and remaining so faithful. My husband and I went through a Miscarrage in december at 14 weeks. Watching your videos that you recently posted have tremendously helped. I remember sitting there and thinking I really wish you could give me advice, And although I wish you never could because it's sad, I'm so happy that I have your videos and you to look up to. God is good, And faith has definitely helped me get through this mess. In one Of your recent videos you quoted a verse about your treasures being in heaven, In that one quote has really stuck to me. I thank you guys for putting your lives out there, because it has truly helped me in so many ways. You guys have truly helped me get stronger in my faith, And truly become the better version of myself. I will keep you guys in my prayers, Keep doing what You guys do best❤
I went through a loss too in January. Husband and I were watching The Chosen at the time it happened and the season 3 finale mirrored the emotions that we delt with as well. It’s amazing how God really Carrie’s us through these hard things. I’m also happy y’all had that support. With our situation no one in the family prayed for us or cared
I just found out this weekend that we also lost our baby. It was our first and I was 8 weeks. I didn’t think I’d need to listen to this podcast when I saw you posted. Although it hurts to need to listen to it, I am glad you shared your thoughts and feelings. It reminds me that I’m not alone and so many women go through this. Thank you for the words spoken and reminders that God is peace and love. He also sacrificed His only son. It doesn’t seem like it some days but I know He is also crying with me when I pray. Thank you guys again♥️
Thank you both for showing such bravery. There’s a million things I could say, all I will say is thank you and the light of the Holy Spirit shines as bright as the sun through you both and your marriage. Much love 🤍
I completely understand Jordan's prayer. Its a prayer of good faith, and believing that our God is capable of everything & anything 🤍 I've never lost a child, but if I ever went through what you guys have gone through I would have prayed the same. I wouldn't have been surprised if our baby's heart started beating again. Thats how wonderful & amazing He is. 🙏🏻 I'm so happy God has brought you both such peace during this hard season. ❤
i just watched "The Shack" last night and all i can think is how blessed you both are to be so close to lord through all of this. He collects every tear, never abandons, and works ALL things for our good. Im really proud and can just imagine god heart beaming having his beloved run to him FIRST in a time of great pain and mourning. Sending so much love your way!
I feel like youre sharing this in a more vulnerable way they most would... And there is hardly anything like this from a man's perspective done in such a vulnerable way. Jordan, your tears are conveying strength. Just wanted you to know that. Milena, your strength is evident as well. This is an amazing testimony of how a husband and wife draw rheir strength from God and each other.
I had a silent miscarriage at my first pregnancy at 8 weeks. Now we have a 2.5 year old girl who is the love of our lifes. I know how painful it is, and i Wonder how much more painful it must be after having kids because we've experienced a mother/father love. May God keeps giving confort to you guys. ❤
I watched this video the day before I went for a check up ultrasound. I was supposed to be 13+5 but baby had stopped growing at 11+5. All I can say is thank you. Thank you for sharing this video. When I was watching this video, I was admiring how you were calm through the storm, even tearing up with you, especially when you said you would not let fear or the enemy win. You helped give me strength to trust in the lord and to also be calm when I was told my baby no longer had a heartbeat. I don't know why it happened, but I trust in the Lord with his reasoning and timing. Even though I felt heartbreak, I felt his presence of peace throughout.
Thank you! I’d give anything to have support like you. No one ever speaks of my lost child. It’s like he is forgotten. But, to me, he was everything. He died by suicide, and I think there are still people who lack sympathy because of that. My guilt never lessens, and all my mistakes are fresh in my mind. Life is empty and I wish for it to be short for me. I pray for you and your beautiful family.
Wow, I know this was 1+ year ago but I swear I felt the pain of that room and how the Lord is using both of you in this 1 hour of listening to you today. Today I moved out of my old place and honestly, a low income salary, low finances, and this unexpected moving situation has made me feel at my lowest of lows. I’ve doubted God and today, the stress of the move made me start making a plan of all the ways I was going to run away from God and go back to my life before Christ. After hearing y’all share about this loss and grieve it with much wisdom, one line shifted my view (and maybe saved me from becoming an atheist). “Don’t run from God, run to God.” If you can run to the Lord and run to Jordan like that, I’m pretty sure I can run to God like that. Thank you Milena, Gabby ❤
2 weeks ago, I commented on the video you posted about your miscarriage. Come to find out, I'd be going through my first miscarriage a week later. This podast was truly something my heart needed. Thank you for sharing this part of your life, your strength and vulnerability is so comforting. ❤️
Bawling over here but so so encouraged by your worship through the storm. You guys are processing through this in such a healthy way, taking it slow- allowing yourselves to feel everything but praying consistently - taking these burdens to the Lord who cares for you. Know that you are so upheld by the Lord but also so held up in prayer by us all. We love you guys
Rewatching this one, I’m searching for comfort, your story makes cry 😢 , we are going through this now, I was 8 weeks pregnant, and lost it, it’s been hard, but the lord knows exactly what I need,❤ I love your podcast.
But even if He doesn’t He is still good.. that statement is so powerful! My brother in law was in a really bad motorcycle accident end of April and he’s paralyzed from the waist down. He was in the icu for 6 weeks and for the longest time we were praying for him to be able to walk again (I know anything is possible with God) but it’s medically near impossible with a complete spinal cord injury. And it just gave me tunnel vision and I wasn’t able to see the bigger picture. We get so caught up in the things God isn’t doing that we can’t see everything He is doing. The statement “but if not, He is still good” truly changed my whole mindset. The Lord has walked before you and already knew this was going to happen
We are in this together. Thank you so much for sharing your healing journey. It means so much to me after miscarrying my first pregnancy earlier this month (June 3rd, the same day my grandmother passed away) there is always hope in Christ.
Dear Milena, I have been following your channel since you were engaged and it has been so comforting as you always walk through the life stages a few months - year before I do which feels like we have walked through it all together. Your videos have always been such a comfort. Our family is currently experiencing my first miscarriage. I have a 3 and 1 year old and your videos have been so helpful. My husband and I watch the podcast videos together and it has really helped our marriage.
Milena and Jordan, my heart and prayers go out to you two. I am so sorry for your loss and cannot imagine the pain you have been suffering. I loved what you have talked about in this podcast and it is incredibly encouraging to watch how God has given you such peace, comfort, and community throughout this season. You two have been a beacon of hope and peace even in such difficult times, and your faith, steadfastness and sanctification has been such a witness to the world. It is incredible how God is being glorified through you both. He is still good 🤍
You guys are such a BLESSING!!! So many people need to hear this. Your vulnerability & pain is so sad, but we know we need to open up in order to heal. The Lord is always with you. I am praying for all of you...and yes this life is all about GLORIFYING THE LORD. Love you guys, but GOD LOVES YOU MORE ❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing your experience. 3 weeks ago I had a miscarriage and I believe God brought me to this message on purpose. I’m living through everything you’re speaking about.
I have never been through this, so I can never understand the pain and hurt that you must be going through as a family! May God continue to give you peace, love and joy through this. I truly pray that God continue to use your joy to bless other families. My heart grieves along with your family. My family is with the Ciciotti Family in this time! We love you!
Last year I lost my first little girl I felt everything you 2 have said. It’s hard it’s unfair but Gods will is always better than ours. I am 29 weeks carrying my rainbow baby girl. So grateful to get this far. This pregnancy was filled with so much uncertainty but I’m grateful for a Gods grace throughout this whole process. No pain compares but you will live with the pain and one day it won’t hurt you’ll feel at peace I know my little girl is in a better place than me and that gives me so much comfort.
I'm 38 weeks pregnant right now and I have had 2 miscarriages both early in the first trimester. I could not imagine losing a baby at 17 weeks. My heart goes out to you both! And I will keep you in my prayers. Family was amazing during those hard times. The only thing I got from doctors was "back in my day, we just called it a heavy period" or just pushing birth control to prevent it from happening again. So I just ignored it like I thought I was supposed to, as a result, it took years to heal. I have cried so much for the babies I lost during this pregnancy and I have let fear control until I was in my third trimester. I had such a bad mindset all bc I wouldn't let myself grieve and wouldn't let myself enjoy this pregnacy to the fullest out of fear that something bad could happen. It is so important to grieve! I wish so much I knew this years ago.
a heavy period😦So sorry you went through that and had those things said to you, I dont know you, but I'm so happy for you and your baby, I wish you the best life ❤
Thank you for posting this. I found out yesterday at my twelve week appointment that I will be miscarrying this baby. Baby didn’t make it passed eight weeks. Thank you for always pointing back to Christ. I had no clue the pain people felt going through a situation like this.
I’ve lost a baby to and it was the worst feeling but your exactly right the lord is so good ❤ thank you for sharing this your amazing for not allowing the enemy to sow fear into your heart for future pregnancies
Thank you for posting this. I’m so sorry for y’all’s lost. I’m sitting here feeling the worst I’ve ever felt. We lost our little girl at 13 weeks pregnant on June 11, 2023, and I can remember telling God through tears and anger that He is still good. I know He is, I just don’t understand. Her heart stopped at 9 weeks 1 day, and my body continued to grow and prepare for this baby despite her no longer growing. It’s a 1-5% chance of this happening in all the pregnancies there will ever be. I believe I killed our precious baby, and I now hate myself for it. Please pray for me. I’m trying to lean on God and His word and tell Him how I’m feeling but I’m so angry with Him and myself. We have another daughter who is 18-months-old, and my husband and I are just trying to make it through.
I will be praying for you and your family. Don’t let yourself bare the guilt of something that was out of your control. God has a plan for you and your family even through tough situations such as this were it seems no hope/positivity can be produced from it. 💓💗
@@Lilredhead9 thank you for praying for me. I’m now doing much better. The hurt is still there and I still cry, but my God! He’s so good. I no longer feel suicidal and I’m currently pregnant again. I’m about 7 weeks 2 days. When I first found out I was pregnant, I cried and cried and cried. I was so scared, but then I kicked that fear out the window, and I’ve been peaceful every since. Whatever God’s will is, so be it. I’ll praise Him anyways.
@@gearlesashley114 thank you for praying for me. I’m now doing much better. The hurt is still there and I still cry, but my God! He’s so good. I no longer feel suicidal and I’m currently pregnant again. I’m about 7 weeks 2 days. When I first found out I was pregnant, I cried and cried and cried. I was so scared, but then I kicked that fear out the window, and I’ve been peaceful every since. Whatever God’s will is, so be it. I’ll praise Him anyways.
Lost our sweet baby at 13 weeks along and didn't deliver the baby until 3 months later. Even though the waiting process was hard the Lord really took care of my husband, myself and our sweet baby in the process. Now we have three children here with us and three babies waiting for us in heaven.
So sorry for you loss, me and my family just lost out baby boy at 35+ weeks in Febuary. I’ve also said the same thing as you God I know your Good but it hurts so many times. Gods goodness really did shine in my darkest night. ❤
This hit home to me. I have two special needs sons and when people ask me do you want more children I always say no…because of the fear of having another child with special needs and the hardships that accompany it seem impossible to me. Hearing this perspective reminds me that God loves my children so much more than I love them…and I would die for them…and our God has already given his son to die for me and them. I have to remember not to close off myself to what the Lord has in store of my family. I am running to him in awe of who he is.
The verse that got me through my loss was “I will not cause suffering without allowing something new to be born says the Lord” Isaiah 66:9 It doesn’t make it any easier, but when I look at my rainbow baby girl, I’m so thankful to God, and for the baby we lost, because without losing them, I wouldn’t have my daughter and I’m comforted in God’s plan for her life.
I just found out last week that I lost my first baby at 13 weeks. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 3 years, and when we finally did we felt such a strong feeling that this would work out and end in a healthy baby. This has left us with so many questions, and so much hurt, but there has been a constant spirit of peace. The hardest thing has been keeping the fear away. The fear of trying again, the fear of future miscarriages, the fear that our family will never be earth-side. It’s so hard, but I have never felt Jesus closer. Praise be to God.
I’m just grateful to find you for this video related God. I just got miscarriage since August 2, 2024 for my 4th baby on 10 weeks 4 days pregnant 😔 I have similar to Milena’s situation. I have 3 children with healthy pregnancies until it’s my first time miscarriage….
Thank you Milena and Jordan for being vulnerable with us. It’s truly a difficult thing. It’s comforting to know that we’re not the only ones going through this and you being real is a great blessing to everyone going through it as well💕 We lost our first baby boy at 22 weeks it was really hard, but we are thankful to the Lord about how much peace we have about it now, 5 months later knowing he is in the Father’s hands. May God continue to protect you and give you peace and comfort♥️♥️
I'm sorry for your loss 😢, my husband and I are going through something very hard 😢 we can't even be together at the moment but the Lord is strengthen us through it all, we cannot make it any other way, only through Yahshua ❤ Thank you so much for being so vulnerable and sharing this
Wow I cried with this podcast. I have never experienced a miscarriage and I am so sorry for your loss, and to any parents who have lost a child. Please don’t blame God for this, just know that God has everything under control, God is so good and so merciful. God bless you Milena and Jordan.
The Lord bless and keep you both during this difficult season of loss. In your pain, I can see that He is growing you both in Himself and using you as a strength and help to others who are also walking through this. Keep clinging to Him and fall into His loving arms for rest and peace in your times of need. ❤️
Milena, I don’t want to tell you how you should grieve because this is a horrible time, but I want you to know that from the Father’s heart He did not take away Jireh from you. He isn’t a Father that takes away life. He takes away depression, sadness, anger and more. Some things like this are unexplainable and I can not be more sorry and heartbroken for and your family. Truly thank you so much for sharing. 1 Corinthians 13-12 TPT “For now we see but a faint reflection of riddles and mysteries as though reflected in a mirror, but one day we will see face-to-face. My understanding is incomplete now, but one day I will understand everything, just as everything about me has been fully understood.”
I had a chemical pregnancy . The hard part was people not thinking my positives were positive. I had multiple friends look and they saw what I saw. Days later I bled. I believe it just wasn’t time and God has a plan
My heart is with you. We lost our baby at 5 1/2 weeks. We haven’t been able to get pregnant since and it’s been the most difficult journey. I wish I had your point of view when I walked through it ❤
True faith is while being sad like you rightfully, you know the Almighty has a better plan than us. Not sure if Christianity has the same thing but in Islam, our lost children will be calling for us to join them in heaven and reach out for us. May God keep you patient
It's okay to not be okay. I am really concerned about Milena her mental health. It's getting scary, also with the latest vlogs. I think she needs a therapist.
This is actually an extremely healthy way for a couple to handle a loss like this together. God is so far above what we expect, He can give immeasurable peace and unexplainable joy right in the midst of grief- it does not mean it’s unhealthy. Quite the opposite.
Really? That’s surprising, what I see and seen is a couple who truly love the Lord! Who in the midst of hurt give they give honor to the Lord. And thank Him! At the end of the day grief is real, and it looks different for everyone. Yes we should always seek wise counsel through trials. But don’t worry just pray for them and believe that the Lord will continue to bless them! Remember you just see snip bits of their life.
i totally agree. it’s okay not to be okay! i can see the pain in her eyes even when she says she has peace or she is calm. the pain in both of them is so sad😢 hope they can heal❤️
Thank you for your bravery, i lost my baby last year august :( and before that i lost my mum... worst period of my life it was:( but God.......without Him i wouldnt be where i am Because He lives i can face tomorrow and only a living God can give real hope.He comforted me with Isaiah 61 3 Thats my beauty for ashes year.... Praying for my rainbow baby,and i pray for you that you experience God closeness like never before. God bless you abundantly xxx
Much love to you Ciccioti family ❤ I'm truly sorry for your loss 💔 It's a pain you wouldn't wish on anyone but God will restore... Praying for you 🙏 I just love how much you've both grown in your faith over these years! May God richly bless your family & may you allow Jesus Christ to take you even deeper 🙏I've been here since you just found out you were expecting Alethea ❤ Lamentations 3:22-31 is what has helped me through these months of a similar storm as you. The Book of Psalms has also been my comfort and has given me so many prayer topics🙏 There's an enormous attack on families going on right now. The enemy is fighting families especially Christian ones the most in various ways but our Lord Jesus Christ has already won the victory. We just have to continue to claim it through the Word of God, prayer & fasting. Jesus is allowing these attacks, storms, trials to test our faith & love for Him however. To see if, after all is said and done, our hope will still be in Him. We plead the Blood of Jesus Christ of Nazareth over all our marriages, families, babies (in utero & out), children, health, finances in Jesus Christ Mighty Name. Amen 🙏🙏🙏
I truly wish I would have heard this when I lost my baby. I lost my mother then I lost my baby (miscarriage). It was my happiness after such a hard time and I just felt like it got ripped away from me. I got pregnant again two months after and completely feared to lose this baby I put myself in bed rest didn’t want to do anything that could make me lose this baby. I know I shouldn’t of but it was what made me feel better. I wish I would have went about it another way! Also my fourth baby and you couldn’t have said it any better watching your kids grow and do all theses thing that you won’t get to see your baby do! For me no one understood what I was going through. It was kinda like oh you lost a baby ok well at least you didn’t lose it after you had it bc then it would be harder. How dare you! How could someone say that it made me shut down and not speak about it. Sorry for the rant but I feel like finally someone understands it does hurt very much no matter how many babies you have had.
This was absolutely beautiful. The Spirit is truly at work in this podcast. Please link your references in the description. Thank you so much for sharing your life and your passion to help your brothers and sisters in Christ. 🩷🩵💜💚
Everything has a purpose at the end, this might have been to bring you closer together. About pregnancy: Feeling fine is indeed NOT a sign of something being wrong. I had that feeling almost my whole first pregnancy, like that I felt well no complaints was too good to be true. (Maybe also because I had a early miscarriage at 6weeks while feeling pretty ok). But worried me my first full pregnancy Even to the point I thought probably my delivery will be a nightmare, but all the worry was Thank God in Vain. It was a Painful but nice delivery and now I have a healthy almost 5 year old. So my second pregnancy I enjoyed more by knowing that feeling well for me is All is well, and second delivery was less pain and quicker and Now My Second little 2year old. All that to say, don’t let fear destroy your Joy until it is Confirmed something is wrong. God Bless
I found out I was pregnant the moment I miscarried. I didn’t know I was pregnant, I was on birth control, in a loving relationship. I was most likely 7-8 weeks pregnant. When I found out I miscarried I was in disbelief and I felt relief. I knew what I would do, but my body made that difficult decision for me. Miscarriage is a result of chromosomal abnormalities most of the times and sometimes it just happens. When fetus is unable to survive outside the body, it passes away inside. Nowadays we have technology to keep pregnancy that 100 years ago wouldn’t survive. That helped me through it. It hit me 5 years later what happened. I didn’t give myself any time to grieve, cry, hurt. So many things were going on in my life back in the day. I’m glad it happened, it taught be a lot, I have the life I’ve wanted to have. I don’t wish that upon anyone, it’s a tragic event. if you want or don’t want children. If you are pro or anti abortion. Everyone copes differently. Time doesn’t heal. Time let’s you learn how to live with pain so you no longer notice it. With all of that being said. I’m very sorry for your loss. I hope that showing my story from different perspective reassures someone that feeling relief is ok.
This is a honest and pure question as another Christian woman, wife, and mother.. I pray you don’t feel this to be insensitive, but how did you feel about the D&C and I only ask this because I have struggled with wondering about that since this is how they do abortions as well. I’m truly looking for input and another Godly couples input
Im so glad i found this video i felt like i related so much what her husband was saying i found nov 7 i was 13 weeks, but no heartbeat was detected that my baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and 5 days i always wonder if there coukd of been something done if i had ultrasound appointment sooner is it horible i get over whelmed when i see someone pregnant ready to pop because always thinking that should be me . I've gone for 3 ultrasounds sounds juat because i couldn't believe it but hard truth awaits me friday for. Surgery friday.
I named my baby Joy. 🤍 blessings to all my heaven mamas out there. i love this community, although grieving, we also share Gods love and favor and comfort
This is why it’s so important to have community 🥹 it’s amazing you guys have friends like that. So supportive & loving. I hope to have friends like that one day🩵
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Rewatching this podcast because I just found out last week my baby's heart was no longer beating at my 12weeks appointment... I know The Lords plan are bigger and better and not to harm us... but I've been a wreck ever since... my husband and I are greiving but leaning on Our Abba Father....
We are so sorry for your loss, dear friend. You do not grieve alone. Praying for you and your husband. Please send us an email at asformeandmyhousepodcast@gmail.com. We’d love to send you a little something.
@@liyahnadeau3005 praying for you mama…
So an update with me is this past Wednesday was my first ultrasound for my supposed to be rainbow baby… and there was no heartbeat… I was 9 weeks and 3 days but my baby stopped growing at 9 weeks.. I am home now waiting for my body to pass the baby.
Now I have two amazing babies in the Lords arms😞💔
@@mrscurtkcI’m so sorry for your losses and the grief you must be feeling. You are not alone and you are in my prayers. May God hold you ever so tight and give you peace that surpasses all understanding. Sending you love, dear mama.
“I’m not afraid of your questions”
I needed that so bad. My daughter Lily was stillborn at 34 weeks Dec 2021. Something that helped me too right after was something another mother wrote who had stillborn twins, she said “my daughters are living out what we are living for”.
Fast toward a year and a half; our son Owen is here now, he’s six months old and his due date was Lilys birthday.
🥹 Your comment is so sweet. I love what you shared from another loss momma, it resonates since we lost our son Greyson at 32 weeks to stillbirth also. Such pain but so much beauty in babies being in heaven❤️
God bless him. Remember, those that fall asleep are not oblivious to the going ons here on earth. Pray for our departed loved ones. ❤ God bless and keep you
Milena the peace of God is literally all over you. You can see it. Through the most hurting thing to go through, peace, the joy that you still share is incredible.
My heart is with you. You are not alone. I lost my beautiful Sutton Olivia 3-2-23. I found out the day before she most likely passed while I was sleeping and delivered her the next day at 15 weeks 3 days gestation and after passing her I almost died. Only Jesus kept me alive. My doctor said it’s a miracle I am here and my case has never happened in the thousands of women he has seen. I burried a child at 27 years old and it was my absolute worst nightmare. I will say, there is hope in Jesus. I am now pregnant again. I conceived 8 weeks later and NONE of this was planned but my God, he goes before me and he already knew. You’re not alone in this mom and dad. My heart is truly grieving with you as I’m also grieving our precious daughter. God gave me peace in knowing Sutton Olivia didn’t need me anymore but my children and husband on earth still do. She’s okay. But my purpose on earth and ministry is not finished. I love you both. I’m so sorry you know this pain
Wow..🤍 thank you so much for sharing. May our God continue to keep you and bless you sister
Thank you both for sharing your process testimony is a blessing.❤ i had a miscarriage on june 07 My Lord is my strenght ❤🏡. i dont feel alone just time and patience to heal. I have my 3 blessings my 3 boys that needs me .as a daughter of God i will keep up working in my ministry ❤❤❤❤❤🏡😇
God bless you and your babies. Pray for our departed loved ones.
Please never stop doing what you guys are doing. The strength and bravery you guys encompass, as well as transparency, is beautiful.
The marriage you both share is so beautiful. God is truly using you both so evidently! Your love for the Lord is incredibly precious and inspiring!
It’s weird to say this but it’s so beautiful in a way to see you weep because it just reminds me and anyone who watches that we all hurt, we all have tribulations, and I wish I could just give you both a hug. I hope you find joy that your baby is with the almighty lord! ❤
This is how you know Milena & Jordan love people. They did not have to do this at all but out of obedience & love for God & people. Wow. Praying for them & praying for those that live through a difficult season like this one. ❤️ praise God, He’s so good always.
Thank you for your vulnerability, I’m so sorry for your loss but God’s working is so beautiful and evident. As you proclaim His goodness He will accomplish so much. Love y’all
“Time is not a healer it is just a revealer of how God does the healing” that sounds like a Darry-ism. 😊
Also, unbelievably grateful for this message. Bless you both. ❤
Grieving the loss of baby #4 this is so good to hear and I’m so sorry for your loss.
I truly sympathize with you guys especially with this topic. God gave me the desire to start a family with my husband about a year ago and by His grace, we got pregnant the week of our wedding anniversary last September with twin boys. We were filled with so much joy and happiness. But we lost them a day before our 20th week on the first week of January. It was very hard for my family and I but after the mourning definitely came joy. We ended up getting pregnant without planning and I’m currently 10 weeks. The beautiful thing about my story is that it brought me so much closer to Christ. I’ve depended on Him like never before and He showed me a side I’ve never seen before. He is so good and I pray that He will be all that you need Him to be plus more in this season and the next. God will restore what you guys lost and He will do so abundantly. I love you guys ❤️
Old enough to be your parents here. We are grieving but also rejoicing in seeing Jesus bring out so much good from baby Jirah’s life already. So moved by the Holy Spirit’s power working in and through your life. What a testimony he’s giving you day to day. Keep running your race well sweet brother and sister. He is raising an army up to be praying for you
You guys are such a brave and empowering couple. I truly admire you guys putting your lives out there and remaining so faithful. My husband and I went through a Miscarrage in december at 14 weeks. Watching your videos that you recently posted have tremendously helped. I remember sitting there and thinking I really wish you could give me advice, And although I wish you never could because it's sad, I'm so happy that I have your videos and you to look up to. God is good, And faith has definitely helped me get through this mess. In one Of your recent videos you quoted a verse about your treasures being in heaven, In that one quote has really stuck to me. I thank you guys for putting your lives out there, because it has truly helped me in so many ways. You guys have truly helped me get stronger in my faith, And truly become the better version of myself. I will keep you guys in my prayers, Keep doing what You guys do best❤
I went through a loss too in January. Husband and I were watching The Chosen at the time it happened and the season 3 finale mirrored the emotions that we delt with as well.
It’s amazing how God really Carrie’s us through these hard things. I’m also happy y’all had that support. With our situation no one in the family prayed for us or cared
made me cry watching you both cry, may God Bless you both.
God loves us so much that he gives us his joy & strength after the enemy attacks.
I just found out this weekend that we also lost our baby. It was our first and I was 8 weeks. I didn’t think I’d need to listen to this podcast when I saw you posted. Although it hurts to need to listen to it, I am glad you shared your thoughts and feelings. It reminds me that I’m not alone and so many women go through this. Thank you for the words spoken and reminders that God is peace and love. He also sacrificed His only son. It doesn’t seem like it some days but I know He is also crying with me when I pray. Thank you guys again♥️
God will restore you. Just stay positive
Thank you both for showing such bravery. There’s a million things I could say, all I will say is thank you and the light of the Holy Spirit shines as bright as the sun through you both and your marriage. Much love 🤍
I completely understand Jordan's prayer. Its a prayer of good faith, and believing that our God is capable of everything & anything 🤍 I've never lost a child, but if I ever went through what you guys have gone through I would have prayed the same. I wouldn't have been surprised if our baby's heart started beating again. Thats how wonderful & amazing He is. 🙏🏻 I'm so happy God has brought you both such peace during this hard season. ❤
i just watched "The Shack" last night and all i can think is how blessed you both are to be so close to lord through all of this. He collects every tear, never abandons, and works ALL things for our good. Im really proud and can just imagine god heart beaming having his beloved run to him FIRST in a time of great pain and mourning. Sending so much love your way!
I feel like youre sharing this in a more vulnerable way they most would... And there is hardly anything like this from a man's perspective done in such a vulnerable way. Jordan, your tears are conveying strength. Just wanted you to know that. Milena, your strength is evident as well. This is an amazing testimony of how a husband and wife draw rheir strength from God and each other.
We’ve celebrated with you, and now we mourn with you. I am so sorry for your lost. Cling to the cross of Jesus. There is joy in sorrow♥️
I had a silent miscarriage at my first pregnancy at 8 weeks. Now we have a 2.5 year old girl who is the love of our lifes. I know how painful it is, and i Wonder how much more painful it must be after having kids because we've experienced a mother/father love. May God keeps giving confort to you guys. ❤
I watched this video the day before I went for a check up ultrasound. I was supposed to be 13+5 but baby had stopped growing at 11+5. All I can say is thank you. Thank you for sharing this video. When I was watching this video, I was admiring how you were calm through the storm, even tearing up with you, especially when you said you would not let fear or the enemy win. You helped give me strength to trust in the lord and to also be calm when I was told my baby no longer had a heartbeat. I don't know why it happened, but I trust in the Lord with his reasoning and timing. Even though I felt heartbreak, I felt his presence of peace throughout.
Thank you! I’d give anything to have support like you. No one ever speaks of my lost child. It’s like he is forgotten. But, to me, he was everything. He died by suicide, and I think there are still people who lack sympathy because of that. My guilt never lessens, and all my mistakes are fresh in my mind. Life is empty and I wish for it to be short for me. I pray for you and your beautiful family.
Wow, I know this was 1+ year ago but I swear I felt the pain of that room and how the Lord is using both of you in this 1 hour of listening to you today. Today I moved out of my old place and honestly, a low income salary, low finances, and this unexpected moving situation has made me feel at my lowest of lows.
I’ve doubted God and today, the stress of the move made me start making a plan of all the ways I was going to run away from God and go back to my life before Christ. After hearing y’all share about this loss and grieve it with much wisdom, one line shifted my view (and maybe saved me from becoming an atheist). “Don’t run from God, run to God.”
If you can run to the Lord and run to Jordan like that, I’m pretty sure I can run to God like that. Thank you Milena, Gabby ❤
2 weeks ago, I commented on the video you posted about your miscarriage. Come to find out, I'd be going through my first miscarriage a week later. This podast was truly something my heart needed. Thank you for sharing this part of your life, your strength and vulnerability is so comforting. ❤️
I am so so sorry. I am praying for you
Bawling over here but so so encouraged by your worship through the storm. You guys are processing through this in such a healthy way, taking it slow- allowing yourselves to feel everything but praying consistently - taking these burdens to the Lord who cares for you. Know that you are so upheld by the Lord but also so held up in prayer by us all. We love you guys
Rewatching this one, I’m searching for comfort, your story makes cry 😢 , we are going through this now, I was 8 weeks pregnant, and lost it, it’s been hard, but the lord knows exactly what I need,❤ I love your podcast.
But even if He doesn’t He is still good.. that statement is so powerful! My brother in law was in a really bad motorcycle accident end of April and he’s paralyzed from the waist down. He was in the icu for 6 weeks and for the longest time we were praying for him to be able to walk again (I know anything is possible with God) but it’s medically near impossible with a complete spinal cord injury. And it just gave me tunnel vision and I wasn’t able to see the bigger picture. We get so caught up in the things God isn’t doing that we can’t see everything He is doing. The statement “but if not, He is still good” truly changed my whole mindset. The Lord has walked before you and already knew this was going to happen
This was incredibly vulnerable, God bless you both and praying for continued healing for you 🙏🏾❤️
We are in this together. Thank you so much for sharing your healing journey. It means so much to me after miscarrying my first pregnancy earlier this month (June 3rd, the same day my grandmother passed away) there is always hope in Christ.
Dear Milena, I have been following your channel since you were engaged and it has been so comforting as you always walk through the life stages a few months - year before I do which feels like we have walked through it all together. Your videos have always been such a comfort. Our family is currently experiencing my first miscarriage. I have a 3 and 1 year old and your videos have been so helpful. My husband and I watch the podcast videos together and it has really helped our marriage.
You said your friend Gabby lost one of her babies after 100 days in the nicu 17:03 17:09 …I thought the girls both survived. 🥲🥲🥲I’m so sorry….
I checked her Instagram, they did both survive.
Yeah I think milena made a mistake there cuz both girls are alive and well
This confused me so much!!! I was like wait WHAT?
Milena and Jordan, my heart and prayers go out to you two. I am so sorry for your loss and cannot imagine the pain you have been suffering. I loved what you have talked about in this podcast and it is incredibly encouraging to watch how God has given you such peace, comfort, and community throughout this season. You two have been a beacon of hope and peace even in such difficult times, and your faith, steadfastness and sanctification has been such a witness to the world. It is incredible how God is being glorified through you both. He is still good 🤍
You guys are such a BLESSING!!! So many people need to hear this. Your vulnerability & pain is so sad, but we know we need to open up in order to heal. The Lord is always with you. I am praying for all of you...and yes this life is all about GLORIFYING THE LORD. Love you guys, but GOD LOVES YOU MORE ❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing your experience. 3 weeks ago I had a miscarriage and I believe God brought me to this message on purpose. I’m living through everything you’re speaking about.
I have never been through this, so I can never understand the pain and hurt that you must be going through as a family! May God continue to give you peace, love and joy through this. I truly pray that God continue to use your joy to bless other families. My heart grieves along with your family. My family is with the Ciciotti Family in this time! We love you!
Last year I lost my first little girl I felt everything you 2 have said. It’s hard it’s unfair but Gods will is always better than ours. I am 29 weeks carrying my rainbow baby girl. So grateful to get this far. This pregnancy was filled with so much uncertainty but I’m grateful for a Gods grace throughout this whole process. No pain compares but you will live with the pain and one day it won’t hurt you’ll feel at peace I know my little girl is in a better place than me and that gives me so much comfort.
I'm 38 weeks pregnant right now and I have had 2 miscarriages both early in the first trimester. I could not imagine losing a baby at 17 weeks. My heart goes out to you both! And I will keep you in my prayers.
Family was amazing during those hard times. The only thing I got from doctors was "back in my day, we just called it a heavy period" or just pushing birth control to prevent it from happening again. So I just ignored it like I thought I was supposed to, as a result, it took years to heal. I have cried so much for the babies I lost during this pregnancy and I have let fear control until I was in my third trimester. I had such a bad mindset all bc I wouldn't let myself grieve and wouldn't let myself enjoy this pregnacy to the fullest out of fear that something bad could happen. It is so important to grieve! I wish so much I knew this years ago.
a heavy period😦So sorry you went through that and had those things said to you, I dont know you, but I'm so happy for you and your baby, I wish you the best life ❤
Thank you!! 💕
Thank you for posting this. I found out yesterday at my twelve week appointment that I will be miscarrying this baby. Baby didn’t make it passed eight weeks. Thank you for always pointing back to Christ.
I had no clue the pain people felt going through a situation like this.
I’ve lost a baby to and it was the worst feeling but your exactly right the lord is so good ❤ thank you for sharing this your amazing for not allowing the enemy to sow fear into your heart for future pregnancies
That was beautiful Jordan about the piece you shared. Very valuable
Thank you both for sharing. You inspire me to only get closer to our Lord. I’m so sorry for your loss. May God bless your family.
Thank you for posting this. I’m so sorry for y’all’s lost.
I’m sitting here feeling the worst I’ve ever felt. We lost our little girl at 13 weeks pregnant on June 11, 2023, and I can remember telling God through tears and anger that He is still good. I know He is, I just don’t understand. Her heart stopped at 9 weeks 1 day, and my body continued to grow and prepare for this baby despite her no longer growing. It’s a 1-5% chance of this happening in all the pregnancies there will ever be. I believe I killed our precious baby, and I now hate myself for it. Please pray for me. I’m trying to lean on God and His word and tell Him how I’m feeling but I’m so angry with Him and myself. We have another daughter who is 18-months-old, and my husband and I are just trying to make it through.
I will be praying for you and your family. Don’t let yourself bare the guilt of something that was out of your control. God has a plan for you and your family even through tough situations such as this were it seems no hope/positivity can be produced from it. 💓💗
I'm so sorry for your loss I will keep u in my prayers
@@Lilredhead9 thank you for praying for me. I’m now doing much better. The hurt is still there and I still cry, but my God! He’s so good. I no longer feel suicidal and I’m currently pregnant again. I’m about 7 weeks 2 days. When I first found out I was pregnant, I cried and cried and cried. I was so scared, but then I kicked that fear out the window, and I’ve been peaceful every since. Whatever God’s will is, so be it. I’ll praise Him anyways.
@@gearlesashley114 thank you for praying for me. I’m now doing much better. The hurt is still there and I still cry, but my God! He’s so good. I no longer feel suicidal and I’m currently pregnant again. I’m about 7 weeks 2 days. When I first found out I was pregnant, I cried and cried and cried. I was so scared, but then I kicked that fear out the window, and I’ve been peaceful every since. Whatever God’s will is, so be it. I’ll praise Him anyways.
Lost our sweet baby at 13 weeks along and didn't deliver the baby until 3 months later. Even though the waiting process was hard the Lord really took care of my husband, myself and our sweet baby in the process. Now we have three children here with us and three babies waiting for us in heaven.
So sorry for you loss, me and my family just lost out baby boy at 35+ weeks in Febuary. I’ve also said the same thing as you God I know your Good but it hurts so many times. Gods goodness really did shine in my darkest night. ❤
🥺 crying with you . Sending prayers .
This hit home to me. I have two special needs sons and when people ask me do you want more children I always say no…because of the fear of having another child with special needs and the hardships that accompany it seem impossible to me. Hearing this perspective reminds me that God loves my children so much more than I love them…and I would die for them…and our God has already given his son to die for me and them. I have to remember not to close off myself to what the Lord has in store of my family. I am running to him in awe of who he is.
The verse that got me through my loss was “I will not cause suffering without allowing something new to be born says the Lord” Isaiah 66:9
It doesn’t make it any easier, but when I look at my rainbow baby girl, I’m so thankful to God, and for the baby we lost, because without losing them, I wouldn’t have my daughter and I’m comforted in God’s plan for her life.
I just found out last week that I lost my first baby at 13 weeks. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 3 years, and when we finally did we felt such a strong feeling that this would work out and end in a healthy baby. This has left us with so many questions, and so much hurt, but there has been a constant spirit of peace. The hardest thing has been keeping the fear away. The fear of trying again, the fear of future miscarriages, the fear that our family will never be earth-side. It’s so hard, but I have never felt Jesus closer. Praise be to God.
Praise the Lord in everything and thank you so much for sharing, your testimony will not return void in Jesus name x
I’m just grateful to find you for this video related God. I just got miscarriage since August 2, 2024 for my 4th baby on 10 weeks 4 days pregnant 😔 I have similar to Milena’s situation. I have 3 children with healthy pregnancies until it’s my first time miscarriage….
Thank you Milena and Jordan for being vulnerable with us. It’s truly a difficult thing. It’s comforting to know that we’re not the only ones going through this and you being real is a great blessing to everyone going through it as well💕 We lost our first baby boy at 22 weeks it was really hard, but we are thankful to the Lord about how much peace we have about it now, 5 months later knowing he is in the Father’s hands. May God continue to protect you and give you peace and comfort♥️♥️
I'm sorry for your loss 😢, my husband and I are going through something very hard 😢 we can't even be together at the moment but the Lord is strengthen us through it all, we cannot make it any other way, only through Yahshua ❤
Thank you so much for being so vulnerable and sharing this
I love listening to you both! Jordan really brings emotions out of me in this video. 🥺
You two are just beautiful humans. I always find encouragement when I listen to your content.
Wow I cried with this podcast. I have never experienced a miscarriage and I am so sorry for your loss, and to any parents who have lost a child. Please don’t blame God for this, just know that God has everything under control, God is so good and so merciful. God bless you Milena and Jordan.
I just sobbed the whole time I can't handle it 🥺😭😭 thank you for sharing your journey
This was so courageous of you both to share. Honored that you shared your story and praying for your sweet family, daily. ❤️
Thank you for sharing Milena. It is beautiful and encouraging to see the direction where God is taking you and how it reflects in your channel.
The Lord bless and keep you both during this difficult season of loss. In your pain, I can see that He is growing you both in Himself and using you as a strength and help to others who are also walking through this. Keep clinging to Him and fall into His loving arms for rest and peace in your times of need. ❤️
Milena, I don’t want to tell you how you should grieve because this is a horrible time, but I want you to know that from the Father’s heart He did not take away Jireh from you. He isn’t a Father that takes away life. He takes away depression, sadness, anger and more. Some things like this are unexplainable and I can not be more sorry and heartbroken for and your family. Truly thank you so much for sharing.
1 Corinthians 13-12 TPT
“For now we see but a faint reflection of riddles and mysteries as though reflected in a mirror, but one day we will see face-to-face. My understanding is incomplete now, but one day I will understand everything, just as everything about me has been fully understood.”
God ordained our life from before the world was made. He knows our beginning and end.
I had a chemical pregnancy . The hard part was people not thinking my positives were positive. I had multiple friends look and they saw what I saw. Days later I bled. I believe it just wasn’t time and God has a plan
I think no matter how far you are along it comes as a shock and it’s hard
My heart is with you. We lost our baby at 5 1/2 weeks. We haven’t been able to get pregnant since and it’s been the most difficult journey. I wish I had your point of view when I walked through it ❤
You guys will touch so many with this beautiful testimony…..God Bless you both and may the entire Holy Family embrace you all ❤️🙏🏻🙌🏻
True faith is while being sad like you rightfully, you know the Almighty has a better plan than us.
Not sure if Christianity has the same thing but in Islam, our lost children will be calling for us to join them in heaven and reach out for us.
May God keep you patient
It's okay to not be okay. I am really concerned about Milena her mental health. It's getting scary, also with the latest vlogs. I think she needs a therapist.
This is actually an extremely healthy way for a couple to handle a loss like this together. God is so far above what we expect, He can give immeasurable peace and unexplainable joy right in the midst of grief- it does not mean it’s unhealthy. Quite the opposite.
Just because you might deal with this a different way doesn’t mean she is doing it a wrong way. Trust that god has his hands over this family!
Really?
That’s surprising, what I see and seen is a couple who truly love the Lord!
Who in the midst of hurt give they give honor to the Lord. And thank Him!
At the end of the day grief is real, and it looks different for everyone.
Yes we should always seek wise counsel through trials.
But don’t worry just pray for them and believe that the Lord will continue to bless them! Remember you just see snip bits of their life.
i totally agree. it’s okay not to be okay! i can see the pain in her eyes even when she says she has peace or she is calm. the pain in both of them is so sad😢 hope they can heal❤️
but having peace isn’t to say there isn’t pain at the same time….I think she’s been pretty open about that
I am so thankful for what the Lord is doing in your family. Your lives show how good He is!
I went through this 4 months ago in my second trimester also and they're are still good and bad days but the lord is faithful ❤ thanks for this video
Thank you for your bravery, i lost my baby last year august :( and before that i lost my mum... worst period of my life it was:( but God.......without Him i wouldnt be where i am Because He lives i can face tomorrow and only a living God can give real hope.He comforted me with Isaiah 61 3
Thats my beauty for ashes year....
Praying for my rainbow baby,and i pray for you that you experience God closeness like never before.
God bless you abundantly xxx
I love you guys! Praying for you both and all who have experienced child loss. ❤️
I’m very sorry, just remember that God is good!
Thank you Milena and Jordan for your vulnerability. We all love you. Praying🙏💜🩵
I found out we lost our baby about a month ago, had a D&C. It’s been hard but trying to cling to the Lord even when I don’t understand.
Much love to you Ciccioti family ❤ I'm truly sorry for your loss 💔 It's a pain you wouldn't wish on anyone but God will restore... Praying for you 🙏
I just love how much you've both grown in your faith over these years! May God richly bless your family & may you allow Jesus Christ to take you even deeper 🙏I've been here since you just found out you were expecting Alethea ❤
Lamentations 3:22-31 is what has helped me through these months of a similar storm as you. The Book of Psalms has also been my comfort and has given me so many prayer topics🙏
There's an enormous attack on families going on right now. The enemy is fighting families especially Christian ones the most in various ways but our Lord Jesus Christ has already won the victory. We just have to continue to claim it through the Word of God, prayer & fasting.
Jesus is allowing these attacks, storms, trials to test our faith & love for Him however. To see if, after all is said and done, our hope will still be in Him.
We plead the Blood of Jesus Christ of Nazareth over all our marriages, families, babies (in utero & out), children, health, finances in Jesus Christ Mighty Name. Amen 🙏🙏🙏
I truly wish I would have heard this when I lost my baby. I lost my mother then I lost my baby (miscarriage). It was my happiness after such a hard time and I just felt like it got ripped away from me. I got pregnant again two months after and completely feared to lose this baby I put myself in bed rest didn’t want to do anything that could make me lose this baby. I know I shouldn’t of but it was what made me feel better. I wish I would have went about it another way! Also my fourth baby and you couldn’t have said it any better watching your kids grow and do all theses thing that you won’t get to see your baby do! For me no one understood what I was going through. It was kinda like oh you lost a baby ok well at least you didn’t lose it after you had it bc then it would be harder. How dare you! How could someone say that it made me shut down and not speak about it. Sorry for the rant but I feel like finally someone understands it does hurt very much no matter how many babies you have had.
This was absolutely beautiful. The Spirit is truly at work in this podcast. Please link your references in the description. Thank you so much for sharing your life and your passion to help your brothers and sisters in Christ. 🩷🩵💜💚
Everything has a purpose at the end, this might have been to bring you closer together. About pregnancy: Feeling fine is indeed NOT a sign of something being wrong. I had that feeling almost my whole first pregnancy, like that I felt well no complaints was too good to be true. (Maybe also because I had a early miscarriage at 6weeks while feeling pretty ok). But worried me my first full pregnancy Even to the point I thought probably my delivery will be a nightmare, but all the worry was Thank God in Vain. It was a Painful but nice delivery and now I have a healthy almost 5 year old. So my second pregnancy I enjoyed more by knowing that feeling well for me is All is well, and second delivery was less pain and quicker and Now My Second little 2year old. All that to say, don’t let fear destroy your Joy until it is Confirmed something is wrong. God Bless
Praying for your beautiful family.
May your little boy rest in peace 🙏
Thank you Milena and Jordan ❤
I found out I was pregnant the moment I miscarried. I didn’t know I was pregnant, I was on birth control, in a loving relationship. I was most likely 7-8 weeks pregnant. When I found out I miscarried I was in disbelief and I felt relief. I knew what I would do, but my body made that difficult decision for me. Miscarriage is a result of chromosomal abnormalities most of the times and sometimes it just happens. When fetus is unable to survive outside the body, it passes away inside. Nowadays we have technology to keep pregnancy that 100 years ago wouldn’t survive. That helped me through it.
It hit me 5 years later what happened. I didn’t give myself any time to grieve, cry, hurt. So many things were going on in my life back in the day.
I’m glad it happened, it taught be a lot, I have the life I’ve wanted to have. I don’t wish that upon anyone, it’s a tragic event. if you want or don’t want children. If you are pro or anti abortion. Everyone copes differently.
Time doesn’t heal. Time let’s you learn how to live with pain so you no longer notice it.
With all of that being said. I’m very sorry for your loss.
I hope that showing my story from different perspective reassures someone that feeling relief is ok.
This is a honest and pure question as another Christian woman, wife, and mother.. I pray you don’t feel this to be insensitive, but how did you feel about the D&C and I only ask this because I have struggled with wondering about that since this is how they do abortions as well. I’m truly looking for input and another Godly couples input
you have amazing friends, i wish i had that :(
You are loved. ❤
Im so glad i found this video i felt like i related so much what her husband was saying i found nov 7 i was 13 weeks, but no heartbeat was detected that my baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and 5 days i always wonder if there coukd of been something done if i had ultrasound appointment sooner is it horible i get over whelmed when i see someone pregnant ready to pop because always thinking that should be me . I've gone for 3 ultrasounds sounds juat because i couldn't believe it but hard truth awaits me friday for. Surgery friday.
Who is their enemy?
I know I always wonder too. They always bring them up.
The devil
Christian's usually refer to Satan as the "enemy of our souls" or just the enemy like Milena's doing :)
Wow beautiful
Did she say one of gabby chicoines baby didn’t survive? I saw her insta and she’s holding 2.
I know, why would she say that?
I think she’s unhealthy and hasn’t healed from any of this. It’s horrible she made that mistake - publicly. I truly hope she gets help.
thank you so much for all you are teaching 🤍 I pray for your beautiful family.
This moved me so much. Your guys faith is beautiful & is inspiring. Cried the whole video right there with yous. 🤍
I named my baby Joy. 🤍 blessings to all my heaven mamas out there. i love this community, although grieving, we also share Gods love and favor and comfort
What a beautiful name!
This is why it’s so important to have community 🥹 it’s amazing you guys have friends like that. So supportive & loving. I hope to have friends like that one day🩵
This was incredibly vulnerable, God bless you both and praying for continued healing for you 🙏🏾❤️