I’ve said a million times,” We all have a sad story, some are just sadder than others.” This is an example of that. Those people who are still justifying horrible decision making by blaming their upbringing, look at this man who sufferred something worse than death. See how he works his ass off and still makes time to help others, while also being a positive, productive member of society. JD didn’t have to tell this story. He chose to tell it, and I’m positive he did so to help everyone put shit in perspective, as well as to be grateful for both the good as well as bad times in their lives. Gracias JD.🙏🏽
This was the toughest video to get through. I stopped it at least 3 times.My son turns 13 tomorrow and I can't wait to go home and hug him. Thank you for sharing this and doing what you do. The nerve it took to make this video is incredible. This shit is heroic for lack of a better word. You're appreciated JD
Nothing but respect for you to put this out there. I salute you Sir. Takes a hell of a man to tell his story like this. I never had it that bad but went through the same. I thank you for sharing your story!
Christy M Why does everyone have to call everyone else “real” like it’s a compliment? Because he’s telling a story he’s “soooooo real?” It’s just thrown around so much that it’s annoying at this point.
Haunting really. I've been thinking about this story for weeks.. I have a 4 year old I need to really watch out for. I don't understand how there's people out there that can do these sick things to kids or anyone for that matter. My dad would say they need to be hung by there ball sac lol love you Dad.
Clicked on this expecting the normal prison war stories, but left blown away by your story.. I've been around and seen lots of your videos, but this one left me speechless man. The fact that there are people like that out there is disturbing and disgusting. They are truly the worst of the worst. You're a trooper, man. Thanks for sharing your story. You're a true inspiration bro.
A lot of people have been through it And I can’t tell u how much I appreciate wat u have done. U r a MAN. Thank you. This is how u do something positive to help children from not being caught up in this. Thank you brother
Don Stemen this story was on a another level !! But yes things like this happen and way to often maybe to a lesser extreme but yeah huge respect for him telling this I know I couldn’t
Brother I just found your channel the other day. You must have brass balls the size of Texas to survive and tell your horrible story. Turning to drugs or alcohol is very understandable in your situation. So glad that you survived all of this and I have to admit that I'm glad that your dad handled things. I feel that I would've done the same thing had it happened to my son. No one should have to go through this terrible stuff. Especially a child. Honestly I don't know how you and others that have gone through this keep their sanity. You're a very strong person.Keep doing what you're doing brother.
Damn JD, you survived an absolute worst case life and death scenario like that. I have a whole new level of respect for you and your message after watching that. Keep on keeping on Brotha
JD I appreciate your candor and your willingness to share such a traumatizing story with us. My brother and I survived a similar cylce of abuse so this hit very close to home for me. More importantly I respect you speaking about it as a survivor and not a victim. For so many years I could not deal with the shame that comes along with it and also fell in to depression and destructive behavior. Eventually I learned to define my self worth by what was in my mind and soul rather than the abuse I dealt with. You sharing your story is a very powerful thing and I believe it will help others learn they can also be positive and productive members of society. As always thanks for keeping shit real ! Mad respect brother
J.R.R. Toking at same age as him some shit happened to me but not even close as extreme but it’s huge for him to be will to tell that story I know Still can’t but it helps and so much respect to JD!!!🙌🙌🙌 things like this ruins a persons life as it did to me pushing that time in my life way down with drugs that I still have problems with also too see him doing good is huge too!!
Damn bro, that was the most heart wrenching story I've heard in a long time Big ups to you, your dad, and grandfather for making it through it and handling business. You had me in tears bro. Amazing story of survival.
Theres so much evil in this world that preys on our children . Those predators need prisoner justice plain and simple theres no cure for that . Put they'll lights out period . I'm sorry that happened to you bro. Love and respect brother !
Yo, much respect brother. I’m from LA but moved. But these predators need to be dealt with in that type fashion. Especially, when they end up in prison. Thank , God you made it. Stay on point! Respect!
I myself was raped as a child at 14 so I know exactly where you're coming from and the horror you dealt with. My heart and condolences go out to you brah, but yes you are absofuckinlutely right having survived it makes you despise anything even remotely close to that and it's smash on sight with no regard for what comes after, but then you realize that because of being as strong as you are and being a survivor that you're mission is bigger than revenge, that you need to be even stronger and be there to support those who aren't as strong and don't want to keep going anymore!!!
Hey homie, this was deep. I think this is one of the realest videos I've watched from you creators in the YT prison game. Thanks for always being honest, transparent, and letting us in on your reality. Keep it pushing! 1- love, from N.O.L.A
I made it through about 3/4 of the video. I will not finish it because it made my blood boil more than anything I've heard or seen ever before. Just want to come out and tell you how brave and courageous of a man you are for sharing this. Ultimate respect to you.
That's quiet a story bruh, I couldn't imagine going through a horrific experience like that and being able to have any sort of normal life again. And for sharing it on TH-cam it speaks volumes as to the strength of your courage and resilience. -Respect-
What a powerful story JD.....thanks for sharing, I pray someone gets this message, and I pray for you. I wish there were words for what I just listened to....and the anger I feel. Keep rockin JD....thanks for the message
hey jd... I watch your videos a few times a week and I very rarely comment on anyone's videos but i just had to say i have a whole lot more respect for you and the fact that you have overcome your past and still talk abouyt it is amazing. Putting your self out there like that must be really hard. your open message is and will help people. Keep it up
You’re by far one of the most courageous and brave people I’ve watched. That’s an incredible story. It’s remarkable you survived, thank you for sharing it.
Damn... I made that Coolwater comment early in.. the story got Really real Really Fast... I've been rockin with you for a minute now J, and I'm also a follower of most of the other prison talk TH-camrs, and I must say that you're the most intriguing, and you always keep it 1000, and you can tell it's all real talk with you... Much respect to you J... I myself am a recovering heroin addict, and I've had 4 years clean, but I had a slip up, and now I'm at about a year and a half clean... But anywho, I wish you all the best, and it's awesome that you're out there doing the prison reform thing, and that you haven't forgotten what you went through in there.... Big ups to you and yours... From the other side of the country... Detroit 👌👌👊👊
Not only are you a survivor and not a victim but you have a gift in your delivery of words and storytelling which hopefully helps you financially down the road. You deserve to have a easy second half of your life man. Thank you for turning out a positive person.
JD, wow! Thank you for sharing your story. I’m gonna stop myself from a long ass message because, this just isn’t the time or place. Just Wow. I’m literally in shock about everything you went through at such a young age. Much Love and Respect Always.
I’m sorry you had to experience this my friend, and I pray everyday, that sick people like this will suffer... I love you brother. I’m no better than anyone, but individual like that aren’t people and they deserve whatever they get💯💪🏽🦾
Thank you for your time. This video will help thousands it's insane how this is becoming so common it's also disturbing to know that some kid is suffering this right now.
This video was long overdue......glad u got it off ur chest ma boi (atleast on this platform).... I'm proud of what u have accomplished in the past few years bro! Proud of ur actions not jst talking the talk but walking the walk as well.....proud to call u my friend ese.
Glad you survived that terrible horrible shit. And thank you for sharing , i cant imagine, how hard, it must be to re live and tell the story, your a strong, brave man , thank you for what you do, your stories motivate, and save lives , i know they do , the ones that listen ,your father and grandfather , great men as well. God bless you man
I do not believe a single thing of what I've just heard. You just admitted to your father and grandfather killing and dismembering someone. Are you sure you're playing with a full deck?
Wow. That. Is. F’n. Craaaaazy. Straight up, I’ve been a subscriber since the first day I saw you on Death’s channel. Immediately I could tell I wanted to hear more of what this man had to say. That being said, I would have never guessed in a million years anything like that had taken place. Big salute to you brotha. It takes a real one, a person who is truly willing to risk being fully vulnerable. When you indicated it lasted for weeks....hair in the back of my neck stood up-that’s is some savage ish. Admission of the sexual elements would be absolute torture to admit to your closest homie. But to do it camera, for the world? Now that’s courage. Thank you for taking that leap. For us. I can’t express to you how much I respect your willingness to expose the darkest moments of your life. Anyone who hates on this video off rip exposes themselves as being a stone cold ass clown. I was a fan before, I’m a loyal supporter and dedicated member of the community as of now. To hell with the haters, we with you for the whole ride Big JD!!!
And yo- one last thing. Given the fact your pops kicked you out of the ride, he no doubt had to feel partially at fault. With that in mind, I know the darkest, most vicious, blood lusting elements of his soul had to be on rabid display when he got his hands on piece of human trash. If you had ever wondered just how much true savagery he had inside the the locked attic of his soul- you damn sure found out that night. And that diddling coward deserved absolutely every second of torture he endured. The only tragedy of that part was that he could only be killed once.
Been following you for a minute JD. So sorry you had to go through this. Nothing but love and appreciation for your channel and positive messages. God bless and please keep it coming. You are definitely helping me big bro.
With this story you earned my total respect man,you're one of the strongest and bravest person I've ever seen,you're a real survivor...Nobody should go through what you've been through, I cant imagine how painful it's been making this video,I wish you the best for your life, I hope u healed from that shit and now you better
I am so sorry to hear of the trauma you endured. I commend you for your honesty and strength to not only survive your situation but live to have the strength to let your story be heard
Jesus Christ. I almost cried. I was a runaway that could have been me. No wonder you turned to drugs. I hope you get some peace brother. I cant act like I know what you went threw
Real_Talk_ Recovery It does take a lot of courage. And I commend him to be able to speak his story. Thank You Nicole for Always shouting out the "lookouts" and helping others. Your a great, unselfish person. 💯👍
Thank you Sir 110% for sharing this heartfelt story. You the man!! It takes so much courage and strength to share what you did so I bow to you with absolute respect. I love your papi and grandpapi,. RESPECT.
Got some huge balls my brother thank god your alive and can share a story like this hopefully it will get into a kids head and be more Aware of what’s going on around them and to listen to their parents I’ll tell you what I don’t know you personally but after this video much love and a hell of a lot more respect
Thank you so much! You are an inspiration to our family and I just wish you could be our teenagers cbt therapist. She needs it so bad to be able to grow past her old shit and become a productive member of society. But mainly thank you for sharing your story. I would think that its healing for you in some ways to share. At least my hope is that it is. Keep up the raw, transparent, realness!!!!
You gained a lot of respect from me for this story...I did 16 years flat upstate and never could stomach bullies and/or sex offenders. Great work pullin through such horrifying shit...you boss for tha! Rest easy
Thank you Carnal for sharing your experience with us. I know it was hard as fuck to talk about that, especially to a bunch of strangers. The shit we go through, both good and bad, are why make us into the men we are. You’re a good vato with a big heart. Hopefully your story can help someone who went through something similar. God Bless you, Brother.
Kcmo 27 very very VERY slow insertion into a wood chipper, feet first of course. Pause for a halftime break as you near the mid-section to shove a log of shit into their mouths and sanitize the stumps with Clorox. Let them bleed for a bit, then back to slowly helping them into the machine.
Kcmo 27 what his father and grand father did was on point! But I don’t know if they should of let/made a 13yr old watch whole thing idk can’t if it help to see them him get tortured to death at 13 or sortof make the mind more messed up but they ALL involved 100% deserved what his father and grandfather did not just one of em no doubt there and yes it would feel very good doing that to monsters like those sub-human fucks
JD I been watching and liking the videos since the beginning this is the 1st comment I've left, wow I'm amazed u can put it out there like that good for you man this is true BALLS right here.
That's why I have much respect for JD and his channel, people think this stuff doesn't happen. That's bullshit, these kind of things happen every minute of the day. Thank you man for telling your story.
Damn man... I can’t even imagine. I have the utmost respect for you to have the courage to share such a personal and powerful story. Like you said though, you’re not a victim, your a survivor.
Dude. This is the most horrific thing I've ever heard... takes alot of guts to even talk about this shit... you are an inspiration and for real a straight survivor. Hats off to u pal.
Fuck that some heavy shit JD I was so not ready for that. You really are a survivor!! I honestly dont know know what to say. No one should ever have to go through anything like that ever. Glad you made it through bruv!!! Good luck with everything in the future.
Hey JD. I'm new to your channel thru Nicole of Real_Talk_Recovery. This is the worst, horrific story I have ever heard on any of these prison channels of any of them personally. You are a TRUE survivor. Thank You for sharing your story and Thank You for educating so many out here and not claiming that victim crap. I think most don't know how to take you. You come across hard & cold. (that's just my opion🤷🏼♀️). But that is the furthest of the 2. Your a good man. God Bless You Brother. Looking forward to more of your stories. ✌️
I got nothing but mad respect for you ese. It takes alot of balls and courage to keep moving in a positive path the way you are. Much love and respect ese
OMG dude. I wish I had more words. This is the kind of stuff that should be recommended. Everyone needs to know that this stuff isn’t just a Law and Order SVU episode. I’m shook. I can’t even imagine. I’m so sorry.
Utmost respect for you JD. That is the most powerful video I’ve ever seen. Thank you for being a part of the human race. This should be mandatory viewing for all at-risk kids and parents alike.
I COME WITH MUCH RESPECT ALWAYS BROTHER. I’m glad your Father and Grandfather did what they did. What a “Right On” moment that was in your story of experience. I’ve been in many programs, rehabs and life skills classes to know that this does not make one do the same to others as they experienced, when they’re older. I support and respect you for this and everything you are doing. We may or may not know each other being we grew up in the same part of the same city, no matter what If you ever need anything just holler, I got your back brother. Your an inspiration to many💪💯and10%
the age it happened to you im sure plays alot into it. people who suffered before they can even remember are damaged on a different level. had this happened at a younger age and or by a trusted parent it may have effected you different. i thiink i read that when a family member does it, instead of hating the family member they hate themselves. thanks for sharing, im sure it will inspire and help others.
I take it this is the video you were telling me you were gonna put out.....bro I feel you and understand what you saying.....I had a rough childhood also thanks JD. I know it takes a lot to get on here and say this.
Wow man. That’s the craziest story I’ve ever heard. I’m so glad that you confront the truth so you have acceptance and peace and reality is not distorted any longer, god bless you and thanks for sharing.
You are a true warrior homie. Something else homie. I did 8 years tens months . I have been out about 6 year's . The family helped me with a place to live rent free. I was able to save money and get a car and later move out on my own. But 8 did not know how do deal with the lack of non violence and the low level of respect that I saw and had to deal with on the streets from citizens could not understand the world I just came from. It's vids like your that let me know 8m not a lone. Thank you
Much love and respect JD that took some real courage to share that horrific experience thank god you made it out alive after hearing your story I went into my kids bedroom while they were asleep rubbed their back and told them daddy loves you and by the way thanks for your advice you gave me awhile back on ig about that situation I was going through much L&R brother 🙏🏼
i’m gunna be honest... i wasn’t the biggest fan of this channel & was on the fence as to weather or not i liked this channels content... but after watching this i understand yu & yur message in its entirety.. i have a genuine respect for yu after watching this video. it takes a lot of courage to sit down in front of a camera and tell this story. i’m sorry this happened to yu & im sorry for the boys that didn’t make it out... this was tough to watch- but i’m glad i did. i hope yu have managed to find peace in yur heart. much respect for this JD.
I always have respected you're way you handle things you're a true survivor!! Sorry to hear what you've been through you're one courageous man it sure takes a lot of balls to come out straight with us I respect you even more now!! Thanks for what you do you're a dam good man!! Keep up you're hustle you help a lot of people on here including me ,
that story really shook me. ill admit i got tears in my eyes. idk what to say that hasnt already been said. the fact that ur still alive AND living a healthy and positive life.. thats all you. idk how you did it but keep doing it.
God ,i was crying so very much about your story , this is the worse of the worse one lil boy can have ..! i am out of words ..i just want to say Congratulations to have been stronger ,and to have win against this evil people ,and i so happy that now you are what you are ..! i leave my parents home at 15 years old, and until my 18 years old my life was very hard ,have see a lot either ,but your story is high level that only stronger people can fight against it Respect ! You are a real winner ..! Much love your way ,and big hugs to you ..!
Your father and grandfather are straight up heros! You must need XXL pants cuz you got balls the size of snow globes for sharing that story! Respect! I'm glad to see that you haven't let it ruin your life any further and the amount of respect I got for you has increased ten fold!
Much respect man. I knew you were a deep cat but now it makes so much sense damn bro I’m fckin speechless you are a true soldier man only the strongest of individuals could possible survive and get out of some shit like that
Oh man. My fucking heart goes out to you JD. That’s the most intense shit I’ve ever heard, you have my utmost, utmost respect. With you to the end my friend, don’t ever stop the difference you’re making here. Peace ✌🏻
Got damn and holy shit bro, my hat is off to you and I definitely look at your channel in a different light. Nobody on youtube has had the balls to share a story like yours. I almost pictured myself there with you.
Noting But Love n Respects for you JD! Thank you for Working on Helping others and Sharing with us your Personal story with us. To Help Others! Your doing the Right thing's Brother! GOD BLESS YOU!🙏
Thanks big JD thanks for sharing that old story we've been watching you for a while now lots of love from Australia one of the most crazy stories we have ever heard one of the most honest people that I've seen on TH-cam just keep up the good work man we all appreciate it and for all those haters give it a rest lots of love you really hit the spot with this story you're a one-of-a-kind and I guess that goes for all of us
This was so heartbreaking to listen to. I'm sorry you went through that. I cried. I have 2 sons that are 1 and 2. My only kids. I don't want them or any kids to go through that. It's hard to thumbs up this one, because, it's so horrifying.
Thank you for opening up to us the supporters of your channel. My heart goes out to you. My daughter was raped when she was 12 years old on her way to school. She confessed this to me 2 years after it happened. I did file a report but who knows where that maniac is. Hopefully got caught or dead. It hasn't been easy for her emotionally. But I have hope that someday she will be better. I wish nothing but Love and positivity to you.
Oh my God, just got to the halfway point in this story. I'm soooo sorry that happened to you.. Thank God for you, and the message you give to other's. Very admirable and courageous work good sir. Thank you
J.D what happened to the others that had you in that house?? I heard your dad and grandpa got information on where the others mite have lived. I'd love to hear about some more justice being served out. I'm sorry you had to go threw that brother, I'm sorry to anyone else that went threw that too. I'd be cool to hear more about the other kids that were with you I'm sure you guys talked, how'd they get "caught" what where they like etc. Thank you for sharing man. Stay positive keep doing you bro! Shout out to big JDs dad and grandpa! I love how they did that sick guy in.
You are a straight up WARRIOR my brother!! You are a good man a righteous human being I know you will be blessed in this life as such. I dig the channel and the message you deliver. Peace be with you big JD
I understand ur story I have one similar I never told this story yet it dnt hurt me it never did yet I honor u for telling your story gave me a tear bcuz u have the courage to tell it I as well have told my story to some ppl And yes it does hit a nerve Yet its only for a moment than its gone It opens ur eyes to an evil dark world ive experienced both these two evil ppl as well And the revenge I got was horrible Yet I know that it was survival I pray to god nun of my ppl go thru this ever Soul Survivor Your World is Clean We overcome we are strong Thank u JD
You're a brave man to share something that deep. I've never heard a youtuber drop some 1st hand knowledge on something so crazy. This story had me super tight just listening to it. It probably wasn't the best idea to have you watch what they did, but I'm glad that they got that pos. They should have interrogated him and got them all. That's the only thing that I would have done differently. Peace, Bro. I appreciate you for sharing. Hopefully you planted a seed in someone that will prevent it from happening to them. It's a sick world.
Goddamn brother I am so sorry that bullshit happened to you as a child and nothing but the most respect to you for having bravery to talk about it stay strong brother
Takes some balls to admit that keep doing what you do and lets hope your story helps other survivors an opens the eyes of fokes to help prevent this shit from happening... much love an respect big jd
Hey man, thank you for sharing this! I hope you truly realize how many lives you are saving by putting your content out there for the world to see. Your an amazing guy JD! Much love brother!!
Thank you for sharing, it was tough to listen to. I can only imagine the pain you endured. Thank you once again for putting out the realest content out there.
Alot of people talk about being " gangster" what you just did was about as gangster as it gets it takes a lot of heart to talk about some shit like that my hat's off to you
It takes a lot of ball's to talk about that on TH-cam or at all for that matter. Don't listen to the haters stay positive and free my brother.
Yes it does...
I’ve said a million times,” We all have a sad story, some are just sadder than others.” This is an example of that. Those people who are still justifying horrible decision making by blaming their upbringing, look at this man who sufferred something worse than death. See how he works his ass off and still makes time to help others, while also being a positive, productive member of society. JD didn’t have to tell this story. He chose to tell it, and I’m positive he did so to help everyone put shit in perspective, as well as to be grateful for both the good as well as bad times in their lives. Gracias JD.🙏🏽
This was the toughest video to get through. I stopped it at least 3 times.My son turns 13 tomorrow and I can't wait to go home and hug him. Thank you for sharing this and doing what you do. The nerve it took to make this video is incredible. This shit is heroic for lack of a better word. You're appreciated JD
Nothing but respect for you to put this out there. I salute you Sir. Takes a hell of a man to tell his story like this. I never had it that bad but went through the same. I thank you for sharing your story!
Damn bro this story made me cry no matter how bad we think we had it growing up there’s someone that’s suffered way worse beyond belief
Big JD this was the realist video I've ever seen
DirtyRed516
Me too! Broke my ❤️... He is sooo real. ✌️
Christy M
Why does everyone have to call everyone else “real” like it’s a compliment? Because he’s telling a story he’s “soooooo real?” It’s just thrown around so much that it’s annoying at this point.
Earn Your Trust
Go find something to do. You sound miserable as hell.
Christy M
Not miserable. Just get annoyed with people that regurgitate the same shit as others.
Haunting really. I've been thinking about this story for weeks.. I have a 4 year old I need to really watch out for. I don't understand how there's people out there that can do these sick things to kids or anyone for that matter. My dad would say they need to be hung by there ball sac lol love you Dad.
I wish this on no man or woman. Heavy heavy story and as a father this would be my nightmare. So happy your one of the few that made it out.
9erfanatic1
And you know it! So many don't. He's a strong individual. ✌️
Just know JD, that your story motivates me to be a better parent in my kids life.
Clicked on this expecting the normal prison war stories, but left blown away by your story.. I've been around and seen lots of your videos, but this one left me speechless man. The fact that there are people like that out there is disturbing and disgusting. They are truly the worst of the worst. You're a trooper, man. Thanks for sharing your story. You're a true inspiration bro.
A lot of people have been through it And I can’t tell u how much I appreciate wat u have done. U r a MAN. Thank you. This is how u do something positive to help children from not being caught up in this. Thank you brother
Don Stemen this story was on a another level !! But yes things like this happen and way to often maybe to a lesser extreme but yeah huge respect for him telling this I know I couldn’t
Brother I just found your channel the other day. You must have brass balls the size of Texas to survive and tell your horrible story. Turning to drugs or alcohol is very understandable in your situation. So glad that you survived all of this and I have to admit that I'm glad that your dad handled things. I feel that I would've done the same thing had it happened to my son. No one should have to go through this terrible stuff. Especially a child. Honestly I don't know how you and others that have gone through this keep their sanity. You're a very strong person.Keep doing what you're doing brother.
That’s a hell of a story bro. You’re one hell of a survivor. Much respect to you !!
Damn JD, you survived an absolute worst case life and death scenario like that. I have a whole new level of respect for you and your message after watching that. Keep on keeping on Brotha
Matthew Robbins
I as well ✌️
Christy M 100% new level of respect!! 💯💯
JD I appreciate your candor and your willingness to share such a traumatizing story with us. My brother and I survived a similar cylce of abuse so this hit very close to home for me. More importantly I respect you speaking about it as a survivor and not a victim. For so many years I could not deal with the shame that comes along with it and also fell in to depression and destructive behavior. Eventually I learned to define my self worth by what was in my mind and soul rather than the abuse I dealt with. You sharing your story is a very powerful thing and I believe it will help others learn they can also be positive and productive members of society. As always thanks for keeping shit real ! Mad respect brother
J.R.R. Toking at same age as him some shit happened to me but not even close as extreme but it’s huge for him to be will to tell that story I know Still can’t but it helps and so much respect to JD!!!🙌🙌🙌 things like this ruins a persons life as it did to me pushing that time in my life way down with drugs that I still have problems with also too see him doing good is huge too!!
Damn bro, that was the most heart wrenching story I've heard in a long time Big ups to you, your dad, and grandfather for making it through it and handling business. You had me in tears bro. Amazing story of survival.
Theres so much evil in this world that preys on our children . Those predators need prisoner justice plain and simple theres no cure for that . Put they'll lights out period . I'm sorry that happened to you bro. Love and respect brother !
Jesus I can’t believe what you went through
Yo, much respect brother. I’m from LA but moved. But these predators need to be dealt with in that type fashion. Especially, when they end up in prison. Thank , God you made it. Stay on point! Respect!
I myself was raped as a child at 14 so I know exactly where you're coming from and the horror you dealt with. My heart and condolences go out to you brah, but yes you are absofuckinlutely right having survived it makes you despise anything even remotely close to that and it's smash on sight with no regard for what comes after, but then you realize that because of being as strong as you are and being a survivor that you're mission is bigger than revenge, that you need to be even stronger and be there to support those who aren't as strong and don't want to keep going anymore!!!
Hey homie, this was deep. I think this is one of the realest videos I've watched from you creators in the YT prison game. Thanks for always being honest, transparent, and letting us in on your reality. Keep it pushing! 1- love, from N.O.L.A
I made it through about 3/4 of the video. I will not finish it because it made my blood boil more than anything I've heard or seen ever before. Just want to come out and tell you how brave and courageous of a man you are for sharing this. Ultimate respect to you.
That's quiet a story bruh, I couldn't imagine going through a horrific experience like that and being able to have any sort of normal life again. And for sharing it on TH-cam it speaks volumes as to the strength of your courage and resilience. -Respect-
You're a straight soldier
What a powerful story JD.....thanks for sharing, I pray someone gets this message, and I pray for you. I wish there were words for what I just listened to....and the anger I feel. Keep rockin JD....thanks for the message
hey jd... I watch your videos a few times a week and I very rarely comment on anyone's videos but i just had to say i have a whole lot more respect for you and the fact that you have overcome your past and still talk abouyt it is amazing. Putting your self out there like that must be really hard. your open message is and will help people. Keep it up
You’re by far one of the most courageous and brave people I’ve watched. That’s an incredible story. It’s remarkable you survived, thank you for sharing it.
Damn... I made that Coolwater comment early in.. the story got Really real Really Fast... I've been rockin with you for a minute now J, and I'm also a follower of most of the other prison talk TH-camrs, and I must say that you're the most intriguing, and you always keep it 1000, and you can tell it's all real talk with you... Much respect to you J... I myself am a recovering heroin addict, and I've had 4 years clean, but I had a slip up, and now I'm at about a year and a half clean... But anywho, I wish you all the best, and it's awesome that you're out there doing the prison reform thing, and that you haven't forgotten what you went through in there.... Big ups to you and yours... From the other side of the country... Detroit 👌👌👊👊
Not only are you a survivor and not a victim but you have a gift in your delivery of words and storytelling which hopefully helps you financially down the road. You deserve to have a easy second half of your life man. Thank you for turning out a positive person.
JD, wow!
Thank you for sharing your story.
I’m gonna stop myself from a long ass message because, this just isn’t the time or place.
Just Wow.
I’m literally in shock about everything you went through at such a young age.
Much Love and Respect Always.
I’m sorry you had to experience this my friend, and I pray everyday, that sick people like this will suffer... I love you brother. I’m no better than anyone, but individual like that aren’t people and they deserve whatever they get💯💪🏽🦾
Respect to you for sharing your story! no child deserves that .im sorry you had to go through it. keep your head up and gpd bless you..
Thank you for your time. This video will help thousands it's insane how this is becoming so common it's also disturbing to know that some kid is suffering this right now.
This video was long overdue......glad u got it off ur chest ma boi (atleast on this platform).... I'm proud of what u have accomplished in the past few years bro! Proud of ur actions not jst talking the talk but walking the walk as well.....proud to call u my friend ese.
Glad you survived that terrible horrible shit. And thank you for sharing , i cant imagine, how hard, it must be to re live and tell the story, your a strong, brave man , thank you for what you do, your stories motivate, and save lives , i know they do , the ones that listen ,your father and grandfather , great men as well. God bless you man
I do not believe a single thing of what I've just heard. You just admitted to your father and grandfather killing and dismembering someone. Are you sure you're playing with a full deck?
Wow. That. Is. F’n. Craaaaazy. Straight up, I’ve been a subscriber since the first day I saw you on Death’s channel. Immediately I could tell I wanted to hear more of what this man had to say. That being said, I would have never guessed in a million years anything like that had taken place. Big salute to you brotha. It takes a real one, a person who is truly willing to risk being fully vulnerable. When you indicated it lasted for weeks....hair in the back of my neck stood up-that’s is some savage ish. Admission of the sexual elements would be absolute torture to admit to your closest homie. But to do it camera, for the world? Now that’s courage. Thank you for taking that leap. For us. I can’t express to you how much I respect your willingness to expose the darkest moments of your life. Anyone who hates on this video off rip exposes themselves as being a stone cold ass clown. I was a fan before, I’m a loyal supporter and dedicated member of the community as of now. To hell with the haters, we with you for the whole ride Big JD!!!
And yo- one last thing. Given the fact your pops kicked you out of the ride, he no doubt had to feel partially at fault. With that in mind, I know the darkest, most vicious, blood lusting elements of his soul had to be on rabid display when he got his hands on piece of human trash. If you had ever wondered just how much true savagery he had inside the the locked attic of his soul- you damn sure found out that night. And that diddling coward deserved absolutely every second of torture he endured. The only tragedy of that part was that he could only be killed once.
Been following you for a minute JD. So sorry you had to go through this. Nothing but love and appreciation for your channel and positive messages. God bless and please keep it coming. You are definitely helping me big bro.
With this story you earned my total respect man,you're one of the strongest and bravest person I've ever seen,you're a real survivor...Nobody should go through what you've been through, I cant imagine how painful it's been making this video,I wish you the best for your life, I hope u healed from that shit and now you better
I am so sorry to hear of the trauma you endured. I commend you for your honesty and strength to not only survive your situation but live to have the strength to let your story be heard
The one and only big JD
Jesus Christ. I almost cried. I was a runaway that could have been me. No wonder you turned to drugs. I hope you get some peace brother. I cant act like I know what you went threw
Same here, but I was too angry to cry. Still angry.
Check out Academy of Ideas and Jordan Peterson for insight
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It does take a lot of courage. And I commend him to be able to speak his story. Thank You Nicole for Always shouting out the "lookouts" and helping others. Your a great, unselfish person. 💯👍
@@Discovering_Nicole1 hey nicole always happy to see u in the comments 😁
Thank you Sir 110% for sharing this heartfelt story. You the man!! It takes so much courage and strength to share what you did so I bow to you with absolute respect. I love your papi and grandpapi,. RESPECT.
Got some huge balls my brother thank god your alive and can share a story like this hopefully it will get into a kids head and be more Aware of what’s going on around them and to listen to their parents I’ll tell you what I don’t know you personally but after this video much love and a hell of a lot more respect
Thank you so much! You are an inspiration to our family and I just wish you could be our teenagers cbt therapist. She needs it so bad to be able to grow past her old shit and become a productive member of society. But mainly thank you for sharing your story.
I would think that its healing for you in some ways to share. At least my hope is that it is.
Keep up the raw, transparent, realness!!!!
Reach out to me on IG. Anything I can do to help.
You gained a lot of respect from me for this story...I did 16 years flat upstate and never could stomach bullies and/or sex offenders. Great work pullin through such horrifying shit...you boss for tha! Rest easy
Thank you Carnal for sharing your experience with us. I know it was hard as fuck to talk about that, especially to a bunch of strangers. The shit we go through, both good and bad, are why make us into the men we are. You’re a good vato with a big heart.
Hopefully your story can help someone who went through something similar. God Bless you, Brother.
This story is wild, people exist like this out here preying on children
Kcmo 27 very very VERY slow insertion into a wood chipper, feet first of course. Pause for a halftime break as you near the mid-section to shove a log of shit into their mouths and sanitize the stumps with Clorox. Let them bleed for a bit, then back to slowly helping them into the machine.
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Alright, calm down there dexter.
Kcmo 27 what his father and grand father did was on point! But I don’t know if they should of let/made a 13yr old watch whole thing idk can’t if it help to see them him get tortured to death at 13 or sortof make the mind more messed up
but they ALL involved 100% deserved what his father and grandfather did not just one of em no doubt there
and yes it would feel very good doing that to monsters like those sub-human fucks
Every time I watch this...ive got to think...im not alone..thank you J.D. for being so REAL....💯
JD I been watching and liking the videos since the beginning this is the 1st comment I've left, wow I'm amazed u can put it out there like that good for you man this is true BALLS right here.
That's why I have much respect for JD and his channel, people think this stuff doesn't happen. That's bullshit, these kind of things happen every minute of the day. Thank you man for telling your story.
Damn man... I can’t even imagine. I have the utmost respect for you to have the courage to share such a personal and powerful story. Like you said though, you’re not a victim, your a survivor.
Damn my heart breaks for you brother. I'm glad that you're a survivor and not a victim. ✌🏼
Ryan Taylor
Me too! ✌️
Dude. This is the most horrific thing I've ever heard... takes alot of guts to even talk about this shit... you are an inspiration and for real a straight survivor. Hats off to u pal.
Fuck that some heavy shit JD I was so not ready for that. You really are a survivor!! I honestly dont know know what to say. No one should ever have to go through anything like that ever. Glad you made it through bruv!!! Good luck with everything in the future.
Hey JD. I'm new to your channel thru Nicole of Real_Talk_Recovery. This is the worst, horrific story I have ever heard on any of these prison channels of any of them personally. You are a TRUE survivor. Thank You for sharing your story and Thank You for educating so many out here and not claiming that victim crap. I think most don't know how to take you. You come across hard & cold. (that's just my opion🤷🏼♀️). But that is the furthest of the 2. Your a good man. God Bless You Brother. Looking forward to more of your stories. ✌️
I got nothing but mad respect for you ese. It takes alot of balls and courage to keep moving in a positive path the way you are. Much love and respect ese
Much Respect Brother....Your story is heartbreaking,but it's a reality that is more common then most want to realize.
OMG dude. I wish I had more words. This is the kind of stuff that should be recommended. Everyone needs to know that this stuff isn’t just a Law and Order SVU episode. I’m shook. I can’t even imagine. I’m so sorry.
Utmost respect for you JD. That is the most powerful video I’ve ever seen. Thank you for being a part of the human race. This should be mandatory viewing for all at-risk kids and parents alike.
I COME WITH MUCH RESPECT ALWAYS BROTHER. I’m glad your Father and Grandfather did what they did. What a “Right On” moment that was in your story of experience. I’ve been in many programs, rehabs and life skills classes to know that this does not make one do the same to others as they experienced, when they’re older. I support and respect you for this and everything you are doing. We may or may not know each other being we grew up in the same part of the same city, no matter what If you ever need anything just holler, I got your back brother. Your an inspiration to many💪💯and10%
the age it happened to you im sure plays alot into it. people who suffered before they can even remember are damaged on a different level. had this happened at a younger age and or by a trusted parent it may have effected you different. i thiink i read that when a family member does it, instead of hating the family member they hate themselves. thanks for sharing, im sure it will inspire and help others.
That was deep.
I know your pain.
I too had much childhood trauma.
Thank you.
No wonder you can suitcase a carton of cigs at a time.
I take it this is the video you were telling me you were gonna put out.....bro I feel you and understand what you saying.....I had a rough childhood also thanks JD. I know it takes a lot to get on here and say this.
Wow man. That’s the craziest story I’ve ever heard. I’m so glad that you confront the truth so you have acceptance and peace and reality is not distorted any longer, god bless you and thanks for sharing.
You are a true warrior homie.
Something else homie. I did 8 years tens months . I have been out about 6 year's . The family helped me with a place to live rent free. I was able to save money and get a car and later move out on my own. But 8 did not know how do deal with the lack of non violence and the low level of respect that I saw and had to deal with on the streets from citizens could not understand the world I just came from. It's vids like your that let me know 8m not a lone. Thank you
This is why im subscribed to this channel. The realist, raw, uncensored, uncut! I have too much respect to feel sorry for you. 💯 Big JD
You become more and more of an inspiring individual the more you fill us in on your PERSONAL past, present, and future. Gracias JD
Much love and respect JD that took some real courage to share that horrific experience thank god you made it out alive after hearing your story I went into my kids bedroom while they were asleep rubbed their back and told them daddy loves you and by the way thanks for your advice you gave me awhile back on ig about that situation I was going through much L&R brother 🙏🏼
i’m gunna be honest... i wasn’t the biggest fan of this channel & was on the fence as to weather or not i liked this channels content... but after watching this i understand yu & yur message in its entirety.. i have a genuine respect for yu after watching this video. it takes a lot of courage to sit down in front of a camera and tell this story. i’m sorry this happened to yu & im sorry for the boys that didn’t make it out... this was tough to watch- but i’m glad i did. i hope yu have managed to find peace in yur heart. much respect for this JD.
Thank you. I appreciate that
Anytime 💯
I always have respected you're way you handle things you're a true survivor!! Sorry to hear what you've been through you're one courageous man it sure takes a lot of balls to come out straight with us I respect you even more now!! Thanks for what you do you're a dam good man!! Keep up you're hustle you help a lot of people on here including me ,
that story really shook me. ill admit i got tears in my eyes. idk what to say that hasnt already been said. the fact that ur still alive AND living a healthy and positive life.. thats all you. idk how you did it but keep doing it.
God ,i was crying so very much about your story , this is the worse of the worse one lil boy can have ..!
i am out of words ..i just want to say Congratulations to have been stronger ,and to have win against this evil people ,and i so happy that now you are what you are ..!
i leave my parents home at 15 years old, and until my 18 years old my life was very hard ,have see a lot either ,but your story is high level that only stronger people can fight against it
Respect !
You are a real winner ..!
Much love your way ,and big hugs to you ..!
Your father and grandfather are straight up heros! You must need XXL pants cuz you got balls the size of snow globes for sharing that story! Respect! I'm glad to see that you haven't let it ruin your life any further and the amount of respect I got for you has increased ten fold!
Much respect man. I knew you were a deep cat but now it makes so much sense damn bro I’m fckin speechless you are a true soldier man only the strongest of individuals could possible survive and get out of some shit like that
Oh man. My fucking heart goes out to you JD. That’s the most intense shit I’ve ever heard, you have my utmost, utmost respect. With you to the end my friend, don’t ever stop the difference you’re making here. Peace ✌🏻
Got damn and holy shit bro, my hat is off to you and I definitely look at your channel in a different light. Nobody on youtube has had the balls to share a story like yours. I almost pictured myself there with you.
Noting But Love n Respects for you JD! Thank you for Working on Helping others and Sharing with us your Personal story with us. To Help Others! Your doing the Right thing's Brother! GOD BLESS YOU!🙏
Thanks big JD thanks for sharing that old story we've been watching you for a while now lots of love from Australia one of the most crazy stories we have ever heard one of the most honest people that I've seen on TH-cam just keep up the good work man we all appreciate it and for all those haters give it a rest lots of love you really hit the spot with this story you're a one-of-a-kind and I guess that goes for all of us
My hats off to you brother. That is by far the most fkd up thing I’ve ever heard on here. Super appreciate your honesty and bravery. Stay gold JD
This was so heartbreaking to listen to. I'm sorry you went through that. I cried. I have 2 sons that are 1 and 2. My only kids. I don't want them or any kids to go through that.
It's hard to thumbs up this one, because, it's so horrifying.
Thank you for opening up to us the supporters of your channel. My heart goes out to you. My daughter was raped when she was 12 years old on her way to school. She confessed this to me 2 years after it happened. I did file a report but who knows where that maniac is. Hopefully got caught or dead. It hasn't been easy for her emotionally. But I have hope that someday she will be better. I wish nothing but Love and positivity to you.
Oh my God, just got to the halfway point in this story. I'm soooo sorry that happened to you.. Thank God for you, and the message you give to other's. Very admirable and courageous work good sir. Thank you
Damn bro, crazy story. Sorry you had to go through that. Happy to have you with us today.
Stay Blessed.
J.D what happened to the others that had you in that house?? I heard your dad and grandpa got information on where the others mite have lived. I'd love to hear about some more justice being served out. I'm sorry you had to go threw that brother, I'm sorry to anyone else that went threw that too. I'd be cool to hear more about the other kids that were with you I'm sure you guys talked, how'd they get "caught" what where they like etc. Thank you for sharing man. Stay positive keep doing you bro! Shout out to big JDs dad and grandpa! I love how they did that sick guy in.
Damn man thats real... apreciate you sharing your story man and im sorry you had to go through that.. but theres a reason you made it through it!!
Man I respect your dad and grandpa 💪🏼
No doubt ! I'm sure any parent or family member put in a situation like that would do the exact same thing . Amen to Family Justice !
Respect to all 3 generations for handling it the old way.
You are a straight up WARRIOR my brother!! You are a good man a righteous human being I know you will be blessed in this life as such. I dig the channel and the message you deliver. Peace be with you big JD
Wow. I am sorry all this happened to you hun. "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger" comes to mind. #RESPECT. I need to hug you!!
Thank you. I would well that hug to the fullest
I understand ur story I have one similar
I never told this story yet it dnt hurt me it never did yet I honor u for telling your story gave me a tear bcuz u have the courage to tell it I as well have told my story to some ppl
And yes it does hit a nerve
Yet its only for a moment than its gone
It opens ur eyes to an evil dark world ive experienced both these two evil ppl as well
And the revenge I got was horrible
Yet I know that it was survival
I pray to god nun of my ppl go thru this ever
Soul Survivor Your World is Clean
We overcome we are strong
Thank u JD
Much love, my friend
I salute you . It takes a lot of resolve to make this video . A story that needs to be told for others can learn from .
Damn bro it takes a lot to talk about that shit much respect !!
You're a brave man to share something that deep. I've never heard a youtuber drop some 1st hand knowledge on something so crazy. This story had me super tight just listening to it. It probably wasn't the best idea to have you watch what they did, but I'm glad that they got that pos. They should have interrogated him and got them all. That's the only thing that I would have done differently. Peace, Bro. I appreciate you for sharing. Hopefully you planted a seed in someone that will prevent it from happening to them. It's a sick world.
Goddamn brother I am so sorry that bullshit happened to you as a child and nothing but the most respect to you for having bravery to talk about it stay strong brother
Powerful story man! Big props for putting this up!
Takes some balls to admit that keep doing what you do and lets hope your story helps other survivors an opens the eyes of fokes to help prevent this shit from happening... much love an respect big jd
That’s deep bro... terrible you went through all that. I have never been to prison but your videos help my life daily..
Always keep your head up homie, something like that almost happened to me but I got away...
Hey man, thank you for sharing this! I hope you truly realize how many lives you are saving by putting your content out there for the world to see. Your an amazing guy JD! Much love brother!!
Thank you for sharing, it was tough to listen to. I can only imagine the pain you endured. Thank you once again for putting out the realest content out there.
Alot of people talk about being " gangster" what you just did was about as gangster as it gets
it takes a lot of heart to talk about some shit like that my hat's off to you